These days I just wanna sleep and sleep because it hurts so much being up and thinking of all I’ve lost. But if I’m sleep, nothing even matters.
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Taking advantage of a day when the depression has lifted to fold and put away all the clean clothing that has been on the floor of my bedroom since June and the summer camping equipment that has been on my floor since June, and finally attach the bicycle rack that I've also had on my bedroom floor since early July
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Accidentally used the term "thirst trap" while talking to my mom. She asked me what it meant and I couldn't for the life of me begin to explain what it means.
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Me: "I would like to reflect on my flaws a normal amount relative to how severe and noticeable they are to others please"
Brain: "You are"
Me: "Fuck!"
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first day of trying to be on my phone less and the only other activity my depressed ass brain could think of that sounded even remotely interesting are jigsaw puzzles. update coming soon
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Are showers chores for y’all or is that just the depression? Like I really dread having to do it & feel it’s such a daunting task.
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I got good news about staffing at work right before I walked into therapy, so I was bouncing off the walls and all kinds of bubbly and excited for the first 25 minutes before I came back down to earth and it kind of feels like I wasted the session with being happy and the progressively feeling worse as time passed and I drove home.
Anyone else?
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I feel numb. No tears, no anger, nothing. Just going through the same day again and again. I would rather just sleep without waking up.
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it is getting harder for me to want to continue existing
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