#gender dysfunction

[dragon-phoenix-along]

Oh gOD ITS HERE AGAIN

[Rabid scrambling]

[A shadowy creature appears from a bush]

[I start to stumble run, creature in pursuit]

I did not ask for this, I did not Ask For This, I Did Not As For This! I Did NOT Ask For This! I DID NOT ASK FOR THIS! I DID NOT ASK FOR-!

[I am dragged into an empty tree hollow, my screams of denial drift away slowly fading]

FATHER HELP

#dragons dictation #gender discourse #with myself #gender dysfunction #is it trans to want to be nb in a male way??? #like I’d rather be amab and nb #than afab and nb #like I want to be nb in the ways boys are #house of homo #FATHER HELP

[0venatrix]

When I type gender dysphoria it dose this:

Yer ok

#Gender dysfunction

[mindblowingscience]

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#Science #Health #Neurology #Medicine #Brains #Alzheimers #Gender #Erectile Dysfunction

[thefunktimer]

My head hurts so much, and I just wanna kiss a girl, and I feel so icky and look icky.

This world is icky and it hurts to live in

Can't get myself to get my college assignments done because it's badly explained and a group project.

#lesbian #wlw #transgender #transfem #girls #oh god im so gay #tired #vent #whining #sorry #gender dysphoria #executive dysfunction #body dysmorphia #anti capitalist #college #autism #adhd #depression

[its-murderous-business]

When I was in elementary school I went to circus camp and we would have balloon animal making as one of the activities/courses. Of course having a lot of children playing with balloons all day meant that they would quite often pop. It was quite loud when they would pop and usually everyone would stop what they were doing to look at what happened.

I cannot tell you why, but once during the first year I was attending the circus camp, after one of the balloons popped my undiagnosed unmedicated ADHD ass just yelled “HAPPY NEW YEAR!” in response. Of course everyone was confused because why would I yell? and why would that be what I said? But we moved on.

It must have stuck in someone’s head though because a few hours later when the next balloon animal dog or whatever popped someone else yelled happy new year to react to it. And from that point on it became A Thing. Everyone, every time a balloon popped, would in unison yell “HAPPY NEW YEAR”. This would happen at least once a day. I was quite proud of myself for inventing this bit.

The next year, when I went back to circus camp, I found that the habit had stuck. Everyone was still yelling happy new year. Then one day I was sitting eating lunch with a group of kids and one of them asked the group why we yelled that, and no one knew. And they didn’t believe me when I told them I had come up with it. None of them had been there the year before. The counselors also didn’t remember it was me who started it. Me and my younger sibling were the only ones who knew and remembered.

Ultimately though, I didn’t care if people remembered me as the one who started the trend. It was fun, it was silly, it was communal. And more importantly it was something that I created that had gained a life of its own beyond me. Because isn’t that what humanity is for? Celebrating a silly mistake like someone popping a balloon. Coming together to yell a non-sequitur. Leaving a positive mark on a place. It’s not much but it’s honest work, to me.

#this is in honor of the last post I rb’d about people coming together to sing a song #and in honor of my school/fellow gender studies dept students low key rioting against the title IX coordinators last night #we interrupted their press conference and demanded justice #well not me I didn’t say anything I let the people who had been victimized by the title IX dysfunction speak #but yeah idk. there’s something beautiful to me about a group coming together and doing something #whether that be art or revolution or something silly like yelling happy new year at clown camp #murderous babble

[hellyeahsickaf]

idk who needs to hear this but go piss girl

#girl is gender neutral #and it's also me! #i need to hear this! #self care #i've been holding it in bc my executive dysfunction is just off the charts rn

[drygrasses]

Went to a therapist today for the first time in a few years! They’re nonbinary and a year younger than I am (💀) but they took me seriously when I described my Issues (I’m mostly there for ADHD reasons…family things will have to wait) and seemed on board with pursuing a diagnosis so I’m really hopeful, genuinely

#they’re also like a full head shorter than I am #I picked them bc their gender yeah #and I’m their bio they sounded like my kind of nerd #I’m not there for gender stuff cuz I’m actually pretty ok with where I’m at with that #but I think the fact that they’re also nb makes it easier cuz like they get it even without me hashing it all out LOL #and ofc bc more similar life experiences #I had been vaguely worried that we might be TOO similar but they’re professional and capable and clearly know their stuff #so I’m hoping it’ll be all good #me stuff #I really can’t believe I finally got past the executive dysfunction well enough to actually start treating my executive dysfunction lmao #also I filled out the paperwork before the appointment and they were AMAZED that I did #I have gotten a good grade in therapy for the week LOL

[yanortaboi]

#zexion #lexaeus #everyone is gender #kingdom hearts #manga #edit #one big dysfunctional family #right to left

[soggypotatoes]

#poll #polls #ed mumbles #my gender today is emotional dysfunction

[orchid-collective-art]

Hope.

#art #my art #digital art #original art #artists on tumblr #small artist #trans artist #plural artist #adhd artist #illustration #digital illustration #digital drawing #clip studio paint #transgender #transfemme #gender dysphoria #overwhelmed #adhd #executive dysfunction #adhd problems #neurodivergent #hope #pagan #paganism #pagan witch

[dragon-phoenix-along]

List of my labels cause y’all deserve it <3

If it’s not on this list ask.

General answer to sexuality/gender questions is Queer

Trans [masc] (he/they/ it pronouns) If using the label of trans for me, I’d like to be referred to as male.

Bi-gender (they/them pronouns) The genders I’d bounce between would be male and female. Preference with the they/them pronouns

Queer (Dragon/they/it) the most comfy label for me atm <3

Now here’s some of the sexuality’s I’ve hoarded:

Lesbian (used most)

Bisexual (Used when feeling NB/androgynous)

Neptunic (used in motion with he/she or they/he pronouns)

Ace/Aro spectrum stats:

I am ace.

No specific term for ace bc sex doesn’t interest me.

Im Demi-romantic tho!

Meaning it takes me a second to feel love for someone

I do however have issues remembering what emotions feel like sometimes.

#dragons dictation #my prisentation #gender dysfunction #dragons gender #acespec #asexual #if anyone comes after me #it’s insta block #cause this is my personal expression #if you don’t like it leave

[yang-png]

HELL YEAH ANOTHER CHAOS SISTERS RUINED MY LIFE (affectionate) TRUTHER

brothers in arms

#asks #rubles-rose #yang.txt #brothers (gender neutral) #ruby & yang are literally the best siblings ive ever seen depicted in media and im not exaggerating #like. they came for my life. they made it too real #because. surprise. i relate to yang so so heavily in so many aspects of her character #and the eldest daughter syndrome with abandonment issues and a dysfunctional family that made her have to be a parent as well #yeah. too real #anyway. gives you a lwa gif because it's another one of my fixations atm

[eldritch-queern-magicat]

Hypnosis was a gateway to other kinks I didn't know I had before. It started with porcelain and clockwork dolls. It sort of also goes with getting into the Evilious Chronicles, with the Clockwork Doll. I just became obsessed with clockwork (the mechanical nature is fascinating in it's own way).

I learned to explore those kinds of things and it gave me a reprieve from the constant state of stress I lived in. I once made myself feel like an actual cat. That was nice. I did it entirely for myself.

Somehow, I eventually found my robot kink. It didn't quite seem like it at first, but I eventually figured it out. I experimented with the digital aspect of things, and that was fun. I basically fell down a rabbit hole.

My period before this one basically pushed me over the edge. The pain was bad, it was heavy, and it just magnified my dysphoria. I also needed to be able to function, but there was a vicious cycle of anxiety and executive dysfunction. I was desperate.

And then I found that my solution (dronification) made doing things (as directed by another part) so much easier. I just did it. Lilu started it (but it originally goes back to Sammy), and it's a general state that should work for all of us. So we started making a basic weekly schedule, which turned into rules on how our drone state works and actual routines.

It really excites me how well this is working out. The peacefulness of being able to entirely silence my anxious mind is pure bliss. I actually love it. It's essentially roleplay, and it makes it easier to take care of myself and my home.

Funny given my primary source, but I don't really care now. I know exactly what I am here. The fact that I've been through fusions helps with that perspective.

-Catra 🧨😺

#hypnosis #recreational hypnosis #clockwork #porcelain dolls #kink mention #menstrual cramps #menstrual period #gender dysphoria #severe anxiety #executive dysfunction #drone kink #dronification #roleplay #self maintenance #house cleaning #dissociative identity disorder #did #did system #dissociation #alters #introjects #fictrojects #fusion #personal shit #my ramblings

[lostsoaringexile]

TW: sui thoughts, trans puberty stuff, religious trauma

Just venting into the void cause my parents had church basically outside my room and my brain isn’t handling it well.

Me, entering puberty: hey this is very wrong I’m definitely not the gender I’m supposed to be and I need help to fix it cause I kinda wanna not exist with what’s happening to me

My parents: oh! That’s terrible! You’re not trans though you’re actually a punishment from g*d for your mom’s college lesbian phase so we’re gonna pray it out - hey what are those cuts on your arms from? Must be nothing to worry about

#religous trauma #tw religious trauma #tw religion #gender dysphoria #tw dysfunctional family #tw dysphoria #tw sui ideation #tw sui implied

[myplasticadversary]

Addition to that trans man Connor concept I was talking about before: I see him as being a kind of inversion mirror to Roman in how they're both the most visibly "wrong" and gender non-conforming of the children barely able to mold themselves into something acceptable to Logan, and so he'd probably never be able to fully live as a man other than when he was out on his own, maybe even going through periods of doing the detransitioned tradfem grift when he needs the money and for his dad to not hate him.

#shiv sees him as her weird big sister who 'just needs to accept she's female and not think she has to be a man or housewife to have value' #and kendall pathologizes him being trans as entirely the result of trauma and neglect and dysfunctional parenting #roman just resents him for being so bad at repressing his freakishness and on another level of kinda jealous #succ gender fun #connor roy #roman roy #shiv roy #kendall roy #succession

[fanvoidkeith]

i don't feel good inside my body

i'm not sick, i just feel Bad lately

#void keith talks #vent post #ventpost #gender dysphoria #executive dysfunction #my brain isn't braining and i'm frustrated and sad