#im getting sappy again

[simplydnp]

Sometimes I think Dan and Phil are totally platonic besties and then other times I’m convinced they fuck on the daily. I think they do it on purpose and it’s honestly iconic.

kind of the best thing is that they are that and everything in between. you can tell they just like being around each other. they've made content together for 15 years and the large majority of it was done in the strictly platonic sense for their audience. and they were still having so much fun with it. we're in the 'we know you know' era now so we get to see flashes of different dynamics they have, but they absolutely have more we Don't get to see bc they're not for us.

they like each other. stupidly fond of each other. spending time together doesn't feel exhausting. they're best friends and each others' harshest critics while being the biggest hypeman and also safe space.

dnp's relationship with us, their audience, always has been and always will be different than any other content creators. part of it is how they accumulated it, but another part is just the massive history we have with them. they Get us. they Know us. they're silly goofy sarcastic guys who love us and hate us sometimes. theyre grateful but careful too. they like to rile us up, just like they do each other. it's a love language, teasing, and we've shown positive responses to it over the years. i like to say that my relationship with dnp is antagonistic sometimes--cause i know they're pushing my buttons on purpose. and ykw? it's fun! it's fun for us and it's fun for them because they have the control. i know anything they let out is cause they chose to let it out because they Know how we are. so yes they absolutely adore messing with us. we're a funny bunch.

#im getting sappy again #the things you mention anon are not mutually exclusive for dnp. which is a lot of the fun of it #like for me personally. why be in a relationship with someone who isnt your best friend. i dont know how they couldnt be your favourite ever #like maybe im projecting but theirs is probably the healthiest depiction of love i have in my life #theres movies and tv but its not real. and yes dnp are produced. and aware. and curate. but theyre not selling a relationship. #sure we perceive it. but its not the goal. the product is the entertainment value of them together cause theyre funny. #whereas almost every relationship ive properly witnessed in my life seems like. a trap. genuinely. #its like well no love isnt actually real its a concept you just. are stuck. for the rest of existence. be happy about it. #and with dnp its like oh like love is actually real. like theres a reason people want to stay together forever. #like people Do get lost in each others eyes. they get a different look on their face that reads i love you #theres people out there who will love every aspect of you and never get enough of you or your time #i am. so far off on a tangent. #anyways love dnp love the cat and mouse game we play together #dnp #c.text #dan and phil #answered

[zoomimg]

you dont understand how happy i am whenever i see people who i recognize as being some of my first followers interact still with my stuff,., its only been like a couple of months but still oh my god thank you guys for sticking with me all throughout this journey

#im getting sappy again #you guys are just so awesome #i was scrolling all the way down my followers list and i saw so many people i recognized #like oh my gosh i wanted to cry #/pos #a serious

[trashworldblog]

thinking about the contrast between the substitute screaming at everyone not to touch him. meanwhile, the first thing the professor does when he sees ryan is ask for a hug.

#yeah... #the sign of trust and friendship and *sobs* #sorry im getting all sappy over the puppet show again #watcher #puppet history #watcher entertainment #ryan bergara #shane madej

[crowliphale]

the sleepyhead is finally put to rest

#my art #artwork #crow does art #digital art #little big planet #sackboy #lbp newton #lbp clive #clive handforth #god im gonna miss this game so much #i already DO miss it. do you have any idea how long its been #i played lbp3 forever ago without realizing it was for the last time #i feel like a little kid again just thinking about it #sorry yk i gotta get sappy in the notes #i mean lbp had a HUGE effect on me. the butterfly effect is crazy cuz i wouldnt have friends if not for lbp yk??

[napping-sapphic]

Obviously I’d want them to do whatever makes them happiest but part of me really does hope that if i ever get married that my spouse takes my last name, not because it’s traditional or whatever but because i just really want to take my own name back and actually form a family that i love and that loves me in return out of it. I want to overshadow my past and reclaim my identity and share it with you, i want us to be so intricately tied together in every possible way i want to make a little family of just you and me where there’s so so so much love, just as families are supposed to be

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #idk if it’ll ever happen but i do really hope i get to get married one day #i want to be part of a good family that makes me happy #i want to give that to someone else #i want it to be me and you and any pets and i want it to be more than enough for both of us #i hate that i won’t ever really be able to give a partner close or loving in laws #but i hope that someday just me and my lonesome will be enough for them #sorry it’s 4 am and im being sappy and sad and wistful #back to sleep again😴😴 #before i make any more WAY too revealing posts lol #im gay and i like sleeping

[angelpuns]

Thinking about how much I would genuinely enjoy doodling the kid Leo spinoff comics if only I didn't have to explain every single time that they aren't canon and that them being canon is not possible- I really did want to explore Present Leo's complicated emotions and healing process but I have a problem where I get really upset when I'm not like- completely understood? Like I have gotten way better at it as I've worked on projects, but back when I was doing more with the spinoff comics I'd get so frustrated having to explain over and over that they couldn't be canon, even if I wanted them to be. And its not a matter of me SAYING they're not canon just because, I have actual plot reasons that they CANT be canon.

#sorry for rambling #lately ive had a lot of monolouge type thoughts #that are really silly actualy #but this is what i do when i cant draw #i think thoughts #and also write fanfics #and reread my old comics #and comments and reblogs #im gonna do smthn big for the kid leo anniversary #cause i am so so so thankful for everyone who has likee kid leo enough #to comment and reblog #like rereading comments on my older comics makes me so happy #and makes me wanna work hard again #dont look at me #im getting sappy

[ofthehands]

I think the thing that endeared me to Lefty's character the quickest was how much he cared about Franklin.

The whole first movie Franklin was ignored, abandoned, and ultimately killed. Nobody treated him like he was worth the time of day, all his "friends" were annoyed with him the whole film because he was in pain, scared, and disabled, and dared to say something about it. Tons of fans were happy when he died, and Franklin's death is sudden, swift, and the most gratuitous of the movie save for maybe the Hitchhiker. In the first movie, Franklin's life and struggles and pain never felt like it mattered.

But in the second, here comes Lefty, absolutely wrecked with grief over not only Sally's fate, but Franklin's. His whole character, his arch and his motivation, is built around the idea that Franklin did matter. That what happened to Franklin was a tragedy. That Franklin was loved, and that he was worth fighting for and worth avenging and even worth dying for. When Lefty found Franklin's body he knew him right away, in the dark, after 13 years of decomposition. And the tragedy of it all brought a fast paced wild scene to a stand still- everything slowed down to show us Lefty reacting to Franklin's death, kneeling down and telling him it was alright, that he didn't need to cry anymore, that this nightmare was over.

It's just nice to see someone value Franklin, even if it's too little too late. There was no time for it to logically happen but I wish we could've seen them interact at some point.

#franklin hardesty #lefty enright #been working on the franklin essay consistently again and having franklin thoughts #i think this meant so much to be in big part because 1 i like Franklin a lot and #2 not to be too sappy sad but like im disabled and i have gotten so used to my life being seen as a tragedy #and disabled life in general being seen as worth less than that of the abled #and seeing so many damn times in movies where death is seen as escape for a disabled character #that seeing a character arch revolve around how incredibly valuable a disabled man's life was #not because of anything he could have provided but just because be was loved #gets me right in my big sappy heart #id apologize for the sappy tag rant but this is my own post lol

[ventebleck]

I want to be loved

I want to be loved. I want to be loved the way they describe it in the books I found too cheesy to read when I was younger.

I want to be hugged from behind, and feel the tiny kisses they leave in my neck. I want to be cuddled while we watch a movie, and make stupid commentary throughout, not even once wondering if I'm being annoying.

I want to know that when I feel upset because of something they did, they will try to understand and apologize, even if that thing was small or stupid or not worth their time.

I want to hold hands and feel close to them even when we're with their friends, like they are telling me that I'm still important, that they are with me no matter the circumstance.

I want to kiss them, and feel their skin close to mine, without the expectation of sex afterwards. To be able to feel closer to them without the fear of making them feel disappointed when I just want to hug, and nothing else.

I want to look into each other’s eyes, and see their love for me. I want them to be able to express with words how much I mean to them, the same way I’d know how to express my devotion for them.

I want random I love you’s, acts of kindness, I want to be remembered randomly while they were grocery shopping and receive a text with a photo of a pizza or candy with the caption “Saw your favourite and made me think of you”.

I want to be taken care of when I’m sick, I want to be put in bed, to be kissed in the forehead, and know they’ll be there when I wake up.

I want long conversations about stupid things, and even longer conversations about important stuff that need to be talked about.

I want to feel respected, loved, needed, and wanted. I want to be understood and appreciated.

I want someone to look me in the eyes, both hands on both my cheeks, and tell me I’m the most beautiful girl in the world.

I want to love, and I want to be loved.

#Ranting #writing #creative writing #sorry for getting sappy #i made myself cry a little #loved #feeling lonely #feeling lost #feeling loved #feeling lots of feelings #i want to be loved #hugs and kisses #love sucks sometimes #devotion #stupid romantic #cheesy writing #im sorry again

[kerizaret]

Since i am I am a person who impulsively saves a lot of pictures and screenshot and videos and art to my phone's photo gallery (only for me to look at, not spreading it anywhere else), there is one habit that I picked up from when I used to have a lot of worse days, but now is basically a daily ritual. And it's that, before going to sleep, I will enter that photo gallery and choose one picture (or video) from it

It can be anything, depending on how I'm feeling, but it's always some image that either makes me smile or motivates / inspires me. It can be a picture of me / my family / my friends, but it can also be a meme, a screenshot of my chat with someone or a nice comment under something I made. It can be an edit of a character I obsess over, a fanart I really really love, a screenshot of a fragment from a fanfic that was so iconic I had to keep it. I promise you one time it was a drawing that was just 3 stickmen characters with 2 dialogue lines that made me laugh so hard it is still my favourite fanart ever for that fandom

And what I do is I leave the picture in full display and then I turn off the phone and go to sleep. So that the next day, after I wake up and eventually reach for my phone to unlock it, the first thing I see is this exact picture

That way, I can remember something from the day before that made me happy, was funny, moved me, inspired something. And even if the day before was bad, I am reminded that at the end of it I can always find something that somehow can make me feel nice. That there's always things and people that make me happy out there. That even the bad times can end on a smile – maybe a strained, small one, maybe a tear-filled one, maybe a nostalgic one – but a smile nonetheless

And I don't know, somehow that used to keep me going when I felt tired and unmotivated. And now it's just a happy note to start the day with to get motivation and a reminder that at the end of the day there's always something nice waiting for me

Im sharing this rly just a thank you to all the people out there who make lovely and funny and interesting things and are kind and having fun and sharing it all with the world. Something you made or said just might've one time been a picture (or video) that I had displayed on my screen one of those days that made me happy. You might have just been my smile after a tiring day, and I love you. And I love you even if it wasn't you yet

My point is. Whether it's something simple and short and you spent 2 minutes on it, or something you worked on for so long and put so much effort and thought into – your passion and kindness don't go unnoticed. Keep doing your things and sharing what makes you happy because I promise you there's people out there who are happy because of it too. Even if it's one person

#im getting all sappy hshdh #but its true #im heading to sleep and was about to do it so i just thought about it #so just. thank you again #keri rambles

[dailydegurechaff]

You don't have to reply to this, but I am very happy to stumble across a non-problematic Youjo Senki fanpage. 💖

Thank you very much!! I'll continue to do my best!

#ask #anonymous #not a daily post #“ask sent 3 months ago” oops #sorry again ;; #im cleaning up inbox ok. or trying to #this is the last one tho i just. needed to express how much everyone being very kind means to me #confession: sometimes i kinda resent this blog for no good reason. its kinda tragic #suffice to say i regret taking on this project sometimes and i get in these downer ass moods #but like. i remember there are people who do actually like the silly time im having here #and it makes me feel better. so i need to express that. thank you. to the people who sent messages to me but also just like everyone lol #if these tags read as kinda corny im sorry but i just am in one of those sappy moods yknow and i need to share it #sorry i love u all. as if its my fault </3 /j #anyway see u all tmrw for dailydegu once more. itll be the last day of huevember!! #it uh. might be late bc im tired

[muzzleroars]

V1 just admiring Gabes new fallen traits and Gabe noticing this and starts accepting his new self all tender and shit

mentions of body image issues //

YEA YEA EXACTLY - gabriel has a lot of preconceived notions to work through and sees every new trait as something loathsome, something lesser than what he once was as an archangel. he would never take back his decision, he is at least at peace with how he came to free heaven even if he has to carry the burden of taking the lives of other angels, but living on and watching his appearance change in such drastic ways is like a new grief. there's pain, there's resentment, there's anger, there's despair...there's hatred, at first unable to see himself as anything other than shameful. he knows what those in heaven would say now, he knows what regard god would hold him in, and he knows he's locked into this fate yet he gives into vain prayer out of old habits. just. let this stop. let something stay. at least let his halo crown his head even if it grows dim.

v1, on the outside of all gabe's internal drama and hidden prayer, excites at each novelty and genuinely views the new traits as fitting for gabriel in some ways. it has seen him when he lets go of his restraints and is fully unbound, what he can be without the heavy yoke forcing his head down. why wouldn't he look a little wild now? it's the same way, a rogue ai that's changed being left to its own devices and its own will, so what is gabriel now but a rogue angel who shapes himself. and it does admire those traits besides - massive horns, sets of claws, unbreakable plating??? gabriel initially thinks of this as little more than v1's natural interest in novelty and that as it inevitably fades...perhaps even v1 would think of him as less, how he's lost his radiance and can no longer look nearly so impressive in their sparring matches. it fell in love with him as gabriel, not what he is now. yet v1's fascination and excitement in the new grows into showing affection for it, how it tugs playfully on his horns, how it consistently buries itself in his fur cloak, how it sometimes refuses to allow him to trim his claws short over and over again. and, most importantly, how far from seeming disinterested in their sparring it seems overjoyed by his brutal technique, how it seems to answer him in kind or perhaps...how he reflects its wild but transcendent way of fighting. he's using his hands so much more now, his whole body becoming not just the force behind his blows but an entire weapon at his own command. and v1 could love nothing more....so gabriel himself starts to feel how he follows its lead little by little, finding thrill, finding acceptance, and finally finding happiness of his own in this new body. as an angel he had been taught how repulsive the fallen and demonic form are, but when he sees v1's admiration and enduring affection for it, he begins instead to be able to see that this is his own. this is the body for himself and it shows how he chose autonomy. and most importantly...the feelings he harbored for it are another heavenly lie

#I KNOW IM BEING SAPPY AGAIN....but im glad you all get me ;o; #i've got some specifics too about how he comes around to it #BUT i'm actually answering a bit more in-depth about that in another ask #and as an aside v1 is just highly fascinated by how he can change like this #a bunch of new stuff!!! without all the hassle of switching out hardware!!! sick!!! #cake answers #v1 #gabriel #fallen gabriel #rise and fall au

[doodle17]

Could you maybe tell us what future Raz and Lilis relationship is like now?

*vibrating with excitement*

Putting this under a read more because it might be really long hemngh

So I'd decided to study their characters and how they interact a little more (mostly from the second game, but a little bit of the first too) and think about how their relationship would develop as they got older.

I came to the conclusion that I want to portray them as two people who have some level of affection for the other, but don't have time to focus on being sappy "boyfriend and girlfriend" because of work. The "fun" part their relationship ended waaaay back when they were 18-ish and went from Junior Agents to Official Psychonauts. It ain't exactly easy to go on dates and save the world at the same time y'know, and both of them have a lot of personal stuff going on.

Raz is almost always busy. Constantly filling out paperwork, running around in Sasha's lab, doing agent stuff, Circus stuff, the WHOLE shebang. Lili, is still trying to get over her dad's retirement, as the while thing still feels very surreal to her. Not to mention Hollis and her dad trying to push her to become the next Grand Head, much to her dismay. It's not very easy to have a social life with that much going on to be 100% honest.

Theres also taking their very different personalities into account. Lili's "Fuck around and find out" and Raz's sticking to a solid plan type of methods tend to clash quite often, and many newcomers have a hard time telling whether or not they're dating or competing with eachother.

Lili is probably the most complicated woman Raz has ever worked with, and while he finds it endearing he also finds it incredibly exhausting. Sometimes, It feels like she'll do the exact opposite of what he tells her just to get a reaction out of him, out of spite. But it's not like she can help it. She absolutely hates being told what to do, and one of her least favorite things about Raz is when he decides to become "Mr. Boss man" and order everyone around during missions. Despite all of- that- however, they do end up having very successful missions!... Most of the time.

There's also the pressure to keep up professional appearances for their fellow agents and new interns. One thing the both of them can agree on, is that they'll avoid showing any PDA in front of their coworkers. They still cringe thinking about how a little too comfortable they were as kids, and how almost EVERYONE in the Motherlobe knew about it. Luckily, most of those people are retired, quit or fired, and gives the two a better chance to be a little more professional with their relationship in front of the newcomers, because if they have to hear, "You guys are like the next Sasha and Milla!" One more time...

This isn't to say that things are always rough and gloomy for them. They still have a very special connection, and after knowing eachother for half of their lives, it's not like they're going to get rid of the other anytime soon. So might as well make the most of it, eh? She'll never admit it out loud, but there's really no other person Lili would rather be tied up and dangling over a pool of pyrokenetic sharks with than Raz (which has actually happened before btw) There's no way you won't catch them holding hands or sneaking a quick kiss at least once.

Anyways, to sum all of this shishkabable up best I can: They're WAY too close to be considered "just coworkers", but they also have way too much going on to focus on a serious relationship at this time.

Good on you if you managed to read my nonsensical ramblings all the way through! Take a prize from the prize bin you deserve it 👏 👏👏

#I hope this makes sense- #It's like 1am rn and I kind if blacked out while writing this #I was on a roll for a hot minute #Feels kind of nice to have a creative ruch again since art hasn't been doing it for me recently #Anyways allow me to ramble some more in my tags now that I'm conscious again #I hope I managed to get my take on their relationship clear #I don't dislike razlili #I LOVE razlili #It's one of my comfort ships they're so stinkin cute #And as much as I love sappy future Raz and Lili #I want to try and focus on a more realistic and slightly dramatic take #AT LEAST IN MY EYES #I want to explore their business relationship as well as their romantic one #So why not do a mixture of both amiright #The only people who ever see the two of them “together” are the (previous) interns or the Aquatos #Also the old superstar agents like Sasha Milla etc. #But yeah #Idk im tired #doodles rants #psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #razputin aquato #lili zanotto #anon babble #Razlili #Psychonauts future

[hwaitham]

luckie clover for each of my dear pals . .

#𓈒 ۫ 𝓹𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓮 𐂯 𝓹𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼 ₊⠀ೀ #permission 2 be sappy for a rllie quick moment ?? #it is just ! such a gift to know u all ! ! muties n regular non - nons n quiet frens on here alike . . #i miss each of you every single day n im so grateful that we get to spend time together on this spiritual plane < 3 #u all each shine a light in my life in ur own individual precious ways n i am so ! ! starstruck ! #so in awe ! that the universe gave us the privilege of getting to experience each other ! ! 🥺 #u mean the absolute world to me n i kno i say it a lot but i rllie do love u ! ! ! #ur love n friendship n kindness is what keeps me smiling n i hope mine cn do the same for u in return :< #keep radiating U ! ! ! i cant wait for us to meet again in future lifetimes ♡ #Sorrie for this silly post buuuut . . it is js so bright outside n im sitting on the balcony n can see ppl sailing on the lake n like ! #im Alive ! Weee are alive ! ! together ! walking hand in hand under the same sky ! #no matter what the sun will alwys come again to shine down on us :-D

[enluv]

can’t believe those shark things met enhypen before me 🚬💔

#guys I watched a video last night of enhypen and it made me seriously love them all over again #like don’t get me wrong I love them so much but these past few months I’ve been so out of touch with kpop and only usually keep up with skz #so enha was pushed to the back of my mind #but last night watching that video and seeing how much they’ve grown as people since when I first stanned them #it made my heart so happy 🥺 #my babies are so big now im so proud of them #sorry for being sappy I just had to share !! #chit chat with coco <3

[cowboy-robooty]

no guys you dont get it itager isnt sweet and tender in the domestic gay lovey dovey way theyre sweet and tender in the BRO way

#im a crazy bitch okay i will be like yes theyre lovey to eachother yes thats true #yes i only get gay and shit for itager bc theyre true love and then see something sappy and gay of them and go THAT AINT RIGHT #im a freak okay im such an asshole about itager bc i think theyre lovey to eachother in a very specific way and all other ways are cringe #me when the only itager i consume is the official goddamn hetalia manga #and them doujins made by corolla that mf was the only person ever who understood them (even if they were misguided and believed in gerita) #i like to think in my heart of hearts corolla knew the truth it was just the wrong time. #like how i know bill and ted wouldve loved touhou koishi song its just they were born in the wrong era #but yeah like germany and italy are gay in that BRO way like. its hard to describe but its not gay its more like.... friendship adjacent #like when you deeply care about your bro and act gay with them in that way they arent about that silently looks at the moonlight shit #they look at the moonlight and italy goes 'germany is right now a good time to tell you i fucked your car again' and germany goes 'What.' #ITS A BETTER AND MORE AWEZOME FORM OF LOVE IN MY HUMBLEST OF OPINIONS.... I PERSONALLY PREFER IT #its domestic in the way of having your average daily life of dicking around with your bros and throwing grenades in cars n shit #instead of domestic settling down and being all serious and sappy all the time #its lovey dovey in the way of being like AHAHA IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN!!! yeah bro... i really like you too *hug* im glad youre in my life #i just think thats so much more swag because settling down just does not sit right for me #i think settling down sucks tf you mean theres no more adventures and always sunny shit? #i think fruk can get into that settling down domestic shit but im a firm believer itager cant #because their entire dynamic hinges upon italy coming in and making germanys boring ass lonely life fun by ruining it everyday #its not itager if they arent grabbing eachothers balls and acting like bros #ive said this to wiener but its the itager itapan juxisposition #itapan (japans onesided crush ofc) is great because they act gay but are just bros #and itager is great because they act like bros but are gay #idk its hard to explain the nuances of it all but just trust me when i say canon content and corollas sfw doujins are the only true itager #content #robooty asshole moment sorry guys somethings wrong with me #robooty kun

[horrorlesbians]

here to say that hart should’ve died for cohle because he needed to be wiped from the earth anyway

originally they were both supposed to die in carcosa and their bodies would never be found. i like the uncharacteristically optimistic ending for rust, but it would be so fucking tragic for marty to die saving rust or dying because rust is unable to save him. not only does rust not get to die and return to everyone he ever loved, but he also gets to live with the guilt that he dragged marty back into his world only to kill him. haha yeas < sicko voice

#written in blood #if marty died in carcosa before medics could get there I wonder if rust would kill himself #if that would be the breaking point and override his 'i lack the constitution for suicide' whatever his line was #im sappy and like that they survive but if one or both tied it also heightens the tragedy of the whole 'time is a flat circle' mindset #because it will happen again. the kids will be in that room. rust will lose marty over and over. and he will be unable to die himself #i think a lot can be said about how phenomenal woody's acting is that marty can be such an awful person but at least imo you can still #tolerate him. he's able to still come off charming and caring and well-intentioned even though he is deeply flawed and fucked up