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heavenssexiestangel · 11 months

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#dean talks #literally im so worthless and unlovable no one would ever want me #im not good enough for anyone #no one could ever even think of loving me #(and i swear if you try to make this about some bs friendship love I'll hate you)#(this is not about that and you know it)#im just not good enough #i can't even dream about it

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cozylittleartblog · 4 months

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lethal company is a workplace comedy

this prank got us All killed. btw.

#lethal company #comic #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #lethal company fanart #dat me #iirc we were on lake. it was foggy. i was so scared by Mask and i couldnt see thru the FOG i ran out and fell into the lake and DIED #one guy obvs sacrified himself for Le Prank and. i don't remember what happened to the 4th guy. mask prolly got him #AND WE HAD SO MUCH LOOT I WAS SO MAD WJHBDFGBHJDFG. ... IT WAS FUNNY THO NGL IT -WAS- FUNNY #im kinda ehhhhh (wobbles hand) about how i did the last panel and how i portrayed me running to the door but its. its ok #its fine its good enough i think #this wasn't supposed to be so involved DHJBSDFHJB #anyway i've been posting WIPs of this to my kofi page for members!! the Entire sketch is up over there #yknow. in case anyone is interested in that

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electoons · 1 month

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I love the college of winterhold. everyone there is casually deranged and there's like an alarming number of students and staff who threaten you immediately when they meet you. it's always one of the first questlines I do. which makes it even funnier when you get made the arch-mage of the college. I'm level 12 and got through this questline knowing exactly 3 spells. what do you mean you want me to lead the college. this school CANNOT be an accredited institution

#i ask if anyone wants this job and everyone starts whistling and checking their phones #their magic phones. theyre scrolls #mia.txt #tes #skyrim #oh wait no i forgot j'zargo wants the position and actively wishes you were dead so he can be archmage #and nirya as well. you know what maybe its a good thing im the archmage because im never there #i drop in every few weeks for 10 minutes then leave. the place pretty much runs itself right #reddit says “they have a bullying problem” yeah i know i married him #and he's the new archmage's special little princess and he can do whatever he wants forever. call the police about it #dont bring your piddly ass problems to the archmage shes busy girlbossing (committing widescale atrocities)#(update to clarify the princess is enthir. short king scored a 6'5“ dommy mommy orc with the biggest strap in tamriel congratulate him NOW)#(huge W for the bisexual mer community #L for skyrim as a whole because they were both already insufferable enough on their own and now theyre making each other worse)

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notsosecret-transgirl · 2 years

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Yeah this is just a vent post lol.

so my best friend made me download bumble, and idk like I wanna get back into dating but like. Also I’m terrified? Of talking to people in that way? Like I wanna be in a relationship. I don’t want to start a relationship? If that makes sense? Idk I haven’t done this since I was a teenager and like I never had a dating app. Im mostly just nervous and bad at talking to women I think are pretty tbh. Like my bff loves dating apps but she’s really cute and has guys all over her. Im just awkward and don’t even have good pics of me or anything. Idk I’m probably going to delete it. Like. Idk if I’m like prepared for this sort of thing you know?

#I just #idk #i don’t want to be alone #but I don’t want to get hurt again #like my first serious boyfriend cheated on me after a year and a half and then everything went to shit #idk if I can do that again #especially with a woman #ughhhhhhhh #like dude I can barely answer my dms from mutuals I’ve had for years #(sorry mutuals)#how am I supposed to do this whole dating thing?#talking to strangers where we’re both like ‘yeah perhaps we could maybe spend the rest of our lives together’#then I’m supposed to act normal?#like dude. I don’t really talk about it to anyone anymore. but I still really kinda hate myself.#I genuinely think I’m unlovable #and just gross #im not good enough for anyone #no. that’s not true I guess #but im so scared that I’ll get into a long term relationship and be happy and one day I’ll just fuck up somehow and they’ll just cheat #idk. I’ve just had a very anxiety night over a stupid dating app and talking to people #I just need to get over my trauma #getting cheated on sucked all the ass. and my parents got divorced over my dad cheating. so like. prob some stuff to work out still #and I want to date! I want to kiss pretty girls and fall in love again! I want to cuddle and watch horror movies!#I want to experience the bliss of being known but god it’s a mortifying ordeal

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greattideflow · 2 years

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Went on a date last night and boy it sucked. No one wants to stay. Wasn't even a one night stand but still.

#im not good enough for anyone

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fossilizedhysterics · 25 days

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cw for suggestive humor🙏 . . . . . . . . . .

today, i bring you more funnies. tomorrow? who knows.

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artist-rat · 1 year

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i’ve never listened/watched critical role but my best friend does and sometimes talks to me about it. i asked them for some characters to draw (from any campaign) :p

#critical role #cr #caleb widogast #yasha nydoorin #mollymauk tealeaf #chetney pock o'pea #essek thelyss #also i've seen lots of fanart around ever since the dawn of time so i had pretty clear pictures of them in my mind but #i wanted to do these without looking at refs and just went with the vibes i have + what i remembered having seen people do #it was rly fun and at least my bestie liked them so i've met my goal lool<3 #(these are in the order my friend came up with the charas... first prompt was caleb bc.. im ''good at skrunkly wizards and cats''.......)#(i should've known what to expect)#also if anyone now follows me for critrole i hope the caption is clear enough so u won't expect a lot ahahbdbdb #i might do some more of these in the future if im feeling like it but as said im not rly that into it personally:D✌️

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lorephobic · 5 months

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literally nobody asked for it, but here's my list of saltburn essays that i've slowly been drafting over the course of the last week which WILL be required reading for anybody trying to engage with me about this movie. my very personal saltburn 101 syllabus just dropped

A Wolf in Deer's Clothing: Saltburn's Attempt at Innocence

an examination of party costumes and our character's last attempts to masquerade as something they're not: felix—an angel, all-forgiving and all-knowing, something to be worshiped; and oliver—a prey animal, prey to class-divide, prey to saltburn, prey to felix.

thoughts about oliver specifically are loosely organized in my #bambi tag

A Midsummer Night's Mare: Farleigh Start as the Ultimate Victim of Saltburn

a farleigh character study, about the ways he was mistreated and manipulated at saltburn, about fighting to stay alive and the scars left behind by knowing when to give in

alternatively titled "QuickStart", may be adapted into a conclusive essay specifically focusing on oliver and farleigh's relationship

The Eye of the Beholder: On Saltburn's Voyeurism & Violence [working title]

how wealth and class pushes the catton's toward the volatile reality of being able to look, but not touch. on desire and the lack thereof, and portraying yourself as an object to be desired

may end up as two separate essays on wealth and aestheticism but i'm pushing toward a conclusive essay about the intersection of the two, which i feel is at the heart of saltburn

alternatively titled "Poor Man's Pudding: A Melvillian Approach to Saltburn's Class", again, may be adapted into it's own essay

Gender-Fluid: A Study in Sexuality and Saltburn's Desire to be Dry

a deep dive into the bodily fluids of saltburn and how oliver upsets the standard of men who are just so lovely and dry. on the creative choice to lean into the messy wetness of sex and desire and the audience's instinct toward repulsion

a celebration of the grotesque and an examination of why we would label it as such

least developed of the four, heavily inspired by @charnelpit's lovely post about the fluids in saltburn

if anybody is actually interested in any of these, i can work toward something closer to a finished piece instead of just bullet points and quotes in a google doc, but mostly this is so i can share my very brief takes on a multitude of themes in saltburn that have been haunting me

edit for people seeing this in the future: all posts about my essays are being organized into my #saltburn 101 tag if you’re interested in following these through to development!

#saltburn #saltburn posting #really desperately need someone to pay me to write saltburn essays all day #or else these will never be more than a smattering of bullet points #and these are only the most developed of the millions of the thoughts that i've had rolling around in my brain this last week #idk if lengthy meta-essays are interesting to literally anyone other than me #but if any of these speak to u and u have thoughts abt them #of course u are welcome to send them my way #i think all of these were born out of either seeing bad fandom takes (ie. everything ive seen about farleigh and oliver)#or rly good fandom takes that haven't been talked about enough like the fluids thing #anyway #oh also if u want any interview clips that back up any of these ideas i have a list thats like a million miles long #and would be happy to dig for any specific things im talking about here #bambi #also also im sorry i kno the colon in academic essay titles is so overused i just love a subtitle sm #i love love love a clever little essay title. titling my essays was literally my favorite part of the essay process in college #saltburn 101

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astragatwo · 10 months

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#my art #project moon #limbus company #lcb dongbaek #style mimicry is hard and simple styles are even more deceptively difficult to replicate #i like how these turned out and it was fun in the end though #shading the hair is the hardest part i just kind of put shadows where ever and hoped it looked good enough #edit: it's kind of late but... new watermarks because im moderately paranoid #sorry to obnoxiously watermark these in a kind of ugly way + the noise filter but also at the same time im not #reminder to always visibly credit your icon art and ask permission if the artist asks you to #i hope anyone who uses uncredited art goes to hell no matter what #fanart

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soldier-poet-king · 9 months

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Thinking abt body horror as romantic. Body horror as intimate recognition of the self and the other and the other as the self. Body horror as an encounter with the divine.

#franposting #uhhhh sorry to all my homies who dont like horror but i am going thru it #and coming to some realizations about the grotesque and the bone deep body horror of the world. and its beauty and trust #is it a byproduct of an Overmanicured aesthetic obsessed culture or i am just Like That. maybe both #anyway. viktor arcane augmentation machine herald as both wonderful horror and terrible grace #smthn smthn the presger and translation state anne leckie #smthn smthn im from THE weekly divine cannibalism religion and we honestly don't talk enough about that and its implications #in a literal physical not vaguely spiritual allegory sense #honestly tlt gets at this too but it doesnt hit as much #anyway. read a trans persons thoughts on body horror and its like. fuck. you get it.#maybe not for the same reasons I get it.#but there is this. this core here.#anyway anyone have good body horror recs but like NOT visual. text. im weak stomached unfortunately to visuals #and like not in a gratuitous way. its gotta be philosophical body horror. the existential exploration of it all #horror as a genre of genuine art and contemplation. babygirl im so sorry i overlooked you for so long #not that the examples ive listed are horror #but are tapping into that thread im seeking #perhaps its not truly horror. it sure is smthn tho. and as always remains beyond my grasp #smthn smthn see in a mirror dimly etc etc

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theprodigypenguin · 9 months

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"Why do you like Sabo so much?"

It's the noble boy born into wealth recognizing his privilege and choosing to turn his back on an easy life to fight for those with nothing.

It's the man with disfiguring scars not letting his pain define him and how he lives.

It's the man who treasures the bonds forged by calloused hands and bloody knuckles more than anything in the world.

It's the man who decided not to forgive a family who abused, neglected, manipulated and used him just because they were family.

It's the man who wanted to experience the world so he could write stories about his adventures.

It's the man who craved freedom more than water, but when he was given a drop of that freedom, chose to forfeit it and chain himself to an army so that others may also one day be free.

It's the man who could have had everything easy but had everything hard instead, had everything he loved torn away from him, and still fights.

It's the man who has nightmares about his brother's death every single night but still manages to smile.

It's the man who hates himself but still gets up every morning.

It's the man who hurts but doesn't want anyone else to hurt.

It's the man willing to fall into despair and depravity to help end an 800 year long oppressive government.

It's the man who bloodies his hands and doesn't mind being labeled a monster so long as good can come of it.

It's the man who feels too much and not enough all at once.

It's the man who was offered water but instead ate dirt because what makes him so special?

It's the man who hurts. And hurts. And hurts. But he still moves forward. He still tries hard to do the right thing, even if it gets his hands dirty.

I love Sabo because I want to be that kind of person, the kind of person who isn't afraid of discomfort if it means standing up for people, because I was born with privilege and the only thing it's good for is using it to protect the underprivileged. I want to be the kind of person I can be proud of.

#one piece #sabo #revolutionary sabo #revolutionary army #chief of staff sabo #flame emperor sabo #i dont think im better than anyone else nor do i wish i was better than anyone else #i just want to be good enough for me

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sandinmybed · 6 months

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can i be fr for a minute?? sending abuse to people online for holding different views than you is not activism and in fact actively hurts your cause. most people are not extreme in their viewpoints, you can give them a new perspective if you're willing to spend some time explaining shit. if someone is saying something you disagree with and you rush in there to condescend to them and call them disgusting and subhuman and dont even TRY to explain calmly why their views are harmful, they're going to shut you out instantly and double down on their views.

most people are simply genuinely ignorant to the issues they're talking about - they just pick their views up from the news and the world around them and express opinions because that's what every person does. if you run in there and tell them they're scum for it, what then? if someone does that to you, are you going to think "maybe i should do some research" or are you going to think "this person is an asshole, im blocking them." a lot of you think you're activists and then refuse to do any kind of actual WORK to support your cause.