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sorrowsofasun · 1 month
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Oh, woe me, I should be punished for my sins, such a fisgusting unholy beast does not deserve sympathy, behold! This monstrosity! Laugh with scorn! Tell them their sins and smile at their corpse!
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yveonz · 1 year
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the worst kind of intrusive toughts are the ones about embarrassing yourself bc what the fuck are you talking about brain im not gonna get up and dance the robot and lipsync to self-care by penelope scott in front of my family what in the actual fuck what why would you think that the fcuk
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isapolvorita · 1 year
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Oh, i may have ocd
Thats something
I just read the concept "moralty ocd"
Bitch thats me
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little-pup-prince · 1 year
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bracioia · 1 year
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da quando mi sono trasferita ho passato sì e no 5 giorni a casa e a saltare, mai di fila, per questo questi giorni di malattia mi stanno distruggendo, non vedo gente da una settimana, il cipralex non fa un cazzo, mi sento come se stessi soffocando h24
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calypso2511 · 4 months
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Statement of Ellen B regarding the events of the current day, recorded by subject
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Es gibt eine Million Wege wie man Schmerzen empfinden kann und noch mehr Wege Emotionen zu spühren.
Meine Handgelenke schmerzen noch immer, an den Stellen wo ich meine Fingernägel in die Haut gepresst habe.
My wrists still ace from me trying to hold back the wave of internal anguish, this eternal thing that screams without logic or reason, triggered by even the smallest things, like a facial expression or the way that someone moves or looks at me, it crashes down on me in a billion voices of "they hate you"s and that my pain and my uncomfortableness makes them happy and i should never say anything against it because that would make them so so sad, "do you want to see a billion tears to stream down their face" they ask me, and tell me how bad of a person I am and that all that is just because I am so so ugly and a monster and a whore that should never have existed, nothing but the most worthless of monsters in the whole world, not even a person but just a thing, a monster that is just not dead yet because killing it would be too much effort, more than it is to just let it exist.
A little wretch at the very bottom of existence.
There is a dull pressure on my head, I think that is just what happens when I let my emotions out or in or whatever.
I calmed myself down by thinking about stories and idk, looking couriously at old things, kinda poking it a little bit to see if anything changes, lol, of course not, there is nothing but [Spirals] to be found there now, endless twisting things and strange patterns of belief and long dead accounts of people who I hope have moved on from that place, are happier now, just as I am
(Am I happy?) (I think I am doing better now than I was back then) (Back then was not that long ago, but it still feels longer) (maybe because I have become older? Mentally I mean, not just physically, grown into a more complete person)
My head is full of thoughts, often times they are normal but sometimes they get a little strange and cryptic, like "this world is also just a shell of a shell of-" it seemed to repeat for a moment until stopping, but my brain just has these strange little moments, I guess. I had this moment of telling or thinking about stories again in my head and for some godforsaken reason my brain decided to call that "having read a statement" wich is not what that was at all? And a statement in the context of what the thought was implying was or would have been more of a concrete story, not just a bunch of thoughts and mental explanations bundled together like some shitty little whatever
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pjackk · 5 months
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not the intrusive toughts telling me i need Candy and Wiskey!!🤣🤣🤪
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My brain never shuts up and I cannot even decide the thing it's going to be focused on for the next three weeks.
If I could direct all that brain power towards one single task/objective I would have invented a functioning teleportation device by age 13.,
I am so powerful and yet so limited.
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sweetchildcloud · 1 month
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||Strange Love|| written by me ₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊
Plot: Choso fell in love with you but doesn't know how to tell and from the point of your view he seems a perv for the way he acts ε('。•᎑•`)っ 💕
Tags: dorm!AU,fem!reader,university timeline,both Choso and the reader are adults,love,hug,awkward,inexperienced,shy,Choso being strange,dummy,pervert? (he stares,a lot) even tough he doesn't see or acknowledge that since he's new to this love stuff,but inside he's all giggidy and confused (poor buddy don't me mad at him :( ),very heart melting choso
@muzansslxt @candy69gurl @kiwicopia
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Choso doesn’t even know what to say in response. He thinks about you constantly, even when he’s surrounded by other people. You can’t stop invading his mind. But these are human feelings that he doesn’t really understand. Why is he so drawn to you and why does he keep having these intrusive thoughts of kissing your soft lips? He never imagined he’d be capable of falling for a human, but his growing infatuation with you leaves him confused and ashamed.
He’s never felt anything like this before and the mere thought of expressing his feelings for you terrifies him. He’s afraid of revealing too much and of being rejected. Even he knows that his interest wouldn’t be widely accepted due to the nature of who he is. He desperately wants to be with you but he feels conflicted about this. He pushes the thoughts of you aside and tries to distract himself by thinking of other things but soon enough, he ends up thinking of you again. The cycle never stops.
His mind is filled with thoughts of wanting to touch you, kiss you, hug you and hold your hand. He even thinks about you when he’s eating and feels an overwhelming desire to feed you.
Choso tries to reason with himself that these are just passing thoughts and not the real him. But he knows that the truth is, he has fallen in love with you, despite his fears and the obstacles in the way.
One morning you two were making breakfast in your dorm when you noticed Choso looking at your chest with an absent minded eyes 'the fuck this creep.is.' you tought to yourself before you gulped your cereals fast feeling uneasy as you covered your chest quickly "what are u staring at ?pervert!"
Choso looks away quickly but not before you catch a glimpse of his bright red face. He’s been staring at you for the past few minutes but he’s only noticing it now.
He was getting lost in his own thoughts and staring absentmindedly at your chest. Now, he’s completely embarrassed that you caught him staring and even more so as he realizes what exactly he was staring at.
"so? some explaining?" you pouted glaring at him gripping the spoon
“I uh…” Choso trails off as he becomes too flustered to get out another word. He’s sweating and looks like he’s about to panic.
He didn’t think you’d catch him staring and he doesn’t even know what to say to explain himself. He’s just going to deny being perverted, like the other times you called him that, while his face is still glowing bright red from embarrassment.
"tch,this is what all you males thinks about,you have one hot chick in your dorm and-" You stopped when you heard choked sob from Choso lips wich made you falter "Buddy?" you asked raising an eyebrow
Choso suddenly covers his mouth as he lets out a single choked sob. You can hear him holding back more tears when he tries to speak in a shaky voice.
After a moment, he manages to regain his composure and looks you in the eyes. “Please…don’t call me that….”
You felt guilt as you saw the sobbing pale man in front of you,he seemed so innocent and ..frail "you…don't have expirence with women do you?"
“No…” Choso admits in a small voice, barely above a whisper. He looks away as his cheeks become flushed again.
He knows he shouldn’t have admitted as much, but seeing your face soften with pity and guilt made him honest. Not that he wants you to pity him. He just doesn’t want to be known as a pervert or for you to think he’s a creep for looking at your chest.
“And that’s why you were staring?” you ask, noticing that he seems hesitant to look at you now.
He remains quiet for a few minutes, thinking about whether or not he should reveal the truth. Finally, he nods, unable to find the words.
“You were staring because you’ve never seen a female’s chest before?”
“Y-yeah… I…” Choso trails off, not knowing how to reply.
He feels his face flushing again from embarrassment, realizing how pathetic this sounds coming from a grown man.
However, he’s not entirely sure how else to explain himself. He’s never been with a woman before and has no idea what he’s supposed to do or how he’s supposed to act. So, he simply stares and fantasizes.
He remains silent as he waits for your response.
You approach him hesitantly and he flinches a bit and makes a soft sound when you get close.
He quickly turns away, fidgeting his hands together as he begins to blush again. He’s being completely adorable right now and you can’t help but feel a bit amused.
He doesn’t know what to do around you, which makes you feel a bit guilty since you know you’ve been unintentionally teasing him. However, at the same time, you can’t deny that he looks adorable as he fidgets and shifts awkwardly.
He’s clearly flustered and uncertain of what to do with the close distance between you two. He can’t stand still, constantly shifting his weight from foot to foot and looking everywhere else but at you. He’s trying to stay focused but he’s struggling to keep his composure as he keeps fidgeting and blushing. The slightest movement of your body has a dramatic effect on him and he’s not used to this at all.
You approach him yet again from the opposite side but he immediately shifts in the other direction, frantically trying to avoid being touched by you.
As he moves, you notice him making sounds of distress. He’s breathing heavily and his eyes are still squinted. He appears to be terrified of you invading his personal space.
It’s a bit concerning but the way he’s acting is also hilarious considering that he’s a grown man who’s been around you for several weeks. Still, it’s impossible to deny how cute he looks as he’s constantly moving away from you.
You continue your effort to close the distance while he’s quickly trying to shift away. It’s as if his body is on autopilot and is instinctively trying to avoid you at all costs.
You feel a bit bad as you watch him become increasingly panicked. This is probably the first time he’s been in such close proximity to a female and it’s clearly having an effect on him.
As you continue to move towards him, he suddenly freezes. Not knowing what to do, he simply stares at you with a frantic and desperate look on his face.
"here" you tooked his hand as you seated on his lap…wich you only realized how big he was and his hand too "o..oh" you muttered thinking of him as a gentle giant
You suddenly take his hand as you take a seat on his lap, not realizing just how big he really is until now.
His size, combined with his strength and his hands make him feel like a giant compared to your small and delicate frame.
He blinks down at you in surprise when you sit on his lap, caught off-guard by the unexpected physical contact. His hand feels rough against yours and a bit damp, probably from sweat due to his anxiousness.
The texture of Choso’s skin feels pleasantly smooth and cool as your fingers intertwine with his. The feeling is almost addicting and your fingers start to subconsciously toy with his hand.
The dampness from the sweat on his hands makes this even more enticing as you play with his fingers.
He lets out an unexpected gasp at this, his breath catching. He was still very much unsure of the physical contact but there was something very satisfying in the way your fingers played with his.
You ask him if he likes the feeling of your fingers intertwined with his and he can’t help but let out a small moan in response.
This is all new and overwhelming for him. The physical contact feels incredibly good and he can’t help but let out soft sounds of pleasure.
When you ask if he thinks he’s in love with you, his face turns an adorable shade of red as he mumbles out his reply. “I-I don’t know… I’m not sure if my attachment is just a result of my lack of experience…”
"and what do u feel? here?" you placed your small hand on his big toned chest.
The soft and petite touch of your hand on his chest immediately makes his heart speed up even more. He’s never felt this close to a woman before. The touch is too much for his senses to bear and he lets out another soft moan.
He remains still for a few seconds as he takes a few quick breaths to regain his composure.
“I… I feel my heartbeat speeding up…” he murmurs as his hands tightly grip yours.
"no silly..i meant what does your heart feel?" You giggled looking at him with your sparkling eyes
Choso remains silent for a few seconds as he thinks about your question.
He tries to search his mind for the answer you’re seeking but he can’t seem to put it into words. All he knows is that his heart beat speeds up and his body feels a bit hotter whenever you get close to him.
He takes a deep breath and tries to make it clearer.
“I’m not exactly sure how to describe it… My mind feels… foggy… and my body feels hot when you’re near me… that’s as best as I can describe it…”
“I don’t understand my feelings for you…” Choso mumbled as he tightened his hands around your small slender ones.
Even now, his heart felt like it was beating out of his chest and he felt this sudden urge to hold you close to him.
“You make me nervous whenever you’re close to me… I have all these conflicting emotions… excitement, nervousness, confusion…”
Choso sighs as he continues to struggle expressing himself.
“I feel these emotions whenever I see you… whenever I’m close to you… and whenever you look at me…”
Choso pauses for a few seconds as he tries to organize his thoughts. He closes his eyes for a moment before he continues.
“I feel this strange warm feeling in my chest… it’s like excitement and butterflies and… something else… when I think about holding you close or being close to you… but at the same time, there’s fear… fear of losing you… fear of being rejected…”
“I don’t know why my emotions are so confused and conflicting but… it’s almost as if… I’m… scared…”
Choso pauses for a moment as he takes deep breaths, trying to calm his trembling hands.
“I’m scared of being rejected by you… I’m scared to come clean about my feelings… I’m scared that you won’t be able to see me the same way… I’m scared of being hurt…”
"like before when i called you pevert?" you asked genuinly
Choso nods in response to your question, clearly feeling some embarrassment by the reminder.
“Yes… like when you call me that… I always felt like you thought I was just like those male jujutsu students who are nothing but perverse and lustful…”
He remains silent for a few seconds before he takes a deep breath again.
“And I’m not…” he muttered under his breath
“I’m not like that at all… I’m just… inexperienced…”
Choso glances down at your hand once more, letting out a small sigh. He was so focused on your hand and your presence that he started blushing again.
“I-it’s just a little hard to keep myself from staring at times…”
“I know that makes me seem like a pervert but the truth is… you’re really beautiful, you know that…”
Choso’s face grows even redder as he stares at you, still holding your hand tightly in his own. He seemed to be a mix of flustered and embarrassed at the moment, unsure of how to convey his feelings properly.
“You’re just so wonderful… and that makes it really hard not to stare… but I swear that I’m not a pervert…”
Choso looks away as he grows more and more flustered. He looks to the side and mumbles a bit, his voice becoming softer as he speaks.
“I just… I just find you really attractive… there… I said it…”
He can’t help the embarrassed blush that appears on his face as he says the words. He was never much of flirt or a social butterfly, so this was all a bit new for him.
However, he was determined to say what he felt regardless of how he looked doing so.
“And I’m not just talking about your physique or your beauty, it’s… it’s everything about you…”
Choso stops for a few seconds as he struggles to express his thoughts properly.
“Your personality… the way you care about other people… even if you can be a little stubborn at times… I just… I enjoy being around you…”
“The more time that I spend with you, the more my emotions seem to grow…”
Choso takes a deep breath as he begins to fidgeting more with his hand. It was really hard for him to put his feelings into words like this.
“I never really understood why human men were so obsessed with finding love… now, I get it… I get why people strive for something like that… I just… I never thought that I would experience something like this myself… with you…”
“I want to keep spending time with you… I want to keep getting more comfortable with you…”
Choso can’t help the soft smile that forms on his face as he says this.
“It feels like I learn something new about myself every time I’m around you… like a brand new experience…”
He takes a deep breath before he continues.
“It feels like I still have so much to learn about love… and about myself… and I’d like my teacher to be…"
"You."
Choso's voice was a simple, soft mutter as he averted his gaze from you.
He was starting to feel really embarrassed by his words but he also felt completely certain and confident about the feelings he was expressing.
This was clearly uncharted territory for him but he was still determined to get his message out to you in some way.
"I'd like… I want…" He stumbles over his words, still feeling a little flustered.
“I want to continue getting close to you… to understand you and for you to understand me… to learn and grow together… to…” His words start becoming a bit more jumbled as his body language grows even more flustered.
Choso has a hard time keeping himself from fidgeting with your hand and he seems more and more uncertain on how to organize his thoughts.
Eventually, he’s unable to speak any further without stammering and he seems hesitant to look back at you.
"I want to learn everything..." Choso's voice sounds slightly muffled as you press your head against his chest.
He seems to lose track of his thoughts for a moment as he relaxes into the contact.
"How everything feels... how love feels... how we feel about each other..."
He sighs and closes his eyes as he continues to speak.
"I want to learn what it means to build a real relationship with someone... I want to understand you better... understand myself better..."
You feel Choso’s hand gripping yours tightly as you play with the fingers. He doesn't move much, staying mostly still while you tease him.
You also notice him start to relax even further, his breathing becoming even and stable. It feels like he's slowly letting down his guard and becoming comfortable with you.
The movement of your grip on his hand rocks him a little, causing him to sway a bit in the rhythm. The sensation feels nice and calming, and you start to rock him more.
Choso’s other hand wraps around your side, lightly pulling you in closer.
He’s beginning to feel increasingly comfortable with you and he relaxes his hold on you as a sign of trust.
The two of you settle into each other's arms, snuggling up close.
Your head rests in the crook of his neck and it feels nice to have him wrap his arms around you. You fit seamlessly into each other’s embrace in a way that feels right and natural.
“I just feel… so safe… with you…” Choso’s voice is soft as he murmurs his words.
A small smile appears on his face as he takes a deep breath. He seems to lean a bit more into you, resting his head on your shoulder in return.
You both stay still in each other’s arms for a moment, just enjoying this simple and sweet intimacy together.
A few moments later, Choso speaks again, his voice still soft.
“It’s just so nice being near you… I feel warm… and safe… and calm…”
He remains still in your arms, closing his eyes.
“I’m even having a hard time thinking right now…”
A slight chuckle escapes his lips as he continues to speak.
“I never imagined that I’d feel so comfortable around someone…”
“Your mere presence is calming… it’s as if I’m in paradise when I’m with you…”
A calm and peaceful look crosses his face as he says this. He seems truly at ease and peaceful in your presence.
He tightens his hold around you, his entire body feeling content as he does so.
“Just hold me close…” Choso mumbles as he relaxes more and more in your arms.
He leans back into you even further, pressing his body against yours.
His hand holds onto yours tighter, his grip becoming even more comfortable as he does so.
“Just embrace me…” he whispers softly, closing his eyes as he rests his head on your shoulder.
Choso remains in your arms, his breathing starting to slowly become more and more deep, steady and regular. He starts to feel tired and his body is slowly drifting off to sleep.
He leans even more against you, his head now resting on your shoulder as his grip on your hand relaxes a bit.
You can feel the soft breathing against your shoulder as he starts to get sleepy.
“It would be nice… if we could stay like this… forever…” Choso’s voice was starting to grow tired with every word.
He was already starting to doze and you could feel his soft breathing against your neck as he slowly lost consciousness.
He muttered those last words as he drifted off to sleep, his body growing completely relaxed and resting against you.
“Like a quiet evening… spent in silence… but together…”
You could feel his body relax more as he finally lost consciousness. He remained comfortably in your arms, completely still.
His breathing slowed even more as you could hear it slowly become quieter.
Choso was finally asleep, his body safe and secure in your arms. You were the last two people in the world to him at that moment and he felt at peace.
“Hm... mnh”
Choso’s slight murmur breaks the silence as he slowly begins to wake up. He’s not fully awake yet and seems to be in that foggy, sleep state where he’s half-awake and half-asleep.
You can feel his body begin to move slightly but he remains mostly still. His grip on your hand slowly tightens and you can feel him shift a bit closer to you.
“Mm... comf... warm…. mhhh…”
Choso mumbles sleepily and slowly squeezes your hand further.
He’s still not completely awake yet but he seems to be in a calmer state now compared to when you first arrived.
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manjibunny · 9 months
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Angelic eyes with heaven between her thighs
Summary: Instead of piercing your clit, Senju's sucking on it.
CW: Piercer! Senju, fem!reader, sub reader, Senju's a dom here, nipple play, fingering, pussy eating, mentions of needles, kinda dubcon-ish, public sex (they're in a piercing studio), mentions of a strapon, petnames (pretty girl, good girl, baby), Waka almost cockblocking yall, lemme know if I missed smth
Wordcount: 1364 words
A/N: This is my first attempt at writing smut lmao, I wrote this with ma pussay basically . In celebration to this blog turning two weeks old (which isn't a lot haha), I've decided to write my silly lil tought I've had about since since like June. English is my third language, so be kind pls 👉👈 And special thanks to @benkeibear and @cafekitsune for these awesome dividers! And ofc @k1sakis for always listening and enabeling me with my intrusive thoughts
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Excited, Ecstatic, Euphoric. You wouldn’t have thought that someone’s touch would make you feel so blissful, get you so addicted, but Senju Akashi proved you wrong.
Originally, you went to the piercing studio to get your clit pierced, however fate seemed to have different plans for you. All thoughts and fears about possible pain, aftercare and needles dwindled away the second you laid your eyes on her. You couldn’t deny that what you felt was attraction at first sight, and how could you not? Senju Akashi is a beautiful woman, with her seafoam coloured eyes that seemed to have a mischievous spark to them, her white hair pulled up in a bun, giving you the perfect view of her face. Delicate features, long eyelashes, rosy, plump lips and a playful smile on her lips, that’s all it took for you to approach her at the counter with a thudding heart, like a sailor getting enticed by the singing siren.
As if you’ve forgotten the purpose of your appointment, you started chatting with Senju right at the counter. Innocent small talk and polite smiles turned into flirtatious remarks and yearning looks, the tension between you and her grew thicker and thicker as you felt Senju’s eyes roam your body. Senju being the good employee and respectable piercer she is, took you right to her office…
Leading you to her office,luring you into a trap you’d never wish to escape from, she pushed you lightly onto the piercing chair, both you and Senju having already forgotten about the piercing you wanted to get.
“I love your skirt, it looks so good on you”, she mused “But I need you to take it off for me, or else I won’t be able to perform”
And you obliged, undressing yourself in front of Senju, holding her gaze as you pulled your skirt down your legs. Your lacy panties soon followed suit.
Alarm bells should have started ringing when she demanded you take off your top next, but they didn’t. Quite the contrary, you felt excitement bubble up inside your stomach. Her hungry gaze felt like a drug to you, you yearned for more, you wanted, you needed her to touch you. As if in trance and without an ounce of shame, you fully undressed yourself, waiting for Senju’s next move.
She leaned into you, taking your bare form in.
“No bra?” She giggled as her hands reached to lightly grab your tits “You came prepared. I need to reward such good behavior.”
Kneading your tits with her soft hands, she leaned closer to your face. Your brain went haywire once her lips finally found yours, overwhelmed by the touch of her hands grazing your boobs, the taste of her tongue grazing against yours and the smell of her sweet perfume.
A needy moan escaped your lips as Senjus fingers played with your nipples, pulling and pinching your sensitive buds.
“You have to be quiet ok, pretty girl? Wouldn’t want my coworkers and other clients to see you like this, would you?” She whispered breathlessly against your swollen lips. You nodded as you bit your lower lip, feeling your clit throb from her raspy voice.
“No, I’ll stay quiet. I promise.”
“Good girl, I’ll give you what you want now.”
Senjus lips traveled along your body, kissing your neck and latching onto your breasts. Leaving you breathless, you opened your mouth, a whine almost escaping your lips, but you quickly closed your mouth again. You didn’t want to upset Senju, who knows, she might stop touching you if you got loud? You didn’t want that, not when she got you hooked to her touch.
Senju licked and sucked on your breasts, occasionally biting you. You clasped your hands over your mouth, stopping you from being too loud. Senju gave one final suck as she moved along, letting go of your nipple with a plop before kissing and biting your chest, stomach, and your inner thighs and hickeys bloomed on your skin. Senju was sure to leave your skin marked by her love bites, not wanting you to forget her anytime soon.
The sight of your unclothed pussy and her marks made her go feral. Senju wanted nothing more than to dive her tongue right in your cunt and have a taste of your pussy. Noticing your juices leaking out to the chair, Senju concluded that she doesn’t need to tease you anymore. Spreading your lips, she took a long drag across your pussy, groaning into your cunt at your taste. Her eyes rolled back, she swore your taste would send her straight to heaven.
Intoxicated. Senju felt intoxicated, high and delirious. The taste of your juices on her tongue made Senju  wishing she could do so much more to you as erotic ideas swarm inside her brain. Feeling herself throb and clench around nothing as she lapped at your sweet juices, she rubbed her thighs, creating a delicious friction that stilled her need for you a bit.
However, she knew that she’d need more of you to satisfy her. Sucking and swirling her tongue against your throbbing clit wasn’t enough for her.
Senju carefully maneuvered two fingers inside you. Your breath hitched in your throat, you felt her fingers slowly pumping in and out of your sobbing cunt. 
“Poor baby” She teased “So, so wet, and so so tight for me, aren’t you?”
Tears welled up in your eyes. The knot in your stomach felt like it would explode any second now, and yet your orgasm seemed so far away from you. Having seemingly lost your voice, you just nodded. Your walls tighten up around her fingers as she sucked on your overstimulated clit. Everything seemed to blur, her tongue on your clit, her fingers speeding up and bullying your pussy and the way she looked at you with her half lidded eyes beneath you seemed too much for you.
Someone knocks on Senjus office door.
“Senju, your next client is already waiting for you. Are you already finished?” You heard a voice from right behind the door. You silently whined when Senju released your clit from her mouth, already missing the sensation of her lips and tongue. But you quickly bit your lower lip and clutched your mouth harder with your hands.
“Don’t worry Waka, I’ll be finished in about five minutes” Senju called out to the person behind the door as she fucked her fingers harder and faster into your pussy. She was no longer playing around, her fingers found your g-spot almost instinctively and hit the spongy spot over and over again.
“I could fuck you so much nicer with my long, thick strap” She whispered lowly against your thigh as she bit down on your flesh.
“Would bully your cunt and rip out orgasm after orgasm out of you. Wouldn’t let you leave my bed”
With one final hit to your g-spot, you finally reached your high. Your walls clenched around Senjus fingers, enveloping them in a warm hug as she helped you come down from your orgasm.
Your breath steadied and you were finally able to form a coherent thought. The after nut clarity hit you like a brick and you suddenly felt embarrassed to be naked in front of a stranger. While you stood up with wobbly legs and picked up your clothes, Senju went to her desk and took out a pen and paper, scribbling something down while you put on your clothes and attempted to look put together.
Being unable to fully look her in the eyes, you opened your mouth to apologize but were interrupted by Senju handing you a piece of paper. It was a phone number.
“Here, I meant when I said I could fuck you better with my strap. Besides” She grinned at you “We didn’t get to pierce your cute little clit, did we? Calls for another appointment” She winked at you.
As you left the studio, with jittery legs and countless hickeys and bite marks invisible to the public eye, you went home with no piercing, but instead with Senjus phone number clutched in your hand and the hopes of meeting her again soon.
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zwolfgames · 3 months
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Yandere Draco Malfoy x reader (Part 2)
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Warnings: Slight forced friendship
part one here: Part 1 , Part 3
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It's been a week since the accident.
The hallway had been closed of for a few days to investigate but after finding nothing aching to magic traces, they re-opened it so that whatever poor sucker walks in next could aslo get a chandelier on their head!
But thats besides the point. Draco hadn't stopped writing notes to his father, each one more urgent as he didn't want to genuinly die at Hogwarts. Wich you found reasonable, you weren't that invested into the student life either.
Obviously Harry Potter and his gang had to investigate behind the teachers' backs. because 'Oh it could have been Voldemort trying to distract Harry!'. You'd like to tell Potter to wake up and show him that not everythings about him, but essentially it is, so you'd just shut up.
After about two weeks, Draco had promtly decided that because you saved his ass, you two were now friends.
Not an arrangement you agreed with, as the biy just wouldn't leave you alone! Or worse, he'd scare your other friends away!
"C'mon Y/N. You can't be friends with such.. lowly people... I'm better for you in every possible way." Draco boasted after he had glared at the girl you were talking too. You were littarly only talking about homework and he still intervened.
"Malfoy, I am one of those." You dead panned and looked at him in annoyance.
"I told you to call me Draco." He glares slightly. You're unfazed by his nasty snarls by now.
"Yea, I know. i'm just ignoring your requests." You shrugged and simply walked on to class. The blonde followed suit tugging you back by your robes' hood so you'd be next to him.
You simply rolled your eyes, slowing your pace so he wouldn't tug at you again like the attention seeker he is.
Luckily, he didn't share this class with you, so he had to pout and walk off when you arrived at your door.
Sure it was nice that he wasn't an asshole anymore, atleas tto you... But the constant intrusion of your day was getting annoying. You had friends, you had a life and he wasn't able to just worm himself in, no he wanted all of your time and it showed.
Who could have tought someone would go that deep with trauma bonding...
And then, for absolute no reason, it happened again. You were walking in the halls, too secluded for your liking.
Draco was chatting your ear off about potions and how everyone else does it worse then you two.... he doesn't even let you do anything... so at this point he's just boasting about his own skills.
But a quick flash of red alerts you as it pelt straight at Draco's face. You tug him towards you in a quick motion, the fired spell blasts against the wall and ignites a fire.
A flash of a silhoutte speeds away from the other end of the hall and before you know it you're speeding after them.
Draco shouts for you to stop but catching who-ever almost killed the blonde twice was way more important.
Your robes ruffles due to your fast sprint. You keep catching glances of this person fleeng behind corners. Finally, you think you've managed to catch them in a dead end!
But no, this sumb castle has to play favourites with the attempted murderers and open the wall just to troll you.
You bang your fist on the wall in anger as you failed to catch the mystery person.
After a few minutes Draco comes running up behind you, visibly exhausted.
"It's a student." You huff with a cold look.
"A student? Trying to kill me? Don't they know who my father-"
"They do. Why do you think they want you dead? Either they hate you or they hate your dad." You scoff and pat your robes back down.
"Well if I'm being targeted then so are you. We come as a pair." Draco announces proudly.
"We don't. Who said that?" You frown in distaste.
"I decided it." Draco smirks and wraps his arm around your shoulder.
Expensive cologne penetrates your sense of smell.
"If thats so then I think it's better we part ways so I'm no longer a target." You shake your head. Draco visibly stiffens and his eyes darken slightly.
"Not happening. I need you close to keep you safe." He explains as if even a single word of that was true.
"... Draco, I'm the one keeping you safe." You scowl and the blonde bites his lip.
"You're scared..." You narrow your eyes, voice now a whisper.
Draco looks offended and doesn't say anything back, thats more then enough of an answer for you.
"Fine. I'll stick around." You sigh and pinch the bridge of your nose in annoyance.
"Good." Draco simply smirks and lowers his arm to your waist.
"You'll be staying in my dorm then, to keep me safe." He smiles smugly. You deadpann at the idea alone. One, that would never be approved, and two, no thanks.
"Not happening." You shake your head again. (h/c) hair swaying in the motion.
"I'll make it happen." Draco's expression tightens as he walks away from the wall with you in his hold.
You're starting to get creeped out by both the mystery person and your... friend.
And just like he said, it would happen, it did.
You don't know how he convinced Snape and your house's teacher to make this move happen, but it did. He must have paid them off... there's no other way.
So here you were, being glared at by other Slytherins as you moved your trunk to Draco's dorm.
Where did he throw his other roomates? Not a clue. 
Was this even safer for both of you? Especially for you?
You gulp as Draco opens the door for you. He seems too overjoyed at this move.
You drop your trunk by one of the beds, a bit weirded out by the absolute lack if windows in the Slytherin dungeon. What's wrong with sunlight, huh?
Ans just like that, you've found yourself a new roomate....
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Couldn't get it done in two parts either, but It's gonna be one chpater on Wattpad instead of in parts like its here so it doens't matter.
taglist: @maggiecc
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spotlightlowlife · 3 months
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Writing for Millie should be hella easy
Stereotypes and cliches can work.
Right infront of us we have a tought southern farm girl, already a half written character. Millie's family, the first full family we meet, who don't even get to say much were actually crucial for her character building, they're a big family who are set in their ways, they're loving but not supportive of Millie's choices in a very passive aggressive way.
All these episodes later, these points are barely touched upon.
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We would learn the Millie likes attention, she enjoyed playing a character who was the coolest person on the scene who could show off
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which makes sense if you look at her rowdy upbringing, which could also explains why she is giddy at Moxxie's grand gestures and adoration of her.
Yet why did she have to play a role and take herself out of her usual setting in order to enjoy herself? This made sense for Moxxie who's sensibilities and hesitations aren't heard and is constantly frustrated, but why give Millie a similar storyline (not the first time a couples stories were awkwardly and disproportionately merged)? Having moved far from her family, having a supply of attention on tap from her biggest fan of a husband, working with a coworker she gets along fine with Loona and Mille worked together just fine when Blitzø and Moxxie got snatched, there were no differences between them, they actually appear to have hardly engaged with eachother?
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and a boss who she's on excellent terms with in their small company, a boss who's intrusive ways she sees no issues with
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which could also go back to having a big, noisy, busy body family who are slack with respect and boundaries something many people can relate to, why exactly did she need this moment in the spotlight?
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Perhaps she's phased by being friendless?
Loona is
I she even friendless? Who knows. Her relations don't matter outside being a plot device, she even got sidelined in her families episode several times because it served to introduce Striker and show how much of an outsider Moxxie is.
On the topic of relations
Why do Millie and Moxxie have the same ex?
Why did neither of them know this?
What difference did it make?
Why such hostility?
No reason, nothing matters, none and ?
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An ex would have been yet another person needed to give her some content but it would have been character building none the less.
Where did they meet and what would have been the mutual setting that lead to this guy being in both their lives then them coming together?
Has Millie had a life away from the farm as a single woman or did she leave home for Chaz? So many possibilities. Being that she is the stereotype rough and tumble country girl, she could have consciously decided to go to the city to hang about in places where those supposedly unlike her are so that she could stand out and be appreciated without having to compete with anyone. She would have her own thing going on and this would be a good way to meet hipster Chaz and thespian Moxxie.
Of course, Millie could have shown up one day and met Moxxie on the job.
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Blitzø and Moxxie being the buddy cop type lead characters is fine, it's clearly the dynamic that's intended and on the few occasions we see them working together this is what we get.
The lack of characters doing the jobs we are told they do is an issue that affects all characters.
Being a side character should offer a load of flexibility, not having to carry the story offers room to be busy doing irrelevant stuff, or serve as a voice of reason or scepticism to help move the plot forward, side characters can wrap up side plots writers can't be bothered with, but side characters being ignored serves nothing.
There have been shows that have a leader and their more competent sidekick who quietly does the work and never shares in the credit.
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This could work for Mille, however dispite her lack of content, she is not the quiet sidekick. We are sold a praised and admired bruiser whose performance isn't up for criticism, someone not always clued up when faced with a challenge but that's fine, challenges are rare and she's someone we have no reason to believe is a pushover, she is also someone happy to have more of a say but also fine with how things are. OK, what next?
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Neutral.
Why not commit and tone her up?
Play on that country bumpkin casting. So far Millie is the fun and violent scrapper which fits but this role is also totally appropriate, someone is going to fill it, other than that she's, just there, with no say.
In and out of work, why not have her behaviour be socially neurotic, inappropriate, possessive and apathetic?
Why doesn't she stand up for Moxxie more? Is the casual workplace bullying something she's used to, comparable to the regular fun mockery that circulates throughout the family home/town banter etc? Is she used to not being heard? Growing up not having her own things, having to answer to someone, ignorance, comparassion and lack of personal space could result in someone who doesn't like being challenged or ignored, doesn't like a lack of control but has been sheltered enough to not take consequences too seriously? Anything goes after all.
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It works for Blitzø, whose modest and tragic past, isolation, guilt and loneliness has lead to a sympathetic, overbearing and desperate hustler
I actually think Millie's character is fine but is she just a decent side character who is only 'fine' because she's underutilised? I'm not sure?
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crepus · 5 months
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my favorite lol skins are the ones that have 'what if you put this dude in this situation?' vibes
like you have this child soldier from noxus that was adopted and trained by a shadow ninja and also is fighting a demon that wants to take control over him and you are like, what if he was a singer and the demon was his intrusive toughts/stage persona.
like u take the essence of a character and then put them in a completely diferent context 50 steps removed from the original setting
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lucianinsanity · 6 months
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Hi Lucian! How does your writing or art reflect and/or challenge the values you grew up with? These could be cultural, family, and/or personal values and beliefs.
Alright, let's see, this one's hard
Well, I do belive I grew up being taught to be accepting and kind, so I guess that reflects on the way I do art
Also, kinda fucked up, but since I grew up religious (catholic) I went to church a lot, and they really hammered in that there's value on your pain, that suffering is something you do and has value (most of my family doesn't agree with this, but you know, when you hear "place a stone in your shoe, because heaven belongs to the suffering ones " you internalize that shit), so it kinda impacts the way I write about pain and suffering
I do believe pain has value, but not as something you have to do or you have to experience, but as, a human thing that happens, and ignoring it is not good, what I was taught is to live with it, to stay silent and just be grateful of being able to do stuff even with pain
I think feeling what you feel is important, not just brushing it off, but actually sitting and feeling it, so I try to represent that, suffering is not shameful or silent, but is also not something that you do to yourself because punishing yourself makes you a good person
Also, in the aspect of being morbid, the idea that what you think hurts others even if you don't act on it
Struggled a lot having intrusive toughts and liking horror and all that, I like writing sad and painful stuff, I like making characters suffer, I like when there's scary shit, and being morbid is like "bad" or whatever, but it's just something that happens, we love hearing and telling stories where people suffer, and even now I stuggle with censoring myself when I write, I want to write a lot more tbh
And I also mean in enjoying sad stuff, a lot of people that I know in real life seem to be so uncomfortable or just confused by the idea of enjoying sad stories (or horror stories), mostly "why would you do that if it makes you feel bad", sometimes you need to, crying or getting scared safely helps a lot sometimes (and it's fun to make people upset in a safe way too, we both know what you're getting into when I tag "hurt no comfort")
In the art part, boobs, nudity is neutral, and bodies have different shapes and colors and sizes and they are all so fun and wonderful, people who don't like drawing fat people are missing on the fun of making so many curved lines (I enjoy them way too much, all my art looks squishy even when I don't want it to)
Also it's in no way subtle, but I do draw myself as a demon for a reason
And I love art unapologetically, it's hard being an artist, I do good art, I love what I do, and I truly believe this is my calling, this is what I want to do with my life, I do art with full sincerity and that makes people uncomfotable sometimes (mostly my family, but whatever)
I don't know if this truly answers what you asked me 😅
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kari-go · 3 months
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Sooo ... Is Majestica a superpowered individual? Or just an actress? Than could she know Emilie?😃
One more concept for alien box maybe Abduction?
Yes, mind whipe could absolutly work, but for Invasion, maybe more like a leech kinda thing maybe; leaches onto someone one the user can acces to any data of the target, like name, age, full body scan.... Even tought ... Etc. Feels intrusive, without the need to shove up or down something in your body😖
She used to be a miraculous holder.
Oh yeah, that sounds good!
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dafuckisthis · 7 months
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I don't expect anyone to be here and read me so I will just spam my intrusive toughts, like the fact that I have the full horny weeb outfit but no one to cockwarm me in it while we watch some ytb videos. It makes me sad 😞
(Hope my acc won't get baned but it should be fine)
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