#jeong yuno fic

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Hostage

Pairings: domagent!jaehyun x f!reader

Synopsis: Getting abducted by your ex for something you weren’t even completely aware of. 

Genre: angst/ smut

Warnings: kidnapping, holding hostage, sexual intercourse, sexual harassment, fingering, use of derogatory terms, use of profanities, mention of gun, mention of, killing, shooting, use of knife, acts of physical violence, overstimulation, denying orgasms

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You shivered as the cold wind blew past your face. From the shattered window, a gust of winter wind blew over you. You were sure that your wrists were lined with bracelets of red. The result of having a rope tied around them.

Bang

Your legs gave away the sound of a gunshot and you let yourself move downwards, against the pillar you were tied to. 12 more to go. How long did you have to suffer in this hell of a place? You had asked yourself this the moment you were dragged into the abandoned building. The agents holding you captive had all the power they needed. One word from the guy who led them and you’d have all your heads blown off.

“Are you going to give in now?” a familiar voice boomed a few feet ahead of you.

You dared not look at the face. You sucked in your breath and waited still. Out of the fourteen people that were dragged into this place, two were ministers and the rest were your students back at the university.

The footsteps neared towards where you stood and once again the voice echoed the silent walls, “Aren’t you ashamed of yourself? I killed those two men and you’re still not going to give in?”

The grandfather clock at the end of hallway ticked. The silence was weighing you down. You had no choice but to keep quiet, which also meant that you were putting the lives of your students at stake.

You nodded your head sideways.

A sigh escaped the mouth of the man who stood in front of you. He took short steps towards one of your students and pulled them up so they would stand. The rest of the students that were kneeling on the floor whimpered in fear.

“Shut your fucking traps!”

“Leave the girl alone. Don’t touch her or else-“

“Or else, you’ll do what?” He asked as he released the girl, who then fell onto the floor on her trembling thighs. Helpless, because her hands were tied to her back just as yours were, she lay there. The rest of the children only watched in what was a look of pity and fear.

The man grabbed your hair and yanked it back, earning a whimper from you, “Tell me what you’ll do if I kill all the students in this room. Will you then give in and tell me where the goddamn flash drive is?”

“Jaehyun please…” you begged as you looked at him with pleading eyes.

“What?” He spat looking directly into your eyes.

“Don’t do this. Please. Just leave them out of this. I promise I’ll make sure they keep quiet. Just let them go. I promise I’ll stay.”

Letting go of your hair, he stepped back. As if in consideration, he looked at the students and back at you. You watched him in fear, trying to comprehend what exactly was going in that messed up head of his. He squatted, meeting your height. You pulled your folded legs closer to your body, as if to move away from him. Jaehyun noticed this and chuckled.

To test it further, he held a hand out to caress your cheek and you turned your head away from him.

“Now you’re disgusted by me? What happened to the times when you screamed out my bloody name while I fucked you and sucked me dry in your office, huh?”

Blood rushed up to your face and you avoided looking at the faces of your students.

“Did you forget the times-“

“Jeong Jaehyun! Stop it right now. How dare you shamelessly-“

A bruising grip on your face halted your talking. You winced at the pain and looked him in the eyes. He shrugged and harshly took his grasping fingers off your face.

“Okay, you’re still not giving in. I have no other choice but to...” continued Jaehyun as he walked towards the group of students who had their hands tied behind their backs and kept in a line. You watched in shock as he pulled the trigger of his gun and moved it in front of the terrified kids.

The moment he aimed it at the girl he had pulled out earlier, you screamed,

“I’ll tell you. I’ll tell you so just please don’t shoot her.”

A satisfying smirk painted across Jaehyun’s face. As he came over to you and pulled you to your feet, his smug smile disappeared into a thin line. His stone face came into view and you looked at him in utter disgust.

You just couldn’t believe that you’d slept with a man who was scheming against you the day he was aware of your existence. When you had found out about his plan, a text message sent to the wrong person by accident, one that had raised red flags, he was already in action the very next day. After days of avoiding you, he finally abducted you a day ago, alongside your group of 12 students for leverage purposes and two other acquaintances of your father. Your father who had always put his job before his family and life. You bet he wasn’t even aware that you were abducted because of him.

And his bloody flash drive.

A flash drive you were aware of but should have ignored digging deeper. Upon getting to know about the flash drive you had tried asking your father about it. Which is exactly how Jaehyun ended up being ordered to tail you and get close to you. After finally setting up a place to meet up with your father, whom you saw very rarely, you had talked to him about the flash drive. He hadn’t told you much despite your stubborn inquiry, but all he had told you was that the flash drive contained vital information regarding a Supreme Committee leader and that it was kept somewhere safe. By the looks of why Jaehyun needed this flash drive it was clearly visible that he was working under this said leader, whoever that was.

“Speak,” the voice commanded and you broke off from your daze.

The two of you had already arrived at a closed room that seemed like an old interrogation room. You stood still, refusing to sit. He clicked his tongue in annoyance and took out his gun to place it on the table. You looked at it and thought of ways to grab hold of it. Behind your arms, your fingers slowly worked their way through the ropes around your wrists. When he had dragged you here, Jaehyun had removed the rope and retied your wrists together. Which meant that he hadn’t actually tied your wrists properly, or rather they were loosely tied the second time.

“Can you lend me your sweater? It’s cold,” you asked him.

For a brief moment, he paused and then agreed. He raised his arms to pull off the black sweater he was wearing. Right then you ripped out your hands from the rope and grabbed the gun.

The moment you grabbed the gun and pulled the trigger, Jaehyun pulled back the sweater on. He stood up immediately and looked at you. His tongue prodded against the inside of his left cheek as he walked towards you at a slow pace.

“Put that gun down, darling,” he murmured while keeping eye contact with you.

You, on the other hand, held the gun with your trembling hands and tried hard to not let your glassy eyes give you away. It was exhausting in many ways. To be holding a gun towards the man you loved for almost quarter of a year was hard.

Since you didn’t put the gun down, Jaehyun tried a different approach. The approach where he threatened you, “If you shoot me now, there’ll be agents outside who’ll come in and kill you and all those kids outside.”

You thought about the kids outside and fretted a little. If what he was saying was the truth then you were risking innocent lives. Still, you didn’t budge and he clicked his tongue once again before taking a few huge strides towards you. Startled, you lost track of what you were doing as he pulled the gun away from you. Unloading the bullets, he threw the gun to the corner of the room and slapped you across your face.

“I was being nice to you and you took fucking advantage of that?” he asked, his voice laced with fury.

You held your reddened cheek and looked at him with slanted eyes. He looked down at you and you stood up wanting to get back at him for slapping you. He reacted almost immediately as your hand came flying towards his face. He twisted your arm behind you and pushed you to the wall with the mirror.

“What the fuck are you trying on me? We made a deal. I don’t shoot the kids and you tell me where the flash drive is.”

“You made a deal. I. Never. Agreed,” you spat back.

Jaehyun roughly pulled you away from the wall and bent you over the table. He removed his belt and tied your hands behind your back.

“Guess I’d have to fuck your brains out so that you’ll tell me where it is.”

“Don’t touch me with your filthy hands,” you retaliated and he ignored your snide remarks as he continued to assault you while kicking the sides of your feet apart to make the stance of your legs wider.

You uncomfortably shifted at the feeling of a firm dent rubbing against your back. The feeling was all too familiar and you knew what exactly it was, but this wasn’t the right place nor the right time for it.

“Jaehyun, let’s just talk this out. This is clearly sexual harras-”

Before you were able to complete the sentence, your mouth was blocked with a balled-up piece of cloth. Jaehyun grabbed the waist of your dress pants, attempting to pull it down. Underneath him, you thrashed around, in an effort to avoid his filthy actions. But you failed miserably. Jaehyun successfully pulled down your pants alongside your panties. You were now shamefully, bent underneath him, with your lower half exposed to the coldness of the room.

A shudder ran through your body, erupting goosebumps on the smoothness of your skin, when Jaehyun ran his fingers down the middle of your back.

“I’m going to fuck that little bitch attitude of yours out of this place, so you’ll cooperate to my demands and tell me where the motherfucking flash drive is.”

With that, he pushed in a digit to your dripping cunt, curling it inwards and pumping it in and out. Jaehyun menacingly watched as your squirmed underneath his grip. When your thighs started shuddering, he felt you getting closer to your release. Quickly, pulling out his fingers, he smirked when he heard your sniffle at the denied orgasm. He was the first man to touch you back then so he was fully aware of how exactly to turn you on. Once again, he pushed in his digits, this time three at once and watched as you tried your best to silence your moans. Just as he did previously, Jaehyun pumped it in and out at a much faster pace. You whined as he constantly curled in his fingers, hitting the perfect spots inside your warm cavern. Right as you were about to cum, he pulled out his fingers with a smirk on his face.

“You thought I’d let you go that easily?” he asked in a mocking tone as he slipped the balled piece of cloth from your mouth, waiting for an answer from you.

You felt ashamed for being turned on at his torment.

“Jaehyun, let’s talk this out,” you pleaded as tears slipped down your bruised face.

“There’s no talking, Y/N. I need the place. That’s all.”

“I don’t know the place.”

“Don’t fucking lie to my face.”

“I’m telling you the truth,” you tried again. Your attempt to change his mind on letting you go was getting harder, because Jaehyun was acting spiteful and you were not able to knock some sense into him at all.

He nodded his head a couple times, vexed at your behaviour and reached out to unzip his pants. From the upper corner of your vision, you could see a terrorizing smile creep his face. He was enjoying your frightened state. As your worst fears began turning into reality you screamed for help. Not that it did any justice to the state you were in, but you hoped Jaehyun would at least pity you and avoid abusing you in the most shameful manner.

“Jaehyun please- You know this is not right,” you begged as streams of your despair ran down your face.

All you heard in return was the ruffle of his pants pooling around his ankles. Jaehyun’s low groans as he touched and fondled with your skin made you wither away from him. You were unable to process how the exact same man who had touched and made love to you in your own bed was now treating you much worse than anything you could ever describe.

At your wits end you screamed again, trying to grab someone’s attention, but Jaehyun was quick to mute your mouth with the same piece of cloth he had used on you earlier. The balled cloth in your mouth didn’t help at all. You felt your throat go dry as you continued screaming. When Jaehyun was done slicking up the juices that were drooling down from your cunt he prodded his reddened tip in your entrance. You knew it was going to hurt, because he was always too big for you. Biting into the cloth in your mouth, you also made sure to grip onto the belt that were tied around your wrists. Jaehyun watched as your knuckles, that were pressed onto his stomach at a painful angle, turned white from the tightening grip. His smirk only widened.

Grabbing the nape of your neck, he made your body arch back as much as it could. You groaned as you felt your cramped back twist painfully. Leaning in, Jaehyun moved over to your ear and grazed the lobe of your ear. Despite your attempt to move away from him, you couldn’t, because of the tight grip on the back of your neck. Something you had enjoyed earlier was now a nightmare that was being carried out by a person you once cherished.

With a low huff, Jaehyun pushed himself into your unwelcoming walls. You groaned into the cloth and squeezed your eyes shut. When he pushed his shaft all the way into your warm cavern, he stayed in for a while, trying to get back the feeling of the familiar walls squeezing around him after quite a time. When he slowly inched himself out of your cunt, you let out the breath you had been holding back, but that was cut short when Jaehyun pushed himself in almost immediately back into your throbbing cunt. You let out a gasp and Jaehyun took that opportunity to remove the piece of cloth and insert his pointer finger into your mouth.

“Dare think of biting me and I’ll stab you” Jaehyun warned.

Right then you felt the tip of a blade pointed at your hip. You shivered at the feeling of the cold steel against your skin. As he pumped his hardened cock in and out of your pussy, his hand did the same actions to your mouth. When your breathing started becoming unstable, Jaehyun knew you were edging closer to your orgasm so he pulled out his shaft.

“You thought I’d let you cum, huh?” he derided you.

You simply nodded your head side to side, in revulsion. Chuckling at your pathetic response, Jaehyun pulled his finger out of your mouth and ran it over your blouse. While he unbuttoned the buttons of your cotton blouse, his other hand snaked under, over to your clit and ghosted over the sensitive bundle of nerves. You squirmed, in an attempt to avoid his fingers from touching your sensitivity. But Jaehyun wasn’t going to let you go that easily. He pushed his finger onto your clit and started rubbing slow circles over it.

You bit into your lip, in order to keep yourself quiet from the harassment he was subjecting you to. As his rubbing turned much harsher, you came closer to your edge. This time he let you have your orgasm. A sigh of relief slipped past your lips as a warm flow of your juices spilled down your thighs. You shamefully lay still, praying that this was the end of his torture.

“I haven’t still got an answer from you, darling,” Jaehyun murmured as he continued rubbing circles on your bundle of nerves.

You stuttered, trying to answer him, “I-I-I said I-I-I don’t k-know.”

A slap to your cunt had you answering him again in desperation for him to stop overstimulating you,

“I really don’t know!”

“I know you’re lying to me,” Jaehyun continued. With each slap, you winced internally and pleaded in your head that Jaehyun would actually realise you were saying the truth.

“Please Jaehyun-”

Before you could finish your sentence, he plunged his dick right back into where it was earlier. You let out a moan at the sudden stretch. He placed a hand on your hip, holding your squirming body in place and the other toying your delicate mounds. Disgusted by his hands that were touching and toying your breasts, you yelled as much as you could.

But Jaehyun kept pumping in and out of you, ignoring your cries. And when he was closer to his high, he pumped into you even faster than before- almost at an animalistic pace and then released a gush of warm white liquid into your womb. As his movements subsided, so did your screams. All you did now was let your sobs echo through the dimly lit, cold room.

Jaehyun stepped away from your body and zipped his pants. Then grabbing your dress pants, he pulled them up and turned you around harshly to button up your blouse. He was aware that you didn’t have much energy to move around, so he untied your hands and watched them fall to your sides as he buckled his belt back into place. The bruises on your wrists were enough proof to show how harsh he had been on you.

“Sweetheart, are you enjoying this, because I still haven’t got an answer from you-”

A loud slap had him shut his grinning mouth.

Before you could hit him again, Jaehyun had your arms locked with one of his. This time he wasn’t playing nice and you knew you had messed up. All the exhaustion and the panic had made you slap him without thinking twice but you knew you’d be in trouble the moment your hand had touched his face.

Your attempt to remove yourself from his grip was futile. Which then led to a scuffle between the two of you. The obviously stronger one between the two of you gaining advantage over the other. With one hard push, Jaehyun had you against the walls.

“Jaehyun-n-n…” you choked, trying to sputter out your words while scraping his tattooed hands, “I can’t-t-t. I can’t. Can’t. B-B-Breath.”

The said man took one look at your pale face and undid his hands from your neck. You fell onto the floor while taking in huge gulps of air.

Jaehyun nonchalantly walked over to the corner of the room and grabbed the long-forgotten gun and loaded the bullets. Then walking over to the desk, he grabbed the knife and slid it into one of the specially made pockets in his pants. It hurt the way he didn’t even look over to you, just to make sure whether you were doing alright.

“You shouldn’t have treated me like that,” you muttered to him.

Jaehyun turned back at your hoarse voice. After all the screaming and the struggling your voice sounded exhausted. He looked at your bruised body and the loose clothes that hung around you. He had taken away every last inch of dignity from you. Did he feel guilty, though?

“My job comes before anything or anyone,” Jaehyun simply replied back.

With that, he turned around ready to leave the room.

“Let me ask you one last question,” you spoke and Jaehyun turned around once again and nodded his head signalling you to ask your question, “Did you really love me when we dated back then?”

Squaring his jaw, Jaehyun gazed at you. A gaze you couldn’t figure out. You watched him, yearning for a reply. A positive one that would put the ache in your heart to rest. Jaehyun opened his mouth to reply or rather state what he wanted you to know,

“If you don’t tell me where the flash drive is by dawn, I’m shooting off all their heads.”

Your heart dropped.

So that’s all your relationship meant to him- a mere mission and a good few fucks.

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A/N: this was painful to write. but, since this is my very first jaehyun fic i’m proud of myself. hope you guys were okay with this as well~

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[yunopouts]

trick or treat - j. jaehyun

→ jeong jaehyun x neighbour! reader

-> dilf! jaehyun au

→ CW: dom! jaehyun, breeding kink (jae's horny, i'm horny, everyone if fucking horny), age gap (reader is in mid-20’s and jae is a divorced 29yo Jae), unprotected sex, creampie, fingering, handjob, oral (f receiving), praising, pussy slapping, biting, spit kink, oral fixation (jae), there are some cringey lines (i'm sorry but i wanted to have them in there but i didn't know how else to phrase them T-T), jae's thick in this one guys :D

-> a/n: omg haii ^-^ okay so this one isn't necessarily halloween related but his kid in the fic is going trick or treating so it counts!!! Jae is DOWN BAD in this one y'all. also just an fyi, this one has a lot more dialogue since they have more of a relationship and it's not just mindless sex this time?? but there still is quite a lot of sex??? okok enjoyyyyyy

-> wc: 6k

-> upcoming: switch! yuta (playboy yuta :) will explain more on that later) psst! requests are open!!

“You’ve got to be kidding me.” Jaehyun’s face dropped as he read the email he had just been sent. Cursing under his breath, the man pushed away from his desk and poked his head out the door. 

“Hayoung,” he said. The woman at the desk looked up at him and from the look on her face, she knew what he was going to ask.

“Sir, I’m so sorry…” and she truly did sound sincere. “Gongmyung had no other times available to meet. He’s leaving for London tomorrow morning.” 

Jaehyun pursed his lips as he nodded. He felt awful that he couldn't take Subin out tonight, but he had one idea that could make his daughter feel better. 

The man checked the watch on his wrist, reading the time as 5:30pm. If he left now, Jaehyun could be at Subin’s school for 6:15pm to pick her up from daycare, talk to her, and bring her home for 6:45pm before he had leave the house by 7:30 to be back at the office for 8:00 pm to meet the clients for dinner. 

 “Alright, I have to leave now, but I’ll be back in time for the meeting.” Hayoung looked as if she was going to object, but instead she just nodded her head. Jaehyun grabbed his jacket from his office before pulling his phone out from his pocket. As he walked to the elevator, he scrolled through his contacts, searching for your name. 

As Jaehyun stood, waiting for the elevator, his heart raced with both the urgency of the situation and the lingering nervousness he got when you spoke. His thumb hovered over the call button when he hesitated. He took a deep breath and leaned against the glass railing behind him, feeling a pang of worry gnaw at him. Would he be imposing on you once again?

The elevators hummed softly as they stopped at different floors of the building while Jaehyun debated with himself, the prospect of the impending meeting weighing heavily on his shoulders. He decided to call you, but not just for Subin’s sake, for his too.

“Hello?” Your voice on the other end had a certain warmth, and it sent a shiver down Jaehyun’s spine.

“Hey,” Jaehyun let out a sigh at the sound of your soft voice. His voice tinged with the tension that had been building in the pit of his stomach ever since he received that email.

“What’s wrong? You sound stressed.”  You grew concerned when you realised how his voice was quieter than usual.

“It’s just work stuff…” Jaehyun’s shoulders slumped. “I really hate to ask you this,” And he really did. “I was wondering if you could watch Subin tonight? I know it’s Halloween, and it’s super last minute, but I was just scheduled for a meeting, and you’re the only one she’d want to go with.” the disparity in his voice ran deep, but you didn’t have any plans anyways, so why not?

“Of course, Jae.” You said, and the man sighed with relief. “What did she dress up as for school?” The calmness in your voice soothed Jaehyun’s nerves. The elevator sounded as it arrived. After the doors opened, Jaehyun entered and leaned against the wall as he felt a strange mix of emotions. 

“She decided she was going to be Elsa and when we went trick or treating, she wanted me to be Anna.” There was a moment of silence, but Jaehyun already knew what was about to happen. As the man closed his eyes momentarily, you burst out laughing on the other line.

“You were really going to dress up as Anna for her?” you asked, your voice was laced with amusement that made Jaehyun chuckle. 

“It was either that or Quasimodo from the Hunchback of Notre Dame.” A hand ran over Jaehyun’s face in embarrassment, remembering the conversation he had with his seven year old daughter last month when they were discussing costume ideas. 

“What, did she want to be Esmerelda?” you asked with a scoff.

“No, she wanted to be Laverne.” Jaehyun groaned, wondering from whom his daughter gets her ideas from.

“The gargoyle?” you cried. You held the phone away from your ear as you laughed loudly, clutching your stomach. 

“Yeah,” the man replied, looking at his shoes with a smile, the sound of your laughter resonating with him. “How much do you want me to pay you?” he asked as he walked out the elevator and to the entryway of the building. He waved to the secretaries and to those who greeted him with a smile.

You tried to reason with him, arguing that you didn’t need the extra compensation, but Jaehyun’s insistence on repaying your kindness only heightened the nagging tensions between the two of you.

“Jae, you really don’t have to, you know I’d do anything for you guys.” Your voice was gentle, “You know I feel bad asking you to watch her without paying you.” Jaehyun’s voice dropped lower, carrying an undertone of a deeper emotion with it. 

As he exited the building, silently thanking the valet driver for his keys.

“But I’m telling you that you don’t have to.”

Your attempt to reason with him was met with Jaehyun’s unwavering determination. “We’ll talk about it later.”

With no room for further discussion, you conceded, “I’ll see you at seven, then.”

“I’ll see you then.” Jaehyun confirmed, the tension settled down thickly in the air.

“Bye, Jae.” You said softly. 

“Bye, y/n.” Jaehyun replied, the sudden strain in his voice giving way to a sense of longing as he entered his car.

Sitting in the driver’s seat, Jaehyun gripped the steering wheel and looked down, feeling a slight strain in his pants. “Jesus fucking Christ…” the man muttered. “What am I, twelve?” his head fell back against the headrest in frustration. 

Jaehyun rolled down the window before he began to drive, in hopes that the cold breeze would clear his mind of the thought of you, and focus on what was more important: trying to find a way to tell Subin that he can’t take her trick or treating. 

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By the time Jaehyun had parked in the school parking lot, he had nothing. He still didn’t know how to tell his daughter the news. Taking a deep breath, Jaehyun pushed open the car door and got out of the vehicle before locking it and heading to the waiting area. 

Minutes later, the bell rang and children of all ages flooded out the doors. Jaehyun stood amidst the sea of children pouring out of the school, his eyes scanning the crowd for a familiar little girl in an Elsa costume. He spotted her soon enough, her blonde wig glistening in the autumn sun, and a smile spread across his face. Subin was chatting excitedly with her friends, and he knew he had to break the news gently. 

He approached her, kneeling down to her eye level. “Hey, princess,” he greeted her with a warm smile. 

Subin’s face lit up at the sight of her father. “Daddy!” she squeaked and launched herself into his arms. Jaehyun laughed as he almost stumbled onto the floor, but his arms wrapped around his daughter tightly. 

“Come on, let’s get you to the car.” Jaehyun stood up carefully with his daughter still in his arms. As he walked, Jaehyun sucked in a deep breath before he told his daughter the bad news. “Subin, about tonight…”

The girl looked up at him with curious eyes. “What is it, Daddy?”

Jaehyun cleared his throat, trying to find the right words. “Well, I know how much you were looking forward to trick or treating tonight, and I was really excited too, but something came up at word.” He paused, gauging her reaction.

Subin’s smile faded, and her brows furrowed. “Do you have a meeting tonight, Daddy?”

Jaehyun’s heart felt like it was breaking off piece by piece. “I’m so sorry sweetheart, I tried to reschedule it for later, I really did, but it didn’t work out.” Jaehyun frowned, but his daughter smiled. 

“It’s okay, Daddy. Do you think you’ll be back to watch HalloweenTown with me?”

“I’ll do my best, okay? I promise I’ll make it up to you sweetheart.” Jaehyun promises. “Until I come back home, I asked the lady from the floor below us to watch you, you remember her, right?”

“The pretty lady you invite over every weekend? I remember her.” Subin nodded, unaware of how red her fathers ears had turned.

“She doesn’t come over every weekend.” Jaehyun mumbled, looking away from his daughter as they arrived in front of the car. 

“She does… Dohwa even asked me if she was my mom.”

“Oh…” he replied simply. Jaehyun stayed silent as he sat his daughter in the booster seat behind the passenger’s side, the thought almost consuming him. 

Dohwa asked if she was her mom…

After he clicked her seatbelt in, Jaehyun shut the door and headed for the driver’s seat, still entirely thinking of you… as a mother…

The man paused right as he was about to open the door when he felt the same stiffness from earlier, and he had to stop himself from screaming curses at the sky. Jaehyun closed his eyes and swallowed harshly before he opened his eyes and entered the car like nothing had happened to him.

“Daddy, can we listen…”

“Of course,” Jaehyun gave his daughter a smile through the rearview mirror. He knew exactly what the kid was asking for, and with a few presses of some buttons, the intro of the infamous ‘Let it Go’ from the Frozen soundtrack was blasting from the speakers, and Subin was belting out the words.

The rest of the ride was filled with more Frozen, which consisted of duets, the respective solo’s of both Jaehyun and Subin, and the booing of Hans whenever he sang in Love is an Open Door. 

Jaehyun had arrived at the condo building at 6:45pm, “Right on schedule,” he said to himself as he walked to the other side of the car to help his daughter out of the car. “Come on, sweetie,” he said, lifting her into his arms. With how adorable she was in her Elsa costume, he was determined to make it up to her for the missed trick or treating.

After a quick elevator ride, they reached his penthouse. The elegant, modern space was impeccably decorated, a reflection of Jaehyun’s refined taste. 

“What d’ya want to eat before the pretty lady gets here, Miss Elsa?” Jaehyun asks Subin, who was already halfway to the kitchen. He followed behind her and held the door open for her as she entered. “Goldfish…” she said hungrily, causing a laugh to escape from Jaehyun’s lips.

“Goldfish it is, then.” The man took a bowl from one of the cabinet’s before he scanned his pantry for the snack that was requested. While Jaehyun looked, he heard Subin squeal with excitement. A mix of confusion and concern churned through Jaehyun, so he tried to be quick with his search and found them on the top shelf. 

“Subin, I found them…” Jaehyun stopped in his tracks when his eyes found yours.

“Hey Jae,” you smiled, your insides twisting at his current state. He’d come from the office, you knew that already, but seeing him in that suit definitely messed with you a bit.

“Hey,” Jaehyun couldn’t help the way his heart raced at the mere sight of you. You were holding a neatly folded Anna costume in your arms, and the smile you gave him made his heart skip a beat. “You’re early.” he said. Although he looked quite distracted, Jaehyun still managed to pour Subin her goldfish and hand the bowl to her.

“Yeah, I just thought I’d come by a little early to see if Subin needed help with her costume.” Your innocence warmed Jaehyun and forced a smile onto his lips.

“That’s really thoughtful, thank you.’

“Don’t even mention it.” you said.

“Pretty lady, are you going to put your costume on now?” Subin interjected while she munched on the small crackers. 

Jaehyun shuddered lightly, realising his daughter had just watched that whole interaction, even though she probably didn’t register what was going on. 

At least that’s what you both hoped.

“Oh! Yes, yes, I will go do that. So, give me a few minutes, yeah?” you winked at her which earned you a big grin from the little girl.

“You can change in the guest bathroom.” Jaehyun blurts. “I’ll show you where it is.”

“Yeah, yeah, sounds good.”

Jaehyun walked out first, but it didn’t take long for you to catch up to him. You walked silently up the stairs and down the hall until you reached the room. 

“Let me know if you need anything,” he said.

You thank him before you enter the bathroom, one you’ve definitely seen before. You set the costume down on the counter and begin to undress. Everything was going well until it came down to actually doing up the back of the dress.

“Jaehyun?” you raised your voice ever so slightly, just to check if he was still there, and in a heartbeat there was a soft knock on the door. 

“You called?” His voice was a bit muffled from being on the other side of the door, but you opened the door, finding him leaning against the door frame. 

“Could you help me with this?” you asked with a hand across your chest to keep your dress from falling. 

Jaehyun looked away from your eyes, suddenly feeling very warm in the face and ears. “Yeah, could I come in?”

You moved so he had room to enter, and you shut the door almost immediately after and locked the door. Your back was facing Jaehyun, but you were watching him through the mirror. You felt bold until his dark eyes met yours in the reflection, and since then, his gaze didn’t leave yours.His heart raced as he looked into your eyes, and his fingers trembled slightly as he began to tie the strings at the back of your dress. 

The tension in the air only grew stronger as his fingers brushed lightly against your skin, and your breath hitched. You couldn’t help but steal a glance over your shoulder, meeting Jaehyun’s gaze once again.

“Done…” he gulped, holding your stare. It was a moment where words were no longer necessary, and the attraction between you two was undeniable.

Jaehyun leaned in closer, his lips brushed against the nape of your neck. Your heart raced, and you tilted your head slightly, granting him access to your skin. His kisses were gentle, sending shivers down your spine, and his arms which had wrapped around your waist, had become your new form of support. 

As he continued to trail soft, lingering kisses along your neck, Jaehyun whispered, “You’re making it hard for me to focus on anything other than you.”

You turn around to face him, your lips dangerously close to his. “Maybe that’s the point,” you replied with a mischievous glint in your eyes. 

With a surge of longing, Jaehyun closed the small distance between your lips and his. The kiss was passionate and electric, and yet still so familiar from the previous ones you’ve shared from almost every weekend for the past three months.

One of Jaehyun’s hands cupped your cheek as the other snaked down to your waist, pulling you in closer. He felt the heat of your body merge with his, and his heart raced as he deepened the kiss. Your hands were tangled in his hair, and the taste of his lips sent a wave of euphoria through your body. 

Jaehyun pulled away, but only slightly. His forehead was still pressed against yours, and he whispered, "I could kiss you like this forever."

Your lips curled into a small smile and you replied, "I wouldn't mind it."

With that, Jaehyun kissed you again, and this time it was more desperate, more passionate. He moved his lips hungrily against yours, exploring and tasting your mouth. You let out a soft moan as his hands moved to your lower back, and your kiss became more passionate.

His hands moved to the small of your back, and he lifted you up, your legs wrapping around his waist. You felt the warmth of his body against yours, and you melted into his embrace. 

He carried you to the counter, and sat you down on the cold marble, and your arms tightly wrapped around him. You could feel his heart pounding against your chest, and the intensity of the kiss was enough to make your head spin. You felt like you were in some kind of trance, and you welcomed it with all your heart.

With his hips in between your legs, you reached out your hand to palm his growing erection through his pants. Jaehyun pulled away from the kiss, letting his head fall back in pleasure.

“God, baby, I got hard twice today because of you.” You hummed in response, slowly undoing Jaehyun’s belt and freeing his cock from his boxers. Bringing your hand to your mouth, you spit into it before lubing up his dick with it.

You started to move your hand up and down, slowly stroking his shaft and Jaehyun let out a low moan. His eyes were closed and he was breathing heavily, his hips starting to move in time with your hand. 

Your hand closed over the tip, stroking it in circular motions before you moved your hand to jerk off the rest of his length. You increased the speed of your hand, Jaehyun's breathing getting heavier with each stroke. You could feel how hard he had gotten, and you smiled as you continued to pleasure him. Feeling your spit start to dry up, you started to use more of your hand, your fingers tracing circles around the head of his cock. Jaehyun's hands were gripping the material of your costume tightly, and you could feel his hips twitching with each of your strokes. 

You moved your hand faster, your thumb now rubbing circles around Jaehyun's most sensitive spot, and he let out a loud moan as he was about to cum, but before he could, a timer went off.

“Fucking christ,” You both sighed out of disappointment, and Jaehyun rested his forehead against yours.

"I have to go," he said, regretfully. He quickly fixed himself up and helped you off the counter.

“What if you’re still hard during your meeting, though?” You joke while your fingers toyed with his belt loops. 

He chuckled, and kissed you one last time before reluctantly pulling away.

“I’ll figure something out." You pouted, and he leaned in to give you one last peck on the lips before he grabbed his phone and unlocked the door. "I'll see you soon. I promise." He said before slipping out of the door. 

You sighed and smiled to yourself, savouring the moment. You felt more alive than ever.

Sliding off the counter, you turned and inspected your face to make sure you didn’t go back to Subin looking like a hot mess. 

“Pretty lady!” Subin yelled as you walked down the stairs. The young girl squealed as she ran to wait for you at the edge of the steps. She gushed at you once you had fully arrived in front of you. “You look so pretty!”

“Thank you sweetheart.” you said as you ruffled her hair. “Ready to go?” you asked her with a grin. Subin nodded frantically and grabbed your hand before she darted towards the elevator, her candy bag in the other hand waiting to be filled to the brim with treats.

“Trick or treating!” she cheered and jumped with excitement, and your heart warmed at the sight.

-

“Thank you so much for your time Gongmyung.” Jaehyun smiled as he shook the older man's hand. 

“Of course! The pitch was great, so our lawyers will be in contact with yours very shortly.” 

Jaehyun saw the man out of the smile and one final bow before he looked down at his watch. It was 9:30pm.

‘They should be home by now.’ Jaehyun thought as he got in his car and began to drive home. 

It only took him about twenty minutes to get home from the restaurant, and by the time he reached the penthouse, he found you sitting on the couch with his daughter sleeping peacefully next to you, her head resting on your thigh. 

“Hey,” you smiled up at him. Jaehyun mirrored your expression as he sat down next to you and wrapped an arm around your shoulders. 

“When did she pass out?” Jaehyun’s fingers drew circles against your arm as you leaned into him. 

“About an hour ago? She already brushed her teeth, we were just watching The Nightmare Before Christmas.” Jaehyun looked at you, his brows scrunched closer together.

“Is that not a Christmas movie?” 

“Tsk… no one knows what it is or isn’t.” you said, jutting out your bottom lip before Jaehyun pecked your cheek. “I think I’m gonna put Subin to bed… show me to her room?” You slowly moved in a way that wouldn’t disturb the little girl too badly, and you brought her to your chest and rested her head on your shoulder. Both you and Jaehyun stood and you cautiously walked up the stairs and down the hall. 

Jaehyun opened the door, revealing a baby pink room with toys and stuffed animals astray. 

“This room is so…”

“Scary?”

“Her,” you shot Jaehyun a dirty look which made him laugh. “Not too loud, idiot.” you scolded him when you felt Subin stir at the loud noise. Cradling her head, you ordered Jaehyun to pull her bed covers back. Gently, you set the girl down before tucking her in. You stepped back to watch Jaehyun crouch beside her head and plant a light kiss on forehead. He sat there for a few seconds, rubbing her cheek with his thumb. With one last peck goodnight, he got up and smiled softly at you before he took your hand in his and led you out of the room.

With the lights off in Subin’s room and her door shut, the two of you stood in the hallway, staring into each other’s eyes. 

“Thank you, again, for watching her.” Jaehyun stepped closer to you. You noticed how his tone dropped, how his hands squeezed yours gently, and how his eyes flickered from your eyes to your lips. 

“Like I’ve said, you don’t have to thank me… but you can show me your appreciation in a different way.” you teased and hooked your fingers around his belt loop like you did earlier.

Jaehyun smirked devilishly, leaning in to kiss your neck. His hands moved around your waist, dipping lower until he cupped your ass. 

As he trailed kisses along your neck, he paused to nibble and suck on your sensitive skin. His hands moved up your back, tugging your hips even closer to his. You felt your own arousal growing as his lips moved from your neck to your lips, his tongue pushing its way into your mouth. You moaned against his lips as your hands found their way into his hair, fingers curling around the strands of his hair. 

“We shouldn’t do this out here…” you said breathlessly, and Jaehyun groaned in agreement.

He pulled away and took your hand, leading you to the guest room. Your pulse was racing as he pushed open the door, and you both stepped inside. He pulled you close and kissed you deeply, while your hands moved to the back of his neck, tugging him in closer as your lips moved together in an urgent, passionate kiss. His hands travelled their way down your body, exploring your curves as you explored his. He trailed kisses down your neck, making you gasp as his teeth lightly grazed your skin. You groaned in pleasure as you felt his erection growing against your belly.

He grabbed your hair and pulled it back, his face hovering close to yours. "Tell me what you want," he growled.

You bit your lip and smiled, your desire rising with each passing second. You wrapped your arms around his neck and leaned in to whisper in his ear, "I need you to fuck me."

He groaned and pulled you closer, his hands roaming your body. His lips brushed against your ear as he responded in a chuckle, “Waited all day for you to say that to me.”

In an instant, Jaehyun brought you towards the bed, a fire raging in his eyes. You were both eager to get undressed, and you started with his shirt. You reached to undo the buttons of his suit and slowly started undoing them, never breaking away from his embrace. Jaehyun’s breaths were heavy and rushed as you finally released his shirt and pulled it off his body. 

His hands moved to your shirt and he proceeded to do the same with you, slowly pulling your shirt off and tossing it aside. He grabbed your waist and pulled you closer, his lips finding yours again. His hands were frantic as they roamed your body, the intensity of his kiss growing with each passing moment.

He leaned back and pulled you with him, the two of you standing there in nothing but your underwear. His eyes were ablaze with desire and he stepped forward, pushing you back onto the bed. He leaned over you and slowly trailed his lips down your body, his hands massaging your curves as he made his way down.

He pulled back and looked into your eyes, his own filled with a primal hunger. With one hand, he grabbed your wrists and pinned them above your head, his lips finding yours again as the other hand found itself making its way down your navel, all the way to your pussy. His thumb took to your clit, drawing small circles on it.

The friction felt electric, you couldn’t help but shiver at his cold hands touching such sensitive parts. A soft moan escaped your lips as your hips involuntarily arched towards his touch. His thumb moved faster, increasing the intensity of the pleasure. You felt pleasure radiating through your body, slowly building to an unstoppable force. Your breathing became shallow, your heart raced, and all you could do was surrender to the sensations. His thumb began to move with more intensity, each circle growing wider and wider. His touch was gentle yet demanding, sending sparks of pleasure shooting through your veins. The hand that had your wrists in a tight grip suddenly let go, but it moved to your hip and he grabbed firmly, steadying you as his thumb continued to bring you closer to the edge. 

You could feel his breath against your neck, his fingers digging into your hips as he moved them. Suddenly, he slapped you hard on your pussy and you gasped in surprise. The repeated action brought you close to tears. As your jaw hung open from a mix of surprise and pleasure, Jaehyun saw this as the perfect opportunity to do the thing you love. Hovering just slightly over your mouth, he let his saliva drop into your mouth, and he watched with a smirk as your jaw shut immediately, swallowing what he gave you. 

His tongue soon found its way into your mouth, and you tasted the bitterness of his spit as it mingled with yours. His hands moved with purpose, sending waves of pleasure cascading through your body. 

You could feel the anticipation building in your body, and you could barely contain the moans that escaped your lips. You were so close to the pinnacle of pleasure, and his touch was the only thing that could get you there.

“Fuck, Jae… oh fuck.” you said as a signal to him that you were cumming. If that didn’t tell him, then the way your body shook definitely did. 

Not long after you came, Jaehyun sat himself in between your legs. Both of his hands moved to your thighs, pushing them apart as he knelt in front of you. He looked up at you with pure adoration and started to kiss and lick your inner thighs. 

Jaehyun kept one arm around your hips while the other explored your pussy, fingering you slowly. You gasped and hissed in pleasure as he teased your sensitive areas. He moved his mouth to your pussy and started to lick and suck in a tantalising rhythm. His tongue moved in slow circles, alternating between soft and hard strokes. 

The arm he kept around your wait found itself lazily dragging from your waist, up to your breasts. His nimble fingers squeezed and teased your nipples, not helping the fact that you were trying to keep your voice down– even though you were several rooms down from his daughter.

The back of your hand moved to cover your mouth as you moaned, while the other grabbed his head, pushing him deeper into you. He bit down on your labia and licked the sensitive skin around your clit, sending shockwaves of pleasure through your body. Jaehyun moved his fingers inside you, pushing them in and out in a steady rhythm, his thumb finding the spot that sent sensations of pleasure through your body. 

He then began to massage your clit with his tongue, circling it slowly and then faster and faster until you felt your toes curl in anticipation. His hands moved down to your hips, holding you tightly as he increased the pressure and speed of his tongue. 

You felt your muscles tensing and your breathing becoming more rapid as you got closer to the edge. His fingers moved faster and faster, stimulating you in all the right places. You moaned and gasped as your orgasm finally overcame you, your body shaking in pleasure.

“Came so quick.” Jaehyun stated, slowly moving his mouth back up to yours and kissed you passionately, his tongue exploring your mouth as his hands moved to your waist. 

He grabbed your hips and spread your legs wider, pushing his hard cock inside of you. He moved slowly at first, letting out a guttural moan as he entered you. 

He moved his hips in a circular motion, pushing himself deeper into you as he felt your tight walls stretching around his thickness. He felt as if he was being consumed by a blanket of pleasure, and he loved the feeling of being completely surrounded by you. With each movement, you could feel him stretching you out further, and the sensation made his body tremble with delight. 

“Fuck, baby, you’re doing so fucking well.” His breathing quickened as he felt the sensation of being fully engulfed inside of you, and the sensation of pleasure coursing through his body. He felt as if he were melting into you, becoming one with you as he moved faster and faster. 

He added a new layer of pleasure to his movements, as he sucked and licked on your nipples while he continued to thrust. His tongue felt like velvet on your skin, teasing and tantalising you with every movement. His hands moved to your back, caressing it with every thrust. 

You grasped his shoulders tightly as the sensations built up inside, and you felt yourself getting closer and closer to the edge. Finally, you threw your head back and let out a loud moan as you reached your climax, your pleasure washing over you. Jaehyun’s breathing became heavier, and you could feel his muscles tense up, his whole body shaking with pleasure.

“Fuck baby…” Jaehyun groaned, looking down at your pussy. “You’re so fucking full.” he bit his lip to stop himself from showing his smile, but it was useless– Jaehyun was grinning from ear to ear with pride. He watched as his cum dripped out of you, but with two fingers, he took whatever had leaked and shoved it back into you.

“Hey,” you said, grabbing his attention with his fingers still inside of you. “You gonna fuck me full of your cum, or what?”

Jaehyun almost lost it. Asking that of him was not the smartest idea, considering the fact that he’d do anything you told him to.

“Is this you asking to have my second kid? We’re not even together.” He joked as he sat himself with his back against his headboard. 

You knew what that meant.

Getting on your knees, you crawled on top of him and positioned yourself above his still very hard cock.

“I could do both…” you say without another thought.

“Oh baby,” he said, voice more seductive than you’ve heard before. “I’ll fuck you so hard, you’ll get pregnant right away.” And with that, he thrust upwards, shoving his thick cock into you.

You exclaimed in surprise, eyes going wide, but your hands flew to his shoulder, stabilising yourself as he moved inside of you. He moved long and slow, his hips rolling against yours, and you felt your pleasure building with each thrust. He reached down and grabbed your ass, squeezing the soft flesh as began to pick up his pace. His breathing became ragged as he went deeper and deeper into you. 

His hands moved higher, gently caressing your breasts, his lips lightly sucking and licking them. His fingers moved lower, rubbing and teasing your clit, and his tongue licked and sucked your nipples.

“Fuck, just look at you, your fucking tits bouncing…” he mumbled, his mouth watering at the sight. “Gonna get you pregnant with my baby, and your tits are gonna be so fucking big.” Jaehyun moaned at the thought. You felt his tongue flick against your nipples, and you gasped in pleasure as he teased them with his mouth.

As he sucked on your nipples, Jaehyun started to pick up the pace, pushing himself in and out of you. His hips moved in a perfect rhythm, each thrust sending a wave of pleasure through your body. You felt your eyes roll to the back of your head, and your breath coming in ragged gasps. 

You could feel the heat building inside you as he continued to move. His hand moved down, rubbing against your clit as he moved, sending pleasure coursing through your veins. His thrusts were getting harder, and faster, and you could feel yourself getting closer and closer to the edge.

Just then, he pulled out of you and flipped you over onto your back. He stared into your eyes, holding your gaze as he penetrated you again. “Fuck Jaehyun, I need your cum.” You whined. His thrusts were more forceful now, and you could feel yourself moaning louder and louder as he continued to move inside of you.

He then started to move one of his hands up and down your body, playing with your nipples and lightly caressing your breasts. His tongue lapped at them, and you felt your body tense up as he sucked on them. He moved the other hand down to your clit again, rubbing it in circles as he moved inside of you. 

“Need to get you so fucking full.” Jaehyun spoke aimlessly as he fucked your cunt, his thrusts growing harsher by the second. You hummed at his words, equally as brainless as he was from the stimulation. 

You felt yourself getting closer and closer to the edge, and Jaehyun increased his thrusts, pushing himself deeper inside of you. He grabbed your hips and held you tight, pushing himself deep inside of you. You screamed out in pleasure, your orgasm ripping through your body, and he followed shortly behind, his body shaking in pleasure.

His moans grew louder and his thrusts became more intense, the pleasure becoming too much for him to handle. He felt his orgasm build up inside of him, and as he reached the peak, he let out a cry of pure ecstasy. Jaehyun slowly pulled out of you before he laid beside you.

Turning to face him, you both lay there for a few moments, your breathing ragged and your hearts pounded in your chests.

“I meant what I said…” Jaehyun said, his thoughts now cleared from his prior state of mind. “About being together. The baby too, but that can come later.”

“I like that idea,” you hummed and pressed your lips to his.

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TL;DR by squirrelspur

Jeong Jaehyun / Nakamoto Yuta - that's all very interesting but definitely not gay. Definitely.

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HAPPY FALL YALL

#please make sure to read the tags in the beginning this chapter is a little darker than the rest #noir #noir fanfic #nct mafia #nct mafia au #jaehyun #jeong jaehyun mafia #nct 127 mafia #nct 127 angst #nct 127 #nct mafia fic #jaehyun mafia #jaehyun scenario #jaehyun nct #jeong yuno #uhhh anyway #im doing this literally while im in class

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flashback when you met me - jaehyun imagine

it’s been a while since i wrote a jaehyun fluff, i think😂 sorry if i keep coming back to the jaehyun ceo trope it’s just he looks so good in suits I can’t help myself. I hope you like this one!!

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Don’t marry too young, they said. You’ll miss out on so many things, you’ll never get to enjoy your youth and it will probably only end badly. Those are some of the words thrown at you and Jaehyun when you decided to marry and yet here you are about to celebrate your 4th year of marriage and 6 years of relationship. 

Of course it isn’t always rainbows and sunshine, just like any other couple you’ve had your fair share of arguments and fights. One thing you both agreed on, never let the other one sleep upset and no matter how angry you are with each other you must say I love you before bed. Silly? yes, a bit. But to the two of you it’s a tradition. A rule you follow with no exceptions unless you want it to turn into a bigger fight, thankfully until now that has never happened. Every argument you’ve had with your husband always ends with a whisper of an apology and a kiss. 

Today seemed like one of those days when one of you will have to say sorry, and it won’t be you. You were suppose to have lunch with your husband but it’s past 2o’clock and no Jaehyun ever showed up. 

You didn’t immediately get mad at him, knowing his schedule is always packed. Being the CEO of his family’s company does take most of his time, but even then he made a vow to never make you feel like you’re second to him. You’ll always be his first priority as he is yours. 

Opting to order takeout for your husband just in case he’s too busy with meetings, seeing that he even missed your lunch together. You made your way up to his office, seeing an unfamiliar face sitting by the desk outside his office. 

“Hello, how can I assist you?” the girl eyes, noticing the not so subtle look she gace you from head to toe. 

“I’m here for Mr. Jeong” you smile back at her, another habot you and your husband have. It started back when you first got married when Jaehyun wouldn’t stop calling you Mrs. Jeong. 

“Do you have an appointment?” oh she’s definitely new here, you know she’s only doing her job but surely someone must’ve briefed her

“Uh no, is he in a meeting?” you asked back, if he was you plan to just leave the food for him to have later. “No, but you need to set an appointment to meet him”

“Well, what’s your name again?” you ask the girl, introducing herself with a confused tone “You’re Mr. Jeong’s new secretary right? If it isn’t too much trouble and if he’s not too busy can you tell him his wife is here to bring him his lunch since he was late today” you said all with a smile on your lips, the girl’s mouth slightly hanging open as she hear you introduce yourself

“Oh Mrs. Jeong, right give me a moment I’ll let him know you’re here” she hurriedly stood up from her seat to walk over to Jaehyun’s door, speaking quietly but you can here hear explain the situation to your husband. 

WIthin seconds the door was thrown open to show your husband looking around the lobby, his eyes landing on you. He was just about to shoot you a smile but then he noticed your expression. Just then he remembered how badly he messed up. 

“I’ll be taking it from here, thank you” you tell his assistance before walking over to Jaehyun. While waiting for him to close the door, you set the food down on the coffee table in his office. Looking around to see the scattered on his table and a cup of coffee. 

“Looks like you have a busy day today” feeling a pair of arms encircle your waist, your back meeting his chest. 

“Baby, I’m so so sorry” he whispers in your ears, giving you a few light kisses on the side of your face, down to your neck and shoulders. On any other day, you’ll give into  your husband’s charms easily. You admit you’re not immune to his kisses. But for now you hold your ground. 

“Imagine the look on my face when I realized it’s already 2pm and my husband is still nowhere to be found for our lunch date”

“I know I messed up, i was doing something and you know me when I start something I have to finish it”

You snicker at his words, understanding the innuendo. Pulling yourself out of his embrace to give him a look of annoyance, “Well you better finish that lunch I brought for you because I will not be cooking dinner tonight. I’m going now” 

“You’re not staying?” he asks, holding you back pulling on your arm

“I’ll see you at home” you said then exited the room. Jaehyun knows not to fight you when you get in these kinds of mood, it’s better to let you be and appease to you later. He did make a mental note to buy your favorite pastries and flowers on his way home. 

Later that night, Jaehyun made sure to come home earlier than usual. You should be home by now but the lights in the apartment were still off, wondering where you could be he looked through the rooms only to find you already sleeping on the bed cuddling his pillow. You can’t sleep without burying your head against something, usually it’s Jaehyun you’re cuddling but since you’re being stubborn and he isn’t home yet you opted for his pillow instead. 

Jaehyun smiles at the sight in front of him. Walking towards you until he was standing beside the bed, pulling the blanket up to your shoulders to keep you warm until he gets to bed. Quietly stepping back out to the kitchen to put the flowers on a vase and the snacks he brought for you on the fridge for later. He quickly changed into more comfortable sweats, foregoing the shirt because you’re more than enough to keep him warm. 

Immediately when he got under the covers, you woke up from your sleep. Adjusting your vision to see your husband lay beside you before pulling you against his chest, tucking you under his chin. 

“Are you still mad at me?”

“No, missed you already” you mumble against his neck, still half asleep. 

Jaehyun smiles at your cute voice, kissing you on the head a couple of times. Hand resting on your waist under the covers with your legs tangled together. 

“Sorry I missed lunch” he hears you hum quietly, too tired to say the words but he knows he’s forgiven. Feeling a light kiss against his neck. 

“I love you” he whispers to you, this time you made effort to look at him in the eyes. Even though you’re still half asleep, you smile at your husband before kissing him on the lips. Today’s argument long forgotten and forgiven. 

“As I love you”

“Are they that afraid of me?”

“Baby, the last time you joined poker night Johnny almost lost his car” Jaehyun smiles at the memory. It’s a tradition with the boys ever since college to have poker night at least once a month, they used to do it more often when they lived together at their frat house but now they all have different schedules and jobs. 

It was where you and Jaehyun met. 

Doyoung, his frat brother, was a mutual friend. Doyoung invited you over for poker night when he heard you’re good at it. What he didn’t expect was for you to be the big winner for the night, Doyoung thinks half of his frat brothers either fell in love with you or hated you then and there. He also didn’t miss the lovestruck look on his younger brother’s face. 

Jaehyun was a known heartthrob across campus but he doesn’t really date. When he saw the younger one watch you all night long with that lovesick smile, Doyoung knew it was the start of something new. 

Jaehyun is a betting man, and that night he wanted to be all in with you. The mystery girl sitting across from him on the poker table. He’s willing to lose every hand if he’s playing against you. 

And Doyoung was right. The moment you were out the door, Jaehyun was knocking on his practically begging him for your number. Doyoung didn’t want you to be mad at him, knowing you’re a very private person and didn’t like giving your number that easily. Instead he told his younger brother to talk to you instead, and gave your usual breakfast order. 

The next morning, your favorite coffee and a croissant was already waiting for you on your table when you got to class. Looking around to see who put it there but no one was looking your way. 

You took a look at the note, a simple good morning and his number written. Signed off by one Jeong Jaehyun. 

It wasn’t that hard to fall in love with him. Jaehyun does live up to his valentine boy nickname. He’s a romantic at heart, he’s competitive and funny, a good listener and an even better kisser. It didn’t take that long until he got that sweet yes from you. 

Smiling back at him, watching him through the mirror as he picks a shirt to wear for the night. “I should’ve asked him for the car” you jokingly said. Standing up from where you were sitting to give Jaehyun a back hug. 

“He would probably lock the door if he sees you again during poker night”

“They fear what they can’t defeat” you say, kissing the back of his neck. Admiring your husband through the mirror. Years of being together but it still feels like you’re newly dating. Jaehyun made it his mission to make you feel like he’s courting you every day. Even after exchanging vows, he never fails to make you blush and make the butterflies in your stomach flutter away. 

Watching your reflections through the mirror, your arms were still hugging him with your hand on full display showing the shiny ring Jaehyun put on you years ago. Jaehyun can’t help the smile creeping on his lips whenever he sees it, a symbol that he gets to keep you forever.  

“Are you sure you’ll be fine here alone? I can tell the guys you need me here” he tells you, turning around to give you a proper hug. 

Putting your arms around his neck, pulling him down for a quick kiss. “I’ll be fine” Jaehyun chases your lips, kissing you once again. Deeper this time. Making you hum against his lips. 

“Yea but what if the baby need me or something?” this time you can’t help but laugh. Another symbol of your love, the life you created together. When you first told him you were pregnant, Jaehyun swore he fell in love with you harder. He thought he already loved you the most, but hearing you tell him you’re carrying his child made his heart feel like it’s about to burst out of his chest.

You’re only 3 months pregnant, but ever since you found out about the little human growing inside you, Jaehyun has been extra protective over you. To the extent that he won’t leave your side when he isn’t busy with work. It actually took some convincing from you to make him go back to his office, he thought he should work from home until after the baby’s birth but you insisted you didn’t to be watched over 24/7. 

“The baby is fine, I promise I’ll call you if I need anything” you assure him, smiling when he kissed you again. Arms hugging you closer against him. 

“If you keep kissing me like this, you’re going to be late” you said when he started to kiss you again. 

“If you weren’t already pregnant, you’d probably be if I keep kissing you like this” Jaehyun says with a smirk when you broke apart. 

Dodging his lips when he pulled you in again, “Hey” he says reaching out for you

“Tell you what, win a few rounds tonight I’ll give more kisses when you get home”

“You got yourself a deal, Mrs. Jeong” pulling you back to him, twirling you once before hugging you against him again “Tell Doyoung and Johnny they won’t be godfathers to our child if they don’t let me play next time”

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Sunflower Vol. 6

Sorry for taking so long! I love the song so I had a lot of fun writing this one. I hope you like it as well!

Genre: angst, some fluffiness

Words: 11,8K how in the hell did i get it this long i have no idea

Warning: some sexually suggestive scenes, no smut.

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Sunflower  Sunflower  My eyes  Want you more than a melody  Let me inside  Wish I could get to know you

You hadn't been too fond of the idea of going to a club that night and certainly did not expect to meet anyone to take home with you, but that all changed when among all those sweaty people on the dance floor, a familiar face walked up to you.

Your breath hitched in your throat as your tipsy brain registered that the owner of the face with beautiful dark eyes, surprisingly smooth light skin and pink gorgeous lips, was standing right there in front of you, eyes locked on yours.

He was quiet, not saying anything for a second or two, just observing you, maybe even waiting for you to make the first move.

Flustered but knowing you would regret it if you didn't take the chance, you decided to speak up.

"Hi," you said simply, feeling your heartbeat picking up its pace. You had to pinch yourself on your wrist to make sure it wasn't a dream you were currently in. The pain that came afterward made you even more ecstatic. You most definitely weren't sleeping.

"Hey," the man replied, giving you the slightest smile that made one of his dimples make an appearance. Seeing them so close instead of through a screen or farther away on the stage while being in the audience yourself made your heart nearly skip a beat. He was even more breathtaking up close, and that wasn't just the small amount of alcohol in your system talking.

He leaned a bit closer, making your whole body tense up slightly. As he leaned towards your ear, you picked up on the faint scent of his cologne, closing your eyes in delight. On top of everything you adored about this man, he even smelled good.

"What's your name?" He asked, placing a hand on your arm for not-so-needed leverage before pulling away and looking you in the eye again. His gaze was intense but non-threatening. It was effective, though. Gave you butterflies without much of an effort.

You replied with your name, having to repeat it a couple of times due to the loud music but once he finally got it, he flashed you one of his charming smiles again.

"Great name."

You couldn't fight off the grin forming on your face as you heard his compliment. Out of politeness, you asked for his name too, although you already knew the name he went by.

It seemed like he hesitated for a second, thinking of what to say. It didn't take long for him to give you an answer, but it was different from what you expected.

"Yuno."

Hearing the fairly familiar name, though you heard the other more often, you gave him a polite smile. "Nice to meet you, Yuno."

He chuckled at such formality, amused by how amid the drunken sweaty people who seemed to have left their manners outside of the club, you still made sure to be so polite.

"Nice to meet you too," he replied before letting his head begin to bop to the beat of the music.

Until now you hadn't realized you had stopped dancing, standing fully still in the middle of the dance floor. You began getting back into the rhythm, though your heart bumping against your chest made it hard to focus on the beat of the music.

"You looked like you needed a little saving."

You raised a brow at his comment, needing a bit more of an explanation as to why he thought so. "What do you mean?"

"It seemed like you were looking for a way out of here," he explained, gesturing to the people now practically rubbing their sweaty backs on both of you due to how full the dance floor was.

To be fair, just before your eyes had met his, you had been thinking of leaving. Your friends had left you, both of who you had come to the club with finding someone else to steal their attention for the night. You hadn't come for the same reason as them it seemed, so having been left alone you began thinking maybe leaving would have been better. If the man in front of you had taken a couple of seconds longer, you may have escaped before he got to you.

Smiling at the thought how big of a difference a few seconds could make and how suddenly the universe seemed to be on your side, making up for the worse-than-average day you had been having, you gained a little bit more confidence.

"Well, my knight in shining armor, what might be your great plan to save me?" You asked, looking up at him curiously and with excitement, as he bit his bottom lip almost seductively, clearly enjoying your exchange.

"You wanna get out of here?"

The question, so straightforward and sudden, left you speechless with your eyes widening.

Never would you have thought to hear such a question leave his mouth while directed at you. Your mind began whirring, creating scenarios of what sort of things could happen outside of the club if you agreed to his proposition.

You began smiling slightly as you thought of all the questions you could finally get the answers to. Nothing too revealing in your mind, just little harmless questions here and there to figure him out a little bit. He had always been a bit of a mystery to you, not one to open up to the public often. You wanted to find out some of his favorite things. Maybe favorite color, favorite season, maybe whether he was one to pour cereal in before milk or the other way around...

With all these thoughts entering your head, your excitement grew. You had never been so excited to get to know someone. But it was him. Of course he was always an exception.

You wanted to get him out of the bar to have some privacy, to properly talk and figure him out a bit. You started loathing the music playing in the club, the same overplayed songs blasting from the stereos were overpowering his sweet-sounding voice. You wanted to hear it loud and clear with no interruptions.

All you did was nod as an answer to his question before he took a hold of your wrist and began guiding you away from the dance floor and towards the exit.

Sunflowers Sometimes Keep it sweet in your memory I was just tongue-tied

As you walked out of the club, slinging your jacket over your now shivering shoulders you glanced over at Yuno who was putting on a mask along with a cap to cover his face as much as possible.

Realizing the situation, how he probably had to hide from the people who could recognize him, you wondered whether or not what you were about to do was a good idea after all.

Although you were beginning to have slight doubts about the whole situation, you knew if you let the opportunity pass, you'd regret it for the rest of your life. And with all that in mind, you decided to just suck it up and stay silent, following after him.

You only now realized as you let your gaze glance over his whole form, that he had dressed very casually. Just by looking at his outfit, it didn't seem that attention-grabbing. All he was wearing was black. Black everything. Black jeans, black graphic tee with a mask and cap to match. It was almost like he was trying to go incognito.

Though with a face like his with no covers, him standing out would have been an understatement.

Suddenly feeling sympathy towards him for having to even worry about such things, you fought the urge to bring it up. Instead of speaking up about it you just picked up your pace to come walking right next to him.

"So, where's my knight taking me?" You asked, hearing him chuckle at your choice of words. Though it was quite cheesy, you loved the fact that he found it rather amusing. You would never admit it, but you secretly very much enjoyed calling him that as well.

"Didn't think that far through," he admitted with a shrug as you both entered a park. He glanced around only to see a basketball left behind. He jogged up to it, grabbing the ball in his hands and giving it a few twirls. "Up for a quick game?"

"I'm not going to be much of a match for you," you couldn't help but laugh, catching the ball from him as he passed it to you with a bounce. You glanced at the outfit you were wearing, it wasn't very exercise-friendly. But then again neither were his.

"How do you know if I'm any good or not?" He asked, walking up to you and reaching for the ball again.

"Oh, uhh..." You stammered. Anyone who would have met him for the first time with no previous knowledge of him couldn't have commented on his skills with such confidence. Maybe with a bit of hesitance, yes, thanks to his fit form. But just in case, you figured you shouldn't be making such comments at all. "Just figured you might be better."

Only after thinking of a quick excuse, you realized he had snatched the ball from your hands already. You could see him raising a brow at your flustered state before turning to the hoop and throwing the ball through it effortlessly. The distance was quite big as well.

"See?" You nearly exclaimed, gesturing towards the ball that was now rolling away. "Was my assumption so far off after all?"

He only chuckled, pulling his mask down to rest on his chin as he jogged up to the ball, tossing it to you.

"Show me what you've got, then we can talk about your assumption."

You grabbed the ball, nearly missing it at first. You sent him an apprehensive look but he only encouraged you to give it a go. You did, only to completely miss the hoop. You looked away in embarrassment. "I told you!"

You got no response, instead, he went after the ball again. He jogged up to you in no time and handed you the ball, instructing you on how to hold and throw it. He even came behind you, hands on your sides which made you suck in a breath. It made you correct your posture a bit, take a more proper stance. Though it may have benefited you in succeeding to shoot with better accuracy, having his hands on you was quite distracting.

It was all hitting you again. You couldn't quite believe it was all actually happening. It all still felt like a strange dream where everything was moving too fast. You two hadn't even had a proper conversation yet. All you had talked about was your names, made some jokes about him being your knight, and saying a few things about your basketball skills and lack-thereof.

With minimal interactions, there you were with him behind you, his front against your back, hands caressing your sides before moving to your arms to help you with your form. He was wrapped around you even more now.

You couldn't help it, you turned your head enough to be met face to face with him. He glanced at you, eyes curiously running over your features. "What?" He asked gently, wanting to know what was running through your head for you to look as distraught as you did.

There was also a part of you that was afraid of speaking up just because it could ruin the moment. With his face so close to yours, eyes grazing over every inch of your face, you wouldn't have minded staring at his forever. If only you could have stayed standing so close to him for the rest of your days and gaze at his gorgeous features, you would have been perfectly fine with it being the only thing you'd see from now on.

Knowing the moment had to end sooner or later, you wished to keep this moment in your memories forever. But the night wasn't over yet. There were still other memories to be made if he was on board. But you were uncertain.

Inside your head, you were debating whether or not to say what was on your mind. One part of you was begging for a yes, the other warning you with a no.

"Jaehyun..." You whispered, hearing warning signals going off loudly in your mind, yet you kept ignoring them. You looked into his eyes, seeing his curious gaze remaining. "Do you want to go over to my place?"

You weren't sure if he understood what you were implying, but you figured it wouldn't be too hard to pick up on. After all, it was what one would expect from picking up someone at a club.

Waiting for his answer anxiously, feeling like—but being unable to—you should have said something else, not jump right into it but you couldn't find any words to make it any better. All you could do was stand there silent while waiting for his answer.

You felt his hands slowly dropping down your arms and you began to fear maybe you had just ruined everything, ruined your one and only chance. And just as you were beginning to give up entirely, he spoke up.

"Sure. Sounds good."

And I don't wanna make you feel bad But I've been trying hard not to talk to you My sunflower

Getting out of the taxi outside of your apartment building, your heart began thumping in your chest harder. The nerves were picking up. You were only a few flights of stairs and a couple of doors away from having Jaehyun in your apartment. He was practically a stranger, though you knew more about him than you had let on.

Internalizing this as well, you began feeling a bit guilty. You had been pretending not to know much about him, you had been asking some questions here and there during the taxi ride, getting vague answers in response. You tried to ask about things you normally would not know about someone you had just met.

You had been pretending the whole time, lying even. Though it was never a direct lie, more like hiding the truth.

The closer you got to your apartment, the more guilt began eating you alive. What would happen if he found out you knew? What if he saw those albums on your shelves, that one poster that had fallen behind a dresser that you just never put back up? It was likely that he'd find out.

The only way to guarantee he would never find out was to send him back home, to backtrack. And you wondered if you would be okay with giving up just like that.

On second thought, you knew you weren't going to be okay with that. But time was running out. You had to think of something.

As you were walking up the stairs in your apartment building, you became more and more nervous with each step, trying to think of something to maybe even distract him from the fact that you had merchandise of him in your home. But knowing how wrong it would be to lie to him about such a thing, to lead him on, you began second-guessing your plans.

Just as you unlocked the door and opened it slightly, you stopped. Before opening the door any further, you took a deep breath and turned towards him, unable to keep it in any longer. You had to do it, you had to be honest to even have the slightest chance with him.

"Before anything happens... I have to tell you something."

Jaehyun leaned against the wall, arms crossed over his chest while waiting for you to speak up. "Go ahead."

"I know you. I'm actually a big fan of yours. And I'm sorry for trying to keep that as a secret I just... I was afraid that maybe that would change things but you deserve to know. And if that's a dealbreaker for you, you can leave if it makes you more comfortable but I do want to let you know, that even though I've known you as Jaehyun for longer, I've loved getting to know a bit about Yuno. And I'd like to get to know you more if you only let me."

Jaehyun only smiled. The reaction was very different from what you had thought it might be. He was surprisingly calm, taking it all very well.

"I kind of figured," he admitted, surprising you. "You called me Jaehyun earlier. It's all good. No worries."

You were dumbstruck by how carefree he was acting. You always saw him as someone easygoing but the more you found out about him, the more curious you got. You wondered how else he could surprise you...

"So, you still want to come in, or?" You asked, still surprised.

"Does it look like I'm leaving?" He asked, voice gentle as he leaned over to place his hand on the door and pushing it wide open before stepping inside.

I couldn't want you any more Kiss in the kitchen like it's a dance floor I couldn't want you any more tonight

Still stunned by how composed he was about the whole thing, about you trying to make it seem like you hardly knew him, you still found it in you to shake it off and follow after him into your tiny apartment. He took off his cap and mask, taking a look around, a few items catching his attention.

"You like sunflowers?" He asked, grabbing one of the decorative pillows from the couch that was shaped like a sunflower. He squeezed it, running his palm over the center, feeling the soft material.

You hummed in agreement, gesturing to the planters near the window where you had planted a few yourself. "It's my favorite flower."

Jaehyun went over to the flowers, inspecting them, letting his fingers gently graze the petals. He also seemed a bit surprised by the height up close. They were quite close to his height.

"Why?" He inquired, looking to the shelf where you had a picture of you and your friend from a sunflower festival, posing in front of a field of sunflowers. He smiled at the picture but turned to you with a raised brow, still curious about your answer.

You shrugged, not quite knowing what to say. "They're pretty?" You replied with a small laugh. "They smell nice, they're vibrant, they're... It's a happy flower. Have you ever seen a person look at a sunflower and not smile?" You asked, bringing your finger up to the side of your head and tapping your temple. "Something to think about."

Jaehyun couldn't help but chuckle. The laugh ended quickly and a questioning look came across his face. It took him a few seconds to brush it off, tilting his head and agreeing. "I guess you're right."

His gaze wandered back to the picture framed on the shelf. He walked closer, taking it in his hand and glancing over the picture. He smiled some more as he saw the joyful grins on you and your friends' faces. "Where was this?" He asked, gesturing to the picture.

You walked up to him and looked down at the picture as well. "Taebaek. We went there last year. It was awesome... Have you ever been?"

Jaehyun shook his head, eyes still glued to the picture.

"You should go some time. It's definitely worth it."

His signature dimples showed up again, catching your attention. "Cute." He turned to look at you, the dimple on his right cheek deepening as he smirked.

Suddenly feeling a bit flustered by his gaze and took a step back. "Uhm... Can I get you anything? A drink? Is water okay?" You asked as you walked up to the kitchen that wasn't more than a few steps away due to the small space. You didn't really get to do anything other than grabbing a glass from the cabinet before Jaehyun came to your side again. You glanced at him to see him looking you down with amused glint in his eyes.

"Getting cold feet?"

You looked away, setting the glass down on the counter before leaning your hands on the cold surface. You didn't want to admit it but you were nervous. Still unable to fully comprehend how this was all really happening. You still didn't quite believe he was there in your kitchen standing so close to you, his breath fanning the side of your face. Somehow you were still expecting yourself to wake up and realize it was all a dream.

But as he leaned closer, his lips now grazing your neck, you shuddered. Barely even touching you, he already caused such reactions.

He began placing kisses on your neck, moving up slowly until his lips were right against your ear. "Well?" He asked, moving right behind you and placing his hands on the counter on either side, making you lean forward even more. "Are you?" He asked again, making sure you were still on board.

Instead of answering him instantly, you turned around, leaning back against the counter and looking up at him to see his dark and intense eyes on you, waiting for your response. You gazed into his eyes for a bit before your eyes landed on his beautiful pink lips. Whether he did it intentionally or not, he licked his lips, biting gently on the bottom one, still waiting.

Those beautiful lips... They were right there in front of you for you to reach out just a little bit to kiss. It all felt too good to be true. You and him, in your kitchen, in such close proximity... It felt so unreal.

Even if it ended up being a dream, in the end, you still wanted to make the most of it. You wanted to finally do what you had been thinking about ever since you saw him at the club. The second you laid your eyes on him and those wonderful lips of his, you could not stop wanting to kiss him.

So you slowly raised your hand behind his neck and pulled him in for a kiss. He stepped even closer in response, closing the remaining distance between your bodies and placing his hands on your hips, running up and down your sides as your arms wrapped around his neck, lips molding together in a way that made you want to continue kissing him until yours fell off and you no longer could.

He took a step back after a while, pulling you with him as if taking the lead on the dancefloor. But instead of dancing with your bodies, it was your lips doing the dance instead, and they were in perfect sync.

It didn't take long until you were being guided away, fingers wrapping around items of clothing and tugging as if asking for permission to remove them. You only stopped kissing for the time that it took to remove an item of clothing before picking up where you left off and repeating it all over again as another clothing item was removed.

And so the dance moved from the dancefloor—better known as your kitchen—to the bed.

Wondering headsake Tired eyes are the death of me Mouth full of toothpaste Before I got to know you

Waking up, you opened your eyes only to close them back when the bright light blinded your vision. You grumbled quietly and turned to your side, back facing the window where the light was coming from. Still feeling tired, you wished to just fall back asleep, let your body go back to resting.

Before you could, though, you felt the covers being pulled away from you, completely.

Startled at first, your eyes shot wide open but as your eyes fell on the sleeping man in front of you, the panic you initially felt began subsiding.

You watched as Jaehyun hogged the covers to himself, his eyes closed and lips slightly puckered as he slept. Completely unaware of the world around him in his peaceful form, you found yourself smiling down at the sight of him.

You noticed his hair falling over his eyes and instinctively reached out to brush them away. You pushed them back, feeling the soft strands falling through the gaps between your fingers with ease. It reminded you of the night before, though your hold on his hair then may have been a tad harsher.

You pulled your hand away before the back of your knuckles could caress his soft cheeks. You were still sleepy but the happenings of last night were all starting to come back to you again.

You sighed before getting up from the bed, heading over to the bathroom. You went along with your routine as you normally did, getting to brush your teeth. You stood there in front of the mirror and finally took a good look at your tired eyes. You huffed, wondering what time it was. You hadn't checked yet. Just as you were exiting the bathroom to go and check the time, you halted in your tracks. Your attention was caught by Jaehyun who was still lying in your bed.

You found yourself suppressing a giggle at how tightly he was hugging onto the covers, finding the sleeping habit adorable beyond words. And once again—not surprising you at this point—your gaze got stuck on him, swallowed up by him even while sleeping.

You noticed him stirring so you quickly got back into the bathroom, hearing the shuffling of the sheets and creaking of the mattress as he presumably stretched.

You took a peek, checking to see if he had woken up. He had. He was sitting at the edge of the bed, rubbing his eyes before looking up and showing you his equally tired eyes as yours were. On him, the look was much cuter, though. Somehow even with tired eyes, he managed to look good, make you want to engulf him in your arms, and kiss him all over.

"Ah... You'll be the death of me," you whispered to yourself.

"What?" Jaehyun asked as he yawned.

"Good morning," you said louder, covering your mouth as you remembered it was full of toothpaste. You quickly spit out the excess and got back to the doorway, seeing him looking for his clothes from the war. "Did you sleep well?" You asked, letting your eyes run over his lean yet muscular body. Although you had seen a lot last night, it still seemed like it was not enough.

"Yeah," he replied, seeming to struggle to put on his jeans, stumbling slightly as he still tried to get himself to wake up properly. "Your bed is really comfortable."

It almost seemed like he was in a rush, the way he was putting on his clothes instantly after getting up, checking his phone and putting it in his pocket immediately.

"There's a spare toothbrush if you wanna use it," you told him in an attempt to keep him a bit longer, to make a little more conversation with him.

He turned to look at you, nodding and pushing his hair away from his face. He strolled over to you, stepping past you and looking for the unopened toothbrush. You looked at him, wondering if leaving his shirt off was necessary when it was in his hands only a few seconds ago. Not that you minded, the sight was quite pleasing to look at.

Keeping your eyes on his back and the muscles that contracted with each move, you asked a question, though the answer was quite obvious. "You in a rush?"

He nodded. "Kinda," he answered almost embarrassed, beginning to brush his teeth with quite a lot of force. You almost grimaced, feeling bad for his poor teeth.

"I feel bad for sending you off with an empty stomach, do you want any—"

"No, thanks. I can grab something on the way or eat something quick at the dorms."

Feeling disappointed by how little conversation he was willing to make made you fight back the pout threatening to appear on your lips. You just got back to brushing your teeth and minding your own business, thinking back on how much time you had spent with him and how little you actually had found out about him, yet there you two were, brushing your teeth together. It was so domestic, and oddly it felt very comfortable, though you didn't know each other that well.

As if noticing your disappointment, Jaehyun spoke up. He leaned his head back a bit, to prevent spitting out any toothpaste. "Any plans for today?"

Figuring he was asking just to be polite, you shrugged as an answer. You finished brushing your teeth and set everything to the side before continuing your answer. "Probably just hanging around. I'm free today, so..."

Jaehyun followed suit, spitting out the toothpaste then rinsing his mouth. "Sounds nice," he sighed, almost sounding envious.

You looked at his face through the mirror, seeing the slight frown on his face, making him look even more tired. You started to feel a bit bad for him, wishing there could have been something you could do to help him out.

"Well, I've gotta get going," he said, brushing past you and going over to the bed to grab his shirt before pulling it over his head. He glanced over at a mirror, tidying up his hair a bit before putting on the cap and taking the mask in hand from yesterday.

You crossed your arms, walking over to the door to your apartment to see him off. You waited patiently as he came to stand beside you.

"I had fun," he said, looking at you with a slight smile while putting on the mask.

You agreed, smiling also. "Me too."

He opened the door but before he stepped out, he took out his phone. "Before I go, what's your number?"

The smile on your face widened at his question. You told him your number, watching closely as he typed it down and added it to his contacts. As he finished, he put his phone in his pocket and took a look at you. His eyes lingering as a grin appeared on his face. Though you couldn't see his lips, his eyes gave it away. He pulled the mask down before gently taking your face in his hands and leaning for a soft kiss.

You found yourself leaning into him, wanting the moment to last forever. Something about his lips was just so captivating and you swore you could kiss them for eternity if only he let you.

He pulled away after a while, running his thumb over your bottom lip as your eyes gazed up at him still.

"I'll text you," he said before finally leaving your apartment. The door closed in front of you and you were left standing there with your fingers going up to the lips he had just kissed. You smiled, doing a little victory dance just from the pure excitement you felt. You still had the chance to get to know him more.

I've got your face Hung up high in the gallery Out of this shade

After deciding to sleep just a bit more, take a little nap, you finally got out of bed and ready to spend the whole day just chilling, listening to music, maybe watching whatever you were in the mood for.

Now that you were alone in your apartment everything started to feel even more like a dream. A very vivid, realistic dream. Not realistic in the way that everything that happened seemed realistic, you still couldn't quite comprehend how you even got into such a situation, no. Realistic in the way that you could still feel the touches and kisses, his skin beneath your palms, his hair entangled with your fingers... It was all still very distinctly in your mind.

You glanced at your phone every once in a while, hoping a notification would appear from Jaehyun himself. You were slightly regretting not asking for his number in return but at the same time thought it was good that you didn't think to do so. You were afraid of getting too clingy, too attached too soon.

It wasn't that much of a surprise, given that you had been a fan of him before, and still were. It was almost expected that you'd be so invested in him with little to no proper conversing. The fact that he still didn't know much about you, you being not much more than a stranger to him made you wonder about his intentions.

You had made it clear that you'd be willing to see him again, to get to know him more and him asking for your number had initially given you the same idea. But after some time you began wondering what was it that made him interested. You hadn't given him many reasons for him to keep you around, at least you thought. You two hadn't talked much, so the only thing that you thought could have made him stay interested was...

Your eyes landed on your bed that pretty much was what you thought might have been the reason. A part of you was disappointed that it may have been the main reason and not your personality but another part of you also received a big ego boost from the thought.

But whatever it may have been to keep his interest, you were happy that it did.

Wanting to stop thinking about such things for a while, you decided to go and prepare something to eat. As you moved over to the kitchen, something peeking from beneath your shelf caught your attention. It was one of the posters you had recently taken off the wall. Not remembering putting it on that side of the shelf, you went over and pulled it out. It was a picture of Jaehyun, though something about it had changed.

Not the picture itself, but the poster in general. There seemed to have been something written in the corner. It was his signature, plain and simple, but beside it, there was also a little drawing of a sunflower.

You couldn't help the smile forming on your face. You had no idea when he had the time to do it, most likely after you fell asleep. Just the fact that he had even thought of doing such a little thing and to surprise you with it warmed your heart.

Suddenly the poster became much more important.

Biting your lip deep in thought, you started looking around to see if you could find a nice place to hang the poster on. You moved some things around to find a nice place and once you did, you made sure to hang it as straight as possible.

You took a step back, smiling. You moved over to the window to adjust the blinds so the light wouldn't reflect too harshly from the poster. You wanted to see it clearly with no light obscuring the view.

You sat down on your bed, hands behind you for support as you gazed up at the poster. Though the picture itself was beautiful, you found yourself gazing at the simple autograph and cute sunflower doodle in the corner.

You found yourself wondering if you should buy a fitting frame for it.

Your flowers just died Plant new seeds in the melody Let me inside, I wanna get to know you I don't wanna make you feel bad But I've been trying hard not to act a fool My sunflower

You two started keeping in touch, it didn't take more than a couple of days for him to reach out for the first time. It was mostly some casual conversation. It was only through texts you got something out of him. If you saw each other, it was often at your place and you didn't have much time for talking when other things kept you occupied.

You still tried to get him to talk. Asking him questions but also backing away when you sensed he was getting a bit uncomfortable with all the quizzing. He was hard to crack, and though it proved to be frustrating at times, it never even crossed your mind to give up.

He never really allowed you to get to know him fully. The only thing you could figure out about him was what songs he liked to listen to, he would often give you suggestions when asked, and even a few for movies here and there.

From what you saw, it seemed like a lot was going on inside his mind. He had many thoughts, his brain always whirring yet he chose not to share much. He was a very private person and you understood that and wanted to respect his decision, but you couldn't help but be curious.

One day when you got a text from him very suddenly if he could come over, you thought maybe now was the time when he was ready to talk about everything. You always told him you'd lend him a listening ear, even a shoulder to cry on if he ever needed one. Sensing from the text that something was up, you agreed with no hesitation, waiting for him to come over.

He did, and he greeted you with a kiss. It caught off your own greeting but you gave into him. He started already guiding you back further into the apartment. You were slightly taken aback by his actions and though you wanted to continue, you had to make sure what was going on.

He got you up to the bed, gently pushing you down and climbing on top of you. He kissed your shoulders and neck but before he got to your lips, you placed your hands on his shoulders and pushed him back a bit to look him in the eye. "What's going on, Jae?"

He sighed, frowning as he rolled off of you, sitting down. You joined him, sitting up and moved right next to him, getting more worried by the second as he stayed silent.

You placed your hand on his knee, running it up and down on his thigh as a comforting gesture. You waited patiently for him to talk. It already looked like he was about to, so you didn't want to rush him.

He glanced down at your hand that was on his thigh and although for a second it seemed like he might reach out and take it in his, he didn't. Instead, his hands moved behind him, his body leaning backward.

"We're going on tour," he said. "World tour."

You slowly pulled your hand away from him, realizing what he was getting at.

"I'll be gone for months," he added, though that was a given.

"So... What? Is this it?"

Jaehyun turned to you with furrowed brows, confused. "What do you mean?"

"This is it. Us? Done?"

The tone of your voice sounded harsh and you knew that but you couldn't control it at the moment. You had thought you two had been making some progress, thought that he was finally getting to the point of sharing some things with you but instead he came to tell you he was going away, almost like slipping away from your fingers when you almost got a firm grip on him.

"Is that what you want?" Jaehyun asked, surprised.

No, you thought to yourself, though didn't dare to say out loud. That is not what I want. But I'm tired of waiting for something that might never happen. Maybe this is the right time to let go.

You shrugged. "What else is there to do?"

For the first time while getting to know him, he seemed to be at a loss for words. He rarely talked much but it was never because he didn't have anything to say, he just didn't want to share much. This time around though, he did not know what to say.

"Where is all this coming from?"

You shrugged, looking down at your lap to avoid his gaze.

"Talk to me."

"What do you know about talking?" You snapped, turning to him with a firm gaze.

He let out yet another sigh. "Fine, I get it. I don't talk. I—"

"No, it's okay. You don't have to explain yourself I get it. I'm sorry," you stopped him before he could continue. "It's just... I'm afraid I'm looking for more than you are. And I'm tired of waiting for nothing. I'm tired of waiting like a fool."

"You're not a fool," he said gently, voice quiet and soft.

You shook your head. "Well, I feel like one."

"I'm... I just..." He began, clearly not sure how to go about. "I don't think I can... give you what you're looking for," he finished, voice still gentle and careful.

You nodded, smiling sadly. "I know..."

An uncomfortable silence settled. Both of you were just sitting on the bed, avoiding each other's gazes. Neither of you knew what to say. Or maybe both of you did, but neither wanted to say it.

Even though he wasn't one to talk a lot, Jaehyun was the one to speak up finally.

"So... Ending this is the best option here?" He asked, clearly avoiding ending things for as long as possible.

You let yourself fall back down on the bed, feeling defeated. It was all coming to an end. The daydream you had been living was turning into a more of a nightmare. But you planned to wake up before that happened.

"I guess so... You'll go focus on the tour and I'll... try to cope," you chuckled, though it sounded more sorrowful than joyful.

Jaehyun lied down on the bed next to you, propped up on his arm as he looked down at you. He rested the side of his head on his closed fist and expected your eyes to meet his.

"Look at me," he said. You kept your head turned away from him. "Hey," he repeated, fingers now coming in contact with your jaw and turning you towards him. You gave in, eyes finally meeting his. He smiled, letting you see those dimples that you adored. "I had fun. A lot of fun."

His hand settled on your cheek, caressing and you instinctively leaned into the touch. You even placed a small kiss on his palm, smiling sadly once more. "Me too."

"How do you feel about going for one last round?" He asked, in an attempt to lighten the mood. "Before goodbyes."

You couldn't help but let out a small laugh. He was kind of proving that what you had assumed was correct. It often did feel like he was in it only for the physical aspects. But knowing you would miss him in every way possible, you agreed with a mere nod.

Jaehyun leaned down to kiss you, slowly moving his body on top of yours. You melted in his arms, wondering if letting this happen one more time was a bad idea. But the daydream had yet to turn into a nightmare, and you were okay with risking it having enough time to turn into one. Just for one more night together.

The morning after you woke up and he was nowhere to be seen. It was like he was never there. The only evidence of anything ever happening was on the poster that you had once again pulled down from the wall and placed behind the shelf. There it was behind the piece of furniture collecting dust, accompanied by an autograph and a sunflower.

I couldn't want you any more Kiss in the kitchen like it's a dance floor I couldn't want you any more tonight

A couple of months went by and you found yourself finally recovering from everything. You had gotten so incredibly attached to a man you barely knew, though since you had been a fan of his for a long time, it didn't feel like that was the case. Still, you knew his idol self was different from his real self. That's not to say he was faking it, but there were things you witnessed when being with him that you would have never seen if you only remained as a fan, watching him through a screen.

You still missed him. You missed having him around. You missed his texts, his voice, his presence, his touch. You missed everything. But it had become easier to cope with it. You no longer spent nights crying over it, wishing he would come back to you and everything would be okay again.

But were things okay before?

There was always something missing with him. You were aware of the fact, yet missing him had made you forget about all the negative aspects of being with him. All you remembered were the positives. And it made you miss him, want him back even more.

Just as you had begun to think you were finally starting to get over him, just as you were finding comfort in the beautiful fields full of the gorgeous yellow sunflowers going on for miles in front of you, you got a text that seemed to flip your world upside down once again.

You held your breath, fingers fiddling with the hem of your shirt as the other hand was holding the mobile device in hand. On the screen, there was only a picture. And in the picture, there was a wall covered in sunflowers and a shadow of a familiar person.

Your eyes moved over to the sender, seeing the name Jae. You blinked a couple of times, even rubbed your eyes a bit to see clearly, for the sender to change. Yet all those efforts changed nothing. It was still him who sent it. And only just now. It wasn't an old message, it was brand new.

Suddenly, three dots appeared at the bottom of the screen. He was writing something.

You waited anxiously, biting your nails with your eyes glued to the screen. It didn't take long until a message appeared.

Jae Reminded me of you

Your heart skipped a beat, hand coming up to rest over your chest where you could feel your heartbeat getting louder. Tears pricked your eyes, he ended up messaging you anyway after all these months.

Jae Found it while walking around. Thought you might like it.

While you were pondering over what to answer, yet another message was sent.

Jae I miss you

Those three simple words made you want to drop to your knees right then and there and cry your eyes out. You fought against the urge, wanting to stay as composed as possible as to not draw too much attention to yourself.

Never in a million years would you have thought he would be the one to message you after so long. And with a clear message, "I miss you."

It was so unlike him to be so upfront and honest about how he was feeling that you couldn't help but wonder if something had happened. Or was it the same for him as it was for you, and you just missed each other.

Finding the timing quite shocking, how he sent you pictures of sunflowers he had come across for you to see while you were standing in front of a field of those same flowers, you couldn't help but laugh. You snapped a picture of the view and send it back to him, following up with a text complementing his timing.

He sent a couple of laughing emojis in your way, clearly a bit taken aback as well.

Jae Taebaek?

You Yup. Decided to come anyway.

You were reminded of a time when you had asked him to come with you to the festival. He at first seemed a bit apprehensive but agreed. That plan fell through quite fast, though. He was currently out of the country and would be even after the festival ended.

Jae Who did you go with?

You Alone.

Three dots appeared, then went away, coming back and disappearing once more. It seemed like he was thinking about what to say. When he finally sent a message, you frowned.

Jae I'm sorry.

You It wasn't your fault. The tour came out of nowhere.

Jae That's not what I'm sorry for.

You began walking along the path that would lead you away from the fields as you stared down at the screen, waiting for the three dots to disappear and a message to reveal itself. He was taking quite a long time and as every second passed you grew more and more anxious.

Jae I'm sorry for how things turned out. I'm sorry for keeping to myself so much, I'm sorry for being distant... I was trying to distance myself from you, knowing this might not work out for the better so I didn't even want to try. I'm sorry for acting cold. And I'm sorry for acting indifferent when I knew you were hurting. If it makes you feel any better, I've been hurting too.

You You have?

You sent a text back, surprised that he would. You had seen videos of him on tour, even in interviews. Nothing had seemed off about him. He'd been his normal self which is why this information was especially surprising. But he was a professional, able to leave his worries off stage.

Jae Yes. I know, unbelievable, right? The ice king himself has emotions too.

You Stop that. You're not that cold.

Jae Well, I guess so. I'm still a bit hurt. I keep thinking about something.

You What is that?

Jae Do you miss me too?

You smiled, realizing you never actually said it back. That was yet another surprise.

You I miss you too

Jae Well, you won't have to keep missing me for long. I'll be back soon.

I couldn't want you any more Kids in the kitchen listen to dance hall I couldn't want you any more tonight

You were once again back to living your little daydream. You two kept texting back and forth, talking about your days and planning things to do when he traveled back to Korea.

The waiting was proving to be quite difficult. You just could not wait to have him in your arms again. You wanted to jump on him the second he'd walk through your front door and kiss him, tell him how much you missed having him around, making up for all those moments when you wanted to be together but couldn't due to you being in different countries.

At times you would stop what you were doing and just think. How in the hell did you even end up in this situation?

Never did you think you'd get so lucky to ever even meet your idol but to actually build a relationship with him, and a romantic at that, you still couldn't believe it. It had been something you could only dream of for years, though you always figured it would never happen. You always kept telling yourself it was just a fantasy, something you needed a reality check from so you never thought to even try and pursue it in any way. Yet there you were, sitting on your bed with your phone in hand, sending messages to each other, and not ones you paid a monthly fee for. They were free and he was voluntarily messaging you, talking to you.

It's like all your fantasies, every single one of them, was being brought to life with him. Many of the scenarios you'd thought about with him back when you were only a fan were becoming a reality, one by one. You thought it was safe to say you weren't just a fan anymore.

It was so unbelievable, even after all these months you still had trouble comprehending it.

You kept wondering what other little fantasies could come through.

Just as such thoughts came into mind, you read the text Jaehyun had sent not more than a few seconds ago. He was telling you about the cute kids he met while shooting something outside, how he and a few other members played with the children for a while, completely forgetting about filming for some time. He told you how tiring it had been but said he didn't regret it for even a second. He loved kids.

You couldn't help but smile at the thought, the image that was created in your head. You hoped to see some clips of it when whatever they were filming was posted. But knowing that it happened, even if you never got to see it with your own eyes, was enough to fuel your fantasies even more.

You'd never dare to say it out loud especially to him, knowing how distant he already was, but your mind did drift to one scenario that made your heart flutter.

You could easily picture being there sitting around, just as you were now, but with Jaehyun in the kitchen with a little kid in his arms, maybe another one standing beside him and excited to help with the cooking. Or maybe more excited to eat the food being cooked.

You could picture him finishing up with the food for the kids and come back over to you, tired eyes closing as he'd fall on the couch with you. He'd complain about how tired he was, how the kids had woken him up so early, and just let you wrap your arms around him and hold him close.

You both would look at your kids eating at the table while singing along to the radio that was quietly playing some music from the kitchen, happiness building up within both of you.

Those thoughts only fueled your want for him. Although you may have not been in the right place in life to grow a family, and he for sure was not, you couldn't help but wonder if that was a possibility in the future.

Realizing you were dreaming about such things with a man you hadn't even established a committed relationship with, you quickly shook your head and tried your best to get rid of such thoughts. You turned back to your phone, sending him a text back. You were getting way ahead of yourself with your little imaginary scenarios.

That still didn't stop you from drifting back to them every once in a while.

Sunflower My eyes Want you more than a melody Let me inside Wish I could get to know you

The second you saw a taxi pull up in front of your apartment building you bolted out of the door, running down the stairs and meeting with Jaehyun at the entrance. He smiled widely as he saw you but his smile turned into a look of surprise when you ran up to him and threw your body on his. He caught you but stumbled in slightly, laughing at how excited you were to see him.

"I missed you," you muffled out due to your face being buried in his neck.

He chuckled, embracing you tightly. "I missed you too."

Though reading those words from him through text had made your heart flutter, hearing them come from his mouth made your heart explode. You squeezed him even harder before pulling away and grabbing his hand in yours. "Come on, let's go inside," you said and began pulling him towards your apartment.

The closer you got, the more of a bounce your step gained. You two hadn't seen each other for months, which meant you were lacking in some physical needs quite a bit. You were excited to get that out of the way, thinking Jaehyun had similar thoughts based on your history with him.

What you found surprising when you finally got to your apartment was that he was leisurely walking further in and plopping down on the bed. He bent his arm beneath his head and eyes closed before peeking one eye open with a lazy smile as he looked to you.

You raised a brow but stayed silent. You walked over, hopping on the bed, and straddled his waist. You ran your hands up his front, starting from his stomach and moving to his shoulders before leaning in for a kiss. He kissed back, softly, much softer than what you were used to from him but the gentleness made butterflies erupt in your stomach more than any passionate, needy one ever could.

You began kissing down his neck, hands moving down his body once more. He hummed, you could feel the vibrations against your lips as they grazed over his throat. A smile formed on your face, satisfied with his reaction. But once your hands reached the buckle of his belt, he grasped your wrist in his hand and pulled it away. Before you could question his actions or worry about doing something, he spoke up.

"Can we just... lie here for a while? Just talk?"

Surprised by his proposition to talk, you sat up and raised a brow at him. "Are you serious?"

He only nodded, hands coming to place down on your thighs that were on either side of him, running his palms up and down soothingly, no hidden intentions behind the sweet, innocent gesture.

"Come on, stop lying," you laughed, leaning down with both hands on either side of his head. You leaned in further and pecked his lips before catching his bottom lip between your teeth. He groaned, hands coming to rest on your hips.

"I'm not lying, baby."

Your actions came to a halt at the pet name that just came out of his mouth in a whisper. You quickly turned to look away from him as you felt your face heat up, a grin forming on your face. He had never said that to you before. Not once.

He ran his hands up your sides and gently placed his palms on your cheeks, turning you to look at him again. He smiled. If he noticed the effect he had on you, he hid it.

"As much as I'd love to do that, I'm just too exhausted," He whispered, kissing your forehead to reassure you he wasn't refusing your offer for any other reason. "I just wanna chill here and talk. Are you okay with that? I want to know how you're doing."

You smiled softly, nodding as you lied down next to him. You scooted closer, half of your body thrown over his as you gazed up into his tired yet happy eyes.

"Yes, I'm ok with that... But what's with the sudden need to talk? All we've been doing for the past few weeks is talk through texts." You wondered out loud, reaching out to play with his soft hair.

"Sure, we've talked a lot. But I want to know more about you."

You swore that you would suffer a heart attack soon if he didn't stop with his sweet words and soft smiles that were accompanied by his deep dimples. Even such a sentence caused your heart to skip a beat. Knowing he genuinely wanted to learn more about you warmed your heart. Maybe this time things could work for the better and you'd properly get to know him.

The daydream was back and going strong.

Sunflowers just died Keep it sweet in your memory I'm still tongue-tied Sunflower, sunflower

But even the sweetest of dreams have to come to an end at some point.

It didn't take long until you got a call from him out of the blue while you were hanging out with friends. You wondered what it might be about since he knew you were busy.

You picked up the phone, seeing your friends turn to you, curious to know what was going on.

"Hello?" You answered carefully.

"Hey... baby," he said the pet name with hesitance. "I need to talk to you. Can I come over?"

"I'm with some friends, can't you come by later?"

You saw your friends sharing a look before teasing smiles were shown your way. It looked like they had caught on to you.

"I-I'm sorry but this is urgent."

"What's wrong?" You asked, face filling up with worry.

This caused your friends to lose their smiles. They noticed something was wrong.

"I-I..." A deep sigh was heard from the phone. "I need to talk to you. Face to face. Please."

Hearing the urgency in his voice, you gave in. Something was off. And you had a bad feeling of what it may be.

"Sure. I'll see you soon."

"Thank you," he let out a breath of relief, yet he still sounded worried. "See you in a few."

You put your phone away the second the call ended and apologized to your friends that you had to leave so early. They said their byes and wished for everything to be alright. As you left, you could still hear them chatting to each other. You heard them whispering about whether anyone knew what was going on or if you were dating someone.

"After that call? A breakup might await," you heard one of your friends say and you felt a painful pang in your chest. That's exactly what you were afraid of.

You weren't too far from your apartment. It took about ten minutes to get there on foot. Often a little more than that, but you were in a rush.

You decided to wait outside for Jaehyun to come. You stood there with your foot tapping on the ground nervously while crossing your arms and thinking through all the possible reasons why he'd ask to meet you so suddenly.

After a couple of more minutes went by, you saw a car pull up in front of the building. You glanced away from it, looking for a taxi instead. But you were surprised to see Jaehyun getting out of the car, looking at you with a worried look.

You looked at the car again, making sure it wasn't a taxi. It wasn't. You looked inside to see the driver peering at you with curiosity. The moment your eyes met his, he looked away.

You looked to Jaehyun, confused. Before you got to ask what was going on, he spoke up.

"That's my manager."

Your eyes widened as you realized this could only mean one thing. The company had found out about you two.

You didn't know how to react, so instead, you kept your eyes on Jaehyun as he came over to you and gently turned to you towards the front doors. He began guiding you inside, letting you unlock the doors.

You got into your apartment a little too quickly for your liking. You wished time would have just stopped for a few minutes when you were in the stairwell. You wanted everything to just freeze so you could have time to comprehend what was happening or was about to happen.

You had talked about it a couple of times how the company should never find out about you two but you rarely ever went out of your apartment anyway so you both never stressed about it too much. Somehow, you two had been found, though. Now you had to face the consequences. And you feared it would hurt you more than just a simple punishment. But you were also scared of what Jaehyun might have to face. He was signed in the company after all.

You closed the door quietly and moved over to the couch where Jaehyun was already sitting on, head in his hands in distress.

You sat down, placing a hand on Jaehyun's thigh and he pulled his hands away from his face. He turned to look at you with sad eyes.

Tears began forming in your eyes already even before either of you said a word. You already knew what was coming. And it hurt.

Jaehyun bit back his own tears as he pulled you in for a hug.

As you cried while clinging to him for dear life, you couldn't help but think how unfair it all felt. He hadn't come back that long ago and here he was being taken away from you again. This time around, you had thought maybe you could make some progress in your relationship. And you had. You were closer than ever, he had opened up about a lot of things in his life, just like you had about yours. This all made you fall for him even harder. And you swore you could feel the same from him as well.

But all that progress turned out to be for nothing as now you were forced to call it quits.

Not much was talked about the possible reasons why you were caught. Jaehyun trusted the fact that you hadn't uttered a word to anyone, and you hadn't. Your friends had no idea you were involved with anyone before earlier that day, and now you didn't have to lie to them since it was coming to an end.

Jaehyun had been careful but living in the dorms with many other people it was hard to sneak out without anyone noticing. He trusted his members to not rat him out but there were also managers, some a little more lenient than others, and some more prone to eavesdropping. And there were also sasaengs waiting for them outside. They could have followed behind without him realizing although he always tried to be careful.

Neither of you wanted to dwell on the reasons because they didn't matter. No matter what the reason was, you had to stop seeing each other.

There was no need for apologies because neither of you was in the wrong. It just sucked that having been found out meant it had to stop completely.

"I tried to talk to them, you know?" Jaehyun spoke up after a while. "I tried to negotiate my way out of it but they didn't accept it."

You almost wanted to cry more after hearing that. You hadn't talked about your relationship that much, you had never talked whether you were committed or not, whether it was official but hearing that he tried his best to keep you around let you know he was serious about you.

"And I... I can't risk losing my career. I just can't," he said almost remorsefully.

"And you shouldn't," you spoke up, wiping away your tears and looking him in the eye. "You should never risk your career for me."

Although a part of you felt hurt that he wouldn't even consider it, you didn't hold it against him. You knew he was passionate about his work. He loved it, even if it brought problems along the way. This is what he was meant to do and he shone so brightly when he got to showcase his talent. He was such a talented person, it would have been a shame if he stopped doing what he loved just for you.

"And don't you dare say sorry," you added just as he was about to open his mouth.

He chuckled sadly, shaking his head. You could see right through him now.

He felt disappointed. You were one of the few people who seemed to truly understand him. He wasn't one to show his emotions easily, he rarely liked to talk about his personal issues. But with you, he had gotten so comfortable. With you, he felt like he could be as open as possibly could.

He hated the fact that it had to end like this. He didn't want it to, and he knew you didn't want it to either.

You stared at him as he sat there deep in thought. It physically hurt, felt like someone was tearing your heart out now that he was pulled away from you. The fairytale you were living in was shattering, reality peeking through the cracks, ready to bust it down.

What made it worse was that at this moment you realized you loved him. Sure you may have said you loved him even before you got to know him since you had been a fan but to you the Jaehyun you saw through a screen was different from the one you were sitting next to. The love you had for the two was different. And the love you felt at the current moment for the sad-looking man next to you was strong and deep.

Yet you could not say it out loud.

You could not bring yourself to say it, to confess your love for him right as he was about to leave you. Especially when he was made to do it against his own will. He was clearly troubled by the situation. You were afraid you'd make it even worse for him.

You reached out to brush some hair away from his face, already missing the feeling of caressing the soft strands, knowing this was your last chance to do so. He looked at you, the slightest hint of tears hidden in his eyes. You leaned in, kissing his forehead to comfort him.

"Goodby—"

You were cut off quickly by him pulling you towards him again, crashing his lips on yours with pure need and desperation.

You kissed him back, unable to push him away even if you wanted to. Tears ran down your cheeks as you cherished the feeling of his lips on yours once last time.

You pulled away after both of your lips felt sore and swollen. It ached to be apart but you knew you'd have to stop sooner or later. You could not keep going. You had to let each other go.

You reached out to place your hand on his cheek, catching a tear that fell with your thumb. He leaned against your touch, his hand resting on top of yours.

"Goodbye, Yuno," you said softly.

"Goodbye, Y/N," he said with his voice cracking slightly. "It was fun while it lasted."

"It really was," you agreed, nodding.

He sent you one last smile before he stood up and walked out of the door.

As the door closed, you broke down into sobs. If only you hadn't been so loud, you would have heard Jaehyun crying from the other side of the door as well.

You cried for days. It's like you were brought back in time a few months before you ended things because of the tour but this time around the pain was triple the amount. Just as you realized how strong your feelings for him were, he was gone.

You were still looking through the cameral roll on your phone, seeing some of the pictures you had taken of him. One of your favorites was one where he was standing next to the sunflowers in your apartment, hiding his face behind the petals. You lowered your phone to look at the exact flowers that had begun to wither, dropping their petals due to what seemed like his absence. It was as if towards the end his presence and energy were what kept the flowers in your apartment alive. You had continued to take care of them as well as you possibly could, nursing your favorite flower bringing you comfort to some extent.

After everything went down, your love for sunflowers began to die down. The flower was quite closely linked to the man who had caught your heart and taken it with him when he left. It was a shame, you still cherished the flowers but the memories attached to them now hit you differently.

Yet somehow you found the strength in you to start taking better care of them as if when caring for the plans, you were also caring for someone else even though they were gone.

Sunflower, sunflower

#jaehyun #jung jaehyun #jeong jaehyun #yuno #jung yuno #nct #nct 127 #nct u #nct jaehyun #jaehyun fanfiction #nct fanfiction #jaehyun x reader #nct x reader #nct imagine #jaehyun imagine #song fic #harry styles #sunflower vol. 6 #fine line #angst #gender neutral!reader #gender neutral reader #jung yoonoh #jeong yoonoh #yoonoh #jeong yuno #how am i supposed to spell his name??????

[ms-neverlands-book-of-fiction]

for want of a crown by sinchun

Jeong Jaehyun / Nakamoto Yuta - betrayal can be your biggest sin or your biggest devotion.

#msneverlandficrec #nct #nct fic rec #nakamoto yuta/jeong yuno | jaehyun #nakamoto yuta #jeong yuno | jaehyun #historical

[valentinehour]

🤍 Story Ideas 🤍

I hope I follow through on making these stories happen! I have a vision with all these ideas to reuse names but each story is completely different. Similar to American Horror Story but Jaehyun 💕

• strawberry chapstick •

GENRE: COLLEGE AU, TWIN AU, LOVE TRIANGLE, CHAPTER STORY

Bae Nari was utterly smitten by campus heartthrob Jeong Yuno. He had it all; president of his fraternity, Dean's list, and a passion for science to be one of the greatest pediatrician to come out of Seoul University. What Nari didn't expect was to find a tattoo covered, leather jacket cladded and bloodied Yuno look-a-like in front of her.

Jeong Jaehyun lived to being second best to his older brother, Yuno. When he left for university in America, he thought he can make a name for himself to be in own person but life at home brought him back. Now he's determined to show the world how bright he can shine without being compared to Yuno.

Just how much chaos can happen with a boyfriend's brother Nari had no clue about?

• slow dancing in a burning room •

GENRE: ANGST, ROMANCE, SHORT CHAPTER FIC, NON IDOL AU

Y/N tried to hold on to Jaehyun for as long as she could. He was the light that kept her going. She didn't force the idea of marriage or kids on him but whenever she brought it up, Jaehyhn was always quick to change change topic. With her close friends starting their new lives with marriage or kids, she wanted that too but it was obvious that Jaehyun didn't.

Jaehyun didn't know what he wanted anymore after 5 years with Y/N. He always felt safe and comfortable in their relationship. He didn't like the pressure he was getting from everyone to start a family when he was only 25 years old. Is there a handbook he can buy on what to do when people want different futures?

• 44 Days, 14 Nights •

GENRE: COLLEGE AU, FAKE DATING, BEST FRIEND TO LOVERS, CHAPTER STORY

Jaehyun was left heartbroken 2 months before his birthday. He was the embodiment of Valentine's day, a true romantic as some would say. What can this Valentine boy do on the upcoming days leading into the most romantic day of the year? Simple. Ask his best friend (who his ex undoubtedly hated) to fake date him to have his ex run back to his arms. Simple, right?

I hope you look forward to reading these and please bear with me since this is the first time I'm writing in a while!

#jaehyun #nct 127 #jaehyun fanfic

[lilacjaemin]

lee taeyong

↳ award shows ; you keep him steady

↳ sun showers ; “i brought you an umbrella”

↳ strawberry ; “it looks good on you” badboy au

↳ promos ; pinky promise

moon taeil

↳ highway to heaven ; “pull over, let me drive for a while”

↳ stardew ; a big commitment

suh youngho

↳ moonlight ; “i was just thinking about you” + “i dreamt about you last night”

↳ bodyguard ; “i’ve done my job”

nakamoto yuta

↳ sweltering ; a little summer heat can’t keep him from you

↳ watch ; song fic - elevator by nct 127

qian kun

↳ debut ; kun is over the moon about debuting

kim dongyoung

↳ dizzy ; you still make doyoung nervous 

ten

↳ nothing yet

jeong yuno

↳ airport ; your little airport tradition

↳ mornings ; waking up next to your angel

↳ sunrise ; you are his new beginning

↳ cherry ; cherry flavored kisses

dong sicheng

↳ road trip ; “aren't you gonna ask where we’re going?”

kim jungwoo

↳ dreamland ; “what were you dreaming about?”

lee minhyung

↳ serenaded ; all his best songs are about you

↳ magical ; a disney date

↳ studio ; late nights in the studio 

↳ butterfly kisses ; its the little things

↳ loofa ; “what even is a loofa?”

↳ swirling ; a head spinning kiss

↳ chills ; swimmer!mark gives you goosebumps

↳ reason ; you don’t need an explanation 

↳ 1:42 am ; “can i sit with you while you work?”

↳ grandeur ; all you and prince!mark need is each other

↳ dreaming ; “make it real”

xiao dejun

↳ nothing yet

wong kunhang

↳ nothing yet

huang renjun

↳ cry ; sometimes he just needs to be held

lee jeno

↳ december ; a small winter moment

↳ anchor and pearl ; pirate!jeno finds his greatest treasure

↳ leather ; red convertible, lips to match

↳ starry eyed ; you swore the stars swirled in his eyes

↳ 3:00 am ; slow dancing in the kitchen

↳ daisies ; you met prince!jeno in a field of daisies 

↳ goosebumps ; warm shoulder kisses in a cold room

↳ starlight ; bad boy!jeno thanks the stars for you

↳ pas a deux ; ballet dancer!jeno expects you to keep him whole

↳ mask ; face masks don’t taste as good as they smell

↳ gift ; jeno’s a little nervous to give you your christmas present 

lee donghyuck

↳ rest ; you’re there when he’s overwhelmed

↳ lifeguard ; lifeguard!hyuck is your summer love all year round

↳ coffee ice cream ; “no, no it’s my treat”

↳ breathe ; the story of your first kiss

na jaemin

↳ royal guard ; there are two sides to your guard

↳ knight ; he can’t let you down again

↳ blind ; song fic - blind by prettymuch

↳ smile ; he might be late to school tomorrow

liu yangyang

↳ nothing yet

osaki shotaro

↳ marvel ; he just thinks you’re perfect

jeong sungchan

↳ nothing yet

zhong chenle

↳ swim ; song fic - swim by fickle friends

↳ halloween ; chenle’s costume confuses you at first

↳ pumpkin ; his cuteness stole your candy

park jisung

↳ stargazing ; better than you ever could've dreamed of

↳ hold me ; “please keep singing”

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[carateum]

NCT 127 Masterlist

Fluff = ♡

Angst = ☆

You can send me ask ; here's my promptlist

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[scarletwinterxx]

The Break-Up Playlist - Jaehyun AU

Hi! this one is def one of the longest stories I've written (apart from series) I'm trying out a different style this time. I hope you like it!🤍 pls do note that all characters mentioned in this story are fictional.

Enjoy!

For my other works you can check them out here, and for my other story series’ you can check them out here.

All works are copyrighted ©scarletwinterxx 2020 . Do not repost, re-write without the permission of author.

Track One: Take a shot, take a chance, take my hand, boy

You've heard that name before, through whispers, gossips, murmurs of people around you whenever he enters the rooms.

Jung Jaehyun, he said that was his name is.

His name suites his appearance. He looked like a Jaehyun, whatever that meant in your mind. You also noticed the cute dimple on his cheeks, definitely the most prominent feature on his handsome face.

"It would be nice to know your name too" he tells you, the cheeky smile still on his lips as he waits for you to say your name. Not noticing you were too busy looking at him to reply back.

"Y/N, Y/L/N Y/N"

"Can I get you a drink, Y/N?"

There must be something about him, you were yet to find out what it was, but Jaehyun easily pulled a yes from you. The night is still pretty young and you did come to this party to mingle and have some fun. Jaehyun seems like good company, so you said yes.

You can already feel a number of eyes on you as Jaehyun guides you through the crowd. One hand resting on your back so as not to loose you as he navigates the two of you to the kitchen were the drinks are. Now you understand why his name was a constant mention on conversations, Jaehyun is the main character around here. He definitely looks the part but doesn't exude that cocky-full of himself-sits high and mighty-type of vibe. He's easy to carry a conversation with, a bit of a dork and definitely a gentleman.

As the hands on the clock turns, the distance between the two of you become less and less. Laughing at each other's lame jokes because you've had one two many drinks and everything seems funnier after midnight.

"Tell me, Jaehyun. Why did you talk to me?" you ask, genuinely curious why he approached you tonight. It's not the first time you attended the same party, but never once did he try talk to you.

"Because I wanted to get to know you better" you snickered at his answer, "I've heard that somewhere before and it never ends well"

"Something tells me you've seen too many movies or you've only ever met assholes"

"And you're not?"

He smiles at your question, never once have he been asked that question straight to his face. It's either the alcohol talking or it's really you.

"I don't think you'll believe me even if I tell you no, so what do you say I take you out on a proper date and prove myself worthy of your time"

How did you go from looking at him from across the room to him asking you out on a date, you're not so sure yourself. Again, you find yourself considering saying yes to him.

"Don't think too much about it, if it doesn't work out then we can be friends. I really like talking to you, Y/N"

"Me too"

"Is that a yes?" you took one last swig of the drink you're holding before looking back at him, not so discreetly looking at his lips first

"Do I have spell it out or" you joked, the boy opposite you sending a smirk your way.

"A date then"

Track Two: good god how you kiss me

Three dates.

Three dates with Jaehyun, each and every single time he outdoes himself. You didn't expect just how much of a hopeless romantic he was, but after your first date you realized this boy was a sucker for all things cute and romantic.

He was living up to his valentine boy nickname.

The first date, he took you out for dinner. A must he says, crucial stage. He says it's important to know your date on the first night out so that way you'll both know if you're compatible with each other

"Did you do some kind of research on first dates or you've been on your fair share of this?" you ask as the two of you wait for your food to be served.

You've heard enough stories about Jaehyun. He doesn't sleep around or is a fuckboy of any sort. But you did hear he's quite a flirty guy, seen out on casual dates every now and then.

"No, I just made it up. I'd ask you out to the movies but not on the first date, we'll never get the chance to talk"

"So a dinner date is the best option?"

"It's nice to have a romantic dinner with a beautiful lady atleast once in my life, right?"

You shook your head at his statement, "And how many time have you said that?"

"Once. To be honest, it sounded better in my head" you just laugh at his answer, he was a flirt that much you can tell. He is good company, he didn't rush into things. Letting it flow naturally.

Jaehyun knows you've heard stories about him, that was one of the first things you've asked about him the night you met. You're very straight forward and he appreciates you for that. Instead of assuming and believing stories told by other people, you asked him if there were any truth to the tales being told about him. He gladly answered all your questions, hoping you won't think about running for the hills.

You didn't.

The night went better than you thought, much like the first conversation you had with him at the party this one was just as fun. There's not a dull second with this guy, you learned.

On the second date, he took you out bowling. Your favorite sport and the only one you can do decently.

"I'm so going to beat you" you taunt him, making the boy smirk at you.

Jaehyun is a competitive guy, passionate when it comes to doing things. He isn't a man who half-ass anything. If he wants to succeed at something you best believe he'll work hard for it.

"Let's bet on it" he tells you, picking the perfect ball for tonight's game.

"Okay, what does the winner get?"

"If I win, go on a third date with me" he says, looking over at you with a serious face.

He didn't have to wager that, even if he loses tonight you're sure you'd agree to go on another date with him. You liked hanging out with Jaehyun. You like Jaehyun but it felt too soon to say that.

"That's it?" he nods

"What about you, what do you want if you win?" he asks in return, a smirk forming on his lips as he watches you think about what you wanted as your prize.

"Winner can ask for anything?"

"Anything, baby. Name it, it's yours"

You smirk at his words, picking up the ball you chose earlier. "I get to pick where we go on our third date" letting go of the ball, hitting all the pins on the end of the lane.

First strike.

Not the answer Jaehyun expected, but who was he to say no when you're smiling at him like that. You could've asked for the moon and he would look for a way to give it to you. He's not sure if it's too soon to say he likes you, but he does.

He really really likes you.

He can't stop thinking about you, when you're not around he can't wait until the next time he gets to see you again. When you each other at campus and you send a smile at him from across the room, he can't help but feel like his day just got ten times better. He finds himself smiling at his phone whenever your name flashes on the screen. His mind is consumed by you, just you.

Jaehyun is a competitive guy, but for you he's willing to lose every game.

After the game and a quick dinner out, Jaehyun drove you back to your apartment. He always insists on walking you to the front door, making sure you make it safely inside before he walks back to his car.

"I had fun tonight" you tell him, smiling at the boy you're pretty sure you like.

"Me too" Jaehyun was standing a step below you, thus your eyes were almost level with his. He was still taller than you, a little thing you found so endearing about him.

"Even though you lost?" teasing him a bit, knowing about his competitive side. He just shook his head, smiling back at you.

For a while neither of you said anything, just smiling at each other. If anyone was to walk by, they'd probably think you two looked stupid, smiling dorkly at each other like this.

You don't miss the way his eyes flicker to your lips, making you bite your lower lip out of consciousness.

Jaehyun knew he had to kiss you, it might kill him if he doesn't.

If you let him, he'd love to taste your lips against his. He'd have the sweetest dreams about you, only to wake up wanting you even more. And now you're standing in front of him looking the way you do. It's taking every bit of his self-control to not push you against a wall and kiss you senseless.

Without his gaze leaving your lips he speaks again, "About that third date, where do you want to go?"

"Uh I really want to go the aquarium, I know it sounds a bit childish but I've never been so" you smile shyly at him.

God you were so adorable, it took every strength in his will not to kiss you right then and there.

"Jae?"

"Mhm?"

"Are you okay? why are your ears red?" you ask, noticing he seemed a bit distracted and his ears turned red when you asked him.

This seemed to shake him out of his trance, looking down at his shoes. You chuckle at how cute he looked, placing your hands on his ears. They felt warm against your cold hands.

"I know, my hands are always cold like this" you say when he looks at you, noticing that the distance between your faces were much less than before. Once again biting on your lower lip out of nervousness.

You feel his hands on your waist, gently holding you in place

"If you're going to kiss me, just do it" you giggle at his reaction, he definitely didn't expect you to call him out like that. Looking straight into his eyes as if daring him to make the next move.

Finally he did. And boy was he right, he probably would've regret it if he didn't. Your lips tasted so sweet against his. Peach lip balm, the one you always wears he could tell.

Your hands are now behind his neck, his arms around your waist. Getting lost in each other lips. He could do this all night, if you let him. Jaehyun swear he has never tasted something sweeter than this.

Feeling him smile against your lips, he gives you one last peck before breaking away. Smiling at him too, feeling your cheeks redden as he pepper kisses across your face this time.

"Go, I might just keep you here all night if we don't stop now"

You blush at his words, kissing him one more time before stepping back from his embrace. You mutter a goodbye before walking inside, smiling to yourself cause you can still his lips on yours.

Track Three: no one warned me about you

Kissing Jaehyun has always made you feel like your head is spinning, like the hands on the clock stops ticking, like it's just you and him.

Feeling his kisses across your skin, from your lips to your nose to your cheek, jaw until he found his target spot. He loved kissing your neck, you learned.

"I swear if you leave a hickey there again, I will not let you kiss me for a week" you feel him smile against your skin, feeling one last peck before he looked up to meet your eyes

"But you love it" smiling cheekily at you, kissing you again on the lips

"I have this interview for my internship tomorrow, Jae. After that, maybe"

"Only because you asked nicely"

Even though the two of you have been dating for a year, he still makes you feel like he's courting you. The way his smile makes your heart skip a beat, how your cheeks flush red when he kisses you suddenly or the way you practically melt into him when he whispers I love you to you.

The big three words.

You've heard your friends talk about how their boyfriends take such a long time to say it, you understand though that it takes a long time and a lot of courage to say it. But Jaehyun is different, he's not like every guy that came before.

He was the first one to utter those words out loud. The two of you were laying on his bed, just talking about the most random things like you always do. Giggling like little kids over your silly random stories.

You were showing him a picture of the cute puppy you met at the pet cafe you went on your last date, cooing at how cute it looked when suddenly he whispered beside you,

"I love you"

Your fingers froze, this made Jaehyun's alarms go off. Maybe he shouldn't have said it yet, now he ruined everything. You're going to get up and leave and ask him to never meet you ever again.

Then you looked over at him with those eyes he has fallen deeply in love with.

"You know you said that out loud right?"

"Mhm"

"You're not sleep talking right now, right?" you asked again, your phone long forgotten. Now you're fully facing him, seeing his eyes wide open assuring you he wasn't mumbling in his sleep again.

"No, why?"

"Just cause" Jaehyun could tell there was something you're not telling him. You were avoiding his eyes, looking everywhere in his room but him.

"Wait, why'd you ask that?" "Mhm? Ask what?"

"Ask me if I'm sleep talking?" he didn't actually say it in his sleep, did he?

Now you're blushing, biting back your lower lip as you contemplate whether you should tell him your little secret.

"You maybe kind of said it in your sleep" you mumbled, hoping he don't hear you

"Huh? I can't understand you, love"

"You kind of said it before while you were sleeping" Jaehyun still couldn't hear your words and you were still avoiding his gaze, "Can you just look at me and tell me?"

"You said it before, while you were asleep. I thought you were talking to me, then when I looked over you were dead asleep and I didn't want to assume you were saying it to me so I didn't say anything. There, now you know" you said all in one breath, before you weren't sure if he was saying I love you to you. But now he admitted it to you out loud, it's like a weight lifted off of your shoulders.

"You thought I was saying I love you to someone else in my dreams?"

"That's all you heard?" you asked back, the two of you waiting for an answer. Then he took your face between his hands,

"You know who I was dreaming about? You, baby. Always you. Sometimes I meet you in my dreams, I wish I could just stay there but then I wake up and see you there next to me and it just gets better. You are better than any dream. It sucks that I said it in my sleep the first time, but in my defense I was saying it to you" you chuckle at his explanation, leaning closer towards him until you were in his embrace. Burying your head on the crook of his neck.

"I love you" he says again, "I love you so much, more than I did in my dreams"

You break away from his embrace, looking him in the eyes before saying your next words.

"I don't know if saying I love you is enough to justify what I feel for you, but for now it'll do. I love you, too"

Nobody warned you about the happiness you just felt as you hear him say he loves you and only you. Nobody warned you just how easy it was to surrender you heart in his hands right in that moment.

Nobody warned you about him.

They say it gets better before it gets worse.

The two of you were okay, you had a routine of going to each other's place depending on whose schedule is less hectic. You've managed to make it work for a long time but it's been a couple of days since you last saw each other. Jaehyun calls at night before going to sleep or send texts throughout the day when he can.

A week has passed before you meet each other again, but even then you felt like he was distant. Physically he was there but his mind was somewhere else. You decide to sweep it under the rug, he was here and that's what matters.

What matters was he's still here, with you. Apologizing for not making enough time for you, you kiss his worries away. He kisses you back, making you feel just how much he misses you too. Your bodies melting against the sheets, muttering words of I love you's and each others name 'til dawn.

Then it was back to not meeting him for a long time, but worse this time since finals were around the corner. Both of you were very busy, you still made effort to text him or call when you can but you rarely get a call back. When you do get a text, it's always a few words. You didn't ask more, you didn't want to come off as the clingy needy girlfriend.

Three weeks pass by again, it's been three weeks since you last talked to him. Finals were over so you have some free time on your hands, you also heard there was a party at the frat you knew Jaehyun was a part of. It was silly that you were going to a party in hopes of finding your boyfriend there. But you missed him terribly, you'd take any chance you can at this point.

When you got to the frat house, it was already packed. Looked like everyone is out and about ready to celebrate the end of the semester.

Atleast some people are having fun, you thought.

You made your way through the crowd, seeing a few familiar faces but not the one you're hoping to see and came here for.

"Y/N, hey are you looking for Jaehyun hyung?" Jaemin greeted you, "Yes, actually. Have you seen him?"

"I think I just saw him out by the beer pong table" you said a quick thanks before making your way out. When you got there, you kind of wished you didn't come out tonight.

Jaehyun didn't look too busy, his hands didn't look full either that he couldn't atleast send a text back. He was laughing loudly as he played beer pong with his friends, one arm around a girl you've never seen before.

That should be you, you thought.

But you made no effort making your self seen. Instead you walk back to the house, hurrying to get out of there. You didn't want to make assumptions about Jaehyun and what he's doing tonight but you also didn't want to stick around to find out.

"You're going already?" someone asked when you got to the porch infront of the house. Turning to see Jaemin seating there by himself,

"I shouldn't have come here" you mumbled, "So she's still there, I take it" he says, looking back out on the streets. So he knew who Jaehyun was with when you asked, "Yea" you mumble

You wanted to be mad, but Jaemin didn't deserve it. It wasn't his fault. You were feeling frustrated at yourself, at Jaehyun.

"I thought about just lying to you and say I didn't see him, but that would be unfair to you"

His words hit you like bricks, your assumptions slowly turning into facts. So something really was going on between Jaehyun and the other girl.

"Does she come around often?" you ask, afraid of the answer you were about to hear

"She's usually around during parties, or during get together's with the houses"

"Are her and Jaehyun?" you drift the last part of your question, knees feeling weak just at the thought of Jaehyun possibly cheating on you

"I'm sorry" Jaemin tells you, "Why are you saying sorry? You didn't do anything wrong"

"Yea but I didn't do the right thing" he mumbles, this time avoiding your eyes

"What do you mean?"

"I'll tell Jaehyun hyung you stopped by or should I not?" he asks, "I'll call him tomorrow, Thanks Jaemin"

Then came the next day, you didn't expect Jaehyun to reply to your text that quick. Agreeing to meet you in your apartment.

You make yourself a cup of coffee while you wait for him, then after a while you hear someone punch the code. Jaehyun lets himself in, eyes darting around the room to find you.

There you were, sitting but the kitchen island with a cup of coffee in hand.

"Do you want some coffee?" you ask while Jaehyun stands by the hallway, "Sure" he answers as he walks forward.

"You don't look like you have a hangover" you told him as you pass the mug over to him, "I didn't drink that much, where you at the party last night?"

"Yes, I figured if you can't come and see me then I'll just go to you"

Jaehyun looks to the side, thinking of what to say next. He's not exactly sure what to tell you, the tension in the room rising by the second. It's been weeks since he last saw you, last talked to you in person and still he doesn't know what to say.

"So you were with Jaemin last night?" that came out harsher than he intended but he did hear a few people from the party say they saw you with Jaemin late last night. If he didn't listen to those whispers then he would've never known you even went to the party.

"What are you trying to say, Jae?"

"Just asking"

You scoffed under your breath, setting your own mug down before turning to face him. "I asked him if he knew where you were, then I bumped into him as I was leaving. That was it"

"Then why didn't you come see me last night?"

"It looked like your hands were full" you replied, not even thinking of holding back. You wanted to ask but the answer scared you. Debating whether it was better to just not know and forget about it.

"Just say it" he tells you

"Are we okay, Jaehyun? Is there anything you want to tell me? We haven't seen each other for weeks, we don't even talk that much anymore. I know we've both been busy, but I feel like you're distant from me. Even now that we're in the same room I feel like you're not really here"

"I'm just tired from exams, and last night the guys suddenly threw a party so I didn't get to call you"

Jaehyun was stalling, he knew that. You knew that. There were so many words he wanted to say but he couldn't. He wasn't sure what he feels, but he also knows he can't lose you yet.

Was he being unfair? yes.

Maybe he's just confused. These past few weeks, he took his time sorting his feelings and his thoughts out. Then he met this other girl who made him forget about all his worries. It was stupid, he felt like a total asshole. That's why he's been avoiding you.

Last night, it felt nice to be just go out and have some fun.

"That's it? Three weeks, Jae. I haven't seen you in three weeks and that's all you can say"

"What do you want me to say?"

"I don't know, I don't know okay. You're saying things but you're not actually saying anything. You're here but your mind is somewhere else, I don't... I don't want our first meeting in weeks to turn into an argument. Maybe we should just talk when our heads are both clear" you hated the words that just came out of your mouth but you also don't want to talk to him.

You don't want to end up saying things you'll later regret.

With no further words, Jaehyun quietly exits the room. He didn't even say goodbye.

One day turned into three days. Days turned into weeks. Then a month.

The whole time you were on vacation you didn't talk to your boyfriend. At this point you're not even sure if he's still your boyfriend.

You hated how he made you feel, you hated the fact that you let it get this bad. You hated the fact that even when he makes you feel so mad you still miss him.

And you hated the fact that you didn't care if he felt the same way or not.

When university began again, you knew he was back on campus and so did he but neither of you made an effort to contact the other one. When you finally saw him again, you felt your walls break.

He still looked like the guy you fell in love with, but he wasn't that anymore.

As your eyes met, you can tell they didn't hold the same love they had. They say the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference.

You felt like you were looking at a stranger.

Track Four: why don't you let me down, I'll let you do it again

Any day now the two of you have to make the first move and address the elephant in the room. You didn't want to be the first one to say it because in your heart you were still hoping you could fix this, you're still trying to figure out exactly what went wrong with the two of you but Jaehyun looked like he was already three steps ahead of you.

He looked fine, he looked okay.

You felt like shit.

How did we get here? you wanted to ask.

Were the last few goodnights he said to you were goodbye's in disguise?

When he finally reached out to you, asking you to meet him for a talk you already knew. It didn't mean it hurt any less though.

Jaehyun was already at the cafe when you arrived, he was looking out the window so he didn't notice you entering the store.

"Hey" you say, finally catching his attention. He looked up and smile at you, but it didn't quite reach his eyes like it used to whenever he looked at you.

"Hi"

You took the seat across from him, for a while neither of you said anything. You had this grand speech planned out but now that he's actually here, it feels like all the words are jumbled in your head.

"I'm sorry" he spoke, breaking the awkward silence between the two of you

"I wish I didn't have to hear that from you, I wanted to ask where we went wrong or if we could save us. But it looks like there's no going back to that" you say, fighting back the tears. For now atleast, you'll save the waterworks for later.

"You're a great girl, you really are. And I'm sorry for being an asshole to you, you didn't deserve it"

You didn't want to hear his apologies, it feels like you're drowning like you can't quite make out what he was saying.

The worst part was it didn't matter if he's making you feel like shit, you still wanted him anyways.

"Just say it, Jaehyun."

"Y/N" even the way he says your name hurts, it used to be your favorite sound but now it feels like a knife being stabbed right through you.

"No, really. I need to hear it from you, maybe then I'll like you a little less" you smile sadly at him, Jaehyun wished he didn't have to.

He didn't want to hurt you, but he couldn't stay with you either. It was unfair to the both of you if he kept this going. He'll just keep on hurting you, and you'll just resent him more for it.

But you didn't look like you hated him, he hated it.

Instead you looked like you still hold the same love you've always had for him, even with the pain in your eyes he could still see the hope that this could still work out.

"We should break up"

That was the last shot. The last blow. There goes your heart breaking into thousand metaphorical pieces.

"I'm sorry" Jaehyun says, watching you carefully. He wanted to reach out and comfort you but he lost that privilege. He don't get to be the one to make better anymore.

"I'm not going to lie, this sucks. I'm not going to pretend like I'm okay when I'm not, but can I ask for one last thing?"

"Anything"

"Don't ask me if I'm doing okay, don't reach out to me for a while. Just... can we just keep this distance. I don't think I'll ever walk away if we don't" you say, a few tears escaping while you hastily brush them away

"Okay"

Looking back to that, to everything you had with him, it's hard to see just where did it all went wrong. But as time pass, people change. There's no guarantee that the hearts stays the same. There was a point in time when you were the world to him and him to you.

You could've reached out to him, worked it out together. But instead you kept your distance, letting him drift further and further away from you. You were both at fault for this demise and yet you can't put the blame on him.

For now you let your self feel the pain.

Maybe one day, you'll be able to look at him and smile.

Maybe one day when you see him again you won't have to ask yourself a thousand questions why he didn't love you enough to stay.

Maybe one day when you meet again, you'll have another chance.

Maybe, maybe not.

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End To Start Finale - JAEHYUN AU

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“Johnny’s going to be so mad”

“He’ll live”

“Yea wait until he sees you later and hear the news that you got married before him” you retorted back while you walk around your bedroom, well now shared bedroom with your husband. 

Husband. Yes, that’s right. The two of you finally took that step in your relationship. And in true Y/N and Jaehyun fashion, it happened on a random Thursday morning. Jaehyun barged in your shop the night before, asking you to marry him once again. At first you thought he was just joking but when you turned to look at him, he was kneeling on down the floor holding out the most beautiful ring you’ve ever seen. Jungwoo was standing in the background holding a party popper while Sungchan films the whole thing. 

You thought it was going to be a long engagement since both of you were pretty busy but no, Jaehyun immediately contacted his sister asking her for help to set up the wedding. 

“Who’s getting married?” Jessica asked over the phone

“Me” Jaehyun answer, short simple straight to the point

“Are you fucking with me? who are you getting married to? is it this another one of those stupid things you’re doing to piss mom off because I swear you’re taking it to another level” his sister ranted, making you chuckle while you listen to the siblings banter with each other

“No, I’m being serious. I asked Y/N to marry me and she said yes”

“She did? Wow I feel bad for her” “Yah! I’m a catch, what are you talking about”

They exchange a few more words then Jaehyun passed the phone over to you, 

“Girl, see I told you you’d get back together! Congrats on finally cuffing up The Jung Jaehyun” you laugh at her statement “Thanks, I mean he’s not bad to look at so why not” you jokingly add

“My brother’s an idiot for even letting you go the first time, I really am happy for the two of you. But he’s an even bigger idiot for telling me this late. I can get some dresses for you to choose from”

“I don’t really need something grand, just you know...” you looked over at Jaehyun to see him already watching at you with the fondest look in his eyes “Jaehyun called you since he wanted you to be there, I don’t really care what I’ll wear. I just want the most important people to be there”

The weekend passed, the wedding was simple. Just his siblings, your friends: Jungwoo and Jihyo. When you asked if his parents knew, he said he called them before proposing to you, and sent them a text on the way to the venue. 

You didn’t mean to not invite some of your friends, the two of you agreed to have a big wedding in the future. But for now he’s contented with the little intimate union. 

“He made this marriage possible, we literally met because of him”

“I swear I’ll hand deliver the invitation to him on our big wedding, now come back to bed and cuddle” Jaehyun was and has always been the clingy one in this relationship. He always needed to have a hand on you, on the small of your back, around your waist, holding your hand. Now that you’re married and live together, that need to have you in his arms all the time increased a hundred fold. 

“You’re going to be late, I’m going to be late. We need to be responsible functioning adults again, Jae” you said as you throw a shirt over to him. “I can call in sick, I’m the boss” he grumbles before getting up from the bed, stretching out his back while you just watch

“Stop thirsting over me, I’m getting shy”

That earned him a pillow to the face and a scowl from you. He wasn’t wrong, you were totally ogling at him. Anyone with a pair can see just how good looking of a man Jaehyun is, and to know that you get to see this view everyday now makes you feel giddy all over. 

Walking over to where you were, Jaehyun snaked his arms around you. Kissing you on the shoulder, “Good morning, I love you” he mumbles in your ear, making you smile. 

You turned around so now you’re chest to chest, tangling your fingers through his hair to pull him down for a kiss. Feeling him smile against your lips. 

While you’re getting lost in each others lips, you feel his hands grip waist tighter pulling you even closer to him. Not leaving a single inch between your bodies. His lips trailed down your neck, “We really need to go” you said breathlessly as he continues his attacks on your neck. 

Your mouth was saying one thing but your body was saying another. Like putty in his hands, you didn’t make any effort to stop him. Only when you feel a pop and a kiss on your neck, Jaehyun looked back at you with a mischievous glint in his eyes. 

“You’re cute” he said then kissed you on the nose, walking to the bathroom like it was normal. Him and his dimples, a true weakness of yours. 

Smiling to yourself and shaking your head. This domestic marital bliss wasn’t bad at all. 

“I have a meeting at 6, hopefully we’ll finish before 9″ Jaehyun says from the driver’s side while you re-apply your lipstick again. The time it took for the two of you get out of the apartment to the elevator then to his car was far longer mainly to Jaehyun’s inability to keep his hands and lips off of you. 

“Why the rush?”

“I’m picking you up, we have dinner tonight” he simply answers, looking over at him to see the content smile on his face you reached out to intertwine your hand with his. His smile got bigger, taking your hand to kiss your knuckle. Just where your matching band was. 

After dropping you off at the cafe, he left to start his day. Entering your shop to find Jungwoo already behind counter arranging the cakes and pastries for the day. “Hey, you’re early” you greeted him, quickly stopping by your office before joining him. 

“You’re early, why are you here? aren’t you suppose to be on a honeymoon break?”

“Nope, we have things to do. I have a business to run and a Jungwoo to make sure he comes to work” you smiled sarcastically at him, earning the same one from him. 

“This past year was wild, a few months ago the identity of your ex-boyfriend was like taboo. Now, you’re married to him”

“That I am”

“You’re what?!”

“Married, stop screaming at me” Jaehyun said as Johnny gap at him from across the table

“I left for the weekend, to plan MY wedding and when I came back YOU’RE married?! AND YOU DIDN’T INVITE ME?!” this was probably what you meant when you said Johnny will never let him hear the end of it. 

“and Y/N didn’t call me either?” you two are quite a pair aren’t you. You know I pretty much introduced her to you. I made this union happen”

Jaehyun smiles as Johnny mentions that, just like you did. “She did mention that”

“You better name your first kid after me”

 It was time to face one reality you’ve been subtly avoiding. Having dinner with Jaehyun’s parents. There’s this charity event they do every year, of course he was going to take you with him. Even though he can sense you were feeling very nervous. 

“You know you’re fidgeting right now, no need to feel nervous” Jaehyun told you as you walk towards the venue,  rubbing his thumbs along your knuckles. The small gesture helping you calm down a bit. 

“I love you” you told him, “as I love you, my love” he pulled you by the arm, hugging you to his side. Leaning down to kiss you, short but sweet. 

“Okay, I can do this” you tell yourself, and that’s exactly how you feel. As long as this man holding you in his arms, looking at you with nothing but love in his eyes, you’ll be fine. 

One step, a foot in front of the other until you made it to the main party. Of course heads were turning, he always had that charm about him. 

Jaehyun spots his parents standing by the table across the room, leading the two of you there. “There you are, glad to see you made it” his mom greets him with a hug before looking over at you, nothing but indifference in her eyes. Jaehyun already sensing the tension, “Mom, Dad” he greeted them back

“You look lovely, dear. We wish we could’ve made it to the wedding but it seems like our invitation got lost” Jaehyun’s father joked, lightly elbowing his son on the side “Sorry, we promise we’ll send the invitations in time when the grand wedding happens”

You smile at the older man, him side by side with his son makes you realize just who Jaehyun takes after. He looked a lot like his father, you just wish your child would look like him too. 

The night went on without any difficulties,you did manage to feel more at ease. Just before the event ended you see his mom standing off on the side while her husband and son receive a plaque of recognition. 

You walked over to her, the woman not sparing you a glance. 

“I know you don’t like me for your son, and clearly you don’t agree with this marriage. But let me atleast tell you that I love your son, I don’t have to convince you to believe me. Jaehyun knows and that’s what matters. I may have not fought for him before, but now I’ll give everything to stay by his side for as long as he wants me”

And you meant every word. You said it before, you’ll say it over and over again. You once let go of him, you’ll never make that mistake again. 

“I know, and I can see my son loves you just as much. He can make his own decisions now, and I trust him. Just don’t break his heart like you did before”

“I only did it because you asked me to, I did for him. If I can forgive myself for that, if Jaehyun can forgive me for that then maybe you can too. I’m sorry if we got off on the wrong foot, I do hope we can make amends” you look over at her with a hopeful smile. 

Feeling an arm snake around your waist and a kiss on your cheek, “You two having fun?” Jaehyun asks “Just having a lady talk” he shoots you and his mom a smile before speaking again

“We actually need to go, we’ll see you next weekend? I’ll drive with Sungchan” he quickly bids goodbye to his parents before leading you out the venue. The two of you were just about to exit when you hear someone call for him, 

“Jaehyun? It’s been a long time” Chungha, you recognized, was walking towards the two of you “Hey you, how have you been?” Jaehyun greeted her, looking over at you “This is Y/N, my wife”

You were met with the same surprised expression everybody has whenever you or him says that. “Married? Finally! Congrats, both of you” she smiles at the two of you. Chungha pulled you in for a hug, like old friends. 

She really is a great girl. You want to thank her for being there for Jaehyun so you do just that, “Thank me? Don’t have to really. We’re friends more than anything. Plus we all know you’re the only girl this guy is head over heels for”

“It’s really great to see you again, I see you found that happiness too” Jaehyun says as he looks at someone behind her, Chungha doing the same. “I did, we both deserve the win. I won’t hold you back any longer, congrats again you guys” with one last bye you all parted ways. 

When you finally made it back to your apartment, you quickly changed to your casual clothes and removed all your makeup. Not noticing the figure standing by the doorway, “Hey, what do you say about moving?” Jaehyun asks, catching your attention

“Moving? Like moving apartment?” you asked back, “Yea, we can look for a home or build one whichever you want. Or we can stay here too” after getting married, Jaehyun decided to move in with you instead. It was closer to both of your workplaces, it was definitely not anything like his apartment but still he chose to stay with you. 

“Yea? I mean I’d love to look for a home” you smile at him, slowly walking towards you until you were once again in his arms. 

“Okay, we can start looking for one when you’re less busy. Are you okay with living farther from your cafe?” 

“You know I can drive right” you booped his nose, making him scrunch his nose at you 

“Preferably one with an extra room, just in case” you added, “Extra room?”

“Yea for when we have a kid, you do want kids right?” you carefully asked, for a second he just looked at you then a smile broke out from is lips 

“With you? Of course. I’m already imagining a mini version of you and me running around our home. I want to build a family with you” 

“Me too” and with that he kisses you again. 

This right here is what Jaehyun wants to have for the rest of his life, the idea of building a life with you having a kid, a human that is both of you in one body excites him so much. 

“I love you so goddamn much” he mumbles against your lips, gathering you in his arms and walking back to your bedroom. As your body rest against the sheets and your bodies become one, you say your vows again against each others skins through kisses. Searing each word with every kiss. 

Jaehyun understands now more than ever, you had it end it for him. You had to end that chapter to start this new one. Maybe before you weren’t on the same page but now you write the words on the pages together. 

From the end to the start, you are his as he was yours. 

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