thinking about toxic!ellie x reader to the song killshot by Magdalena Bay
thinking about how toxic!ellie will whisper sweet nothings to you, touching you sweetly as she manipulates her sweet girl once again, leaving you enamored completely by her. thinking about how she’ll leave you high and dry, texting her over and over when she doesn’t reply, ghosting you again. you know she goes through a lot, so you always try to be sensitive about it, until sometimes you just can’t.
“I just don’t understand how you can’t send ONE fucking text, Williams. That’s all i ask for! Is that you let me know you’re fucking okay, or that you won’t be around much, is that so much to fucking ask for?!?” you scream, yet it falls on deaf ears as she takes a hit from her blunt, blowing the smoke into your face. “cmon mama.. you know i be busy.” she says nonchalantly.
the way she can be so calm, pisses you off sometimes
but the way she can get so angry.. also pisses you off.
ellie will claim you aren’t hers and she isn’t yours when it’s convenient, but let’s say you’re at a party tommy and maria decided to throw, for whatever reason, and you’re dancing on one of your friends (who kinda has a crush on you.)
toxic!ellie walking up to you and grabbing you from your friend, ignoring your huffs and puffs about why “she’s so annoying” and “kills the vibe”
“do you really fucking believe you aren’t mine?!” she hisses at you when you’re in a private area, making you blink at her as if she’s an actual idiot.
“ellie.. YOU’RE the one who says we aren’t dating..?” you raise an eyebrow, making her roll her eyes and pull you into a kiss.
“you’re crazy if you believe that dumb shit. you know i just be saying shit.”
thinking about how she’ll even try warning you sometimes. letting you know she isn’t alright, not okay, and not ready for a relationship.
how you’ll burst into tears at the thought of not being with her, even if you aren’t dating. you crave to be around her, like an alcoholic craves alcohol.
“e-ellie! you can’t j’st leave me..! i love you ellie, please.” becoming a blubbering mess with tears running down your cheeks
“not leaving baby, not going anywhere.” she shushes you, kissing the curls that rest on top of your head as she envelops you into a hug.
she drives you fucking insane.. but she’s like a drug.
she’s addictive and no matter how many times you claim you’re done, and you quit, she always wraps you around her pretty finger again.
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-ˋˏ 𝐂𝐀𝐍’𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 ˎˊ
𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄 𝐈 : 𝐆𝐎𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔’𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐓.
— pairing: ellie williams x black coded!reader
— story synopsis: after meeting joel and ellie in pure coincidence, you tag along with the pair, having nowhere else to go. ellie doesn’t seem too fond of you, but something about her dares you to see why.
— warnings: eighteen plus only content, tlou2 ellie, marijuana usage, mean!ellie, nicknames used: ‘babe’, ‘sweetheart’, etc. father figure!joel
THE COOLING WINTER BREEZE sent shivers down the girls back. holding the shooting rifle close as she shot down the deer, giving herself a mental pat on the back.
It’s almost been a whole week since she’d eaten, been even longer since she ate well. after a long journey of searching for the firefly’s, she had given up.. maybe it just wasn’t meant to be.
While approaching the wounded deer, there were hushed noises and movements behind the girl, making her sharply turn around, seizing her gun.
“Make a fucking move I dare y’all.” her breathing was slow, controlled. eyes narrowed at the older looking man with his.. daughter? maybe?
The older man raises his hands, surrendering. the girl however smirks, reloading her gun.
“Ellie. drop it.” The guy calls to her, making her roll her eyes.
The girl… or well Ellie most likely didn’t take her seriously, I mean, she probably wouldn’t take herself seriously. She was covered in blood and scars all over her face, her clothes were beaten up and her curls were wrapped up in a low bun.
“Who are you two and what the hell do you want.” you inquire, your gun still in tact with your hands.
“Listen, we don’t want any trouble. We just heading on over to Jackson that’s all. We was making sure you wasn’t a hunter.” The man speaks, you hum in response.
“Well she sure does look like one..” Ellie murmurs under her breathe. She catches that and shoots right above Ellie’s head.
“Are you crazy or something, what the fuck?!?!” Ellie yells, unprepared for that action.
“Sorry.” A sarcastic smile falls from her lips, shrugging as she puts her gun down.
“I kinda like her.” The man whisper-yells to Ellie.
“Oh shut up, Joel.” Her eyes roll in disgust. So.. not father and daughter?
”Is it just the two of you..?” She asks, tucking her hands into the pockets of her big jacket.
“Is it just you?” Ellie interrogates, eyebrow raised and arms crossed.
Okay white girl.. she definitely isn’t too shy.
“Do you see anyone standing with me?” She asks, with just the right amount of annoyance, added with sass in her tone.
”Well I don’t know you, mystery girl. You could have a whole gang of people jus’ waitin’ to punk us.” Ellie scoffs.
Joel lightly hits her on her head, making her wince in pain.
“Sorry ‘bout her. Her manners aren’t the best.” He sighs, rubbing the back of his neck.
“Nah it’s ight, I can tell.” She says, looking her up and down.
“Do you have anywhere to go?” Joel asks, concern lacing his voice.
“Nah, just me. Some of my friends.. well. That ain’t important, just know it’s just me out here.” She shrugs nonchalantly.
“You could always join us, the town we going to ain’t that far away y’know?” Joel offers, a slight smile spreading across his face. You could tell he had good intentions.. Ellie on the other hand.. you couldn’t really tell.
“And how do I know I can trust you..?” You ask, testing them.
“You can’t, but if you wanna survive.. you’re gonna have to.” Joel concludes, hands in his pockets standing next to a smug Ellie.
“… Fine. But I’m calling dibs on my deer.”
“Oh trust, you won’t need it.”
“Hey hey hey, relax you might throw up if you keep eating that fast.” The woman whose name you’ve learned is, Maria chuckles, rubbing circles on her back.
Clearing her throat, Y/N speaks. “I’m sorry.. I haven’t eaten this well in.. god knows how long.” She nervously chuckles.
“Don’t worry ‘bout a thing hun, I’ll be back with some clothes for you in a minute.” She smiles, patting Y/N’s back.
Y/N stops to gulp down some water when she’s met with Ellie’s face. Eyebrows furrowed, lips upturned, and a total look of disgust colorizing her face.
“What?” She spat.
“You’re eating like a damn animal.” She scoffs, leaning back in her chair.
Gripping the butter knife in her hand, she waves it at the snarky girl in front of her. “Yeah? I can damn well show you one too, keep playin’ wit me.” She threatens, venom laced in her tone.
“Yeah? Try me, Y/N.” Ellie smirked, leaning forward. Green and brown eyes staring to one other with nothing but feral looks in their eyes.
Their stare off was cut off by Joel cutting in. “Ellie. Be nice, there was a time you were once like that, so don’t even.” he murmurs.
Maria returns with clothes, handing them to Y/N. “Here sweetie, these are for you. Once you’re all done, I’ll show you around to the showers so you can get comfortable.”
“Thank you, really.” Y/N smiles, for the first time in a while, it’s genuine.
“And these are our showers, so you can wash all that blood off okay? We also have some med kit’s in the room you’re staying in, so you can get those cuts taken care of!” Maria shoots you a sweet smile.
“Thanks Maria.” She nods.
“So… how did you get here?” Maria asks, making you shoot your head up, tilting it.
“I just.. well a kid like you all alone? It’s just a little strange is all..”
“Listen, if you worried about me bringing anyone along with me, I haven’t. No one I know is alive anymore.. that I know of at least.” Y/N sighs.
“Shit, I’m real sorry-“ Maria starts
“No need. I’m alright. Shit happens, just gotta keep moving forward is all.” She shrugs, small smile containing her lips.
Maria nods, letting the curly headed girl shower in peace.
It’s been a week.
A long, but better, week.
Ellie’s still a piece of shit but.. I guess it’s better than dealing with the infected.
The town was nice, the people even nicer.. all with the exception of Ellie. Maria was one of the few people that you did like. She showed you the training zone, which is where you spent half of your time.
The other half was spent with Jesse. You thought he was fun to hang around so the two of you got closer than ever. Though, the two of you have made it clear that there are no romantic feelings for one another, because of your sexual orientation, and he respected that.
Weird enough.. every time you were with Jesse, Ellie always gave you the weirdest looks.
Like today, Jesse got back from patrol with a scraped up knee. And being his best friend, you tended it for him.
What you didn’t see was Ellie standing there, watching you patch him up and laugh and joke with him. Though she didn’t like you, she didn’t like you.. with him.
Once you were all done you patted his now bandaged up knee, smiling to him, letting him know that he should take care of it frequently so it won’t get infected.
“Hey stranger.” You hear right next to you as you close the door, jumping and grabbing your chest.
“Yo. Ellie do not do that shit bro.” You exhale, releasing the grip on your chest and looking her up and down. “What you want?” You ask.
“So what’s going on with you and Jesse?” she throws at you, making you blink rapidly at her before bursting into laughter, leaving her confused.
“Dude, what?? What’s it to you?” You calm your laughter down a bit, wiping away tears that escaped.
“I don’t know what’s so funny. I mean.. y’know him and Dina JUST broke it off right?” She scoffs, looking you up and down.
“Listen dude, it aint like that. Ion even swing that way man, I thought that shit was mad obvious you damn dickhead.” Y/N gives her a “the fuck?” look, leaving Ellie dumbfounded as she walks off.
“OKAY WELL MY BAD! I GUESS..?” Ellie yells, watching you walk off.
“WHATEVER.” Y/N yells back. “God.. you’re the worst, Ellie Williams.”
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