#kiss my assbutt

[kissmyassbxtt]

J2M being adorable as always🥹❤️

#supernatural #spn #misha collins #jared padalecki #jensen and misha #jensen ackles #jackles #cockles #jarpad #j2 #j2m #kiss my assbutt

[thetiredstuff]

This is just mostly a handy little post for me but I asked people to rec me some destiel AU best friends to lovers fics and this is what I got:

Recs from ltleflrt:

okay, cupid. by orange_crushed On Air by wincechesters Just Turn Around and Go by @porcupine-girl Version 2.0 by Elizabeth1985 aka @cocklesheadboop Ignore the Butterflies: Best Friend Advice from Dean Winchester by impatient14 A Match Made (and Misunderstood) by surlybobbies More Views. More Money. by herbivoredinosaur Remember When by VioletHaze aka @scones-and-texting-and-murder When In Vegas by Dmsilvis & TobytheWise

Recs from doctorprofessorsong

One of my favorite fics of all time is Evangelist by @valleydean. It's really enemies to friends to lovers but the enemies part becomes friends pretty quickly because they are deeply obsessed with each other. One of the classics if you haven't read it is To Build a Home. Childhood friends who broke up and find themselves back in each other’s life. It is very angsty but they have a lifelong friendship so you get a lot of childhood and teenage friendship moments. If I may self recommend, I just wrote Can't Fight the Moonlight in which they are in this post canon partnership and both want to add sexual intimacy but the partnership is soft so you get some really fun platonic intimacy. It's not AU, obviously, but may have something of what you want. Seraph by @dothraki-shieldmaiden is a superhero au where they are friends and roommates to lovers. It has great world building. More than Kisses by @friendofcarlotta is a friends to lovers epistolary romance. Dean and Cas are pen pals and they share an absolutely gorgeous emotional intimacy. Tiamatv has a few that fit the bill. I'm gonna mention Marchen because I love the world built in that one. Dean Winchester is a prince locked in a tower. Feel free to also skim my fic recs. @riversrecs

Recs by castiellesbian:

tiamatv's "It's the End of the World (As We Know It)" is a friends to enemies to lovers if that counts? They were childhood best friends in that one "A Midterms Night's Dream" by Englandwouldfall is an au where they're roommates (oh my god they were rommates). "In Some Sacred Place" by schmerzerling is a good one where they're friends throughout most of the fic, but it's kind of depressing overall

Recs from porcupine-girl

Just Turn Around And Go (roommates-slash-best-friends): https://archiveofourown.org/works/4228830 Like four weddings and a funeral but without the funeral (Sam POV, Sam is clueless and doesn’t realize they’re together): https://archiveofourown.org/works/6225625 Go Down With This Ship (online fandom besties, don’t realize they know each other irl): https://archiveofourown.org/works/8023642

Rec by trampledundercas

#i thought of ‘ready to fall’ by lemonsorbae on ao3

A whole bunch of recs from dean-you-assbutt-cas-loves-you

A Tale of Two Tropes by Amelia_Clark (E, 7k) As You Walk On By by MercyBraavos (E, 23k) Are We Any Different? by LeviathanBlue, SerpentCountess (T, 41k) More Than Kisses by  FriendofCarlotta  (E, 29k) things i knew when i was young by stormwarnings  (T, 16k) Alright  by  turningthepages  (T, 46k) To Build a Home by intothesilentland  (M, 383k) When In Vegas  by  Dmsilvis, TobytheWise (E, 16k) The Ocean Between Us  by  noxsoulmate  (E, 27k) Room for Two (The Mattress AU) by  almaasi  (E, 14k) Honey-Baked  by  mishaminion69, sydkn3e (E,  89k) The Ones We Choose  by  lightmyway  (E, 82k)

EDIT: MORE:

Recs by bexfangirlforlife:

The Graveyard Shift by riseofthefallenone. PurgatoryJar Evangelist by embrancsxx0 Stay with me Sweetheart by Mandalarose We are what we pretend we are by tricia_16 Tricks of the Trade by Trenchcoat_Impala

Recs by impaledbeetle:

okay, cupid by orange_crushed Seek to Know You Better (E) by ahurston Après (E) by Imogenbynight Here's a couple aus that i really really enjoy that aren't necessarily best friends to lovers: spirit of the west (M) by teen_dean Parachutes (E) by chaoticdean (this one literally changed my life it is so good) And This, Your Living Kiss (M) by opal_bullets (again, this is life changing) Roll With It (E) by saltnhalo (this is a The Proposal (movie) au) Shut Up (Put Your Money Where Your Mouth Is) (E) by kototyph

Recs by butch--dean:

spirit of the west by teen-dean (everyone should read this 90's horse girl dean au where he befriends cas, a local veterinarian) I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart) by unicornpoe (I am a sucker for all "cas using dean as a vessel" fics) Après by imogenbynight (surely everyone has read this? dean and cas in paris what more can you ask for) under the midnight sun by northernsparrow (dean is the caretaker of a research station in the arctic and cas is a mysterious bird researcher) (I also rec you can keep holding on by this author but be warned that it is very grief-driven - but it is an in-depth study of the way they care for each other) though the course may change by imogenbynight (fake dating AU at a couple's retreat - another one that everyone has probably read but is so worth mentioning in case you haven't) there's no cell service in the afterlife by screamsintothesun (cas gets back from the empty and his phone blows up with dean's voicemails & texts) Gold in the Edges of Our Vision by SewingNatural (dean and cas eat peaches together on a hot summer evening. The writing style on this one is really really lovely) these are just a few from my bookmarks but also there is a really good rec list here & here (this one has a link to a specific friends to lovers list here) that I refer to often when looking for new fics/authors to dig through!!

Recs by mercurialkitty for some reason tumblr won't allow me to add them to my post so just click on their name to go to their post!

These are all the ones i've gotten up til now but will def edit if I get any more. If you see this post and think of a Destiel AU best friend to lovers fic that isn't on here or just a Destiel AU (no abo) fic that isn't on here: PLEASEEEEEE GIVE ME ALL THE DESTIEL AU FIC RECS (no abo)

Also i didn't tag the people who recommended it cuz I don't wanna annoy them but I linked back to all of their original posts or comments!

A hugeeeeeeee thank you to everyone who replied to my annoying messages for fic recs cuz I really really appreciate it. thank you all so so so much!!!!

#to read #destiel #i love my husbands #spn #supernatural #destiel fan fic #spn fan fics

[what-if-i-just-did]

Destiel Prompt List 17. The difference between Cas and Castiel

Trigger Warnings: intense/graphic making out, mentions of rough sex, being held down during sex, being told not to make sounds during sex, mentions of war, clothes getting ripped off

Castiel

Cas is Dean's best friend. Cas is Dean's lover, his boyfriend. Cas is friends with Sam. Cas is the dorky little angel that does everything wrong for the right reasons. Cas is the guy who has sympathy. Cas is the guy who doesn't get enough hugs and likes pb&j's and made up the word 'Assbutt' because he didn't think before speaking.

Castiel is an Angel of the Lord. He's a soldier; a warrior; he led armies in Heaven, fought battles for centuries, millenia, eons before humans even cared to exist. He's existed for an unfathomable amount of time, and he's a celestial being, the size of the Chrystler tower. Like being strapped to a comet.

So, way back when, when Cas kissed Meg, Dean had to do a double take. Because the way he kissed her? That wasn't Cas. That was Castiel. And when Cas told Raphael, "Today? You're my little bitch.", that was Castiel. And when Cas carved a banishing sigil into his own chest and banished all the angels from the room, including himself? That was Castiel.

When they'd started to kiss, it'd been Cas. Sweet, soft Cas, carefully asking for entrance at his mouth, softly trailing his nails over Dean's still fully-clothed sides. But now, it was starting to be Castiel. Dean could tell by the way he plunged his tongue into his mouth and claimed it, rather than asking permission and dancing with Dean's tongue. He could tell by the way that grinding their hips together had become Cas pining Dean down, by the way that interlocking fingers had become holding down his hands. He could tell by the way that Castiel's breath washed hard over his face, rather than softly ghosting over his lips. He could tell by the way Castiel ripped away his clothes and a few buttons springed loose. He could tell by the high-pitched whine that escaped his mouth, and by the way that Cas said, "Keep. Quiet." like there was gravel in his voice, like it was an order, like it was a threat, like Dean didn't know it was because Sammy was in the other room and like he was supposed to keep quiet just because Castiel had told him so.

He knew this was Castiel by the way Dean nodded frantically, desperate to get fucked like this, to please him, to be held down and owned.

Taglist: @idthegreen

#destiel fic #destiel #destiel prompt #dean winchester #spn #castiel #supernatural #deancas #casdean #bottom dean #sub dean #dom cas

[fionaswhvre]

WIP WEDNESDAY

I am once again back from the trenches to post humble little snippets of my fic 🤌

Here's a little snippet of Buddie proposal fic:

Eddie lifts up his head and to no one’s surprise, he sees Buck’s eyes closed, mouth open, sleeping soundly. Cupping his cheek, Eddie gently shakes him awake. “Baby? Let’s go to sleep, yeah?”

Buck is again awake in an instant. Taking a moment to realise where he is, he scrambles around the couch to find the remote and point it to the TV, but he doesn’t press pause like Eddie was expecting. Instead, he only checks how much time is remaining in the movie. “Only thirty more minutes, we can do this.” He says, pressing a wet cheek on Eddie’s cheek before turning back to the TV, rubbing and widening his eyes to keep them open.

“Buck.”

Buck's hand fumbles around on Eddie’s lap to blindly search for his hand till he finds it and squeezes. “I promised you I am gonna watch it tonight. I am gonna watch it.”

Eddie’s heart bursts. A train of emotions runs through it with such speed that he doesn’t realize what to feel, how to stop at a single emotion, whether to just sit back and be happy or to jump around with joy or to just take Buck in his arms and kiss him or to wake up his son and tell him that they both are no longer alone and that finally, they are loved or to cry ugly tears because why why why? Why does Buck love him so much? He doesn’t do any of those things. Instead, letting his tongue cut contact with the last remnants of his braincells, he blurts out, “Marry me.”

Tags: @hippolotamus @cal-daisies-and-briars @revenge-of-the-assbutt @your-catfish-friend @spagheddiediaz @watchyourbuck @elgascreamslikehell @dreamforrest @adarkermiserablecrow @housewifebuck @buckleyobsessed @liabegins @femalemusketeer

You can always ask to be removed (if I'm being annoying) or added to this list!

#eddie diaz #evan buck buckley #buddie #buddie fic #buddie proposal fic

[redpool]

Because we are moving, I've been rewatching Supernatural while packing and I've decided i want to make a list of the episodes that i actually like (meaning that I actually like what I'm watching).

Season 1:

Episode 1 'Pilot' - Minus the intro, i usually skip that

Episode 2 'Wendigo' - That last bit, where Dean has the bandage on his throat... *insert debby ryan meme here*

Episode 3 'Dead in the Water' - Enough said, i mean come on..

Episode 5 'Bloody Mary' - I used to be terrified of this ep. But the way the boys are so soft and comforting towards the girls. (and Mary is pretty)

Episode 7 'Hook Man' - Love me some hook man. and the black shirt and brown jacket combo on Dean *chefs kiss*

Episode 12 'Faith' - Dean is just really attractive to me i this ep, he's so sick and pathetic looking and i love it... THE HOODIE

Episode 17 'Hell House' - AHDHGDGDHGDHBGDGDCVGDCB PRANK WARS!!!!!!

Episode 19 'Provenance' - Idk why "HOLY, BLONDE, CHEERLEADER, BATMAN" < I quote that so so much

Season 2:

Episode 2 'Everybody Loves A Clown' -

I want to say Bloodlust because of Benny but I hate that other shitbird

Episode 4 'Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things' - Its just a fun ep

Episode 5 'Simon Said' - ASH MY LOVE!!!!!

Episode 6 'No Exit' - America's first known serial killer

Episode 11 'Playthings' - "Of course, the most troubling question is: Why do these people assume we're gay?" "Well, you are kinda butch, but I just think you're overcompensating."

Episode 15 'Tall Tales' - GABE MY LOVE!!!!!!

Episode 17 'Heart' - uhhh werewolves, need I say more?

Episode 18 'Hollywood Babylon' - another idk why

Episode 19 'Folsom Prison Blues' - two words, Blue. Steel.

Season 3:

Episode 3 'Bad Day At Black Rock' - Bela *Insert debby ryan meme*

Episode 5 'Bedtime Stories' - another fun one

Episode 6 'Red Sky at Morning' - Bela, my love!'

Episode 8 'A Very Supernatural Christmas' - Protective Dean, "You fudging touch me again, I'll fudging kill ya!"

Episode 11 'Mystery Spot' - GABE MY LOVE!!!!!!

Episode 13 'Ghostfacers' - GHOST- GHOSTFACERS, I also love that we see a whole different version of the Winchesters. (sweary)

Season 4:

Episode 1 'Lazarus Rising' - The beginning of the longest queerbaiting relationship ever

Episode 4 'Monster Movie' - do I really need to explain?

Episode 6 'Yellow Fever' - "I'll man the flashlight!"

Episode 7 ' It's the Great Pumpkin, Sam Winchester' - ngl the title makes no sense, and there is a reason, i just can't think of it.

Episode 8 'Wishful Thinking' - another fun episode, this is the episode that, that kid that killed his mum and set out to take the Canadian prime minster out is in.

Episode 12 'Criss Angel Is a Douche Bag' - *shrugs*

Episode 13 'After School Special' - BABY SAM, younger Dean 😏

Episode 14 'Sex and Violence' - BI DEAD BI DEAN BI DEAN BI DEAN

Episode 18 'The Monster at the End of This Book' - also *shrug*

Episode 19 'Jump the Shark' - ADAM!!!! Adam ☹️😢

Season 5:

Episode 5 'Fallen Idols' - another fun episode

Episode 6 'I Believe the Children Are Out Future' - JESSE!!!!! There was so much potential in this kid, we could have the greatest duo with Jesse and Jack.

Episode 7 'The Curious Case of Dean Winchester' - BI DEAD BI DEAN BI DEAN BI DEAN

Episode 8 'Changing Channels' - GABE MY LOVE!!!!!!!!

Episode 9 'The Real Ghostbusters' - fair enough

Episode 11 'Sam, Interrupted' - ✨therapy✨

Episode 12 'Swap Meat' - fun episode

Episode 14 'My Bloody Valentine' - "I don't like it!" "No one likes it."

Episode 17 '99 Problems' - "Not you. Or me. Sam of course is an abomination. We'll have to find someone else." & "Well, what is she, exactly?" "The whore." "Wow, Cas, tell us what you really think."

Episode 18 'Point of No Return' - ADAM!!!! Adam... ☹️😢

Episode 19 'Hammer of the Gods' - GABE!!!!! Gabe.... ☹️😢

Episode 21 'Two Minutes to Midnight' - OH, DEATH, OH, DEATH, OH, DEATH,

Episode 22 'Swan Song' - THE BEGINNIG OF MIADAM!!!! funny story, when i had an iPhone i had "Hey, Assbutt" as my text tone and it was almost as scary as when I had Obi-Wan's "Hello there"

Season 6:

Episode 3 'The Third Man' - BALTHAZAR MY LOVE!!!!!!!!

Episode 9 'Clap Your Hands If You Believe' - Souless!Sam is a dick but I kinda love him.

Episode 17 'My Heart Will Go On' - BALTHAZAR!!!!!!!! "Sorry, you have me confused with the other angel. You know, the one in the dirty trench coat who's in love with you."

Episode 18 'Frontierland' - Why is Elias kinda hot...?

Episode 19 'Mommy Dearest' - I just like the bar scene

Season 7:

Episode 1 'Meet the New Boss' - "And who says you speak for God? You're wrong. I am utterly indifferent to sexual orientation. On the other hand, I cannot abide hypocrites like you, Reverend." "Okay, fun's over, friend" "Tell your flock where your genitals have been before you speak for Me." "And who the heck are you?" "I'm God.", basically the whole church scene

Episode 5 'Shut Up, Dr. Phil' - It's just a funny episode

Episode 9 'How to Win Friends and Influence Monsters' - "I think you pissed off my sandwich."

Episode 14 'Plucky Pennywhistle's Magical Menagerie' - "Ha! I'm sorry, you look like you got attacked by some PCP-crazed strippers."

Episode 20 'The Girl with the Dungeons and Dragons Tattoo' -CHARLIE BABY!!!!!!

Episode 21 'Reading is Fundamental' - KEVIN MY LOVE!!!!!!

Season 8:

Episode 1 'We Need to Talk About Kevin' - That whole first scene, BENNY MY LOVE!!!!!!

Episode 2 'What's Up, Tiger Mommy?' - ALFIE!!!!!!!!! BENNY!!!!!!!

Episode 4 'Bitten' - outside perspectives are always funny

Episode 5 'Blood Brother' - BENNNY!!!! Vampirates.

Episode 6 'Southern Comfort' - GARTH!!!!!

Episode 7 'A Little Slice of Kevin' - KEVIN!!!! Dean isn't even trying to hide his gay.

Episode 8 'Hunteri Heroici' - I'll introgate the cat."

Episode 9 'Citizen Fang' - I hate this episode but yeah

Episode 11 'LARP and the Real Girl' - CHARLIE, MY LOVE!!!!!!

Episode 12 'As Time Goes By' - HENRY, MY LOVE!!!!!!

Episode 13 'Everybody Hates Hitler' - Adam Rose is in it, do i need to continue?

Episode 15 'Man's Best Friend with Benefits' - I hate witches but this ep is good.

Episode 20 'Pac-Man Fever' -

Episode 23 'Sacrifice' - The last scene and speech that Dean says to Sam.

Season 9:

Episode 1 'I Think I'm Gonna Like It Here' - GADDY!!!!!! MY BABY!!!!!!

Episode 4 'Slumber Party' - CHARLIE!!!!! TIIO!!!!!!

Episode 5 'Dog Dean Afternoon' - just a fun one, the pigeon is the best character in this episode.

Episode 7 'Bad Boys' - BABY DEAN BABY DEAN BABY DEAN

Episode 8 'Rock and a Hard Place' - "But when you get down to it, what's the big deal? Sure, there's the touching and the feeling all of each other, my hands everywhere, tracing every inch of her body. The two of us moving together, pressing, pulling, grinding, and then you hit that sweet spot and everything just builds, builds and builds until it all just... [Makes explosion noise] ...But the whole thing was just a little too sticky."

Episode 13 'The Purge' - Out of all of the creatures in this show the Pishtacos are my favourite.

Episode 15 '#thinman' - the return of the Ghostfacers, they're so gay for eachother.

Episode 16 'Blade Runners' - sexy

Episode 19 'Alex Annie Alexis Ann' - ALEX!!!!!!!

Season 10:

Episode 1 'Black' - DEMON!DEAN FOR THE WIN!!!!

Episode 2 'Reichenbach' - Demon Dean...

Episode 3 'Soul Survivor' - Demon Dean.

Episode 4 'Paper Moon' - KATE!!!!

Episode 5 'Fan Fiction' - Do I really need to explain why I like this one? 🎶"JOHN AND MARY, HUSBAND AND WIFE, BRINGING HOME A BRAND NEW LIFE, HIS NAME IS SAMMY, I'M BIG BROTHER DEAN"🎶

Episode 6 'Ask Jeeves' - the interactions are just really funny.

Episode 7 'Girls, Girls, Girls' - ROWENA!!!!!! the only witch I can stand.

Episode 8 'Hibbing 911' - JODIY AND DONNA SUPREMACY!!!!

Episode 12 'About a Boy' - Just a fun episode

Episode 13 'Halt & Catch Fire' - ghosts are always fun episodes

Episode 14 'The Executioner's Song' - the end of Cain

Episode 15 'The Things They Carried' - probably my favourite Cole episode.

Episode 16 'Paint It Black' - I just like this ep

Episode 19 'The Werther Project' - BENNY!!!!!!

Season 11:

Episode 4 'Baby' - self explained, i'd say.

Episode 5 'Thin Lizzie' - idk why

Episode 7 'Plush' - its just funny

Episode 8 'Just My Imagination' - 'She's got sparkle on her face!'

Episode 11 'Into the Mystic' -

Episode 12 'Don't You Forget About Me' - DAD DEAN DAD DEAN DAD DEAN DAD DEAN

Season 12:

Episode 6 'Celebrating the Life of Asa Fox' - It's just funny watching people react the way they do towards the boys.

Episode 8 'LOTUS' - ARTHUR!!!!!!

Episode 11 'Regarding Dean' - Considering that he was going to die this and the Zanna episode are my all time favourites.

Season 13:

Episode 1 'Lost and Found' - JACK!!!!!!! MY BABY!!!!!!!

Episode 2 'The Rising Son' - Jack means a lot to me.

Episode 4 'The Big Empty' - ✨therapy✨

Episode 6 'Tombstone' - GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY

Episode 10 'Wayward Sisters' - GIRLFRIENDS GIRLFRIENDS GIRLFRIENDS GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY

Episode 16 'Scoobynatural' - I like it when they give us a break from the on-going trauma filled story lines.

Season 14:

Episode 4 'Mint Condition' - fun episode

Episode 6 'Optimism' - fun episode

have you guys seen this yet? this is such a cool picture.

Season 15:

Episode 1 'Back and to the Future' - BELPHEGOR!!!!! (i only like Alex's version)

Episode 2 'Raising Hell' - a trip down memory lane

Episode 3 'The Rapture' - *shrugs*

Episode 7 'Last Call' - I just think its funny how Dean faked being able to sing for all those years, I assume to make Sam laugh.

Episode 8 'Our Father, Who Aren't In Heaven' - ADAM!!!!!!! MIDAM!!!!!!! THATS A RELATIONSHIP I WANNA JOIN!!! Oh and its a win for Destial too i guess.

Episode 15 'Gimme Shelter' - Jack & Dean bonding experience.

#supernatural #spn #dean winchester #sam winchester #jack kline #gabriel #gabriel spn #jesse turner #gadreel #jody mills #claire novak #kevin tran #henry winchester #adam milligan #michael spn #midam #arthur ketch #benny lafitte #rowena spn #demon dean

[langdhon]

These times are hard for many of us for a variety of reasons. And while I'm not at all a christmasy person, I think it can't hurt to spread a little gingerbread sweetness in shape of appreciation. They seem to be just words typed on a pixel background, but I mean them. As a thank you, let me get all mushy and give shoutouts to you people:

Under the cut because it got really fucking long.

||| First of all, my closest/longest roleplay partners:

@ravenskeeper: Andy, the light of my experience. The FUCL to my ATTACL, one of the most creative people on here and longest writing partner. I can't imagine my guy without Alice in his life anymore. We've created such a profound dynamic out of literally nothing but a random starter 1 1/2 years ago. And despite some jealous assbutt trying to kick you, you stayed, kept slaying and I hope you know how fucking strong that makes you! I also love for us how we rapid-fire our shit back and forth most of the time because we infect each other with the inspiration from our muses harmonizing so damn well. Sure, I adore everything you do, also on your multi and Dream, but your OG brainchild Alice always has a special place in my heart.

@eyeless-smiles: Why don't I know what to call you after such a long time of our sickos murdering and diddling their way through existence together? Wanna preserve a mysterious vibe, huh? Jk. Such laid back and easy-going writers like you seem to be a rarity nowadays, and you're super kind whenever we have our little chats. While I enjoyed every second of seeing your writing evolve, your muse grow, I appreciate most how you can fit Corinth into so many situations and still have him be him. It's easy to tell you have fun. That is contagious tbh. Interacting with you is always a joy and I hope we'll keep that going for the next 100 years!

@viiolencia: Lune, you funky moonthey! We've already written on my old muse loooong ago and I immediately fell in love with Sira. I'm so happy we have our hellish little shits interact too, and what a blast that just is I have no words!! Besties with benefits, a dynamic I'll always cherish. They're chaos, sitting in the same boat while also not. It's so special. Your writing as such? Chef's kiss. You're one of those partners whose replies to me I read multiple times because your prose flows so beautifully while never straying from depicting the ugly details. You paint literal pictures in my head with your words and I'm so living for it. I'd eat your writing if I could.

@hiveruled: Kai is a dick. But you, Bo the bro, ain't; you're super chill and I love seeing you drag Kai through the dirt, as I occasionally drag Michael too. You understand that there's a difference between exploring the mind of a bad guy and the person you really are; it's almost like psychologists being fascinated with the most unhinged minds, to comprehend how they work. Writing our two idiots provoke each other is so so much fun. You're also, I'll never forget, the first AHS roleplayer who welcomed me and Michael. I appreciate you always.

@malka-lisitsa: I remember when we became mutuals. We immediately were on the same wavelength when it came to how we both are most interested in diving into our characters' psyche. That this is what it's about for us. And I see you dig into Katherine's heart and soul every day, you never fail at filling in the gaps canon left to render her the one-dimensional villain. You showed me, us, that she's not the cutout bad bitch. What should be obvious, you made us see in detail. Michael and Katherine together? Priceless! Anyway, you're such a force on my dash that when someone says November, I don't think of the month first but of you.

@colorsdevoid: Yes, Genesis, you have many muses Zach would be proud of you portraying because you do it amazingly. Still, Thomas is the one I got to know best by now and with who Michael interacted most, so I'm sort of biased. Sue me, ha! I instantly loved him because he's somebody you can easily have compassion for, all the while not excusing the path he took. And I'm so thrilled to see him bloom when brought back among the living, in a world that'll treat him better than the one he was born into. A world still needing improvement, but better nonetheless. I look forward to seeing where all this takes him!

@multi-royalty: Maddie, the gal who juggles a bunch of super different characters every single day, and all of them are amazing on their own. I don't know how you do it, especially since you've got a fair amount of high-maintenance divas in the mix, so I imagine sometimes your head must go BOOM. I've only ever seen you as the sweet presence on my dash, which is always a bright spark in my daily experience here. I know you struggle, but I also see you fight this bitch trying to paint your thoughts all black. I'm proud of you and I hope you are proud of yourself for creating such a lot every day, too

@asteritm: We haven't written in a while, but you were one of my very first writing partners on this blog, this muse. They immediately kicked off with an equally chaotic vibe and it's been such a blast all along! Whenever they didn't try to 1-up each other in sass-battles, they could get super soft with one another; this duality is super interesting to play out. Also because Lilly is one among very few able to overpower my brat. It's something I dig so hard because it forces him to tone his shit down sometimes. The way you write is so alive too. Fresh, never monotonous, it really conveys Lilly's entire chaotic energy!

@zealctry: A, your Malcolm went through more than a handful headaches with my guy here, while with Hidan? I suppose our dudes either give each other the same headache or none, because they are both murderous chaotic fucks who don't beat around the bush. Writing with you was always a pure pleasure and still is! You put up with Mikey's bs even when I sat here hoping he'd just... shut up and think for a second. You have such a colorful mind and the way you write is a mirror of your creativity; it's so real, so vivid. Every reply from you is a treat, like a warm chocolate pudding during a winter evening.

||| More partners that I adore and send my love to:

@anthrcpophagi and the beautifully written Maren Yearly, a sweet yet dangerous character who absolutely deserves more recognition. @butscrewmefirst and the flawless take of Elizabeth, who's been around for over half a decade by now, can you even believe? @bunnyblooded and the Stefan I didn't know I needed to see until I did. @bratprinced, if you want the actual Lestat to throw his dramatic antics onto your dash? That's the go-to. @griefknown and a lovely Elena, who's just as troubled as she's the town's sweetheart. @hybrid-royalty-main who always provides fun times with all those funky little dudes. I hear their voices in their replies, no shit. @hecatespower the only Mallory I've seen around in a while and given so much more depth it's simply beautiful. @havvkinsqueen Victoria is one of the absolute sweetest persons on this whole site, an inspiration for us all, and her Chrissy is the only one for me. @monstriiss and their giant monster milf who can eat your man and probably will, literally btw. Not just an original but original original concept. @munsontm with their funky little Eddie, who gives no shit about gender norms while being metal af. @pumpkinstabs, the person who made me get actually interested in Myers, who gives him such intriguing nuances. Love it. @ruinedmyself and the lovely babygirl Sammy who needs snuggles but receives struggles; pls go and hug him. @spynorth and the Spooks spy Michael likes to slam into walls. Lucas shakes his head at his own muse a lot and that's what I'm here for. @stanfordprepped and the fanged cutie Sam that you can corrupt today! For only $0,00 and a cup of demon blood. @sarcasticsnackpack with that guy with an aversion to his birthname. Super fun to write and chat with. @snowreignd who's brave and comes around with the worst fictional president to ever president. I love that rounded take! @thcmcnstcr and a super cute but equally as dangerous half-angel, also found on @scldiersmercy and @blccdwar. All intertwined. @untilthcyrot with a variety of great muses, most of all the little big sister to my idiot son here. Super fun to talk to as well.

||| Last but not least: those I yet have to get into writing with more:

@fallenregent you're amazing and so is your Davina! @fangsforhire you give off fun-vibes, which I love to see! @pohlepen you give us a messy woman who kicks ass and you just.. rock! @pumpcursed you unapologetically enjoy yourself, as we all should! @traumapyre you're a sweet bean and deserve only good things. @zmogedra you sure have that cannibal down to a T. And pls get well soon!

I didn't @ multiple blogs of the same writer, just know I love every blog I follow! Obviously, otherwise I wouldn't follow, duh ♥

#positivity

[asukaskerian]

monthly word count - march

TOTAL: 4 512 ... *whine* can't-start-nothin-itis was REALLY bad this month. :( POSTED : nothin! IN PROGRESS (all bleach) -suburban ot4 (695 words) -daemon AU: the fullbringers arc (1 756 words) -bloodsport (83 words) (but i plotted more!) -pack fuckening epilogue (1 966 words) (maybe one fourth done. sob) -superheroes AU (12 words) (=_=) also posted: bleach - pack fuckening chapter 6. now to finish that friggin epilogue... hghghhh

-- suburban ot4 -- "Okay, release paperwork to sign, blank reports, address book..." Kurosaki is making his way down the stairs without looking, riffling through his satchel. "... Address is filled, permission slip for the Kyoto trip..." "Daddy's going to work?" "Mm yep," he hums back, still peering inside his bag as he wanders across the room. "Just for a little bit. Daddy's visiting a student and then coming back home." He drops a blind kiss on his son's skull, then another on his wife's-- Then pauses exactly two inches off Nelliel's hair, lips still pursed. "... Um." ... Pffhahaha. The bright, hopeful grin Nelliel sends him makes him heave a sigh, ears turning red. Grimmjow starts smirking wider in anticipation of heckling him into committing to it... Then he just does it on his own. The kiss he drops on her in turn lands on her fringe, at the top of her forehead -- more noisy and showy than real, but it still happens. She laughs, surprised, happy. Grimmjow laughs, more incredulous than anything. The princess presses a hand to her mouth to stifle giggles. "Where's mine, assh... butt?" Ichigo narrows his eyes meanly. Kazui calls out like a little town crier, in case the neighborhood's hard of hearing, "Assbutt!" and brandishes his drawing with both hands. -- daemon AU -- "... I suppose. But it's hard to find a way to talk to you without the... honor guard." Wow, the doubtful little pause in the middle, the harmless smile afterwards. The slow glide, in and out, of the tigress' claw tips, half-hidden behind her curled tail. "You could have come up while they were around," Rikuto says. "We really couldn't have," the tigress says, regretful. They stare at each other. Ichigo throws his bag, then hops across the gap after it. "Oh, they're nice." He bats dust off his pants legs, casually. "Well, most of them. Probably. Okay, where's the door?" The guy blinks, a little thrown. "You just got here and you already wanna leave? You don't have a problem with heights, I hope." Her Ichigo pauses to scowl at the guy, who replies with a smarmy grin, full of teeth. Rikuto snorts. Guys with big cats are all assholes, it seems. "Just sit down if you're scared," the guy drawls, playful mockery in every syllable. "I'll even lend you my jacket so you don't dirty your pants." "Dude," Ichigo deadpans back, "I already have a boyfriend." Then he rolls his eyes. So he misses the way the tigress' ears flick up; but Rikuto doesn't. "So who the hell are you and what were you stalking us for," she says, cutting through the oncoming bullshit and seven centuries of coy not-getting-to-the-point. It's a little satisfying to see the smarm slide off the guy's face to be replaced by seriousness. "Right. I'm Ginjō Kūgo. This is Yozora. We arrived in town last week, and... Ah, there's no good way of saying this." His brow knits into concern, worry. "How come you're surrounded by Fullbringers and not a one of them taught you how to do it?" -- pack fuckening epilogue -- He hopped over a tree trunk, and promptly caught his toe on it and tripped when his sleeve started ringing out of nowhere. His foot landed with a wet squelch in something unidentifiable; he plunged his hand down his sleeve to grab the spirit flip phone Urahara had inflicted on him somehow. "Yeah? -- oh, gross." "Who are you calling gross, little boy?" -- Oh. He stopped walking, phone pressed to his ear and one foot still up, trying to flick the weird mush out from between his toes. "Rukia? They called you in?" Just hearing her voice made his shoulders relax, his back straighten. He'd been feeling so -- "I came with the Captain-Commander." Her voice was all no-nonsense, extra-professional; Kyoraku was probably in the room with her. Ichigo tried not to feel too disappointed. He'd hoped... "Now Urahara-san tells us a garganta just opened and closed, can you confirm?" "Yeah, they just left. Peacefully and with half of my house's entire stock of pillows." He was rewarded with a little 'heh.' "And your estimated time of arrival at the shop?" "Oh, uh." Ugh. Five minutes if he flew, but he didn't want to fly. "Fifte... thirty minutes. I gotta... stuff." "Very well." She turned away from the phone, voice gone muffled as she relayed his words. Sigh. "Alright," she said all at once, in such a different tone he almost startled. "I'm in the ladies' room. Tell me why you're coming back on foot. Are you brooding?" Ichigo spluttered, and shoved a branch out of his face with a little more -- enthusiasm. (Relief.) "What the hell makes you think that?!" "If you were injured you'd say so. You wouldn't make poor Inoue cry thinking of you limping back through rough terrain on your lonesome." "...Mngh."   "Also... Ichigo, I'm an alpha too. Do you think I don't understand how it might feel to devote a couple nights slaking a lover's lust and shielding their most intimate vulnerabilities only for them to disappear in the morning?" He swallowed. Cleared his throat. "... I keep forgetting you're an alpha." "Bullshit you do, you're just a deviant." "Ugh, shut up. Nobody still goes by Sengoku era rules for friend groups." Fewer and fewer people even still held onto it for actual packs in the Living World, but Soul Society, he knew, held firmly to that rule at least. A household might have several omegas, and definitely several betas, but more than one, unrelated alpha? Too shocking. Kind of... gay. Rukia's voice went teasingly cloying. "There, there, it's okay if you consider me a senior alpha, a patriarch of sorts, a mentor in the ways of--" "I really, really don't." "Hmph. Upstart." "You really missed an occasion to call me a whippersnapper there."

#teaser #ABO quest

[pixiealamode]

I've been writing some "micro fan fics" to help with my writers block and I finished this one today! Please give a read if you have a spare moment. It's mostly dialogue so you'll be finished with it fast.

Dial One for Idiot

"Heya Sammy," Dean tried to breathe through his nose as he paced around his two bedroom apartment.

"Hey what's up? I'm about to go grocery shopping. Eileen is coming over tonight and I don't even have ketchup for the burgers i'm making. " Sam jangled his keys as he locked his door and trundled down the stairs.

"Burgers huh? You must really like her to break your no red meat streak."

"They're turkey burgers Dean."

"Gross dude. That's nasty."

"Is there a reason you called or are you just calling to insult my healthy life style." Sam huffed.

"So remember Cas?"

"Yes Dean, your room mate of five years and my best friend. That Cas?"

"Yeah so... I asked him out."

Sam paused in the stairs, blinking rapidly. Had it finally happened?

"You what?" He asked for clarification. He sat down on the dirty linoleum staircase in between the first and second floor.

"I asked him out, on like a date. He said yes! Sam where the hell do I take him?" Dean sounded like he was at the brink of terror. The inflection in his voice varied between excitement and pure fear.

"What if I fuck this up and he never wants to see me again. What if he moves out? What if we're not even friends after i fuck this up." Dean was near breathless now.

"Whoa whoa, hold on. Have you told Cas any of this?" Sam spoke softly, Dean had always had the emotional bandwidth of a teaspoon, this was probably a wave of sensations he wasn't familiar with.

"No..." Dean grumbled. "Why would I tell him? I don't want to worry or upset him. Or make him think I don't want this."

"Cause you do want this? Right Dean?" Sam encouraged, like the good little brother he was.

"More than anything. I mean he's perfect. Hot, smart, sarcastic, and so god damn funny. I mean you know how long I've been holding on to this torch."

"Maybe if you tell him you won't fuck shit up. Right?"

"Uh- fuck I may already have," Dean stage whispered. "Heya Cas, Im just on the phone with Sam. Oh yeah I'll put it on speaker."

"Hello Sam, it seems Dean has told you about our date tonight,"

"Hey Cas good to hear from you. Yes he did."

"Did he also tell you that he's an idiot?"

"Ha, yeah he did Cas."

"Can you please," Sam very clearly could see Castiel shooting Dean a particularly withering look. "Tell your brother I've been in love with him for five years and that he won't fuck this up because I won't let him?"

"Really Cas?" Dean interjected.

"Yes you Assbutt. Get over here." There was rustling and the distinct noise of someone slurping. Sam assumed it was a kiss, he HOPED it was just a kiss.

"Gross guys come on! I'm still on the phone." Sam rolled his eyes and stood up from the stoop. The crisis seemingly averted.

"Bye Sam!" Castiel called out before Sam could end the call. Sam chuckled to himself and continued on with his day.

#spn #supernatural #fan fics #spn fanfic #spn fanworks #destiel #written by pixie #dean winchester is bi #drabble fic

[weirdo09]

henclair<3

dustin is staying over at lucas’ for a sleepover. it was a fun time with them playing D&D but, soon it was time for bed, lucas’ parents made sure of it. they didn’t have any sleeping bags so dustin and lucas had to sleep in the same bed. ;)(no freaky stuff)

lucas fell asleep soon after his parents came to say goodnight. dustin laid awake looking at lucas’ facial features whispering ‘i really want to kiss him….’ he contemplated little for a while and then decided to go with it. but, at the last minute he decided not to. little did he know, lucas woke up earlier to hear dustin talking to himself and didn’t know when to open his eyes so, he just pretended to still be asleep. “if you won’t do it, i will” lucas suddenly said, startling dustin who said “w-what?” lucas opened his eyes and said “this.”

he leaned in to kiss dustin, who happily allowed him to kiss him. they stayed like that for what seemed forever then, dustin broke apart the kiss whispering very softly “that was amazing.” lucas started to smile saying “yea, it was, wanna do it again?” dustin chuckled at lucas’ need to kiss him again but replied back “yes, lucas” smiling to show his pearls(😭) so, he leaned it again and kiss him more passionately this time.

after that kiss, they started to cuddle in comfortable silence. dustin broke that silence “what does this make us?” he whispered into lucas’ chest. “boyfriends if you like that..” lucas whispers back. “i’d like that.” dustin says quietly. “me too.” lucas replies with a kiss to dustin’s forehead. “goodnight, dusty-bun.” :) dustin rolls his eyes at that but replies back “goodnight, my wonderful boyfriend” with a hint of scorn in his voice.

lucas grinned and chuckled at his boyfriend’s snarky remark. he started to play with dustin’s curls while he(dustin) was this close to falling asleep on lucas’ chest. they both soon fell asleep with erica passing by and awwing at the sight after making sure her parents weren’t around and slowly closed the door to not wake the sleeping couple up.

@adoremaxmayfield @adorewillbyers @cloudyhall @foodiewithdahoodie @forever-augustine @forevereternally-janedoe @feelin-a-bit-frazzled @pimplepogue @queer-coded-sidekick @no-ordinary-demigirl @fangirltrashsthings @l0v3c0r3e @delusional-dingus @butterfliesformichael @willbyerswithagun @background-character-341 @sunflowersand-bees @buckieduckie @tinylittle-superfan @assbutt-casbutt-iii @thebylerfiles @thefandombringer @japplejottomjeans @/anyone i missed

#henclair<3 #fluff #stranger things fanfiction #fanfiction #lucas sinclair #dustin henderson #erica sinclair

[punk-is-notdead]

I posted 1,499 times in 2022

8 posts created (1%)

1,491 posts reblogged (99%)

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@dean-you-assbutt-cas-loves-you

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@miniaturereviewmaker

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I tagged 1,009 of my posts in 2022

Only 33% of my posts had no tags

#destiel - 202 posts

#our flag means death - 151 posts

#cockles - 145 posts

#misha collins - 86 posts

#castiel - 61 posts

#this - 58 posts

#stranger things - 52 posts

#awww - 46 posts

#eddie munson - 44 posts

#dean winchester - 41 posts

Longest Tag: 123 characters

#also why am i learning more about what’s happening in my own country’s parliament on tumblr and not from the so-called news

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Friends to Lovers, Idiots in Love, Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss, Fluff, SO MUCH FLUFF Summary:

When Castiel decides to try his hand at cooking he doesn’t expect to be affected by an onion, of all things. A collision with Dean results in him designating it "Spoil Cas Rotten Day", which is much more enjoyable.

A birthday gift from @eyesofatragedy67 and me for the lovely @anyreiart, with all our love, angel kisses and cupcakes. 💚💙😇

10 notes - Posted September 26, 2022

#4

Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005), Supernatural (TV 2005) RPF Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, AU!Misha/AU!Jensen Characters: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), AU!Misha Collins, AU!Jensen Ackles, Jack Kline Additional Tags: Crack, Established Jensen Ackles/Misha Collins, Smut, Top Misha Collins, Bottom Jensen Ackles, Bottom Castiel/Top Dean Winchester, fourth wall?, what fourth wall?, Silly little fic to hopefully brighten your day, we love you, Somewhere Over the Rainbow Summary:

Jensen and Misha are transported to Dean and Cas’s world. Enough said.

A birthday gift for @queerwolfsstuff from @anyreiart and me. We hope you like it, and that you’re having a lovely day. We love you Frankie. 💙💚

13 notes - Posted December 12, 2022

#3

Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Characters: Meg Masters, Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural) Additional Tags: Meg Plays Cupid, Idiots in Love, Bisexual Dean Winchester, Pansexual Castiel (Supernatural), Smut, Threesome - F/M/M, Meg Masters Ships Castiel/Dean Winchester, Vaginal Fingering, Vaginal Sex, Anal Sex, Oral Sex, Rimming, Porn With Plot, Domestic Fluff, Meg/Dean Winchester/Castiel, Endgame Destiel, Do not post to another site Summary:

Meg has a plan. She doesn’t know if it’ll work, but if it does it’ll mean getting her two lovesick idiot friends together, and hopefully she’ll get a good fuck out of it too.

Some porn with plot, written by the lovely @eyesofatragedy67 and me. 😊​

14 notes - Posted June 19, 2022

#2

Title: End In Sight

Author: tfw_cas (@punk-is-notdead)

Artist: @anyreiart

Rating: Explicit

Ships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, Claire Novak/Kaia Kneves, Charlie Bradbury/Gilda

Expected Word Count: 30,000

Major Warnings and Tags: No Archive Warnings Apply, Canon Divergent After Season Three, Post Apocalypse, Mentions Of Offscreen Character Deaths, Castiel/Dean Winchester First Time Having Sex, Safe Sex, Bottom Dean Winchester, Top Castiel, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Frottage, Vampires, Angst, Happy Ending

Summary: Eleven years ago Dean survived the apocalypse, and has been surviving on his own ever since. Of all the things he imagined might happen to him in a world full of unknown dangers, shitty eyesight and the need for a pair of glasses wasn’t one of them. Travelling away from the place he’s called home for over a decade to get help from someone known only as The Optician, Dean makes new allies, and together they find a utopia that seems to have survived the apocalypse unscathed. However everything is not exactly as it seems, and when he discovers the truth, Dean has a difficult choice to make; one which will affect not only his future, but that of others around him.

A canon divergent story where the apocalypse did happen, after Dean went to Hell, and was saved by a nameless angel.

Opening Paragraph: Dean put down the book he was trying to read and sighed as he rubbed his eyes. His head was hurting like hell from staring at the blurry words, and he was just grateful that he had a good stock of painkillers, which thankfully still worked despite them all being well past their expiration date.

Posting Date: 1st May 2022

23 notes - Posted April 18, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Title: Up Close and Personal

Author: tfw_cas

Artist: @ncdover1285

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Length: 2.8k

Pairings: Castiel/Dean Winchester

Tags: Dean Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Jody Mills, AU, MeetCute, Fluff, Photographer Castiel (Supernatural), Castiel Watches the Bees, Dean to the Rescue, Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss

Summary: When Castiel winds up in the pond while photographing bees in the park, a handsome stranger comes to his rescue, and a relationship blossoms.

Link To Fic

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This fic is basically just fluff. And wet Cas. Part of the @destiel-buzzy-bee-bang, with gorgeous art from the awesome @ncdover1285, and beta'ed by the wonderful @eyesofatragedy67. 💚💙

26 notes - Posted May 1, 2022

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#my tumblr year in review #i should probably tag more

[ani-coolgirl]

I always have so many thoughts when watching The End:

“This isn't funny, Dean. The voice says I'm almost out of minutes,” will forever remain the funniest thing Castiel has ever said. That’s right, I’m ranking it above “assbutt.” Come at me.

“Because whatever we have between us—love, family, whatever it is—” who okayed this line and thought it looked any thing but incestuous, I salute you.

So the Colt hasn’t been melted down in ‘09 because Crowley has it for insurance or whatever, but why hasn’t anyone done away with it in 2014? It can still kill pretty much anything, right? Why keep it around at all?

Where did all the regular monsters go in the Endverse? Did demons kill them all? Did they all starve to death because Crotes are inedible? Shouldn’t there be a shit ton of ghosts everywhere? Inquiring minds want to know!

God bless Rhonda Hurley. That is all.

So according to Word of God (that is, the show runners, not Chuck), what happened in this episode is dimension hopping, not true time travel. In which case, why is Jack ripping open a hole in space-time such a big deal in late seasons? Zachariah’s like a mid-tier angel and he did it super casual like. Hey, and Balthazar does it next season too for The French Mistake and it’s not a big deal there either! How did this universe’s Michael not realize there were alternate versions of him running around in season 15 if even bozos like Zach can pop over into alternate timelines at any time? It’s like nobody’s paying attention except me.

Speaking of, is Chuck bilaterally cosplaying as human across dimensions, or is this universe’s Chuck actually a prophet? Can God exist in multiple dimensions at once? It really seems like he should be able to, right?

So Cas explains that he “lost his mojo” when the other angels left. Where and why they took off is a good question, but my concern is remembering that according to Naomi a couple of seasons down the road, angels literally power Heaven. They’re little celestial batteries to kingdom in the sky. So does that mean Heaven is broken in the Endverse? Or at least closed? In that case, there definetely should be a shit ton of ghosts around, shouldn’t there? It’s like nobody’s paying attention except me.

Also, how and why Cas can lose is mojo is wildly inconsistent across the series. Earlier in the season he says he’s cut off from Heaven and that’s why he couldn’t heal Bobby and in the Endverse it’s because all the other angels left, and later on it’s because his grace is running low... I’m just saying angel lore is messy even at the best of times.

It’s funny how Endverse!Dean tries to soften the blow about what happened to Sam and then later decides, fuck it, I’m gonna shove it in his face.

How’d Hippy!Cas break his foot? Was it dumb? I hope it was dumb. Hey, by the way, where’d he get his amphetamines? Shouldn’t those be saved for the numerous medical situations I’m sure you run into in a post-Apocalypse?

Why does Sam in that white suit make me so damn horny?

Samifer is the best version of Lucifer. I kinda hate what they did with the character in later seasons and this Shakespearean sounding sunnova bitch is the big reason why. He’s such an unassuming little monster and him wearing Sam’s face just hammers that home. Jared is a goddamn acting genius here and we don’t deserve to kiss his feet.

Lucifer is so damn extra, stepping on Endverse!Dean’s neck like that. How’d that even happen?

Lucifer looks so wounded when Dean flinches away from his touch. I bet it’s because Dean is the closest thing he has to a brother left now that the angels took off. Yeah, I bet that’s it.

When Sam and Dean reunite and Dean takes out Ruby’s knife I love how Sam definetely thinks Dean’s going to stab him but he doesn’t run away or try to talk him out of it or anything. My poor baby!! <3

And, of course, the number one question that will torment me until the end of days:

Why did Endverse!Sam say yes? They bring up the question and then offer zero hints and it drives me absolutely bonkers. If you think that I have a fic that answers this question somewhere in the back of my head... you’d be absolutely correct. One day!

#supernatural #spn #i want to sink my teeth into this episode #and shake it around until its neck snaps #but like affectionately

[kissmyassbxtt]

“Get that guy a…tums”

“Well I say…no guts no glory”

Changing Channels - 5.08

#supernatural #spn #dean winchester #sam winchester #jensen ackles #jared padalecki #jarpad #jackles #changing channels #spn season 5 #spn gifs #spn edit #kiss my assbutt

[casdeans-pie]

8 shows to get to know me better !

Thanks for the tag @castielsprostate 💕💕💕

I love tag games asdfhjkljgdkl

my taste in shows is questionable objectively but personally I think it's *chefs kiss*

1. Supernatural (ofc I love this show with my whole heart)

2. Stranger Things

3. The Mandalorian

4. The Vampire Diaries

5. Hawkeye

6. Teen Wolf

7. She-Ra and the Princesses of Power

8. Buffy The Vampire Slayer (my phone kept autocorrecting Buffy to Buffet lmao)

I'm gonna tag @velvethopewrites @sunglassesmish @dreampencil @loserchildhotpants @korvaine @dean-you-assbutt-cas-loves-you

But no pressure ✨️

#thanks for the tag!! #😭❤️❤️❤️ #all of these shows I would rewatch in a heartbeat #and basically make up my brain chemistry #tag games

[resilientkitteh]

Random Heartstopper Rewatch Fun! Episode 1: Meet

Just rewatching Heartstopper and gonna be actually writing a bit about every episode as I do so. Probably like a combination of journaling of sorts as well as a lectio divina list of sparklets that stick out to me! It will be long but if you decide to read it then I hope you enjoy!

"Apparently so." Charlie in response to the teacher talking about him joining this new form...idk it just sounds so sassy to me and it makes me happy. Also I am glad he got seated next to Nick instead of like an asshole student!

Also the way that Charlie perks up upon seeing Nick is adorable! And their cute little "Hi's" and just ahhhhhh!!! Also they both smile at each other and they are purrecious okay?? You can like see Charlie thinking "oh this actually might not be so bad even though he plays rugby" after that smile exchange.

Okay so now onto less nice things first off Ben his a dick like a massive dick! Secondly can we talk about the big differences between been and Nick? Like Nick wants Charlie to talk to him and Ben is like "shut up I don't really care I just want to get my kissing a guy fix in" and interrupts Charlie mid sentence and not even in a like nice way??? It wasn't like playful banter it was Charlie trying to open up a little and he was shut down. ALSO the way that Ben wipes his mouth after they kiss....it just bothers me so much makes me feel like he is super ashamed and like idk wiping off gay germs or some shit like fuck you Ben. Then the abrupt exit and don't tell anyone and I just wanna like yell at him. UGH. Poor Charlie!

And back to the cute can we talk about them getting stuck next to each other trying to get into the door!!!! Like oh my goodness it's soooo fucking cuuuute!!!!!!! Squeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Then there's their cute little "Hi" montage and they smile EVERY time they see each other and NICK usually instigates the smile and the acknowledgement and that is just fucking huge fur Charlie and I LOVE IT!!!

The maths scene is fucking purrecious AF and I LOVE it! One, Nick, a jock is walking happily with the GAY NERD on their way to class, not judging him, not being rude or ignoring him, just chatting! Also Nick is like super down to earth about himself which I think is awesome, like "I am really not that cool, I promise" and most jocks etc are not like that, at least they weren't at my school... anyways the whole little "let me help you" ending in a small like grab fight thing fur the notebook and the pen marking Charlie is too cute and then Nick makes it a smiley face and is like HOLDING CHARLIE'S hand during it and just AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! It's adorable, okay? Their sassy banter is some of my favorite shit ever! Then BAM! Back to the asshole and like I really enjoy how obvious the difference is between Ben and Nick though...Like Nick goes out of his WAY to notice Charlie and chat with him and Ben is like "how dare you even look at me in the hall" and I am like okay assbutt you need to fucking CHILL. And the look of concern on Nick's face after Ben is a dick is just lovely and I swear he wants to hug Charlie right there.

"The one who looks like a golden retriever" Like can we talk about how adorable and rather accurate this description is?????? I died the first time I heard it and it always makes me smiiiiile! Also when Charlie gives in and agrees it's adorable!

The pen explosion scene is adorable and I also just like that in both the comic and the show Nick just has Charlie help him in the bathroom and isn't all weird about it. They just laugh at the hilariousness of it all and they are clearly friends, it makes my heart so happy!!!!!!

"But like, Nick, he's different. He's nice." I just really love this quote because I LOVE that Charlie can see that especially given running into Ben the dickbag while talking with Nick but also just how Nick is in general. I like seeing Charlie learn how to trust himself a bit more when it comes to making friends, as well as really starting to realize that Ben is not a good person or a good fit fur him.

Elle is purrecious and I am always like please just go sit next to someone! But I get her being nervous I just wish she would tell Tao the truth about it so that he might have been able to help her work through it sooner...it sucks eating lunch alone I have been there (or well technically the only open table was the one the teachers ate at...)

And then back the dickbag and his bullshit apology. I feel like you can see that Charlie really is like yeah I don't want to argue but I'm calling bullshit. Then there is the kiss bit and Charlie's eyes aren't closed this time and fur him I feel like if he closes his eyes he's like really into it (kind of how I feel about it too) or maybe I am projecting but regardless...his eyes find the cute little smiley face Nick drew on his hand and I am just like YAAAAAAAAAAAAS tell Ben to fuck off and go kiss NICK! lol And I think that reminder of Nick helps him feel a little better in that moment. I think it also speaks volumes that Ben doesn't seem to even notice that Charlie isn't into their current kissing session...and I am like can you fucking pay attention to the person you are with please?????? He doesn't like this so go away!!!

"Eating lunch." Charlie I JUST LOVE YOUR SASS

Mr. Ajayi is fucking AMAZING and I LOVE HIM. He is purrecious! Charlie realizing how bad Ben is with a trusted teacher is great to me.

Charlie seeing Ben with that girl and immediately being like no I am good thanks makes me really purroud of him because that shit can be so hard. He did good especially considering how much anxiety he has about life. He could have been more direct about why he was done but still good start and he lets Ben have it eventually so good job! Though can we talk about Ben's audacity to be like "don't ignore me Charlie" even though that's pretty much all he does to Charlie damn near all fucking day??????

Charlie and Tori are sibling GOALS

"Someone I can have a laugh with, and who's nice, and kind, and likes being with me. (Looking out at Nick through the window) I'd probably just settle for someone tall." YOU LITERALLY DESCRIBED NICK TO A TEE just then Charlie, okay? Y'all are fucking adorable and Nick is your dream guy and I LOVE THIS so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nick...most people don't just watch their friends running around the track...just so you know...not their "friends" usually that is fur "crushes..."

Nick helping Charlie pick up his books and such is adorable and lovely and shows that Charlie is right, he is nice. YAAAAS to playing the drums being cool, I wish I could play the drums lol Also "do you want to join the rugby team?" Really???? Is that what you really want to ask him, Nick?" Nick offering to teach Charlie rugby warms my heart and I am like again that is usually something you come up with to spend more time with your crush without having to admit you like them! And Charlie's sassiness is once again on point!!!

"It's your funeral" Like idk Tao that part just cracks me up so much lol

NICK STANDING UP WHEN CHARLIE ENTERS THE LOCKER ROOM!!!!!!!!! Okay it just melts my shipper heart and it's so fucking adorable. Also the way that he is like idgaf that people can tell I want him here and that is wonderful.

I love that Charlie's can-do attitude is female okay??? Charlie's first tackle is purrfect and I love it! Nick is such a great teacher and such and just an epic friend to Charlie especially when Charlie is anxious or nervous and I LOVE THAT. Also I just love that they tackle each other...

Dover Beach is an amazing AF song and I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!! I also really enjoy slowly seeing Charlie start to become a member of the rugby team even if some of the players are just hopeless asshats, he does start to fit in and it makes me so happy!!!

The way that Nick and Charlie look at each other even in this episode is just purriceless and so spot on and I LOVE IT!!!! Alsoooo the little nervous giggle that Charlie gives at Nick's compliment is me and I just ahhhhhhhhhh so cute!!!!!!!! He is adorable! Nick being in tune enough with Charlie to tell when something is off is lovely and I am so glad he was there to tell Ben to go fuck himself!

"Fine" Ahhh yes I sometimes fine like this as wellllllll lol

Goooooooo Charlie! Tell the asshat that you know what is really going on and stand up fur yourself! Ben, you are a super massive dick and just because you hate yourself doesn't mean you have to lash out at someone you have already fucking hurt by using him!!!!!!!! Ugh like I am done with you go away now, okay? But of course you don't go away you show just how big of a dickbag you really are and force your kisses on Charlie...he said NO. And STOP so like fuck off asshole and LISTEN. No Means NO.

And Nick to the rescue! He is a cute little Gryffindor Retriever and I love him! Also yay fur people fucking understanding that stop means you should fucking STOP. I love him and the fact that he clearly understands boundaries because they are important.

"You say sorry a lot...don't say it!" Like can we talk about how good this is gonna be fur Charlie! If you have someone like literally helping you unlearn something like apologizing fur existing because over apologizing is not good or necessary fur you to do, you get so much better at it and faster and just like AHHHHHHHHH it's gonna be good and healing! Having a partner that wants to help you heal is AMAZING and so helpful to the healing process!

That little shoulder clap HUG!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY FEELS EVERY FUCKING TIME!!!!!!!!! SQUEEEEEEE!!!!!!! Also Charlie's little happy smirk smile at where Nick's hand had been is purrfection!!!!!!!!!

I listen to this soundtrack on repeat like all the time but certain songs I have to listen to on repeat by themselves and Dover Beach and Don't Delete the Kisses are two of those I listen to numerous times in a row before continuing on...EVERY TIME

Nick is clearly thinking about Charlie on the way home and like daydreaming and I LOVE IT.

Charlie having no idea how to start a conversation with Nick it's adorable and so fucking relatable! And yeah they are cute and I love how accurate the "what the fuck do I say" sections are in this series!

Nick's little smile after staring at what Charlie sent him and that little x at the end! It's the best and so fucking cute and I am always like yeahhhhh he's not just your furriend anymore, he's your crush, just fyi lol

That wraps it up! Just really wanted to squee about it all at once sooo here it is! Also I just really love this entire series and the web comic and the cast and the soundtrack, it's all fucking amazing! Also it's a nice warm hug and safe space fur us all while the world is...well...Not.

#my fangirl heart #heartstopper #heartstopper series #nick nelson #nick and charlie #charlie spring #heartstopper netflix #heartstopper show #charlie and nick #nick x charlie #heartstopper season 1 #so many feels #warm hugs

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Tagged by: @hippolotamus @cal-daisies-and-briars & @jamespearce9-1-1 over multiple Tuesdays/ Wednesdays/ Saturdays/ Sundays that I haven't yet done.. sorry I've been a bit inactive in writing but here's a snippet from the last chapter of my fic After The Storm Ends, Where Do We Go?

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Buck's grip on Eddie's shoulders falters. He thinks back to all his previous sexual partners. Who only wanted one thing from him. Who praised him, held onto him like their life depended on it, kissed him like they were drowning and he was the air they needed, but only during sex. As soon as it was over, they stood up and left, some not even remembering his name. Buck didn't mind back then. He thought this was the deal they made- only sex, no strings. It wasn't fair on his partners for him to expect something more. But deep down, parts of him always wondered, what it was like to be held, to be kissed without any purpose, to just hold someone's hand. To stay the night.

To not just be wanted, but to be loved. He had Abby and Ally for a while for that, until they left, because Buck was Buck. He is not sure now how long Eddie will stay. What makes him special enough to be the one to love Buck for being Buck when no one ever had the guts to do it.

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Hello Trau, long time no read ^^

I saw that Jade has been mean to his sim-… fans for Halloween. Me included, sniff. I used 1600 gems for him (+the offered tenfold summon), 1600 gems that I so lovingly kept safe juste for that event. Did he came home ? Noooo… of course not. Lilia ? Lilia kept freaking STALKING ME ! I got him 9 TIMES ! I was like « leave me the hell alone, PLEASE ! I’ll even eat your poiso-… your food ! QQ ». But I’m a little bit stubborn, so I tried the single keys I had in stock. 1 time. 2 times. 3… 9 TIMES. No eel in sight. In fact, no key either Uu’ I almost felt like crying, honestly x’D 2 days later, I gained the final bonus for round 1 : the almighty single key. My last hope. The little ray of light in this night of despair. And then…. « I apologise for the wait ». THAT. FUCKING. ASSBUTT. His summon line was so accurate it was scary x’D But, between us, if we’re been honest… was it really surprising ? It’s so Jade to make people taste frustration and desperation for his own amusement. Why do I love this bastard so much ? Now, it’s time for me to restock my gems for his and his brother birthday, hoping it won’t be as disastrous as this event. Please guys, have mercy on my poor unfortunate soul (and my wallet). On another note, I used 1 tenfold summon today, and Azul came home twice, like the good boy he isn’t ! <3 I won’t even try the third showcase, too risky Uu’

I still love reading your fics, the one with Azul was really cute (I totally see him try this roundabout technique just to kiss his SO x'D)

!! kuro !! it's good to see you after a long while :D

jade was....imperceptibly mean to his fans sniffs he robbed everyone anD dared to show up saying "apologies for the wait" :'))) your summons sure were a ride to read about *cries* jade really said no to all the jade stans in the world,,,,meanwhile azul's being uncharacteristically generous for someone who does everything in deals and comes home twice or more per 10 pull sjdkfjskf

and thank you for loving my fics !! i'm really glad to hear you're enjoying the azul kisser fic hehe he's definitely the type to take the very long road just so that he can ask for a kiss without seeming like he's asking for a kiss

#/trau replies #/kuro iris #GACHA PAYNE #i swear to god #jade leech sobs #he's just tryna get funds for octa's newest criminal activities #they're robbing everyone of their gems /hj