#maybe its the autism

[lostandoverwhelmed]

is anyone else always desperately attempting to understand absolutely everything they possibly can about the human condition and experience in the futile hopes that they might understand themselves a bit better (if at all) by doing so.

or to at least find some sense of comfort. or relief.

#what is being a human even supposed to feel like #spilled thoughts #introspective #maybe its the autism #questions #life is strange #lifestyle #life quote #quoteoftheday #humans are weird #hey alexa google what to do when you feel more like a gelatinous blob than a human being #human behaviour #mental problems #mental health #mentally tired #mental illness #autistic feels #feelings #all the feels

[verianal]

just posted on ao3 sister daniel x phillipa. your influence on my life. (fic called 'where she is' by buskingalbatross :3)

I couldnt find it unfortunately but i did read your story 'Taking the veil' which i thought had a very intresting setting which inspired some fanart from me !! (sorry for the yapping lolz)

Uhm i love the yuri !!! (just realised i forgot dans veil.. Whoops)

#dan and phil #dapg #dnp #dan and phil fanart #dan and phil art #sister daniel #phillippa #amazing phil #danielhowell #phil lester #dan howell #daniel howell #nunicorn #Sister daniel x Phillippa #i <3 yuri #sapphic #wlw #this is what being a lesbian does to u #maybe its the autism #Instead .. #phanart #phan au #dnp au #fic art #asks #dip and pip

[arrowheadedbitch]

I might have been the only kid who was on the conductor guy's side in the polar express. Like, yeah kid why DO you keep stopping the train, like, maybe fucking don't? We have a SCHEDULE dicknips.

#i dunno #maybe its the autism

[aphantasticartist]

How does tumblr work. I've been here so long and cannot comprehend it's mysteries. *WHAT MAKES YOU TICK BITCH EXPLAIN YOURSELF*

#is it the tags? #is it black magic? #maybe she's born with it #maybe its the autism #halp

[oodlesofoddnoodles]

i redid my lockscreen and now its good omens/space themed and i am very happy about it (i cant use discord anymore so get ready for more random posts abt my special interest)

#good omens #lockscreens #special interest #autism #gomens #outer space #space #SPACE!!!! #sorry i rlly like space #and good omens #maybe its the autism #no cuz i actually just got a book about 2 gays trapped in space #its called the darkness outside us if anybody was wonderinng #i havent started it yet but i heard it was good #also im so upset my mom blocked discord off my phone #ppl should b my friends on here

[nickyroethemarinebiologist]

Ascending to a whole new plane of insanity right now <- watched ofmd S2 and then ghosts S5 consecutively and will never ever ever get over it

#nothing in my brain now but those monkey cymbal crashing things (BAP BAP BAP BAP BAP CRASH SHSHSHHSHSHHHHH BAP BAP) you get my gist #also i started staged which is just unhinged. im loving it #i need to bite things #im becoming feral im becoming wild #i am no longer fit for society #never okay again. never normal again #i need to BITE something seriously actually #maybe its the autism #bbc ghosts #ofmd #our flag means death #ghosts #ofmd s2 #bbc ghosts s5 #bbc ghosts spoilers #ofmd spoilers #? i guess

[godlesslostsoul]

There’s just something so nice about repetitive tasks that makes my brain buzz

#adhd #I thought because of my adhd id hate repetition but I was wrong #neurodivergent #neurospicy #maybe it’s the ocd #maybe its the autism #idk man but the neurospice in me is very happy #office jobs aren’t that bad I guess #dopamine

[natjennie]

I am so in favor of looking up guides for video games btw. I hate to do a bad job and it makes me feel bad to lose so if I fuck up a conversation? I am immediately reloading my save. I have an ign walkthrough open in my other tab. I used to look up guides for poptropica worlds and follow them without even trying on my own first. this is a true fact about me.

#maybe its the autism #i dont want to explore the options on my own #i want to do what the game wants me to do #what the good and correct choice is #it's not about having fun it's about getting it right

[justducklord]

My brain has been taken over by silly drawings of cats

Here are the steps to the perfect kitty

1. Ear!

2. Head fluff + other ear!

3. Whiskers!

4. Face!

5. Chin!

6. M with 3 humps!

7. Back and tail!

Ur done!!!

And here's a collection of images of kitties

#cat #cute cats #kitty #duckposting #funny #art #drawing #it's the bisexual in me isn't it #maybe its the autism #pumpkin #they're so cute #they're gorgeous

[loversofthegrave]

love how I come home at 1am absolutely steaming after a night out and my first thought is hmmm:) let's have a look at some wincest posts on tumblr.com

#sometimes when im out i think i would rather be reading a wincest fic right now #maybe its the autism #my obsessive interest just so happens to be incest! #who would have thought

[lostandoverwhelmed]

I fear I will never be understood because I do not understand.

but oh how I yearn to.

#People are confusing and messy and I long to be confusing and messy with them #spilled thoughts #introspective #maybe its the autism #questions #life is strange #lifestyle #life quote #quoteoftheday #humans are weird #human behaviour #mental problems #mental health #mentally tired #mental illness #autistic feels #why does it feel like there’s a barrier between me and normality #feelings #all the feels #understanding #yearning #struggle #people are weird

[ijustreblogcoolshit]

Does anyone else have this thing where unless you can get a thing done in one sitting or you plan out everything you have to do if it has to be done over a period of time, you just can't start it or do it at all-??

#please tell i’m not the only one #maybe its just me #maybe its the autism #idfk man #or adhd #i don't know what's wrong with me #vent #ig??? idk

[lightningcrashes]

sooo i left work at 9pm 🥰 but when i was about to leave one of my managers asked where i was going and i told her i was clocking out. and then she said i was scheduled there until 1am. i told her my schedule said 9pm and she kept saying “they lied to you” and “no you’re here until 1am” and then eventually she said “i’m fucking with you haha you can leave” and am i crazy for literally not finding this funny at all. like it was the busiest day of the year and she sounded so serious i was genuinely on the verge of tears like i almost cried when i went to clock out

#maybe its the autism #i also worked 10 hrs today instead of my usual 8 #cause it was the busiest day of the year since we had a huge discount #we had over 20k people today

[monochromatictoad]

Calling out only takes me like, 30 seconds to maybe 1 minute, plus I haven't called out in months, so why do I get so much anxiety from it?!

#toadscreech #maybe its the autism #maybe its the OCD #maybe im just an anxious bitch in general

[one-way-to-do-it]

there's something so aesthetically pleasing with how they did Adam's powers in gotg3 and it just makes my brain go thwoop

#adam warlock #gotg3 #maybe its the autism #but the colours and effects are just very nice to look at

[heresmyhyperfixations]

Character growth is growing up during the age of SuperWhoLock and absolutely loving Supernatural, tolerating Sherlock, and hating Doctor Who with every once of my being. I couldn't even explain why I hated it. Just that I did. Now I would literally die for the 10th Doctor.

#superwholock #supernatural #bbc sherlock #doctor who #tenth doctor #I thought Sherlock was boring tbh #But I wouldn't even watch Doctor Who #Seeing the TARDIS everywhere in pop culture made me sick #Now I'm ordering stuff from etsy to do a cute little display in my apartment dedicated to the show #maybe its the autism