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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 13/100 2nd feb 2024
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I am absolutely AMAZED at how long i studied, that was insane!! Was practicing trig and falling in hate with it once more <3 why is maths like this? I have my 6 hour test on Sunday and because I hyperfocused on maths for too long, I now have 28 hours give or take to study chemistry and physics. fuck me god.
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ben-learns-smth · 3 months
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I was looking for signs of spring but I only found wintery grey and muddy puddles. please 4 minutes of winter sun, save me... at least my new hat provides some whimsy <:)
mary oliver activities as of late:
went to the park to look for flowers
watched a bunch of ducks
delighted when I found a bunch of crocus leaves
vowed to go back every day to check (went to check today! ...no blossoms yet)
stood with my face turned towards the sun for a few minutes whenever I could
watched a squirrel be cute (their paws?? adorbs!)
delighted by watching the blue little birds in the yard (they look tiny)
wrapping up: nie, nie, nie - linn strømsborg, 5☆
up next: the shadow cabinet - juno dawson
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 3/100; 19 (it's 20 now by a couple minutes but whatevs) Jan 2024
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Couldn't do jack shit today; i mean I completed my homework but couldn't do jack shit to further the test prep so it was a really disappointing day
-> I've got a full week of daily 3 hour subjective tests, alternating 3 hour mains objective tests for the whole of February and then the final exams for the whole of March, during which at the inst. the next sem will start. It's gonna be a hectic ( times 10) 3 months and I'm regretting all my life's decisions but anything for the best college eh?
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 21/100, 10th feb 2024
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Ok so I've been MIA for a week because I've been pulling SO many allnighters, I think my stomach is mostly coffee at this point but it's fine and so, in between sleeping at 4 am then waking up like 4 hours later to give the test I haven't had time to update the old studyblr. Gonna atleast try to hold myself responsible for updating a bit more lmao. But!!! Only 13 more tests to go and then a written exam series during which I'm supposed to attend an early placement class while my classmates get to chill and prep for the exams and THEN I'll be free!!!!!! HOORAY!!!!
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 12/100; 31st Jan (well it's 1st feb now anyways)
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Feb has begun and I'm scrambling. Did a bunch of work. Had a bunch of breakdowns and all in all feeling pretty prepared for the test tomorrow <3 let's hope it goes well!!!
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 2/100: Jan 18, 2024
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Two consecutive all nighters and I'm really tired but at least my syllabus is on track now, so that's something
-> all in all a very hectic day and my teachers refuse to give the test schedule for next week; so I'm flying in all blind without any planning or anything and it sucks but what can you do right
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sentientneutrino · 2 months
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Day 37/100: 25 february, 2024
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It was a very productive day (that is still ongoing), gonna pull an allnighter today cause exams begin the day after the day after tomorrow!! Let's hope all goes well and I somehow manage to come out unscathed lol
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 7/100, 23 Jan 2024
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I need to never study geometry again. It sucks so much. Also I hate practice problems. I hate maths. Why does it even exist.
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 5/100; 21st January 24
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Revised a bunch of syllabus; still dreading the months to follow but feeling a bit more prepared everyday!! So that's something! Got some tea!! I ran out of it and it's honestly the only thing keeping me on the right track (somewhat)
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sentientneutrino · 4 months
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I'm ash, I'm a non med student studying (read:struggling) for JEE'25!!
By Sep' 25, Hopefully will be studying applied physics at uni!! ( Fingers crossed 🤞)
Main: @thecollapsingneutrino (tho I'm more active on here anyways lol)
Currently on hiatus <3
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 6/100; 22 Jan 2024
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My day isn't over yet! I am pulling an allnighter tonight because sigh my test month is about to start 😭😔😭😔 why did I take pcm again mmhmhm!! Also the new tea!!!
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 9/100; 28 Jan 2024
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Slept for a whole 5 hours, ig all the allnighters caught up :') so to now make up for the falling asleep during my main study time, imma study at night <3 did a whole bunch of stuff: thermodynamics revision and problem sets + simple harmonic motion problem sets. Still very pissed off at geometry but it fluctuates lol
Also an article that I read today which I found really interesting:
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 8/100: 27 Jan 2024
It's currently 1:30 am and i do not have pretty pictures of the work I did today, because it's still ongoing. Did a whole bunch of problem sets and realised I really really need to work on speed cause taking an hour to do 50 itty bitty mcqs is too much, right? Also had a whole breakdown on how I'm gonna prep for the exams and the tests when they're all happening simultaneously and my preparation is absolute shit. I don't even know half the chapters on that fucking list. And I'm just spiraling but you gotta love the pain aight. also I got the datesheet for my end of year exams and while they happen, my stupid ass institute is gonna begin the next academic year. Hip fucking hooray to me.
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 11/100; 31 Jan 2024
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All my work simply ceases to be pretty and aesthetic now I can't help it because time is running out. my seniors are giving their exams now and next year it'll be me. I can't fucking breathe anymore without feeling like I'm wasting time. fuck you nta. fuck you our stupid messed up education system. fuck you all the stupid adults who think they've gone through this but actually they don't live in the time where children literally get 99.473837382028473829 and the first 20 or so ranks in adv are just 99-ers. Ya'll may have gone through shit but you haven't gone through this shit. I don't feel any hope anymore. the world is dying. our economy is dying. "ethnic cleansing" is going on in full force, and once again in history nobody'll do anything about it, until it's too fucking late. And I'm just supposed to sit at my desk and study fucking thermodynamics??? what the fuck even is this
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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Day 22/100; 10 feb 24
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Why did I do this to myself. I can't tolerate this exhaustion anymore but hey, according to the Indian education system, I should just power through! because once you become a junior, you're not human anymore! Yay! I hate this! Why did I let myself believe I could make a fucking dent in this shitty world. FUCK YOU NTA AND FUCK YOU IITS!! FUCK YOU STRAIGHT TO FUCKING NARK!
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sentientneutrino · 3 months
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CAN'T THIS MONTH JUST VANISH. CAN'T I SKIP JUST ONE MONTH. ITS SO IRRITATING. LIKE LET ME DO THAT NEW SEM NEW ME FEEL ALREADY.
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