quick update on the crush situation in case anyone cares:
i‘m 99% sure that he doesn’t give a shit about me 😀 (like always)
but honestly what did i expect, i'm not lovable and therefore i'll be alone for the rest of my life and i have to learn how to be okay with that
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I feel incredibly unwanted and uncared for right now.
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It has been a while I didn’t have someone who doesn’t care about my shitty mental health. And it’s awesome. Good to know that I’m always right about not being important to people 😂😂😂
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nobody cares about you nobody cares about you nobody cares about you nobody FUCKING CARES ABOUT YOU
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There was a young fish who wanted to be loved by society.
"What have you done for us, lately?" asked society
The young fish rattled off his hated spiel "Well, yesterday I helped an older marlin across the street, I built a shed for a little clown fish last week. This morni-"
"Okay, okay, but have you supported any businesses?"
"Of course, I've been to my local co-o-"
"We're sorry, that isn't within parameters, you don't seem to deserve anything." Argues society, containing no passion, only apathy.
"Please, I'm barely living," says the young fish, his physical and spiritual insides breaking.
"Then get a damn accountant." Society's proxies supplied.
The poor bastard died, just like my dreams and Shia LeBouf.
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.。・:*:・am i the only one・:*:・。.
i dont know what it is abt myself but i dont like the way i think, or act. its like im always in a constant never ending argument with myself and theres no resolution.
but its not like it matters, nothin really matters, the concept of matter is stupid to me, we all die, we like of a floating rock where everybodys is killing themselfs but cant bring themselfs to care. nobody cares about anything and everything at the same time, i dont get it.
sometimes i want to craw inside my body and rip my insides out, maybe ill be content
-moes heart hurts
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god I fuckign love ocs. my characters. my friend's characters. the characters of mutuals ive never spoken to. the characters of artists ive followed and maybe spoken to a little more. the characters of complete strangers I see in passing and think "aw that's cool". if you have ten fans I am one if you have one fan it is me etc etc. I love you
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nobody cares about the utah teapots in TADC episode 2 like i care about the utah teapots in TADC episode 2
if you don’t know the historical significance, it was one of the earliest 3D models, made in 1975.
now it’s essentially the Windhelm Scream for computer graphics folks, hidden as easter eggs in shows like Toy Story and the Simpsons.
the meta of The Digital Circus is all about old computer graphics and programs. and Pomni and Gummigoo soaring through a field of Utah Teapots paired with the ethereal synth music gives me this sense of wonder and nostalgia that early computer games also invoked.
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The idea that uni protesters are "elitist ivy-league rich kids larping as revolutionaries" on Twitter and Reddit and even here is so fucking funny to me if you actually know anything about the student bodies at these unis. Take it from someone who's going to one of the biggest private unis in the US, 80% of the peers I know are either from the suburbs or an apartment somewhere in America, children of immigrants, or here on a student visa. I've heard about one-percenter students, but I've never met one in person. Like, don't get me wrong, the institution as a whole is still very privileged and white. I've talked with friends and classmates about feeling weird or dissonant being here and coming from such a different background. But in my art program, I see BIPOC, disabled, queer, lower-income students and faculty trying to deconstruct and tear that down and make space every day. So to take a cursory glance at a crowd of student protesters in coalitions that are led by BIPOC & 1st/2nd-gen immigrant students and HQ'd in ethnic housings and student organizations and say, "ah. children of the elite." Get real.
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