#on my life

[akindplace]

the fact that life keeps going when you’re going through something unbearable feels so terribly unfair. it feels like the world won’t stop moving so fast when all you wanted was for it to stop until you catch your breath, but that’s just not possible.

there is infinite sadness and grief in loss and a memory might be enough to bring your mind back through years, but not being able to physically go back is sickening.

and i am still grieving all that i lost, and sometimes i am so exhausted i feel the need to be quiet, and i wish the whole world could go slower. but it’s a good thing that life goes on. i got to go on. it took a lot of effort to move on, but i am here, alive. i am here! i don’t think i ever truly believed i would get here. some things don’t hurt as much anymore. the world kept moving and it forced me to move with it. it forced me to face a lot of what caused me so much pain. the grief will always be here, but so will be this proud feeling of having survived, the feeling of happiness, joy, laughter, and relief.

time doesn’t heal all things. but it brings news types of joy too.

#on joy #on time #on being human #on nostalgia #on longing #on survival #original writing #self-compassion #me #on my life

[flamie-42]

I promise I’m still around

Just got nuked this week by two exams and a lab and a project

I’ll be back after they are done

Sorry :(

(Gonna go cry while learning circuits bye)

#flamie rants #personal things #update #on my life #it’s bad

[bugharvest]

hey how would you guys feel about cunty zim art

He couldn't be an invader so he became a fashionista/JJJ

ALSO, IVE LITERALY LERNT THE IRKEN LANGUAGE ASK ME TO WRITE SOMETHING I CAN DO IT ‼️‼️ IM SO FUCKING AWESOME

#art #illustration #fandom #artists on tumblr #invader zim headcanon #invader zim #zim fanart #zim iz #zim irken #silly goofy mood #this is for shits and giggles #On my life

[housewifebuck]

In a very real sense I'm also mad at them for even asking the question "can you be a father and walk away?" Even if I had only seen 1 episode of that show, I'd know the answer is no. Buck cannot walk away and certainly not from a baby. A baby that's part of him no less. And somehow, even with aaall of his backstory, the answer was yes? Huh????? How

If Eddie was there he would’ve hit buck upside the head with a phone book

#on my life #asks #anonymous

[sunflowers-and-adoration]

Ryn walked out of his dorm, red-faced and clearly exhausted.

“I….I need water…”

“I don’t know…why I don’t have any in my dorm…”

#lobcorp #lc rp #ryn: two toned heart #he’s fine nothing happened #i swear #on my life #he is fine

[joanofarccoded]

PLACEBO IN THE GREEK TAXI ?????

#on my life #placebo #zoë.txt

[inluvwithladybug]

💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

#💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 #eddie munson #jack harlow #joseph quinn #stranger thing s4 #chris evans #on my life #stranger things #steve harrington

[formulinos]

streaming charles’ song as if i was a blackpink stan and bts had released a single on the same day as them

#ON MY LIFE

[i-wish-i-wasnt-into-this]

Update!:

I am officially not a virgin anymore and I'm not single anymore😋.

Had a lot of firsts last night and my boyfriend is such a sweetheart and a bit kinky. We're both switches and for now he initiated most things but he hasn't really dommed yet but neither did I. Which I like for my first time! It was wonderful and when I think about it I can still feel him everywhere. It took loong for me to cum but he insisted and helped me and 🥰🥰🥰. He knows I have tumblr and while I doubt he'll see this I do keep the details to a minimum. All I say is that my first time went well and I am no longer very sexually frustrated.

I also deleted the post of when I whined about being sexually frustrated and my complications with my friend cause many people understood it wrong. I did and do not wanna take advantage of my friend, that was the whole point. Either way that whole post is solved now.

I might post more slight frustrations about my guy soon, we'll see :)

#bi girl #kinky girl #dutch #virginity loss #happy peppy #update #on my life

[mintelsa]

so i wasn’t going to watch stranger things s4 bc i kind of think they’re beating a dead horse, y’know?

but um my sleeper agent activated when i saw Jamie mf Campbell Bower was in it so now i have to watch it

#i’m not actively a tmi fan i swear #cassandra clare isn’t a good person #BUT THE IMPACT THIS MAN HAD #ON MY LIFE #it can’t be ignored #stranger things #season 4 #jamie campbell bower

[wylansworkshop]

Ngl I have Friday off which means that at 12:01 am (in about 20 hours) I'm gonna be sat in front of the TV and watching the first episode

#on my life #i have one more ep of season 3 #then im done my rewatch #and BAM #time for s4 #AHHHHHHHHH

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[diabloku]

Lucifer: *enters the hotel*

Alastor: I cast vicious mockery 😈

An animation my sis and I made for fun

Music is Perception Check by Tom Cardy.

#hazbin hotel alastor #Hazbin hotel #Hazbin hotel Lucifer #vivziepop #Hazbin hotel fanart #Alastor #Lucifer #Perception check #“you're much shorter in real life” #Alastor has no mercy if you're under 5“2 lol #I did: the storyboard; artworks and animation #And my sis did: the coloring; animation as well and the compositing #Team work makes the dream work lol

[housewifebuck]

I don't think we've talked enough about the coming home scenes in 3x3 and 6x12 where buck and eddie are literally wearing the same red shirt and if you put the scenes side by side they're SO so similar. Both of them standing there all cute and confused and not even moving out of the way? The other just shoves their way into the house like hello I live here now lol

You know what I really want from s7 actually is for them to stop knocking when they go to each others houses. Like I know damn well they just walk the fuck in like they pay rent

#I would be laughed out of town if I knocked on my best friends door #i just show up #and I know in my heart #that buck is like that too #MAYBE eddie knocks #but buck is a barger inner #on my life #asks #anonymous #office hours

[tariah23]

Oh…. Well, it’s over for Crunchyroll I guess

#Crunchyroll #piracy #funimation #money hungry ass streaming service #rambling #I’ve never paid for a streaming service in my life thank god #I appreciated using others accounts but I personally cannot see myself paying this much for a service if I had the funds 😭! #get back to pirating kings!!! #anime has always been one of the easiest forms of media to pirate anyway so y’all got this #CR is definitely not worth paying for though #CR is certainly not worth paying this much for even if it’s a yearly one time fee #capitalism #the fact that CR has always had pretty bad quality as a streaming service anyway #it buffers every time you pause or rewind anything

[nosongunsung11]

collection of posts for a very specific dynamic

#pallas post its #not sure how to tag this one ngl #zolu #this is about zolu #but also my ocs and me from real life #5927 #also. #web weaving #normal dynamics