#the thought takes my breath away

[tsuchinokoroyale]

Happy new years… let’s stay hydrated together ✨

#I didn’t end up going to the rave just stayed in with my buddies and had KFC (( Korean fried chicken )) and laughed til we cried so #it was still a wonderful start to the new year 💞🥰💞 #but the fwb wanted pics of my potential rave look so I figured eh I brought the stuff anyways #and now I’m imagining locking eyes with a stranger on the warm and writhing dance floor #the beat thumps and shakes and rattles the air in our breath as the spotlights dance in the reflections of our held gaze #he pushes his way through the crowd with a singular stare and a wicked smile on his face #I smile and turn my back on him arching myself so he knows I am giving what he’s looking for #I take careful steps through the revelry toward the edge where the crowd thins out #I prop myself up on an available stool in a lonely corner of the club as he closes the distance between us #“now I wonder why you dragged me all the way here” he utters in a playful growl “trying to get far away from the crowd?” #I smile and I nod. “obviously. can’t really do what I want with you out there” #his eyes perk up and his smile gives away the desire building inside him. “yeah? why don’t you show me then.” #“I thought you’d never ask” I smirk. I reach down into my pants and pull out my phone #“so this one is blue. he’s the oldest but he’s sooooo sweet. and that’s Eva. my only girl she’s sassy but she loves swea-” he leaves #whaddahell I say demurely whimpering even… whaddahell… #gpoy

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

assorted scribbles and Love Bites!!!!

#THEYRE IN MY BRAIN THEYRE IN MY BRAIN MY FUCKING GOD THEY'RE IN THERE!!!!! #i want to PUNCH & BITE SOMETHING theyre soooooooo aghh bsdkjcJKDFNJSVDSL #sorry. sorry. look away im losing my Absolute Marbles #they make me so emotional.... #having breathing problems while typing #they Affect Me and Effect Me and Everythingggggggg #literallyyyy FUCK everyone else theyre the only ones who matter #scribble salad #laughingstock #barnaby x howdy #howdy x barnaby #watch barnaby's gonna end up being the token straight- #hes bi In My Heart (until proven otherwise. probably gonna be proven otherwise) #tho man... his pokemon au design is So fruity.... WAIT WHAT EAR WAS THE EARRING IN?! hold on i need to look something up #THE LEFT EAR NOOOOO THAT'S THE STRAIGHT EAR- #again Im Just Joking! Joshing! Jesting! dont take this seriously please dear fucking god dont- #im simply a jester in this giant court. jingling my lil bells and doin a jig #fr tho when i first saw all the neighbors i looked right at barnaby and thought 'ah. thats probably the straight one huh' #BUT! WE HAVE NO CONFIRMATION EITHER WAY! #AND I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE DELUSIONAL ABOUT LAUGHINGSTOCK! SO!! #straight barnaby can't hurt me he isn't real- #and ofc. howdy has always been so so fruity To Me <3 #idk what it is about him! hes just! i look at him and my entire brain goes 'oh that mf has four limp wrists' #AND TOGETHER THEY ARE THE FLUFFY HUSBANDS!!!! WHO WONT LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

[fictionadventurer]

There's something about reading really great writing that's so relaxing. You can just sit back and let the words wash over you, knowing that you can trust the writer.

#random thought of the day #books #part of the reason i'm not getting writing done today was because i spent most of my free time reading from books i've let sit for too long #i haven't been able to sink into good fiction for a while #so elizabeth goudge felt like a spiritual experience #cleansing and uplifting #it always takes me a while to get into her books #there's a learning curve of a couple of chapters to adjust to the style #but once i break through it's bliss #it becomes easy as breathing #there's nothing quite like what she does #i love books that understand that goodness isn't boring or trite #you don't need to have 'darkness' and 'grit' to be complex #like one bit that took my breath away was the talk about sallie and david's marriage struggles #they're both good people who love each other #but they also have their differences because they're human and that causes struggles #not marriage-breaking struggles just nuanced life struggles #and i'm not sure i've seen something like that in a book before #it's a good marriage they married the right people but that doesn't mean life is perfect #goudge uderstands that marriage isn't happily ever after--heaven is #and a good marriage is two people partnering up to help each other reach that goal #it's so much more adult than any 'complex adult' work i've seen

[theluckiestlb]

#ml #miraculous ladybug #the number of likes is bananas #I know they’re likely still teenagers and haven’t developed media literacy skills #but the writers have been so inconsistent with Gabriel’s characterization #I genuinely feel like this was supposed to be the audience take away #no irony in his depiction as a hero #Winny had once stated he related most to Gabriel because he was a father?? #it may be carelessness or ignorance #but putting abusers on a pedestal is just 🫣 #I feel likely I’m actively being gaslit #idk #sorry for the ramblings #I still want to write a longer in-depth analysis on the finale #once my thoughts are in order #ml spoilers #miraculous ladybug spoilers #gabriel was a selfish SOB until his last dying breath lmao

[vintageshanny]

There’s something so special about getting to experience these places where he actually stood. I picture him walking down the sidewalk, hanging out on the set, and I wonder what he was thinking about. Was he nervous? Excited? It’s so interesting to think about him just living his life and changing history in the process. ❤️

#elvis #king Creole #Elvisy places #just the thought of experiencing his magnetism in person is enough to take my breath away #i love this man

[athousandbyeol]

i just want to say that mew is one of the most beautiful and breathtaking characters i've ever seen. there's something so sensual and alluring about him that speaks so much of the mysteriousness he embodies. that heavy-lidded eyes, those deep gazes, his little smiles, his voice, a book nerd, stern and opinionated; everything. mew is just stunning.

#this is me falling in love with another character played by p'book #my first love will always be cher saran #but mew is coming for the second place so easily #he takes my breath away #mew if you can give me a chance; i'll love you right #so if top fucks up; i'm here boo #i'll treat you better #(i still haven't properly rested so i'm a bit delirious) #(i'm letting my intrusive thoughts win again) #probably delete later #mew only friends #book kasidet #na rambles

[sudokuplayer]

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#boris was attacked by my neighbor's dog and i've been crying so much. i'm so scared #it's 9pm so my sister is driving him to a vet 1 hour away cause the vets near close at 7pm #idk why bad things keep happening to him i'm so heartbroken idk what i'll do if he dies #my neighbor is a cruel bitch cause this happened around 1 pm and she didn't tell us. she hid him in a room #she was gonna let him die like that #my sister was supposed to take me somewhere tomorrow so she came home one day earlier #i'd been crying all afternoon and i told her to please ask around and then they (w mom and brother) went to my neighbor's house #they brought him back and he looked very weak and with blood all over #my sister called a friend of hers who's a vet and she came to see him and adviced to take him to a vet clinic #cause he was bloated and there was air(?) and her face was worried when she said that cause.. where does air come from #plus he was breathing weird #i had the worst panic attack the whole time since they brought him from the neighbor's house until they left with him #i couldn't even speak cause i couldn't stop crying #now i'm calm but i'm so worried #if my sister hadn't come home today boris would be still hurt and locked in my bitch neighbor's house #cause my mom thought i was being paranoid :( she wasn't going to ask around #cause she thought boris would come back since he's been missing before #also my sister's the only one who can drive #:( #i'm so angry cause that bitch next door heard me calling boris name all afternoon and didn't say shit #i hate her. not only bc of this but she's suck a snake in general. she's always gossiping shit about everyone #she didn't do anything and locked him in a room for like 7 hours. maybe those hours were crucial #idk. if boris dies i'm gonna do some crazy shit to this bitch so she'll have a reason to call me crazy

[chirpsythismorning]

☎️🎲 🤼‍♂️ ✈️🚪 ➡️ 🫀🎮⌛️

Is This Love by Whitesnake

previous ⏪︎ now playing ⏩ next back to playlist

#byler #stranger things #bizarre love triangle playlist #mike wheeler #mike's pov #'i need you by my side to tell me it's alright 'cause i dont think i can take anymore' #very van scene coded like haha pardon me #'is this love?' #will takes mike's breath away like 4 different times in this scene #'is this the love that i've been searching for?' #all while mike is at his lowest #feeling that his relationship with el is crumbling and knowing that him refusing to face the truth played a big part in where they ended up #here will is right in front of him making him realize that romantic love is possible #not even because of what he does/doesn't understand about what will is saying here #just the mere fact that will saying these things makes mike feel things #like at the very least mike is probably most definitely having some #“i'm down bad” thoughts in this scene #4x08 #gif

[euesworld]

"What's sweet like honey, is brighter than sunshine, and takes my breath away? Your lovely smile.."

AHEM!!! Your BEAUTIFUL smile, GORGEOUS EVEN!! I looooove your smile - eUë

#sweet like honey #sweet things #sweet #sweets #sweetness #honeycore #honey #sunshine #bright smile #beautiful smile #gorgeous smile #your smile #that smile #her smile #smile #takes my breath away #take my breath away #i love you #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #love quotes #love quote life quotes #love #love quote for her #quoteoftheday #romance #romantic #fall in love #falling in love

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thank fuck im home by myself bc im having a Category Five Laughingstock Moment

#WAILIMG AND GASPING FOR BREATHHHHH #I CANT DO THIS THEYRE TOO MUCH #AOUUUUUGGHHAGSHSHSJSJSNSOOOOOOOO #AGHSJDNSKDSNDKWMOOOOO #LITERALLY SHORT OF BREATH WHAT IS WRONG WITH MEEEEEEE #OHHHHHHHH THEYRE SO THEYRE SOOOOOOO #AUGGHHHAHSHHSHDNSNSKSODOOEKS #AUOOOOOOOOOOOOOWOOOOOOO #WHY AM I TEARING UP WHAT IS THISSSSS #IM NOT EVEN HAVING ANY COHERENT THOUGHTS #IM JUSTTTT? FEELING #WORKING MYSELF UP TOO MUCH I NEED TO TAKE MY HOODIE OFF #yk what im gonna go sit outside with a beverage for a bit #and then bake a cake #yeah. yeag #i need to walk away for a minute and Take a Grade A Chill Pill #absolutely unprompted #listen listen im doodling for once and. amd. AUGH #theyre... snf sob wail... theyre damcign

[verdantmeadows]

I have GOT to learn to go to bed by 8/9 pm before The Horrors hit (intense sadness, depression, and suicidalness)

#happens every night without fail #i had to finish putting away clean clothes i had on my bed tho before i could sleep and then i got hungry #so im eating now and literally just looked up happy bossa nova #and wow it's successfully distracting my thoughts????? and feelings? #like i was dancing to it while i waited for my hot dog to heat up. and felt much better #i ❤️ bossa nova #also u know the amount of ketchup you used is amazing when you cant breathe for a moment bc of the acidity #hitting ur throat #um well hm im actually starting to get a bit more hyper rather than all suicidal now #🙂 smile. #also when i write tags like this and posts that are just. diary/journal posts like this #it takes over the course of several minutes #book of kells

[cloxite]

still having a lot of gender feelings...... 

#I've drawn G in the dress a few times now but I'm fully incapable of drawing exactly what it means to me... so here's a- #very loose definition of it... thank you to the light behind your eyes for making me so mentally ill <3 #I love experiencing the horrors but oh BOY is it really a river that's just taking you away without room to breathe #and with the gender feelings it's not the overwhelming thoughts for G but also my own gender stuff and wow does it make you emotional #can't wait to tell my therapist about it #gee #gerard way #mcr #my chemical romance #my art #clip studio paint #digital art #illustration #my chem #mcr5 #artwork

[inkykeiji]

me @ jouno, initially: eh, he’s just a discount todoroki man

fukuchi, ch. 93: you used to lead a crime ring, jouno.

me, suddenly 100 times more interested: i’m sorry, he used to what????????????????????? (*♡∀♡)

#that’s all it takes eh #i’m so easy ffs #like oh?????? he was involved in organized crime??????? sign me the fuck up #what kinda crime ring do u think he used to run??? #i’m so CURIOUS #todays bsd man of the day is jouno if you can’t tell #he’s eating away at my mind like a corrosive drenched parasite #and i’m loving it #whew sex with him would literally be fucking insane #he’s sadism embodied #living breathing walking talking sadism #many thoughts many many thoughts #inky.bsd #clari chatters

[lupaeusarc]

slides my url in here

SEND A URL AND I WILL ANSWER THE FOLLOWING :

do i follow them ? :  absolutely 🤍 why did i follow them ? :  part of me wants to say you followed me first but i can't remember for sure lmao i know i saw nate and ruby on the dash a lot so if i followed first it was probably bc of them do we role play ? :  we dooooo do i want to role play with them :  YES gimme all the dynamics i'll make a separate spreadsheet for our shit alone lmao an au idea for our muses :  well em and simon are in one rn and i love it but another cool one for anyone really could be like a truman show type of thing where like they start figuring it out together as time goes on idk this is incredibly half baked but some kind of like fishbowl type deal a song for our muses :  the summoning by sleep token

do i ship our muses ? :  a thousand percent i love all our ships and plots so far :') what i think about the mun :  literally one of the coolest people i've ever met i'm ???? so scared of you lmfao like in a good way i just think you're an incredible writer and the love you have for your muses is so visible and obvious and the detail you put into every aspect of their back stories and everything is insane and just yeah i think you're the coolest 🙌 overall opinion :  just such an awesome set of blogs it's so impressive 🥹 blog rate : 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

#{ i promise the song is there i had to delay it in garage band bc slowing tempo to beat the thingy always ruins this band lmao } #{ it fades in after like 20ish seconds i think } #{ oh wait no it just played right away idk man this website makes no sense } #୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ the hollywood sign don’t catch my eye much anymore ⌗ myriaed ( simon ) . #୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ so when my thoughts take off may i breathe deep ⌗ ooc . #୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ stayed on the line with you the entire night ⌗ answered .

[roboraindrop]

Hi hello it is after lunch break and I am still Very Very Soft for my dearest Grima 🥹🥹 How can I not get lost in such beautiful eyes.....

#i want to fluster him. to say the softest and most loving things to him that he never thought he would hear. #i want to tell him that he's beautiful. that he takes my breath away. leaves my heart aching for one more kiss. #one more moment of being with him... #rain rambles #gushing #slithering sycophant #Yes i am incredibly down bad for this man