al1cemadn3ss

[al1cemadn3ss]

No matter what i do someone will always see me as an addict

When the see my arms they will see my bad habits

The scars i have go up and down and side to side

The track marks are fading but the scars are hard to hide

People look at my body and see that ive lived

I've been through hell and back but i still try to give

All i want is to make them all proud

My addictions were digging me into the ground

Am i able to control this monster forever?

Its the hardest thing I've had to endeavor

Every day i keep trying to believe in myself

I never imagined i'd destroy my own health

~kh

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[al1cemadn3ss]

I have so many stories in me. So many songs and poems and colors. I love heavy. I love too much emotion. I love things that make you feel tight in your chest because of the fire in your heart. I live for chaos and excitement. I no longer run from my emotions. I embrace everything that makes me happy and sad all at the same time. And i think thats a very brave way to live. Because i live so deeply i am emotionally destroyed over and over again.

~kh

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