Y'know those "on air" light signs they have in radio studios and live shows? I wish I had something like that i could switch on when I start feeling not good so its easier for people to know im not mad or ignoring them. I just know im not good company when going through an episode so I need a few days to re-climb my way out of the trenches and reforge myself back into the person they actually like spending time with. But that doesn't feel like something someone can just outright say all the time lol