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Hello Tumblr I missed you🦷

#hello darkness my old friend #dimidedikov

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slayed

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"If you don’t succeed in articulating your suffering in a well-defined structure, you’re fucked. Suffering will eat you alive from the inside out until you have had time to write down whatever it is.

Structure is the only way to avoid suicide. And suicide solves nothing. Imagine if Baudelaire had succeeded in his suicide attempt when he was twenty-four.

Believe in structure. Believe in the old metrical forms, as well. Versification is a powerful tool for liberating the inner life…"

Michel Houellebecq

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#dimidedikov #bulgaria

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mentally challenged girl called into the principals office with her alcoholic mom for vaping in class

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Ushiku Daibutsu, Japan. Photography by Yuya.M @yuyar33

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Manic episode with my twin @amfetuum9mobile3

#podcast #dimidedikov #annapaneva #dirtbag left #libtard #bpd #bpdlovedones #praytoslay #trauma dumping

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Bulgarian goth culture is dyeing your hair using cleaning gloves while listening to Ladytron

#bulgaria #dimidedikov #goth goth #goth #ladytron #skullet #deathhawk

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#dimidedikov #bulgaria #varna #picture #acid #93 #white #ferris wheel

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tumblr is so great it’s like the diary is talking back

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#liminal #bulgaria #dimidedikov

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returning to the office at my silly corporate job after the ritualistic art performance we had with a bestie of mine at a FETISH party (the performance itself was the most asexual/platonic shit ever) during a lunar eclipse, that caused me to spiral into a three day bender as I met a rly cool lowkey schizo??? guy that I cuddled with while kholing and merging into one person + actually opening up about my feelings for the first time in front of someone I barely know wait idk where I started with this ... oh yeah... returning to the corporate goofy office after all of this feels like a datura trip honestly wtf am I doing here who are these people even lmao

#lunar eclipse #lunar eclipse 2024 #libra #aries #thelema #throbbing gristle #NWW #nurse with wound #coil #art performance #corporate #corporate goth #idk what im doing here #twink flame #soulmate #merged #ketaminechic #dimidedikov #platonic #celibate #cuddles😍 #ace #intimacy disorder

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just waking up regularly at 7:30 like some sort of freak now

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#bulgaria #dimidedikov

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#dimidedikov #ketaminechic #bulgaria #sofia #skorphi #sofia deadly city