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That last chapter, oh my- I couldn’t stop the tears. It’s so good, thank you 😭🖤

i’m happy it made an impact?? omg TT, thank you so much, it mean i did a good job :')

#ao.mail! #ao.cmh! #aaaaaa #screaming

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cross my heart

╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?

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chapter twenty-seven

sakusa let out a big sigh, hanging his towel on his shoulder. atsumu has been pestering him about their manager being absent again.

“yeah, but what if something happened y’know?” the setter said, following sakusa int the locker.

he turned around to face him, “atsumu, i am sure she is resting—”

sakusa’s phone ring loudly, cutting off their conversation.

“yes, this is sakusa kiyoomi.. what happened?”

they curly haired boy eyes widen as he listen to the person on the other line.

atsumu frowns, although sakusa’s demeanor is calm, his other hand keeps fidgeting. “hey, omi?”

once sakusa was done with the call, he grabbed his wallet. quickly walking out of the room.

“hey, hey! we still have practice" the blond reminded, tugging sakusa’s arm.

the panic is starting to show in his face, “i need to go, atsumu.” he said, “i need to see yn.”

the two were silent on the whole ride. atsumu refused to ask some question as sakusa is already in distressed.

he was scared when he heard yn’s name. he have no single clue on what is happening but he choose to come with sakusa.

the msby players got out of the taxi, walking inside the big hospital. with atsumu walking close to him.

atsumu feels like throwing up. he hates this feeling, it feels like he is always worrying about yn.

sakusa stopped on his tracks as a doctor in his mid 30s just got out of the room.

“mr. sakusa kiyoomi?” the doctor asked.

sakusa nodded, “how is yn doing?”

the blond looked at both of them, confused. “what happened to yn?”

the doctor smiled, “she is currently resting,” he started, “although i am afraid that her health is declining.”

atsumu gulped, “what is wrong, doc? it’s just asthma, right? omi?”

facing atsumu, the doctor pursued his lips. “i guess you don’t know but yn is currently suffering with chronic bronchitis and cor purmonale.”

sakusa let his head hang low, avoiding eye contact with the setter.

“she’s gonna get better, right?” atsumu asked, panicking.

the doctor face softens, “we are trying our best,” he said, “her lungs are already scarred, due to her lung disease her heart also got affected causing the right side to fail.”

“you can check up on her, i’ll get going”

no one dared to speak. atsumu can’t even register that his loved one is suffering and he never saw it. he is blaming himself.

sakusa looked up but still avoiding atsumu’s gaze, “it’s not your fault,” he reassured, “she didn’t even know it was this worst.”

atsumu bit his lower lip, “i’m sorry for not telling you right away, yn wanted to tell you when she’s ready”

sakusa faced atsumu, his mouth agape as the setter let his tears run down his face.

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cross my heart

╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?

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chapter twenty-seven

sakusa let out a big sigh, hanging his towel on his shoulder. atsumu has been pestering him about their manager being absent again.

“yeah, but what if something happened y’know?” the setter said, following sakusa int the locker.

he turned around to face him, “atsumu, i am sure she is resting—”

sakusa’s phone ring loudly, cutting off their conversation.

“yes, this is sakusa kiyoomi.. what happened?”

they curly haired boy eyes widen as he listen to the person on the other line.

atsumu frowns, although sakusa’s demeanor is calm, his other hand keeps fidgeting. “hey, omi?”

once sakusa was done with the call, he grabbed his wallet. quickly walking out of the room.

“hey, hey! we still have practice" the blond reminded, tugging sakusa’s arm.

the panic is starting to show in his face, “i need to go, atsumu.” he said, “i need to see yn.”

the two were silent on the whole ride. atsumu refused to ask some question as sakusa is already in distressed.

he was scared when he heard yn’s name. he have no single clue on what is happening but he choose to come with sakusa.

the msby players got out of the taxi, walking inside the big hospital. with atsumu walking close to him.

atsumu feels like throwing up. he hates this feeling, it feels like he is always worrying about yn.

sakusa stopped on his tracks as a doctor in his mid 30s just got out of the room.

“mr. sakusa kiyoomi?” the doctor asked.

sakusa nodded, “how is yn doing?”

the blond looked at both of them, confused. “what happened to yn?”

the doctor smiled, “she is currently resting,” he started, “although i am afraid that her health is declining.”

atsumu gulped, “what is wrong, doc? it’s just asthma, right? omi?”

facing atsumu, the doctor pursued his lips. “i guess you don’t know but yn is currently suffering with chronic bronchitis and cor purmonale.”

sakusa let his head hang low, avoiding eye contact with the setter.

“she’s gonna get better, right?” atsumu asked, panicking.

the doctor face softens, “we are trying our best,” he said, “her lungs are already scarred, due to her lung disease her heart also got affected causing the right side to fail.”

“you can check up on her, i’ll get going”

no one dared to speak. atsumu can’t even register that his loved one is suffering and he never saw it. he is blaming himself.

sakusa looked up but still avoiding atsumu’s gaze, “it’s not your fault,” he reassured, “she didn’t even know it was this worst.”

atsumu bit his lower lip, “i’m sorry for not telling you right away, yn wanted to tell you when she’s ready”

sakusa faced atsumu, his mouth agape as the setter let his tears run down his face.

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cross my heart

╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?

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tw // ashtma attack

notes. hope i narrated it right. i have no asthma so i’m not really sure, so i tried watching on youtube :)

chapter twenty-six

the training camp finished in just a blink of an eye. you let out a sigh, adjusting the strap of the water container on your shoulder.

you are currently carrying three bags. one on your shoulder, one in your back, and the other on your hand.

your personal belongings are in your backpack whilst the bag in your hand contains things that are for the team such as first aid kit and extra items.

the room where they place things that are owned by the team is far from where you are walking from.

not even on half of your destination, you can feel yourself getting tired.

i should have asked atsumu for help, you thought.

brushing your tiredness off, you dragged yourself more. you didn’t do much help in the training camp due to feeling unwell. at least here you should fill your duties.

chest rising up and down, you placed down the bag hanging on your shoulder for a moment, allowing yourself to breathe deeply.

a little more push, you are near at the storage room. walking a bit faster than earlier, you finally reached the door.

your hands fiddle on your right pocket where you left the key. opening the room, you quickly placed the bags down.

you let your backpack sit on a chair in front of you. letting your back hit the wall, you crouched down.

the ventilation of the room seems off as you start catching your breath. looking around, it started to feel like the room is swallowing you up, suffocating you.

your hand trapped your mouth as you started coughing loudly, in continuous matter.

a harsh pang hit your chest making you gripped your shirt. your previous position made you fall into your knees as you try to breathe.

your hands quickly checked your pockets for the inhaler. your eyes shot up as the bag that was supposed to be in front of you looks far right now.

eyeing your phone that is on the floor beside you, you immediately clicked on a random number hoping it’s sakusa you are dialing.

on the other side, atsumu, who is listening to his team mates talk felt his phone vibrated.

looking down at his phone, his brows furrowed. pressing the green button, placing his phone on his ear.

“yn?” atsumu asked.

“h-help”

that was all atsumu needs to hear from you as he dashed outside the locker to the storage room.

within a minute, atsumu slammed the door. his eyes shifted to your position. looking up at him, you pointed your bag.

atsumu understand it right away, rummaging your bag as quick as possible.

once he found the familiar blue looking tube, the setter helped you sit up. shaking the inhaler, “exhale, yn” he took off the cap before placing it between your lips.

atsumu watched closely at your breathing, waiting for you to finally calm down but it’s not happening any sooner.

he placed the inhaler in front of you again, “another one” he encouraged.

for the third time, you can feel yourself getting better. finally able to breathe.

“thank you, tsumu” you smiled, “you saved my life there.”

your eyes widen as you see atsumu’s expression. “hey! hey! what happened?”

tears formed in the corner of his eyes, “i’m scared, y’know” atsumu’s calloused hand grabbed your face.

“what if i didn’t make it on time?” he cried, “i don’t know what i’ll do” the blond embraced you.

“i’m always here, tsumu” atsumu let go, placing both of his hands on your shoulders. you let out a laugh that soon turned into a series of cough.

“i have an extra water with me!” he said, turning around to look in his bag.

your eyes widen in terror as you look down on your hand. before atsumu can see, you wiped it on your handkerchief, shoving it in your pocket.

he handed you the bottle, smiling. “you’re a life-saver” you said, opening it. “literally.”

atsumu sighed, “i’m happy i am,” he started, “next time, please let me help you, okay?”

you nodded, “please do help me, atsumu.”

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cross my heart

╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?

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tw // ashtma attack

notes. hope i narrated it right. i have no asthma so i’m not really sure, so i tried watching on youtube :)

chapter twenty-six

the training camp finished in just a blink of an eye. you let out a sigh, adjusting the strap of the water container on your shoulder.

you are currently carrying three bags. one on your shoulder, one in your back, and the other on your hand.

your personal belongings are in your backpack whilst the bag in your hand contains things that are for the team such as first aid kit and extra items.

the room where they place things that are owned by the team is far from where you are walking from.

not even on half of your destination, you can feel yourself getting tired.

i should have asked atsumu for help, you thought.

brushing your tiredness off, you dragged yourself more. you didn’t do much help in the training camp due to feeling unwell. at least here you should fill your duties.

chest rising up and down, you placed down the bag hanging on your shoulder for a moment, allowing yourself to breathe deeply.

a little more push, you are near at the storage room. walking a bit faster than earlier, you finally reached the door.

your hands fiddle on your right pocket where you left the key. opening the room, you quickly placed the bags down.

you let your backpack sit on a chair in front of you. letting your back hit the wall, you crouched down.

the ventilation of the room seems off as you start catching your breath. looking around, it started to feel like the room is swallowing you up, suffocating you.

your hand trapped your mouth as you started coughing loudly, in continuous matter.

a harsh pang hit your chest making you gripped your shirt. your previous position made you fall into your knees as you try to breathe.

your hands quickly checked your pockets for the inhaler. your eyes shot up as the bag that was supposed to be in front of you looks far right now.

eyeing your phone that is on the floor beside you, you immediately clicked on a random number hoping it’s sakusa you are dialing.

on the other side, atsumu, who is listening to his team mates talk felt his phone vibrated.

looking down at his phone, his brows furrowed. pressing the green button, placing his phone on his ear.

“yn?” atsumu asked.

“h-help”

that was all atsumu needs to hear from you as he dashed outside the locker to the storage room.

within a minute, atsumu slammed the door. his eyes shifted to your position. looking up at him, you pointed your bag.

atsumu understand it right away, rummaging your bag as quick as possible.

once he found the familiar blue looking tube, the setter helped you sit up. shaking the inhaler, “exhale, yn” he took off the cap before placing it between your lips.

atsumu watched closely at your breathing, waiting for you to finally calm down but it’s not happening any sooner.

he placed the inhaler in front of you again, “another one” he encouraged.

for the third time, you can feel yourself getting better. finally able to breathe.

“thank you, tsumu” you smiled, “you saved my life there.”

your eyes widen as you see atsumu’s expression. “hey! hey! what happened?”

tears formed in the corner of his eyes, “i’m scared, y’know” atsumu’s calloused hand grabbed your face.

“what if i didn’t make it on time?” he cried, “i don’t know what i’ll do” the blond embraced you.

“i’m always here, tsumu” atsumu let go, placing both of his hands on your shoulders. you let out a laugh that soon turned into a series of cough.

“i have an extra water with me!” he said, turning around to look in his bag.

your eyes widen in terror as you look down on your hand. before atsumu can see, you wiped it on your handkerchief, shoving it in your pocket.

he handed you the bottle, smiling. “you’re a life-saver” you said, opening it. “literally.”

atsumu sighed, “i’m happy i am,” he started, “next time, please let me help you, okay?”

you nodded, “please do help me, atsumu.”

#ao.cmh! #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu social media au #haikyuu smau #atsumu miya smau #atsumu miya x reader #atsumu miya imagines #atsumu miya x y/n #atsumu miya x female reader #atsumu x reader #atsumu smau #atsumu scenarios #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu imagines

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posting chapter 26 tomorrow ^___^ was just a little occupied every friday :)

#ao.talks!

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I JUST SAW THE HQ ONESHOT LEAKS AN HOUR AGO, AM GONNA CRY

#ao.talks! #BROOOOOO #[screams] #am gonna stop.... #BUT #OH MY FUCKING GOD

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i love your writing!!! it’s so immersive!!! am i sick in the head to hope that y/n dies at the end 💀💀💀

thank you so much, i’m happy you are liking it! <33 honestly i don’t think you are 💀 but we gonna find out that in the end 👀٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و

#ao.mail! #nonnie <3 #i think twist like that #gives a little spice #to the story #LOL #ik some people #who really likes #those type of angst

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cross my heart

╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?

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chapter twenty-five

notes. the camp went so fast🤨 hope nothing is confusing here lol. also five more chapters til this series finish lol.

taglist is open! feedbacks are appreciated. if confuse in this chapter, my ask is open. thank you. <3

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cross my heart

╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?

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chapter twenty-five

notes. the camp went so fast🤨 hope nothing is confusing here lol. also five more chapters til this series finish lol.

taglist is open! feedbacks are appreciated. if confuse in this chapter, my ask is open. thank you. <3

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu social media au #haikyuu smau #atsumu miya smau #atsumu miya x reader #atsumu miya imagines #atsumu miya x female reader #atsumu miya x y/n #atsumu x reader #atsumu fanfic #atsumu scenarios #atsumu smau #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu imagines #ao.cmh!

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hi!! can i be added to the tag list for the atsumu story? ty hope you're well!!

hello!! hope you are doing well too (´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩`) and of course, i’ll add you to it!

#ao.cmhlist! #user: kaleshima

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taglist: @unstaaableaf @noayuusukki @ahhhwtfishappening @namyari @hxked @tenaciouswritersheep @diestheticu @elianetsantana @lilacwh0re @sunvishine @wolffmaiden @malxoxo @suhaaaefre @guess-monst3r @bah1e @minimarkive @justtoblivious2u @jackyeongljin @little-aruma @atsumulovemail @katojikuta-chaann @creepykawass

cross my heart

╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?

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chapter twenty-four

extras!

atsumu gave yn one of his favorite sweater to keep her warm because he’s scared she’ll get sick again

it’s a training camp with ejp raijin, adlers, and tachibana red falcons, it won’t be tackle but i just want you guys to know lol

atsumu never witnessed yn having an asthma attack all through out their highschool years.

notes. sorry for the grammatical errors TT

taglist is open! feedbacks are appreciated. if confuse in this chapter, my ask is open. thank you. <3

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cross my heart

╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?

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chapter twenty-four

extras!

atsumu gave yn one of his favorite sweater to keep her warm because he’s scared she’ll get sick again

it’s a training camp with ejp raijin, adlers, and tachibana red falcons, it won’t be tackle but i just want you guys to know lol

atsumu never witnessed yn having an asthma attack all through out their highschool years.

notes. sorry for the grammatical errors TT

taglist is open! feedbacks are appreciated. if confuse in this chapter, my ask is open. thank you. <3

#ao.cmh! #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu smau #haikyuu social media au #atsumu miya smau #atsumu miya x reader #atsumu miya imagines #atsumu miya x female reader #atsumu miya x y/n #atsumu x reader #atsumu fanfic #atsumu scenarios #atsumu smau #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu text messages #haikyuu imagines

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taglist: @unstaaableaf @noayuusukki @ahhhwtfishappening @namyari @hxked @tenaciouswritersheep @diestheticu @elianetsantana @lilacwh0re @sunvishine @wolffmaiden @malxoxo @suhaaaefre @guess-monst3r @bah1e @minimarkive @justtoblivious2u @jackyeongljin @little-aruma @atsumulovemail @katojikuta-chaann @creepykawass

cross my heart

╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?

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chapter twenty-three

notes. oh noes.. again?

taglist is open! feedbacks are appreciated. if confuse in this chapter, my ask is open. thank you. <3

#yoooo #sorry for being away #i took my midterm exams #LOL #forgot to inform

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cross my heart

╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?

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chapter twenty-three

notes. oh noes.. again?

taglist is open! feedbacks are appreciated. if confuse in this chapter, my ask is open. thank you. <3

#ao.cmh! #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu social media au #haikyuu smau #atsumu miya smau #atsumu miya x reader #atsumu miya imagines #atsumu miya x female reader #atsumu x reader #atsumu smau #atsumu scenarios #atsumu x female reader #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyuu text messages

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cmh update continues tomorrow!! <33

#ao.talks! #i still have an exam on mon #but yea #TT

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so is the smau like mafia?

mafia!au? nope :)

#ao.mail! #ao.cmh! #does it feel like that...? #i’m curious o___o #am i misunderstanding this ask #help #i am not sure #i hope i am not rude #i am sorry