Call of Duty
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Simon "Ghost" Riley
Keep You Close
Summary: He's pretty sure he's in love with you. Not that he'll admit it, acknowledge it.
Fresh Ink (Series)
Summary: You become Ghostâs artist and therapist in a way.
Polaroid
Summary: You find a polaroid of yourself in Ghostâs vest.
When I Was Your Man
Summary: Ghost regrets breaking up with you after seeing you again.
Little Lady, Big Guns
Summary: A new weapons developer catches the eye of many, especially one balaclava wilding man.
Only One Boundary
Summary: When it comes to his body, Simon is all ears for anything to do for you. However, he only has one boundary that heâs hesitant to compromise with now.
An Old Siren Song
Summary: You're injuried on a mission early in you and ghost careers' and it affects him even 6 years later.
Lonely
Summary: After Simon had left for his next mission, you were faced with the biggest challenge of your life and you had to get through that all by yourself.
Faking
Summary: As the mission goes on, you are forced to fake your death, hurting the man you love most.
Fell Into You (Series)
Summary: Ghost isnât looking for anything and neither are you. But when a mission goes wrong, throwing you two together, where will things go from here?
The Little Things
Summary: Five times Soap questions the relationship between Ghost and the 141âs Medic, and the one time he gets an answer.
Little Treasures, Life's Pleasures
Summary: Now that Soap knows when to pay attention, he realizes you and Ghost arenât as subtle as you think you are.
Life's Little Comforts
Summary: Soap finally gets a better glimpse into your relationship with the Lieutenant- even if itâs not the way he wants.
Our Little Secret
Summary: Soap finally gets all of his answers- and then some.
Interrupted Part 1, Part 2
Summary: When your make-out session gets interrupted, you shield Simon's face with your hands.
Zombie!Ghost
Summary: Simon is dead. And you were forced to leave him behind as the rise of the dead took over. When you volunteer to sneak back into base to grab med supplies, you don't expect to run into Simonâalive, but certainly not himself...
Hate You
Summary: Ghost seemed to despise you, making a mission you have to do together much tenser than it ever had to beâŚ
Cat Got Your Tongue?
Summary: Ghost thought you hated him, but he had no idea why. He didn't remember ever doing anything to cross you. When you're stuck doing a mission alongside him, he gets curious enough to finally ask.
Bad Day
Summary: After a bad mission, Simon comes back and takes his pain out on you.
To Be Alive In Summer
Summary: Betrayal had never been in your cards, and you definitely didn't see yourself being the one responsible for the act. When having to go undercover, first comes the problem of staging your death.
If You Bite My Hand Again
Summary: How dare he show his face to you after all of these years? How dare you still find it in yourself to love him?
Untitled
Summary: You, a civilian, kills someone out of self defense for the first time.
'Til It Ends Part 1, Part 2
Summary: You thought that it would be easy - moving on and blazing your own trail, but at every step, memories seem to come back and haunt you. And the biggest memory takes the shape of a man with a skull mask. Can you still deny what you had always felt when he stands at your side once more?
Simon "Ghost" Riley who protects you from your creepy neighbor
Simon "Ghost" Riley accidentally yelling at you Headcanon
Being Yelled At By Ghost Part 1, Part 2
Confessions
Sleepless Night
Don't Make A Habit Of Dying
Call Sign
Kindergarten Troubles Part 1, Part 2
Imagine going to sleep as 09 Ghostâs widow only to wake up next to reboot Ghost Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Captain John Price
The Traces He Left Behind
Summary: You had never expected the dog tags to be so heavy, but, now, as they sit in your hands theyâre just about the heaviest object youâve ever held. M.I.A doesnât mean Johnâs dead⌠but it might as well.
Baby Blues
Summary: The promise of a normal Sunday is lost when your door is torn open, and, you, kidnaped. All you can do is pray that John finds you in time.
Let Me Lean On You
Summary: You have a bad habit of putting yourself in harmâs way, enraging John to no end. But can you survive a wound like this? Or will everything you hate to love about John Price never see the light of day?
First Kiss
Summary: It makes you want to laugh, itâs not how youâd envisioned your first kiss would go; you had hoped it would be romantic or passionate. Instead it was desperate battle of trying to breathe life back into John without ever having told him about your feelings.
Our Remains
Summary: You disliked hiding things from John. Certainly something as big as this.
Cheating Heart
Summary: Your feeling for John were wrong - horribly wrong - but when you see your current boyfriend in bed with another woman, what's to hold you back anymore?
See No Evil
Summary: The flowers came every week - Tuesday, two Oâclock, two minutes after your break. The only problem was that you knew they werenât coming from John.
Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
Shaky Fingers
Summary: The perfect date night begins with a stolen wallet and a goose chase.
Reveries Of A Lost Lamb
Summary: Tempers flare when it hits the seven-day mark. Could they all be sure you were even still alive?
Gossamer Silk Smiles
Summary: You loved your job more than anything, and at the end of the day, even with pricked fingers and cramped muscles, you went to bed happy. It had all been going well, insanely well. You were focused; self-assured... Until he showed up.Â
A Little Small Talk, A Smile, And Baby I Was Stuck
Summary: When Soap mentions the new medic, Gaz doesnât think much of it.Â
Keegan P. Russ
(Don't) Go To War
Summary: Some days it became impossible not to lose your tempers with each other. Being enemies was easier than admitting you cared.
First Strike
Summary: Keegan had always captured your attention. You've found out that maybe that's the best and worst thing to happen to you.
KĂśnig
The Invisible String Theory
Summary: You didn't expect the man who gave you his coat to be the same one to bust down the door where you and the other women slept - sniper hood scaring everyone within an inch of their life. You didn't expect him to become so important to you, either.
Moths Hit The Window
Summary: Fights with KĂśnig were always loud, but this time his comments went a bit too far.
Overflow The Stars
Summary: One more abandoned date night later, you're left wondering if the man you're infatuated with is really interested in you at all.
Vladimir Makarov
The Great War
Summary: Deadly, fast and a killing machine. Soldier was trained as a recon sniper and has been trained by allied forces as an insertion specialist. SAS has recognised this soldier as a necessity for most of its joint operations. Decorated with high awards and recognition by all military forces. TF 141 acquired soldier after a mission in Al Mazrah. Capable of killing all those that come between her and the goal, will not hesitate to harm enemies.
No Title
Summary: You have an encounter with a creepy guy.
No Title
Summary: You are pregnant with Makarov's child and someone is stupid enough to mess with you.
Valeria Garza
Back When I Loved You
Summary: It's been years since you had been stationed in Las Almas, returning opens some old wounds you hadn't realized never healed.
Valeria Garza
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Predator
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Need A Hero (Series)
Summary: (Y/N) is walking home from work, when she encounters a creature from another world and needs help.
Possession
Summary: A female Yautja stakes her claim on your mate.
Monster
Summary: You survived for so long. The Yautja came to clear out the Xenomorphs and to find you.
A Gift
Summary: He saves you and you repay him.
Taken
Summary: Being taken from not only your home but from Earth just to be the personal pet for an Elder Yautja made you realize just how insignificant your life was. Then, you got a new owner, and everything changed.
A Different Life
Summary: Every clan leader Yautja was an extremely powerful one. They had to lead the clan, show the way to grow and rule. Some used that power and respect to do horrible things, others never broke the code.
Mate of a Yautja
Summary: You never fit in, not in school, not at work. You were sure something was wrong with you. When you moved to Colorado, you hoped things would change, and to a degree they did, but as you grew up, you were still not fitting in. You didnât know what to do, until one evening when all hell broke loose.Â
Unexpected Family
Summary: Somehow, you were always at the wrong place at the wrong time. And what seemed to be your demise, turned into your future.
The Prize
Summary: Finding that incredible pyramid was only the beginning. Because soon, youâd find a very special room with writings on the wall. And you never expected a pyramid to change your life like this.
Protective
Summary: Yautja was a proud kind, always taking care of their own, and your Yautja took special care of you while you carried his little one.
No Title
Summary: You are dating one of the Yautja and a rival sees you and him together. He gets into a fight with your partner trying to whin your favor. Thinking youâll choose the winning fighter he tries to take you but you refuse and tend to your wounded partner.Â
Protected
Summary: Being a apart of the âPlanetary Frontierâ was supposed to thrilling and exciting. Exploring new worlds and, beautiful unusual life forms. At first, it appeared to be a dream come true. Until your research team, accompanied by top notch U.S Military Marines got stranded on a planet that wasnât on your radar. And to make matters worse? Something was out there⌠Hunting and watchingâŚ
Hold You
Summary: Yautja Prime is a large planet. It sits in the designated zone for life to sprout. And life easily thrives all over the place. Even when a bitter cold takes over the poles. Woftik lives there with you. Life is great. Until the frozen lands are swallowed with a blizzard. All the two of you could possibly do was wait out the storm with each other.
The Unexpected Human Problem (Series)
Summary: The night her abductors die, Rayelle finds herself running for her life. She doesnât know where she is, what is following her, where to go. All she knows is sheâs not on Earth any longer and the thing chasing her has the capacity to kill. Tai'qdei never anticipated finding a human when he took the job of tracking and subduing a small contingent of smugglers. It was only when the human attacked and fled fled, Tai'qdei - hopped up on the euphoria of a successful hunt - gave chase, instinct burning at his center. Will sense return to Tai'qdei before he catches Rayelle? Or will Rayelle be subjected to the yautjaâs natural inclinations? And what happens afterwards?
The Prey Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8
Worth
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DC
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The Joker
Sweet Dreams Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5
Summary: It wasnât the first time you stayed up worrying about him. After all, his occupation was an incredibly dangerous one and you knew his life expectancy was significantly shorter than most. From the moment you realized you were head over heels in love with him, youâd been trying to prepare yourself for the day when he didnât come home.
Memories Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Summary: When they took you, J lost his mind for the second time in his lifeâŚ
The King and His Queen
Summary: Waking up in the hospital, unsure who you were, you believed what the nurses told you, that is until one day, when you got home and found a strange man in your home.
Done Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
Summary: After a fight with the Joker at the club you decide you are done.
Love at First Sight Part 1, Part 2
Summary: The reader was a detective at the MCU the night the Joker escaped from the interrogation room, blew up the room, then escaped with Lau. After the briefest of interactions with the infamous Joker, she feels⌠different and is haunted by their meeting. One year on, and the Joker has finally broken out of the Asylum.Â
The Damned Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Summary: Imagine being raped and left alone to die in streets. Your savior comes in the form of Gotham's most wanted criminal. What will happen once the two of you start to get closer?
Rescue Me Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
Summary: Imagine after the Joker saves you, he falls for you and wants to help you get revenge on the man who abused you.
Asking For It Part 1, Part 2
Summary: Imagine the Joker breaking into your apartment to hide out from the cops. However, he doesnât know what kind of surprise is waiting for him.
Joker and His Jester Part 1, Part 2
Summary: Imagine your the biggest fan of the Jokers. You have control over Gotham City while the Prince of Crime is locked away in Arkham. You decide to plan his long waited escape so you can have him all to yourself.
Run Away
Summary: You are fed up with the Joker's bullshit and decide to turn yourself in.
First Kick
Summary: Imagine being pregnant with the Jokers child and in the middle of one of his business deals both of you get excited when the baby starts kicking.Â
Drugged
Summary: Imagine going to the Jokers club and almost getting drugged.
Interview
Summary: Imagine being a writer and your boss wants you to write an article about the Joker, no matter how dangerous it could be.
Forget You
Summary: Imagine getting in an argument with the Joker. In his anger, you get hurt and end up with amnesia. Will your memory come back? Will you forgive him?
The Deal
Summary: Imagine being the Jokers girlfriend, youâre kidnapped and tortured. To make it all stop, all the Joker has to do is turn himself in to Arkham Asylum and give up his freedom forever. Regardless of what happens, there is going to be a lot of pain.
Addiction
Summary: Joker and you were a couple in the past, but you broke up. Years later you come across to each other and you both admit you missed each other a lot. Harley doesn't like that at all.
Damaged
Summary: Imagine being the Jokers Queen. And weeks after being kidnapped and tortured, youâre finally brought back to him.
Fame
Summary: Imagine being a writer for the Gotham Gazette and you try to get perfect picture of the Joker for your article, but you get caught.Â
Mine
Summary: Imagine the Joker being protective of you and not being happy when Harley tries to kill you.
Distress
Summary: Imagine almost losing your baby when a deal goes wrong and it causing the Joker to go crazy.
Just Go
Summary: Imagine the Joker breaking up with you because he wants to keep you safe. Only to have you get kidnapped anyway.
The Cure
Summary: Imagine being poisoned and the Joker never leaving your side as you both wait for the cure.
The Watcher
Summary: Your life changes after a bank robbery sends you into the arms of Gothams most dangerous criminal. Little do you know, heâs had his eyes on you for awhile.
Surprising
Summary: Imagine your the Jokers new girlfriend. Everything is going fine until Harley tries to get revenge, little does she know that your a force to be reckoned with.
Saving Mr. J Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Summary: You see Mr. J in an alleyway injured and alone so you help you.
Smile Kitten Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9
Summary: The Joker finds you wandering the streets of Gotham and decides to take you home.
Imagine: giving birth to your child with the Joker
The Article Part 1, Part 2
Close Call
Heroin
I Don't Love You (I Do)
Joker x Chubby!Reader
The Worst Surprise Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
Bruce Wayne/Batman
Convenience (Series)
Summary: After his oldest friend loses everything, Bruce suggests a marriage of convenience that will benefit them both.
Apart
Summary: You and Bruce have been married for a few years, but unfortunately for you he's never been much to show his affection. Will you two work your relationship out when you see him acting stranger and being further apart from you?
Into the Abyss
Summary: Bruce shouldâve known that nothing in Gotham City ever is smooth sailing. But when the one person in his life who means most to him gets kidnapped, he feels the darkness descending on him.
Long Overdue (Series)
Summary: Reader was with Bruce in the past, but grew distant after Jasonâs death. No one tells her when he comes back from the dead until Bruce is forced to bring her in on a raid when they're overwhelmed.
Batmom (Series)
I Want A Divorce
Motherhood
Rescue Mission
Jason Todd
Cravings
Summary: You are pregnant and really want pickles. What you don't know is that your little escapade searching for pickles will lead to you finally meeting Jason's family.
Serendipity
Summary: Jason Todd goes missing and his brothers investigate...
A Mother's Love Can Never Be Outgrown Part 1, Part 2
Victor Zsasz
Undecided
Summary: Imagine finding out you were pregnant and wanting to talk it out with Victor.
Walk Her Home
Summary: Working at the Iceberg Lounge, itâs inevitable that youâll come into contact with a wide range of criminals. But only one manages to catch your eye - famed assassin, Victor Zsasz.
Killer Croc
Human
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Tsu'tey
Cold Hearted (Series)
Summary: Your father was one of the leading scientists during the commencement of the Avatar program and his heavy involvement towards the success of the program secured both you and your brother Elijah places within it. The two of you were placed in a research group with Jake Sully, Grace Augustine, Norm Spellman and Max Patel to carry out vital research in the new environment. In an unexpected series of events, you find yourself at the Omatikaya Clan where you meet Tsu'tey and he instantly takes a strong dislike to you. The two of you find yourselves in a vicious conflict and unbeknownst to you, a long and strenuous journey lies ahead; challenging everything that you once thought you knew.
I Want To See Mama Too (Series)
Summary: Seven years ago, you had died alongside Grace while trying to protect Pandora. A few months after your death it was discovered that you were pregnant; leaving Tsu'tey to raise your son Vu'ran without you. But, things start to get strange when Vu'ran is certain he saw you move.
I Trusted You
Summary: When the RDA capture you after a surprise attack, Tsu'tey proves that he will do whatever it takes to protect you.
I Changed My Mind
Summary: After you overhear some girls insulting you and insisting that Tsu'tey hates you, he does something about it.
How Could I Not?
Summary: You had been in love with Tsu'tey for many years, but he had never outwardly reciprocated your love. But when Tsu'tey notices you and your close friend takuk begin to grow even closer; he finally admits his feeling.
Excited
Summary: You and Tsu'tey had recently found out that you were pregnant, and Tsu'tey is excited to welcome your child into the world; creating items ready for their arrival.
She Is With Me
Summary: You and Tsu'tey are arranged to be mated, yet you can't help but feel that Tsu'tey holds some resentment towards you. But when someone else tries their luck with you, Tsu'tey's protective side comes out.
You Still Protected Me
Summary: It had been arranged for you and Tsu'tey to be mated; much to his dismay. He believed that you were only after his title, but he soon realises how wrong he was.
I See You
Summary: Tsu'tey is yours.
Tonowari
Karma's a Bitch
Summary: Revenge is so much sweeter when it's with your best friend's crush.
Backfire
Summary: Part 2 to "Karma's a Bitch".
The Side Effect
Summary: It's been a few weeks since your last encounter with Tonowari, but every time you think of the Metkayina leader, your heart begins to race in your chest. You haven't felt this way since the beginning of your adolescence, and your crush on Tonowari is hitting you full-force; deciding it's ultimately best to admit your feelings for him before your father chooses a mate for you.
Crashing Into You (Series)
Summary:Â Â Newly appointed Olo'eyktan, a young Tonowari is confronted by the representative of an enemy clan, seeking his help. The problem? An unknown ship is sailing through the Metkayina territories, killing innocent children and animals as they go.
My Paysyul
Forgotten
He Chose You, Didn't He?
His Promise
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Red Dead Redemption 2
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Arthur Morgan
He Used To Be Mine
Crimson Snow
Young Love
Hibernate
Just Friends
Summary: Youâve been good friends with Arthur for some time, and when he visits Mary, your jealousy gets the better of you.
Happy Ending
Summary: When the gang splits and Dutch shows his true colors, you and Arthur grab the gang's money from deep within Murfee Brood Cave and escape to live a happy life together.Â
A Selfless Act
Summary: Your former partners abandon you in the mountains. Luckily, you come across a lonely cowboy who saves you from freezing to death.
Chance Encounter
Summary: You have been working on Emerald Ranch as long as you can remember. One day, you notice a cowboy who from this day on seems to appear more often to do business with Seamus. You are not sure why, but this man has your fullest attention.
My Last Confession
Summary: A robbery goes awry and you find yourself fighting for your life.
Lost and Found
Summary: After getting separated from the gang, you thought you would never see Arthur or any of the other Van Der Lindeâs again. That is, until you run into a familiar outlaw in the streets of Rhodes.
The Gala
Summary: Dutch and Hosea take you out on your first job to a fancy gala. And Arthur isnât too happy about it.
First Kisses
Summary: Robbing rich folk in Saint Denis takes an unexpected turn, when Arthur and you are running from the law and in order to blend in, Arthur decides to kiss you - not knowing he had taken your first kiss. After finding out about it he hopes for a chance to redeem himself.
Placeholder
Summary: You and Arthur have been together for a while, but Arthur gets another letter from Mary and goes to see her. You overhear their conversation, and it wasn't what you were hopingâŚ
The Job Offer
Summary: You get an offer for an honest job outside of the gang, making Arthur begin to confront his feelings for you.Â
No Offense
Summary: You unintentionally offend Arthur while out in town.
Violet Flowers
Summary: You find John Marston staring at you longer than you'd come to appreciate. As you confront your friend, he can't help but let it slip that Arthur has a big surprise for you.
Our Dear, Green Little Friend
Summary: Oh, jealousy. When the thought of you straying too close to the comfort of Charles, the green monster claws its way into Arthurâs head.
The Final Choice
Summary: Arthur has to make a choice, you or Mary?
Delicate
Summary: When Arthur and the gang are out in Valentine, you canât help but notice that he left his journal by his bedside, unattended. Youâre aware that Arthur is never careless enough to leave something so valuable to him in camp and see you see it as an opportunity. Upon reading his journal, you discover something that changes everythingâŚ
Spark (Series)
Summary: An impulsive and reckless girl who stands for everything Arthur tries to overcome joins the gang. Even worse, she is related to Micah Bell. What starts off as a relationship of mistrust and hate slowly transforms into a beautiful, deeper connection, as both parties realise that there is more to the other person than what meets the eye at first.
Your Protector
Summary: Arthur comes to your rescue while youâre being harassed.
A Proper Woman
Summary: After getting all dressed up for a day on the town, you need Arthur's help getting off a corset.
Low Below 0°C
Summary: Youâve just escaped from Blackwater, barely ducking from bullets that were shot your way. Your trusted horse, however, wasnât so lucky. Stuck in Colter with no stables to buy a horse from, Arthur decides to go out and get you one, but not just any one, a White Arabian. Is the horse the only thing heâs bringing back?
A Bastard Child
Summary: After finding out that the reader is pregnant with his child, Arthur canât help but think about Eliza and Isaac. Hosea comes to find him when after Arthur stayed away from camp for a while.
I'll Be Here in the Morning
Summary: Words spoken so late at night are not always the most honest.
Accused of Love
Summary: It reaches your ears that there in camp goes on a bet that you and Arthur will end up together. You decide that as an involved party you should get a cut from it, and go on to make sure that the bet is won.
Can't Buy Me Love
Summary: Almost everyday like clockwork, Arthur brings you gifts like some sort of offerings. Is he trying to win you over? It doesnât matter though, because you already like him, but a personal conflict is keeping you from telling him that. UntilâŚ
Walk Cut Short
Summary: The tension hung thick and heavy as you walked down the deserted main street of Rhodes. âThis donât feel right,â said Arthur. That would be an understatement, you thought as you looked around the town that usually bustled with people, currently looking like a ghost town. Suddenly, a gunshot rang, sending everyone in action, and you on the ground. Was this it for you?
Liquid Courage
Summary:Â Confessing your love to Arthur while heâs drunk is a great plan, since he wasnât going to remember it in the morning, right?
Protector
Summary: You can defend yourself. Arthur knows this. But he makes sure Micah knows you arenât the only reason he should keep his hands to himself.
Defender, Protector, Keeper
Summary: Arthur steps in to help you with your son after a run in with Micah.
More Take Than Give
Summary: After Blackwater, things are only getting more strained between you and Arthur.Â
Loyalty and Liabilities
Summary: Sometimes you canât help but to stand up for Arthur when Dutch talks down on him.Â
Intuition
Summary: You fear Arthur may have done something horrible.Â
Captive
Summary: On your way back to camp, the OâDriscolls attack.
Lake
Summary: He's walking in on you bathing.
Graphite and Gratitude
Summary: After a difficult day in camp coming to a head when Micah crosses a line, Arthur comforts you in an unexpected way - by sharing his journal with you.
Drunken Flirtations
Summary: Arthur is drunk, and some drunken flirtation ensues between the two of you.
Downtime and a Bath
Summary: You take a part time job at a hotel near camp, hoping to find some leads on potential jobs for the Gang. Being called away from your normal duties to give a gentleman a Deluxe bath, the last person you expect to find in the tub is the Gang's enforcer, Arthur Morgan.
The Art Of Thievery
Summary: A curious evening in the Parlour House when you meet a certain deputy.
Charles Smith
Beer Bottles and Broken Fingers
Summary: Charles doesnât like how Micah speaks to you.
Lake
Summary: He's walking in on you bathing.
The Protrait of Charles Smith
Dutch Van der Linde
No Title
Summary: Dutch seems like a stranger to you now and maybe itâs time to take a step back.
Of Cigars and Delicate Flowers
Summary: Dutch just wanted to get new cigars. Who knew you had to save him.
Thus With a Kiss I Die
Bruises
Pregnant?
Micah Bell
Lilacs
Summary: Someone keeps leaving flowers on your bedroll. Guess you have a secret admirer.
Lake
Summary: He's walking in on you bathing.
Hosea Matthews
That Old Time Feeling
Flaco Hernandez
Home With You
Summary: You hadnât seen Flaco in ages, so decided to pay him a visit.
Mrs. Hernandez
Summary: Whilst finally being reunited with your sweetheart, Flaco calls you something that heâs never called you before, and you love it.
Sean MacGuire
I Will Always Come Back
All I Need
Home
No Title
Summary: Sean seems to have disappeared, but on his return he seems to have a strange surprise with him, and is it for you?
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TOP GUN
âŚis part of The Bookshelf.
Jake "Hangman" Seresin
This Isnât What It Looks Like
Summary: Hangman is totally, 100% over his ex⌠he just needs a fake girlfriend to prove it.
Baby, you down?
Summary: 5 times Bradley was blissfully unaware of who youâre dating and the 1 time he wasnât.
Saviour
Major Mistakes Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
Clock Don't Stop
Summary: After a big fight, you need some time away from Jake. A song that you are listening to reminds you of a very important lesson. Can you and Jake fix things?
Try Losing One
Summary: After a big fight, Hangman takes a drive to clear his mind. A song that comes on the radio fits perfectly.Â
Karma
Summary: The fight that leads up to the events of "Try Losing One" and "Clock Donât Stop".
Itâs Not Me, Itâs You
Summary: Your ex is back in town and that might be the kick in the ass Hangman needs to change the parameters of your situationship.
Aw Honey Honey
Summary: Jake isn't sharing his sugar.
Sleep Tight
Summary: Jake Seresin knows heâs a good pilot. But what happens when skill and luck run out and you find your husband in the hospital for the first time?
You're Not My Type
Summary:Â You only spent one evening with Jake, but it was enough to leave you wanting more and also have you hoping to never see him again.
Just Friends
Summary: Everyone seems to think youâre Jake Seresinâs girl. Itâs easier than explaining to them that youâre just friends with benefits. But that arrangement doesnât seem to be working for either of you anymore.
Married?
Summary:Â After Jake is called back to Top Gun for a mission, him and the Dagger Squad go out to the Hard Deck one night where Javy gets absolutely hammered and lets it slip that Jake has a wife.
I Just Want You To Like Me
Summary: Youâre a bartender at the Hard Deck while completing grad school, which is how you met Jake Seresin. You and Jake began a âfriends with benefitsâ type deal, using Jakeâs aviation obligations and your education as reasoning why things couldnât get too serious. Over the months, you have started to harbor deeper feelings towards him, afraid to speak up about it and potentially ruin everything you have with him. But when Jake returns from a two-month mission, your feelings for him reach a turning point in a moment of self-consciousness.
The Beanery
Summary: Jake goes from drinking the baseâs stale coffee to bringing in cups from the cafe down the road from the hard deck, and the Dagger Squad is determined to find out why.
Opposites Attract
Summary: How can Hangman, cocky, arrogant Hangman fall in love with a girl who is so different than him and raise a family completely opposite of him?
Rule Number One
Long Time Gone (Series)
Summary: Penny Benjaminâs niece works at The Hard Deck, saving the money she earns to get out of the west coast and put herself through Graduate School. What happens when a pretty boy pilot ends up as her fake boyfriend?
Coffee For Mrs. Seresin?
Never Knew (That I Could Fall So Hard)
Summary: You and Jake are friends. Just friends.
Ice Ice Baby
Summary: He knows he annoys you. You know he annoys you. And heâs made it his mission to melt your cold, dead heart.Â
Right Back To You
A Ghost Playing Hangman (Series)
Summary: Ghost was one of the most recent graduates from Top Gun quickly making a name for herself. When she gets recalled with the best of the best, she realizes her work is cut out for her if she wants to make the team. And one of her biggest obstacles is a blonde hair pilot with the worldâs most annoying smirk. Will she make the team? And if so, at what cost?
Touch and Go
Summary: You and Jake had been sleeping together for months, and as sure as you were of your feelings for him, you were unsure of his for you. He, however, certainly knew how he felt about you, and after you decide to go on a long trip without telling him, he lets you know just exactly whatâs on his mind.
Wants and Needs
Summary: Jake "Hangman" Seresin sets his sights on you, Rooster's best friend, but it doesn't take long for you to understand what type of man the cocky, blond pilot is. Unfortunately for Hangman, you have no interest in a womanizer.Â
Who Did This To You?
Summary: In your most vulnerable hour, Jake "Hangman" Seresin is the one to find you, and the one to ask you the ultimate question: "Who did this to you?"
Until Him
Summary: He's all bronzed confidence, a stupid fly boy you should hate. Yet, you can't help the little thoughts that plague your mind.
Hooked From Hour One
Summary: He watched as Rooster took you around, introducing you to everyone and Jake's eye twitched. The two of you looked awfully comfortable around each other, with tons of physical contact. You and Jake hadn't been dating long, but he thought that you were on the same stage as him when it concerned your relationship. Were you cheating on Rooster with him? But you wouldn't do that, right?
Nightmares
Summary: In which you were in an accident during a mission, and have a nightmare that night, but Hangman is there to help and finally confesses his feelings.
Split
Summary: You break up with Jake because his actions make you question everything you've had between you, but he wants you to take him back.
You Left Me No Choice But To STay Here Forever (Right Were You Left Me)
Summary: You and Jake have been best friends for years and eventually he becomes the love of your life - which makes it that much harder to cope when he starts pulling away with no explanation.
Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw
A Nice, Big Rooster
Summary: Rooster is surprised to run into you on North Island. He's not, however, surprised to find that he still wants you as much as always.
It's Only My Heart (Save Yourself)
Summary: Rooster's very bad, terrible day.
M.U.R.P.H.
Summary: An undisclosed pregnancy that you and your husband try keeping a secret ends up being the reason you end up in hospital during a PTI session with the Dagger Squad.
Webb Of Unfortunate Events
Summary: Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw was and always would be the love of your life. When the pair of you are brought back to Top Gun, neither of you expected Pete Mitchell to be your instructor â a series of unfortunate events leads to your hospitalisation, with Rooster by your side.
The Ironies of Life Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
Summary: A few weeks after breaking up with her long-term boyfriend because he wouldn't commit to marriage and kids, Naomi finds out that she's pregnant with his baby.
I Would Never Hurt You
Summary: Bradley saw the bruises and knew what was going on, but he also knew you didn't need him the way he needed you.
Red Flags, Green Flags
Summary:Â Hangman complains about his date's red flags, but Bradley thinks this girl sounds amazing.Â
I Still Want You
Summary: Bradley had been an idiot when it came to you. He still wanted you, but did you still want him?
My Future In You (Masterlist)
Summary: Bradleyâs twenty-two years old and not where heâs supposed to be. Heâs supposed to be out of the academy by now. Instead, heâs retaking his senior year of college and praying to god that he gets into flight school. Mavâs gone, his momâs gone. Heâs mad at the world. Then, a hook up at a Halloween party changes his future even more than he could have imagined.
You donât want this, do you?
Summary: Reader is pregnant, but it's not Bradley's baby.
Misinterpretation of the Heart
Summary: With Rooster away on a mission, you're left feeling lonely and missing him. That's when a past love comes back into your life just as Rooster returns home.Â
A Misinterpreted Loss
Summary: Bradley finally asked you out, but what happens when he walks out with another girl? Running to your best friend seemed like the only logical answer.
This Is Me Trying Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Summary: Bradley Bradshaw was the bane of your existence back at UVA. You practically burnt yourself out trying to outdo him. Now, you've quit your big shot engineering job in search of something more meaningful. The wind blows you across the country and into fightertown, where a familiar, sandy haired jackass is crooning away at the stupid piano in some naval bar. And you're not sure if you should wait for the next gust or plant your feet down.
Protective
Summary: "He would've just kicked your ass... now he's gonna kill you."
What Have You Done?
Summary:Â Pete's daughter is as wild as him, she's also as passionate as him. However, an incident during high school drove them apart until they were called back to Top Gun. The uranium mission too, took them from each other, leaving her helpless as she couldn't do anything to make the situation better and save the people she loves.
Beau "Cyclone" Simpson
Banished
Mav's Daughter Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
Tom "Iceman" Kazansky
The Engineer
Summary: You're just the engineer, a man like Tom Kazansky should have no reason to pay attention to you. Or at least that's what you thought.
Promise?
Summary: You hear something that youâre not supposed to. Ice tries to explain himself. But is he too late?
She's His Girl
Summary: Maverick has a talk with Iceman after the events in the locker room. Once you finally have a chance to explain yourself, Maverick realizes just how much you love each other.
Touch
Summary: Ice notices that you have become more distant since you moved in together. When itâs been nearly weeks of you avoiding his touch, he confronts you about it.
Brothers Best Friend
Fatal Attraction
Summary: Muchlike every other person that came across Tom "Iceman" Kazansky, you had developed quite the crush on him. What made you different, though, was that you were the niece of his direct superior. He knew it was wrong, and he knew he shouldn't entertain the idea in the slightest, but a little teasing never killed anyone, right?
Biggest Regret
Summary: His biggest regret was that argument. It escalated beyond anything he wanted, but he gave you what you wanted. Would you still be waiting for him 6 months later?
Who Would've Thought
Summary: When Iceman gets a pleasant surprise during the Top Gun training, itâs safe to say he isnât the only one surprised.
Dash
Summary: Being Slider's little sister is anything but easy, especially when you are placed among the best of the best.
Best Behavior
Summary: Iceman has never been known as one to lose his temper. Secure in every single thing in his life, you, his girlfriend, happened to be no exception. During a night out at the bar, he witnesses a man with an ego almost as big as his try to flirt with you. Naturally, he contemplates murder.
Love of my Life
Summary: Tom hadn't told his fellow pilots he's a married man. There's great satisfaction when he witnesses their reactions after you do it for him.
For What It's Worth
Summary: Sometimes all it takes is a RIO who likes to gossip and some friendly competition to help you understand what you feel for Ice.
Wrong Answer, Sweetheart
Summary: This man? Jealous? Possessive? Wherever did you get that idea?
Hurry Back to Me, Soldier
My Doll
Summary: Who knew that Mister "Ice Cold, No Mistakes" could be with literal sunshine personified?
Nick "Goose" Bradshaw
A Little Gosling Part 1, Part 2
Summary: Some frantic goodbye sex with your secret boyfriend Goose yields a little surprise. Four months later, Goose comes back stateside to attend Top Gun. Now, all you need to worry about is telling him before your brother Maverick finds out.
You Know Why
Summary: You're a sexy sweetheart with a past and a toxic boyfriend. Goose sees that and wants better for you. Why? You know why.
Family Is What You Make It
Summary: When Goose and Carole decided for a mutual divorce after realizing that they worked better as friends and co-parents rather than as Mr. and Mrs. Bradshaw, they knew that along the line they would meet new people on their journeys â and now Nick wants Bradley and Carole to meet you, because he really likes you, and he wants them to like you too.
Gold Rush
Summary: All the years of silent pining and anticipation between you and Goose are put to test when he realizes that if he doesnât make his move, he's going to lose you â and maybe Maverick and Bradley help a little.
Robert "Bob" Floyd
King Of My Heart
Summary: An accident during training and a little liquid courage has Bob finally making his move.
The Kind of Girl I Could Love
Summary: Bob has a secret admirer, but heâs convinced itâs actually Jake and Nat messing with him.
Devil Doesn't Bargain
Summary: Bob has spent months watching your boyfriend be someone completely different than you think he is. The WSO is there to hold you when your world stops. All because of a man that you thought you could change.
Enterprise
Summary: Bob likes to keep his personal life and work life separate. But returning to San Diego has been difficult so what better time to introduce you to his new friends than Halloween. It is a night for surprises, after all.
Radar
Summary: After Phoenix and Bob are forced to eject after a freak bird strike â the Top Gun class find out a little bit more about their quiet back seat weapons systems officer.
Mission Impossible
Summary: After Bob is picked to fly the mission with the Dagger team, memories of moments you both have shared together come flooding backâleading to a shock discovery.
Another Statistic
Baby On Board
Summary: Being placed on a top secret mission weeks before his wife's due date was not what Lt. Floyd had imagined married life would be like.
The Captain's Daughter
Summary: An unlikely candidate has you breaking your dad (and brotherâs) âno pilotsâ policy.
Candy
Summary: Bob falls for a beautiful barista over the course of a few encounters.
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My Bookshelf
Just a collection of my favorite fanfics/oneshots on Tumblr I love to re-read once in a while, but now with easier access.
None of those works belong to me!
Feel free to use it as well.
⨠Avatar
⨠DC
⨠Call of Duty: Modern Warefare
⨠Game of Thrones
⨠Haikyuu
⨠Harry Potter
⨠Predator
⨠Red Dead Redemption 2
⨠Supernatural
⨠Star Wars
⨠TOP GUN
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He Shanât Lose
Pairing: Yautja x F!Reader
Summary: Mere two months ago, you returned home after the incident on Earth. Now you were back, ready to indulge yourself and go on the weekly "date night" with your mate. If only your unborn pup had better timingâŚ
Cross-posted on AO3: here
Warnings: English isn't my first language
Word Count: 6,716
Part 1: here
Part 2: here
⨠Oh, I missed my Miâytiar.
⨠I can't believe I finally got this done and I'm able to present this to you. Also, my birthday, guys! God, I'm 20 and I already feel old. Please spoil me with comments, re-blogs and likes.
âToyou, go! Go! Good boy.â You laughed as you watched your four-legged companion chase after the trail he had scented.
Hell Hounds, they were called, and probably the closest thing to a pet you could get on Yautja Prime. You learned quickly, after your first encounter with them, that they were similar to the hounds on Earth, and like hounds on Earth, they had one purpose â hunting prey.
Unlike a curious Beagle, a devoted Pointer or a stubborn Basset Hound, Hell Hounds were more similar to Yautjas than dogs, both in looks and characteristics. But you still could recognize some traits that reminded you of your childhood dog.
You didnât hunt with Hell Hounds often â it was more special and intimate when it was just you and Miâytiar â but your mate had insisted that at least one of them should accompany you. As experience showed, the two of you had to split up at times; sometimes he also kept in the shadows, high on top of a tree, to watch you hunt on your own. It was simply a safety measure.
It wasnât like you couldnât handle the prey on your own. The creatures you hunted were either as small as a cat or as big as a horse. They were insignificant opponents, laughable for a Yautja and not nearly on their hunting standard, but Miâytiar felt different. He didnât care how tiny or weak the prey was compared to him.
It wasn't about him, after all.
Those hunts were solely for you, so you could be a part of his culture without him having to worry about endangering your life.Â
He had been ecstatic when you voiced your wish years ago for him to teach you how to hunt, how to track and kill as it was custom on his home planet. And even now, after you had exceeded his expectations, he still was immensely proud of you every time you succeeded.
No, Toyou wasnât only there for tracking or for flushing out his targets, but also for guarding. You were in the final stages of your pregnancy, and your strength, your speed and your stamina had decreased, leaving you more vulnerable should prey ambush you.Â
Speaking of Toyou, he had been gone for quite some time.
âToyou?â You called, whistled, and waited for a moment for him to return to you.
When you neither could hear him bark or see him running towards you, you tried calling him again, âToyou?â
And again.
âToââ
The other half of his name turned into a strained whimper as a stabbing pain pierced through your body, coming from your stomach. You stifled a scream, but when something wet suddenly ran down your legs, a shaky breath escaped your lips.
You knew what this meant.
Your water just broke.
âOh no. Not now, my sweetling.â
Clutching your stomach, breathing in and out, you slowly approached a tree and practically slumped against it. One of your hands gripped the meaty texture of the tree trunk for support, the other snaked down and between your thighs. When you pulled your hand back, it was coated with the clear substance of the amniotic fluid.
And blood. There was also blood on your fingers, but it was nothing too alarming. When you had been pregnant with Akail, there had been blood too, but it was still an unsettling sight to you.
âAhhh!â You cried out as another wave of agonizing pain washed through you, your head thrown back.
As much as you had enjoyed the mostly perfect pregnancy, you had completely forgotten about birthing the pup at the end. Maybe you had just pushed the whole thing aside, since the mere memory of Akailâs birth was still able to install that deep-rooted dread within your body.
You went into labor when both moons were at their zenith.
Miâytiar, who had slept peacefully next to you, was hovering over you the second you tried to wake him up.Â
It took one panicked look from you and he knew what was going on.Â
He got up from his lying position on your nest and knelt beside you.
You had already pushed the furs you used as a blanket to the side and he saw your legs shining with moisture in the moonlight.
âMy water broke.â You faintly answered his silent question. âOur little one is coming.â
Miâytiar was on high alert as he knew what that meant.Â
He tried to lift you into his arms, his mind fully set on bringing you to Cahrein, the healer, but unfortunately a contraction hit you right at that moment. The pain plus the one you felt as Miâytiar lifted you up ripped a heart-wrenching scream from your throat.Â
It hurt so very much that you punched him out of instinct, an instinct telling you to do anything to stop the pain, hitting him right in the face.
You looked up at him with wide eyes. âOh God, Miâytiar. Iâm so sorry.â
His heart clenched at that.Â
You shouldnât apologize. Heâd barely felt the impact anyways, your human strength too weak to actually hurt him, but he didnât deserve to not feel anything.Â
He should have felt pain, should have been knocked from his feet.
He had hurt you, had caused you more pain than you were already feeling.
You noticed the guilty expression on your mateâs face and grabbed his hand. âItâs okay, tahnĂ. Itâs oââ
You cut yourself off as you pressed your lips together while another contraction hit you.
ââkay. Itâs okay.â You panted, âJust get Cahrein.â
Miâytiar shook his head determinedly as he placed his free hand on yours, which clasped his other hand in a death grip.Â
âCannot leave you.â He growled.
Another contraction made you cry out, âMiâytiar, please!â
It took a lot of persuasion for him to finally leave your side to get the healer.
You understood that he didnât want to leave you on your own, out of fear something bad would happen to you if he let you out of his sight only for a second, but you needed Cahrein to deliver your son safely.
The healer had gotten to work as soon as his eyes met your tiny, withering body. Putting aside the various instruments he had taken with him â you recognized them from one of your visits where he had shown you which ones he used for births â he helped you to remove the panties that you wore with the little piece of clothing you called nightie, which you had already pulled up, over your bulging stomach, and out of the way.
Usually, you and your mate slept naked with nothing shielding you from each otherâs skin, but since you got closer and closer to due-day you wanted to be prepared. You wanted to keep at least a little of your dignity, not wanting to lie completely bare in front of Cahrein.Â
Even though you knew he wouldnât care, taking his job far too seriously for that, your body in all its naked glory was meant for Miâytiarâs eyes and Miâytiarâs eyes only.
With your mate on one side and the healer on the other, you spent hours in indescribable agony.
Mentally, you were so far gone, blacking out for a second here and there. You barely caught how Miâytiar was insistently talking to you, or how Cahrein alternately injected you with a transparent and a bright green fluid.
It felt like a miracle when the unbearable pain decreased bit by bit, but not fully disappeared. Your fuzzy mind and your blurry view started to clear.Â
With the pain now more bearable, you could finally focus on the natural instinct that told you to push.
What you didnât know was that the following screams and cries woke up the clan in alarm, gathering almost everyone in front of your home, eagerly awaiting the new addition.Â
This occasion was special, after all. Their fierce and mighty leader was expecting his first pup, something no one had expected to happen. Ever.
The tense uncertainty inside and outside of your home dissipated as soon as the whiny squeals of your newborn pup finally filled the air.
âSuch a bad timing, my sweetling.â You mewled.
Tears were gathering in your eyes and you quickly blinked them away. You didnât know if it was because of the pain of the contractions, which were now four minutes apart, or out of fear of being all alone in a hostile environment.
With your tongue between your teeth, you waited until the pain subsided, fully intending to call for your mate, but when you did, his name only escaped your lips in a short-winded whisper.
It was like you couldnât breathe.
Biting back a sob, you formed your hand into a fist and hit your chest repeatedly, trying to get yourself to breathe regularly again. And when you thought you had enough air in your lungs, you bellowed, âMiâytiar!â
Your breath hitched and tears finally streamed down your cheeks. You bend your upper body forward and towards the tree, and pressed the palms of your hands against the tree trunk. With your head facing the ground, tears left your eyes, rolled down the bridge of your nose before dripping down the tip to the forest floor.
You were crying and panting, your body clenching every time another contraction hit you.
âMiâytiar, please, please⌠I need you⌠please, please.â You begged, your voice barely audible.
Contentment.
Thatâs all you could feel as you adjusted your lying position on the soft fur and the woolen and cotton fabrics of your nest. It was living up to its name as it reminded you of an actual nest, a birdâs nest; just as round but with more comfortable materials. Miâytiar had been very picky, something that amused you to no end.
That and the fireplace embedded into the floor, enclosing the round platform the nest was on, kept you warm and cozy.
You and the pup that was sleeping on your chest.
Little Akail let out little purrs while he enjoyed the warmth of his motherâs body that kept him tranquil and happy.
Only ten hours old and he already had such a significant place in this clan and his parentâs hearts.
You hummed quietly to your pup, only looking up from the endearing sight when Miâytiar entered your home and came to a halt in front of your nest, taking in the very welcome view of his (tantalizing naked) mate and his newborn son.
âDonât get any ideas.â You warned him playfully when you noticed his heated gaze racking over your body.
âBack on Earth, some parents hold their babies like this. The skin and warmth forges a strong bond between them and the baby can get used to its parentsâ touch.â You explained, your fingers slowly caressing Akailâs back.
Miâytiar only clicked his mandibles in acknowledgment before he started to take off his armor and his traditional clothing as clan leader.Â
You had to bite your lower lip, reminding yourself of your own scolding words only seconds ago, but you simply couldnât help yourself. Your mate was a fine specimen, a strong and gorgeous Yautja. You were one hell of a lucky woman.
You watched him get on the nest, now only dressed in his loin cloth, and he moved on his knees towards you.Â
You wrapped an arm around Akail â still curled up into a ball with his head tucked under your chin and his feet resting on your belly â and got up into a sitting position.
Miâytiar grabbed you by your thigh and hip, lifted you up and pulled you to him so you were sitting on his thighs while your legs were wrapped around the width of his hips.
He lopped his arms around you, drawing you into an embrace, so little Akail was now nestled between both of his parentsâ warm bodies.
The smile that had grown on your lips since the moment Miâytiar had entered your home was now so bright and wide your cheeks started to hurt.Â
But you didnât really care. You couldnât hide the sheer happiness you were feeling right now at this moment.
You felt movement against your throat and above the valley of your breasts, and when you looked down as best as you could manage, you saw Akail nuzzle his face into your skin while his tiny hand was now lying on your chest where your heart was beating.
You wanted to cry happy tears.
You had never expected to become a mother, never planned on it, never even remotely wanted it if you were being honest, but having your baby now in your arms made every antipathy disappear.Â
You placed a soft kiss on Akailâs head, using as little pressure as possible so he wouldnât wake up.
âHeâs perfect.â You whispered and looked up at Miâytiar who was already watching you intently. âAre you happy?â
He cocked his head to the side, his chest vibrating when he confirmed, âHappy.â
He felt Akailâs small body against his own, felt his tiny body press against his every time he was breathing.
Breathing.
A beating heart.
Alive.
He loosened the embrace of one of his arms around your body to reach between the two of you and for his son, his fingers tracing from Akailâs forehead to the back of his head â there, he had the same scale pattern as his father, only with reversed colors â and from his temple over the hints of dreads on each side of his little head with his thumb.
Akail was indeed perfect, just like his mother, and he loved him with all his heart already, but the price he almost had to pay for having him hereâŚ
âI thought I would lose you today.â He admitted, breaking the comfortable silence between you.
You lifted your head from where it had been resting on his chest to look up at him with a small smile.
âFor a second, I thought I would never see you again. I thought I would never meet our son." You nodded, thinking about the sharp pain and the feeling of life leaving your body as your pup fought his way out of you. âBut Cahrein had prepared me as well as he was able to. He helped me through it. Who knows, hadnât he injected me with your bloodâŚâ
You trailed off when Akail began to stir. You quickly started to rock him up and down, luring him back to sleep.
âHeâs a very gifted male. Iâve trusted him with my life since the first time we visited him together after my arrival here so many moons ago.â
You adjusted your arm and its hold on Akail, the other reached up and cupped Miâytiarâs cheek. You let your fingertips glide over the scaly texture of his skin and dragged them over his jaw to his chin, down his throat to the middle of his chest.
âHe also told me that I would be able to give you another pup in a foreseeable futureâŚâ
Miâytiar frowned, asking skeptically, âAfter what you gone through today?â
You shrugged and leaned your head forward, your cheek pressed against his pec. âIâm not talking about now or tomorrow, my love, but someday. In a few years, maybe.â
Miâytiar bristled, a loud rumble shaking his torso. âNo.â
âNo?â
âNo.â He shook his head, a very human gesture in your eyes. âYou almost died.â
You smiled into his skin. Protective through and through, even when it came to his own offspring.
You were incredibly lucky to be chosen by a Yautja like him.Â
It was rare for them to be interested in a human. It was rarer for them to treat that human like an equal instead of a slave or one of many lovers. It was the rarest for a human to be injected with Yautja blood to largely adapt to their DNA and enable life on their planet.
And Miâytiar told you himself â you were the only human ever being Life-Mated to a Yautja who carried his offspring and had a similar leading role as him as the mate of a leader; all in one.
You were the rarest of the rarest, a uniqueness, something completely new.
But humans had birthed Yautja-Human-hybrids long before you, most of them more than one or two.
âThe next time will be different, Miâytiar. My body will be stronger and mentally I will be more prepared.â You told him and peppered his chest with feather-light kisses before you looked up at him again, a loving smile on your lips. âYou shanât lose me.â
You whimpered in relief when you finally heard the familiar growling bark of a Hell Hound.Â
âToyou!â You called, âIâm⌠here!â
You felt something move under you and fill the free space between your bend-over position against the tree. You opened your eyes, which you had closed to calm yourself and your breath, and looked down to see the Houndâs face already fixed on yours.
âNâyaka-de. Get him.â You panted and watched as Toyou turned around to run.
When he suddenly stopped to walk hesitantly back to you, not liking the fact he was about to leave you behind who was obviously in distress, you stomped with your foot and yelled, âToyou, fucking now!â
He darted off and you felt a tinge of guilt for lashing out. After all, he was loyal and a surprisingly good cuddle partner.
âArgh!â You cried out when another stabbing sensation almost made your legs give out.
Once again it felt like you were being torn apart, but at least you didnât feel like you were closer to death than life like at Akailâs birth over 30 years ago. You were kind of proud of yourself, actually, considering you were still able to stand.Â
Yeah, standing against a tree for support instead of lying in your warm and soft nest where you had actually planned to deliver your second pup. You didnât want to give birth in an unsafe environment, with no Miâytiar and no Cahrein.Â
But who would have expected that your pup was ready to be welcomed into the world on a hunt?
You did.Â
You had felt premature labor pains for two days now, but you hadnât paid them any mind as Akail was born only six days after those pains had started.Â
But even those pains had felt different in those two days, so why hadnât you just listened to your body when it undoubtedly told you âNo!â while you answered Miâytiarâs question âHunt?â with an enthusiastic âYes!â ?
You knew the answer to that, too.Â
While women on Earth had to stop certain activities at one point in their pregnancy and were limited in their doings, Yautja females could still follow their everyday lives throughout their whole pregnancy. Meaning, they could still jump from one obstacle to another, chase their prey and kill it.Â
Thinking that you were able to do that too had been utterly stupid and arrogant, but you just didnât want to seem weak. Yes, the clan had accepted you and saw you as one of them, as the mate of their leader, but you couldnât stop the suffocating need to prove yourself again and again.
It was unnecessary. Miâytiar had told you that, Cahrein had told you that, the Females you liked to spend your time with and considered friends told you that and, hell, even a few Males that were close to your mate told you that.
But here you were, crying and groaning, when another contraction cursed through your body. You regretted leaving your cozy home, regretted not being pampered by your loving mate in your nest, and regretted leaving your son behind, who had been by your side all the time, hovered over you in case he had to step in should you need anything in your state, followed you around like a lost puppy if you werenât napping in your nest.
It reminded you of the time when he had been much younger and much smaller. He had been practically attached to your hip and everywhere you went, he was there. He had been such an adorable and shy little boy. Who were you kidding? He still was, but you missed those times anyway. He had grown up too fast.
You were nervous.
With your arms wrapped tightly around your body, you watched the hustle and bustle in the distance. They were preparing for the departure of the five Young Bloods who would soon leave for a faraway world to hunt and complete their initiation into Adulthood.
Among them was your son, your Akail, who would leave you for who knows how long to presumably search for the largest and most dangerous beast and kill it to prove himself.
Just like his father, you thought.
In the first year of your relationship, Mi'ytiar had told you everything imaginable about himself, and one evening about his own initiation ritual. He had told you how reckless and sure of himself he had been as a Young Blood, how he threw himself into danger to impress his clan.
Although that had secured his position as leader, heâd summoned his son the day before to admonish him to proceed with caution, to be logical and strategic, and to not let arrogance control him.
Lost in worried thoughts, you didn't notice as Mi'ytiar approached you, dropped to one knee and pulled you to his torso with his strong arms. He nuzzled his face into your hair, his mandibles running through it.
He loved your hair. It was just as soft as the rest of you.
âWhat on your mind, yawne?â He asked.
âIâm scared.â You breathed.
âOn your home planet, oomans worry too when child leaves?â
You put your hand on one of his arms that was wrapped around you. âThey do, but not like this. On Earth, human children leave the safety of their homes every day to go to school, to learn, and then they will return. In a few hours Akail will leave the safety of his home to finish school, so to say, but will he return?â You told him absentmindedly, your attention still fixed on the ship. âHuman parents don't have to fear that particular day when their children go on a journey to possibly get killed just because of a custom.â
You felt his arms tighten around you. âDo not be scared.â He said.
âI canât help it. Iâm his mother.â
Mi'ytiar let out a chuckle that sounded more like a growl than an actual laugh.
âAnd I his father.â He said and turned you around, not loosening the close embrace. âI trained him well. Made him strong and made him smart. Doubting my skills, yawne?â
Although he had already lowered himself, reducing his height to be closer to you, you still had to raise your head to look at him.
God, you loved his eyes. Even though there were rare variations at times among their kind â sometimes a lighter shade, sometimes a darker shade, sometimes more orange than yellow â the eyes of all Yautja had the same color.
But to you, Mi'ytiarâs eyes were different, even though one couldnât possibly spot a difference when he was standing next to other Yautja. To you, they were brighter, more intense, more expressive. Or maybe it was just the way he looked at you, with so much gentle affection and love you wouldn't credit a beast of his stature with.
âOf course Iâm not. I could never.â
You suddenly could feel large arms engulfing your body from behind, pulling you into an upright-standing position, and you just let yourself instinctively fall into their embrace.
You knew those limbs, knew their warmth and their strength.
âMiâytiar, the pup⌠the pup is coming.â You panted and dug your fingernails into his forearm.
You felt him move behind you. He lifted you up, his arms supporting your back and the back of your knees as he held you to his torso. He briefly registered how you quickly wrapped your arms around his neck before he took off.
He ran like he never did. At the same time, he was careful not to let your body jolt around too much as he jumped over fallen tree trunks and climbed rocks to reach the Scout Ship while you clung to him.
Every time a contraction hit, he could feel your body tense in his arms and your mouth press against his chest as you muffled another scream.
Oh, how he wished he could take away the pain, but at least it wasnât as horrible as it was at Akailâs birth.
Miâytiar remembered your glistening tears and your little withering body, how you had squeezed his hand so hard that even he had felt pain and how you had begged both him and Cahrein to stop it. Especially the fear of death in your eyes haunted him to this day.
He had almost lost you â you, his precious human â all those years ago and it had been his entire fault.
The possibility of becoming a father had been zero, non-existent, and at one point in his life, he had accepted the fact that he may be not meant to be a father. He stopped caring and someday just forgot about it entirely. The wish to continue his line like any proud leader faded away and instead he settled for the idea of passing on his knowledge and experiences to the pups and Younglings of his people.
Then he met you, this petite beautiful thing, when he was lounging on a building near an alley. He heard you before he saw you, heard you and them.
They were calling you strange names and were whistling after you before they decided to follow you down the street. Trying to escape them, you took a left turn and quickened your strides as you crossed the alley.
Miâytiar, who was attracted by the noises, slid down the rooftop and soundlessly landed on the metal balcony of one of the apartments. Even from the third floor, he had a perfect view of what was happening down in the alley as the men grabbed you, pushed and pulled on you, and he felt mildly impressed when you started fighting back; kicking, scratching and screaming.
The menâs playful, taunting behavior quickly turned fatal when one of them, fed up with your attempts to flee, slapped you so hard across the face that you stumbled back, tripped over your own feet and fell backwards to the ground.
Your screams quickly turned desperate when one of them pushed up your skirt and tore on your panties, mumbling something about teaching you a lesson, while his companions held you down.
At this point, Miâytiar knew something had been wrong. Mating between a Yautja male and female consisted of fighting each other, too, but not like this; not with more than one male and not with the female resisting long after the male fought the female into submission.
Your behavior told him everything he needed to know â you werenât even close to being interested in mating with those males â and before things could get any worse, he jumped down and killed those who forced themselves on you.
By the time four bodies in various morbid states of dismemberment were littering the alley, your whole body was trembling as you stayed on the ground, cowering.
He had crouched down to your level and one of his bloodied claws reached out to touch your face, your horror-widened eyes watching him with caution.
To him you were what a kitten was to a human. You were so small, he noted, so small and soft and pink. He also thought you were beautiful, contrastive to what Yautja usually thought about your kind. He took you with him that night and the rest was history.
Even though you werenât a suitable mate, his clan begrudgingly accepted the idea of a human being with their leader. He couldnât have pups anyway, so why not just let him indulge himself and let him seek happiness and pleasure in other things?
And then, one day, you told him about your wish to carry his pup. He had been excited, absolutely ecstatic, but not about the image of your rounding belly with his offspring â he knew he was unable to have one â and rather about the fact that you were willing to mate with him in a way that could lead to a child. The fact you loved him and trusted him enough was all he cared about.
As much as he loved his son, he should have done something the second both of you learned that you were pregnant. He had been so overjoyed his human mate was extraordinarily able to have his pup that he never thought about possible consequences.
Anyone would have had serious doubts and would have objected because there was no way a human would survive that, but Miâytiar didnât, too blown away by the prospect of becoming a father.
That changed as the day of the pup being due crept closer and closer, and slowly worry and fear set in.
And to make one thing clear: if you hadnât been injected with Yautja blood from the beginning â first daily, then weekly, then monthly, until it stopped years ago â you wouldnât have made it and Akail would have torn you apart from the inside out.
He was glad that Cahrein had kept a cool head and realized that his blood would help you when all other means had failed.
It was like history was repeating itself as he tried to focus on the task at hand â getting you to the ship â and not let the fluid running down his arms and body distract him. He wished he hadnât dared to look down, to look down and see the blood you were losing, coming from a source that was his fault.
Why did he let you convince him to have a second pup? Why did the mere thought of getting you pregnant again make him so ignorant of your near-death experience? Why did he listen to Cahrein when he told the both of you that another pup was possible? Why did he forget that you werenât like his kind?
His heavy, thumping footsteps suddenly sounded different, and when you pulled your face away from his chest to look around, you noticed the soft earth of the forest had been replaced by the cold metal of the ship.
As careful and gentle as he could in his rattled state, he put you down on the closest surface he could find â the table used for planning, briefing and orientation with several holo-maps â and slammed his fist down on the surface. He growled and hissed a few words you couldnât understand. Your translating earpieces were perfectly fine, but your brain was only picking up the pain shooting through your body instead of noticing any stimuli from your surroundings.
You were so out of it, the tears blurring your view, that you missed the conversation between Miâytiar and the holographic image of Cahrein.
âMiâytiar.â Cahrein greeted his leader in the customary way of placing his left fist on the right side of his chest while slightly bowing down his head.
âThe pup is coming.â Miâytiar said without hesitation, straight to the point.
Cahrein rounded the table to stand next to him and he leaned over you to get a better look at you. He reached out to grab your calves to open your legs, but his hands went right through you.
âPauk. I canât help her like this. You have to bring her here.â
âNo.â You cried out, answering before Miâytiar could even open his mouth. âThe pup is coming now.â
Cahrein looked conflicted, contemplating about what to do next as he was restricted in his actions. He could already tell that this was going to be hard.
âMiâytiar, I packed a Medicomp for emergencies when you said you two would go hunt. Get it.â
You let out a whine when your mate disappeared from your side, which was quickly occupied by the healer who noticed your distress. âCalm, (Y/N), calm.â
âIt hurts so much.â You cried out.
âI know.â He retorted and eyed the red fluid running down your thighs to your calves, dripping down your toes. âYou need to take off your clothes.â
With trembling hands, you started to open the pants-like cloth that hugged your legs like a second skin and circled them from your ankles up to your hips. You struggled with the complicated lacing and cursed as you began to rip on them out of frustration.
Bigger hands replaced yours and when you looked up, you saw that Miâytiar had returned and stood between your legs. He used his sharp claws to cut the cords open and he pulled the rest of the garment down. He was more considerate with the bloodied panties underneath and tried not to rip them, although you believed that they were irreversibly ruined.
The first and last time he had torn your panties to shreds, you had scolded him for it after he was done fucking you from behind like a dog in his rut. You didnât have much of your human clothes left â most of it had been replaced by self-made clothes of local fabrics inspired by their style anyway â but what you definitely wanted to keep was your underwear. So when Miâytiar returned to you one day from a spontaneous trip to Earth with a dozen new undies, you had been more than thankful.
Miâytiar grabbed your ankles, placed both of your feet flat on the table and spread your thighs apart, stepping aside for Cahrein to finally take a look at you.
The healerâs holo-image got down on his knees and peered between what was happening between your legs.
You wanted to hide and press them back together, but you knew that it wasnât much of help and just let him do his thing. Instead, you let your head loll to the side and looked at your mate.
Miâytiar had his hands in fists, keeping them tightly pressed to his sides, and he watched Cahrein with concern and something else in his eyes. You knew he was worried about you. He tried to hide it, tried putting his true feelings behind the mask of a collected and strong leader and warrior like he always did in dicey situations, but you could see right through it.
âAnd?â He urged Cahrein to finally give him an answer.
âShe is ready. She has to push.â
âWhat about the blood?â
âIncidental. She has to push.â
So thatâs what you did.
Taking a deep breath and gripping the edge of the table for the support, you strained every muscle in your body. The resulting, blood-curdling scream even got the two Yautja to flinch and Miâytiar lunged forward. He pried your fingers away from the table where you had been holding on for dear life, and intertwined them with his. You instantly squeezed them and Miâytiar let out a surprised hiss.
After a moment, your tense body slumped down. It simply gave up after not being able to endure the pain any longer.
âYou need to keep going.â
âI canât.â You hiccuped, choking on your tears as you shook your head vehemently.
âYou can. You did this 30 years ago. It was impressive. I never expected such a tiny creature to survive, but you did. You will again.â Cahrein turned to Miâytiar and pointed to the Medicomp. âTake the syringe, take your blood and inject it.â
Rather reluctantly, he loosened the hold you had on him and opened the Medicomp. He rummaged through it, found the syringe, and jabbed it into the flesh of his arm, uncaring of the following pain. You were far more important than anything else right now.
While he filled the syringe with his fluorescent-green blood, Cahrein was talking to you and encouraged you to keep going. He tried to distract you and keep your mind from drifting off to a place of no return.
âSomething is wrong.â He murmured after a while.
He had watched Miâytiar inject you with three doses of his blood already, but you still were in agonizing pain. You even had lost consciousness twice, something that hadnât even happened when you birthed your first pup.
You squeezed your eyes shut and only opened them again when the pain subsided a bit. âW-What?â
âYou should have started crowning already, but you donât.â
âWhy?â You asked in a long-drawn cry.
Cahrein, for the first time in over thirty years, looked baffled and completely clueless. He couldnât explain it as he had no idea himself. There had never been complications when the females of his clan gave birth. You were the only exception.
âWhat are typical problems that arise for oomans during childbirth?â He asked, not knowing what else he could do.
It took a moment until you became aware that you had been asked a question.
âAm-Amniotic fluid e-enters the bloodstream⌠the u-uterus tears⌠the ba-baby is in an abnormal p-position⌠itâs s-stuckâŚâ You offered between pained huffs, trying to come up with as many options as you could think of. âIn most emergencies, w-when a natural birth isnât possible, they d-do a c-section⌠they cut into t-the womanâs belly a-and get the baby out... and thenâŚâ
Miâytiar wanted you to stop talking. He wanted you to stop putting images of your cut-open body in front of him. He wanted you to stop making him think of your lifeless form after the pup was pulled out of it.
âYou have to incise into her abdomen. I will instruct you.â Cahrein finally said.
Miâytiar immediately straightened his back and let out a roar. âNo!â
âIf you do it, either the pup and (Y/N) survive, or just the pup... but if you do nothing, then they will both die.â Cahrein pressed and eyed you for a second.
You were running out of time.
âI⌠I canât.â
He sounded defeated. You had never ever expected to see him like this â so vulnerable, so hopeless, so broken. He was the definition of strength, of courage, of accountability, of resilience, and now only a hollow shadow of the man he was was standing in front of you, thinking about the chance of losing his entire world.
He couldnât lose you. He couldnât.
How could it be possible for him to live, breathe, without you?
He had a taste of a life he never wanted to leave, a life he wasnât able to quit, a life only something as extraordinary as you could give him. Not because you were human, although that was probably one of the aspects, but because you were you.
He loved you.
You had taught him that love was the most valuable thing to a person. Love was worth more than anything else in life. It was such a strong, overwhelming feeling no one could put exactly into words until one actually felt it.
And he loved you.
âNo, Miâytiar⌠you have to, you have to.â You urged him between panting breaths. âSave our⌠our baby. Forget me⌠ju-just save our son⌠please.â
Miâytiar looked down at you as you begged him to do something he wasnât willing to do in a million years. Cahrein would have hesitated in his stead, but he wasnât your mate and would have cut into you. Miâytiar, on the other hand, could never do something that would harm you.
But he already did, though. He had doomed you the second his seed took.
âMiâytiar!â Cahrein barked and pulled the male out of his thoughts.
His body was on autopilot when his hand reached for a scalpel-like tool from the Medicomp.
âThank you, thank you!â You cried out.
The only thing you felt was relief as your body slowly went numb, tears clouding your view. Everything around you became blurry and Mi'ytiar started to disappear. The world around you grew darker and darker as he set the sharp blade onto your skin and slowly applied pressure, cutting into you until blood flowed onto the table, down to the floor of the ship, creating a red puddle.
You never even registered the feeling of him cutting you open.
Your body shut down before you could.
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Pairing: Simon Riley x Fem!Reader
Summary: Falling in love with someone as brave and lonely as Simon Riley as a woman with your profession was foolish, hopeless, because how could he ever feel the same?
Cross-posted on AO3: here
Warnings: English isn't my first language
Word Count: 1,975
Part 1
It was two months later when you danced again on that platform of The Blue Angel club, this time wearing a complicated black lace lingerie set, the diamonds stitched on it glinting in the spotlight with every move you made.
You were used to the heated gazes fixed on your body, but you could always keep them apart from the one pair of eyes you craved on you.
Without needing to look into his direction, to his usual spot, you knew he was there.
So he was back from yet another deployment.
The knowledge he was here today, his sole attention on you and only on you, gave you a confidence boost and you ended your routine after yet another impressive performance.
While an employee collected the bills you earned to bring them to your locker in the dressing room, another girl took her place on the platform. You skipped down the two steps and went straight to the object of your desire.
With swaying hips, you walked over to him, dismissing any requests coming from the male audience on your way, and when you reached Simon you knelt down in front of him and braced yourself with your hands on his knees.
"Hey, Simon." You smiled sweetly up to him, a total contrast to the sexy and sinful outfit you were wearing.
He looked down at you, his eyes burning into yours with a blank expression.
"(Y/N)." He deadpanned.
"Enjoyed the show?" You asked and cocked your head to the side, not bothered in the slightest by his tone.
You were used to it.
"I did." He said, his voice still monotone. "It was good... as usual."
"Why thank you." You beamed up at him as if he just gave you the greatest compliment a human being could ever give to another.
Simon remained motionless for a moment before he reached for his wallet in his pocket and took a few bills out of it, telling you bluntly, "Your usual amount."
"Thank you, but you can give it to me later." You replied and softly kissed his jeans-clad knee before looking back up at him, your hand stroking over his thigh.
He watched you for a second before putting the money and wallet away. "Is our room free?"
You nodded and straightened up, your hand outstretched for him to take. His hand engulfed yours not even a second later and he let you guide him the well-known route to the private rooms, passing other girls and customers.
When you reached the room, you closed the door behind you, the noises from the busy crowd dying down in an instant. Now it was only you both in your familiar bubble where nothing mattered except the two of you.
You turned around and already saw him staring at you. You immediately noticed the change in his body language, his eyes carrying a look that made your next question superfluous.
"The usual... or special treatment?"
"Special treatment." He answered, his voice not devoid of any emotion anymore.
Now that it was only you and him in a closed, sound-proof room, he didn't consider it necessary anymore to hide how he truly felt â tired, stressed out, drained.
The special treatment.
It was something that had developed from an incident where you accidentally triggered a panic attack. You had held him in your arms while Simon practically exploded with years of pent-up grief, disappointment, anger, loneliness and pain.
When he had calmed down, it was like a switch had been flipped and he left the private room with a cold, distant look in his eyes.
The following days hurt like hell as you had no idea where Simon was and how he was doing.
When he had returned to you four months later, your happiness and relief were short-lived as he snatched you away and dragged you to the private rooms.
You ended up on the couch with Simon's head in your lap as you softly ran your fingers through his hair, humming a soft melody.
That's how you two had spent your previous times when he had requested special treatment; sometimes with his head in your lap, sometimes cuddled to one another on the couch, sometimes with you sitting on his lap.
And as always, him asking you for special treatment broke your heart. It happened on rare occasions, but knowing he was in pain hurt you nonetheless.
Your expression turned from playful to worried in mere seconds as you stared up at the man whose usual cold walls around him started cracking.
Simon remained silent momentarily before he sighed, his head down-turned, shaking it.
The words left his lips slowly, in a mumble. "It was bad, (Y/N)."
"My poor thing." You cooed before you took one of his hands, the skin rough and callused, to plant feather-light kisses on his knuckles.
Simon's eyes softened slightly as he watched you. It was a feeling he didn't experience often anymore. His free hand reached up to your head to stroke a strand of hair out of your face.
"Come on." You lead him by his hand to the black leather couch standing at the wall to your right.
He let you push him down on the couch, his eyes seeming to be filled with a glimmer as he glanced up at you and waited for you to do your magic on him.
"You know the drill, baby." You softly said, nodding to his black hoodie.
Like a routine he grabbed his hoodie and pulled it over his head, slowly revealing his well-defined chest and abs, the familiar sight of his scarred body on full display.
You were already out of your heels, kicking them to the side, before you reached behind you to open the black bra.
Meanwhile, Simon sat back and let his eyes follow each and every of your movements, waiting for you to show him something only he got to see.
After loosening the straps connecting it to the thin lace belt holding up your panties, you drop the bra next to your feet before you straddled his lap.
Instead of sitting down on his thighs, you stayed up on your knees, wrapped your arms around his head and pulled him against your chest. Simon followed your example and embraced you with his arms, his muscles twitching against your skin.
With no clothes in both of your ways, you could feel each otherâs warmth. Simon listened to your calming heartbeat. The feeling of your body against his, of your smooth bare skin against his, brought him a comforting calmness, almost like he was finally safe from the dangers of the outside world.
With his head nuzzling into your chest and his strong, big arms around your waist, you put one arm around his neck while the fingers of your other hand ran through his hair.
Simon's breathing slowed down as his muscles loosened up and relaxed, his eyes closing with a barely audible sigh. The comforting and intimate feeling was slowly easing his stress and worries.
Then you started your rant, "You are so good, Simon. You are so strong and brave. I'm so proud of you."
His eyes remained closed as he listened intently, taking in each and every of your words, storing them away into a special place of his brain and heart.
"You are so special, Simon. So, so special. You are such a wonderful and great man. You are always doing your best and I'm so, so proud of you."
Tears started to well up into his eyes and instead of forcing them back like he did in your earlier sessions, he just let them flow. He clung to you for comfort as sobs raked his body and he pressed his face deeper into your chest, as much as he could, as if you were his only escape from reality.
"You are so important, baby, especially to me. You are my special boy."
You ran your fingers once again through his blonde hair.
When the room was filled with nothing but his own shaky breath, Simon began to open his eyes. He looked up at you, his eyes teary and his cheeks wet.
"I don't deserve you..." He muttered his voice cracking.
You cupped his cheeks. "You do deserve me, Simon. You deserve the world."
More tears trickled down his face as he rested the side of his head back on the spot where he could feel your heart beating.
"This world is cruel... I am cruel." He breathed, "I am not a good person."
Shushing him, you wrapped your arms around his head and pulled him closer to you, softly rocking yourself and him side to side.
"No, Simon, you are good. You are so good, so brave, so strong. I wish you could see that."
Simon didnât reply to that, but his tears continued to trickle down.
"I love you so much, Simon." You then told him, just like every other time.
You would comfort him in every way possibly, with words and embraces, when he needed the special treatment. You would tell him what he needed and wanted to hear, even it was just to comfort him.
But loving him? That was what you needed and wanted to tell him.
He finally raised his head and looked up to you.
"I love you too." He replied quietly.
A lie, you were sure of it and didn't want to let yourself hope, because there was no way a man like Simon Riley could ever love a woman like you.
You were only a stripper and he would use your service. It was a special one and only reserved for him, yes, but he still paid you.
You cupped his cheeks anyway and smiled down to him.
You could see the shift in his eyes, his expression turning back to the cold, closed-off one he always wore. His emotions had settled down again and he pulled himself away from you.
"How much do I owe you tonight?" He asked, his voice back to his usual blunt, monotone tone.
You absolutely hated when this happened.
"Like always." You answered, wiping the remaining tears off his cheek with your thumb.
Simon nodded and grabbed you by your waist to lift you from his lap and onto your feet. He was slightly unsteady when he stood up and pulled his wallet out of his pocket.
Of course it was only temporary for him to show you this much emotion, to be so vulnerable in front of another person, but you still felt the disappointed twinge in your heart.
You grabbed your bra from the floor and put it back on before you grabbed Simon's hoodie from the couch and handed it over to him.
While he put his hoodie back on, you stared at the amount of money he had pushed into your hand.
"Simon, baby... that's too much."
"It's for your performance, the session and a bonus." He shrugged, "You deserve it."
He turned away from you and made his way to the door.
"I will see you next time." He said before he left the room, closing the door behind him.
You stood there, 800ÂŁ in your hand.
"I didn't do it for the money." You whispered into the empty room.
A light breeze had filled the room when Simon had swiftly closed the door, leaving a ghostly touch on your body, causing goosebumps to grow on your skin.
You left the private room after you composed yourself and soothed your hurting heart.
If the walls of the room could talk, they would tell the story of the lonely stripper who fell in love with the cold and ruthless soldier, an unrequited feeling he would never reciprocate, a hopeless romance that could never be.
If you only knew how wrong you were...
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Summary: Falling in love with someone as stunning and selfless as you as a man like him with an unstable life and an emotionaly distant personality was foolish, hopeless, because how could you ever feel the same?
Cross-posted on AO3: here
Warnings: English isn't my first language
Word Count: 1,346
The Blue Angel club was bustling with both, regulars and newcomers, as always on a Saturday night.
The air was filled with hushed chatter, here and there the high-pitched laughter of one of the girls. The room was dimly lit except for the stage, drawing all the attention of the audience to the platform in the middle of the club and to the woman dancing on the pole.
Music accompanied you as you perform your newest creation in a black leather bodysuit with the very short skirt sewn to it barely covering your ass. Here and then, you swirled around the pole and revealed the flesh poorly hidden underneath the fabric.
The men, some drunk and some still sober, were watching and enjoying you. Those who sat or stood closest to the platform threw dollars at your feet as they watched you turn and spin around the pole.
Out of the corner of your eye you could see the 10, 20, 50 and even a few 100 dollar bills. You knew you were the best and you were getting the confirmation according to it. You put passion in your dance to show the world that you were worth their time and money, and with the way this night was going it was nothing but the truth.
The crowd cheered for almost every movement or step you made, every shake of your body a spectacle that was pulling everyone into your spell.
Your moves were so sensual, so sexual, as you bent down with one hand on the pole above your head while the other dragged up the back of your thigh as you slowly straightened your body again. You reached your ass and brushed the skirt up, revealing the full globes of your bottom and the black string of the bodysuit teasingly to the audience.
Expecting nothing else as a reaction, the crowd erupted into loud whistles and cheers as the money started to pile and even slipped down the platform. Some of the patrons were even standing up from their seats to get a better view, drooling at the sight of you.
There was only one man who was, like always, quietly watching you with no visible emotion in his eyes.
Simon Riley had returned to the club tonight to see you again, like he always did when he returned from a long leave. He watched silently and calmly, unlike the rest of the audience around him, as you went through your performance.
There were times when he couldn't help but think of how beautiful you were, how much he wanted to just have you for himself, but that was just a silly dream. He knew you were off limits, as you were a stripper and he was nothing more than a customer of your service.
As soon as you ended your show, you started your short journey over to Simon's seat, like always.
On your way, you were asked four times for a private dance, but you declined each of their requests. You had never entered the private rooms with a man who wasn't Simon.
When you finally reached him, he greeted you with that deep voice of his, laced with a heavy accent even though he only said your name.
"Hey baby." You cooed at him with a bright smile before you plopped down on his lap and wrapped your arms around his neck. "And? Did you like my new routine?"
Simon's eyes remained glued to yours. "You were good." He answered, simply and plainly.
Already used to his bluntness and lack of heartfelt emotion, you accepted the words with a big smile. "Aww, baby, thank you."
Simon looked down to you as you sat comfortably on his lap like you had always belonged there. It almost made him want to pull you even closer to him and kiss you, hold you in his arms, feel your skin against his.
That specific thought only lasted for a split second before he returned to reality.
You were a gorgeous woman, a wonderful woman, and he was just... Simon... nothing. Even if he was clearly your favorite, it was a silly dream, a stupid fantasy.
"Ready to go to our room?" He asked as if this was simply another transaction, business and nothing more.
"Sure." You jumped up and took his hand to lead him through the slightly crowded space.
As Simon's imposing figure followed you like an intimidating shadow, he couldnât help the feeling of how right his hand felt in your much smaller, much softer one. He mused about how it would be if it was just the two of you, together, like a real couple.
He pushed those desires away, just like he did with the thought from earlier.
Inside the room you always used, you asked the question he already had heard a dozen of times.
"The usual dance or special treatment?"
"The usual." He nodded.
"Of course, baby." You validated and pulled him to the black leather armchair standing in the middle of the room, watching him sit down.
You felt some kind of relief, knowing that he was doing alright and didn't need special treatment at the moment.
You place yourself between his spread thighs, your hands on your hips. "How do you want me, baby? Do you want me to keep the outfit on..." You played with the hem of your skirt, grinning mischievously at your next words. "Or do you want me to take everything off?"
"Keep it on." He replied in his usual monotone voice as he stared at you.
You leant down and used both of your hands to cup his cheeks.
"And what if I let you take it off?" You suggested with a smirk.
Your touch was warm, nice and comforting, but then again it reminded him of how alone he truly was. He had no one to love, nobody to hold, only a life of solitude and heartbreak.
He thought about how much he wanted you, wanted you so much it hurt.
But he couldnât do anything about it. You were so bright and beautiful like the moon and stars in the night sky while he was merely a human stuck on earth, not being able to ever reach you.
That thought unironically was always on his mind as it was the cruel truth. He couldn't push it out, it just stayed there.
"No." Simon finally said, "Just keep it on."
He could swear he saw your smile waver a little and hurt flash in your eyes, but as soon as those things happened they were gone in a blink.
He was sure he must be wrong. Of course he was, because in the next second you had that sensual look on your face, moving your body to the music that suddenly filled the room.
Simon leant back in his seat and watched you dance between his spread legs, his eyes glued to you.
"You know you can touch me, baby, right?" You said softly, your hands already taking both of his to place one on the back of your thigh and the other on your hip.
It was a lie as the club had strict policies: never touch the girls!
But you didn't give a fuck, not when it came to Simon.
As soon as his hands touched that soft, flawless skin of yours, the desire to never let you go filled his mind. A selfish part of him, wanting to be the only one to touch you like this, to have you like this, whispered into his ear and reminded him that he, in fact, was the only one to touch and have you like this
You were proud on telling him that no man before him had been special enough for you to take them to a private room.
There will also be no man after him.
He wished this moment could last forever, but your dance soon came to an end.
He thanked you for your time, paid you and left the club, letting you return to work.
continue here with the second part.
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Where Do You Think You're Going?
Pairing: Vladimir Makarov x Fem!Reader
Summary: You try to leave him...
Cross-posted on AO3: here
Warnings: Abusive and Toxic Behavior, English isn't my first language
Word Count: 2.283
"And where exactly do you think you're going, moya dorogaya?" He asked, in that terrifying calm, cold voice you've become so familiar with.
The voice that now sent a shiver down your spine and instilled a sense of dread deep in your gut used to make you feel at the top of the world.
You and Makarov had been a couple for almost five years now, but recently he had become dangerously possessive and overprotective, making you almost suffocate in the invisible grip he had you in.
You bit down on your lower lip, but you didn't stop grabbing your clothes from the closet of your shared bedroom to throw them into your suitcase lying on the king-size bed.
"Away." You simply answered him.
Makarov's demeanor shifted instantly, from indifferent and collected to a cold but calm fury.
He chuckled in that unforgiving tone of his. "And where are you off to?"
He leaned against the door frame of your bedroom, tall and imposing, blocking your way to escape the room should you zip up your suitcase and grab it to leave.
"Anywhere. Primarily away from you." You answered curtly and walked over to your vanity table to collect your perfumes, cremes and lotions.
"And why would you want to get away from me?" Makarov asked as he watched you pack your stuff into the small toiletry bag, your back turned to him.
You ignored him.
His grimace turned into a sinister snarl at your lack of an answer before he pushed himself away from the door frame and moved towards you, towering over you, making his presence felt in a very deliberate and intimidating manner.
He wrapped his arms around your middle section from behind and pressed his torso to your back, leaning down for his lips to reach your ear.
"Donât you love me? You do love me, donât you?â He asked, his tone low.
Your movements came to a halt, your head slowly looking up to see both of your reflections in the mirror of the vanity.
Although his head was turned down for his mouth to reach your ear, his eyes pierced yours in the mirror. They looked menacing and warningly at you. It sent shivers down your spine and forced you to look away.
"Of course I love you... but I just can't do this anymore." You said, your throat dryer than the Sahara desert.
"Why?" Makarov questioned softly, his lips mere millimeters away from your ear.
His arms around you, hugging your stomach, tightened in a painful way, which knocked air out of your lungs. His breath tickled the edge of your neck.
"Do you not enjoy being pampered and spoiled with big gifts and expensive things? Do you not enjoy being treated like a princess? Like a queen?"
That was his usual way of manipulation when he noticed even the slightest form of resistance coming from you; guilt tripping and gaslighting.
As he watched your reflection in the mirror, he took in how vulnerable and small you appeared, which gave him a sense of resurance.
"Did you not like it when we went shopping and you spend my money on nice, pretty things? Or when I took you to those lavish parties and showed you off to those disgusting, perverted associates of mine who lusted after you and gave you their undevided attention? Or when I made love to you for hours anywhere, any time?"
When you wouldn't reply again, one of his hands shoot up to grab your chin and push it up surprisingly soft so your eyes would meet in the mirror.
"Answer me."
You let out a sigh and looked defiantly at his reflection. "Of course I love it, but that's not the point."
You had a hard time to speak since his arm, which was still wrapped around your middle, exerted a tight pressure on your belly and made it hard for you to breathe properly.
"I'm thankful for everything you do for me. I enjoy the expensive things, the vacations, the way you finance my hobbies, but... but that's not the reason I fell in love with you."
"Hm, enlighten me then." Makarov replied, his arm easing their tight hold on your stomach, allowing you to breathe easier again.
"What exactly was the reason?"
"I fell in love with you because you were you. You treated me like no man before, even though with your reputation. You are different around me, not much but enough to make me feel special."
You shook you head with a sigh.
"But why do you have to lock me into a golden cage like a bird?"
Makarov chuckled like you were a stupid little child who still didn't understand a simple thing although he had explained it a dozen times already.
"I do this because I want you all to myself, moya dorogaya." He whispered into your ear, his words erupting a warm tingle in your belly.
He stroked your hair out of your face.
"I also do this to protect you from danger." He added, his voice soothing. "I don't want the world to snatch the only thing that brings me joy."
Makarov planted a kiss on your temple which almost made you melt.
"The world can be a dangerous place for a beautiful, delicate flower like you."
"I can take care of myself, Vladimir. You know that." You scoffed.
"I don't doubt that. You are smart and gorgeous and determined, but you're also naive, moya dorogaya. You have no idea what my enemies would do to you if they knew that you existed and where you were."
Nothing, but the harsh truth in Makarov's words.
"So, I think I know better what's good for you than you do."
He kissed you again, this time on your cheek, which made it harder for you to remain stern as the familiar sensation of his lips on your skin were so distracting.
His fingers left your chin and slowly traced down your arm, leaving light goosebumps on your skin.
"Who knows what will happen if I ever let you go out alone."
Another way of manipulating you; scaring you with the harsh consequences that come with being with such a dangerous man like Makarov while also soothing you with sweet words and gentle caresses.
But you didn't plan to give in.
"You could accompany me, or send one or two of your best men with me. I can't stay in this house any longer, Vladimir. It's either that..."
A deep breath, your eyes glancing to the suitcase on your bed in the mirror.
"Or I'll leave you for good."
The corners of his lips curled up into a cruel smile.
Before you could even blink an eye, he had his hand wrapped around your thoat, blocking you air ways.
With panic widdened eyes, you reached up to grab his wrist and dig your manicured nails into his skin, which didn't make Makarov falter for a second.
"No other man will ever be able to make you as happy or as fulfilled as I do. All the gifts I gave you, all the diamonds and pearls I put on your pretty fingers and deliacte neck, all the dresses and shoes I bought you, all the vacations I took you on, and all the sweet words I speak to you and you threaten to leave meâŚ"
He laughed in that arrogant and self-assured way that made your skin crawl while his cold eyes never left yours.
"If you ever decided to leave me, moya dorogaya, I would hunt you down and make you regret the day that you were born."
You wanted to reply, wanted to plead with him to let you go so you could breathe again, wanted to say anything at all, but the only sound that left your mouth was a high-pitched groan.
You quickly grew lightheaded, the corners of your view starting to blur and darken.
Makarov's smile widened as he watched the losing focus of your eyes.
He took a sadistic joy in controlling the situation, took a sadistic joy in the fact that he was in charge, took a sadistic joy in the fact that he was terrifying you.
He wanted you to feel the consequences of standing up to him.
But there was also a part of him that was only reserved for you, his darling, which made him loosen his grip, allowing you to breathe again. In an instant, you eagerly took big gulps of air into your lungs.
"I've treated you with nothing but love and respect, moya dorogaya. I would expect the same in return."
When enough oxygen returned to your brain, you looked at his reflection. Although you wouldn't admit it, you were thankful that he was standing behind you, holding you up, because you doubt your legs were stable enough to hold your whole weight on their own.
"My love for you is unconditional. There's nothing in the world I wouldn't do for you, you know that." He continued.
With his hand still on your throat, his long pale fingers still wrapped around it, he pulled your body flush against his. He pressed the side of his head against yours so he could whisper into your ear.
"But..." He started, "I expect the same level of commitment and devotion in return."
Still keeping his gaze locked on your shared reflection in the mirror, he placed a soft kiss on your ear shell.
"I want you to remember that every time you consider disobeying me, moya dorogaya... every time you even think about leaving this house just for a second..."
His gripped around your throat tightens again.
"Or even considering leaving me..."
He inhaled deeply the rose scent of your shampoo, the sweet aroma of your perfume, before he chuckled as his lips brushed against your ear again.
"It won't happen with you being alive."
You could feel it deep inside you, your heart cracking.
Who was this man?
Because you certainly didn't recognize the Vladimir who had looked at you in annoyance but also slight amusement when you had tripped over nothing and had spilled his drink into his lap.
You didn't recognize the Vladimir who would have had punished any other person that wasn't you for ruining his suit, but instead had asked for your name and what your favorite drink was.
You didn't recognize the Vladimir who had send the strange men sitting with him away with one simple wave of his hand just so he could talk to you throughout the rest of the night although you were still working.
You didn't recognize the Vladimir who had visited the bar you were working at more frequently after that.
(You had never questioned, never even thought about it, why your boss never had said anything when you stopped working just so you could talk to and drink with this handsome man.)
You didn't recognize the Vladmir who had sent dozen of roses to your small and shabby apartment. Although you had been creeped out that he knew where you had lived and that he had broken in so easily, the emotion you had felt at such a pricey and romantic gesture had been bigger.
Where was that Vladimir?
It was as if you had fallen deeply in love with a completely different version of Vladimir Makarov, one that didn't exist anymore.
Or had never existed in the first place.
The man you had fallen in love with was caring, sweet, affectionate and respectful.
But there was no trace of these positive characteristics in the Vladimir Makarov standing right behind you, with his hand around your neck and his thumb pressing on your pulse point.
"You understand me, moya dorogaya?"
With tears prickling in your eyes, you nodded.
There's a tinge of regret in his voice as he replied, "Good girl."
Even though he was a man of violence and terror, he didn't enjoy to seriously harm the only person on this planet that brought him happiness.
But to keep you forever, he had to do certain things even though he didn't like it. If scaring you into submission was the only way of keeping you for himself, he wouldn't hesitate.
He squeezed your throat one last time as a warning, before he harshly let go of you.
The force of him letting you go yanked you forward. You couldn't catch yourself with your hands in time, resulting in your upper body crashing against your vanity and your forehead smashing against the mirror.
You cried out in pain.
The sound of distress tugged painfully on his heart strings, but Makarov fought against the urge to check on you or even apologize.
When he noticed your hands reaching up to brace themselves on the surface of the vanity table to hoist your body up, he was by your side in a milisecond.
His thighs pressed against the back of yours, his crotch against the swell of your ass. One of his hands gripped your waist to push your hips painfully against the edge of the table, probably bruising your soft skin. His other hand gripped the back of your neck and pinned you down.
"Never ever even utter a word of leaving me again. Okay, moya dorogaya?"
Then, with one last harsh push to underline his words, he let go of you, his jacket swirling as he spun around to leave the bedroom.
He didn't even turn back to look at you one last time, despite you crying out in pain and tears running down your cheeks, and slammed the door shut.
Your sobs penetrated the closed door and followed him down the hall.
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Not Your Fault
Pairing: John Price x Fem!Reader
Summary: When you and your captain, John Price, share your usual drink at night, the alcohol loosens your tongue a little too much...
Cross-posted on AO3: here
Warnings: Past Sexual Abuse, Past Rape, Grooming, English isn't my first language
Word Count: 4.217
"You were how old?" Price asked slowly, each word separately stressed, believing he hadn't heared you correctly the first time.
It was one of those evenings when you would go to your Captain's office, John Price, to share a whiskey that was secretly stashed away in his desk. Sometimes it was one glass, sometimes two, but today it had been so many that it had loosened your tongue.
"Twelve."
The following silence in the room was eerie.
He had just shared the quite embarrassing story of how he had lost his virginity. It was all laughs and smiles until you had told yours in return. Suddenly John had looked at you in a mixture of shock and fury, but only the shock was directed at you.
"And how old was he?" John asked carefully, already expecting the answer to sky-rock his blood pressure.
"Fourty-one."
"And you were... twelve." He said in a long exhale.
"It's... It's not a big deal. It happened a long time ago." You said, trying to shrug it off in an nonchalant way, but the crack in your voice betrayed the true nature of your feelings.
"It is a big deal, hun, a very big deal. You were a child." His voice shook with poorly concealed rage.
The alcohol had made you lightheaded, the words flowing from your lips before you could stop them. "He told me he wanted to teach me how to be a woman. Said I would need to start early if I ever want a boyfriend."
You sat in the corner of the couch in your Captain's office, the back and arm rest on either side of you. Your head leant to the side so that it was resting on the backrest. Price was in the other corner across from you, holding his cigar in a death grip.
"Said if I ever want to please this boyfriend the right way, I needed to know beforehand... needed to know how to serve a man like any good girl should."
"What a monster..." Price growled, shaking his head in disgust, before choosing his next words carefully. "Was it... only once?"
Instead of answering, you avoided his eyes and looked down to your lap.
That was answer enough for him. "It was more than just that one time?"
"It happened a lot." You whispered barely audible.
"For how long?" Price asked slowly, still trying to remain calm for your sake.
"Two years... maybe three. I can't remember."
It took everything in him to not lose his cool right then and there. Staying seated on the couch, he scoots over to you and took your hands softly in his.
"Look at me."
You closed your eyes and shook your head defiantly.
"Please." He pressed, although his voice was quiet and soothing.
You straightened up into a sitting position and opened your teary eyes, afraid. "Please don't be angry at me." You breathed. "It was my fault. I wanted it."
Price raised his eyebrows, ready to yell at you that you were wrong â of course you were wrong â but he quickly shut his mouth close.
You were vulnerable right now, opening up to him, trusting him. He had to proceed thoughtfully, as if a frightened animal was sitting in front of him.
He didn't even want to imagine what you went through. He could imagine it for he had seen enough sick stuff in his years of doing his job, but this one? No, not when he had to imagine you in such a scenario as well.
"Do you really think that, hun? Do you actually believe that it was your fault?" Price asked.
"It was." You nodded, ashamed of yourself. "I wanted to be a grown-up. And he... he told me I was beautiful... he told me he loved me."
"He didn't love you." Price told you sternly, his grip tightening around your hands unintentionally. "He told you what you wanted to hear."
"No, no, no. He loved me. He told me many times how much he loved me. He told me how pretty my body is, how gorgeous I am, how womanly I am..." You were ranting now, not thinking clearly.
He repeated your name again and again, trying to stop you from talking, but you couldn't hear him in your frenzy. He knew he should treat you like a china doll in that moment, but he simply acted out of frustration when he grabbed you by your arms and shook you firmly.
"Open your eyes! You were twelve and he was a fourty-one year old man! He manipulated you, he raped you, he groomed you!"
"Don't yell. Please, don't yell. I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" You cried out, tears breaking free and streaming down your cheeks.
You struggled out of his grip, slid down the couch and curled up to a ball on the floor.
Price regretted his words in an instant as he followed your movements with his eyes. He quickly pushed himself up, lowered himself next to you on the floor, and wrapped his big arms around you, pulling you on his lap. His hands ran through your hair in a calming manner as he slowly rocked you back and forth.
"I'm sorry, hun. I'm sorry for yelling." He hushed you, "But it wasn't your fault, okay? He made you think it was, but it wasn't."
You buried your face in his olive-green sweater and sobbed, your tears soaking the fabric.
John pulled you closer to him and kissed the top of your head, rubbing your back gently.
"It's okay, sweetheart." He sighed, "Everything is going to be fine. He will never be able to hurt you again."
You calmed down a few minutes later. You had stopped sobbing, but you stayed in Price's arms. He was still stroking your hair, humming a soothing tune.
"Do you feel better now, hun?"
Not trusting your words, you just nodded.
Price smiled at you, but his expression turned grim when a thought crossed his mind. He didn't want to ask, he really didn't, but again his experience from work had proofed him that there could be a possibility.
He had been a rookie when his former team had busted a sex trafficking ring with girls your age when you had been in that situation. He remembered how three of them had been...
"Did you..." Price really didn't know how to ask you this. "Were you..."
You avoided his eyes again.
"Were you..." He tried again, but failed.
He didn't know for sure what the truth was, but he was afraid he already knew the answer.
You knew what he was trying to ask and another wave of shame washed over you.
"The first time it happened was... was when I was thirteen."
"Thirteen..."
He really did his best not to throw up, but it still felt like a punch to the gut.
"What happened to the baby?"
"He brought me to an abortion clinic as soon as he found out."
"And no one ask you about who you are? How old you are?"
You shook your head. "No."
Then either he must have paid them well, or he found a very shady doctor who even treated children.
"Then he took me there again when I was fourteen... twice." You whispered.
Price choked on air. He looked down at you, but this time there was only rage in his eyes. "You got pregnant by this monster... three times?"
You avoided his intense gaze, biting your lip before nodding.
"Did he never use protection?"
You shook your head. "He told me how much he loved it when he could... when he could come inside me. He told me how much he loved watching itâ"
"Stop." Price interrupted you, begged you. "Please stop." He tightened the embrace his arms had around you.
"I'll kill him, hun." He gritted out, his demeanour changed all of the sudden as he buried his face in your hair. "I promise I'll kill him."
At his words your body filled with warmth, relief, at the thought of him dying.
He had manipulated you and had lulled you in. He had used your childish naivety and had abused your trust. He had used you and your body in ways you couldn't even start to describe. You had tried so hard to repress the memories of his touches and his words as you grew older and more understanding of what he had actually been doing to you.
And now it all flooded back and it put you back to your 12-year-old-self.
Right now you weren't a soldier anymore, weren't a Sergeant anymore. Right now your were just the little girl again from almost two decades ago.
Although you were biting down hard on your bottom lip to stifle your sobs, you could barely hide the tremor of your body.
"Shh. I'm here, my girl."
Price continued to comfort you, rubbing your back. His voice may be soothing to you, but it was the calm before the storm. On the inside he was boiling with rage.
His voice became stern once more as he asked, "Who is he? What's his name?"
You took your time calming down, taking deep breaths, in and out.
"His name is B-Benjamin Carter." You hiccupped.
"Where is he, hun? Do you know where he is?" Price asked, his voice determined.
"He p-probably is still in m-my home town. Warrington."
You could feel him nodding in acknowledgement before he took you in his arms and lifted you up, placing you back on the couch. He walked over to his desk and pulled out a pen and paper, scribbling down what you had just told him.
He looked up and over to you. "Do you know where he lives, his address?"
"No, I'm sorry." You mumbled.
Your brain seemed to refuse to let you remember anything about the place where it all happened.
"But I know he lives across a small park called Queens Gardens." You sighed and looked at him with apologetic eyes. "I know it's not much, but..."
John just shook his head. "Don't worry. It's more than enough for me."
He gave you a small smile before he turned back to the paper and wrote Queens Gardens on it.
When he was done, he walked back to you and knelt down in front of your sitting position on the couch.
"I'm gonna take care of him, I promise you." He took both of your much smaller hands into his and pressed a feather-light kiss on your knuckles. "This isn't a mission. He isn't a target of the British Special Forces. Am I making myself clear?"
You look sheepishly at him.
"This is pretty much illegal, hun, killing a man outside of our job, killing a man for personal matters." He explained slowly like you were a child, "But I will do it anyway. For you. I wish he was a job, because I wouldâŚ" Price had to take a deep breath. "I would take years to make his life a living hell. I would torture him, would break him, would make him beg me to kill him." He kissed your knuckles again. "He will never hurt anyone again."
He then pulled you into yet another hug. He tightened his arms around you, his mind racing with what he will do when he found this man.
But for now he was just holding you, protecting you.
Since Benjamin was a close family friend, your father, with whom you had long broken off, sent you a month later a message about his best friend's murder.
It wasn't typical of Warrington to have such a bloody incident, so when you looked it up on your laptop you quickly found a headline announcing:
Local citizen found dead in home with several stab wounds: police investigating.
You automatically thought about Price. He had taken a week off of work for personal reasons and had just returned today. It was already late, so he was sitting in his office now, probably letting the day end with a cigar and a whiskey.
You needed to thank him somehow.
But how? Your captain was a good-hearted, strong and caring man who had killed a man a few days ago... for you. How could you ever repay him for something like that?
Then an idea flashed into your mind. You wanted to slap yourself for being so stupid when the solution was so obvious. Of course there was something you could do.
It didn't take you even 10 minutes to ready yourself before you headed over to Price's office. You knocked dutifully on his door and soon found him working at his desk after he called you in with a "Come in!"
He looked up the second the door opened and greeted you. "Hey, hunâ"
His voice failed him when he took in your appearance.
You weren't dressed in civvies like you normally were and you weren't dressed in your military attire either like he was. Instead you were standing there, in a black robe which reached to your mid-thighs, barefoot.
He wouldn't question your choice of clothes because now and then you would visit him in his office at 1 AM or 2 AM in you pyjamas, but the thin black fabric you were wearing now wasn't like you at all.
He opened his mouth to ask you what you were doing here, why you wearing that, anything, but before he could form one single word, your fingers were undoing the knot that was holding the robe close and opened it, revealing your completely bare body to his eyes.
Price's eyes widdened in shock before he averted them quickly, his neck cracking from how fast he turned his head to the side. He had tried to look away as fast as possible, but the image of your beautiful body was already burnt into his brain.
"(Y-Y/N), what are you doing?" He stuttered, his eyes fixed to the full ashtray placed at the right edge of his desk next to his half-full whiskey glass.
You approached his desk slowly, your movements making the loose fabric of the robe slide down your shoulders to the crook of your arm.
"I want to say thank you, Captain." You smiled innocently at him.
You were fully believing that this was the right way, the only way, as you were taught.
John Price was the first man you had opened up to, the first man who you trusted. Of course you trusted your other Task Force members, too, trusting them with your life on the battle field, but the trust for your Capatin was different.
Your captain had treated you like any other rookie in your first month at this base, but from there on he had started to approach you more often.
He was happy to help you when you were clueless about how to clean the different kind of weapons and guns in their own right way until you got the hang on it.
He was right behind you with his arms crossed in front of his broad chest to correct your stance or adjust your grip on your gun.
He was the first you told about your promotion to sergeant.
He was the one who brought you into his new Task Force.
He was laughing when you told him another funny story at night in his office where you shared a drink.
John Price was the man Benjamin Carter had trained you for since you were twelve years old.
"I was taught to always show gratitude."
Price's grip on the arm rests of his chair tightened, his knuckles turning white as the paper sheets sitting in front of him on his desk. "By getting naked?"
You nodded with a smile.
"Benjamin told me it's the only way to make a man happy.
You were so far lost in your head, you didn't even register his body tensing up in discomfort.
"Benjamin Carter was a monster." Price tried to be gentle, but he couldn't keep the condemnation out of his tone. "This is not how you should show gratitude, sweetheart."
You were shaking your head, the unaware and soft smile still on your lips. "I always showed how thankful I was when he did a favor for me, and now I'm going to thank you for what you did for me. It's my duty."
Only now Price seemed to realize how badly this man had damaged you mentally.
"It's not your duty." He gritted out before he took a deep breath to compose himself. "You don't have to repay something someone did for you with your body."
"But he taught meâ"
"What he taught you is nothing a good person would have done. It was wrong. He was a vile and evil man who took advantage of your childlike naivety and innocence to mold you into something so horrible to satisfy his own disgusting fantasies." He said as calm and clear as he could muster.
"Do you understand me, sweetheart? Do you understand that thisâ" He gestured with his hand to your lack of cover. "âis wrong?"
There was a frown on your face now, seemingly aware now that he was unhappy with you.
Are you not pretty enough?
Is your belly not flat enough?
Are your breasts not big enough?
Maybe you should take off the robe completely and kneel down...
Stupid you. Of course, you could never be naked enough, never be sexy enough, never be willing enough for anything he has in mind, to repay him for what he had done for you.
"But you helped me." You whispered.
Price didn't need to look at you to hear the clear disappointment and sadness in your voice.
"Are you telling me you think you owe me? You think you owe me your body?" His tone was stern, but you didn't miss the sorrow and concern in his voice.
There was no answer and if there was he couldn't see it.
With his eyes still averted, Price got up from his seat and rounded his desk. With his eyes trained to the side, not even daring to catch a glimpse of your exposed body, he reached out to close your robe.
Misunderstanding the whole act as acceptance of your offer, you dropped down to your knees in front of him and grabbed his belt to open it.
Price, who's brain had yet to catch on what you were intending to do, grabbed your wrists and stopped you to go any further.
"Hun, no... you don't need to do this. It's okay." He said tenderly, knowing that you aren't yourself right now. "I did what I did because it was my own wish. I did it for you, yes, but I did it on my own account. So you don't owe me anything, okay? No need to return the favor."
You shook your head, his words not making any sense to you. "But I do owe you." You replied, vehemently clinging to your beliefs.
You twisted your wrists out of his grip that had starten to loosen and reached determined for his belt again.
You were stopped once more when Price's fingers locked around your wrists and pulled your hands away from his pants.
"Sweetheart, please stop it."
You looked up at him, shaking you head vigorously. "No, no. I need to."
You didn't even notice the tears that had started to run down your cheeks as you struggled against the hard and slightly painful hold he had on you.
Price lowered himself on his knees so he was on the same eye level as you. "Hun, calm down. Everything's good, everything's fine. You do not owe me anything. I don't need you to thank me. I was simply looking out for one of my soldiers."
You hiccupped. "I will like it. I will love it. I promise I will. I will be good, I will be a good girl for you." You sobbed, ignorant to his words as you talked in a frenzy.
You actually believed that this was something normal to do to show appreciation.
Price let go of your wrists to cup your tear-straked cheeks. "I don't need you to be good. I don't need you to do something you are clearly forcing yourself to."
"Am I not pretty enough?" You suddenly asked, sure of yourself that this was the reason why he didn't want you.
Price huffed. "Hun, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen." He smiled reassuringly at you, trying to calm you. "You're are gorgeous and intelligent and talented. You work so hard, and are always respectful and polite to anyone around you."
He reached down to your robe to close it.
"But you don't have to repay kindness with your body, hun. That's not how it works."
He wiped the remaining tears away with his thumb before he placed his hand on the side of your neck, his thumb stroking your cheek.
The fog clouding your head finally cleared and you were now able to comprehend his words fully. You felt shame and embarrassment wash over you as you wrapped your arms around yourself.
"Do you... do you maybe have some spare clothes I can borrow?" You mumbled.
"Sure thing, hun." He cooed and got up to take the few steps to the right to reach the closet where he kept his training clothes.
He kept them there for easy access if he found enough time to go to the gym. He took the bag and handed it over to you.
"Thank you." You said, your voice low and your eyes fixed on your knees.
"I will leave you alone for a moment so you can change in private." You heard his voice from above you and then the soft click of the door closing.
You finally ripped your fixed stare away to glance at the door and then to the bag in front of you. Opening it, you grabbed the shirt and sweatpants and quickly put it on. You pressed the collar of the shirt that you were practically drowning in to your nose and inhaled.
It was freshly washed, but even then you could still smell a hint of tobacco.
A knock on the door took you back to reality.
"Everything okay in there? Can I come in?"
"Yeah." You croaked.
You quickly cleared your throat and repeated, "Yeah. Come in."
Price opened the door and smiled at you, reliefed now that you are fully clothed. He pushed away the warm tingles in his belly when he took you in. In another situation, he would have been happy and proud to see you wearing his clothes, but for now he just nodded to the the couch.
"Lets sit down, okay."
You followed him and sat down, leaving a respectful space between the two of you.
"I want you to understand that everything I said today is how it is. I need you to understand that you don't owe me, anyone for that instance, anything. And if you do, you don't do it with your body. When I help you, or do something for you, it's because I care about you and I want to."
Price carefully reached out to place two fingers under you chin to turn your head so you would look at him.
"Nothing that monster had taught you was right. No man, no real man, would ever demand of you to give yourself to him to repay him or thank him. A real man would worship you, would cherish you." He clarified, "If you do something, it should be because you want to and not because you have to. Your body belongs to you and only to you."
There was another wave of tears trickling from the corners of your eyes and down your cheeks.
"I'm there for you, hun. Never think you need to do anything you don't want to to be worthy of affection."
Overwhelmed by his gravely voice and his solacing words, not knowing what to do with this flutter in your belly, you grabbed his face and pressed your lips on his.
Price tensed in surprise. A selfish part of him wanted to pull you in and kiss you passionately until you had to part to breathe, but he already had experience in pushing that part aside when it came to you.
He pushed you away from him by your shoulders, shaking his head. "No, hun."
He sighed when he saw the hurt in your eyes. He had wanted to do this a long time ago, had waited for this to happen, but not like this. He refused to take advantage of your vulnerability.
"I want to, but I can't. Not when you're like this, not in this state. You need to recover from what you had been through, need to work with your trauma, and when you're ready, and I mean truly ready, then we can talk." Price says with a heavy exhale. "But right now, this is not what you need."
He took your hand in his and kissed your knuckles before he looked into your eyes.
"Take all the time that you need to heal. And if you still think that I'm worthy of your attention, I will be there. I'll be there, waiting for you."
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He Is Here
Pairing: Yautja x Fem!Reader
Summary: After Akail freed himself and then you from your captors, you both had only one thing on your mind â to return home where his father and your mate was waiting for you.
Cross-posted on AO3: here
Warnings: English isn't my first language
Word Count: 4.768
Part 1: here
⨠I started making it, tried my best, had a break down, then I listened to Lana Del Rey and my brain started working again. This is the result. I hope I didn't fail your expectations and you like it anyway.
⨠Also, did you ever actually listen to their clicking/purring noises? Because I DID!
Fresh air, the rustling of leaves on the surrounding trees, the moonlight, even the hooting of an owl â you never thought you would appreciate these things the way you did right now.
Especially now as your son was holding you tightly in his arms, running away, leaving the facility site behind. You had already put quite a distance between here and there and yet you could still hear the blaring alarm of their security system.
To distract yourself, you focused on the safe embrace of Akail's strong arms, watched the surroundings passing by, and listened to the sounds he made. He tried to calm you down, but since you couldn't understand any of his words, this attempt failed.
The one thing you didnât want to focus on was the blood.
The alarm went off while you were still stuck in this awful white room with that strange woman, announcing that your son had broken free. Immediately you were yanked out of the room and into the corridor, not caring that moving was difficult for you. The woman had tried to persuade the two men to be more careful, but they just ignored her and didn't stop dragging you roughly with them.
The grip they had on you was painful, the flickering lights and the alarm agitated you even more, and the fact that you didn't know what they were going to do to you, now that an angry alien was on the loose, frightened you.
You thought about the consequences of what you were about to do. Since you couldn't imagine anything worse than what you had already experienced, you just did it. You screamed. You screamed for your son in hopes he would hear you.
One of the men holding you pulled your thrashing body towards him to have a better hold on you, to silence you. You didn't stop fighting and even bit his fingers to stop him from restraining your voice.
You both stopped struggling with each other when suddenly a bloodcurdling roar erupted from behind you.
The small group turned around and encountered the looming figure of Akail. He had found you, like the clever boy he was.
Admittedly, it had been quite a sight. His body trembled with fury, his back arched and his mandibles flared. The armor and equipment that had been taken from him was now back in his possession and on his body. Even from this distance you could see the blood as if he had bathed in it.
Blood, that was now also on the hideous white suit you were wearing.
Out of fear, and maybe it really just had been a reflex, the man holding you pushed you away.
Luckily â more or less, depending if you were either the big, enraged alien or the tiny, terrified human â you landed on your knees and the hand outstretched trying to catch you, the other hand wrapped around your swollen belly as an instinctive protective mechanism. The impact hurt, but at least your pup remained unharmed.
It had been the wrong thing do, really. Watching someone hurt you and thus possibly his unborn brother drove him feral. All it took was one tearful look from you and he charged for your captors.
You scrambled to the wall and out of his attack zone. Closing your eyes, you only listened as one by one died in one painful way or another.
You were used to the most obscure, disgusting, and repulsive corpses as you and your mate occasionally went on hunting trips at home. However, the whole situation â from you being captured, the imprisonment, you not knowing what had happened to your son and how he was doing, to the present moment â had pushed yourself to your limit.
When the helpless pleas and painful screams finally died down, you felt two big hands picking you up. You buried your face into his strong chest, preventing you from catching even a second's glimpse of the bloody masses around you.
It was over, you tried to compose yourself.
Akail was still running, not faltering once. His mind was set on one thing and one thing only â getting you to the safety of your Scout Ship.
Soon you reached a familiar river and a clearing. Your tensed shoulders relaxed when you saw the huge outline of it. The human may have said that they had found the ship, but it was still there where you had left it. Apparently they had made no move yet to transport it to their base.
You sighed happily. It meant one step closer to home.
Although you were now in safe surroundings, Akail did not put you down and carried you until you reached the belly of the ship where he kept his weapons and gear such as his masks and armor. You smiled up at him when he seated you on top of the huge work bench occupying the middle of the room where he normally repaired or worked on his equipment. The glass surface cooled your adrenaline-heated skin.
Akail exited the room while you settled into a more comfortable position, legs dangling slightly as you looked down at your baby bump and stroked it. You closed your eyes and listened to your inner voice. There was no pain, no other feeling close to discomfort that should worry you. In fact, you felt your sweetling kick against your hand.
You heard the well-known clicks of Akail, announcing you werenât alone anymore. He was back, holding familiar gadgets in his hands. One of them were two earpieces that translated every spoken word of a Yautja in real time. They were created especially for you and practically disappeared when you wore them, making your ears appear perfectly normal as if they weren't even there. The other gadget was a tight fitting necklace made out of black metal with silver accents that translated your words into the Yautja language.
Their technology did wonders. The way both things worked was way beyond your comprehension.
The moment the earpieces were in your ears and the necklace was around your neck, Akail asked, âMother, how you feeling?â
Thanks to the work bench, you were more or less at eye level so you could put a hand on his cheek, your thumb stroking the scale-like skin, as he nuzzled into it. âIâm fine, my little warrior.â You reassured him.
You felt his clawed hand gently press against your stomach.
You chuckled. âYes, your little meiâhswei is fine, too.â As if to confirm your words, your pup started to kick against his brother's hand. âSee?â
Akail shook his head, the clicking sounds growing urgent.
You sighed. âI promise, as soon as we arrive home I will go to Cahrein. He will survey me to confirm that everything is fine.â
That seemed to soothe him as he nodded. âGood.â
You smiled up at him, cupped his cheeks to pull him closer so you could reach his forehead to place a gentle kiss there. He immediately started making a purring noise. You had to suppress a laugh at that reaction. Instead, the smile on your lips widened.
No matter how many trophies he owned, demonstrating he was a killing machine, no matter that he was the son of a clan leader, no matter that he was Blooded, showing his level of maturity â he was still your little boy who sometimes longed for the comfortable and safe embrace of his motherâs arms.
At this moment, Akail felt like he was set back into the time when he was just a pup. It actually happened every time when his mother showered him with affections.
When he was a Youngling, barely reaching your hip, some of the Un-Blooded â all still immature and not yet careful with their words like teenagers in their puberty on Earth â had harassed him about his non-Yautja part even though he was the pure image of his father, no indicator that he was partly human.
Already in his young years he had developed a need to protect you. As soon as even one of them mentioned either your name or the word ooman, he landed the first punch which had degenerated into a fight which he mostly lost with his smaller size and his little combat experience compared to theirs. He lied to you about how he got the injuries when you tended to them. He didnât want to worry you, didnât want to tell you how those stupid, thoughtless Un-Blooded had disrespected you.
As he grew older and bigger, his father training him hard, the harassment stopped and turned into more friendly, harmless teasing coming from his friends and those with whom he had trained for the initiation hunt. They didnât dare to treat you any other way than the mate of the Clan Leader deserved to be treated â with respect, obedience, acceptance and appreciation. You were who you were, but with the things you've done in your years since arriving on Yautja Prime, you'd proven yourself.
From his friends he had learned that Yautja motherâs stopped pampering their pups the second they touched a weapon to train to be hunters.
âToo much coddling and spoiling love made you soft.â
Thatâs what every Youngling grew up with, but here he was. He was one of the strongest, one of the most determined, and one of the most promising Yautja in his clan, maybe even on his planet. Expectations were high considering who his father was and he would one day be following in his huge (figurative) footsteps, which he hoped to eventually fill.
And all that with a human who never stopped showing him her motherly love since the day he was born.
He was proud you were his mother, thankful, never ashamed. He would never dare to feel any different about you, not when you had stood against all odds to carry him in your belly and fought against death to give birth to him. That made you stronger than any other Yautja mother and he would never think about trading you to be pureblooded.
While his father forged him into a great and powerful fighter, showed him to be strong-willed, hard-working and brave â the typical journey for Yautja to become hunters and respectable members of a clan â you had taught him mercy, thoughtfulness, and compassion. You tried to teach him at least a few things that were of great value on Earth, things that demonstrated that his mixed genetic heritage made him much more diverse than others.
âIâm going to contact your father to tell him we will be home soon.â You suddenly said.
Akail stepped aside to make room for you to get off the working bench. He offered you a hand when you started to struggle with the height of it and gently helped you to get your feet on the solid metal ground of the ship. While you waddled to your quarters, he turned to the door leading to the cockpit to start the engines and finally get off this damn planet.
The ship was built in such a way that you didn't even feel it take off a few seconds later while you pressed the right buttons to reach your mate. With one hand on your stomach, you turned around and encountered the holographic image of Mi'ytiar being projected into the center of the room by a device built into the ceiling.
You let out a shaky but happy breath. âMy love.â You greeted him with a relieved smile as he reached out to place his large hand on the side of your face, the palm on your cheek and his clawed fingers in your hair.
Normally you would lean into his touch, but since that hand was only a projection, you kept your head still to at least give him the illusion that you were standing in front of him.
You wished you were standing in front of him. You longed for him. You missed him so, so much.
You watched his beautiful eyes dart over your face and then to the strange cloth you were wearing, looking for any signs that indicated the blood on it was yours.
âYawne, what happened?â He demanded, his voice hard but concerned.
You bit your lower lip, already anticipating his reaction.
Mi'ytiar was calm and composed when it came to sticky situations, but his temper quickly overwhelmed him when it came to you. Last time he had challenged an Elder of all people who simply had handled you with more strength than necessary, completely forgetting that humans were far frailer than his kind. It had been merely an accident, but it had turned into a disaster.
So the first thing you wanted to do was to reassure him as you said, âIâm fine.â
His mandibles flared, a hiss escaping his lips. âWhat happened?â
You sighed. âHumans. They captured Akail.â You wrapped your arms around yourself. âThey used the control on his arm to find the ship.â You paused for a moment and sighed. âI left it for some fresh air. They found me outside and brought me to the same facility they took our son to.â
Predicting his answer, you forestalled him before he could even open his mouth. âNo! Donât say it.â You hissed.
Mi'ytiar straightened his slightly bent position towards you in surprise. He looked at you with his head cocked to his side, not breaking the intense eye contact.
After what felt like an eternity, he finally relented and lowered his head. The gesture always made you feel powerful. It meant submission; only with you, never others.
Proud of yourself, you squared your shoulders and held your head high.
Sometimes there were small disagreements between you and your mate, but instead of arguing, you both only looked at each other while a silent battle was fought between your gazes. Mi'ytiar always backed down first, secretly loving your dominance, but also cursing your stubbornness.
You were his Life Mate, the human female he treated as his equal. Completely fascinated and smitten by your softness and loving nature, he was wrapped around your finger and would bend to your will. You had a certain power over him and you loved it, knowing that a being like him was capable of acting this way.
âI know I should have listened to you. You told me to stay within the safety of the ship and I should have listened to you. But I didnât and I put our pup in danger. Iâm sorry, tanhĂŹ.â You admitted, looking up at him with wide, apologetic eyes.
âAkail?â
âHe freed himself and then me.â You answered, before adding in a whisper, âHe killed everyone.â
His mandibles clicking, he said, âGood.â before eyeing the suit sullenly.
Mi'ytiar didnât mind seeing you bloody. In fact, there had been times when the prey the two of you had been hunting together had bled all over you, which had aroused him to a point where he had just grabbed you and fucked you on the forest floor.
But he didnât like this, not at all. The color wasnât right. It was too red, too human. The possibility that it could be yours worried him far too much.
But it wasnât yours. You had told him so and deep down he knew that, but it made him feel unsettled nonetheless.
In the meantime, you watched him and the hardly noticeable change in his eyes. He was very caring, something you loved the most about him, so you planned on putting him on ease when you reached behind you to open the suit. The light fabric slipped down your body and gathered at your feet. You stepped out of it and kicked it away with your foot.
Now you stood in front of him in all your naked glory. Your plan must have worked, because he didnât hesitate to step forward and engulf your now much more visible stomach with his clawed hand. His infatuation with your pregnant body was beyond you.
Three months into your first pregnancy, a neighboring clan visited yours for feasts and a hunt. There you got to know a woman named Vulpine, the first human you ever met on Yautja Prime. She was soon to be mated with her Yautja who had only recently decided to commit himself fully to her, thus renouncing any sexual or even romantic relationship with other females. Thatâs how the concept of being Life Mates worked, after all.
You pestered her with questions. Not only how long she had been here, how she was coping with life on this strange planet and who her Yautja was, but also how he treated her in a pregnant state. Turns out, the only Yautja who was that infatuated with his mate being pregnant was Mi'ytiar.
Another thing was that he had been over the moon when you had finally voiced out your wish to carry his pup. He had taken such great care of you during your pregnancy, coddling you, literally hovering over you, not letting you out of his sight.
You had always wondered why he had been acting this way â maybe it was due to the fact that you were human and therefore you and your body were just different â but you never thought it was necessary to actually question him about it.
After a while you said, âWeâll be home soon, my love.â
âGood.â Mi'ytiar replied, nodding. âI will await you.â
And thatâs what he did.
As soon as the ship landed, the ramp extended and the door opened, you saw Mi'ytiar standing there, waiting. You didnât even hesitate to rush to him. He responded with lowering himself to one knee and reaching out to you, catching you when you threw yourself into his arms.
His mandibles clicked happily when he finally could touch you again and feel his unborn pup. He had missed you both so dearly. To be closer to his little one, he made himself even smaller, almost sitting on the floor, and pressed his forehead on your stomach while one hand rested on your hip and the other on the back of your thigh. Purring, he enjoyed the familiar closeness to his sweetling.
You were a mess, bursting with emotions â those goddamn pregnancy hormones â as you ran your fingers through his dreadlocks, felt their warmth and fleshy texture, and played with one of the golden rings Mi'ytiar used to style it, as you liked to call it.
While the two of you were completely engaged with each other, not caring what happened around you, you hadn't noticed how your son had also eventually left the ship to join the both of you.
âFather.â Akail greeted, announcing his presence.
Mi'ytiar lifted his head before pulling away from you to stand up. As was customary for Yautja, he placed a hand on Akail's shoulder in greeting and shook it slightly. Then he grabbed his sonâs upper arms with his hands, Akail did the same, and they both put their foreheads together. They stayed like that for a moment before pulling away to talk.
You didnât feel like you had to listen to them, so you didnât, but you watched them with a smile. There stood your favorite people in the universe, your family, your whole world.
Soon, Mi'ytiar turned around and made his way back to you. Before you could say anything, he put one arm under your armpits and one under your knees, lifting you up. You wrapped your arms around his neck as he carried you away, knowing him to Cahrein, the healer.
You liked Cahrein and the feeling was mutual. He was responsible for tending to the wounded and sick, helped the females during their pregnancies and birth, provided ingredients and maintained tools for the Medicomp when Yautja went on off-world hunts.
He was rather serious and professional, but you could see the curious excitement when Mi'ytiar first had brought you to him. You were a whole different species to him, something new he could learn about.
It was nothing unusual for your mate to accompany you on your check-ups, so Cahrein thankfully didnât ask any questions, only saying a word when he confirmed what you had already told both, father and brother of the pup â everything was fine.
That was all Mi'ytiar needed to know before he dragged you away and to your home where he shed you of your clothes and fucked you like a wild animal that was starved of your touch, sating his needs.
It felt like hours had passed when your sweaty and naked body slumped back against Mi'ytiar's torso, exhausted and fully satisfied. Mi'ytiar nuzzled into the hair on the back of your head.
While you were still trying to catch your breath, he regarded the bite mark he had left on your shoulder out of the corner of his eye. The sharp tips of his mandibles had broken into the skin on the front and back of your upper arm, your shoulder blade, and the spot of your chest where your heart was still beating frantically. Meanwhile, his teeth had dug into the edge of your shoulder, making it bleed.
You squirmed in his lap when he licked the dried blood to clean you.
When he was done, he gently took a hold of your hair to put it over your shoulder and out of the way. His eyes fixed on the second bite mark. This one he had placed on the nape of your neck. When he was done cleaning you there too, he chattered happily, proud that he had so evidently marked you as his own.
You tilted your head back to look at him. âWhat?â
âIt never was able with other female.â He said, âMarking.â
You tensed at that before you lowered your head with your lips pressed together. You knew you were acting like child when he placed his index and middle finger on your cheek to turn your head to look at him, but you stubbornly refused to do so. You even leaned forward to break the skin contact between your back and his torso. You had to bite your bottom lip to stifle a moan as his cock was still inside you, keeping his seed where it belonged. Even in its now soft state it was still able to send pleasure down your spine.
Although you knew that only some Yautja were permanently bonded to each other and most of them had several mating partners, you had totally forgotten that he, of course, had been with other females before you. In fact, you had never really thought about it. The thought had never occurred to you as he had always been completely devoted to you.
Irrational jealousy took hold of you. Of course, it was completely normal for oneâs partner to have been with others before you. That's how it worked on Earth, too. Nothing special, nothing unusual, and yet you hated it.
You had been 26 when Mi'ytiar took you with him. A year earlier you had broken up with a boy you had been dating for two years, and you had a few one night stands before and after that. You had never cared about their former partners.
Now you did.
âWhat is it, yawne?â
âNothing.â You mumbled, your lips twisted into a defiant pout. âItâs just⌠I never thought about other females having you like this.â You were still facing away from him as you continued, âIt makes my blood boil knowing someone else has had you before me.â
A strange possessive feeling surged through you as you turned around to look him straight into the eye. âYou are mine, only mine.â You said before turning back around, resulting in you not noticing him almost bursting with pride.
You were lost in your thoughts, completely missing his low, rumbling laugh. He thought you were adorable like this, secretly wallowing in your possessiveness. It made him happy, knowing he was able to elicit such feelings from you.
The next thought you voiced out was one you had back in the days when you still felt unworthy as the Life Mate of the great Mi'ytiar. âIt makes me question why you chose me of all people to be bound to you forever and to bear you pups, something I never even thought would be possible. They easily could have given them to you.â
Now that you said it out loud, you realized one thing in horror â pups.
Pups with other females. His pups with other females. His pups with someone that wasnât you. How did you never thought about that too?! He never had mentioned them, not that you knew, but ifâŚ
âThey could not.â Mi'ytiar interrupted your panicking thoughts.
âWhat?â You turned your upper body to look at him, his honest eyes looking back.
With his help, you fully turned around in his lap to face him without losing the closest, most intimate connection you both still had; between your legs. He placed his hands on your waist to pull you as close as your stomach would allow.
âI provide for clan in many ways. I am leader. I lead, I protect and I care for them. It is honorable to strengthen clan with pups. Only my seed never took. No female carried my pup. It was shameful to not provide clan with pups. Especially as leader.â
He paused to play with a loose strand of your hair. His fascination with it wasnât something you couldnât quite understand, but you didnât mind.
âWhen you and I met, you was what I wanted. Objections were made when I dedicated my being to you, but I did not care. I could not provide with pups anyway.â He told you. âI forgot about them. I only wanted you, yawne.â
âI only wanted you, too.â You replied, smiling up at him. âDo you remember when we became Life Mates and you introduced me to a group of females so they could teach me more about the planet, the clan, the dynamics in it, and such? They taught me all the things the mate of a clan leader needed to know.â
One of those had been the mating act. You laughed quietly when you thought back to your reaction as they told you that fighting for submission was something like foreplay to them. First the male had to succeed before the mating act could start. It certainly explained why Mi'ytiar had been confused the first time you had sex.
The affection and trust you had for him had been finally big enough that you decided to get involved with him in a more intimate way. Until then he had waited for you to give him permission to mate with you. You would never have credited him with such patience, but you hadnât been the only one who had learned about his kind. While you took your time to get used to your new life, he had also learned about humans.
Not enough apparently because he had looked at you in astonishment, like you were broken, when you had just let him take off your clothes â clothing that was based on the Yautja style, made of leather, fur and, after a short trip back to Earth, thankfully also soft cotton â and you let him manhandle you.
But you did snap at him when he had been too rough and you had needed more time to get used to this new feeling. After your first time together it was your turn to teach a Yautja about you; about the female body and what it needed before he could ravish you, how he could pleasure it and take care of it.
âOne of the females was pregnant at that time.â You continued, âAnd I wanted that, too. I wanted to carry your pup.â
âAnd you did, yawne.â Mi'ytiar purred. âMade me so happy when you told me you wanted my pup.â He turned your body to sit sideways on his lap, so he could pull you in with one hand for a cuddle while the other rested on your belly. âYou gave what no female could. Proof I am not failure.â He nuzzled into the side of your head. âYou are parul, my miracle.â
You opened your mouth to tell him that of course he wasn't a failure, but you closed it again, deciding to let him have his moment. Instead, you put your hand on the back of his head and pulled him closer to you.
You both fell into a comfortable silence, only his purring filled the air.
continue with the third part He Shan't Lose
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He Will Come
Pairing: Yautja x Fem!Reader
Summary: You were caught three days after you and your son's arrival on earth by an organization called Project Stargazer. Now you both were treated like guinea pigs. No wonder, considering said son was a hybrid of human and Yautja.
Cross-posted on AO3: here
Warnings: English isn't my first language
Word Count: 4,126
You had been stupid, so stupid. You should have listened to Mi'ytiar, should have listened to him when he told you to stay on the ship during your stay on earth while your son went hunting. You had insisted on coming with him, as you desperately wanted to see your home planet again.
Not that you missed it. You loved Mi'ytiar, loved to be his mate, loved your life with him, your son and the new life you had on Yautja Prime.
You had just wanted to get out of the ship, get some fresh air, and see the full moon, which you couldn't see in your new home, when you suddenly were surrounded by soldiers. You didnât even think about defending yourself, not in your condition. You had let it happen when they grabbed you and put you roughly in one of the black SUVs.
So many questions swirled around in your mind â how did they found you? What about the ship? What did they want with you? Would they hurt you? And what about Akail? Was he hurt?
You hadnât dared to ask the armed men who were in the car with you. They all had looked at you with different emotions on their faces â disgust, curiosity, anger. One of them wore a grin that made your skin crawl.
When they arrived at their base, you were dragged through many corridors and were examined by â and you thanked God for that â female doctors. They took your blood, forced your into a strange suit, and put you into a completely white room.
Now you sat in a corner, huddled together. The door was in the middle of the wall on the other side of the room. A camera hung in the corner across from you from the ceiling and had an overview of the entire room. It reminded you of an interrogation room with windows to the left and right of the door, which looked like a mirror from the inside but allowed a glimpse into the room from the outside. A table and two chairs were standing in the middle.
You had pulled your legs to your chest as much as your swollen belly would allow, and your head leaned sideways against the wall.
Itâs gonna be okay, you thought to yourself, everythingâs gonna be fine.
You didn't know if you were trying to calm yourself down or your pup, who could sense your agitation and responded to you with kicking. You sat up straight in a cross-legged position, wrapped your arms protectively around your belly and caressed it soothingly.
Donât worry, little one. Your daddy will get us out of here, he and your meiâhswei. Weâll be home soon. We canât wait to meet you.
Not far from you, Sean Keyes greeted Casey Bracket. âThere you are!â He said as soon as Casey stepped out of the elevator. âWelcome, Iââ
Before he could continue, Casey walked straight past him to look at the two metal helmets and something that looked like a gun, everything displayed behind thick glass. None of it was human.
âAlien technology⌠Is that what you wanted me to see?â Casey's eyes wandered to the other showcases that displayed more weapons and equipment. âCan I take a better look at it?â
âAhh.â Sean laughed, âBut you havenât even seen the main attraction.â
Casey tore her gaze from an interesting looking spear engraved with intriguing carvings and looked up at Sean. He had climbed the few steps that led to a glass wall overlooking a mix of operating room and laboratory and gestured with his head for her to follow him.
Quickly joining him, they both looked down and into the room. It was occupied by many people who, from their appearance, were scientists. There were guards, eight in total, guarding all four doors. Screens hung on the walls and desks carried computers and strange gadgets.
The only thing that got Caseyâs complete attention was the table in the middle of the room and especially what was on it.
âDoctor Bracket.â
Casey looked away from the creature and at the man who had spoken to her.
âWould you like to meet the Predator?â
Yes, thatâs exactly what she wanted.
Still processing what she had just seen, she followed Sean Keyes into the decontamination chamber. She was giving a suit that looked similar to the ones the scientists were wearing in the laboratory. The decontamination process didn't take long and she quickly slipped into the suit.
âThanks for coming.â The dark-skinned man, Will Traeger, said to Casey as soon as the lab door opened and shook her hand. âIâm sure you have questions.â
âIf Iâm honest, only two.â Casey answered and followed the man down the stairs. âWhy do you call it the Predator?â
They came to a halt in front of the table the creature was lying on.
âItâs a nickname. You know, the data suggests that it tracks its prey, exploits weakness. It seems to, well, enjoy it. Itâs like a game.â
âThatâs not a Predator. Thatâs a sports hunter.â
âSorry?â
âA Predator kills its prey to survive. I mean, what youâre describing is more like a bass fisherman.â Casey simply answered, taking a step closer to the table.
âWell, we took a vote. Predator sounds cooler, right?â Will laughed and received approval from the surrounding scientists. âWe found him, then his ship and more. Heâs heavily sedated.â
She noticed that even unconscious, he was making a sound that closely resembled a cat's purring.
Casey had long stopped listening to him. She was completely absorbed by the creature, or Predator, taking in every inch of it. The physique indicated that it was a male. His height had to be around 7 feet. He had greenish skin that resembled reptilian-like scales. Its head was big and oval in shape. Instead of hair, what appeared to be dreadlocks grew out of it. His mandibles were the most eye-catching feature about him.
Could they be used for defense? And how did the food intake work?
âYou are one beautiful motherfucker.â She finally said.
âIâm gonna guess your second question is why youâre here.â
Casey looked up to Will and signaled him with a nod to continue.
âOur test results yielded something a little⌠odd.â
Sean, standing next to Casey, handed her a device. She looked back and forth between the two men before accepting it. The screen showed a more complex DNA structure than that of a human, without a doubt that of the Predator.
âIs this a joke?â She questioned in disbelief.
âWe ran the genome sequence ten times. This specimen hasââ
ââhuman DNA.â Casey finished stunned.
âYeah.â Will nodded, âLook, we know about spontaneous speciation. Mostly plants and insects butââ
âBut some mammals. The Red Wolf, for example, a hybrid of the coyote and the grey wolf.â Sean interrupted him this time.
âItâs possibly some form of recombinant technology.â Will added.
âI get it. You want to know if someone fucked an alien.â Casey summed it up, finally knowing her purpose here.
âNot necessarily.â
Casey looked questioningly at Will. "Meaning?"
âMeaning, we have a rough idea. We would just like to know the detailed procedure.â
Casey's eyes widened and she looked at him in bewilderment. âYou don't seriously expect a woman to procreate with that thing. There's no way thatââ
âOh, there is no need for that.â Sean assured her, âHis equipment led us to his ship. We found it, but not only that.â He turned to the largest screen in the room and nodded to a man who started typing on his computer and turned the screen on. It showed some kind of interrogation room.
It wasn't long before Casey spotted a woman sitting cross-legged on the floor, slowly rocking back and forth.
âAre you trying to tell me that this isâŚâ
âHis mother, yes.â Will confirmed her thought. âHis DNA matches with hers. Even through the fatherâs genetic heritage is more dominant than hers, you can still see differences between this oneââ He nodded to unconscious alien, ââand a homozygous Predator.â
âWow indeed. And not only that, her human DNA has been altered to resemble that of the Predator.â
âWow.â Casey mumbled and returned her gaze to the screen.
The woman now walked in circles through the room, stroking â and the biologist had to do a double take â her growing stomach.
Holy hell, she was pregnant!
Casey watched her mouth moving, so either she was singing or talking to the baby.
âWe believe itâs a kind of adaptation to the living conditions of his home planet.â Sean started, âAccording to the blood tests, and we did several because we didn't want to believe the results, this woman is 73 years old, although she looks to be in her mid-20s.â
Caseyâs mouth fell open, her heart pounding against her rib cage. âI want to meet her.â
He nodded and smiled at her. âThat was the plan. No one has spoken to her yet, not even the nurse who brought her food or was taking her to the bathroom.â
âWhile science can answer many questions and give us great insight into our being, there are still things that remain unanswered.â Will added, "We don't know when she left Earth or how it was possible for her to reproduce with an alien. We don't know how her DNA changed, and because of that, we don't even know who she is.â
Casey nodded. âAnd you want me to get the answers to those questions from her?â
âIndeed.â
Casey was watching you through the one-way window. You were still pacing, one hand supporting your back and the other stroking your stomach in a circular motion. Even though you seemed nervous and scared, you also looked like a proud lioness ready to attack to protect her baby.
âReady?â Sean asked.
Casey looked briefly at him and nodded.
âGreat. We will wait here to watch and listen. In her condition I doubt she will attempt anything for the sake of her child, but if she does it will only take a second and security will rush the room.â
âGood to know.â She mumbled before heading to the door.
With a deep breath, she pushed down the door handle.
You caught that movement in the corner of your eye and turned to the intruder. âWhat have you done to him?!â You immediately demanded hysterically, growling at her like a wild animal. âWhere did you take him? Where did you take my son?â
It was good that Casey was the first to speak to you. Probably no one out there had the slightest decency to treat you like a real person and would have strapped you to a table, too, careless of harm to you or your child.
âThey took him to a lab and are holding him there. Nobody hurt him, I swear it.â Casey said, raising her hands to show you she meant no harm. âThey just want to know more about him and his kind and why he is here, thatâs all.â
You stared at her, softly caressing your belly as you pondered her words.
When there was no reply, Casey continued, âI just want to talk to you. We want to know how you⌠why youâŚâ
âWhy I got knocked up by an alien?â You suggested bluntly.
Casey nodded. âYes. Itâs practically unthinkable to come across an alien hybrid and its mother.â
âWhere I went after his father took me from Earth, itâs more of a rarity than unthinkable.â
Casey took a step forward and hastily asked, âDo you mean you're not the only one? Are there other humans who procreate with them? Are they also studying hybrids and their traits?â
You laughed at her eagerness and walked over to the chair closest to you, sitting down on it. You waved your hand at Casey to do the same, as if you were hinting you were going to cooperate to answer her questions. The biologist glanced back over her shoulder at the reflective window where Sean and Will were watching the conversation. She sat down in the chair opposite of you and looked at you expectantly.
âBefore I say another word, I want to see that my son is okay.â You demanded, trying to suppress the tremor in your voice, the very first sign of weakness.
Casey turned back to the windows and waited for someone to come through the door. Instead, the reflective surfaces of the windows turned into screens showing one and the same image â the captured Predator, still tied to the table and asleep.
There was a whimper coming from behind her. When she turned back, she saw tears building up in your eyes and one hand pressed to your mouth. It was surreal to Casey for a human having such an emotional reaction for an alien creature. On the other hand, this was his mother, unbelievable and absurd as it may seem.
You seemed to calm down, your eyes still fixed on the screen. You nodded to yourself before tearing your eyes away to look at Casey. The windows had returned to its normal state.
âWeâre going to start with some easy questions, okay?â
You nodded again.
âGreat. First I would like to know your name.â
â(Y/N) (L/N).â You answered.
âWould it be okay if I call you (Y/N)?â
âI would appreciate it.â You said, âIt's a nice change from all the other names I've gotten so far.â
âWhat do you mean?â Casey inquired.
âAlien fucker. Alien whore. Desperate little bitch who thought a manâs dick isnât enough for her. Nothing I didn't expect from men.â You shrugged, âIt just proves once again that Yautja males treat their females with far more respect and honor than a human male could ever comprehend.â
âYautja?â Casey asked, leaning forward, arms crossed on the tabletop.
âYou call them Predator, but their kind is actually called Yautja.â You explained.
Casey nodded and started to play with her fingers, her next question burning on her tongue. âHow did you get into this whole thing? How did you get in contact with them?â
You huffed. âItâs quite ironic, you know. On the contrary what you may have expected, he saved me.â
âSaved you from what?â
âAgain, men. Three of them. They had cornered me, kept groping me, pulled on my clothesâŚâ You had to pause for a second.
Almost 50 years ago, you had been afraid when Mi'ytiar had taken you from Earth to bring you to Yautja Prime. But looking back, that fear hadn't been as great as what you felt at the thought of what those men would have done to you if he hadn't intervened.
âHe protected me from those monsters⌠my own kind.â
You let out a humorless laugh. âYautja take their prey as a trophy after each successful hunt. Not only did he rip their heads off and their spines out, he also took me. I expected him to hurt me, to keep me as a slave, or... or to do what these men wanted to do to me. I found out later that I was really lucky that he, of all other Yautja, rescued me. It's incredibly rare that one of them takes an interest in a human being. Usually, they kill every last of them. Humans are too weak and too soft, but thatâs exactly what he loves about me. Thatâs why he kept me alive.â
You let out sigh, considering how much you should reveal about the Yautja culture.
âOn the contrary to me, a Yautja female is rough and large, even larger than a male. After all, they are the ones who carry their offspring and ensure the survival of their kind. The males have to fight for dominance and if the male wins, the female deems him worthy enough for mating and submits.â
Casey shifted in her seat. âDid you⌠Did he expect the same from you? Did he force you into submission toâŚ?â
âNever.â You growled protectively, âHe never forced himself onto me. Never. He was more patient and understanding than all the human males I ever met in my life. He treated me like I was the most precious thing he has ever seen. Never did he touch me without my permission.â
âOkay, Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to offend you.â Casey soothed you.
She had to be more careful and had to see this whole situation through your eyes â you were separated from your son and held at a facility who was examining you both while you had to worry about your unborn baby.
âDo you want to tell me about your relationship with him? Your, uhmâŚâ
âHe is my mate. My Life Mate.â
âLife Mate?â
âFemale Yautja can mate with multiple males and give birth to their children, but some also choose a permanent mate. You could compare it to one-night-stands and marriage, only you can't divorce. It's not called Life Mate for nothing. You are bonded to each other for the rest of your life and they live for hundreds of years.â
âCan I know the name of your Life Mate?â
You eyed Casey briefly, looked over her shoulder at the reflective windows then at the camera in the corner and then back at her. âHis name is Mi'ytiar. He is the leader of his clan.â
Casey sat up straight. âThey live in clans? Like wolves in packs or horses in herds?â
You nodded. âWith similar hierarchy dynamics, yes. There are many clans on their home planet, each living peacefully on their own. Sometimes clans visit each other, hunt together, celebrate together. That's how I found out that I'm not the only human on this planet.â You said, âBut apparently Iâm the only one who mated a clan leader. Most of them are expected to have a strong successor to take after them and Mi'ytiar, of all Yautja, chose a weak little human to bear his pups.â
Jackpot, Casey thought.
She finally got to the part that intrigued her the most â how was it humanly possible that you got pregnant, how was it possible for you to carry the child of an alien, and how did it not kill you?
âSince Mi'ytiar has fully committed himself to me, it was up to me to bear his offspring. The Yautja of his clan never dared to say anything. Iâm the clan leader's mate, after all. But I noticed it in the way they treated me and looked at me. They knew it wasnât possible for me to carry his children.â You looked down at your baby bump and returned to caress it. It seemed to keep you calm.
âAt that point, that fact made me really upset. I got to know their culture, learned everything there was to know about them. I even started learning their language. I fulfill any task assigned to a clan leader's mate. I make my mate happy and proud. But I couldnât give him a child.â
You looked up and into Caseyâs eyes.
âMi'ytiar is very attentive and he soon noticed that something was upsetting me. Apparently he was the only one who hadn't thought about his offspring at all.â You paused for a second to smile, remembering his reaction when he found out that you wanted to carry his pups. âThe second he knew he wanted to keep me around when he took me away from Earth, he injected me with his blood. No matter how many times I've been called fragile and puny, the human immune system can sometimes work wonders. His blood had slowed down my aging and allowed me to survive on his planet. So we visited a healer to finalize my life as his Life Mate.â
Your cheeks flushed as you thought of how Mi'ytiar hadn't hesitated another second to make sure you got pregnant. You had spent several days in your bed, or nest as he called it, and there had been hardly a moment when he wasn't inside you. The thought of his beautiful mate, his love, carrying his pup in her belly had made him feral.
It hadn't been long before his seed took. The other Yautja had a satisfied reaction when they saw that their leader was about to become a father. Also, they finally treated you like a part of the clan. You had fully proved yourself, proved you could provide for the clan. You were finally one of them.
Akail's birth was hard. It felt like he was tearing you apart from the inside out. But thanks to the injections of his blood and the additional help of the tribal healer, your body strengthened enough that you didn't die, even though it felt like it. You were crying and smiling, with your mate at your side, holding your little bundle of joy in your arms.
He looked just like his father, no indication that his mother was human. However, his animalistic features were a little softer, difficult to recognize unless you were the mother. While you are being tended to, Mi'ytiar took his son in his arms to proudly introduce him to his clan.
Fondly, you thought back to one moment, a core memory â Mi'ytiar, lying on his side with you snuggled against him, both naked and partly covered in fur, and little Akail, just ten hours old, resting on your chest. At that point you were so incredibly happy.
It sounded weird and absurd that this was your life and no human would understand, but you would never trade it for anything.
âWhatâs the catch?â Casey asked after a while of watching you quietly stroking your belly.
âHuh?â You looked up.
âI don't think you're telling us all this without an ulterior motive. So whatâs the catch?â
âI want to quench your thirst for scientific knowledge and in return, I hope you will release me and my son. There is no need to keep us here.â
Casey started to rock back and forth in her chair. âI donât think that will be possible. There are still things that weââ
âListen, I have cooperated in the hope we will be released when all your questions are answered. You wonât like what will happen if we are not soon to be freed.â
Casey glanced over her shoulder for what felt like the hundredth time, unsure of what to do or what to say.
âI promised him to contact him every day, you know. My mate.â You said, pride permeating your body. âAnd do you know what it will tell him? The silence?â Your question was obviously rhetorical. âIt will tell him that something happened to me and therefore also to his son, because Akail would rather die fighting for his mother and Mi'ytiar knows that.â
Casey gulped. The threat was clear as the day.
âHe will come and not alone. Do you really think you stand a chance against them?â You laughed, now more confident. âThe human nature is arrogant, thinking they are superior to everyone. Eventually that will be the reason for your extinction. Your haughty stupidity will be the death of you.â
â(Y/N)ââ Casey tried, but she was interrupted.
âNo, you will listen to me just like you've been doing for half an hour now. I have lived among them for decades. I learned from them, Iâm one of them. Stand between a Yautja and their Life Mate and it will end deadly for you. Stand between a Yautja and their Life Mate whoâs pregnant and I promise you, you will beg for them to kill you.â
â(Y/N), there is nothing in my power to help you. I was simply asked here as an expert to examine this Yautja⌠your son. I canâtââ
âYou will. And I'm not just talking to you in this case.â Your eyes wandered from her face to the windows and nodded to the people you assumed to be standing behind the glass, watching you. âIâm talking to them, the ones who have the power. Set me and my son free and I promise you nothing will happen to any of you.â
Suddenly, a blaring alarm sounded, startling both Casey and you.
Instinctively, you wrapped an arm around your stomach in a protective manner.
âCode Red. Subject Predator is on the loose.â
A shuddering sigh of relief left your lips as you slowly began to smile. You knew they couldnât keep Akail immobilized for long.
One of the things he had in common with his father was that he was just as protective over you as he was. He would come to look for you.
Casey had already jumped out of her chair and was talking frantically to the people on the other side of the one-sided window.
You began to talk to your pup again, âYour mei'hswei is coming, sweetling. Soon the three of us will be back with daddy.â
continue with the second part He Is Here.
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Spark and Heart
Pairing: Ironhide x Fem!Reader
Summary: It's one thing to fall in love with a robotic alien, but to expose your feelings in such a humiliating way?
Cross-posted on AO3: here
Warnings: English isn't my first language
Word Count: 3,331
Leather.
You could still feel the leather underneath your skin as the fingernails of your left hand dig into the seat of the GMC Topkick C4500 while your other hand was busy between your legs.
You could still remember the delicious stretch as you slowly inserted first one finger, then a second, and then a third.
You could still picture your body, your back arching against the backrest of the front seat.
You could still not forget how you had spread your legs wider, how you had switched your grip to the steering wheel, how you had moaned his name before you could think about it or prevent it.
The moment the euphoric waves of your orgasm subsided, you became aware of the horror that just happened. You suddenly realized where you were, who you were with.
The deafening silence that followed was heavy on your shoulders. Before you could think twice, you hastily pulled down the skirt of your dress, fumbled for the door handle and fled the truck. You started to walk away, not caring where to, still trying to comprehend what you just had done.
You were ashamed. You wanted to cry. You had just humiliated yourself right in front of him.
After ten minutes of walking, you took a look over your shoulder and saw that he had followed you, a distance of about three meters between you.
Back in the present, you pressed your palms against your eyes and let out a frustrated groan.
Since that day you had avoided Ironhide as much as possible, something which didnât turn out to be difficult as â although he had only reluctantly left your side and had voiced out how much he hated doing so â he was busy with the other Autobots looking for Decepticons around the world.
â(Y/N)?â
You looked up and into Mikaela's face displayed on your computer.
âMikaela. Hi.â
Mikaela was the only one you could talk to about it and not just because she knew about the Autobots. No, it was because she was a girl and a friend. Like hell would you tell your brother about your feelings for a robotic alien and about you masturbating as you were thinking about said alien while you were literally sitting inside him.
âWhatâs wrong?â She asked concerned.
You groaned again, resting your forehead on the surface of your desk. âI messed up.â You mumbled.
âWhat?â
Sitting up, you repeated louder, âI messed up! Big time. God, Iâm such an idiot.â
âIs college life that bad? I thought screws, circuits and such are your thing.â Mikaela grinned.
You laughed weakly, âIt is. Ratchet is a sweetheart for answering every of my calls when I needed help, but thatâs not the reason I wanted to talk to you.â
Mikaela's eyes darted across her computer screen, scanning the limited space of your room that your webcam was capturing. âPlease tell me you're alone.â
You rolled your eyes. âOf course I am. Iâm not stupid. My roomie is in one of her classes.â
âGood. If you want to talk about something top secret like giant robots you helped to save the world, you really should be alone.â
âNot only that. I would be considered insane if someone heard me say that I am in love with my car.â
Mikaelaâs eyebrows shot up.
You instantly avoided eye contact while playing with the pendant on your necklace â a silvery gear that belonged to Ironhide.
â(Y/N), come on. You can talk to me. You were there for me when I needed a girl I can talk to.â
You grimaced in disgust. âYeah, talk about my brother. Most of the time I just wanted to rip my ears off.â
âBut you were there anyway. You listened and helped me. Now I'll return the favor.â
Nodding, you sat up straight and took a deep breath. âSo, as you know, âHide drove me back to college after Spring Break was over. The journey took hours and to bridge the time we talked. Well, I talked and he listened. However, after a while the conversation became less one-sided. He answered questions I asked and I answered questions he asked. Heâs a very tough cookie, but also⌠kinda a sweetheart.â You shrugged.
Mikaela nodded, gesturing for you to continue.
âHe decided to stay. His reasoning was that I could apparently help him with his eye since I'm a genius at robotics.â
âBut you are a genius.â
âI am and I can't wait until I graduate college to work at N.E.S.T. so Que can take me under his wing and I can give him a hand and help him.â
âYou really wanna worked there, huh?â
âOf course, their technology is much more advanced than ours. And thatâs the thing! Why would âHide, of all people, want the help of a human whose available technology is practical prehistoric compared to theirs?â
Mikaela chuckled. âWell, we're not talking about just any random human here, are we? Weâre talking about you, (Y/N). You Witwickys really have something on you that seem to bring alien robots to their knees.â
Now it was you who laughed. âWhat are you talking about?â
âWell, first of all there is Bumblebee, who hardly leaves your brother's side and always jumps when Sam calls his name. Sometimes I feel like I'm the third wheel instead of a literal car.â
âSo?â
âI can still remember Ironhide aiming his guns at Sam and me when we first met him and the others and his way to talk to us. Letâs just say, him taking the position as your guardian just like Bee did for Sam after what happened in Mission City is not something I expected.â
You smiled.
Yeah, you remembered how your brother had explained to you â in his typical Sam-Witwicky-way, with frantic voice and agitated gestures â how his newly acquired car was a robot alien from another planet called Cybertron.
Being three years older than Sam, you were already in college and therefore could only visit your family on holidays. Unfortunately for him, you arrived at home for your Spring Break the same day he encountered the Autobots who were looking for your great-great-grandfatherâs glasses.
Your parents greeted you with open arms and big smiles, asked you about your time at college and informed you about the latest things happening in the neighborhood. You noticed your brotherâs absence, but they only told you that he had left a few hours ago. After dinner, which Sam didn't show up either, you sat down with a glass of wine in the living room, watching the news with your parents.
Just as the end of the world was being announced, you heard the roar of several engines and Sam's impatient voice.
Your dad apparently heard it too, but you waved him off. âYou can ground him later. Now I just want some good old brother-sister-time after months.â You kissed his cheek, ignoring his grumbling.
You were excited seeing Sam after such a long time. Not that the two of you weren't in touch during the time you were away â the last time was a few days ago when he proudly told you about his new car â but it was a whole lot different talking to him in person.
You were just about to open the door leading to the garden when you almost ran into Sam.
â(Y/N)!â He exclaimed. To your surprise, his voice sounded almost panicky. âW-What, uhm, what are you doing⌠here?â He frantically looked over his shoulders.
You laughed, eyebrows drawn together in confusion, your arms crossed in front of your chest. âGood to see you, too, douchebag. Didnât miss me?â
âI- No. I mean, yes, of course I missed you. How, uh, how are you doing?â
âSam, are you okay?â You asked slightly concerned, straightening your posture.
âNo, no. Yes, everythingâs fine. I just have to⌠Thereâs something in my room that I need. Just stay here, Iâm back in a minute.â With that he slipped past you and headed towards the stairs.
Laughing, you shook your head at his antics. Typical Sam.
âGreat, but Iâm going outside. Take your time.â
Sam stopped dead in his tracks before spinning around just in time to see you disappear through the door. âWait! (Y/N), wait!â
Stumbling, he ran after you.
Shit, shit, shit.
He came to a stop next to you when he saw you looking out into the garden with your hands on your hips.
âUh, Sam? Does Dad know youâre using his precious grass as a parking lot?â
Five cars were scattered across the lawn: a yellow Camaro with black rally stripes, a silver Pontiac Solstice, a yellow and green rescue vehicle, a blue and red semi truck and, something that got your heart beating faster, a black GMC Topkick truck.
You absolutely loved that car. A 1 1/2 Ton vehicle powered by a 6.6L V-8 Duramax diesel, equipped with an Allison 1000 five-speed automatic, producing 300 hp and 520 lb-ft of torque.
Gorgeous was the first thing that came to your mind as you approached the truck. You traced the red GMC logo with your index and middle finger. While your dad was interested in expensive fancy cars, you were more into bigger ones. They might make you feel tiny, but you just loved being in control of such a bulky and powerful vehicle.
You reached for the hood and caressed the black paint. Without losing physical contact, you walked around the truck. The fingers of your right hand stroked the headlights, ran over the doors and tailgate, before you stood in front of the truck again.
âArenât you just a beauty!â You smiled, still not letting go of the car. âSam, I think Iâm in love. Heâs so handsome.â
âHe isâŚ? What?! (Y/N), please stop touching it⌠him!â
Facing the truck, you ran both hands over the edge over the hood, intending to open it to take a look inside. âWhy? Jealous that a four-wheeled machine gets more attention from a girl than you?â You laughed.
The moment you opened the hood something strange happened. One second you felt the smooth surface of the black metal under your fingertips and the next it suddenly disappeared as if the car had eluded your touch of its own volition.
Strange robotic noises around you filled your ears and suddenly a 22-foot tall robot was standing in front of you.
âYou should buy me a drink before youâre allowed to touch me there.â A deep male voice sounded from above you.
Slowly, your eyes traveled from the metallic feet to the legs up to its torso and stopped at the face of theâŚ
Yeah, you really couldn't find another word than ârobotâ to describe it. Well, judging by the voice, it was rather a he than an it.
You were speechless as you scrutinized his face. Like the rest of him, it was black and silver. You could recognize everything that you could also find in yourself â ears, chin, nose, jaw, even eyebrows. What particularly fascinated you were his eyes. Even though the left one was damaged, you could easily see that they were of a striking sky blue color, glowing bright as they looked down to you.
âGreat, absolutely great.â Sam said next to you.
Only now did you realize that he wasn't the only robot in your garden. While your brother lost his shit, you looked from one metal giant to another.
âHey Sam?â You slowly said, your eyes fixed on the yellow one. âIsnât that your car?â
âYes. Yes, it is.â Sam groaned, âOkay, look. I have to find some glasses that belonged to our great-great-grandfather. They are in my bag pack in my room. Can you please, please, stay here and watch them?â
âY-Yeah, sure.â
âI will explain everything to you later.â He hastily said and ran inside.
The silence that followed was awkward. I mean, what could you possibly do or say when your dream car just turned into a robot?
â(Y/N)!â
You spun around and saw Mikaela running towards you.
âYouâre seeing this too, right?â You asked as soon as she stopped next to you. âIâm not dreaming?â
âNope.â She shook her head.
You huffed laugh. It was like a dream coming true.
You turned to the into-a-robot-turning-truck and asked, âCan I still take you up on your offer about that drink?â
âAnd like you said, our technology isnât as advanced as theirs. The only reason why he wanted to stay with you was, well, you. As far as I can tell he took a liking to you.â Mikaela said, interrupting your journey into the past and bringing you back to the present.
You scoffed, trying to ignore the fact that you were blushing. âThe only Autobot I would trust to fall in love with a human is Bumblebee. âHide really is the last person, robot, or whatever, to care that much about humans.â
âAgain, not humans. You.â
Huffing a laugh, you shook your head. âI really want to believe you because⌠well, the reason why I actually called you is⌠IâŚâ
âJust spit it out!â
âIfuckingfingeredmyselfwhileIwasinsidehim!â
According to the look on her face she only understood half of it, but at the same time it was exactly the half that made you want to disappear into thin air. âExcuse me, what?â
You took a deep breath. âAs soon as my teacher finishes the lesson I'm off and go to the garage next to my apartment where âHide is. He then drives us to a field surrounded by forest. It's far from any civilization and he can transform himself there in peace. Sometimes I take my books with me to work on my homework or whatever, but most of the time we talk, we spend time together.â
You remember the times he actually sat next to you and worked with you on your homework. You were in awe with his intelligence, always looking up at him to listen to what he had to say.
âAnyways. Two days ago, he was driving me back to my apartment. I was just staring outside, lost in thought. I donât know what came over me because then I⌠I touched myself. There.â
Since Mikaela could only stare at you, not finding an answer, you continued, âIâm madly in love with a robot that is also my car. I got horny when I started to fantasies about him while he was driving me home. Iâm sorry, okay? I just couldnât stop myself. I was so pent up and I just needed a release.â
âOh my god.â
You cringed. âI know. Call me weirdo for getting off to the thought of a weapon on legs, but I never came that fast in my life.â
You watched as Mikaela shifted in her seat as she thought of the right words to say. âIâm not judging you, if thatâs what youâre worried about.â She reassured you, âWe are friends and we've known each other for a long time. I just didn't expect you to do something so bold while youâre literally inside him, letting him drive you. There is like no way of him not realizing what you were doing.â
âEven in the unlikely event that he hadn't by then, I'm sure he noticed when I screamed and moaned his name while clinging to my seat.â You nonchalantly responded as you saw Mikaelaâs jaw drop.
âYouâŚâ
âYes. I didnât even realize that he stopped at the side of the road. Luckily for me, because the second that blissful moment was over I ran.â
âOh, wow.â
âYeah, I know. Itâs so messed up.â
âWhat happened then?â
âWell, I decided to just walk back to college. However, when it got darker, I got tired and I just had no energy left anymore. All I had to do was turn around and take a few steps towards him since he had followed me until then. I got back in and asked him to drive me back. He turned around because I seem to have been walking in the completely wrong direction the whole time.â You shrugged. âWe didnât talk about what happened during the drive. Actually, we didnât talk at all. The moment he stopped in front of my apartment door, I jumped out and sprinted up the stairs while he drove back to the garage by himself. Normally, I always take him there, but after⌠you know⌠I was so embarrassed.â
During your monologue you'd been staring at your keyboard the whole time, but when you looked up you still didn't see any judgment or even disgust on your friendâs face. She rather looked at you in a comforting and understanding manner.
âWhen you told me you needed to have a girl talk, I already expected some spicy details about a boy.â
âWell, thereâs a mighty difference between some boy and someone like âHide.â
âItâs close enough for me. So whatâs your problem?â
âWhatâs my⌠Have you listened to a word I just said?â
âI did and I donât get it. You have a crush on him, maybe youâre even in love with him. So what?â
âYou seem to forget who and what he is and who and what I am. I'm just a weak, puny, pathetic human being. âHide is this giant, strong, powerful warrior who could care less about my feelings.â
Mikaela scoffed and shook her head. âStop putting yourself down. If you had listened to a word of what I said, you would have realized that a third and uninvolved party told you heâs smitten with you.â
You shook your head, not wanting to allow yourself to hope. âWhy? Why did I have to fall in love with a huge robot-alien? It would never work. Just one touch too hard on his part and he could break my bones.â
âHe wouldnât to that.â
âHow would you know?â
âBecause he already treats you like youâre made out of glass. If you remember what happened in Mission City, you probably also remember all the Decepticons, the explosions and concrete parts of buildings that could have crushed you.â
You nodded, a small smile creeping on your face.
Yeah, you remember all those things. You remember Ironhide in front of you, or next to you, or even above you, shielding you from any damage while you did your part to help, both human and Autobot. He didn't have to do it. Protecting your life was not the top priority, but Ironhide acted like it and had stayed by your side as best as he could throughout the battle. Nobody even remotely did for Mikaela or Sam what Ironhide did for you during the Battle of Mission City.
You also remember falling off a building, the building with the statues that Lennox had sent you and Sam to with the AllSpark in your hands. You remember how scared you were, fearing to hit the ground, but the impact never came. Instead you felt large fingers closing around your body and you heard a rough voice saying, âIâve got you, little one.â
Mikaela watched your realization with a fond smile. She knew what it was like when people judged you because your knowledge about something was bigger than theirs. Thatâs how you bonded. She knew her way around cars, you were talented in programming and engineering.
Yes, it was kind of weird, but at the same time it was also poetic. Your heart had always been with machines and as long as she had known you, that was your passion.
What a stroke of luck that someone just like that had fallen for you, Mikaela thought.
âI would suggest that you just talk to him. How bad can it go?â
âOh, I don't know. Total humiliation? Itâs one thing to confess your crush to some guy, but to confess it to someone like âHide?â
Mikaela laughed. âIâm sure youâll find a way. You wouldn't be the first person who is completely infatuated with their car.â
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