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me writing psychopaths being soft and softies being badass

Story of my life

#i know they dont act like that in the show but thats the beauty of fanfics #i will cause chaos in the fandoms and i will have fun doing it #you cant stop me

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I need someone to hold me gently and it's getting critical

#the struggle is real #;^;

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#the struggle is real #writers' problems

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Jae collects photos of her friends during their outings because she's lowkey afraid of passing too soon and being erased from everyone's memories. she keeps the photos printed in loads of albums and hopes that the memory of her will live on even after she's gone.

(she also has a large collection of Suho's old clothes and random possessions that she nicked from Seojun but we don't talk about that 👀)

Does your OC collect anything?

#oc development #character development #original character #character study #kwon jae / park eunjae #shes a little silly

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father handed me the responsibility of editing his electrical blueprints while he was gone today. looks like I'll be taking over as breadwinner of the family soon folks 😌

#it was the simplest of tasks #my bain wouldnt brain #i think i caused more problems than i did help #BUT i got praised #so the daddy issues are fixed now i guess #im lying #one pat on the shoulder fixes nothing #but it was fun while it lasted

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drop this sunflower 🌻 into the inboxes of the blogs that make you happy! lets spread a little sunshine ☀️💙

i miss you sooo much, now that the penthouse in on my country Netflix, i can see the scenarios of your the penthouse fic.

OMG MY PENTHOUSE FIC-

I feel like a mother who forgot their child at the store ㅠㅠ I need to go back and take care of that story because I miss it so much now that you've reminded me!!

tbh these past few months haven't been great for writing which is why I was absent from here and wattpad, but since things are more or less normalising now I'm gonna slowly get back into it and hopefully (🤞) update something soon.

#HOW COULD I FORGET MY CHILD AAAA #so many fics need an update its unreal #how do i write again? #oop

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mama bean!!! it’s been so long, how are you?? i hope everything’s ok and happy new year<33

I LIVEEEE

terribly sorry to all of my beans for the prolonged absence, 2024 has been ruthless :')

BUT I'm back now, gonna try to post some stuff soon and get back into writing too ASAP before the miracle of motivation passes. happy new year to you, my bean, and to all of my other beans who may have wondered where I've been too <3

#guess whos back #back again #mama bean is back #2024 SUCKS #the struggle is real #but im still alive so yay

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hi yes I'd like to order a fucking break for the next million years please. thankyou.

#haha mood #why is this me

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time to dig out the never used before notebook hoard methinks

Writing Tip

If you get stuck on a part of whatever you are writing; instead of just staring at a blank Google Doc page. Switch things up and write down some ideas in a notebook using your favorite pen to switch things up.

#lets go bois #time to do some writing #but first i gotta remember how to hold a pen

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Jae would be one of those awfully sour toxic waste thingies which only The Best people appreciate 😤

If your character was candy, what kind would they be?

#i love her #kwon jae / park eunjae #shes my baby #character development

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me 24/7 all day every day: god I can't wait to go home and write

me the second I get home: I Am Quitting Writing

#why is this me

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was fantasizing about vampires biting my neck today and realised that I would be the worst immortal ever. not because of my moral compass being slightly off, but because I dont pay attention to things that are irrelevant to the tiny bubble of (dis)comfort I live in.

like, who's the prime minister rn? couldnt tell you. what time is the BBC news usually on? dont care, never really bothered to watch it. what happened in Syria when everyone was concerned about it a couple years back? idk dude, terrorists or something. I was too busy stressing over Biology to pay attention to a war happening in a whole other country man, I'm sorry okay.

literally if I was a vampire or some other long living creature, historians around the world would be so disappointed in me. they'd come to me for info on very specific things from history and I'd be like "idk about that my guy, but I can tell you about that one time I spent an entire lunch break sticking toilet paper to the high school bathroom ceiling with my friends if you wanna hear about it? it's a funny story, I swear!"

and I dont mean it in a disrespectful way - it's not that I dont care that these things are happening!! wars and crime are bad (obviously) and we do not condone such behaviour. it's just that I choose not to listen to such depressing news and tbh knowing who is running this hellhole of a country doesnt concern me when I'm minutes away from throwing myself off a bridge every other day so you know...I got other things to think about.

like what kdrama to watch on the weekends or wtf happens next in the stories I'm writing, for example.

#don't come at me for this okay #i do care #i just prefer to live in blissful detachment from reality #that's why i'd suck as an immortal #but hey if a vampire comes over and requests a snack I'm not gonna refuse

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I make this mistake like 10 times a day and I never learn smh

don't leave me!

#the struggle is real #writers' problems #writerblr #the pain of writing #why won't my story ideas stay in my brain for longer than the exact moment they are born #how dare they #unbelievable #how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions

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man I miss Duan Jiaxu...just might rewatch Hidden Love tomorrow

#duan jiaxu #hidden love #i miss this cdrama #it was so good #why wont my irl friends watch it with me? #sob sob sob

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love the way we booktok girlies collectively decided that having a masked stranger breaking into our house this halloween would be a blessing and not a terrifying traumatic experience :)

like yes pretty psycho baby, take everything you want ❤ heck, you can even have me, I wouldn't complain

#booktok #masked men #why are they so damn fine #in case you havent noticed i have a few screws loose up in the noggin #also if your partner isnt surprising you with a scream cosplay then whats the point #dont judge me #you're just as sane as i am #haha

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I think Jae is like a radioactive lime green colour. she wasn't actually supposed to be anything more than a side character in her world but unfortunately she is able to change her own fate as well as that of those around her. the Writer has no control over what she does to the storyline so yeah, she's like an unstable mess of radioactive green which can't be controlled or stopped.

Blorbo Blursday #4

What color represents your character best? Is this their favorite color or something completely different?

#oops i forgot to post #blorbo blursday #writeblr #oc development #kwon jae