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only you (07) | kim taehyung

chapter seven: the heartbreaking truth

➝ pairing: taehyung x reader

➝ genre: angst, eventual smut, college au, unrequited love au, friends to possible lover au, fuckboy au, slow burn

➝ summary: the words that you never wanted to hear, finally comes out, crushing the last bit of hope you had left.

➝ warnings: implied smut, reader gets her feelings hurt, taehyung is going through something, seokjin is confusing, that’s it really

➝ word count: 2,080 words

➝ author’s note: i am so sorry for taking so long getting this out for you guys. been busy with transfer applications for college, plus work as well :( and if everything goes according to plan, there should be only two more chapters left of the holiday vacation.

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Taehyung could not get you out of his head.

The sight of you in that long crimson dress, your smooth legs and cleavage on display was imbedded in him—and nothing could get you out of his mind. Not when he and Jia had dinner and watched a movie together, or were on the couch, cuddling and making out.

Even right now, with Jia dressed in sexy Santa outfit and straddling his lap, pressing kisses along his neck, you were still his only thought. He could only think about what you and Seokjin were up to this moment. You two have been gone for nearly three hours now and he still hasn’t heard anything from you.

Millions of thoughts ran through his head.

What were you two doing right now? Did you two actually go out to eat or did Seokjin rent a hotel room just for the two of you to fuck?—the thought of that alone made him cringe.

Suddenly, the image of you and your sexy outfit resurfaced his mind. You have never dressed that way for him before, even when you two went to fancy restaurants you always wore something to cover yourself up.

Why would you wear something so revealing for his brother and not him?

Have you always wanted to sleep with Seokjin?

Taehyung immediately shook that thought away—you weren’t that type of person. There has never been a moment where he had seen you check out his brother, romantically or sexually, so there was no way you would fuck him.

But that did not stop him from thinking it though—knowing that if you and Seokjin got drunk, anything can happen—

“Okay, what the fuck is wrong with you, Taehyung?!”

At the sound of Jia’s angry voice brought Taehyung back to reality, his eyes landing on her still straddling his lap with her arms crossed over her chest and eyes glaring down at him. “S-Sorry, what did you say?”

That only made her roll her eyes and scoff. “Whatever…”

When Jia tried to climb off his lap Taehyung was quick to grab and put her back down on his thighs. “I’m sorry, baby, really I am. I was just distracted.”

“By what?”

Taehyung froze, nibbling on his bottom lip. He knew that telling her the real reason he was distracted was because of you was not a good idea. “It’s nothing.”

From the looks of her face, Jia did not look convinced by his words, so Taehyung did the only thing he could of—he kissed her.

Pressing his lips against hers, Taehyung ran his hands along her hips, fingers grazing her skin as their lips moved in sync, a moan coming out of her as he swiped his tongue across her bottom lip and entered her mouth.

Taehyung groaned when he felt her suddenly grind against his growing bulge, tightening the grip he had on her waist as he felt himself starting force his hips up into her, forcing another moan out of her.

Pulling away from her lips, Taehyung asked with a smirk on his face. “Shall we take this to our room?” A peck from her was all he needed before standing up from the couch with her in his arms and her legs around his waist, carrying her to their shared room.

The thought of you in his mind slowly began to diminish, but never seemed to completely vanish.

The restaurant Seokjin took you to went beyond your expectations.

You always knew he was a man that fancied fancy things, but the moment you stepped inside the place you knew that this far from what you thought of him. While you felt like you did not belong here, Seokjin was the complete opposite, walking into the place as if he owned it, each step he took was with nothing but absolute confidence.

And you did not miss the way the hostesses eyed him, and would right after glare at you when realizing that he was with you, his hand around your waist and guiding you to your table.

Dinner went surprisingly well, the conversations between the two of you flowed smoothly without any awkward pauses. You two talked about everything—about your school, about his job, any plans once you two returned home from break.

Everything was going great—until a certain someone was mentioned.

“So,” Seokjin spoke up. “How are things going between you and Taehyung?”

You froze, eyes staring directly at his as you felt the air in your throat get stuck. “I-I—we’re fine. Why are you asking?”

Seokjin shrugged. “Just wondering. Things seem tensed between the two of you—especially with that girl, Jia, I think her name is, here.”

“Well, we’re fine.”

Seokjin pursed his lips. He immediately knew you were lying judging from your harsh tone and avoiding gaze. “You know you can talk to me, right? I know you aren’t happy with her being here on this trip with Taehyung.”

That made you stare at him confusingly. “Why would you say that?”

“Because you love him.”

You felt the world around you completely stop, dropping the fork that you held in your hand as your eyes burned into him. “How—I-I mean, you’re crazy. I don’t have any feelings for Taehyung.”

“Come on ____,” Seokjin sighed, shaking his head. “It doesn’t take rocket science to know that you love him—everyone knows.” Your heart fell at his words, your mind immediately thinking of Taehyung, and Seokjin seemed to notice that too because he quickly added, “everyone except for Taehyung.“

That relieved some of the anxious feeling you had, but that did not stop your heart from beating roughly inside your chest.

“Don’t worry though, your secret is safe with me. But if you want my opinion, you deserve someone better—someone who knows what they want, which is not my brother.”

You frowned, not saying anything. You’ve lost count of how many times you’ve heard someone say those exact words—how you deserved someone better. But that doesn’t stop the feelings you have for him. Nothing did.

The rest of dinner was eaten in silence.

A part of you wished that you never agreed to go out with Seokjin.

In the beginning you were enjoying your time with him, that was until he brought up Taehyung and your crush on his younger brother. After that, you were afraid to speak up for the rest of the night, afraid that the moment you opened your mouth that everything would start coming out and judging from how he has been teasing Taehyung lately, Seokjin was the last person you wanted to open up to.

When you two got back to the hotel, the first thing you noticed was that neither of your parents returned yet.

After thanking Seokjin for the night, you made your way your room with him following closely behind you, stopping at his room along the way.

As you neared your room, you couldn’t help but freeze when you heard a certain female voice, your head turning and eyes landing on Taehyung’s slightly cracked door. You knew you shouldn’t, you knew that ease dropping was wrong but you couldn’t stop yourself from inching closer to his room.

“What’s wrong with you lately, Taehyung?”

Peeking through his cracked doorway, your heart clenched at the sight of them laying underneath the covers, hair disheveled, body glistening with sweat, and skin covered in dark purple bruises and bright red scratches.

“What did you mean?” Taehyung asks, running his hand along her arm and nuzzling his nose against her hair.

Jia shrugged, shuffling around so that her head and arm was now resting against his bare chest. “Ever since ____ left with your brother you have been out of it. It’s almost like you’re jealous or something.”

Your eyes slightly widened and a small gasp came out of your mouth.

You did not miss the way Taehyung tensed when those words came out of her mouth. It was almost like what she said was true. The actual thought of him being jealous made your heart race.

“Don’t be ridiculous.” Taehyung scoffed, crushing the thought you had into dust. “I’m not jealous—it’s just weird, ya know, knowing my brother and best friend are out having dinner together—dressed like that. Those are ‘fuck me’ type of clothes…”

“Okay and,” Jia stares at him confusingly. “Would it be so bad if they fuck? Why, do you want to sleep with her instead?”

Your heart stopped and Taehyung’s eyes widen. “What’s with you—why would you say that? ____ is my best friend.” You felt your chest tighten at the sound of his frustrated voice.

“I’m just saying,” Jia sat up, holding the sheets against her bare body and shrugging her shoulders. “I’ve never seen best friends act like the two of you. It’s almost like you have feelings for her—do you?”

“No, of course not.” You hate how quick those words came out of his mouth. “We’re just friends, that’s it!”

“It’s just weird, I’ve never seen two friends so close to each other before.” Jia continued to speak as she laid back down against his chest, running her finger across his skin. “You two just seem perfect for each other, that’s all I’m saying. Are you sure there isn’t anything going between the two of you?”

You felt your heart clench as you saw Taehyung tighten his arms around her and lean down, pecking the top of her head. “I promise you that there is nothing going on between me and ____. We work as friends, and that is it.”

Your fingers dug into your palm from his words. “What do you mean?”

“We’re just—” Taehyung pauses, making the aching feeling in your chest hurt even more. “We may be good friends, but we would never last as a couple. We’re just two completely different people.”

“Yeah, I can see what you mean.” Jia agreed, relaxing into his touch. “She doesn’t really seem like your type too if I’m being honest. You like beautiful girls who are adventurous, fun, exciting. She is just, plain almost, boring even. I mean, I already guessed that when you told me you two were going to some art museum at the mall,” chuckling, she says.

Taehyung doesn’t say anything to that, and that hurt. Does he think that way about you?

“That’s good for me then.” She continues to speak. “It means I won’t have any competition for you.”

“Trust me baby,” your heart clenched at the sight of him smiling down at her and pecking her forehead. “You have nothing to worry about. There is nothing going on between us and there never will be.”

You pulled away from the doorway so fast as if it was fire and it burned you, the tears glistening in your eyes finally escaping, a few sliding down and staining your cheeks.

You slowly made your way to your room (completely unaware of the pair of eyes watching you from down the hall) and the moment you closed the door behind you, the sobs that were in your throat was released.

Taehyung doesn’t love you, and he never will.

You two will never be together.

And you needed to finally accept that.

When morning came, the atmosphere in the penthouse changed drastically—Taehyung knew that the moment he came downstairs for breakfast alone (Jia was still asleep upstairs), and found your place at the table was empty, along with your mother.

“Where is ____,” was the first thing that came out of his mouth as he sat down—you never missed family breakfast.

His mother was the one to answer. “Oh, her mother took her out for a walk around Central Park, poor girl seemed upset this morning.”

Taehyung furrowed his brows, confused as to what could have happened with you. His eyes then landed on his brother who was eating his breakfast silently. “What did you do?” The question came out instantly as he got up from his seat and made his way around the table and approached him, standing above him.

Seokjin stared confusingly. “What do you mean?”

“She was fine when she left with you last night.” Taehyung pointed out. “But now she is upset with something—what did you do?!”

“I didn’t do anything.” Seokjin answered truthfully. “Maybe she is upset with something else, because we had a great time last night and she was fine when we got back here.”

“You must have done something.” Taehyung continued accusing his older brother, blood boiling. “She was perfectly fine last night before you two left and you were the last person she was with. If you had nothing to do with it, what could have happened in the time frame between now and the time you two left?”

Taehyung did not know why, but when seeing Seokjin smirked at him and hearing his next words, a bone-chilling feeling that he could not describe went down his spine.

“Well, maybe she heard something she was not suppose to.”

chapter eight: slowly losing you

days has passed since that night and you are beginning to accept the fact that you and taehyung will never happen. as for taehyung, he can feel you slowly pulling away from him.

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