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cals-xals · 2 years
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When i want to eat something but i don't have the energy to get out of bed cuz i didn't eat anything lol
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cals-xals · 2 years
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ur daughter is not fine she’s on ed tumblr in 2022.
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cals-xals · 2 years
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i just don’t understand how i will cry because im fat and then go binge. how disgusting could a person possibly be?
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cals-xals · 2 years
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it’s ok. i mean it’s not ok, but it’s ok
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cals-xals · 2 years
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So I've been eating 3 meals a day for the past 3 days. I didn't care if they were healthy or not, not even how many calories were in them. And i didn't binge so I'm very proud of myself. I honestly feel so much better and i wanna keep doing that and eat a bit healthier.
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cals-xals · 2 years
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My dad just made me the best oatmeal I've ever eaten and i have literally no guilt. It was high calorie but it was really healthy and delicious!! That's literally the only thing I'll never feel guilty for eating
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cals-xals · 2 years
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Please, can someone comment/dm me meanspo or bully me or whatever the fuck you want? I just want motivation to lose this fucking disgusting weight and fat. Please.
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cals-xals · 2 years
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motherfucker
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cals-xals · 2 years
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I am literally so fucking sick of myself and my disgusting body. My body is covered in stretch marks, fat and scars. I fucking hate it but i just can't stop binging and gaining weight. My bf eats 1-2 meals a day and I'm so jealous of him. And I'm scared that he'll leave me cuz of how fat and ugly i am. I just can't stick to a diet or control myself anymore. Wherever i go i am the fattest. Why am i so fucking useless and lazy and fat? I hate myself so much.
Does anyone have any tips on how to control myself? Please. I'm fucking desperate.
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cals-xals · 2 years
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THIS. THIS IS WHY I CAN'T LOOSE ANY WEIGHT.
loosing weight is so hard when that same exact voice in your head that tells you you’re ugly and fat and disgusting says that it’s ok to have that piece of cake. and it’s ok to have another. and another. and another. and then afterwards, it blames it on you.
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cals-xals · 2 years
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I always say "I binged so much" and I literally just ate like a regular person
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cals-xals · 2 years
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I feel like i have a failed ed. Like I know that something is wrong with me and that not everyone thinks like me. I eat normal most of the time and have this huge guilt every time I eat but don't do anything abt it. Only some days I restrict and don't feel like it's enough. I don't feel valid or that my ed is valid at all. I honestly don't know what to do. I hate myself so much.
I'm a single child so my mom notices if the food is gone or not so i can't really lie that I've ate earlier. If you have any tips on how to stay on a diet pls let me know <3
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cals-xals · 2 years
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Hi hi
Does someone wanna do this diet with me and start it tmrw? Dm me if you do :)
I think it'll give me more motivation :)
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cals-xals · 2 years
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I made another diet that fits me but feel free to use it and stay safe :)
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cals-xals · 2 years
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This but also have good grades
I WANNA BE SKINNY. NOTHING MORE THAN BE SKINNY.
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cals-xals · 2 years
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I made a diet that should start on Monday cuz the highlighted days are weekends.
I will start it on January 31st and finish it February 27.
I'll post an ubdate on how much weight i lost from the previous diet on January 30th and an ubdate from how much i lost from this one on February 27th.
Feel free to do it if you want :)
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cals-xals · 2 years
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My goal is to lose 3 kg (6 lbs) before February and before June 17th i wanna lose 16 kg (35 lbs). I'll start getting serious when school starts cuz I'm fucking done with being fat and disgusting.
I can't look at myself anymore. I'm so disgusting.
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