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emmablackofficial ยท 4 years
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Hi all!
So Iโ€™ve recently released my first music video, called โ€˜Use meโ€™. It deals with bulimia, struggling to conform to the increasing pressures of society, drugs, mental health and fun things like that.
I was formerly a high fashion model, which massively fucked me up, and I suffered with anorexia and then bulimia. I later bought my way out of my contract as I recognised I was no longer willing to, quite literally, change myself for other people.
I remember my bulimic / anorexic days so well. Food was all I thought about. It ruled my life. I was scared of bread. Hunger heightened my anxiety. I couldnโ€™t imagine time where I would never NOT think about food.
But that time did come. And itโ€™s such a good time.
My latest BTS from this music video discusses more. By all means check it out. Iโ€™ll post the music video below, and you can find the BTS on my channel from 2pm GMT today.
Iโ€™m here to help spread the word and also help anyone out who needs to talk. I currently sponsor someone in OA (over eaters anonymous- but also deals with anorexia etc).
All the best to you.
Emma
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