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[faofinn]

I'm sorry but this is 1000% Finn and (I was gonna say fao, but i think it's just finn with every single person in his life )

#ev shitposts

[faofinn]

Huh.

I just realised I'll need to change the blog title.

I also found the jar of teabags in the cupboard, sitting next to the sugar.

I still don't understand how we can have five years with never a day having not spoken, to a complete no-contact order and a fuck u from people I thought were friends..

I mean, at least it was just a dead pet this time. Last time my grandma pulled this stunt was six months after my mum's death and *on* the day of my (dads side) granddad's funeral.

But fr.

tf am i supposed to do with all the tea?? I can't stand the stuff.

At least the presents and crap (aside from the scrapbook of us🥴) can be donated, but I'm p sure you can't donate opened tea bags

#ev posts #it's kinda depressing #but also a genuine question #bc it seems like such a waste #family never stays #and neither do friends #so imma quit it for 2k24

[faofinn]

NEW FIC INCOMING!

1 - Fred and She pre-partners (in crime), Sheila has a shit upbringing and Fred is a lot more privileged.

Both She and Fred get hurt, they fwll in love, and their family and future collapse around them.

2 - Steve has a tragic history, we've seen that before, but it's never explained how he actually ended up with Fred.

3- The only way to keep Finn and Hars outta trouble? Have them babysit the other in the basement.

The back-to-school illness season had been through the entire family, and had returned to kick Finn's arse. Much to Steve’s frustration, Hars is working with a broken wrist, too. He's also the reason Steve’s turning grey.

#whump writing #oc #whump prompt #fic #whump #finn daniels #the wolf and the ghost #harrison #crime au #sheila daniels #fred daniels #Harrison Cunningham-Cole #tho technically he's just Cunningham rn #steve Cunningham

[faofinn]

I'm currently just shitposting on here, but I promise I'm trying to get stuff done!

But this is why Finn isn't allowed to run hostage drills with Harrison any more.

#finn #harrison #shitpost

[faofinn]

For the first time in two months, I had muse last night, and actually wrote three pages. I've got my fingers crossed it continues 🤞

In the meantime, here's Fred. Being the university prof for history etc, this most defo happens. Also, Finn defo does this with Apollo and nobody can tell me otherwise.

#whump writing #ev posts #fred daniels

[faofinn]

MediWhumpMay will no longer be continuing.

Unfortunately due to the breakup of Shiv and myself, and the breakdown of our relationship/any communication/writing, I'm unable to continue with it by myself.

Apologies for the continuing disappointment.

#whump writing #whump prompt #mediwhumpmay #writing challenge #apologies

[faofinn]

And, with all this, I've got to admit that I feel like I've let everyone down. While it takes two to tango, I feel an awful lot of blame for it too - shiv has other works and fics with either him or him with a different name, but all of my stuff is on here. We'd not written half of what we wanted to, and I can't see it wver being written, whereas Fao appears in multiple other things, y’know? The Daniels don't exist out of here and is just a lot

A question.

We're in a situation where there is no more Fao and Finn.

Shiv has left, taking Fao and Ely (epoch's, but too much to talk to both of us), and leaving all our fics frozen still.

As mentioned previously, you can find shiv on ao3, but all of my work has only ever been on here.

Would people be interested in a rewritten situation where the Daniels etc remain (but without Fao obv)? Fao left in prev works but removed from future? Leaving the blog frozen with no changes or additions? Completely new characters on a new blog that has zero to do with the boys?

If anyone has any tips etc, they'd be appreciated.

[faofinn]

A question.

We're in a situation where there is no more Fao and Finn.

Shiv has left, taking Fao and Ely (epoch's, but too much to talk to both of us), and leaving all our fics frozen still.

As mentioned previously, you can find shiv on ao3, but all of my work has only ever been on here.

Would people be interested in a rewritten situation where the Daniels etc remain (but without Fao obv)? Fao left in prev works but removed from future? Leaving the blog frozen with no changes or additions? Completely new characters on a new blog that has zero to do with the boys?

If anyone has any tips etc, they'd be appreciated.

#ev posts #faofinn breakup #this isn't how i expectedly the blog to go ngl #but i also didn't expect to be split up either tbh #we've got five years of writing every single day behind us #but now I'm not allowed to even message every day #hell even any week #shout out to mental illness for ruining my life again #ironically enough it wasn’t my depression that broke the straw #but i did try and off myself the same day shiv broke up with me lmao #and not a week has gone by without a tragedy #I've had too many deaths in the family #and three prealerts #two resus stays #and another three admissions #and not one of them was for my bloody mental health #it's literally a broken heart #they've actually genuinely considered it and it blows my tiny medical mind.

[faofinn]

Harrison and SOULS

Mentioned previously in a comment, this was our final writing together, and, as one of my faves, it deserves to see the light of day.

I'll be working on chopping the doc down and getting it put on the in the next few weeks.

#ev posts #whump writing #harrison #oc #whump prompt #fic #whump #finn daniels #the wolf and the ghost #crime au

[faofinn]

"Finn, you've done nothing but sit and look at your phone all afternoon. The hell are you watching that's so important?"

*Sheila then asked Fred and Finn the same question a while later*

#ev posts #ev shitpost #finn daniels #Fred Daniels #sheila daniels

[faofinn]

I'm sorry did you say :

Alex and Fao’s backstory?

Finn's TBI?

Harrison’s BTK amputation?

Steve/Hars/Fao/Finn's PTSD?

Harrison's capture by SOULS (it's written a bit but I'm not sure where we stand rn)?

Steve losing his family, only to repeatedly face losing his new son

the thing is, i WANT to read stories where The Bad Thing happens. you know, the narrowly-avoided outcome, the thing where the protagonist and friends are like "phew! glad THAT didn't happen!" i want to see it happen. i want the protagonist to get held captive and experimented on, maybe for a prolonged period of time. i want them to make a deal with the devil and live with the consequences. i want them to be forced to work for the enemy. i want the bad things to Happen, and i want to see them Happen for more than a single scene.

#ziptalks #bad thing writing #ev posts

[faofinn]

Not whump and idgaf.

I(Ev) stand with Palestine.

I'm with Hind Rajab. 6 years old.

I'm with Dunia Abu Mohsen. 12 years old.

I'm with Sidra Hassouna. 12 years old.

They're just kids. They should never have had to be a part of it, to witness it, to even hear about it. They deserved better. Their names won't be silenced, and the only absolutely tiny piece of good is that they're no longer suffering through a war zone, no longer in pain and grieving. But none of this should ever have happened.

They deserved better.

They deserved to live.

looking at (vetted) gofundmes for people trying to escape palestine and i don't know how many of you actually click on the gofundme links you reblog but i would like to point out, for what it's worth, just how amazing it is that so many have raised so much money. it may overall feel like a drop in the ocean but the fact that several gofundmes have raised tens of thousands of dollars is amazing. it is so expensive to leave gaza right now, and people still need money after they escape. but regardless of what propaganda the US, UK, canada, and other western nations are trying to pump out, people across the world are doing what they can to help these people survive. many of them are still very far from their goals (like this one and this one and this one) and some of them are very close to high goals (like this one), and some of them have reached almost double their original goal.

and that's not even addressing direct aid or organizations that take continuous donations for distribution of food, menstrual products, etc. the PCRF has raised $16,000,000 of their target goal of $20,000,000 to fund current aid and long-term relief efforts in gaza. ANERA's febuary 13th update discusses the material ways they helped palestinians today:

(ANERA donate link)

my point is, it often feels like the world is turning a blind eye to palestine. but i would like to point out that there is an important difference between "the world" and "western political leaders and media narratives". a breathtaking amount of real people, the people who make up the world, are trying to help. in the face of israel attempting to commit genocide, the world is saying No. These people deserve to live. and literally sending millions of dollars internationally, through the internet connection that israel has desperately been trying to destroy.

it may not feel like it matters in the grand scheme of things. but to the people who get fresh clothes, or a hot meal, or blankets, or the kids who get new toys, or to the people who are able to bring their families to safety, it matters to them. go make someone's day better. i've linked so many options with ways to do that.

#ev posts #palestine #help for palestine #gofundme #not whump #war #i stand with palestine

[faofinn]

This is Finn and Apollo and nobody can tell me otherwise.

#ev posts #I'm still here #but i don't know the future of this blog #and it's ironic that my mental health is the best it's been in years after all the shit at the start of this month #i have a few ideas for fics but idk how things work now #so maybe they'll get posted #or maybe not

[faofinn]

Hey, Fao.

It's your birthday today 🎂

You made it another rotation around the sun🎉

Blog wise, we may not be writing, and the future is uncertain, but I've not stopped hoping for the future we created in our hearts.

Our boys have been through worse and stuck together, and that's what I'm holding on to, bettering myself for. Their stories aren't over, and neither are ours.

#ev posts #fao blackwood #Happy birthday #ev goes meta

[faofinn]

Unfortunately, this blog is over, much like our relationship.

It has been a wild ride with the boys, and it had been a privilege to write them. I don’t know what Shiv is doing with the blog, and it could very well be that she continues - she's had Fao and Ely a lot longer.

Either way, it's the end of the line, end of an era. I'm sorry to everyone I've let down, Shiv included. I had hoped this wouldn't happen, that I'd be better, but I couldn’t. I always knew my mental health would win, and unfortunately, it has just dug its claws in deep and ripped everything apart. At the end of the day, you get what you deserve, and mine is just six feet of dirt.

#ev posts #suicide references #that's all

[faofinn]

Unfortunately, this blog is over, much like our relationship.

It has been a wild ride with the boys, and it had been a privilege to write them. I don’t know what Shiv is doing with the blog, and it could very well be that she continues - she's had Fao and Ely a lot longer.

Either way, it's the end of the line, end of an era. I'm sorry to everyone I've let down, Shiv included. I had hoped this wouldn't happen, that I'd be better, but I couldn’t. I always knew my mental health would win, and unfortunately, it has just dug its claws in deep and ripped everything apart. At the end of the day, you get what you deserve, and mine is just six feet of dirt.

#ev posts #suicide references #that's all

[faofinn]

🎹💙

🎹 - Do you utilize whump to sleep?

I do! Not always, but I'm always thinking of scenarios etc to sleep, whumpy or otherwise. It's something I've done since I was a kid, and it can often help me develop ideas into stories to write.

💙 - How long have you been into whump?

Formally calling it whump? 5 or 6 years I think, through tumblr initially and then discord. Before that though, I've sort of always been interested in it, I always liked those episodes of TV when characters got hurt, and I remember my favourite chapter of a book being a whumpy one for years. So I guess it's something I've always liked, haha

-Shiv (also sorry this took so long to answer I'd put it in drafts and forgotten about it, oops)

#ask answered #ask game #shiv speaks