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#gore #blood #colombian necktie #pony #horse #mlp #tw blood #tw cuts #this was in my backlog of art to upload #this piece is from 2020 #pony oc

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Hi.

Still here, and I'm not doing okay.

I hate how people seem to like me since I still hate myself majorly.

Anyways, major art update soon revealing more of my characters. Made a bunch of new horse-like creatures. Also, will be revealing how Roze's mind works too and the characters in her head soon. I gotta fix up how they are first-

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LITTLEST PET SHOPS ARE BACK

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Those feelings keep striking me, hard.

I don't want to do this anymore.

Living is fucking hard and I'm tired of trying.

I really don't wanna fucking do this anymore.

#vent #tired #fucking done with life #why not #its not like I'm fucking important anyway #its always painful

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The spout is a goose

Or a swan, I can't tell-

I just find it awesome and wish to have a goose shaped spout in my house-

Rose Quartz Sink

#goose #swan #quartz #aesthetic #photography #art #light pink

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Fuck.

Just fuck everything.

I miss my parents.

I'm not okay.

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Happy Thanksgiving

I'm thankful that I got to meet such a cool fellow artist such as yourself. Your stuff really inspires me to keep drawing and creating, even when I'm feeling down and out of it. Thank you for continuing to do the things you do and being yourself. Even though I'm too scared to tell you directly, I hope this finds you well.

#annonymous #fellow artists #to all that create art

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This is Frank.

I love them so much.

They're such a cute baby that loves to hunt things that move.

I believe that they're a bold jumper (Phidippus audax), and they're in their 7th instar.

He has a cute temporary habitat until the Tarantula Cribs enclosures come in a few weeks. And yes, it's a bk icecream cup with holes poked into it. It works.

DIYed by yours truly from a stick, a fake stem, popsicle sticks, hot glue, some string, a few magnets, moss from outside, and some dollar store flare with the sunflowers. They love running around in it.

#jumping spider #spoods #bold jumping spider #tw spiders #pet spider #They're named after snake Frank from funny Australian youtuber dankpods #unsure of the gender of Frank the spider #name might change #idk

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The first thing I did with my first paycheck was buy 2 tarantula cribs small switch enclosures.

The shipping says to wait 3-4 weeks, and in which if I timed my things correctly, should be here around the week of or after Thanksgiving. After is my birthday, the 29th.

It feels good to have money again.

Also, I like my small, simple job as a cashier. Some people are rude every once in a while, but usually it's not too bad.

#bored #word vomit #spider journal #im doing okay

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*sighs*

*needs a hug badly but is unsure who to ask for one*

#lil vent #dressing up for work #black cat

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Cute moth that I found resting on one of those twirling helicopter leaves

Not sure of the species, but it was about an inch in length

It had lime green eyes too, instead of the typical black that I've seen-

#moth #moths #fluffy butterfly #yeah i managed to pick them up #wish I had my macro lens at the time-

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Tmw you wanna do an art challenge with someone, but you're too scared to ask them-

Mainly a cool little idea to come up with a design from an idea for a character from a few trait details-

Then we compare lineart/sketches and/or color and shade each other's with a picked theme or a palette-

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So like, holy shit-

I've dipped out of many communities. Like, the LPS community is still pretty strong, but youtube videos are heavily restrained because of the COPPA bullshit and LPS videos getting heavily hit. That was the death of my interest on that platform and the knife in the dream I had.

Minecraft, I tuned out when Techno died. It just felt weird. The DreamSMP was a hyperfixation of mine. It was stupid humor, but I fell for it. Wilbur and Tommy started another country over having a fictional hotdog van, having that spiral out of control with a dumb election for their leader, Wilbur's bad boy arc, leaving his unfinished symphony of L'Manburg. I geeked out and watched the livestream from Wilbur and Tommy's povs on those days of reckoning. I remember the day that wither was released and the initial destruction began. I was in my freshman college dorm room, too scared to leave and do much, but somehow weirdly comforted by the silly shenanigans the streamers I watched at the time did. It was fun, and honestly, was the brightest moments, out of exploring campus at night and being too scared to go to class. Kinda remember flocking to Eret's stream during 2020 politics, because I couldn't turn to anyone who wasn't talking about it, not even my bf.

The new horse show is cool, and the fandom is still cool, but I can't trust people easily anymore because of it. Most of my art revolves around horses anyway since they're easy to draw. The trusting people thing involves someone taking advantage of me, and they are, still, heavily wanting to be a part of the fandom. Just, beware of light blue alicorns. They could be a disgusting bug in disguise.

Now I don't involve myself in much.

#text post #word vomit #bored so I'm just letting my fingers type

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