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the interview with the exes | kim seungmin

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the studio is a small white room. there are two seats in the middle of it. there’s minimal lighting in the room. the crew stands in silence, watching the interview unfold.

two people enter and take a seat.

and so, the interview with your ex begins as the camera starts rolling.

[interviewer: hi guys, thank you for agreeing to this interview, should we get started?]

seungmin: [nods politely]

y/n: [smiles at the camera before nodding]

[interviewer: can you guys introduce yourselves while looking at the camera and state your relation?]

seungmin: [bowing slightly at the camera] hi, i’m kim seungmin.

y/n: i’m l/n y/n and we’re exes.

[interviewer: tell us how guys met?]

seungmin: [rubs his palms on his jeans, gazing at the floor] we were…um, we were married.

y/n: [prompting] it was an arranged marriage

seungmin: …yes

[interviewer: were you betrothed since childhood or..?]

y/n: oh no no, nothing of that sort. we were just…well it was a matter of convenience

seungmin: [pushing his glasses up his nose] our families believed that we were good for each other and…well yes, there was the matter of convenience. it was required for the business

[interviewer: i’m sorry, but does that sort of thing still happen in the 21st century?]

y/n: it’s more often than not the…upper elite class would be willing to sell their kids short for businesses

seungmin: [quietly] it wasn’t…they didn’t sell you…

y/n: …

[interviewer: so how come you agreed to this situationship, for the lack of a better term?]

seungmin: umm, we didn’t have much of a choice back then. we were both in graduate school and we were engaged within a year of the announcement

y/n: what he means is that we were both too preoccupied with our degrees and final exams to really spend too much energy on this shitty arrangement

seungmin: [looking down at his lap]

y/n: but we got divorced within two years as well, so…not that it mattered in the end

[interviewer: what was the reason for the divorce?]

y/n: [scoffing] isn’t that obvious?

seungmin: [sighing] we weren’t compatible. it was never going to work

y/n: people can make things work if they want to

seungmin: you didn’t want to be stuck in that marriage either y/n

y/n: stuck? stuck?

seungmin: don’t do this again…

y/n: you really believe i thought of our marriage, no matter what the situation was, as a purgatory hell? you think we were stuck in it?

seungmin: do you have to twist my words like that every time?

y/n: i thought you would try seungmin…you always tried your best at everything…

seungmin: …

y/n: just say it was inconvenient for you, just say you never saw me that way and just…just be done with it. what is the point of all this incompatibility shit?

seungmin: …

[interviewer: we’ve not had a couple who had been married here before, so how exactly did you two uh…part ways? and how was that taken by your families?]

y/n: we fought with our parents

seungmin: i wouldn’t say we fought…

y/n: you might not have, but i did

seungmin: oh…i thought…

y/n: you thought that it took me a week to make my parents comply by being civil and logical? [laughs softly]

seungmin: right [smiles] i always forget how…determined your family can be

y/n: kim seungmin, you and your honey coated words…[turning to the camera] what he really means is that me and my family can both be pretty stubborn and hard headed. honestly, it was a surprise his parents didn’t disapprove of at least my personality

seungmin: you’re kidding right? my parents loved you! it was always ‘y/n this’ and ‘y/n that’... at one point i assumed they would have just adopted you if not have had married us off

y/n: liar [turning towards seungmin] you were the apple of the eye, the rank # 1 every mother-in-law’s dream…surely your own parents were proud of that

seungmin: [hiding a smile] not so much as people make it out to be

y/n: …

seungmin: …

y/n: i–well… needless to say, we put our feet down. it was a tedious process but…but i wonder why we ever agreed to it in the first place

seungmin: …

seungmin: do you think we could have avoided this if you had fought with your parents in the first place?

y/n: [smiling, softly] maybe…

seungmin: [staring at y/n, they don’t seem to notice]

[interviewer: in your short time together as a married couple, were there things you liked about each other or grew used to?]

seungmin: your kimchi jiggae…

y/n: [confused]

seungmin: [flustered] i…i remember the morning after i first came home drunk, you made me a hangover stew. [smiling] i heard you bugged your grandma for the recipe at three in the morning

y/n: [realising, now flustered too] you–i can’t believe my own grandma outed me like that!

seungmin: [laughing softly]

y/n: …

y/n: you kept saying you were sick of ordering takeout the whole time and i didn’t want you to force down my sorry excuse of toast and butter in the morning for breakfast. i just thought it would be a nice change…

seungmin: so you cooked for me?

y/n: [crossing arms across chest] i realise now i should have just let you suffer…

seungmin: [smiling]

y/n: stop smiling, you inhaled that stew like you had been starved for ages

seungmin: that was the first time you cooked for me

y/n: it was too salty

seungmin: [shrugs]

y/n: …

[interviewer (to y/n): what about you, were there things you grew fond of about him?]

y/n: oh uh…

seungmin: [listening intently]

y/n: it will sound cheesy, i’m afraid…he was always respectful of my choices. no matter how unreasonable they were, and god knows i’ve been unreasonable for most of my life

seungmin: …

y/n: i know i was petty, for being married off without consent, hell i might have unconsciously made it my life’s purpose to be petty and make our married life miserable but…[turning to seungmin] i couldn’t go through with it

seungmin: you know i didn’t blame you

y/n: well you should have because i genuinely started to like you. i genuinely wanted to make it work but the more i started putting in efforts, the better i understood you and i realised that…

seungmin: [looking away]

y/n: [softly] that you just didn’t see me that way. that you would never see me that way. not even in six months, not on our first anniversary, not ten years down the line…you just couldn’t love me because it was never me. it would never be me

[a pregnant pause falls upon the studio.]

[interviewer (to seungmin): do you think you could have made it work?]

seungmin: [sighing] we were young…younger than we are now. i did not want us to be put into an arrangement and made to live a premeditated scheme of plans for the sake of business

y/n: [mumbling] that was not the question…

seungmin: …

[interviewer: would you say, at any point of your time together, you genuinely liked the other person?]

seungmin: …

y/n: …

y/n: i loved you…i did. its stupid, but i knew defeat when i saw it. i knew it the day my mother told me about the engagement…and i tried seungmin, i tried to love you. if i really was going to be “stuck” with you, i could at least learn to love you…but you…you were just…you made me feel like shit

seungmin: i’m sorry…

y/n: [shaking their head, pinched expression] don’t…don’t apologise. i feel dumb enough to have fallen for my own husband, don’t make me regret it at least

seungmin: y/n…

y/n: …

seungmin: i grew tired of trying. i grew tired of being the best…believe me, i was ready to offer you the world but i couldn’t, i wasn’t going to be the one holding you back because of some vows we didn’t even write ourselves

y/n: you thought you weren’t enough [turning to him]

seungmin: [opens his mouth to say something, but doesn’t]

y/n: i knew you kim seungmin, i knew you before the date of our engagement was circled in on all the calendars, i knew you you through the snippets of your accomplishments published in the top 10 successful heirs, i knew you better than your posed photoshoots, i knew you wiser than your scripted interviews…kim seungmin, you always were and still are afraid of not being enough

seungmin: …

y/n: i could read you as clear as day, i saw you struggling to make yourself a worthy husband, pushing through my petty attempts of a rebellion and you still…i still fell for you. i fell for you with all your insecurities and you knew – you knew that i knew about them – and instead of talking to me about it, you chickened out

seungmin: i couldn’t measure up to myself y/n, how was i supposed to sit back and bask in someone else’s…love…if i couldn’t see their reason in doing so?

y/n: you are much more than you make yourself out to be seungmin…

seungmin: …

y/n: i wish…i wish you had given us a chance

[interviewer: would you say you regretted what you had?]

seungmin: i regretted the way we had it. but every moment with y/n, i am fond of it

y/n: i regret our time together, it makes me realise that under other circumstances, we might have made it work

seungmin: …you really think that?

y/n: in the end…i fell for you despite everything. you matter to me as a person seungmin, and i never measured your worth with regards to your accomplishments

seungmin: that…strangely comforts me. those words – i wish someone had told them to me sooner – maybe, i wouldn’t have fucked it up so bad then

y/n: i loved the seungmin that would let me have my way and silently have my salty food. it comforted me too

seungmin: …

[interviewer: if you could, would you go back and start over again?]

y/n: [glances at seungmin]

[the camera pans to seungmin’s face]

seungmin: i think…i think i would really like us to get to know each other better. to be friends first…

y/n: …

seungmin: …i understand if that is too much to ask [smiles wryly] but it is just a hypothetical question, right?

y/n: i would like that too. be friends, i mean. i would want to get to know the seungmin beyond the scripted interviews and photoshoots.

seungmin: [smiles at the floor]

[interviewer: that’s a wrap for today. thank you both, for agreeing to do this interview. we wish you the best for the future.]

the crew starts dissipating, moving around the two and helping them out of their mics. someone hands y/n a tissue and a bottle of water.

the two thank the crew for their hard work.

seungmin: [approaching y/n] so uh…you know the restaurant down the block?

y/n: [smiling] the kimchi jiggae place?

seungmin: [fiddling with his fingers] yeah…i was thinking, if you’re free right now, would you want to grab lunch? unless you don’t want to, in which case–

y/n: yes

seungmin: [slightly flustered] what?

y/n: yes, i would like to get lunch with you

seungmin: t-that’s great. i’ll just call my driver and tell him to bring the car around

the camera catches a last glance of the two, walking away as seungmin texts his secretary to cancel all his afternoon plans. he holds the door open for you and with a final smile on his face, the camera blinks shut.

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kalopsia-things · 2 years

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Things I think of when I think of: SVT

notes: these are things I think of when I think of the members of seventeen. these are my own opinions. this has also morphed into them as boyfriends as well, so enjoy both

bonus notes: sorry if this is kinda sucky, I tried my best but ideas haven't been coming to me as easily as they normally. Hope you still enjoy though

permanent tag list: @plutominho @soobin-chois

skz | seventeen

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seungcheol / s.coups:

FLIRTY !! back hugs, holding hands, cherries (especially cherry flavoured lip balm), oversized jumpers, "LOOK AT MY S/O!!", dog parents, bringing him and the boys food when they have practice, him swooning when you guys to domestic things, wants a family and for his boys to be uncles. take care of him and support him is the way to his heart because he's glad he can have someone to rely on especially when it comes to leading twelve other boys however, he wouldn't change it for the world. Honestly, I also see him screaming whenever you do something cute to him, I mean come on HIS GIGGLES?! Music to your ears. Choi Seungcheol Best Laughter !

jeonghan:

cheating on games, teasing, flirty banter, teaming up to (affectionately) annoy the other members. Cooking for everyone. Watching you and smirking because he knows you're who he loves and he's slightly cocky about it, but he also is just genuinely amazed at how you could love him as much as you do. and make sure he never forgets that. playfully scolding him when he teases the babies a bit too much. texting you random things, but when you text back he leaves you on read only for him to respond two hours later with 'lol, forgot to text you back'. Will spam you with face time calls when he's on tour or just when he's bored.

joshua:

serenading you, gentleman, watching you from across the room with a loving gaze, hand holding, low-key pda, wholesome couple, if spring was a person it would be joshua, I can't tell you why or how I feel this way, but I do. praises you, you guys have photos together, but not many, you as his home screen, a photo of you in his wallet, falling asleep on the sofa watching a movie at night whilst drinking wine, brings you flowers if you like them that is.

jun:

cats, lowkey matching items like rings or necklaces, mood rings, taking bad selfies together just because you can, tops/shirts with long sleeves, visiting cafes together, slow dancing at midnight in the refrigerator light, feeding each other, himbo junhui<3, watching the sunset and just watching the colours reflect onto his face, being so smitten with each other that everything he does just makes you blush and swoon, protective and sweet boyfriend jun = will do everything to make sure you feel loved and safe.

soonyoung / hoshi:

tigers, are we surprised? dancing dates, teaching you the routines for seventeen songs -- and even others that he might know, or he'd learn one you wanted to learn just so he could teach you. the stuffed animal claw machine at arcades. dancing in the rain. sending you selfies and texts anytime he can, helping you take off your make-up when you're tired if you wear makeup that is, CUDDLES, basically attached at the hip, always touching each other in some way. Be his #1 supporter because he's your #1<3

wonwoo:

gaming together, linked pinky fingers, sitting on his lap or between his legs when he plays a game, feeding him snacks, over-sized jumper, reading dates, picking out books for each other, annotating books for each other, winning you a stuffed toy, placing bets on who can win more tickets in the arcade. cooking for him, and enjoying food in general together. he's a quiet but sweet boyfriend, he does things more in actions than words, but his words are also just as sweet.

jihoon / woozi:

sweater/hoodie paws, studio dates, playlists, love expressed more in action than in words, songs about you (a whole separate folder of songs about you), marvel movie marathons, take-out dates aka bringing him take-out to his studio, matching anime pfps, another quieter boyfriend but still loving, he doesn't get jealous often doesn't feel the need to not because he doesn't love you or doesn't care, but he knows you love him and wouldn't do anything that would cause him to be jealous. loves you for you and the way you are and the way you treat his brothers.

seokmin / DK:

love notes on sticky notes randomly spread around your apartment, singing in the shower, daisy chains, the way the sun shines on a warm day, cheek kisses, hand holding, giggling at all times because he’s just so funny, singing on road trips, dancing in the kitchen in refrigerator light, comedy duo, sunshine couple, he has photos of you two in his wallet from a photo booth, him attempting to do your make-up if you wear it, wearing his jumpers cause they're always so warm and smell like him. he's a soft and loving boyfriend, not jealous in any way.

mingyu:

first of all husband material! cooking for you, cooking dates in general, photography dates, hand holding, hand on your waist, hugging you from behind, polaroid pictures in either your phone case or wallet, protective boyfriend! will always stay by your side especially if you're feeling anxious, always willing to go on adventures and to try something. he's also a baby though, so make sure to love and treat him well.

minghao / THE8:

art dates, fashion shows, motivational talks, real-life talks at 2am, realistic advice, photography dates, dancing at the studio and bringing them lunch/dinner, low-key matching outfits, candid photos, painting, and being each other's number one supporter. understanding and communicative. doesn't feel the need for jealousy or anything petty. will tell you things even if you don't want to hear them because he loves and supports you and wants the best for you

seungkwan:

laughter, basically being a two-person comedy show, warm hugs, sassy banter, giving each other (affectionate) glares, teasing when you're around other people, but alone you tell each other all the sweet nothings you could muster. playing with his fingers with you're cuddling and sitting together. can be jealous, but not because he doesn't trust you, but more other people, can glare and be petty towards other people. You're his and you're his favourite person so no one else can have you in a not creepy way.

vernon:

chaos, yet chill. ik it doesn't make sense, but at the same time, it does. colourful clothes, purposely taking bad photos. making memes of each other, having a folder, especially for each other and their photos (and memes), late-night dates where you don't do anything in particular, but just chill, vanilla that's the vibe I get from him, it's not bad and it might be classed as a basic smell, but its also a comforting aroma and that's what I see Vernon as, someone that brings comfort. no need for jealousy here people, vernon knows you and loves you and the same for you to him, so there's no need for that. having a cat baby together, sending photo updates of said cat baby.

chan / dino:

dino’s baby, dance dates whether that's at a class, in the studio or at home. wearing his clothes, getting you to take his photos for his Instagram, movie nights, a lot of laughter, mutual teasing, I don't think he'd get jealous that much but maybe he'd have moments where he'd doubt more himself and not you, streaming all of his danceology videos<3, him as your lock screen and home screen, you're his #1 supporter, you shower each other in this pure love that can make others jealous, wishing they had what you guys have.

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kalopsia-things · 2 years

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the art of learning how to knock - csc

title: the art of learning how to knock pairing: choi seungcheol x m!reader (side kim mingyu x m!reader) genre: smut (minors dni!), idol!au, 14th member!reader warnings: explicit unprotected sex, walking in on, masturbating, sex toys, anal play, taking and sending explicit photos, butt plugs, daddy kink w.c.: 4.4k summary: seungcheol really should learn how to knock a/n: i’m going to be honest this is pretty mingyu heavy oops but they are not the focused couple my bad. also booooo cringey basic ending that yall cant make fun of bc i still kind of like it LOL

Seungcheol wakes up and groans. Despite the rest of the group having a day off today, he, Soonyoung, and Jihoon have a meeting with the higher ups. Slowly Seungcheol gets up and starts to get ready.

When he’s just able to leave he goes to say goodbye to his dorm mates. Joshua bids him goodbye and good luck and Minghao just waves him off, too consumed in his book to truly say goodbye. That only leaves you now.

The little maknae who is far too adored by the group. Seungcheol can’t complain though as he probably dotes on you the most out of everyone. You deserve it though. Even though you’re the baby you make sure to take care of everyone and look out for them. In such a big group it’s natural that some people are closer to some than others, but it seems like you are genuinely close with everyone.

You’re probably still asleep but Seungcheol will just pop into your room and drop a kiss on your head before he leaves. He opens your door but you’re not sleeping. Instead you’re pressed against your wall, crowded up by Mingyu who has one hand in your pants while the other is trailing up your shirt. You gasp as Mingyu sucks at your neck.

Mingyu hears Seungcheol first and pulls away quickly. You whine as all contact is lost. Mingyu’s face is red as he stands, trying to put distance between the two of you like it will convince Seungcheol he didn’t see what he just did.

“C-coups-hyung!” Mingyu says. “That wasn’t- we weren’t- it’s not what you think.”

“So you weren’t just defiling our maknae?” Seungcheol glares at Mingyu, his voice coming out in more of a growl than he expects. Mingyu cowers away. “No, tell me Mingyu, tell me you didn’t just have your hand shoved down his pants.”

“Hyung, I’m so sorry!” You quickly stand and bow to Seungcheol. Automatically Seungcheol melts at seeing you.

“We’ll uh, talk about this when I get back,” Seungcheol tells you. He then turns to Mingyu. “Mingyu. Get out.” Mingyu nods and quickly scrambles out of your room and the dorm. You’re still bowed and Seungcheol walks up to you and lifts your body. He presses a kiss to your forehead. “You’re not in trouble. We’ll talk later, okay?” You only nod and Seungcheol leaves feeling a bit bad that he obviously scared you.

Seungcheol heads to the meeting, his brain still thinking about what he witnessed earlier.

Members hooking up wasn’t unheard of within the K-Pop world. Seungcheol has never experienced it in Seventeen but it was bound to happen. He just didn’t think it would be you and Mingyu.

Seungcheol lets out a long sigh. This is too much to think about.

“Are you okay hyung?” Soonyoung asks him as they ride together in the company elevator.

Seungcheol sighs again. “I caught Mingyu in Y/N’s room this morning.”

“Mingyu and Y/N?” Jihoon pipes up. “You’re joking.”

“I wish.” Seungcheol drags his hands over his face. “I told him we would talk later but I honestly don’t know what I’m going to say to him.”

“Just tell him about the risks and how it’s his and Mingyu’s decision but to be considerate of the group and each other,” Soonyoung shrugs and Seungcheol can’t remember when Soonyoung became the intelligent one but he’ll take it.

After the leaders got done talking to the higher ups they decided to have unit meetings but this now means that Seungcheol has to face you and Mingyu in a room together, along with Vernon and Wonwoo. You guys are all together in Mingyu and Wonwoo’s dorm but nobody has said anything yet as Seungcheol keeps glaring at Mingyu.

“So…” Vernon says. “What did you need to talk to us about hyung?”

“Right uhm, we have a few photo shoots coming up. The company wants us to split up into units to take them. They also want us to do unit songs for our next album so we’ll need to work on that,” Seungcheol says. He’s still glaring at Mingyu a bit and you sigh.

“Hyung, should we talk now?” Seungcheol glances nervously at Vernon and Wonwoo. “They already know.”

“What?” Seungcheol frowns.

“You told Soonyoung, who told Seokmin and Seungkwan, who then told everyone else,” you explain and Seungcheol internally curses himself. Of course. The three loud mouths of the group. “It’s okay Cheol-hyung. We already know everything you’re going to tell us. It’s nothing serious and we’re going to be careful.”

“Still…”

“Can’t you trust me?”

“It’s not that Y/N.” Seungcheol’s brow furrows.

“Then what is it? It’s natural to have…urges. Idols do it all the time.”

Seungcheol doesn’t know how to tell you he doesn’t have an issue with the members hooking up with each other. He has an issue with the members hooking up with you. You seem to come to this realization on your own though.

“Hyung,” you say it like you’re scolding him. “I’m not a baby anymore! I’m twenty-three now. I can take care of myself. You guys act like I’m some innocent child but it’s not like that anymore.”

In theory Seungcheol knows you’re right, but it doesn’t make it any better. Sometimes he wants to just bundle you and Chan up and hide you two away from the world. You’re right, you guys are older now, but that doesn’t stop you two from being his babies.

“Coups-ah.” You stand and walk over to him. You grab his face and squeeze his cheeks in your hands, grinning as you do. “It’s okay~”

“If it makes you feel better hyung,” Mingyu starts.

“Shut up,” Seungcheol growls, which would probably be more intimidating if you weren’t squishing his face right now. Mingyu still shuts up though.

You’re now using your hands to shake his head around. “Relax. We won’t let it get out of hand. Now, is this meeting done?” You drop your hands from his face.

“Well…I guess for now…”

“Okay great!” You lean down and kiss his cheek. "Since everyone knows now though, we don’t have to hide. So maybe uh, don’t come into Mingyu’s room for a bit. Okay bye!” With that you grab Mingyu’s hand and drag him to his bedroom. Mingyu’s face is red as you do but he doesn’t stop you.

Seungcheol glares at your retreating backs. He barely even got to say what he wanted to, but then again he didn’t even know what he wanted to say. Now he has to live with the knowledge that you’re in Mingyu’s room being desecrated by the giant.

“Hyung? You’re a little red in the face,” Wonwoo says.

“I’m fine,” Seungcheol snaps.

“I didn’t say you weren’t! I’m just pointing out your face is a bit red. You know they’ve been doing this for like months now,” Wonwoo says casually.

“What?!”

“No need to snap. Yeah Y/N typically comes up here. I mind my business but I had a hunch on what was happening.” Wonwoo is a little too calm for Seungcheol right now. “Why does it matter so much anyways?”

“Because, it’s Y/N.”

“Hyung…do you…?” Wonwoo doesn’t finish his sentence but Seungcheol understands what he’s implying.

“What? No!” You’re the maknae, that’s all. He doesn’t have feelings for you or anything. Nope, not at all.

“If you so say hyung,” Vernon and Wonwoo mutter.

Seungcheol really needs to learn how to knock.

The members are having a fourteen member dinner together tonight and you haven't read the group chat yet so Seungcheol volunteers to come get you. He thinks you’re taking a nap and he walks into your room to wake you up. But just like last time you are in fact not sleeping.

“Ah, ah, ooh~” your moans fill the room and Seungcheol stops in his tracks, his face turning red at the sight.

You’re draped across your bed, your shirt is pushed up so your stomach is revealed and your pants are just barely pushed down around your thighs. A clear dildo is being thrust into your wet hole and Seungcheol watches the way the puffy pink muscle grips onto the toy as it disappears in and out of you. Your dick is being gripped in your other hand as you pump yourself rapidly.

Seungcheol coughs a bit and you suddenly realize his presence. Seungcheol is looking at the wall by the time you pull the covers over you, face red.

“Oh my god Seungcheol! I’m so sorry.” You bury your face in your hands. “Why does this keep happening?”

“Uh, dinner’s ready,” Seungcheol mumbles.

“R-right. I’ll uh, be right there.”

When you finally sit down at the dinner table your face is still red and Seungcheol still has the image of your puckered hole burned into his brain. The only seat open is the one next to Seungcheol and you two can’t meet each other’s eyes as you sit down.

The rest of the night you two try to avoid each other and you even jump when his leg accidentally bumps into yours. After dinner is finished you split from the group quickly, stating you have a headache. Seungcheol wants to follow after you but decided against it.

Later while laying in bed Seungcheol can’t get you out of his head. The erotic noises you were making and the tantalizing pieces of skin he saw. He can barely fall asleep with his brain running so hard but he eventually is able to get himself to sleep.

Unfortunately for him while he sleeps his brain decides to betray him again. He dreams of your naked, flushed, willing body under him, panting as he runs his hand over your pliant flesh squeezing you in all your soft areas. Your eyes are begging for him to fuck you while small whines leave your throat. You need him.

Seungcheol wakes up with a start, his body drenched in sweat, his cock uncomfortably hard in his boxers. What the fuck is wrong with him. He shouldn’t be having these kinds of thoughts about you. You’re the maknae, the baby. Seungcheol is the leader and the oldest. He was literally yelling at Mingyu the other day because of this.

Then Wonwoo’s stupid words creep into the back of Seungcheol’s head.

Hyung…do you…?

Does he?

Seungcheol has always had a soft spot for you, everyone knows this. It’s evident in the way he teases Chan but dotes on you. He’s close with the other members but he has a special bond with you. He’s never put too much thought into it but maybe now he should.

Seungcheol is aware he’s glaring. It’s not going to stop him though.

You guys are at the photoshoot and you’re waiting for Vernon and Wonwoo to get out of hair and makeup. Your body is pressed into Mingyu’s as he whispers something in your ear and Seungcheol has never wanted to strangle Mingyu more in his life.

Okay, so maybe Seungcheol likes you. Whatever. The realization just makes him want to kill Mingyu even more.

He also wants to kill whoever is your stylist. You’re in oversized black jeans with large rips in the knees, revealing just enough skin where it’s not too distasteful. Your shirt is a loose fitting mesh tank top with a blue cropped zip up hoodie over it. You look hot. Sinfully hot. You have black eyeliner smudged around your eyes and your hair is styled with gel to make it look wet as it hangs in your face.

“Coups-ah!” You call and Seungcheol meets your eyes. “Are you ready?” When he looks he sees that Vernon and Wonwoo are ready now. Seungcheol nods and follows the four of you to the photographer.

The photoshoot goes by fairly smoothly, other than the fact that the photographer is upping your sex appeal and it’s making Seungcheol’s dick hard. He catches a glance at one of the photos where you’re staring at the camera, your piercing eyes on display, your plump lips parted just slightly. You look like an incubus ready to pounce on your next victim.

“Are you okay hyung?” You ask him as you and Wonwoo switch out to take solo pictures. “You look a little flushed. Are you feeling sick?” You press the back of your hand to his forehead. “You’re hot too. Are you going to be able to finish the photoshoot?”

“I’m uh, fine. It’s just a bit hot in here,” Seungcheol lies.

“Hmm well if you get feeling worse don’t push yourself.” You smile kindly at him before going to sit next to Vernon, falling into a quick conversation.

The rest of the day Seungcheol tries to ignore how you and Mingyu hang off of each other and how at one point you take your jacket off so your whole arms and chest are on display and it makes Seungcheol feel like a pervert.

By the time the group gets back to the dorms Seungcheol is annoyed and sexually frustrated. He contemplates just taking a cold shower but he is just a man and instead he jerks off alone in his room thinking about you. Not that it’s anyone’s business.

Seungcheol is going to kill Mingyu. He’s actually going to do it.

Seungcheol is sitting in his room when he gets the notification that someone texted the Seventeen group chat. What Seungcheol sees when he opens the message makes his blood boil (and his dick stir).

Mingyu: Look at what a good boy he is

Attached to the text is a photo of you. No, not just a photo of you, a nude.

Your whole body is bare and your face is shoved into the bed as your ass sits in the air. The picture is taken from a back angle so your puckered hole is on display, one of Mingyu’s large hands is spreading your asscheeks to show it off. Between your legs is your hard cock, red and dripping, begging for release. There’s a white splatter of cum on the small of your back and Mingyu’s dick hangs just barely in frame at the bottom.

What the fuck. What the fuck.

Seungcheol is torn between being appalled and being turned on.

He decides he can be both and gets up to storm to your room. What is Mingyu doing pulling shit like that?

Without much thought Seungcheol barges into your room. Mingyu is sitting on your bed with his legs spread as you kneel on the ground, your mouth stuffed full of Mingyu’s dick.

“Kim Mingyu, what is wrong with you?” Seungcheol growls.

“What the fuck hyung!” Mingyu squeals. Mingyu quickly pulls you off his dick so he can cover up his bare lap. You on the other hand take a second to realize what’s happening.

Your lips are swollen and a bit of spit drips down your chin. There are tears in your eyes as you look around confused. You're still naked and your cock is still hard, still not taken care of. Seungcheol pushes the thought that he could treat you better away in turn to glare at Mingyu again.

“Why did you send that picture to the group chat?” Seungcheol hisses.

“What picture? Oh shit. Did I send that to the main chat?” Mingyu scrambles for his phone. “That was uh, meant for just Chan.”

“Chan!?” Seungcheol whips around to face you. “Are you sleeping with Chan as well?”

“N-no,” you sniffle a bit. “Don’t be mad at me Cheollie please.”

“Shit baby, I’m not mad at you,” Seungcheol assures you.

“Chan wishes he was sleeping with Y/N,” Mingyu pipes up. “And it seems like some of the other guys do too.” Mingyu’s startled manner has been replaced with a cocky one as he scrolls through his phone. “Too bad I got to him first.”

Seungcheol fumbles to pull his phone out and look over the chat. All of the guys seem to be responding positively to the photo. A little too positively.

“It doesn’t matter what the guys think. That was very stupid of you. What if the wrong person got ahold of that photo?” Seungcheol frowns.

“You can’t even see his face!” Mingyu argues back.

“Get out of this dorm, Mingyu,” Seungcheol growls.

“Who’s going to take care of poor Y/N then? Look at him.” Seungcheol does. You’re wiggling your hips around, your hands just twitching to be able to touch yourself. Mingyu pulls you up onto the bed and places you on his lap. He brings his hand down to finally bring relief to your aching cock. “Are you going to take care of him hyung? What were you saying the other day about ‘defiling the maknae’?”

You’re letting out small high keens as you Mingyu continues to work at your cock. You can barely pay attention to the conversation the two men are having, too busy burying your face in Mingyu’s neck.

“You’re the only one who has a problem with this hyung. Why is that? It can’t truly be because you’re a prude. Are you just that protective of Y/N’s innocence? Or…are you just possessive of Y/N? Want him to yourself? Shame if that’s the truth because it looks to me like he��s under my thumb and not yours.” To emphasize his point Mingyu digs his thumb into the slit of your cock and you moan and grip onto Mingyu tighter.

Seungcheol can’t find his words. He can’t take his eyes off your leaking cock. His own cock stirs around in his pants, his anger at Mingyu the only thing keeping it at bay. Mingyu’s hand works at your fast, rougher, and soon you’re cumming, spurting your cum across Mingyu’s hand and your stomach. Your face is blissed out and you’re letting out the most sinful sounds Seungcheol has ever heard.

“Do you still need something Seungcheol?” Mingyu asks. Seungcheol tears his eyes away from you to meet Mingyu’s gaze. “Because if you don’t I suggest you leave.”

Seungcheol wants to yell at Mingyu. Curse him out and scream at him and go into a rage but he sees the way you’re starting to fall asleep in Mingyu’s arms and decides to hold off. Only because of you though. He’ll just yell at Mingyu later.

Y/N: gyu is on some date right now and im just so needy

Y/N: can someone please come help me 🥺

Holy shit.

The text throws Seungcheol off.

It’s sent to the main chat after practice one day. Seungcheol can barely even comprehend Mingyu going on a date because you just asked one of the member to come help get you off. Seungcheol knows the other guys find you attractive and he knows them well enough that a handful of them would gladly take this offer.

He rushes to your room to find he doesn’t even have to barge in, the door is already wide open. His initial idea was to stop any of the guys from going in, and to stop you as well, but when he peeks in from the door frame to see you fisting your cock all of his resolve brakes. Your breath comes out in small pants and a pink flush covers your body. When you look up and see Seungcheol you start to whine.

“C-cheollie~ help me,” you beg.

Swiftly Seungcheol closes your bedroom door and locks it shut.

“Wan’ you so bad. Wan’ed you even before Gyu,” you admit. “Touch me please.”

“Fuck baby, holy shit. You’re so pretty.” Seungcheol slowly approaches the bed as you continue to yank at yourself. “W-what do you need me to do?”

“Fuck me please. Touch me. Anything,” you beg.

Seungcheol hesitates for a second. Is this a bad idea?

Fuck it, he’s already come this far.

Seungcheol surges forward and pulls you into a kiss. Your skin is fevered and soft under Seungcheol’s hands and it drives him feral. God he’s wanted to touch you like this for too long. You kiss at his lips hungrily as he swallows up your moans and whines. Seungcheol drags his hand down your torso and to your crotch.

The wiggling of your hips spurs Seungcehol’s movements on even more and he grabs you in his palm and starts to pump at you. Seungcheol swallows up your soft pants as he kisses you even harder, getting drunk off just your lips.

You break away for a moment so you can speak. “M-more. Please.”

“I’m already touching you baby. You need more than this?”

You nod. “Need something more inside.” You wiggle out of Seungcheol’s grasp so you can turn around, presenting your ass to the older man. There’s a butt plug seated in your hole and Seungcheol has never seen anything hotter in his life.

Seungcheol is barely thinking as he strips himself of his clothes and grabs the bottle of lube on your bedside table. He kneads at your ass with one hand while he pumps his own length with the other.

Gently Seungcheol removes the plug from your ass but you still whine at the feeling. Seungcheol tries to soothe you as he pours lube onto his cock. He lines himself up to your hole and starts to push in. He can barely fit his tip in to begin with. You’re tight even with all the preparation you did beforehand.

“Shit Y/N,” Seungcheol groans as he shallowly thrusts into you, trying to get you to take more of him.

“H-hyung,” you whine.

“How are you so tight?” Seungcheol groans. “Mingyu not fuck you good enough?”

“Uh uh, not as good as you would,” you say. “G-gyu acts all p-possessive, but he isn’t. P-plays a part to r-rile you up.” You stumble through your words. “He was helping me get your attention.”

Seungcheol played right into you and Mingyu’s hand. Well shit.

“A-are you mad d-daddy?” You ask, the name slipping out of your mouth. Seungcheol embarrassingly finds it hot.

“Fuck baby. Could never be mad at you. Should have just told me though. Daddy would have come and fucked you nice and good,” Seungcheol tells you as he ruts into you even more. Your hole loosens a bit and he’s able to shealth his full length into you. “Good boy, taking me so well.”

Seungcheol’s grip on your hips is tight as he starts to fully rock into you. Your body is already trembling under his and you’re mewling out with every hit of Seungcheol’s tip. Seungcheol picks up his pace to something that could only be described as animalistic. His hand presses between your shoulder blades, pushing you down into the mattress even more. Your whole body is nearly pushed into the bed, your hips grinding up against the sheets.

You’re babbling nonsense as Seungcheol fucks you. Your drool is dripping down onto the bed and tears are starting to form in your eyes as well. Seungcheol can’t focus on anything other than the way you're wrapped around his cock, squeezing him so tightly as he pounded into your ass.

“So good for me. Such a pretty boy. Yeah just like that baby,” Seungcheol coos. He can feel his balls tightening the more he plows into you.

Everything about you is intoxicating. Your skin is soft and warm under his palms and he loves how it feels when he squeezes at the pliant flesh. The noises you keep making are doing nothing but spurring on Seungcheol’s orgasm, the high pitched whimpers going straight to his dick.

Seungcheol has never been an overtly sexual person but he thinks he might become one if you keep it up like this. His mind floods with different scenarios where he could have you. A quickie backstage before a performance. Crowding you up after rehearsal in the dance room. Bent over in the car right before you guys catch a flight. He wants to do everything with you. Try new things with you.

“Daddy!” You cry out. “Need’a cum.”

“I got you baby.” Seungcheol reaches around your body to grab your cock in his hand. It’s heavy and he can feel the veins along it as he starts to pump you in his fist. “Cum whenever you want. Shit. Gonna cum too. Where do you-”

“Inside!” You call out. “Please. Need to be stuffed full with your cum.”

“Holy shit,” Seungcheol groans and he releases right then, spilling his load into your hole. The feeling of his cum inside of you drives you over the edge as well and you’re cumming all over Seungcheol’s hand. When you come down from your climax your body slumps onto the bed, out of breath.

Seungcheol pulls out of you and flops down beside you. He brings his hands up to play with your hair as you shuffle around to lay on his chest.

“You okay baby?” Seungcheol asks in a whisper.

You weakly nod a bit. “Feel good.”

“I’m going to be honest I don’t think this can be a one time thing for me,” Seungcheol admits.

“Good. I like you Seungcheol. Like, I really like you. I thought you just saw me as some kid though,” you say softly.

Seungcheol chuckles at this. “I think you’ve proven that you’re not just a kid anymore. So…you and Mingyu really weren’t…?”

“Ah,” you hide your face in his chest a bit, “that. We were talking one day and I kind of brought up how it’s hard to do anything as an idol and he agreed and then offered to help me out if I ever wanted. Then I brought up my crush on you and he said he could also help with that and well, you know.”

“Wonwoo said you guys had been doing stuff together for months.”

“Wonwoo…may or may not have been a part of it as well,” you admit sheepishly. “Mingyu and I did do stuff, just not to that extent. Everytime you caught us it was on purpose. Gyu knows you’re awful at knocking and decided to uh, use that to our advantage.”

Seungcheol stares at you incredulously. He has caught you guys…purposefully. That’s something he didn’t see coming.

“God you’re going to be the death of me,” Seungcheol mutters.

“Yeah,” you say sweetly, “but I think it's worth it.”

“Oh do you now?” Seungcheol teases and you nod, grinning back at him. “You’re lucky I think so too,” he says before swooping down to kiss you and he decides that yeah, maybe his habit of not knocking isn’t such a bad thing after all.

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kalopsia-things · 2 years

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limbo; lee minho

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“You hate me.”

“If you want to believe that, fine. I’m tired of trying to convince you otherwise.”

Trainees Minho and Y/N, rivals for as long as they can remember, try and retrace their steps to where it all started.

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kalopsia-things · 2 years

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slowly, then all at once

➤ summary: seungmin must be trained in combat before his birthday, and although he doesn’t like swordfighting much, he comes to like spending time with you

➤ pairing: prince!kim seungmin x gn!reader

➤ genre: royalty au, romance, coming-of-age, slightly angsty with a bittersweet ending; rated G

➤ warnings: swords and swordfighting (no injuries)

➤ word count: 6.4k

➤ a/n: this is my fic for the royal mindset collab, hosted by @freckledwinterfalls. please check out all the other fics in the collab masterlist! i also have no clue if princes should be referred to as “your Highness,” but i’m sticking with it for this fic for consistency. please feel free to leave feedback—your comments, no matter how small or vague, mean a lot to me!!

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Seungmin was ten years old when he picked up a sword for the first time.

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kalopsia-things · 3 years

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EX-pected (HHJ)

Summary: Coming to terms with a breakup can be hard for anyone, you're just not ready to reopen old wounds.

Genre: Angst, Established (former) Relationship

Word Count: 402

Pairing: fem!reader x ex!hyunjin

Warning(s): mention of cheating

a/n: Oh man... get your tissues ready for this one. It's a tough time.

Three years. That was how long your relationship with Hyunjin was. Three years of being with the one you loved. It only took three weeks for you to figure out that he had been cheating on you. You sat alone in your room for the past several days crying, wondering what had went wrong. The room you once shared now felt like an empty space that was taunting you within its four walls.

A framed photo from the local fair commemorating your first anniversary sat callously on the bedside table. Taking it in your hand felt almost alien like. You could hardly recognize the smiling faces in the photo anymore. All thoughts soon came to a head as Hyunjin stood in the doorway.

"Y/N. I made a huge mistake, just let me explain." He pleaded.

"A mistake doesn't last for a couple months, Hyunjin." You stated calmly, not bothering to turn around and address him directly.

"She meant... she means nothing to me. You know I love you." His voice began to break, genuine emotion taking over.

"If you loved me so much, why the hell were you sleeping with a groupie for more than two months?" Soon staring through him with a burning gaze.

Your blood began to boil as you folded your arms across your chest waiting for him to come up with another lie. Hyunjin walked over and took a seat next to you.

"Y/N... I don't want to make any excuses. I hurt you. I hurt myself. I can't see myself without my girlfriend." He went to grab your hand before you hastily pulled away.

"We're done. We've been done. The only things that are keeping in this house right now are my clothes, which are about to be packed right now, and Kkami." Walking over to the bright red suitcase you bought for a prior vacation together.

Throwing the clothes in a fit of anger and sadness, you soon fell to the floor. The tears began to flood as you wrapped an arm around your face, slowly capturing the droplets on the dark blue sleeve.

"What did I do wrong?" You blubbered, taking in his weary expression.

"Nothing at all. I just-" You cut him off with a simple headshake.

Taking the handle if the suitcase and rolling away, you took one last look at Hyunjin before walking away from him and your relationship forever.

"Goodbye, Hyunjin."

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kalopsia-things · 3 years

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silent cries || han jisung

a series: reasons why skz broke the relationship off

lower caps intended ! taglist open for this series !

warnings: mentions of cheating

word count: 923

genre: angst

a/n: yay ! the first one in the series ! i hope this is good enough >< enjoy and do rmb to interact as much as you can to help boost this series !

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he has been distant lately but it wasn’t like you never saw it coming. his lack of commitments to his relationships were a part of the reason why he was well known around the school. despite the constant warnings from your friends that his old habits die hard, you still fell head over heels for him anyway. your love for him only got stronger over time as he showed signs of being willing to change his bad habits for you and you only. though it wasnt a surprise that he started to act more distant, it still hurt a lot seeing the state of your relationship slowly start to crumble like all his previous ones.

“sung ! wanna go on a date later after school? its been months since our last-” you cling onto his arm when you saw him at his locker, only for him to brush you arm off of his. “im busy.” the two words seemed to have stung more than intended. “but sung… we haven’t hung out in a while… and and you’re always busy.” it seemed like somehow that sentence ticked him off. “GOSH YOURE SO ANNOYING ! I TOLD YOU IM BUSY ! CANT YOU FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO DO INSTEAD OF BOTHERING ME ALL THE TIME ?” he threw his hands through his hair in frustration before slamming his locker shut and leaving you close to tears, shocked.

the rain started pouring heavily the second you decided to leave the library. “shit… i dont have an umbrella…” your hands, as if having a mind of their own started to tap on the keyboard.

sung

it’s raining really badly :(

do you think you could bring me an umbrella ?

you waited and waited. ten minutes have passed and he still hasn’t seen your message. you mentally cursed yourself for being so stupid and not checking the weather forecast before leaving your house this morning. you tap on his phone number and hope for the call to go through but to no avail. you took a deep breath before dashing out of the shelter. if your calculations were right, theres a convenience store near the popular cafe, you might be able to make it there in about ten minutes and buy an umbrella before heading home.

the water soaked through your uniform. thankfully you still got a blazer to help cover up your almost translucent blouse. as you make one final dash towards the convenience store shelter, something caught your eye. or perhaps someone. someone you hope wouldnt be there with another girl. han jisung. was this what he was so busy with ? getting himself into another relationship ? you stood there pathetically in the rain as your tears blended in with the countless of water droplets trickling down your face. you lost all the energy in you to run to the store so you could only dragged yourself to the doorstep of the store slowly. you grabbed an umbrella, paid and left as soon as you could. the area was tainted with the unfaithfulness of your so called boyfriend and you were sick of it. you were sick of that image being stuck in your head. opening the umbrella, you walked home. this time, alone.

you dropped our soaking wet bag onto the floor of your living room and fell to the ground almost instantly. you were too weak to even move. a relationship of three years. thrown away just like that. you were even his longest lasting partner too. what did you do so wrong to deserve this ? you no longer had anymore tears left to cry over him, hence leaving you feeling numb.

there was a knock on your door, before you heard the keypad unlock the door. “i came to apologis- why are you soaking wet ?! are you alright ?!” han jisung ran towards you, dropping the bouquet of flowers next to you before kneeling down to cup your face. “what happened ? do you have a fever?” his hands reach for your forehead only for you to slap it away. “look. i know youre mad about the insensitive words i said to you earlier today but i came to apologise to you an-” you chuckled, stopping him mid sentence.

you picked up the flowers next to you and flung them hard onto his chest. it surprised him more than it should. “you liar.” you looked dead into his eyes. “i thought that after everything i did for you, the least you could do for me was change. what a fool i was. what happened to me ? as if you care. if you cared, you wouldve known that i ran in the middle of the pouring rain because someone was so busy going locking lips with other girls he couldnt check up on his girlfriend ! i called you. i texted. and once again i was ignored. how long are you going to keep playing with my feelings ?! i put my pride aside the moment you asked me to be your girlfriend. do you think it feels great to be labelled as another fool caught by the infamous player ? im sick of it jisung. leave.” and without another word. he stood up, not even bothering to take one last look at you or say anything and left. you were hoping he would at least put up a fight and begged to stay but he didnt. he didnt even do anything. he left you. for another. this time, for good.

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