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kalx-sai · 2 years

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Canvas

In the spring of May,

A piece of canvas in a room stayed.

The purity of its soul frightened me;

The holy grail I have to find,

a huge battle I will fight.

As leaves fall, as colors leak.

In this white space, it is you I seek.

A hue to engulf this season,

and another undefinable treason.

The existence of oneself has pondered my mind.

What is the definition of one's being?

That I cannot see.

This enormous canvas,

seeking for answers to the question of Goal—

A soft slender hand pushed my back and

There I stood with colors, splattered around my domain.

The colors of light—rained

I see the enlightenment of this shattered shade.

It is not an occupation to seek,

but it is the happiness that does the trick.

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This is a poem I made about my dreams and aspirations, it’s an assignment for Language and Literature, but I want to share this to let everyone know that it’s okay to feel lost—to not know what you desire right now. No rush, because you’re the one who’ll paint your canvas. <3

#short poem #poems on tumblr #poem #poemsociety #poemsbyme #canvas #dreams in gold #aspirations

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kalx-sai · 2 years

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I hate you, Vincent// Chamber x Y/N one-shot angst

“There’s enemy going through Mid, Y/N be careful”

Hearing the healer from comms everyone hummed in response.

Bang bang

“Enemy down I took their Brimstone! Sorry leader.”

I looked down at his lifeless body and proceed to Chamber’s location to back him up.

Chamber and I have been together for a year, we met even before he and I joined the Valorant Protocol. He has proposed to me the night of my birthday. We talked along with plan our wedding. A simple one, that’s what we agreed on.

“Chamber there’s an enemy approaching C, stay safe okay?”

Viper warned him in comms, in a tone I can’t decipher. “Yes mon ange” Ange? Mon Ange? What does he mean by his angel? I slower my pace trying to calm myself, trying not to think about what I just heard

Bang!

I look quickly behind me to see Yoru pissed

“Hey what the fuck are you doing just standing there, 愚か者?!”

I stared at him with fear, why..why am I scared of Yoru? Am I scared of him? No. Where did this fear came from? He dragged me towards the site I was supposed to be in 3 minutes ago. I quickly snapped out of it and did the work that had to be done.

I got the last kill and there we have prevented the spike from exploding once again, we celebrated and I ran to Chamber to give him a hug for doing so well only to see him hugging Viper and congratulating her for doing a great job. I stared at them, knees, mouth, hand, mouth, heart and everything trembling. I don’t know what to do what’s happening? I don’t understand wha—and then there, there it is. A scene that I dread so much. A picture I can’t stop picturing, her hands on your neck, her soft lips against yours.

I wanted to run, i ran, i ran, as fast as I could not looking back hurt from what I just witnessed. I can’t erase, it’s so vivid, i hate it i hate it I hate y—

“Wait Y/N, love lis—“

“Love…? You never once called me love it’s always mon amour mon ange mon whatever shit” i jerked my hand off his touch.

“Listen to me amour, it’s a misunderstanding you—“

“Enough lying, Chamber. Tell me the fucking truth, you love her don’t you? You still love Sabine?”

He looked down, I can’t express the sorrow I’m feeling right now to see the man I loved so much with the dream of starting a family and him being my husband only to love his ex

“I’m sorry, Y/N” he looked down

“How could you be so cruel, Chamber? I loved you with all my heart and—“ I inhaled “who do you love, don’t lie to me, who?”

The Marksman looked at me for a while, silence engulfing us. “Sabine.”

“I hate you, I fucking hate you”

I left finally bursting into tears, i ran away, i wanted to go so far, some where no one can find me. Because it is official

I hate you, Vincent Fabron.

#valorant angst #valorant chamber #valorant fanfiction #valorant #chamber x reader #chamber

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kalx-sai · 2 years

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𝙄𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨// 𝙔𝙤𝙈𝙗𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙖𝙣-𝙛𝙞𝙘 𝙤𝙣𝙚-𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩!

(My first post in Tumblr?! :D)

” I despise your creation, Fancy pants.”

The short Japanese man scoffed as he looks away from the gentleman in front of him.

“I’m quite hurt, Mon amour. I spent my time and years of learning are put into my pieces. You can hurt me but to disrespect my work is too much” He adjusted his matte black glasses and stared in Yoru’s back.

“Yeah and also spending time flirting with someone else, Viper? くたばれ, Vincent. I fucking hate you, falling for your stupid lies is the stupidest shit i’ve done my entire life. I can’t believe I trusted you.” He slammed his hands on the French man’s work space. “You fucking cheater.”

Chamber stared at the man he dearly love, unable to explain that the Chamber he saw wasn’t him but his mirrored one kissing—making out with the poisonous Viper.

“Ryo, please let me—“

“What? explain? I saw it with my own fucking eyes, Vincent Fabron. You fu—“ The Riftwalker stopped and took his time to breathe before looking back at the Marksman in front of him. Seeing the weapon enthusiast trembling of fear and hurt visible in his face, Yoru couldn’t help but regret every word he just dropped on his shoulders. “I need a break.” Yoru closed the door behind him leaving Vincent in a crying mess.

Yoru was holding back his tears, he saw him kissing a girl, was everything a whole lie? But the Chamber he saw felt different…yet how is he going to believe when he saw it with his two eyes??

#yomber #valorant #valorant yoru #chamber x reader #vincent fabron #ryo kiritani #valorant chamber #valorant fanfiction #angst #valorant angst #oneshot

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