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Ma'am.

MA'AM YOU'RE GAY IS SHOWING, MA'AM--

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𝓨𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓛𝓸𝓻𝓭

"𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒽, 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒.” CW: Fem reader (she/her), possessiveness, suggestive Note: This is my first time writing something like this and posting it...go easy on me o(>< )o

The chandlers decorated the ceiling above the spacious ballroom, giving a gentle glow to the people filling said ballroom. The social season has just started to blossom, giving men and women room to court each other if one is blessed with the opportunity for such an experience. Catching the eye of a reliable suitor is quite troublesome– most of the men here do not fit any of your requirements, and if they did, they would suddenly be caught in a scandal of sorts, causing them to be an outcast. Not a good look on you or your family name.

You idly toy with the fan in your hand, your gaze sweeping over the sea of faces in the room. The task at hand feels insurmountable, and finding a suitable suitor in this town is daunting. Perhaps, you muse, debuting late was a misstep, a decision that now seems to mock you. You could always become a spinster…and ruin your reputation and lineage because you choose such an idiotic choice… regrettably it may be the easier option. 

“Pray tell why you’re glued to this corner as if you’re some wallflower,” A witty baritone voice whispers in your ear, the hairs of your neck standing upright while a cold shiver runs down your spine.

The sense of familiarity washes over you, and the resentment still lingers from years ago makes its way forward. The Earl’s son, your childhood close friend, who left you without a word after he said he’d be there for you.

What a bastard

“Have you ever heard of personal space? Or have you forgotten the amount of lectures your mother ingrained into your head on etiquette when you were just a brat?” You bite back with venom coating every word you spit out. You place your fan on your left ear.

”Ah, I see.” He steps back and gives you space. “You’ve become cold-hearted towards me since my departure overseas. I was only gone for a mere moment.” He switches his position from behind you to in front of you. He takes up your whole vision, his maturity, more evident now since the last time you saw him as a juvenile boy. It's been a few years, hasn't it? Yet he still has his teasing nature; no boarding school or amount of lectures can take that away from him. He bows a little lower than he should, his right hand to the opposite shoulder and his left arm behind his back. He looks up at you with those oh-so-regretful grey eyes. “I wholeheartedly apologize for departing overseas in such an impulsive matter without even notifying you in any way. I should’ve sent you letters and a hoard of messenger doves to accompany you”. “But I did not, and for that, my Lady, I've made a significant sin in your eyes– I do not deserve your forgiveness, but oh, if you could grant me such a pleasure.”

His voice is as quiet and soft as a starving mouse stealing food from a kitchen, careful for only your ears to pick up his pleas for forgiveness. Just as though you were a goddess punishing him, which he should be reprimanded tenfold in his eyes, who was he to abandon you without a trace? Though the situation before was entirely out of his hands, he didn’t want to go to that goddamned private school that was away from you; he fought tooth and nail not to go. Every house servant had to push and hold him down because he kept fighting; even his family members were victims of his wrath. His father, The Earl, still has fading scars from that night years ago.

He should’ve fought harder for you.

People around you start noticing; who wouldn’t? One of the most prestigious Earls of this country’s only son is bowing dishonourably low, borderline grovelling like a peasant caught stealing a measly loaf of bread. You feel eyes turning onto you, women whispering between their fans to one another, wondering in what predicament the next-in-line Earl would be for him to be embarrassingly bowing to a one-of-a-mill daughter of a viscount—a rank lower than him and a woman at that; your fan placement is not making it look better. Immediately change the position of your fan from your left ear to twirling it in your left hand, hoping he understands the situation he has put not only him but you in.

 He only smiles in return. “Stand straight; You look like a fool.” You hiss, “Do I have your forgiveness, Darling?” a scoff escapes your mouth. “That is either here or there! Be proper. Others are watching.” That doesnt deter him, nor does he care about them. “So my apology wasn't sufficient? Since you are thinking about everyone else but me.” More eyes make their way onto the pair of you, and whispers grow with the exchange of gossip. “You’re acting like a child-” He cuts you off. “Shall I go on my knees for you? I mean, I wouldn’t mind, but preferably, I would love to be in a more…secluded environment.” A smirk graces his lips at the thought. “Or shall I kiss your feet-” 

“You are a soon-to-be- Earl! Has that school taught you nothing? God, you’ve become more insufferable, I swear.” Your face feels warmer now, and embarrassment takes over you from his childish yet sincere teasing.

The young lord’s eyes fixated on you, on your lips, how your dress accentuates your already perfect self, your hands, oh, how he wishes to feel them against his. The years it's been since he saw you, he could listen to you scold him for hours on end; it doesn’t matter what you are saying. Just hearing your voice is enough. God knows it's been too long since he’s been deprived of you. He thanks his past self for sabotaging whatever male decided to even think of courting you. Though he was far away, his social standing never changed.

The lord decided by the second month he was away from you to pay his old servants to send him as much information as possible on the vermins that would try to nestle their way into your life. He would…No, he has ruined anyone who wanted to get in between you two. And he’ll keep it that way. You’ve stolen his heart since meeting him as a lad.

“So you wish for me to kneel? As you wish.” He starts to kneel; gasps can be heard. But you stop him, holding his shoulders upright; his eyes widen as you touch him.

You’re so close

“I forgive you…I forgive you…”

“I forgive you, Ambrose…”

Oh…

His name on your tongue….

His mind blanks. Has he gone to heaven? Oh, you sweet angel, you have him wrapped around your finger. And he wouldn’t want it any other way.

His smile is blinding as he stands and looks down at you.

“Then now that's settled…May I have the honour of a dance with yours truly?”

.." Or shall I beg more?"

End Notes: Fun fact (not really): I based most of this post on The Regency era, and that includes fan language! That is why I described the readers' actions with it. Placing the fan on your left ear means "I wish to get rid of you." Twirling the fan with your left hand means "We are watched." Thought that would be something fun to add (^.^)

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Regulus was having a freaking breakdown LMFAO

This image really captures everyone's personality

Vertin unbothered and accepting their fate

Lilya just looks annoyed like "Well, shit."

Sonetto is literally 🥺

Regulus being the one with the most energy but tbf her reaction is the most normal during the catastrophe.

#reverse 1999 #vertin #sonetto #regulus #lilya

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can i ask advice ;; drawing wise ? how did you start to anatomy but also w stylization? did you bruteforce by studying every bone muscle etc in art school?

hmm...

First, you must distinguish between two completely different concepts: gesture and anatomy. The stylization and dynamic you often see me doing with my dancing practice is "Gesture". This is an excellent tutorial by Proko about gestures. I practiced gestures very soon when I started drawing, simply because I wanted to draw dynamically, lucky for me it was the right thing to do. This was the main reason why I'm so fast at sketching.

This is my gesture practice, 1 min, 2 min, and 5 min sketch. It's about the flow of the body and which direction each part is going, use "sharp and coherent lines". I practice until it becomes a "natural reflex", a habit when I look at people's interactions.

This below is something I drew 3 years ago (my anatomy was not good sorry), notice how I use many many coherent lines? At the thigh, shin, arm stretching,... all the bigger areas? That's the remaining of gestures.

It goes without saying. Try to find the flow of gestures, even for the hair or clothes. Heh, I drew this 4 years ago, how nostalgic.

You can see how I just create the flow with Lya's hair and body movement in the dancing pics too. Like with Kylar's pic her body is straight up one quite hard mass from head to toe. You know she's leaning forward, seemingly wanting to abandon Kylar with a "pathetic loser like you? With me?" attitude (ouchie sorry Kylar nation). While in Sydney's pic she seems much more relaxed and enjoys how her body parts seem to loosen and more in sync with Sydney's movements. Her hip and legs sway more, and her hair also sways back at Sydney's body, hinting that her moves are relatively close to his body. I don't think I have enough vocabulary to describe, gestures are always just "feelings" to me. If people see what I want to show, that's the success for me.

I know many self-learners started by finding random tutorials that have muscle breakdown or box-like proportions to try and mimic. Mimic is good, drawing is mimicking and remembering what you saw, but without good gesture practice, many people tend to make anatomy very stiff.

Then, you start to apply anatomy to the gestures you've practiced. One way to do it is by learning about muscle position first, and then trying to apply it to a figure, or a model. This is my homework and it's HORRIBLY WRONG IN MANY WAYS. My teacher fixed it for me but I don't have the after with me right now, so take this as an example of how to do the apply thing, DO NOT USE IT AS MUSCLE REF it's very wrong.

In my opinion bone structure is not strictly needed like muscles. Bones are for muscles to hang onto. You only need to remember some important "landmarks" like the collarbone, elbow joint, anterior pelvis, knee, and ankle,… to hang the important muscles to it. After you're familiar with muscles and gestures, you can start to stylize. Applying your knowledge to animated characters with cartoonish design is one great way. THESE HOMEWORKS OF MINE ARE STILL WRONG but ye hope you get the idea. I'm still struggling with anatomy.

One of my all-time fav are AFK ARENA artists and what they do for the game. Aki as the main artist, Kuri Huang, and another artist I suddenly forgor the name as home screen illust. I recommend researching their works if you want a direction on how to stylize your character with great dynamic gestures and shapes.

And

As much as I hate to say this, I was particularly considered a failure, a stone-head, who couldn't be changed for the better when I was still in art school - uni. My chosen major was digital graphic design, not specified in drawing but in designing, that's one thing I regret. I traded 5 years of my youth for doing the things I don't want to do. That's why the moment I graduated, I immediately went and signed up for an advanced art class specified in drawing. I'd be lying if I said the uni didn't teach me anything about drawing. They did, but almost everything I learned during 5 years of uni was self-learning from outer sources. I encourage self-learning the most when I talk with younger artists. Proko is a very trusted source to learn from, go to their YouTube channel, and you might figure out something too.

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fuck looks. relationships NEED to based on your ability to be SILLY TOGETHER!!!!!! you better be laughing together or ELSE

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@mariyyum twitter post: Recipes that have been passed down to me by my Palestinian mother 🇵🇸, and I've had the honor of sharing them with all of you. #freepalestine

1: Cheese Manakeesh (cheese pies)

2: Homemade Hummus w/ chicken koufta

3: Msakhan (the National dish of Palestine)

4: Sfeeha (meet pies)

Follow her on: twitter instagram youtube tiktok and her own blog for more.

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— ROOM 42.

FEM!READER X YANDERES

— being forced to reveal your secrets is never fun.

( keep reading for more information. )

SYNOPSIS ;; When Y/N L/N finds herself in detention due to her inability to finish her math homework, she discovers the schools delinquent in the same isolated classroom. Ignoring their previous disagreements, they both discover a weirdly placed door at the back of the room. Curious about the strange door located they decide to investigate it together. However, their attempts are stopped by the teacher, who sends them out before they can unlock it. Determined to get to the bottom of the mystery, Y/N and her friends devise a plan to sneak into the classroom after school and explore the hidden space. Little did they know, they'll be trapped inside, forced to play a twisted game of approval, secrets, and betrayal. As they delve deeper into the room's secrets, they soon realize the consequences of their actions could be dire. How far would they go to cover their sins? How far would they go... for her?

WARNINGS ;; yandere behaviour , fem pronouns used, male and female yanderes, stalking , manipulation, reverse harem , bullying , angst , death , torture , obsession , murder // (more will be added if needed!!)

TAGLIST ;; OPEN!!

A/N ;; new story!! this was from my old wattpad account i just chose to continue to update and improve it on here &lt;3

START ;; 13/07/23 - ONGOING..

𖥻 characters

𖥻 chapter one ; prologue.

𖥻 chapter two ; detention.

𖥻 chapter three ; storage.

𖥻 chapter four ; stupid decisions.

𖥻 chapter 5 ; please don’t!

𖥻 chapter 6 ; disgust.

𖥻 chapter 7 ; it’s okay.

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Trespass Funny Moments (Animated)

been a while since I animated something

#youtube #animatic #animation #digital art

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...Alexa, play Sk8 the Infinity opening 'Paradise'

#blue lock #bluelock #itoshi rin #barou shouei #itoshi sae #aryu jyubei #tsurugi zantetsu #niko ikki

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More stickers!

this time, it's ships I like.

#zenyuki #sawahaya #mafuyama #victuuri #yuri on ice #given #kimi ni todoke #akagami no shirayukihime #fanart #art #digital art #mafuyu sato #uenoyama ritsuka #victor nikiforov #yuuri katsuki #shirakabe sawako #kazehaya shouta #zen wisteria #shirayuki

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This scenario is absolutely hilarious and the memes😭💀

[brain rot alert]

So like in each fanfic everyone has their own au, an au where the character cheat, you die and the character is crying for you, one sided love, mutual pinning, domestic au, yandere, etc, etc

So what if every character counterpart in different au is summon in a 1 room like just imagine this

(I am very sorry for using a lot of fuck you)

[counterpart is kinda long I am just gonna use "au"]

Yandere au : so you're telling me THAT YOU FUCKING CHEAT TO THEM FOR A WHORE!!

Cheater au : yes, I know it's bad and I absolutely regret it and—

Yandere au : YOU FUCKING better be, because do you know how many people I kill just to even fucking touch her and you!!! You just fucking cheat on them god dammit

yandere au :and you, do you know how much I dream to be in your place

Domestic au : oh you mean having a children with them, being their Sprouse, seeing them first everymorning I wake up from sleep

Yandere au : don't you fucking dare to flex that to me

One sided love au: well that's your fault actually, your crazy maniac

Yandere au :shut the fuck up not like you I atleast know that I have a feeling for them before it's too late

One sided love au: .....

Murtual pinning au: OK just shut up, the other us is crying right now

Yandere au: why he's even crying

Murtual pinning au: his version of darling is dead in his au

Everyone except "your dead" au and Murtual pinning : oh understandable

Smut au : umm hi?

Yandere au :fuck you

Smut au: why? Is it because I can f<ck them with CONSENT

Yandere au : right, wow your at least smarter than the other version of me in here

Hanahaki au : *silent*

Cheating au : *silent*

One sided love au : *also silent*

Rejection au : so am I the only one who doesn't love her?

Rejection au (different version) : shut the fuck up that's not a flex your gonna understand it later

Soul mate au : *slurping tea while looking at the chaos*

To be honest I can see yandere counterpart just loosing his mind while the other good ending au's counterpart is just playing card and sharing advice how to satisfy you, while the bad ending au's counterpart also suffering from the fact that if they're not dumb enough to hurt you they're gonna have a peaceful relationship with you and yandere Version just agreeing to them and calling them the dumb version of himself

(this is based on my daydreaming about yandere diluc meeting his another counter part who cheated to his darling lol )

Même bellow to understand my brainrot

Edit: more memes

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#happy international women’s day

#happy international women's day #lets go women

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Some stickers and postcards I made for a bazaar our school was having. https://www.instagram.com/p/CpJneT8pjiT/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#venti #sky #skycotl #sky children of the light #sasaki to miyano #sasamiya #mbti #pjo

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OH. MY. GOODNESS.

#deuce #deuce spade #he looks so beautiful

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#ikemen villains #ikemen