leaving2heaven777

[leaving2heaven777]

im so tired of feeling as if everyone is going to abandon me

im so tired of begging for people to care, and to stay

i barely have anything to live for anymore

i just want something to hold onto

i want to be loved i want to love someone as much as they love me i want them to care for me and ignore my flaws

i want them to help me see that not everything is my fault and that i can be loved

i want to be important to someone

i want to make someone happy

i want to give someone something

i want to be given something

#vent post

[leaving2heaven777]

helloee!! im ppuppeii!! arfarf..

#puppycore #coping #otherkin #dogkin

[leaving2heaven777]

am i supposed to be here

#ventcore #vent edit #traumacore #vent account #vent blog

[leaving2heaven777]

angel bboy reporting 4 duty!@@@!!!

#emo #rawrxd #emo hair #scenecore #emo guy

[leaving2heaven777]

im being put into a mental hospital tomorrow morning

im kind of scared but i need this

i hope im not in there for too long

#mental illness #vent #mental hospital #trigger warning

[leaving2heaven777]

^_^

yeah uh

#emo boy #emo #give me compliments #fuck #rawr #rawr xD

[leaving2heaven777]

i want to be happy ^_^

#traumacore #traumacore edit #vent

[leaving2heaven777]

im so sick of waking up every morning and thinking about how ill end my life

ive been like this for almost 5 years

i dont know how much longer i can put up with this

#vent #vent edit #traumacore edit #traumacore #trauma coping

[leaving2heaven777]

do you know when hearing certain lyrics to a song genuinely makes your heart ache? they makes your chest throb in pain because they remind you of somebody? they remind me of him. he left. he left because i was a mental burden. because i was never happy. whyd he lie? whyd he pretend to love me? whyd he say he wouldnt leave, when in the end he did? whyd he use me? i want him to come back, so so so bad. i dont think hes going to, and ive accepted that. but that doesnt change the fact that hes caused me pain, and the pain doesnt seem like it gonna go away anytime soon. hes hurt me so much, but i still love him. i want these dumb feelings to go away, i dont want to feel anymore. i have so many questions. why couldnt he see that he wasnt just a stupid boy to me? why?? just why??

#vent #im sad #emotional trauma

[leaving2heaven777]

hi hello! my names slater n i like to edit, draw, write, listen to music and watch anime! i use most of my hobbies as coping mechanisms!!^_^ my favorite color is yellow and my favorite music genres are emo and screamo!! i hope i can at least make a few friends here >_<☆!!

#traumacore #traumacore edit #actually traumatized #trauma #yes i am traumatized