longingforpeoplethatcare

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

I haven’t been talking to my friends and I feel so much better, first time I’ve felt happy in a long time. I’m debating just blocking them or not idk.

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

Not being good enough for your parents hurts I’m not a bad kid I go to school I take care of my pets do my laundry cook for myself. But I’m a terrible kid because I don’t do the dishes and I don’t clean up after everyone else I barely have the energy to take care of myself but I’m going to have to force myself to do it all because I do t want them to hate me and I’m a people pleaser.

WHY CANT I BE PERFECT.

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[longingforpeoplethatcare]

I need to do more for my mom not to hate me:

- do the dishes

- do the laundry

- don’t use the dishes

- don’t eat

- lose weight

- have straight A’s

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

I’m at the point of loneliness that I’m taking videos about what I want to talk about and watching them and talking to my self In my head.

Can anyone relate or am I insane?

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

Bout to play some just dance tomorrow, might not be the best thing to burn calories but it’s fun

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

Anyone want to be Friends fr?

Just like a normal friendship we don’t have to talk ab our Ed’s or numbers or anything just a normal friendship?

If you do feel free to dm me

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

I have forgiven my friends so many times for leaving me out and I swear it’s on purpose anymore, sending me pics of you guys together being the only response I get. And they both gave me a dirty look at the same time yesterday they didn’t think I’d see because I was walking away but I looked back at the right time. I hate this so much bro

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

I hate choices I want to be swallowed by the earth.

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

What’s a good gut cleanser?

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[longingforpeoplethatcare]

reminder that even if you have an ED, it’s not okay to fat/food shame others.

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

I’m a pig 2 I just wish I was that cute

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse #ed di3t #tw ana rant #tw restrictive ed #ana shit #ed rant #tw ana trigger #ana stuff #thin$po #i want to be small #i want to be bones

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

820 calories today not bad

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[longingforpeoplethatcare]

Y’all I was manic how great because now I’m going back to depressed, that’s good for my weight loss but it better be really good this time

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse #tw ana diary #tw ana trigger #tw edtwt #ed not sheeren #tw ed descussion #ed vent #tw ana fast #th1nsp1r4t10n #thin$p0 #i wanna be thinner

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

If I eat 940 cal a day I can lose about 40lbs in time for summer/when my school ends

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse #ed not sheeren #tw edd #tw edtwt #i want to be weightless #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #th1gh gap #i want to be thinner #tired of this shit #tw eating issues

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

I have to go hard because I have 56days to lose weight. Any recommendations

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse #i want to be small #i wanna be thinner #thin$p0 #tw edtwt #i want to be bones #thoughts #ana trigger #tw ana fast #anabllr #anorex14

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

I hate it so much.

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse

[longingforpeoplethatcare]

I really hate that my friends like each other more, I introduced them. They became friends because of me, but they like each other more. I’m happy for them because they are good friends for each other, but it sucks to be alone even in my friend group. I mean I get it, it’s hard for me to trust people, get close to people. But I’ve tried to change myself so they would like me more. They still didn’t. I really can take this bro my chest hurts so much rn. When will I be good enough to have someone care about me?

#tw ed diet #why am i like this #disordered eating mention #ed but not sheeran #tw ed in the tags #im sad and tired #tired thoughts #i feel empty #tw disordered eating #tw ed rant #all alone #ed bllog #ed tumbler #tw ana related #tw ed sheeran #bing3 eating #disordered eating thoughts #ed disorder #ed not sherran #ed relapse