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the angelic urge to find myself a god and worship at its feet. To become a vassel, a hound, a blade in its hands. To be loved again in that all consuming way. It doesn't have to be homoerotic but that is a nice bonus

tldr dietykin pspsps i wanna worship u

#PLEASE #I have a partner but he doesn't like it when I do that : ( #i just want to be at someone's feet and honor them like there's no tomorrow #rb #alterhuman #angelkin

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I Want More Otherkin Friends!

Please reblog this if you are

- Deitykin

-Celestialkin

-Starkin

-Alienkin

-Voidkin

-Dollkin

-Angelkin

-Fairykin

-Any Kin??

And ESPECIALLY Reblog this if you post things like space and stars and just…pretty things!

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thank you for the tag 🫶

The other post was getting a bit long, so I made a new one. 😆

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Make this picrew of yourself.

Take this uquiz.

Post the results side-by-side.

Tagged by: @caffeinated-beverage

Tagging: Anyone can join in!

#rb #picrew game

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☆.・゜゜・

My fellow Fyodor kinnies, where you at?

☆.・゜゜・

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧ ⋆ ˚｡

#HIIII HELLO #bsd fyodor #fyodor dostoevsky #bsd #divinekin #otherkin

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my vast intellect far exceeds your own (i can say autistic dog in german and I bet you can't)

#me #rb

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Fyodor fans did not age well

#THERE'S NO WAY HES ACTUALLY DEAD #WE KNOW NIKOLAI THINKS HE'S DEAD #BUT THERE'S JUST NO WAY THAT HE'S ACTUALLY DEAD #rb #bsd #bsd fyodor

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All the questions I got after the season finale

Who is the man Fyodor was talking about before the helicopter crash?

Is Fyodor really dead?

What's going to happen now?

Where have been Lucy, Yosano and Kyouka all this time?

Where is Kouyou? And Mori along with PM?

Will Sigma ever wake up?

What was Fyodor's ability?

What will Nikolai do after all these events?

What was Teruko's backstory?

Where was Jouno?

How about Tecchou's past?

What's going to happen to One Order? What really it is?

Will Dazai and Chuuya come back to Japan?

And probably many more....

#PLS I HOPE FYODOR LIVES #rb #my thoughts exactly #bsd #bsd season 5

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guys dont check out the asagiri bot hes wild 🙁🙁

#HELP WHFAT #rb #character ai #kafka asagiri #bsd #dazai osamu

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reblog if your blog is a safe place for low empathy people   i want to see how many people im safe interreacting with :]

#ofc #I'm little to no empathy as well :D #rb

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No, I don’t feel guilty about what I said.

No, I don’t feel guilty about what I did.

No, I don’t feel guilty about what happened.

But I recognize the hurt I caused.

I realize that what I did wasn’t okay.

And I am willing to apologize and try to do better.

And maybe that matters more than how I don’t feel.

#THIS ^^^ #rb

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knives, a trigger (READ TAGS)

Spare it a glance

Spare it a glance and it’ll grasp control of your mind

You’ll be shaken from your head to the tips of your toes

The world spins

Silver edges entice you

They make your heart race in infatuation

Oh, let me see blood!

Let me see my guts pour out my stomach!

Let me see the life leave my eyes as you twist the sharp point in my stomach

Pull out my nerves

Break my joints

Tug at blood vessels

Watch me cry in agony

Tears streaming down my face and it burns hot

Clear liquid streams down cheeks

Screams and whimpers built on a throb in my chest

And as you move to plunge the dagger into my ribcage

I feel my heart stop for a split second

Oh, please let it race

It beats for you

Eyes widen, mouth opens

A cut off shriek

And a new death-invoking piercing.

The dagger is covered in red

Splattered all over your and my clothes

The blood will bubble up in my throat

It stings, it burns, but I’ll bear it;

And then I’ll hurt you too.

#tw gore #gore description #rb #tw #tw knives #tw body horror #body horror #poetry #lunar's thoughts

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#IT BEGINS. #watcher #rb #spooky season

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turbulent dreams

#AIFJAFJSKLFJSKLF #THIS ART IS SO COOL #rb

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^^^ REALEST THING EVER!!

Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

#rb #lgbtq+ #nonbinary

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Some fun facts regarding real life Nakahara Chuuya

According to the book “文豪どうかしてる逸話集,” one time when Nakahara Chuuya got drunk, he went to Dazai Osamu’s house and cursed “moron! moron!” in front of his face. Dazai’s reaction to this sudden abuse is said to be hiding under his blanket and cried.

(real life Nakahara Chuuya)

When the Blue Flower Club went drinking, Chuuya got drunk and started harassing Dazai, saying: “ Why the hell do your face looks like a flying blue mackerel? What kind of flower do you like anyway?” Dazai, with trembling voice, answered: “Peach Blossom,” to which Chuuya replied: “ Tch, that’s why you suck.”

(real life Dazai Osamu)

  Since Chuuya had this tendency to being rude and straight forward, Dazai once decsribed him as “ a guy glistening like a slug. I really cannot hang out with him.” There are many more stories about Chuuya being a gremlin to people around him. It’s said that one time Chuuya yelled: “ Hey you damn governor” at Sakaguchi Ango while staying one meter away from him, because Chuuya was smaller in size compared to Ango and couldn’t win in a fight.

(real life Sakaguchi Ango)

 Another time when the group of friends were drinking, a drunk Chuuya smashed a bottle on Nakamura Mitsuo’s head, yelling: “Imma kill you.” When his friend scolded him for acting so terriblly, Chuuya started crying and shouted: “I’M SAD!”

(the poor victim Nakamura Mitsuo)

#WHA #HUH #irl bsd authors are wild #rb #bsd #chuuya nakahara #osamu dazai #sakaguchi ango #nakamura mitsuo

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Your travels as Snufkin will take you from breathtaking vistas to dark caves. The landscape with its rocky faces, rugged slopes, and paths… and even the sun itself feels alive, as if you can reach out and touch it, and then it will suddenly smile back at you, or give another meaningful response. Tove Jansson was a wonderful artist and seemed to enjoy painting large natural landscapes and vistas with her distinct visual style. While we don’t try to mimic the style directly, it’s important to us that the game has a similar vibe - and that everything feels like it was Jansson’s hands where the ideas were born.

#HOLY MOTHER OF #DJDI IT COME OUT #DIDNTHR GAME COME OUTBOMG #SJNDKDJSNWMMD #rb #snufkin #Moominvalley

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I’m passing the phone who keeps tabs on Xero…

REVEAL YOURSELF IF YOU'RE KEEPING TABS ON ME

#I know who it is but I’m not telling lol #rb