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Clearly you don't realize that I left this weapon in your hands... I have the feeling that you are playing with the trigger... WHY ARE YOU WAITING TO PRESS IT!??? I don't understand this silence, I don't understand this absence..., I don't understand any of this Every day, every moment, I waited.. I wait... And I still am waiting .. Then I started to realize that every day my mind thinks about you and all these crazy questions every minute.. every second.... I don't think I'm a bad person, asking for the moon... I ask for truth, transparency and real love... Through people and words... Not money, expensive activity... Only hugs, stay put and simply enjoy each other's presence... So... Despite everything... Are you going to take advantage of the most precious thing I entrusted to you? Or are you going to put that gun away and take care of us... What are you gonna do..?
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I hope you had fun with your friend..
I admit that finally finding myself all alone To wait, 1, 2, 3 hours..
Finally accept that it's not just a beer... that clearly you are staying to consume more. It's okay, you do what you want... But what hurts me...
What makes me feel insecure... It's that you told me a few minutes before that you didn't want to drink... that you wanted to “clean out your system”.
Besides you knew that I was at your house... and for the rare times that we see each other, I would have thought that you would have been happy to spend time with me.
To say that you're going to have a beer and that you'll come back later...and then it ends up being a shot until the bar closes...
Limit... You could have invited me.. or just told me not to wait for you.
No, silence and me staring at the ceiling because I can't tell myself if I'm going to bed or if I'm waiting for you...
It's unfortunately not the first time... And far from... That you don't respect your words.
I am someone who forgives without even saying it. And that's a fault... Because you can't guess that you're hurting me.
I think that everything I'm telling you now, maybe you haven't even realized it...
Maybe you know it and it's a voluntary choice and... Unfortunately, if it's a choice, deliberate about it. acting like that with me, it just makes me understand that everything you said to me the other night was just words to make me stay and that it wasn't sincere.
I want a serious relationship... Not a friendship with benefits... Or to be a rebound.....
And you've known it since day one... I have always been honest with you. But I admit that despite the fact that I feel attached to you. I developed a feeling of love at the beginning and despite everything... I believe I am in love because despite absolutely everything... I failed to hate you or blame you and make the decision to leave....
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every night it's the same things
he sleeps at my feet.
tonight and despite that, I feel alone.
my dog, my best friend who is always loyal to me and only me.
I don't know what is missing to fill this giant hole.
alone, is the only feeling I feel.
I love you my dog.
with you I know that I am not alone despite these feelings that never leave me.
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Agressive.... Non
Impulsive.... Non
Triste .... Non
En colère.... Non
Épuisé... Oui
Tellement vidé que tu ne ressens plus rien à part de l'épuisement
Et l'acceptation de la fin.
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One, two... Three...
One after one...
One after the other...
The people I love the most are moving away from me..
One, two... Three...
Magic is this life that makes disappear..
One after one...
The hopes of a happy life...
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