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Meme from my old acc lol

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i’ve had the worst insomnia over the last few days, i’ve been eating <800 for a few days and though it may be that.

wasn’t as in control today and ate <1,500 (estimation) and still can’t sleep so it’s not the lack of food that’s doing it.

at least i can stave myself in peace but these sleepless nights do suck.

not sure how i managed with all this as a teenager

#an0r3c1a #tw ana diary #tw ana trigger #ed relapse #tw ed diet #ed moots #@tw edd #@na vent #@n0r3xia #@nor3×14 #anorexik #mi@ #tw m14 #4norexla #4norexi4

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anyone still active? need more moots

>18 only

#thinspi #ed moots #ed relapse #th1gh gap #th1nspø #tw ed sheeran #tw ed stuff #sk!nny #£d #tw €d #€d #@nor3xia #@ana

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ah

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full night with insomnia very productive with doom scrolling and watching for the love of nancy

#ed relapse #ed moots #tw ed content #£d

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this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

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take your vitamins.

- B complex (everything)

- collagen (hair/nail growth)

- biotin (keeps hair from falling out)

- magnesium (digestion/mood/brain fog)

- iron (dizziness)

- iodine/zinc (prevents malnutrition)

- calcium/vitamin D (bone health)

fa1nting in public is NOT hot

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HOW IS MY ED TAKING AWAY MY HEALTH BUT NOT MY WEIGHT ??? 🚫 Scam Alert 🚫

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📿🕯️I will hit a underweight BMI this year.🕯️📿

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:/

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I want a slutty little waist

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you know what i thought i was over this but come to realise that i’ll probably have this for the rest of my life

cue another relapse at this point i don’t care anymore im sick of trying to make others happy when i need them they’re never there

new goal: 48 kg

current: 52 kg

#anorex1a #thinspi #thinspiracja #tw ed #ed #skin #tw ed content #tw ed things #weight loss #ana motivation #mia #skinny #thinspo #ana diet #ed content #not pro just using tags #4namia #4n4rexia #4n4m14 #th17 #diet

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The weightloss isn't real until my bf notices

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if anorexia why not skinny yet

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doing a liquid fast for 2 days

getting back on track

#ana #ana mia #anorex1a #thinspi #thinspiracja #tw ed #ed #skin #tw ed content #tw ed things #weight loss #ana motivation #mia #skinny #ana diet #ed content #not pro just using tags #thin #diet #disordered eating tw #tw m14 #pr0 m1a #4na tw #pro 4na #4n4mi4

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I want to be skinny enough to have to confidence to show my progress on here.

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this is so not me right now

Love how my response to binging is to do a two day fast… not thinking about the fact that it could possibly trigger another binge.

I’m 26hrs in, so wish me luck 🤞🤞