myfakeplasticlove13

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how can i love myself when i’m so draining to everyone else? from peach prc in heavy

fatima aamer bilal, from even flesh eaters don't want me. | taylor swift in peace | lorde in liability | chappell roan in casual | lizzy mcalpine in full machine | josé olivarez, from citizen illegal

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“Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other ending to this story.” NO WHAT IF NO ONE HAD TO LEAVE AND WHAT IF WE COULD JUST STAY THIS WAY FOREVER AND GROW APPLE TREES IN THE BACKYARD AND I COULD READ YOU GOODNIGHT STORIES AND YOU COULD MAKE BREAKFAST ON THE WEEKENDS ??? WHAT IF THERE IS ANOTHER ENDING ???

#words #quotes #web weaving #webweaving #poetry compilation #web weave #poetry #poem #richard siken #prose poetry #prose #literature #writing #book quotes

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the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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Hanif Abdurraqib interviewed by Ruth Awad: Joy Is Not Promised to You

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WOW this is so depressing (i love it) i thought my hozier obsession was coming to an end but apparently it’s not and who am I to blame. Well and with that happy new year, nothings changed I guess

#hozier #lyrics #words #unreal unearth #music #all things end #why did he do that

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Saltburn (2023) dir. Emerald Fennell

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saltburn details that make my brain explode bc theyre so beautifully done

felix & venetia having matching star tattoos

the vampire scene hinting at venetias death

the catton players display with the stones ontop at the end

venetia telling the doppelganger story and seeing a felix doppelganger in the window (hints at felix’s death)

these r some of the details i really love that emerald put into the film & i feel like they add a lot

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Oliver failed. Oliver failed. He failed. Venetia lost interest, Farleigh came back, Felix found out his lie. He is not a brilliant mastermind who plotted the whole theft from day on, he popped a boy's tire so he could get close to him, to bask in the nearness to his warmth, and that was enough until it wasn't.

He isn't a genius, he's attentive and greedy and lucky and he can't help himself. He was pretty enough and Elspeth was broken enough that it worked in his favor after nearly 20 years. He tells himself he orchestrated the whole thing from the start, that it was "just work," and that he didn't gradually want more and more and more, and if you believe him, you failed too.

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virginia woolf's 1931 new years resolutions : "to have none. not to be tied. to be free & kindly with myself. sometimes to read, sometimes not to read. to go out, yes—but stay at home in spite of being asked. as for clothes, i think to buy good ones."

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Sappho, from If Not, Winter: Fragments of Sappho; tr. by Anne Carson

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saltburn (2023) dir. emerald fennell / i’m your man, mitski

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I think the thing about Saltburn that makes me lose my mind the most is that Oliver's longing was so intense that he found a way to cast himself in the play of Felix's life, taking on the role of the damsel in distress specifically so Felix could feel like the hero. I mean, what the fuck. He really went out there and said I will make myself weak so you can feel strong. I will be small so you can be big. Whatever role I can get in your life, I'll take. Just to be near you. Just to gaze at you with your little red glasses and lollipop, Lolita-ing it up on a hot summer day. Just to drink your cummy bathwater after you jerk off. And when Felix found out all that he'd done, he didn't want him anymore. How fucked up is that. If some feral little man turned himself into Oliver fucking Twist to seduce me I'd let him nip at my heals like a sad little dog for the rest of my life. What the fuck.

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THE END OF EVERYTHING SALTBURN (2023) dir. Emerald Fennell

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CARRIE (1976) dir. Brian De Palma

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solitude

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