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the way i constantly forget that richard papen’s actual name is “john”

#you’re telling me this mf is named john #john papen lmao #the secret history #tsh #richard papen

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the secret history winter or call me by your name summer

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of course he's read the secret history!!

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me and the outgoing personality i made for myself hanging out in my head

James and Remus reunite again at the eclipse ☀🌙

sticker on redbubble!

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In another life i would be doing cocaine in a burger king parking lot with Judy Poovey

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its 3am. whore whore whore I chant. and he appears behind me. richard papen

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Does such a thing as 'the fatal flow' that showy dark crack running down the middle of a life, exist outside literature? I used to think it didn't. Now I think it does. And I think that mine is this: a morbid longing for the picturesque at all cost.

The secret history, Donna Tartt

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still cannot fathom how Oliver said like the most romantic thing ever to Meredith and then went to jail for James 5 minutes later

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Just them🤍

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from my instagram lol at a goodwill

i would have included dead poets society but i haven’t watched it yet

#i love dead gay dark academia men #rip to the real ones #the secret history #tsh #if we were villains #marauders #all the young dudes #atyd #the holdovers #richard papen #bunny corcoran #henry winter #francis abernathy #charles macaulay #julian morrow #oliver marks #richard stirling #james farrow #alexander vass #angus tully #remus lupin #moony

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Bunny seems like he should be lactose intolerant and allergic to peanuts.

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secret history really lives rent free in my mind, not a day goes by where I don't think about those sad little gays.

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I would sell my spleen to have Henry Winter discover me in a room with a hole in the ceiling in the middle of winter and rescue me from hypothermia and pneumonia <3

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I did not know the pain that was coming for me

#if we were villains #oliver marks #james farrow #dark academia #books

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For those who read both

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If We Were Villains sketch page

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why cant i be a 20th century schoolboy studying shakespeare with his group of morally grey friends