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There better be a part 2 of "they say something hurtful in an argument" where they realized they fucked up. I swear on God's name I will not stop crying if you don't.

P.s: very good writing keep it up! ❤️

Side Note: I didnt think that there would be so many requests on part 2, so thank you all for the requests and the support! It helps staying motivated to keep writing :) I hope you'll like this!

Making up after an argument

Part 1: They say something hurtful in an argument

Tags: hurt/comfort, slight angst, making up

Characters: Shanks, Benn Beckman, Dracule Mihawk

Shanks

He feels bad about what he said right after he saw that flash of hurt on your face, the sadness in your eyes and your quiet apology. Shanks immediately wanted to go after you when you left the room, but he was so wrung up in his blanket that he first had to untangle himself before he could go after you. He didnt care how he looked like, his shirt was all the way open, his pants were pulled up above his knee on one leg and on the other it hung down normally and his hair was a mess too. His shoes were completly forgotten somewhere in the room.

When he opened the door from his cabin with a rush and walked outside into the hallway, you were long gone. He instantly went looking for you, starting on deck and working all the way down.

His crewmembers, especially his closest friends, gave him weird looks and concerned stares, but he ignored all of their questions and just ran around looking for you. When he finally finds you, crying on the floor in a dark storage room, he felt a pang go through his heart.

He slowly came closer to you, not wanting to startle you, and started talking quietly.

"Hey, sweet cheeks" he said, sitting down next to you. "Is it alright if i touch you?" he said as he carefully laid his hand on your ellbow.

Seeing you in this state made him want to just wrap his arms around you, pull you close and kiss you all over and apologize to you a thousand times, but he held himself back. This wasnt what you needed right now.

When you didnt react to his touch, he laid his other hand on your shoulder. Shanks tried to catch your eyes, but your face was burried in your legs and your hands were shielding your head from him.

"Darling please look at me" he pleaded, and slowly you raised your head. He laid his other hand on your cheek and his warmth immediately comforted you, but you didnt want to give into his warmth. When Shanks saw your tear struck face and this unbearable sadness in your eyes, he mentally cursed himself for saying those reckless words.

"I'm sorry for what I said. I had no right to let my hangover frustration out on you. Please, forgive me. I love you, my sweet little dove" he tried to apologize.

"Am I really the reason?" you quietly asked, hiccuping from all the crying.

"What?" Shanks looked at you confused.

"Am I the reason why you keep drinking so much? Am I that insufferable?" you cried out, your body shaking at the thought.

"No, no! That wasnt what I meant, please, listen to me! You are the best thing that ever happened to me, and I cant lose you. What I said was mean and a lie. Please believe me when I say I never wanted to hurt you. Please believe me that I didnt mean those words."

Shanks was on the verge of crying himself. The thought that he made his partner feel so bad made him hate himself, swearing to never get this drunk again that he would hurt his lover. He was scared you'd leave him. He wanted to make you feel better, but that was a difficult task when he himself was the reason why you were crying and shaking on the floor. He carefully put his arms around you and placed you on his lap and pressed a small kiss to your forehead.

"It's okay, cry how much you want. Be angry at me, hit me, let all your feelings out on me, I deserve it. But please" he swallowed hard "please dont be sad. Please dont leave me. Not because of my stupid mouth."

You looked up at him when he said that. You noticed his pained face and the fear in his eyes. A fear that he messed up for good. You still felt hurt, but you knew Shanks would never toy with your feelings like that. He was serious about this apology.

You pressed your head in his chest and your tears started to dry out. After a time of silence and him gently stroking your back, you murmered a "I love you, you drunk idiot" into his chest. Shanks felt a stone fall from his heart as he chuckled a bit, leaned down and kissed you on the head. "I love you too, so much pumpkin. I'll never hurt you again. I'll stop drinking so much. Pirate promise"

Benn Beckman

Beckman sighed for the seemingly hundreth time. He still stood on deck, leaning against the railing as he thought about what he had said. He didnt meant to hurt you, but he knew giving you a bit space for now was the right thing. When you calmed down he planned on talking to you, but right now he also needed to sort his own thoughts.

He regretted his words instantly after they left his mouth but the damage was done. He sighed again. Usually he would have smoked at least half a package of cigarettes by now, but he just couldnt bring himself to touch one. Those stupid things were the reason why he made his partner sad. No, bullshit. He couldnt blame anyone else than himself for this. He fucked up.

With one last sigh he left his place at the railing and went underdeck to find you. He had a guess where you were and what you'd be doing, so he went straight to your cabin. He calmed himself with a deep breath in and breath out before he knocked on your door and then slowly opened it.

He wasnt suprised at what he saw. You were at your desk, working away on whatever was laying on your table. Benn carefully stepped into your room and closed the door. You didnt give him any sign that you acknowledged his presence. He walked over to you and waited if you'd say something.

Benn wasnt sure how to approach, so he looked at the papers on your desk. When he saw how shaky your handwriting was and how the ink mixed with waterdrops at some places he sighed again, feeling helpess as he made his own partner cry.

"Hey, I'm sorry about what I said. It wasnt right of me. I let out my stress on you eventho you were only worried about me. I'm deeply sorry."

Benn apologized, but you didnt respond nor did you look at him. He got restless, the uneasy feeling in him became stronger with every second you didnt say anything. You were just writing away on your papers.

"Buttercup, please. I am really sorry. I didnt want to hurt your feelings. You know I love you deeply."

There was a begging undertone in Benns voice by now.

"You dont smell like smoke" was the only answere he got, and hearing your voice immediately eased his anxious feelings a bit.

"I just...couldnt bring myself to touch them" he admitted.

You turned to look at him.

"Maybe i should be upset because of you more often then?"

He breathed out as he sensed that you werent that upset at him anymore. There was a joking undertone in your words, but it was clear that you still were hurt. He laid his hand on yours and leaned down, pressing his forehead to yours.

"Please no. I cant handle this. I cant handle seeing you upset. I'm sorry, princess, i'll really try my best to smoke less. Please, I want to make things right again, I-"

He stopped when you laid your hand on his cheek, softly caressing it.

"I know that you're sincer when you start rambling, Benn Beckman."

Dracule Mihawk

Mihawk knew he fucked up big time when he wanted to go look for you but couldnt find you. He noticed your belongings were gone, and then saw footprints leaving away from the castle. Your footprints.

It was starting to become night so he immediately ran after you, following your steps through the woods. He prayed the whole time that you were safe, that nothing happened to you, that you didnt get injured because of his inability to deal with his emotions the right way.

It started raining and it got darker and darker. He hoped he'll find you in time. The nights are cold and the animals in the woods can be even more dangerous at night. Mihawk ran even faster as raindrops hit him more frequently, and soon it was pouring down. His clothes were complety soaked, but he couldnt care less. All he could think of was to find you and bring you back to safety.

While Mihawk dashed throught the woods with experience, you on the other hand stumbled around without orientation. Now that the darkness started to rise, you couldnt see anything anymore. The trees were so close to each other that you couldnt orientate yourself on the stars, and barely any moonlight came through either.

You couldnt count anymore how often you tripped or fell down a slope. Your arms, legs and face were covered in small scratches as you continued to push trough. You werent even entirely sure where you were going, but all you knew was that you wanted to put as much distance in between you and Hawkeye as possible.

Tears still welled up at the thought of him. Those soft moments between you two all seemed like a lie. You shook your head to get rid of those thoughts and carried on. You kept on walking, but a root stood out of the ground and made you trip again. You fell and slithered down another small slope and just as you cursed to yourself you heard a noise.

You stayed quietly on the ground as you listened, not sure if you misheared. No, there were definetely steps. But they were too heavy to be from a human. And Mihawk wouldnt come either. So what was that?

Then you heard a sniffing sound and a roar. And that's when you also got your answer. It was a bear. You tried to stay as calm as possible, but soon you realized why the bear roared so much. You fell in between the bear and it's cup. Which was the worst thing you could do - get in between a mother bear and her child.

You slowly started to crawl backwards, but the mother bear roared again and you heard her coming closer. You tried to hold your breath as you saw her shadowy figure infront of you, and the moment the bear roared almost into your face, you tried to stand up and run away, but of course that didnt work with a bear in front of you. You fell on your butt and tried to ready yourself for the heavy impact with the bears paw which she had raised, when a tall figure was infront of you suddenly, holding a big sword you'd recognise everyhwere. Mihawk. He wielded his sword and cut the ground, and the bear mother and her cup both ran away.

When he turned to face you, you couldnt decipher what his facial expression meant. You sat there, on the ground, cuts all over you and wet from the rain as he suddenly quickly walked up to you. You wanted to stand up, to talk with him, but before you could even say his name he was on the ground with you, kissing you feverishly.

You were confused about what was going on suddenly, but Mihawk pressed you against him in a way you couldnt escape. Not that you really wanted to, cause you felt so many emotions in this one kiss. Fear, anger, sadness, relieve... it seemed like all of those pent up emotions he couldnt let out came through in this kiss.

After what seemed like eternity did he break the kiss, panting as he looked at you.

"I'm so glad you're okay. I'm so glad you're alive. I- I love you."

Was all he said and you looked at him in shock. It was a rare treat to hear those words from him, and you didnt expect to ever hear them again. But here he was, saving you in the middle of the night, telling you his feelings.

"I-I know that you're always worried when I leave. I just didnt know how to break it to you when i had to leave for so long. I not only see the disappointment and worry in your face, I also see fear and sadness whenever i leave. I just...I didnt know how I should tell you that I had to leave for months, fighting some idiots without seeing you all sad about the fact that I might not come back? That's why i left without saying anything. I know i hurt you, my love. I know I said something cruel back in the castle. But this castle is not my home when you arent in it. I'm sorry for hurting you. I didnt know how to express myself. Please, forgive me. I'll work on it."

You only stared in shock as Mihawk talked about his feelings so much. But then a small smile broke out on your lips.

"You're an idiot. But you're my idiot."

He didnt respond, he only blushed which you didnt see in the dark nights, but then he picked you up and started carrying you back to your home.

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They say something hurtfull in an argument

TW: sad, slight angst, fighting

Characters: Shanks, Beckmann, Mihawk

Side note: a bit ooc cause they'd never say something like that but we live for angst

Part 2: Making up after an argument

Shanks

"Why do you always have to be drunk?" i asked him as he woke up with yet another hangover. Being together with Shanks is amazing, he loves you, he gives you everything you could wish for and more, but there is one thing you hate about his beheaviour: the constant drinking.

"Because we are pirates, we have to party" Shanks answered with a grin before he groans due to his headache.

"This drinking will kill you one time, do you know that? It's also a huge downturn in bed when i want to kiss you and all i can smell is alcohol on your breath." You kept on complaining, tired of this. "Alcohol damages your body so much, do you want to die so much earlier or what?" you snapped at him.

"Maybe I need something to make me feel better about your constant bickering." Shanks said with a growl, the grin disappearing.

You halted in your tracks. A look of hurt crossed your face as you shut your mouth close. Sadness welled up inside you at the thought, that you were also a reason why he kept on having this extremly unhealthy habit.

"I'm sorry then" you said quietly and walked out of your shared quarters, now probably only his quarters, cause you werent sure if you want to go back there and sleep next to him.

You were just worried about him, why didnt you notice that you were annoying him with that? You never said anything, helped him out of all his problems that he caused by himself with his childish demeanour, you only scolded him when he hurt himself. He never hurts others, he only lets himself get hurt. And that frustrated you beyond believe.

Didnt he know how much you cared for him? Did he even care? Are you even enough to make him start to look out for himself?

Tears rolled down your cheeks as you hid yourself in an empty room on the ship. You tried so much to accept his drinking habbits, you didnt even ask him to stop, just to not be drunk 6 and a half days of the week, and that every week.

You burried your face in your knees and cried. Where you that insufferable that he hurts his own body just to be able to endure your company? If you left, then he wouldnt do this to himself anymore, right?

Benn Beckman

"Really? Another one?"

You say annoyed as you watch your boyfriend light up another cigarette.

"Yes. Another one."

He plainly answers. You guys had this discussion before. You wanted him to smoke less, he said he'd try to but the amount doesnt get any less.

"Benn this really damages your lungs. Cant you please try to smoke less?"

You asked again, and he sighed annoyed.

"They help me relax."

You started to get annoyed by his short answers.

"You could relax with other stuff. You could take a bath, or i could massage you, or we could just spend time together."

You suggested as he sighed out audibly annoyed.

"And you think after all the work and stress I have the whole day I want to spend it around a person which constantly nags on me and where i cant let my mind settle even a bit?"

He snapped, looking at you angrily. You looked at him with an unmoving face before you adverted your eyes. You didnt want to show him that his words hurt.

"I'm sorry, I didnt know you couldnt let your guard down around me."

You said defeated, turning around and slowly walking away. You could hear him say your name quietly but you didnt want to turn around. You just walked under deck and into your cabin. You sat down on your desk and started working, tears running down your face as you felt a coldness within you.

Does he not trust me enough? I didnt know that I am a stress factor for him.

Dark thoughts pleagued your mind as you tried to just work through your feelings. You tried to not be even more of a burden. Tears ran down your face, some of them hitting the desk and some hitting the papers with the lists and research about the treasures your crew had gotten lately.

Benn works so hard, and I never made him feel better. I just added to his stress. He'd be better off alone, right?

Dracule Mihawk

"Could you please tell me when you plan on leaving?"

You said to Mihawk as he came back after two months without telling you that he'll be gone.

"Why? I have my own free will if i remember correctly."

"Because I worry about you when you just suddenly disappear! It isnt that hard to just leave a note or something when you cant tell me in the face that you have to leave."

You were angry at him. What did he think? He was your boyfriend so why couldnt he just tell you when he left for weeks?

He puts down his hat and went to get some vine but you stopped him. Him not even looking at you makes you feel like you're unimportant to him, that this whole matter is of no interest to him.

"Do you really care so little about my feelings? Or am I just a nuissance to you right now that you cant even stop walking when I talk with you."

He then looked at you, annoyance but also a sign of being unbothered on his face.

"You're acting like a child. If I leave again and dont come back you'll at least know why now."

He said that so matter of factly that you were stunned about his coldness. He moved around you to the kitchen to grab some vine, and you just stood there.

Did he really just say that I am the reason why he doesnt want to come home anymore?

You shook your head slightly, recalling his words again and trying not to be hurt by them. As you hear his steps starting to come back, you hurried out of the room and into your shared bedroom. Tears streamed down your face as you tried to make it make sense.

When did he start hating to come back to you? What exactly was so annoying about you? Why didnt he just tell you that he didnt like your behaviour anymore? Does he even like you anymore?

All those thoughts were running through your head as you packed the little clothes and stuff you owned. You didnt touch a thing that he bought for you. If he wanted to leave and not come back, then you will make it easier for him and leave on your own. That's what he wants, isnt it?

After you finished packing you quietly stepped out of his castle and made your way into the woods. Tears were still streaming down your face, but you ignored them. This was for the best, right?

#one piece #shanks #akagami no shanks #red hair shanks #dracule mihawk #mihawk #benn beckman #beckman #benn beckman x reader #shanks x reader #mihawk x reader #angst #light angst #drabble

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Shanks and Benn help you with Insecurities (chubby reader)

TW: insecurities, comfort, slight angst kinda, description of nudity

Characters: Shanks and Benn Beckmann

You always had struggles with your appearance. Almost all the women you met were thin, had a small waist, big boobs and a nice ass. But you? You had thick thighs, a bigger stomach, you simply had more weight than others. At first you didn't know that it was a challenge to not look like all those beautifull women out there. But then you noticed, that shopping for clothes was different for you. The stares of others were different on you. How they acted towards you was different. You grew up and realized, that you werent as much worth as people who were beautiful. Otherwise they wouldnt make fun of you, right? Otherwise they would accept you and treat you kindly, and not leave you out of everything. Right?

You tried a lot to lose weight and to become one of those beautful girls, but no matter how hard you tried or how less you ate you just couldnt seem to make it.

At some point you just accepted that you'll never have what others have. You left the island you were born on and started sailing around. You didnt want to wait for someone to do that with you when it was clear that no one would come.

But your world changed one day when you walked into a bar full of loudly yelling and laughing men. It was raining quite heavy so you couldnt avoid all those people like you usually would. You quietly walked up to the bar counter and ordered something to drink and eat. The men in your back were laughing and playing cards, and you tried to shut those thoughts down who told you that they were now also laughing about you.

A few seats next to you sat a tall man with red hair, also eating something. You looked at him and he looked at you and smiled. An honest smile. And that smile should change your whole world.

Two years later you were now the captains and the vice captains girlfriend, the crew loved and respected you and you loved and respected them. Benn and Shanks didnt let you go again after Shanks saw you in that bar, he knew you were special. You were always gratefull towards them both for giving you a family, to give you love. They helped you out of the dark hole you were in, helped you to see yourself in a better light.

The whole crew helped you to accept yourself. To love yourself. And you will always be grateful for that.

But it was still hard sometimes, those thoughts sometimes came back and then you were feeling bad and insecure about yourself.

Your two lovers noticed that of course, they always did. The whole crew noticed it. You were covering yourself more, eating less, smiling less, didnt want to go out, didnt want to go shopping, you mostly spent time in the quarters you shared with your lovers.

You were eyeing yourself in the mirror, gripping at the skin and picking around, tracing the lines on your stomach were the skin had ripped. You had tears running down your face as you just couldnt understand how those people could love you when you were such a pain in the eyes.

Suddenly you heard the door opening and Shanks and Benn walking inside, talking quietly cause they thought you'd be asleep by now. You held your breath as you didnt dare to move in the bathroom, and just hoped they wouldnt try to open the locked door and see you like that. They had an officer meeting and you said you were tired and wanted to go to sleep earlier, so you left and thought you had enough time for yourself to cry about what those ugly thoughts in your mind told you. Well, apparently you were wrong.

You waited for them to hopefully just go to sleep, but your hopefull thinking was cut short when someone tried to open the bathroom door.

"Darling, are you inside there?"

You heard Shanks call out to you. You shakily answered "Y-Yeah I-I'll be out-t in a m-minute!" as you looked around for something to cover yourself. You couldnt let them see your naked body. You realiced you had left your clothes outside and there were no towels left in the bathroom.

Benn and Shanks heard you rummaging through the bathroom and their worry increased by the second.

"Sweetheart, open the door, please"

Benn spoke carefully. You started to panic as you couldnt find anything to cover up, and this big mirror just kept on showing you every flaw you thought your body had and your mind just repeated those hatefull thoughts that they would leave you if they saw you like this. That you would be all alone and unloved again. Tears spilled down your face as you tried to make an excuse on why it took you so long, but in the end you just sat there and tried to muffle your cries.

Your two lovers on the outside of the door of course heard you and tried to get the door open. They succeeded after some time, but you were too far in your head to notice it. You were crying, and shaking, and your head was burried in your knees and your hands shielded your head as you just wished you wouldnt be there anymore.

Shanks and Benn immediatelly were by your side, trying to get you to look at them, asking what was wrong and trying to calm you down.

After some time you told them what was wrong, they had a suspicion that it was this topic bothering you again. Benn pressed you against his chest as you told them every cruel thought in your mind, your hands still trying to cover yourself up.

When you calmed down again, Benn picked you up and carried you to the bed. Shanks laid down on it, and Benn laid you in between Shanks legs so that you sat in between them, your upper body leaning against his torso. Then Benn sat down at your legs.

"Buttercup you're the most beautful woman in this world to us"

he spoke.

"And we will show you that every time you need to see it, pumpkin"

Shanks ended the sentence. And with that, Benn and Shanks started to kiss every inch of your body. It didnt matter how you protested and writhed underneath them, they kissed you everywhere. Your head, shoulders, face, breasts, stomache, thighs, feet, toes, between your legs, your back, everwhere. They didnt leave out an inch and smothered you with affection.

When they were finished, you were panting and writhing in between their both holds.

"Please talk to us when those bad thoughts come again. There is nothing wrong with seeking out help. We love you. You'll never be alone again, okay little dove?"

Shanks spoke as he caressed your stomach and Benn pressed a kiss on your cheek.

"You are beautifull just the way you are, and we love you just the way you are. We love you. You and only you. Got that, little firestorm?"

#benn beckman #shanks x reader #one piece shanks #one piece #comfort #shanks x chubby reader #benn x chubby reader #akagami no shanks #red hair shanks #shanks #red hair pirates #shanks x benn x reader

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You find out they have very sensitive nipples

TW: mild sexual content, Minors DNI

Characters: Shanks, Benn Beckman, Dracule Mihawk

Shanks

this guy walks around all day with his bare chest out, so getting to his nipples is an easy thing

you two were laying in his bed in the captain quarters, both of you panting from the wild love making you just did. You absently let your fingers trail over his chest while you two enjoyed the silence. His hand strocked over your side, keeping you close, as both of you basked in the afterglow. You then circled one of his nipples, and holy-

this man moaned

suddenly, unexpectedly, loud and deep

you looked at him in shock at the sudden noise, and he looked at you in a shocked and suprised way too

"W-what did you just do-"

He'd ask with a blush and tries to act like nothing happend, but you already noticed what was going on and are now smiling devilishly up to him

you pinch his nipple this time, and his whole body arches as he moans and yelps surprised at the same time

"That's it"

He says and grabs you and rolls you over that you're laying under him

"If you want to tease me that bad, you sure can have that"

Shanks is a man of his word, and he shows you that with another one, or two, or three rounds through the whole night

Benn Beckmann

You were sitting on Benns lap as he read the newspapers on deck

You and him both enjoyed the others presence, finding calmness and comfort with each other. And that is exactly what Benn needs after watching over his Captain and the other crewmembers everyday while also doing a bunch of tasks

He loves sitting with you and just relaxing. He's the king of quality time

You hum quietly to a tune in your mind and trace invisible patterns over his shirt, as you graze a nipple of his

His muscles tense at once and he makes a quiet and suprised groan

Tho he acts like nothing happened and just continues to stare at the newspaper

You on the other hand, trace over his nipple again, and again, and again, and you feel his body tensing more and more, and after some time he cant hold back his groan anymore and you feel goosebumps rising up your arms and back at the arousing sound he makes

You look at him stunned, you never thought he'd be that sensitive in that area, while he folded the newspaper together and laid it on the table. You just wanted to say something as he scooped you up and started walking with you in his hands under deck

"What, you think you can tease me like that with nothing incoming? I'll show you just how senstive your own body can be"

he grins as he says that, and just like his captain, he's a man of his word and makes sure to go over every inch of your body and find every sensitive spot you have and torture you with it

Dracule Mihawk

He is a stoic man

He won't tell you about his sensitive spots, he'll just make sure to please you in every way possible, but doesnt really care about himself, if he finishes with you he is more than happy

But just like Shanks, this man walks around with his bare chest and nipples on display for everyone to see

so one time, you just wondered if he also has sensitive areas. He always makes sure to stimulate you in every way, but you never saw anything that stimulated him except of the part between his legs

So, you were thinking if his nipples might be just as sensitive as yours

You walk up to him, knowing that a direct approach is best with him

He read the newspaper and sipped some of his wine as you came into the dining hall to him. You walked up to him and asked "Are you sensitive there?" and just softly pinched his nipple

You were shocked from his reaction to say the least

You figured that he might be senstive there like you are, but his reaction was way more intense than yours ever been

He gasps suprised and his back arches of the chair, his head falling back as a small moan escaped him at the end

You didnt know if you saw right just now, the Mihawk who only lets his emotions show in bed, and even then he seems to hold them back still, lost controll about his body so easily

You wanted to do it again, but he quickly grabbed your hand before you could reach his nipple again. He looked at you with a small blush

"Yes. I am sensitive there."

He answered you, and you already knew that you would use that knowledge against him the next time you two would get intimate

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rayraelleaizawa · 1 year

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rayraelleaizawa · 2 years

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Orion as a vegetarian/vegan?

He is a balanced man - one with the nature. And animals are part or nature aren't they. So, would he eat meat? Or generally food made from or of animals?

Or would he eat meat and use e.g. wool clothing because it is a giving and receiving with nature and it makes him feel even more one with it?

Someone anwer me pls. What are your thoughts?

#orion amari x mc #orion amari #orion amari x reader #orion #hogwarts mystery #hphm #quidditch #skye parkin #murphy mcnully #erika rath

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rayraelleaizawa · 2 years

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Orion and Hate/Anger Sex?

MDNI (tho no actual smut just wondering)

OKAY - HEAR ME OUT srsly before you think of anything else, read this to the end

I woke up today, and I had one idea in mind: Orion and hate/anger sex? Yes.

I know, our Orion would n e v e r do something like that, but think about it again:

He and his partner are in a relationship for some time now - and we all know that it takes time to get used to every habit of the other person, wether you like it or not - and Orion would deal with stuff that bothers him probably that way:

ofc talking about it with his partner

and meditating over it

BUT even then, you can always have pent up emotions. Orion won't yell at his partner ever. So maybe, one time, when they have a small argument which dreads to escalate and his partner talks about his habits that they might not like, and all this pent up emotions in him will come to the front again and he'll feel this unbalancing rage, or anger, and he has this urge to stop his partner from talking. So he grabs them by the neck and pulls them into a heated kiss. His partner is probably confused af, but then goes with it and they do let their emotions out with some quite rough sex.

Afterwards Orion would make sure if he overstepped boundaries or if he hurt his partner (ngl if that partner was me tho he'd had some nice scratch marks over his back probably, tho he probably wouldn't care). Both let their pent up emotions out, both feel better. They just lay there in each others arms, catch their breath, breath in each others smell and forget that they were angry.

This would happen very very rare tho.

Please, tell me your opinion on it - would that be a thing?

#orion #orion amari #orion amari x mc #orion amari x reader #hogwarts mystery #hogwarts #quidditch #skye parkin #erika rath #murphy mcnully #hate sex #tell me your opinion pls #hphm

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rayraelleaizawa · 2 years

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I just wanna state how terrible it is, to simp head over heels for someone, and then there ISN'T ENOUGH OR NON AT ALL FANPOSTS OR SIMPSTUFF NOR FANFICTIONS ABOUT THE CHARACTER

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rayraelleaizawa · 2 years

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Saw Silcos crime list and had to add something

What if his s/o saw him doing something cruel to animals?

If you work for him

You would probably not talk or look at him for a while

If he talks to you about something, you will look down or anywhere else except his eyes

You will probably feel disappointed and sad, maybe even guilty cause you work for him

You stop bringing in input, only saying "yes, sir" or "no, sir"

He WILL notice your behaviour

He asks you what's wrong

You dont want to tell him at first, but it will eventually come out

"Next time you wanna do something like this, then warn me before"

With that you leave his office

He knows exactly what you mean

Will think about ways how to undo this

He won't pressure you in talking to him

All he can do is wait till you're okay being around him again

He will never do anything harmfull to animals ever again

If you are in a relationship with him

Sevika will only hear yelling for the next time

You probably cry, asking him why he did that and how he could do that

He will try to defend himself, but when he sees your disappointed and sad expression he quickly shuts up

You are more sad than angry

"I know you do shit things to people, but i never thought you'd do that to defensless and vulnereable animals"

He is scared

He knows how much you love animals, and that you quickly bond with them

Hell, even when you read that a dog died in a book you'll start crying

So he is very much scared that you'll leave him

He promises you everything

That he will never harm an animal again

He will make a proper grave for the animal he killed

He even apologizes

And this man practically never apologizes directly

He gives you time

You don't want to talk with him, then he'll shut up

You don't want to face him, he'll leave the room

You don't want him to touch you, he'll stay away from you and sleep on the couch in his office

When you finally are ready to be with him like before this happened, he is the happiest person alive

Will never touch an animal again

Only to help them

Otherwise he stays away from them

He'll even cross the street when he sees stray cats on the side of the road where he is walking, just to make sure to not do anything wrong

Silco with a s/o who loves animals

I was cuddling my dog when I got an idea….what about an s/o who loves animals and is a total softy around them. Like straight away turning from full asskicking boss to “aww you cwuty” and how would Silco react to that?

TW: none actually, animal death probably :(

you!reader x Silco

#lol silco #silco #silco x you #silco x reader #soft silco #silco x y/n #arcane #arcane silco #Silco league of Legends #SILCO MY BELOVED #silco headcanon #lol #lol arcane

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rayraelleaizawa · 2 years

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Silco with an inexperienced s/o

Silco with a s/o who has never been in a relationship before and is totally unsure what to do? S/o doesn’t know if Silco wants them to touch him in public, or if they can randomly hug/kiss him, how to call him in private or in public etc. Lets go

TW: a bit NSFW later but I’ll make an extra warning for that so you know when it starts, Minors DNI with the NSFW part please

you!reader x Silco

His heart is hammering in his ripcage when he sees how carefull you are with some stuff

You are unsure of his boundaries? He will talk it out with you

How to call him in public/private

When he notices that you call him “Sir” in public, he’ll be surpised

He isn’t one for PDA, but damn he wants people to know that you are his and no one should get near you (in a flirting nor harming way)

He knows that it will place a target on your back when people know that you and him are a thing, but he will talk it out with you before and asks if it is okay for you when people know

It doesn’t really matter if people know, cause you would still be in his direct environment which also places a target on your back. So why not scaring everyone away with the knowledge that you are important to him and he will kill everyone who tries hurting you

He will tell you in his office later that day that you don’t have to adress him in such a formal way, “Silco” is just fine

When you two are in private, he will also call you nicknames

“Darling”, “Love”, “Little one”,...

You want to call him nicknames too, but hesitate before you do and rather just say his name, unsure if he would like it

He will probably not notice it at first, but when you accidently call him a nickname and then say sorry, he will tell you that he appreciates you giving him nicknames, as long as it happens in private

Touching him in private or public

He will totally have you sit in his lap when he has to work

Please light his cigars for him

When you are in his lap you try not to move, so you won’t disturb him in his work

He will notice and asks what’s wrong, misinterpreting it in you being uncomfortable

When you tell him about your worries of annoying him or touching him when he maybe doesn’t want you to touch him in that moment, he will have this feeling of fall in love with you again

How cute can you be

He will tell you that it is alright that you touch him or hug him or caress his face/hair or kiss him

If he ever doesn’t want you to do that, he will tell you before

You’ll bury your head in the crook of his neck directly after, inhaling his scent and being relieved that you don’t make him uncomfortable

As I mentioned earlier, he isn’t really one for PDA, BUT he will hold you close to him if there are many people

Will also hold your hand if he notices that you are scared or uncomfortable or overwhelmed

If something dangerous happens, B O Y he will shove you behind him and tell you to stay there where everyone who wants to get to you has to get past him, and hell he won’t let that happen

He won’t kiss or hug you in public, exept something terrible happend and he has to comfort you

If someone tries to flirt with you, his hand will be around you in a matter of seconds and press you against him. If people thought he looked frightening before, they will now run for their lives with the look he has on his face

NSFW from here

How he would react to you telling him you never had sex or anything else before

Blowjob

When you offered him a stress relieve in his office and then tell him that you never did this before, he will directly stop you

If you do this for the first time, he wants to be on eye-level with you, not you kneeling infront of him and him looking down at you

Will move with you to the bed

He notices how unsure you are, and guides you through it step-by-step

Will tell you what to do, how to do it

Lots of praises

Will be carefull to not go rough and tells you at the beginning what you have to do when you need to stop (e.g. tapping his thighs 3 times,...)

If he has to cum he will warn you and tell you that you should stop before he comes into your mouth

You told him you want him to relief some stress, so you keep him in your mouth keep going and then swallow his cum

He will pant and praise you, will also clean your face of the cum you couldn’t swallow

Him finguring you for the first time

He agrees on a safe word with you before, so you can stop him whenever you want

Will go slowly and caress everything of you

Will kiss you wherever he can

Makes sure that you are comfortable the whole time

He can tell that you are nervous, but he talks you through it and makes sure that you are relaxed

Will prep you properly to make sure that it won’t hurt when he insists his fingers

Will start slowly and with one finger before he works himself up to three fingers and a faster pace

Will guide you through your high, he can tell that you are scared of the new sensation (you never had orgasmed before)

Will tell you to trust him and let yourself go and that nothing will happen

After you reached your piek, he will praise you and tell you how well you did

Will cuddle you and everything else you want him to do

Your first time

Same as before- he’d make sure you know how to tell him to stop if it gets too much

He will prep you like crazy

Will caress you the whole time and praise you and kiss you

When he sees you are in pain, he will give you every time you need

Will be carefull af

After you guys are done he will clean both of you up and makes sure you are comfortable

Will cuddle you and kiss you and talk with you until you fall asleep

If you feel sore the next day he will do everything to make you feel better, and if that results in you being carried around the whole day and sitting on his lap then be it

#silco #Silco league of Legends #lol silco #SILCO MY BELOVED #arcane silco #silco x you #silco x reader #silco x y/n #Arcane #soft silco #silco headcanon #silco relationship goals

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rayraelleaizawa · 2 years

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Silco with a s/o who loves animals

I was cuddling my dog when I got an idea....what about an s/o who loves animals and is a total softy around them. Like straight away turning from full asskicking boss to “aww you cwuty” and how would Silco react to that?

TW: none actually, animal death probably :(

you!reader x Silco

If you work for him (not in a relationship)

He wouldn’t know about you getting all soft about animals at first

He would wait for you at a meeting to finally arrive, untill he finishes the Job with Sevika. When he goes back to the last drop, you run into his direction, apologizing for being late

“Where were you?”, Silco asks a bit harshly.

“I’m sorry- there was a hurt dog on the road and i needed to help it”

“....you what”

Will be annoyed at first, but accepts this side of you

One time when you were beating someone up, Silco stood next to you on the street, smoking a cigar and watched the guy who already was almost unconscious, when a cat ran onto the street and to your feet

You directly dropped the guy when you saw the cat and kneeled down, bloody hands caressing its fur while your voice gets high.-pitched and you talked to it like with a baby, praising it and patting it

Silco didn’t believe his eyes when he saw your demenour switching so abrupt, but the job was done so he didn’t complain

Will fall in love with this side of you, and whenever he notices that you re upset, he will start talking about animals he saw (not that he would ever say that he did it on purpose to make you smile again)

Will definetely do that too whenever you guys are in a meeting with another person and he wants you to give your attention to him and not someone else

Slightly smiles whenever he sees you with an animal

Sevika catches him rather often staring at you and gives him the “you got a crush” look

WIll turn his head away with a slight blush on it

If you don’t work for him (relationship)

He fears he will get a heart attack one day because of your cuteness

He loves seeing you getting all soft around animals

Will bring you to places where he knows are stray animals

If you two ever fight and you storm out of his office, he will always find you not far away from the last drop in an alley next to a stray animal and patting it

If you ever see an injured animal you will try to help it, if the animal dies or is dead he will hold you and tell you that it is at a better place now until you stopped crying

Will tell you stories about animals if he knows any

You will tell small Jinx animal stories as a goodnight story

Silco will probably get you a cat or a dog

Silco: “I don’t want it in my office nor my bed”

(2 weeks later)

You: “Silco why are you sitting on the floor-”

Silco: ”The cat sleeps in my chair I can’t wake it up”

#silco #Silco league of Legends #lol silco #SILCO MY BELOVED #arcane silco #silco x you #silco x reader #silco x y/n #soft silco #arcane

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rayraelleaizawa · 2 years

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Silco x Reader | You get kidnapped

We all know Silco is overprotective over Jinx, so how would he act if his s/o gets kidnapped?

Reader x Silco (Reader is refered to as “you”)

TW: hard language, brutality, injuries

When Sevika comes inside his office and tells him his s/o got kidnapped, he would rage

Will order everyone who doesn’t have a very important job to search for you

When the letter from your kidnappers arrive, he will read through it and then probably throw it through the room, together with anything he could grab from his table (except the stuff Jinx or you made for him, he wouldnt touch that)

He will do everything your kidnappers want him to do, but he also has in mind that he will kill every single one of them after he made sure that you’re safe

He will go with Sevika to the place your kidnappers told him to come, with everything they wanted him to bring along (probably money or shimmer)

When he sees you tied to a chair, gagged and with blood running from your head and bruises all over your face, he has to use all his strength to stay calm and not just shoot all of the men and rush to you

After the kidnappers got what they wanted, they started to move away. You thought that it was over now, but then you hear a few shooting sounds

You shut your eyes tightly, not wanting to see it if Silco or Sevika got shot

Silco rushed directly to you while Sevika was shooting at the last living kidnapper who tried running away

He’ll remove your gag and caress your face while also checking the wound on your head

You’d probably start crying out of relieve and exhaustion

Sevika cut open the restraints and Silco would directly pull you into his embrace

“Are you okay? Where does it hurt? How bad are you injured?”

He’d probably ask a lot of questions, but you are just happy that you’re in his arms again

Silco would definetely carry you home, and you would definetely fall asleep

He’d lay you in your guys bed and carefully clean your wounds

After he is finished, he’d lay next to you and hold you carefully, as if he is afraid that you’d break if he hugs you too tightly

Will probably check on you more often from that day on

Will always stay at your side or have one of his most trusted people guard you wherever you go

That’s it, I hope you liked it!

#silco #Silco league of Legends #lol silco #silco x you #arcane silco #SILCO MY BELOVED #silco imagine #soft silco #silco headcanon #arcane #silco angst #silco injury

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rayraelleaizawa · 2 years

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important canon silco things to remember that I love

he’s a playful son a bitch. constant japes. like yes he could conduct business seriously but why would he do that when he could mess with people in a fun way. obviously not fun for them but very fun for him. if anything it makes him more dangerous than if he was just murdering people and angry all the godamn time.

expressive 24/7, always emoting, probably doesn’t even realise he’s doing it. forget wearing his heart on his sleeve, he wears his as a godamn eye patch. it’s a wonder he’s got as far as he has considering how bad he is at hiding his emotions. i have to assume the people he talks to are only ever staring at his infected eye bc boy howdy does his right eye tell you everything he’s thinking (no joke)

doesn’t actually seem to hate physical contact that much? at least from those he’s close with. whenever Jinx hugs him in the series he does actually return the hugs, so I think it’s more that he’s unlikely to initiate the contact. so you know he really cares for someone when he makes the first move, e.g when he kisses Jinx’s head after she’s injured, or when he first finds her on the bridge and holds her (very gently might I add like sir pls I’m sobbing) whilst she’s unconscious. obviously it’s hard to know how he’d act in a romantic sense when we only ever see him providing affection via a parental role but still

in a similar train of thought: doesn’t care too much about what those close to him think of him. like obvs he wants them to respect him but he doesn’t go out of his way to appear uncaring and cold. my guy literally hugs a ten (?) year old girl in front of his hench people. plus his interactions with Sevika are the best, like considering she technically works for him he lets her get away with a lot of sass n shit without punishment. although ig making her clean up after Jinx’s mistakes is punishment in her eyes so maybe he’s just a lil shit with a sense of humour.

my favourite one of all is that he is 100% capable of administering the shimmer to his eye on his own. THE VERY FIRST SCENE WE SEE OF HIM IN FACT! like he’s being all cool n mysterious in the shadows and just beep boop needle is ready to go and whoop there it goes into his eye and out all done. no fuss. but later on we see that Jinx started administering the shimmer for him, and that the one time she isn’t there to do it he is suddenly having difficulty. so either he doesn’t actually need someone else to do it for him and he just likes the bonding moment it gives him with Jinx where he can be at his most vulnerable around someone else, or she’s been doing it for so long that he’s forgotten how he used to do it without help or maybe there’s some other reason but shut up.

loyal till the end of time. if he trusts someone deeply enough then he will not betray them for anything. he knows how much betrayal hurts. he would never. a pretty obvious one sure but hella important. he spent years of his life trying to gain Zaun independence from Piltover, and he was so close to achieving it but immediately scrapped his whole plan because Jayce asked him to hand over Jinx in return for every he’d ever wanted. it would have been so easy for Silco to go ‘yeah sure’ and finally get what he’d worked so hard for but he would never betray someone he cared for that deeply.

can get really angry. like just bc he seems chill the majority of the time doesn’t mean he can’t and won’t lose his cool. we all saw the way he smashed that one guy’s face in after his confrontation with Vi and Caitlyn went to shit. and i feel like maybe that’s the one time you’d wanna be nowhere near him bc it looks like he gets pretty blind with rage and anybody could be at risk of getting hurt.

i might make another part to this if I think of anything else but yeah I love him. he’s such an interesting character like he has so many layers. i am currently incapable of thinking about other things all my brain space is taken up with this bullshit.

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