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how have i not seen this before 😭🙏

Wtf how does he dare? Cowboy!Nando is something I wasn't expecting to ever see.

Also, he gives me body envy like HOW FIT

#screaming #fernando torres

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#fernando torres

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sometimes i randomly remember aston villa's leaked fine list and just laugh for a minute bc wtf do you mean

#snus being left anywhere #i'm ded

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People be like "fangirls can't be objective and know nothing about f1" and then there are white grown-up men literally paid to write the craziest groundless shit for Marca

#charles leclerc #carlos sainz #ferrari #f1 #2024 chinese gp #formula one #formula 1

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I was going to write a post next weekend but of course with our silence being held today Hillsborough is a hot topic, so I feel it’s important for myself to continue the conversation and make sure people understand why Hillsborough is still spoken about and why tragedy chanting MUST end. Please click this link and sign the petition to end tragedy chanting and please continue to talk about Hillsborough. It’s hard to talk about I know, believe me as a scouser and a family member of a survivor it’s never easy, but we must continue to talk about that day to ensure it never ever happens again, because sadly for us it almost did. Hillsborough shouldn’t be a scousers issue. It also shouldn’t just be a Liverpool fc issue. It’s down to football collectively to speak about it, to be educated on it and to sympathise with it. You shouldn’t not care just because your club wasn’t involved. Us scousers are tired, extremely tired of having to tell the same tale, not because we don’t care or want to forget but it’s incredibly overwhelming, especially when you feel alone in the matter.

April 15th 1989. Liverpool v Nott Forest, FA CUP SEMI FINAL.

97 dead. 766 injuries. Countless of suicides. Leppings Lane. The South Yorkshire police. The Sun newspaper. Parliament. One lie. One cover up. One of footballs greatest tragedies.

Sunday the 15th, 53,000 allocated tickets for a 3pm kick off.

Liverpool fans had shown up to the Sheffield ground early, just as we have always done rocking up hours before hand to create an atmosphere whether it be our ground or someone else’s was our norm. Thousands of fans laced the streets. Kids, teenagers, adults and the elderly all eager to see kenny lead the team to the final. David Duckenfield was in charge that day. He was the match commander. he was also at the pub drinking prior to kick off. Drinking whilst on duty. Drinking whilst being responsible for two clubs, 53,000 fans and his police department. Upon his return from the pub match goers had started to enter the ground, 5000 Liverpool fans were still waiting outside though to get in, and kick off was fast approaching. In order to attempt to ease the thousands of fans waiting outside to be let in Duckenfield, drunkenly, made the decision to open gate c. Leppings lane. A standing pen. Despite Liverpool having a larger fanbase they were allocated the smaller leppings lane end, it consisted of a seated upper tier and a terrace for 10,100 standing fans. Once the gate had been opened, which was instructed to be opened by duckenfield, it caused chaos. Once fans, Liverpool fans, had made their way through the turnstiles they came to the opening of leppings lane and the more people that came through the tighter the pen became. 2000 of the 5000 fans still waiting to get in had been given access to enter a pen, a pen that was already quite full. Liverpool fans had started to be crushed. Liverpool fans were begging and pleading for some help but it fell on deaf ears. The police watched on whilst fans begged for their lives. 3pm, kick off. The leppings lane pen was becoming tighter and tighter, the fence was bearing the weight of thousands. Fans screamed for help, they tried jumping over the fence and onto the pitch to create room. Police pushed them back in. Even as they explained what was happening they continued to be pushed back into the crush. Liverpool fans above in the upper tier started pulling those out the crush to help try and create some room. 3.05pm the match stops. Liverpool fans and leppings lane collapse. People were already dead, people were barely hanging on. Liverpool fans dragged other fans onto the pitch to clear space within the pen. They tore the advertisement boards off the sides to create makeshift stretches, they did everything they could to save their family and friends. That’s the truth. But the truth isn’t good enough. Despite Liverpool fans behaving correctly that day, despite their best efforts to save themselves and other fans they became the villains of the story. The South Yorkshire police had failed, a drunken Duckenfield had failed and after all of that failure they were ready to fail Liverpool some more. Ticketless fans we were. Drunken fans we were. Hooligans. We robbed from the dead. We peed on the dead. We peed on the police. We stopped ambulances from entering the pitch. We stopped paramedics giving ‘the kiss of life’. We spat at the authorities who were giving aid. We caused it all. We forced our entry into gate c. We forced our entry into leppings lane. We caused the crush. That was the story duckenfield, the South Yorkshire police, the sun and Margaret thatcher put together. They wanted that story to be true. They tested children for alcohol, and surprise surprise the result came back positive. But only they didn’t, there wasn’t a single drunk Liverpool supporting child, they falsified those records too. They villainized children to cover their own backs and the country let them.

94 people died that day, 2 more later on and the 97th victim died in 2021. People ended their lives. People never attended games again, and people (mothers, fathers, aunts, uncles, sisters, brothers, cousins, friends, nans, grandads and neighbours) devoted their lives to letting the world know the truth. For almost 23 years I’ve experienced this day as a scouser, as a family member of a survivor and as a Liverpool fan and this year as it draws closer it feels so different. I’ve always sympathised with Hillsborough because of all of the above but after being involved in the Paris CL final I’ve come to understand Hillsborough to be a whole lot different. I now truly understand the fear of those in attendance that day. I now truly understand what it’s like to experience a cover up happening. We always say justice for the 97 and 34 years on we’re still yet to experience that justice. I wouldn’t even know what justice would look like for us. An apology from the sun isn’t justice. Being cleared of all blame in 2016 isn’t justice. No one has paid a day for what happened 34 years ago. So many people lied and so many more died and everyone disregarded them asif they were nothing. They accused the dead and the survivors of doing the most unspeakable things you could ever imagine and the public still to this day laugh and chant about it. Even if Duckenfield and the rest of them faced time it wouldn’t feel like justice because they got to live their lives. 97 people didn’t, grieving families didn’t, the city didn’t. Peoples lives stopped. Scouse lives stopped. The city itself came to a stand and in ways it feels like the city hasn’t ticked a day past April 15th. People dedicated their lives to get the truth and they’ll never get that time back. It wasn’t wasted time but it was time that shouldn’t have ever been taken from them. The coverup shouldn’t have ever happened. They robbed people of their lives literally and figuratively. We never got justice and we never will. Maggie dying was one of the greatest days for scousers but it was bitter. When duckenfield dies we will rejoice but that will be bitter. Their lives went on after Hillsborough, ours never. Everyone involved got to live happy lives, they experienced holidays, birthdays, children being born, weddings etc but scousers had to devote their time and their lives to trying to clear their dead relatives, friends and neighbours names. Nothing will ever bring us justice. Justice isn’t real, it’s a made up term to give you hope that one day it’ll get better. But it doesn’t. You just learn how to keep going despite it all.

Sadly I have to remind everyone to please not engage with the sun. I still see people on football tumblr engaging with them and there is no excuse for any of you that continue to do that. When we say don’t buy the sun it also means don’t read their articles online, don’t share their posts, don’t save pics uploaded by them. Fuck the sun means fuck the sun on all accounts. You can hate Liverpool during the 90 mins your teams plays ours but after that a sense of compassion should be withheld. That also being said stop the chants. The ongoing chants “always the victim it’s never your fault” and others like it enable other disastrous events to occur and not only that it is incredible insensitive. Many people have stopped attending the games because of the chants and now they can’t even watch the games on tv because the chants can be heard, if you don’t call out the behaviour you’re just as bad as those that chant what they do. I’ve seen plenty accounts on here making harmful statements in reference to us Scouse Liverpool fans and there is only a select handful of people that call it out. Hate us scousers all you want and hate our club all you want, but that hatred shouldn’t extend to 97 dead people, those that took their lives, those who survived and those who are family and friends of all of the above. At 3.06 on the 15th the city of Liverpool will come to a familiar standstill, lightly in the distance we’ll hear the faint sound of you’ll never walk alone and we’ll all sit in silence thinking of the family members and friends lost that day. I can only ask that if you can do so that you join us in doing that. Spare a thought to our ever growing death toll, because realistically 97 doesn’t even begin to cover how many people we have lost. Spare a thought to think about why you shouldn’t engage with the sun and why you shouldn’t remain silent on the relentless chanting. Spare a thought to how it took 27 years to clear the dead and those in attendance that day of all blame, April 26th 2016 was the day the blame and the false narrative was lifted off of our shoulders.

God bless our 97 angels and those that decided it was their time to join them to watch us play footy from the clouds. You are all incredibly missed🕊

April 15th, 1989 Liverpool V Nottingham Forest FA cup semi final was how the day intended to play out. April 15th, 1989 Liverpool V the media V the police V the court system V Parliament V the entire United Kingdom is how it ended.

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Charles is on the way to become a Monegasque socialite who walks their cute dog on a Sunday morning with sunglasses on and a Birkin

#i'm here for this era #charles leclerc #leo leclerc #ferrari #f1 #formula one #formula 1 #hermes #birkin

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charles leclerc (2024) // audrey hepburn (1961)

#THIS #same energy #charles leclerc #audrey hepburn

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New chapter out! :)

#gernando #fernando torres #steven gerrard #steven gerrard/fernando torres #torrard #footyblr #football rpf #fic #premier league #liverpool fc #lfc #spain nt

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In case being Ferrari's prodigal son wasn't enough, Charles really said "gonna create a gelato brand so that Italy will love me even more". Boy you're a marketing whore and I'm here for it 💫

#not gonna lie i'm gonna spend the summer eating his gelato on the balcony #charles leclerc #lec #ferrari

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One ed thing that really messes me up is... the panic I get every time something training- or food-related is slightly off the rails? Like, the kettlebell I need is taken already so I end up using a lighter one? Training ruined. I am hungrier than usual for a few days? Utter catastrophe.

#sometimes I'd really like to tell myself CHILL OUT #ed recovery

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#charles leclerc

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the type of man you'd thank for a heartbreak

#the hair #the eyes #the shy smile #enough to say that we're all as in love with him as we were in 2008 #fernando torres

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Getting ready for another day of letting the results of how well random millionaires I’ve never met before drive around in circles for a few hours dictate my mental well-being for the next week

#f1

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It's always a good day to remember that time Nando trained with Stevie's number 8 jacket.

#gernando #fernando torres #steven gerrard #liverpool fc #lfc #footyblr #premier league #liverpool #torrard

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I don’t think I can fully explain how insane Charles’ drive has been today. It’s inhuman. Considering everybody cooked those mediums to shit within about ten laps for Charles to keep them for TWENTY SIX and make up five positions…..this is a legendary drive.

#charles leclerc #f1

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Not gonna lie I would PAY for Hello Monaco to get into a fight with British and Spanish media between an article on yachts and a reportage from the princier palace that would be GLORIOUS

Charles Leclerc’s biggest sin was being born somewhere without a sizable national media to support and defend him like almost every other driver has

#charles leclerc #ferrari #f1

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A skill I didn't know I would develop as a f1 fan is the ability to accurately predict Marca's headlines already from lap 15 of any race

#I CAN HEAR THE BULLSHIT ALREADY #ferrari #f1 #formula 1 #formula one