starvingone

[starvingone]

I have to decide between lying to my girlfriend and possibly distorting our relationship or tell her the truth about my eating habits

#ana #diet #mia #thin #wanna be thin #thinspo #fuck #couple #decisions

[starvingone]

me: I need to lose weight!!!

-2 seconds later-

me: *binging*

my ed:

[starvingone]

my mom to our dog: wow, you got really chubby. I think you need to lose weight

my brain: I know I’m fat! stop telling me that!!

#ana #diet #mia #thin #wanna be thin #thinspo #ed #eating disroders #lol #i am so fat #im fat and disgusting

[starvingone]

tow years ago I started an health journal because I wanted to lose some weight and live a more healthy life...

now it’s an ana journal.

#ana #diet #mia #thin #wanna be thin #ed #eating disroders #ana journal #health #well fuuuuck

[starvingone]

2019 2016

2019 2017

2019 2018

my progress from 2016-2019

#ana #diet #mia #thin #wanna be thin #skinny #ed #eating disroders #lose weight

[starvingone]

I would do this but I think I’ll stick to my calorie limit of 0 per day

#ana #diet #mia #thin #wanna be thin #thinspo #ed #eating disroders

[starvingone]

Me: *steps on scale*

Scale: *gained*

Me @ scale:

[starvingone]

[starvingone]

““Reblog if your stomach is too pudgy, thighs are too big, arms are too flabby, face is too chubby and you need to lose 5 or more pounds.””

— (via becomingsmallandpetite)

[starvingone]

don’t get how i can literally run a thinspo blog, be in the middle of a 24hr fast, lie about my eating habits, obsess over my body, and still wonder if i actually have an eating disorder or if i’m just going through a weird phase

[starvingone]

i need to learn how not to eat again

[starvingone]

*not mine*

I think it‘s so funny how we‘re this “incredibly toxic community” on tumblr but literally everyone I’ve talked to on here has been soo nice and supportive??? Like yeah we’re so toxic we *listen* to people’s problems and try to help them god damn we’re bad people

[starvingone]

every 62 minutes someone dies from an eating disorder

every 62 minutes someone dies from an eating disorder

About 24 people die from eating disorders a day

Lets take a minute everyday to just remember those 24 people who lost the fight.

Guys, I know it’s hard. But there’s so many reasons to recover. Imagine being one of those 24 people, eating disorders aren’t a lifestyle or a joke. Eating disorders kill.

[starvingone]

Someone please tell me I’m fat so I can starv myself for the next week or so

#ana #diet #mia #thin #wanna be thin #thinspo #lol #fat #ed #eating disroders

[starvingone]

*Laughs in ED*

[starvingone]

Me: Maybe I should stop starving myself, it isn’t healthy

Me: *Loses half a pound*

Me: Lol fuck that I’m gonna be skinny

[starvingone]

Workout that actually burns 100 calories

🥀200 jumping jacks

🥀150 crunches

🥀100 squats

🥀25 pushups