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High achiever prt1

Tw : slight description of fight , slight animal abuse (?) , main character panicking , crying

Ft: Tokyo revengers x high achiever!reader (fem!reader)

In which the burnt out straight A’s student find comfort in something she shouldn’t.

Nohorito Yn , top scholars since her first years of school , never collected a grade bellow 95%. Excellence flows through her blood as she became her high school main weapon. Acing all her exams , extracurricular activities and academic competitions.

People would call her ,The high achiever

The sounds of wrinkling sheets filled the room as another grunt of frustration left yn’s lips. The words didn’t feel right. It didn’t meet her expectations. It wasn’t good enough.

“Gotta start again”

She whispered to herself as she rips apart the paper she held seconds ago.

Deep in night , as the moon showed gladly her glowing figure , for multiple hours now , Nahorito Yn sat alone in her room. Papers surrounding herself as she looked at the blank page of her notebook. Frustration and anger filled her mind as she couldn’t think of something to write.

And there she tried. Again and again. Writing words thoughtfully.

But it wasn’t good enough. The sentence wasn’t worded correctly. It didn’t sound right. It’s not good enough , she tells herself again

It’s never good enough

As she stared at the blank page , pen tight in her hand’s grip as she couldn’t hold the frustration longer. Her eyes started to get teary , as Yn felt the pression she put herself through get her. She knew better than crying for an essai. She knew better than crying for words.

But here she was. For the third time this week. Crying alone , in her empty house. Her desk as messy as her state.

Messy. Dirty. Neglected.

Was the right words to use when describing the states of mind she was in. And her room.

How couldn’t she think faster ? Think. Work. Study. Was the only things she was good at. It was the only thing she was getting praised for. The only thing that made her exist in people’s eyes.

Yn felt useless. She felt , horrible. She couldn’t think , she couldn’t get her assignment right , it was the only thing she was good at. Grades defined her.

Tears rolled down her cheeks as she cried. The thought of failing was overwhelming. Sobbing loudly , she chocked on her tears, the anxiety taking the best of her.

“What if I fail” she thought. She couldn’t fail. She had to pass with full marks. Or else someone will take her place.

She was scared. She was scared to wake up everyday. Scared to see that someone took her place. That someone became better than her. Scared that she might be not enough. Terrified to not meet anyone’s expectations. Anxiety filled her blood as she thought of such possibilities.

Tears stained the wrinkled paper of her notebook. Tears that she wish she didn’t shred. Human emotion were useless.

They won’t get you through anything , they will only restrain you from going forward.

“Going forward..”

Yn whispered to herself as she glanced at the clock.

4am. The red lights showed. Another sleepless night. They were now countless , to the point that they became a habits of her.

Sighing under her breath , she went through her drawers to pick her dark circles mask.

She can’t be dumb AND ugly. Yn thought to herself as she turned away from her desk. Her spinning chair making her face her window.

The moon was glowing , and the stars were shining. How peaceful. She thought again. Her tears drying away as she kept her mind away from the overwhelming work she had to get done soon.

Pushing herself , she lets her rolling chair drawing its way to the window. Slowly opening it.

She was immediately met with the cold hug of the wind on her face. Making her shivers in her hoodie.

Yn was about to get back on work , when a sound caught her attention.

Rolling toward her window she took a look outside. In front of her building stood three men. Wearing all black , from Yn’s perspective. She didn’t understand what was going on at first. By the punching sounds and the moving fist of one of the men made it clear enough. People were fighting in front of her building.

Sighing ,yn felt worse.

People fought in front of her building , she couldn’t get her mind to work and her mother hasn’t been home since the past couples of days. What can make her feels worst?

Her vision was blurry with tears. But she was quick to wipe them away. She didn’t have time to think of anything right now. She had to work. Again.

As her sight became clearer, she felt someone staring at her. It was one of the three men in black she assumed. Without thinking much of it , she looked through her window again.

Her eyes meeting the sight of a blond looking man. With emerald eyes.

Her heart skipped a beat.

Was she in trouble ? Why was he glaring at her that way?

She overthought as she quickly hides herself behind her walls. Closing the window as she breathed out slowly. Taking off her dark circles patch , she thought about what just happened.

The gaze he gave her was, confusing. Or maybe it wasn’t. Maybe it was her eyesight. She didn’t have any contact lenses nor her glasses. Her mind is tricking her.

A cold breeze shook her out of her thought as she shivers again.

Walking to her window , she looked down one last time. Meeting the same emerald eyes. Her brows furrowed as she assisted the scene she wasn’t supposed to.

The same three men , with dozens of unconscious body surrounding them. They stood tall and proud , although one of them was crouching down next to a bloody box.

Overwhelmed by the scene , Yn quickly closed the window. Drawing the three men’s attention on her as she slammed the window closed.

As the crouched men’s turn to see her , Yn caught the sight of the inside of the bloody box. Puppies were shaking in fear. As blood covered their thin bodies. The view of the crying animals broke her heart as she went closer to her closed window. The three men , still looking at her with a terrifying glare.

Yn wasn’t the type to get into trouble. She was a good kid. Studious and reserved. So , seeing herself acting like that was a bit surprising, even for herself.

As Yn went to open the window , she took the time to take a closer look at the three men. She didn’t know why she walked to open her window or why she was looking at them. She didn’t know why , she just did it. It’s the same feeling that she has when she’s studying or playing volleyball. Her mind would go blank and her body would just move around. So without much thought , Yn gazed back at them.

The crouched one had a strange haircut , from yn’s eyes. He had bicolored raven hair and bleached highlights. Which suits him well. Even though he looked terrifying , glaring at her like that.

The second one , standing not so far away from the yellow haired one , had pretty long dark hair. Yn couldn’t help but notice his bloody fist.

Their gazes felt like burning on her skin. Which made her turn her eyes to the emerald eyed person. Instead of glaring at her from the side , like his two friends , which she assumed they were, the strawberry blonde man was facing her window.

Finally opened the glass that separated them , Yn bend down to talk to them, her mind filled with nothing but air as she did so.

She didn’t know what had gotten to her or why would she even talk to strangers. She wouldn’t even talk to her classmates. So why ?

And it wasn’t Any strangers there , it was delinquent that had beaten up a good dozen of persons.

Nothing made sense anymore. It was totally off character for Yn to act like that.

“Hum..? Hello?”

Yn talked , her voice hoarse from not using it often.

“Hi”

The raven haired man say back , a faint smile on his lips.

“Are you guys..alright here?”

She asked. Her mind in chaos as she realized what she just did. Talking to delinquent strangers. When she had a deadline in few days. And finals.

The little bark that left the puppies were enough to remind her why she was talking to them. It wasn’t to know any of the guys. It was for the puppies. Or something along the line of that..

“Why d’you ask?”

The ravened hair asked back with a sly smirk. His surprisingly long fang peeking out as she felt the two heavy glare on her skin.

“Dunno, just checking. You’re making a lot of noise..”

“You’re making that worst by screaming out your window like that.”

His friend answered for him , his tone cold , almost aggressive.

Silence took place for a few seconds before Yn could answer.

“Wait me here “

“Why would we? Wanna fight ? “

The same guy asked , standing up now.

“Kazutora that’s enough. We wouldn’t want such a charming young lady to be scared of us”

The long haired boy said as he smiled at Yn. Who still hadn’t thought of anything.

“Are the puppies okay?”

The emerald eyed guy nodded silently. He was the only one who haven’t say a word. And Yn noticed it.

“Okay cool.”

Silence filled the air again , as the three of them just looked at the bending figure’s of Yn

“I’ll be back.”

She spurted suddenly. Before the three men could even react , Yn slammed her window closed. Again.

Rushing towards her bathroom , Yn took the first aid kit , before shoving it in her arms along a grey fluffy blanket.

Throwing her favorite hoodie on her head , she headed out of her apartment.

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Anhjoong’s notes :

Thank you for reading my first ever project , it’s my first time writing for something that is not school related. My apologies if it’s drafty or anything like that , i didn’t mean to.

I appreciate you taking your time to read it! Please let me know if you have any writing tips or just overall advices !

Hi🤯 it’s Mai !(19yo)

This is my little sister’s first ever writing project! She isn’t allowed to own a tumblr account so we’re sharing one!

Anhjoong (my sister🤭) would be the one writing and posting ! Ill just watch 😔

We both hope you have a great day !

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