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The utter lack of communication from this man is astounding. We recently got a dog, me and my dad. I've graduated high school a couple years ago but living at home in this economy is just easier. Not that it's much trouble considering I am the only one who actively lives in this house. He has decided to "move out" and live with his girlfriend. Although he denies that he has. Yet for the past half a year he's stayed at her house every single night. And just a few months ago, moved his bed out of my house and into hers. All that's left are his clothes. So I asked for a dog. While she is mine and I accept the responsibility of her, I ask only one thing, that he can go home midday and let her outside. A. It helps her not leave a mess in the house and B. I get the sense she doesn't like being home alone for so long at a time. While I live only a 10 minute walk from work, my lunch being 30 minutes means that going home would take my entire break and I'd not be able to eat. Dad has an hour...and a car. I don't find the point of a car in this small of a town. No where to park, no where free anyway. And the places you can park you'll still have to walk. So I prefer to walk from home. Every where is within walking distance. One day, last week, I got home from work and noticed my dog had torn through the kitchen trash. I asked my father if he had been home to let her out. He had not. Had he told me sooner, it would not have made much of a difference. My lunch is earlier than he usually takes his anyway so by the time he finds out he can't leave work, I'm already back to work. This happened again except this time she chewed up a remote in my room. And old one that I don't get use out of but nonetheless. Plus, that's harmful on herself. I don't truly believe he wasn't able to get out of work. This man has even said he's not had a day off since October yet he's anywhere but work. And I find it funny how his girlfriend "has a job" yet anytime my father stops home (which is often considering he's "so busy") she is *always* with him. She has a job yet can't pay for her own groceries, bills, gas, car payments...I mean, with my dad's promotion I thought we'd stop living pay check to paycheck yet he's spending the other half on her life, living, and kids. The man that never wanted kids to begin with. The man who's been begging for me, his youngest, to graduate so I could move out and he could have peace and quiet in solitude. But with a bat of this woman's eye, he's so ready to move into a house that had 4 kids...double the amount he has..all still in school. The youngest being in elementary. 7 I'd assume by the looks of her. Apparently this hasn't been the first time. Ditching his own kids for some girl and her kids who themselves have a deadbeat father. Last time that happened I was too young to remember it
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My dad is dating someone. I'm too old to be petty about it, but I am. I don't like it. I went to high school with her daughter. I graduated, her daughter is still in high school and her youngest daughter just started high school. Already, both daughters have called me their "future step sister" and my dad their "future step dad" once, the oldest one call him "dad" straight up. Like no, no, he's not your dad. He's mine. Now, back story, for the last 19 years of my life all I have heard was how he never wanted to get married and would never remarry after he divorced my mom. Now all of the sudden he drops his plans to move closes to his son and grandbaby and plans instead to move in with this woman and her kids? Again, back story, he never wanted kids either. And, I mean, who moves in with someone without intent to eventually marry. Because otherwise you know there'll be a day when you break uo and you have to move out. So, either her daughters are over hearing things or their mom is telling them things that makes them think my dad is going to marry her. Or there's something my dad has yet to tell me. I tell him everything. Even the boring stuff. Well, I used to. Currently not talking to him much because I have also been ambushed a few time. He's brought her home, no warning to me. While I was in the bathroom once I heard her open my bedroom door, looking for me. I know it was her because they were light footsteps. Opposite of my dad's. Like move out then, get married. No I won't be one of her bridesmaids or at the wedding at all. Although he eloped the first time. In which case, no I won't be a witness
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Seeing an ex friend at the gas station is awkward asf. Especially when they don't live in town
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What did I ever do to you to make you suddenly ignore me?
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A dude dead ass asked me if I was old enough to work while clearly working 😂 no sir, I am not, just spending my youth not out with my friends
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I wish I could talk to you about everything. Let you know whats going on inside my head
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When we started talking, he began sending Goodnight texts. Later it turned into good morning texts. I soon came to look forward to the good morning texts and dreading the goodnight ones as then our conversation would come to an end. But it wasn't long before "good morning" turned into just "morning". At least he still said "goodnight". Until "morning" no longer existed and "goodnight" became just "night". That is if I was lucky. Some nights he doesnt say anything at all. Our once daily conversations became nothing but a few snaps every couple of hours. Now I lay in wonder. What changed? Why so suddenly?
First he makes it known that he likes me and someday would like to hold my hand. That he would even wait for when I'm ready. A year and a half go by and his wish was granted. But a month later, ots like we're back to just friends. Or even less.
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For years I've told myself to not date in high school because it'd be pointless. It'll just end and my heart would be broken. And then this boy came into my life... He makes me feel something I've never felt before. Now I know, you don't have to date someone to have your heart broken 💔
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Where can I find a lesbian gf that would do my make up just because she's bored or for practice? I don't wear makeup but I would gladly let her do mine 💖 or play with my hair and put it up in different styles. Do a skin care routine on me. Anything to make her happy
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When your friend keeps asking if you're mad at them just because you're not very enthusiastic. Like girl, I never am. I just aint got the energy to smile rn
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Anyone else lose something and after hours of tearing your room apart you suddenly remembered where put it? Or am I just crazy 😂
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I'm not she/her I am her/she 🍫
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Welp I got yelled at by a customer the other day. I'm a hostess so that was a fun experience... I bout kicked her down the stairs except there were other people standing there
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I dont normally post these sorts of thoughts...but I need somewhere to vent...
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Pills, su*c*de
Most days life just doesnt feel worth it. I know there are good things out there but the bad things are harder to carry around. So what's stopping me? I've got a bottle of pills and enough drinks. I could get rid of this pain forever....
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So it's now the new year. 2021. May it better than the last
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If you want to "catch up" after you ignoring me for weeks/months at a time just to ask how I am then never follow up after I respond, it's better if you just don't. I rather be be ghosted than be given false hope that you care! It's hard enough to see your name pop up on my phone! And like an idiot I'll respond right away each time! I just miss when we were best friends. I miss being able to tell you shit. But you stopped caring about me! And dont blame it on me. I care so much! Always the one to text you first!
#fake friends#best friend#done with this bullshit#so fucking tired#friendship goals#goals#happy living
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