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[sunnidai01]

I'm debating what I wanna do. I have options for once. Just not sure 🤷‍♀️

My roommate is a fuckin idiot. Her brain must be goo and rocks. But im trying to think of her mistakes as my blessings.

Her bathroom has been leaking for months apparently and she never told anyone. The ceiling around the fan in the bathroom has dark spots from it being wet. She was on the phone with the maintenance guy and she was screaming at him, like its his fault she's a dumbass.

I don't treat people with unsolicited disrespect and think it's cringy and gross to act like a spoiled brat. Sure I'm a lil weird in the bedroom but in real life you aren't gonna be a piece of shit around me. I called my landlord since my name is on the lease, who, by the way, is a sweet old lady widow whose husband died a few years ago. I explained it wasn't my fault and that she's dumb and told her honestly I don't like living with her. Know what she said? She said she would consider giving my roommate back her deposit so she has money to move and tell her she has to move out so I can live with a better roommate.

How crazy is that?! How unbelievably lucky and grateful and thankful I am. I'm not sure if I wanna kick her out. I've hated her being here the last few months. I am slightllllyy worried about where she would go. And I would miss her dog like crazy. Actually I would miss him more than her LOL. But she can't be here fucking up bathrooms and stealing my things and neglecting animals. I'm definitely gonna sleep on it. Finding another roommate while also trying to pay all the bills is gonna be tough but it honestly seems like the best choice 🤔

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How fucking stupid am I

To have graduated high school early

Completely focused on grades and education

Did an accelerated program and stressed myself into ulcers to get my degree

Thinking I had a passion for helping and teaching

When in reality we don't get paid shit

Loans and bills out the wazoo

Stuck living with shitty people who could care less about themselves let alone anyone else

Nobody appreciates you not the kids not the parents not the staff not anyone in the school system or on the board of education

Benefits suck ass. Friends working at chikfila have better benefits

I feel like I've dedicated my entire life to other people

And all its done is drag me down instead of lifting me up

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[sunnidai01]

So last night didn't go as planned. In the best possible way.

I don't really care about the superbowl but I went to a party anyways for the food and to hang out. I didn't wanna be out too late so I could be up at a decent time today.

Everyone was picking at the food, half the people were watching the game, half were just talking. This obviously older guy who I guess was a friend of a friend was there. He was actually really handsome and had a cute southern accent. We started talking and flirting. My friend noticed and jokingly said "the bedrooms are empty." She laughed and walked away and then me and him looked at each other and kinda smiled. It was so perfect the way it happened like a movie scene. I could've jumped outta my skin i was so excited. Everyone got distracted by the tv and we snuck down the hallway.

I think I'll save all the details for myself. BUT he ate me out so good I think my eyes rolled in the back of my head. My soul left my body. He was really sweet and not what I expected from someone literally twice my age. Right after the game ended we left the room and he called me a uber because he remembered I didn't want to be out late. I think guys my age need to take notes.

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***HIM

Forcing eye contact with her and refusing to keep touching her if she looks away from me. every time I stop, she starts whining about me not giving her what she wants. "stop whining. if you want it so bad, then look at me."

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Giving your sub impossible tasks only to watch them humiliate themselves for you.

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Is it too much to ask to just let me degrade you? Worship me while I'm being silly. I can smack your ass using my feet and tickle your balls with my toes--I want you to like it and giggle like a shy girl. Paint your nails the same color as mine so we can match and when people notice in public you'll think of me when you get embarrassed💕

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Being silly with friends.

Getting your toes done.

Relaxing on unexpected beautiful days.

Receiving birthday flowers ❤️

Saw a frozen, cut vine and it made me giggle, thinking "that's how bad I want them to drip"

Simple pleasures 😊

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"Mind the business that pays you"

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i want you to be intellectually brilliant but affectionately dumb for me, understand?

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My newest obsession is finding someone to degrade. He has to pay me $5 and I want him to go to a movie theater and jerk off in the bathroom. I want him to bust a load in his boxers and put them back on and sit in it. He has to watch the whole movie and then thank me for allowing him to do it. If he isn't grateful he gets more punishment 💕

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[sunnidai01]

I had a wonderful, half asleep dream last night. I found a sub who sent me small gifts every day and then one day stopped. I get worried about him and start to talk to him. I ask about his life, his mental health, his feelings. He opens up to me and shares his real life. He takes my advice and ends up with a loving girlfriend, mutually and respectfully ending our dynamic. He sends me one last big send and lives his life happily, free from the worries and stress and fear that once brought him to me.

These are the things I crave, a real, if only temporary connection, not "paypigs". I keep debating on starting an onlyfans, but I just don't think I'll find that on there.

I'm going to go shopping after work and maybe set up a hair appointment to prep for this weekend.

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