#自己的

[xujingli]

我的门外

《 滴水穿石 》

— 班固和班昭，汉书，111公元

#滴水穿石 #自己的 #照片 #书法 #成语

[ruanbaijie]

ruan nanzhu + vinegar (sometimes his own)

THE SPIREALM 致命游戏 (2024) 1.21 adapted from the danmei novel Kaleidoscope of Death 死亡万花筒 by Xi Zi Xu 西子绪

#userdramas #asiandramanet #cdramaedit #cdramasource #致命游戏 #死亡万花筒 #the spirealm #thespirealmedit #kodedit #kaleidoscope of death #asianlgbtqdramas #danmeiedit #danmei #*gifs #xia zhiguang #huang junjie #userkimchi #tuserjade #seamayweed #i'm SO GLAD they kept the rbj vs rnz scene #继续吃你自己的醋吧哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

[seventh-fantasy]

"how about this? if you really wish to pay me back, you better not challenge me to a fight again." "i don't need you to teach me how to repay you." (so i will live on for you)

dihua + debts | 莲花楼 mysterious lotus casebook

#莲花楼 #mysterious lotus casebook #asiandramasource #dailyasiandramas #cdramasource #asiandramanet #cdramagifs #cdramanet #cdrama #cheng yi #xiao shun yao #dihua #lhlgifs #jielin's edits #my posts #(笛花 = 字面意义上的比武招亲) #(ah fei in the first gif... 真好骗的感觉 how gullible <3) #have i mentioned that i am feral about my ships which are very much about owing each other #they do so much for each other that it can never be clearly calculated anymore. if you can't pay back then you'll be bound together forever #''you don't have to pay me back because you don't have to??'' 自己人不需要算得清清楚楚就对了👍 #the way that both times it's about them saving each other's lives you know... #and. how was dfs thinking of repaying? #bc do you just think about how. llh tells him not to fight him anymore and in the end he will never fight again #he got the thing he initially wanted most in the world and now it's meaningless to have it #and then he'll live forever like that in hopes to repay llh #阿飞永远都还不完 就给花花死死拿捏 #that scene of dfs haunts me for life #大恩不言谢 所以就以身相许吧 😌👍（嗑就完事 #ok i made a point for dihua to be my first gifset of 2k24 💕 #and someone pls remind me not to start working on a set at 12 midnight on a work day again it's almost 3am now :/

[marble-pop]

meeem time part I forgot skull emoji

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#★ - Drivel Scribbles #artists on tumblr #art #ibispaintx #garfield #jon arbuckle #garf #garfield comic #garfield the cat #garfposting #out of context garf #garfield fanart #meme redraw #野花香 野花香 #每次都想装作很倔强 #但是见面自己却缴械投降 #因为爱你，我一如既往 #再多压力都无法阻挡 #你的炽热，我无法设防 #还总是让我心花怒放

[murderedbyhomework]

fun fact there's a saying in cn, especially common in BE novels where one character is dying/will leave soon, where the couple will watch the snow together and have snow drift onto their hair, and then wonder if this counts as 白頭偕老 (to grow old and have white hair together)

anyways do you ever think about how Li Lianhua didn't make it to winter during canon so they can't even have that?

#OK I will see myself out #li lianhua #mysterious lotus casebook #li xiangyi #lian hua lou #Difanghua #Fanghua #Feihua #這次我真刀得狠 #都刀哭自己了 #挺好哭的 #不能白頭偕老，不能長相厮守，連自欺欺人的機會都沒有

[cha3x]

ok looking at pictures of käärijä didn't help i'm still mad

jere is someone who had to fight to stay alive as a young adult, and he's said multiple times he struggled with ideas of suicide. iirc he even had a plan for how and where he'd end it all, at the time. he survived against the odds and even a few days ago was saying that he never expected he'd make it to 30.

for hundreds of people who don't even know him to come into his dms and tell him he should be dead, he should kill himself... i can't even put into words how mad that makes me. i don't have a snappy way to end this post i'm just so angry

#käärijä #那些人们会认为他所说的一切是侮辱，但是我高兴他为自己站起来而不是低头

[astranauticus]

stultifera navis rerun AKA thinking about Iberia hours again because a lot of the Iberians have such fascinating relationships with the concept of home but specifically Thorns and Lumen are eating at my brain. like where do you call home when the place that is your home Just Fucking Hates You? Elysium's rewinding breeze specifically makes a point to hammers home how differently Iberia treats its Liberi and its Aegir

(which is especially interesting since this comes right after a conversation where Purestream commented on how despite Leizi being a high ranking government official, there are still some experiences that are universal for all Yanese people - because the experience of what Iberia itself is like isnt universal for all Iberians)

But all that being said, Thorns also straight up states that Aegir is not his home, and yeah, how could it be? How could a place you've never been to, never truly known, ever be your home? How could it ever feel like a home?

so where do you go when the place that you are from hates your people and the place your people are from is completely unfamiliar and alien to you? Thorns' answer at the end of the conversation with Aya is: my home is where i chose it to be. my home is where there are people I care about and people who care about me

in the complete opposite direction, Lumen's oprec asks: why do you still stay in a place that wants you gone? because the people of Gran Faro like Jordi well enough but when push comes to shove, they will want the only Aegir in town gone

and yet, when Rald the messenger offers him a chance to leave Jordi turns him down and when he's forced to escape Gran Faro after the people there literally try to send him to his death (or worse) at the hands of the Inquisitors he keeps trying to go back because like everyone in stultifera navis, Jordi is clinging to his own dreams of a golden age

but the shape of that dream is unique to every character and for Jordi, his dreams are deeply, inseparably bound to the Eye of Iberia, the legacy his parents left behind

and it's this dream of becoming someone great, of bringing about that golden age that his parents devoted their lives to help create that ties Jordi to this nothing town because despite everything, despite the mistrust of the townsfolk and the hostility of the Inquisition and the danger from the ocean, he simply cannot leave it behind

(or, because i personally dislike the official translation,)

"I just see this place as my home"

so yeah. not sure what overall point i was trying to make here i'm just. deeply in love with these stories about chosing what is and isn't your home, of saying you will not call a place your home because it has given you no reason to or saying you consider a place your home even though it has given you every reason not to. deeply unwell about them <3

#arknights #asto speaks #not much of an essay writer i just keep thinking about them and i need to force other people to think about them too #thorns story fucks me up bc like. this whole almost found family adjacent idea of like #maybe home isnt something decided by your birth but something you can chose based on what truly matters to you #it just gets to me. i guess. #jordi gets to me in a completely different direction there's nothing personal about it i just find his story *fascinating* #just a guy. a completely normal guy. an absolute nobody caught up in these dreams of greatness while also fully aware of his own normalcy #but never letting either of those overshadow the other. never losing that self awareness or that fuckin obsessive determination #god. what a Character #i love jordi so much like genuinely #i joke a lot about him being just a Guy but thats also kinda like the best thing about him #the fact that he is the way that he is and does all the things he does despite being just a Guy #gently holds #for context i was so hyped about new iberia lore when sn was announced i read the whole thing as soon as it dropped on cn server #cuz someone uploaded all the story sections to bilibili right after it came out #and '我只是把这里当作自己的故乡啊' fucking hit me SO HARD #in like the greater context of elysium demanding to know why hes risking his life in like 5 different ways to return to gran faro #because yeah jordi just doesnt want to leave his home but like we the audience knows the full *weight* of what that home means to him #and the weight of the dreams that made him chose to see Gran Faro as his home and to refuse to let go of that #thats why i like the original a lot more than the translation i think like it really emphasises that active *choice*. #this is the place jordi has *decided* to see as his home and he knows what that means and what it means to him #side note the part on thorns might not actually age well depending on whether hg decides to ever release more aulus lore #i mean i'll gladly take the L if it means more aulus and/or thorns lore like #i just wanna know what (if anything) is tying him to iberia yknow #ak #iberiaposting

[boydswan]

三船敏郎 | 悪い奴ほどよく眠る (1960, 黒沢明)

#不打偷图狗死全家的tag不行是吧 #那就打咯 #偷图狗死全家 #就你有手 就你有微博 #长了手不学好的废物 只会右键窃取别人的劳动成果自己赚流量啦 #toshiro mifune #三船敏郎 #the bad sleep well #classicfilmsource #mine #悪い奴ほどよく眠る #akira kurosawa #黑沢 明 #look a mifune thats not a samurai! <3 #and with glasses #this film is so underrated tbh #smoke tw #here am I queue me

[melodious-tear]

Liu Yuning in Be your own light | 做自己的光

#be your own light #做自己的光 #jiang junhao #liu yuning #cdrama #my edit #gifs #long post

[heymeowmao]

做自己的光 | Be Your Own Light ☼ Liu Yuning as Jiang Junhao E8

#做自己的光 #Be Your Own Light #cdrama #Liu Yuning #character: jiang junhao #these are his 'second and third brothers' lol #meowmao gifs #i know i have lyn-goggles but the overall drama is intersting too

[marlo-noni]

No thoughts, just this clip looping endlessly in my head

#be your own light #做自己的光 #liu yuning #刘宇宁 #I love a tiny lady intimidating a giant man #especially when the giant man is LYN

[xujingli]

忘记单词的话

#自己的 #中文 #学中文

[lyselkatzfandomluvs]

Head empty except for this shot of Liú YûNíng 劉宇寧 in Be Your Own Light 做自己的光.

The drama is good btw!

#liu yuning #be your own light #做自己的光 #刘宇宁 #the lost tomb cast #dmbj cast #cdrama #chinese singers #chinese actors

[11013fsfo]

Chitti's so smol compared to the people around him.

#rangasthalam #chitti babu #ram charan #kumar babu #kasi #總是抱怨哥哥太高或罵女朋友很矮的Chitti其實一定很在乎自己的身高吧

[onlyzhuyilong]

Duality (X)

#the og caption was 他以为的自己vs实际的自己 which means who he thinks he is (1st 3 pics) vs who he actually is (2nd 3 pics) basically he’s a smol bean #zhu yilong #朱一龙 #朱一龍 #please stand by for the queue #source weibo dot com #weibo 拢龙旺仔仔

[murderedbyhomework]

Cannot believe Li Lianhua spent the entire show trying to accomplish one last thing, only to find out the truth behind what he thought was true. He wanted to neatly tie up all the strings he had left in life, then exit it. He's the ghost haunting the narrative, except he's still alive, and both the people who hate and love him refuse to let go of the memory of Li Xiangyi. Even when in the end he actually does die, after he sends a letter to Di Feisheng and asks him to fight someone else, and leaves his worldly possessions to Fang Duobing, he still has people chasing after him and asking him to please just come back and live. He was a ghost haunting the narrative when he was still alive and he's haunting the narrative even after he's dead.

#Li lianhua #li xiangyi #mysterious lotus casebook #fang duobing #di feisheng #Stop erasing yourself from the narrative of your life luv #all it did was leave behind half faded yet still vivid impressions on the people who love you #and they'll chase you forever until they reunite with you on the Naihe bridge #They'll only forget you when they drink 孟婆湯 #and even then they'll find you and love you in the next life. #花花你別跑別怪自己了 #老笛和小寶願意追隨你愛你照顧你 #江湖上有傳聞 #李相夷死後 #笛盟主沒有再更高手比武 #多愁公子沒有再加入百川園 #他們倆愛上了對方，做了許多好事 #為了的全是他們的基礎李蓮花 #Difanghua