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pleasantfanartist · 2 years
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brrrkdslek · 7 months
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part 1—ledge
"hello?" mingi asked loudly as he held his phone against his ear, the chattering of his friends in the background making it hard gor him to hear. "yes, this is him. who is this?" his friends slowly shifted their attention to mingi upon seeing his smile drop. "mingi, what is it-" suddenly, he stood up. "what did you say?" he stood frozen for a few seconds before hanging up. mingi grabbed his bag and dashed out of the restaurant, confusing his friends.
his heart was beating hard and loud, the guilt weighing hard on his shoulders, his body feeling heavier with each step he took. he should've gone, he should've been there for you, but he wasn't. because of his new friends that he had so much fun with, all while you cried and suffered alone.
mingi's vision became blurry as tears filled his eyes. it's not that he didn't want to see you, no he would never, but he just wanted to spend more time with his newfound friends, friends that he never had except for you. he was too greedy and asked for too much, when all he needed was right in front of his eyes, seeing him and smiling at him everyday.
mingi was all sweaty and panting upon reaching the hospital, making a beeline towards your hospital room. the overwhelming guilt engulfing his with each nearing step towards your hospital room. the white walls of the corridor suddenly felt suffocating, mingi bit his lip anxiously as his hand hovered over the doorknob.
he felt his breath stop when he opened the door to see you thrashing in the arms of multiple nurses. "no, get off me! let me die, just let me die already!" you cried and pushed, just like a child would. his body moved instinctively as he watched the doctor take out a sedative needle.
"no!" he shoved past the nurses and held your head against his chest, you stopped your movements and trembled in his arms. the nurses and doctor shared a look before leaving the room, allowing the two to some privacy.
mingi buried his face into your head, "i'm sorry, i'm so sorry. i-i was selfish and i just," he chokes on a sob, "i neglected you and i'm sorry..." he kissed your head, "i'm so sorry, my love." you pulled your head out of his chest and looked up at the male with wet eyes, "that's all i ever needed to hear, mingi."
mingi always hated it, he hated how easily you could dismiss his wrongs no matter how big they were just because he said a simple 'sorry'. you were this selfless person that he had taken advantage of for so many years now, and he's only realising now how important you are to him, only now after you tried to kill yourself.
mingi felt ashamed, ashamed for not seeing himself, for not seeing you. he was so sure you'd stay no matter the circumstances and he was right, but it didn't mean that you don't have feelings. all those years of hurt and suffering you experienced disappeared with just one simple apology from him, that was how much he had meant to you.
mingi couldn't bring himself to look into your eyes, the guilt weighing heavy on his heart. he sinks to his knees on the ground, head buried into your folded lap, your hands doing god's work on his fluffy head of hair. you never held grudged against mingi and he knew that. he was foolish, but you even more.
after so many years of coming and going by mingi, you still kept your bright smile and excitement every time you saw him, you were a fool, a fool in love. hearing his empty apologies all those years made you happy, because it was from him.
mingi sobbed into your lap, hands gripping your thighs tightly, as if you'd leave him then, which you could. you brushed through his hair and smiled gently, blinking tiredly. "mingi-ya," the man looks up at the mention of his name, "i'm tired," you pause, "so tired... so please, if you don't care, then go." your words felt like knives stabbing through mingi's chest, but your eyes screamed for him to deny it, for him to confess his undying love to you and be yours forever.
"no, no! i-i won't leave," mingi rises from his position, feeling his blood flow back into his legs, "i'll change, i promise! i love you, i do!" you bit your lip as more tears left your eyes, "do you really?" you looked down, "or do you just like the way i follow you around?" he stiffens, "like your puppy that's always excited to see you no matter what, like i'm only your entertainment."
you look up into mingi's wide eyes, his chest rising and falling heavily. "i-i," he takes your hands in his, "i do, and i'll prove it to you." holding your cheeks gently, he captures your lips in a slow and loving kiss, hands going around your waist to pull you up. as he pulled away, your noses were still inches apart. you look up into his eyes, "i..."
"love you too."
"don't love you."
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hiphopcherrrypop · 2 months
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do i even need to say anything atp
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exocc · 1 year
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TKhuman :]
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mattodore · 4 months
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What kind of love are you?
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Love as Religion
Devotion, that is the name of your love. Your love is an act of worship. Your love is like witnessing the birth of Venus, like seeing the sun come alive, or the stars fall. When you love, it is because you have found God in a lover. You have found the meaning of life itself in the heart of the one you adore. They are everything to you; they are your Maker, and you are their lamb, their flock, their first and holiest worshipper. When you fall in love, it is as a baptism. You are born anew, made a believer in the divinity of the one you love most. Being loved by you is an ascension; it is holy and golden. It is all-consuming, and all-faithful, loyal as the dog. You will never, ever bite back.
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Love as a Flaw
Cowering, your love hides in the dark. In shadows and under cover of night, your love runs from corner to corner, afraid to linger, afraid to be caught. Afraid, afraid, afraid of everything. When you fall in love, it is with alarm bells ringing. Your love is a mistake, a flaw in the code, a purchase you don’t remember making and desperately want to return. You didn’t ask for this. You didn’t want this. It’s a problem–– your problem ––and you would do anything to pass it off, burn it away, scoop it out of you with bare hands, or carved out with hooked knives before it can destroy you. Get it out, just get it out now. You don’t care who you hurt in the process, only that you can’t afford to be hurt first. Being loved by you is to be loved by a figment of the imagination. It is to be loved in halves, or not at all.
tagged by @levinbolts <3!!! will tag @wldestluv-rs (for when you come back MWAH), @omgkayplays, @pralinesims, @veone (would love to see sid’s answer for this), @mexipoopy, @squea
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atrirose · 2 months
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MOOT GAME : " put your moots and their biases in a prompt generator and rate them!! "
only if u want to ^^
this took forever and since i usually ignore moot games i felt guilty mwahhh
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@isoobie : okay why is this such a fetch prompt like miss girl have the best deal, get discount on vacation and also heeseung 😭🫶🏻 10/10 @boyfhee : would u ever get a tattoo if it were heeseung bae?? you probably would get my initials tattooed anyways 😼👍 but this is so good, this prompt is always on reply in my mind 11/10 @okwons : omg this is so cute and so true like i can totally see this happening this IS SOFT I WILL HONESTLY CRY :((( vivi is such a cutie this prompt deserves a specialized scale honestly 100/10
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@wonryllis : OKAY THIS IS ONE RIGHT HERR YEAH TOTALLY SUNOO CODED I CAN 100% see this coming. yeonie would be acting tough but we all know she is more scared than sunoo :0 heart eyes😩/10 @goldenhypen : excuse me see me outside em why is your prompt so CUTE RAHH screaming/10 😝 @heeracha : she is such a dork i love her fr 100/10
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@jangwonie : simp fae agenda fr i can totally see this happening will be crying how lover girl fae is😩🫶🏻 i need a fae in my life too 🩷/10 @enluv : had to pull sungchan for this one ☝🏻🥹 but plz coco make a snowman w the poor man :(( he is so cute 10/10 @palajae : didn’t add your and riki’s name in this prompt but it’s so CUTE I WOULD JUST MELT :( 20/10
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@okwonyo : okay it’s such a silly and cute prompt 🤭🤭 totally jake coded :( 89/10 i would srsly be in daze for the couple of days to come @amakumos : hello? why is he so mean (adorable cuz i would do that to him too) 🤔🤔 anyways i love the teasing dynamic 🤭 99/10 @euncsace : HELP SORRY BABE BUT WHY A EMO PHASE???? tho i srsly love how this prompt is it would be so cute if we can listen to our soulmates music to give them msgs through out the day 120/10
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akkivee · 7 months
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kuukou sending this to ichiro after ichiro spent five hours crying about the death of a second romance lead in a light novel to him over the phone lmao
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meaningtotellyou · 3 months
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man i will never forget watching that kanye thing in real time dude i literally thought it was fucking fake
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canonically47 · 2 months
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you can't make this shit up
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WHY DOES THIS EXIST AS A THUMBNAIL... AT ALL... WHEN NOTHING WEIRD HAPPENS IN THE SERIES???? EVER?????????
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umbralundertaker · 2 years
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This musical is actually looking pretty good
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ishipmutualrespect · 4 months
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bergamotz · 1 month
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sleep deprivation 👍
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okmcintyre · 9 months
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silenab · 4 months
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haunts me!! invulnerable percy you are sorely missed
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devilfruitdyke · 3 months
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WAIT YALL SGOULD SEE WHAT I SAW TODAY
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[ID: a figure of nami from one piece asleep on top of a big, soft tangerine. end ID.]
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malacheezyy · 3 months
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W's in the SHHAAT
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That is saurrrr slaytastic!! ^^
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