47, 30, 44, and 26 (if you have them)! :)
47. What are the last three books you read?
"Killers of the Flower Moon: The Osage Murders and the Birth of the FBI" by David Grann. This is a nonfiction book about a truly horrific period of history in Oklahoma. It's a good read in that I cannot believe I never learned about this in school but wow am I depressed now.
"Ancillary Sword" by Ann Leckie. Second in a trilogy that I am really enjoying and recommend heartily.
"The Empress of Salt and Fortune." Short enough to be considered a novella, I think. It's an interesting and quirky little story beautifully told.
30. How many books do you have on your 'currently-reading' list?
Three. A history book about Ajax the Greater, Gilgamesh, and "The Vanishing Half" by Brit Bennett.
44. The book(s) whose stories have become part of your very makeup.
100 years of Solitude, ROTE, Probably Lioness Rampant from when I was a child lmao, and Discworld, The Iliad...
The very first Discworld book I read was Small Gods when I was like 12. I don't remember much of the plot, but I have always remembered Bilius, the god of hangovers. Coming down with chronic migraines, I suddenly related so hard to this character I had read about 15 years prior, and I think about him often. You and me both, Bilius.
26. Favorite novella(s).
I can only think of two that I've read off the top of my head--Candide by Voltaire and The Empress of Salt and Fortune, mentioned above. I recommend them both, though I don't think either counts as a favorite story.
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aza is so much fun to rp directly after rping as daveth bc they are SOOO different. daveth is a socialite, loves the sound of his own voice, knows how to charm ppl with his sweet words and knows how to make people laugh, he makes a few faux pas here and there but he knows how to save the conversation easily. and aza is just. so straightforward. so serious. so unintentionally invasive. she just says whatever comes to her head with the most deadpan face at all times. it doesnt matter how crazy it sounds, its just tuesday for her. 🤷♂️
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I think guilt is something complicated for AZ because there's a certain point during an immortal life span where emotions like that just stop mattering on like a cosmic level... In the sense that it becomes Literally Impossible to do anything about it. It's been too long, the world has changed, the people who were hurt are long gone, but at the same time it causes a constant loop of like... "I should have done this while I still had time to. I should have said something I should have done something. But it's too late now and soon it'll stop mattering to the world. But it'll still matter to me, because I'm still here."
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I dream like pulling teeth, I dream of pulling teeth
One by one out my skull, bare the pain and make myself beautiful, make a bloody smile quiet and dainty and meek and everything a lady should be
I dream of helplessness, nightmare and a hope; what if I couldn't fight? What if this fear of my body was ripped out? Would you love me if I was properly weak, if you had no reason to cower?
What if I cut away these rough edges, took sandpaper to the cracks. What if I turned broken bottles into sea glass.
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