Man, you ever think about how so much of Vash’s suffering is tied to Knives? In the obvious, direct ways of course. But also in how the humans around him suffer and hurt him. People are afraid of what they don’t understand, sure, but the average amount of compassion on Noman’s Land would be so much higher if Knives weren’t constantly fucking everything up and people had basic needs met. Small communities and people in general aren’t so goddamn awful as a baseline in a lot of places. There are outliers, yeah, but if humanity could have recovered and made the best of things, had a chance instead of widespread dispair, there might be peace.
And if Vash didn’t have to fight so goddamn hard every second of every day, he wouldn’t be covered in half those horrific scars.
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I've only recently started having my own thoughts about Emanator!Sampo and I think my favorite version of this is that he is technically an Emanator, it's just that he doesn't talk about it because Aha is a dick who only blesses people that don't want it and Sampo hates it here dkjxkdkdck
Aha blessed the Mourning Actors! A whole faction of people who have specifically made it their life's mission to resist Elation! They made a literal worm their Emanator just to see if it would be accepted into the Genius Society! And when it wasn't, Aha just as easily killed it and tossed it aside! So I feel like there is a good possibility that Aha looked down at Sampo, this little oddball who doesn't seem to even like Epsilon or a lot of the Masked Fools and was like.
Hey.
You know what would be really really funny.
And I feel like being an Emanator wouldn't even be a plus for Sampo, because of how he operates. Sampo excels at blending in; he managed to smuggle himself onto a planet
that had been isolated for 700 years,
with only one (1) single city on it,
and going even further, he snuck himself into the Underground,
where the population is even more sparse,
and STILL. Not a single accusation of him being an alien! Not even after the Astral Express lands and proves that interstellar space travel is possible! Sampo is so thoroughly ingrained into Belobog that yeah, some people admit they don't know his origins, but none of it ever comes with the question of whether he actually is a Belobog native or not. Sampo knows exactly how to blend himself into his surroundings in the most subtle way possible. And being an Emanator, something far more powerful than any normal human or Pathstrider could ever hope to be, would only throw in a massive extra variable for him. Sampo would have to be so so careful to keep a lid on his Emanator traits, to keep up the appearance of being totally normal and average at all times. It doesn't help him at all.
And this part is pure indulgence, but I love taking Aha's closeness with mortals, and THEIR tendency to take human form, and twisting it into a case of THEM using Sampo as a vessel.
I want Aha to look at Sampo the same way all of us look at Sampo. A chew toy. A plaything. Something to shove through the meat grinder. Aha thinks Sampo is hilarious and a funny, silly little guy, and THEY want to put him in Situations just to see what he does. Sampo is not a fan.
This though, this is what makes Sampo so wildly entertaining as a vessel. Because Aha knows that Sampo does not want to be a vessel, does not even want to be an Emanator, and THEY find it SO much fun to watch the mental gymnastics he has to pull to convince himself he's ok with it, this is fine actually, because he's not exactly about to tell off a literal god. He doesn't feel like getting a smiting today, please and thank you.
Because squeezing yourself into a human vessel is so different than merely adopting a human disguise, there's already a human soul in there, it's kind of a tight fit. If Sampo doesn't make room, doesn't all but dissociate right out of his own body, it could cause. Consequences.
And so, Aha always gives a warning, just to watch him squirm.
It begins with the sound of bells.
Just little ones, at first. Small, clinking little sounds that could even be considered nice. Something almost gentle, like a wind chime in a pleasant breeze on a warm day. This is the signal for the countdown.
Sampo breathes in, breathes out. Makes himself as small as possible within his own body.
The bells rise and multiply, tinkling wind chimes give way to sleigh bells, to shopkeepers bells, the sound of something inevitable approaching, something entering.
Sampo breathes in, breathes out. Dilutes himself, weaker and weaker concentrations.
The bells rise and rise, multiply and multiply, celebration and tragedy resonating in the sound of church bells, ringing bright and loud, the sounds of weddings and funerals both the same.
Sampo breathes in, breathes out. Becomes like smoke, like vapor. Hollows himself out.
Empty, empty, empty until he echoes, like a bell, like something with the sole purpose of being shaken and rattled around, a thing to be struck, the sounds jarring and punched out and gasping and piercing the air, the lung, the eardrum.
Sampo breathes in.
Beaten he rings, bashed in he sings.
Aha breathes out.
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How long is your break going to last?? :(
we crave stories
Hello darling!
So as for my break, I don't have a specified date where it ends.
Honestly I'm just taking a break until I feel mentally up to writing and posting again.
And well, having to delete negative stuff out of my inbox isn't really helping lol
Now. This isn't to say that I am not working on stuff for you guys, I am!
So when I feel ready, I will post stories again.
For now I just want to relax, eat my tuna salad, and focus on myself.
But my break probably won't last much longer, so you'll get your stories soon.
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I do not recall if I ever told you before, but I do have a bit of a story idea for Onyx and Shale: namely, Silver was born in the time that Sonic and friends are already teens. Shale is Cream's kindergarten teacher, and he and Onyx request the help from Sonic and friends to go take a look at their toddler who's displaying very strange powers. Cue everyone very surprised to see a mini version of Silver instead! And through some temporal mishaps with the Chaos Emeralds, little toddler Silver disappears... mere hours before teen Silver, who everybody knows already (Rivals 1 and 2 had already taken place, I presume), pops up and is highly surprised to hear just what has been going on, not to mention the fact that he's got parents in the past and thus he actually doesn't originate from the future at all.
It does mean that Onyx and Shale suddenly jump from having a toddler from having a teenager around, and that Silver spends a long time in the future by himself, but I don't mind the occasional sprinkle of angst in my stories :>
I do not recall if you have talked about this idea, however I do have this vague memory of coming across it, so guess it's a "maybe you've mentioned, but I can't say for sure" 😅
I love how much of a rollercoaster it sounds, with everyone just utterly confused and surprised in the beginning, to then everyone get utterly worried when Silver vanishes, just to the said hedgehog pop out nowhere and being received with the shocking news "you have parents"
Especially because I pictured the start being something like first just Sonic and Tails getting called by this couple because their son was displaying some fancy powers and then getting utterly surprised when they hear his name, recognize his chest fur and quills pattern and are just like "No way 😱" as they start calling every of their friends one by one who are all even more like "No way 😱" and "What am I supposed to know?! Call xxxxxx" until even Shadow is there and they are trying to figure out how this is even possible, just to be interrupted by Onyx and Shale telling the kid vanished and everyone panics trying to find him again 🤣🤣
But then I guess the couple couldn't be any more scared and in dread as they come to understand that their son is not coming back and will grow up surviving all by his own in whatever the future is like, probably thinking he was abandoned, taking such a role beyond what they could ever imagine... Angsty scenario in its purest form 🤣😭🤣😭
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