#FCKING WORSE

[morguemaw]

BAKUGO??

NGHO OLEPASE UDRORIDNDG THIS ON PURPOSRE I AHTE U

#chopping #becku #im shitting myself #its even #FCKING WORSE #BECAUSE #I WANTED TO HAVE HIM CALL PEOPLE “EXTRAS” #BC IT FITS A NICKNAME HE WOULD GIVE #CREATURES HE SEES BC HE IS LIKE GUTSY WHO JUST #HE IS EVRYWHERE #HE IS CANONLY A OMNIPRESENT LIKE GUTSY #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[meganechan05]

ターセルス・ミルーリア・ダ・パーゴ

"I don't care if I go to hell. As long as I can take this one with me."

#yeah I'm still a mess... #makes it worse when i was wondering what was going on with the guys when they saw a fcking blizzard come out of Rita #no one even had time to process ANYTHING #I do hope Rita can use the technique again but without the “it will also freeze the user” thing... #this show is just so much and not giving anyone time to breathe... #I'll make cute stuff i promise #I'm just in my suffering phase right now #like literally crying for hours... #UGHHHH #kingohger #king ohger #ohsama sentai kingohger #rita kaniska #rita kanisuka #kingohger spoilers #kingoh spoilers #art #kingohger art #super sentai #ko30

[fareehaandspaniards]

Tender Damicolash <3

#my art #micolash host of the nightmare #mensis scholar damian #damicolash #if I said that those are quick sketches #I would fcking LIE #THEY TOOK ALL DAY #and 1 minecraft session #but at least I made them #Now they are kissing on your dash my mission is complete #edgar choir intelligencer #yurie the last scholar #bloodborne #after posting they look worse 🫡😑😵‍💫

[300iqprower]

trying to level Vlad's skills to level 9:

I DEMAND THE BLOOD OF TEN THOUSAND VIRGINS, THE BONES OF THEIR PRIMORDIAL ANCESTORS, AND THE ASHES OF THEIR FALLEN GODS

trying to level Oberon's skills to level 9:

Oy bruv can i have some of those bottles of "Fairy Dust" you've been luggin around for the past few fortnights? And maybe a couple tenners?

#48 dust. FORTY. EIGHT. FUCKING. DUST. ***AND*** SEVENTY TWO GODDAMN BONES. #****PER. SKILL.***** #meanwhile fcking Oberon is less than 60 fairy dust for all his skills and ascensions combined. #god this gacha's economy is even worse than america's #fate vlad #fgo #dont play gachas kids

[bitemebones]

It is morally correct to steal AI ‘generated’ characters. especially when they are being pumped out and sold for a high profit. They’re the ones stealing from actual artists, so fuck ‘em. Yeah, the people who may have paid for them have paid for them, but that’s their own damned fault. They’re making absolute bank from someone else’s art style being fed through a machine and stolen. If I take that weird amalgamation of a character and re-draw it in my own style isn’t that just the same thing? I’m not even going to make money off it, because I wouldn’t fucking dare charge for AI generated shit oh my god I hate deviantart.

#I'm not actually gonna do this because I don't see the point #but holy shit #logging onto deviantart for the first time in months and seeing what I think is my favourite artists' adopts on the front page #and going 'huh cool nice to see they're still popping out bangers' #only to learn it's an entire gallery of fcking AI characters generated using said artist's style and being sold for a high price #I'm sick of this world I'm sick of this I'm sick of AI I'm sick of this #I will band together with the closed species artists I used to hate so much just to fight this AI thing #nothing is worse than AI generated art. not when it's stealing space on a platform and real money from actually creative human people #this is why my depression keeps getting worse despite all the therapy lmao #AI #AI Art #AI debate #So fucking sick of it

[coulsonlives]

I just had to share this video because holy shit, it hits the nail right on the head! So well spoken. This stuff needs to be circulated more, esp with the growing number of people thinking they have this because of misinformation, or just outright faking it.

#it's painful because i knew someone who personally faked this stuff (or has convinced herself she has it i can't even tell) #she had spent all her time on tiktok and i know for 100% sure that's where she got the idea. it's TRAGIC how fast things went downhill #i'm legit horrified at how many people (esp young kids of 13-14) think they have this too. or are just pretending #i've been neck deep in hardcore research (and i'm talking pubmed sciencedirect etc only) for months #and those kids definitely don't have did.. if they have trauma and are dissociating it's going to be something else like dpdr etc #the number of stupid 'you have did' answers i see for totally basic questions like 'i got dizzy what's wrong w me' is insane too #it's like googling 'muscle twitch' and then thinking you have some rare 1/billion familial cancer thing despite other obvious explanations #but worse.. in these cases the information is being fed to them. they don't have an opportunity to explore other possibilities #and the worst part is they don't even know to CHECK THE VALIDITY OF WHAT THESE PEOPLE ARE SAYING. they don't have info literacy #like i'll say this once: did is so rare that it's STILL contentious about whether it even exists #and it only happens in the most unimaginably traumatic experiences. think of the worst possible things you could do to a child #where even just thinking about it makes you uncomfortable. THAT'S the kind of trauma that leads to did. the truly evil stuff. #i'm not even gonna start on the BITE model shenanigans that are happening in the 'did' communities either #or how the people who used to be in them (and got out) always equate them to self-harming cults that celebrated not finding real answers #they got told they were 'perfect the way they were' despite having OBVIOUS psychological issues they needed help for #(it just wasn't did) #they were assured their 'did was valid no matter what'. toxic positivity ig? it just delayed their real diagnosis and ability to get help #but now you have gluts of people like in the video 'talking to themselves' and people on tumblr posting one-liners of 'alters' talking #one after the other within seconds. and i want to fcking cry because it's the same exact shit my friend did before she cut ties #the did/tourettes/ftlb stuff has literally been called a 'mass sociogenic illness' in multiple academic studies #but like qanon believers they seem to immediately discredit anyone who mentions this with 'you're just ableist' so anything you say is poo #aka you're part of the problem you're an 'ableist' so your legit info even though legit isn't valid/acceptable/real/whatever. i'm tired fam #did #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #ddnos #munchausen syndrome #mass psychogenic illness #ableism

[maaxverstappen]

editing is the worst why did i do this to myself

#i shouldve edited as i went #doing it all in one go is both boring but also makes me Hate what i wrote like i dont even wanna post it now bc i think its actually quite #bad and not good and AHH #anyway #also to the two people that back to back commented “update quicker” u are fcking rude and it made my feelings abt editing worse so thx #ok rant over I'm just feeling frustrated <3 #m talks

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

trying to write a pair of twins that are 1 girl and 1 boy and realizing it's just rin and len 2.0:

#delete later #ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAKJHSKJHK 😭😭😭😭 what vocaloid will do to your brain #i was thinking abt lucian and luna again and if i did take potential story developments LITERALLY ITS HAKJFDKIJLKMLDF #luna even has a fuckign bow in her design too ARE YOU GODDAMN KIDDINGSH ME AHRIUO8TYIJ. MY FUCKING SUBCONSCIOSU ARE JRDKHKL;L #screaming. YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #i do try to have variety in the way i portray sibling relationships obv like some get along better/worse than others etc #but man. VOCALOID DOES IRREPARABLE DAMAGE TO YOUR BRAIN HSKDJH I CAN NEVER BE IN PEACE #funnily enough i was also thinking abt a scenario w/ gekiyaku & kazehiki and in THAT case its a weird fucking. reverse #cause i was like 'wait this is just lucian & luna's story all over again' SO. HUH. #in that case i think potentially its just i keep fuckign reusing the same shit tropes over and over again GODDAMMITTTT 😭😭😭😭 FUUUCCKKKK #IM SORRY IM PREDICTABLE HKJNK 😭 i just. some tropes hit so much fcking harder than others personally idk #my mentally ill brain gravitates towards certain things b/c i have certain issues ig i am A Tad Bit Messed Up 😔✌️

[ppulverse]

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#rant cw #🌙.txt #i'm genuinely so scared rn 😃 i'm trying to distract myself and have fun but it's so hard #like. i know i'm privileged bc at least i have a safe place to stay and i could make it here before everything got worse #and i know there are people going through much worse than me #but i'm TERRIFIED bc there's a high chance we might actually lose everything this time bc this flood is SO much worse than the last one #and if we lose everything then what the fuck are we gonna do... #how many times are we gonna have to deal with this kind of situation #i couldn't sleep bc i was too anxious and now i'm tired #and i just saw a video of a bunch of cows being DRAGGED by the fcking water and they looked so scared :( #i keep crying i feel so powerless #bc literally the only thing i can do is wait and pray that the damage won't be bad to the point where we can't recover from it #i'm sorry i keep posting about this and again i know i'm more privileged than a LOT of people #but i just need to vent bc i honestly have never felt this scared in my life #i'll try to at least take a nap now tho. i need some rest

[gengarpng]

Niece had a stomach bug and I guess I caught it 😭

#yeah the yartzing sucks but the 4 minutes of nausea spent waiting for it to happen is worse somehow #like bro lets GOOOO so i can rinse my fcking mouth out and do it again in 30 minutes #emetophobia tw

[funkervogt]

I can really appreciate a good rollerball pen from time to time. Uniball vision elite forever. If any of youve tried that one and somehow know a better one you better tell me what it is rn i have never had a pen write as fucking smooth and consistent as this thing

#It truly makes my handwriting worse bc its so fcking smooth it just glides around the fuckin page #Really really good for fast dirty writing and getting thoughts down quickly

[theunemployedrogue]

In a lot of pain today 🙃

#im also apparently allergic to whatever tape they put on my face bc im broken out horribly #this painkiller ain't shit it's not even touching the sore muscles where they cut #and ive eaten maybe 400 calories in the past 2 days bc i have zero appetite and am scared to eat tbh #i hope this surgery was fcking worth it bc rn it feels worse than it did before when everyone kept saying id have 'instant relief' #personal

[disco-cola]

dude i literally cant deal with living in this generation and times anymore i wish i had at least been born like 20 years earlier and been a young adult in the 90s and early 2000s if i couldnt have had the 70s or 80s i mean by being born in 96 im glad i was part of probably the last generation who had a real childhood (which of course wasnt perfect either but still) but social media is the worst most toxic thing that could have happened to us so much narcissism disguised as confidence and a new trend every other day and all these woke warriors who literally cant let people enjoy anything and cancel culture and being chronically online and everything has been seemingly done and is just recycled and warmed up for the umpteenth time like i know 70s 80s 90s fashion is popular but its just not the same and not enough for me its just all so fucking toxic and even though i am trying so hard to only stay on sites of social media where i am not confronted with such stuff there literally is no way around it i am not using ig anymore and tumblr to me is literally the least toxic website at this point bc i am purely using it for inspiration and dont see anything i dont wanna see really and as a lil diary to get some thoughts out but tiktok is literally hell it makes me hate the human race and made my era struggle like ten times worse than it has been before already and i know i could just delete it but that wouldnt change the world and people around me i just wish so hard to live in a time again before social media where you panicked when you accidentally hit the internet button on a phone that could survive a fall from the empire state building

#im just so fcking unhappy it makes me wanna run headfirst into a wall knowing there is LITERALLY NOTHING I CAN CHANGE ABOUT LIVIN TODAY #AND THAT THE FUTURE IS ONLY GOING TO GET WORSE #like sometimes im fine but only bc i am so much in denial of never being able to live the life i want

[dennisboobs]

every time i see people making posts about the sad state of the sunny wiki i take ten points of psychic damage and then run off to fix whatever the fuck someone has mentioned

#and if you go back to see it and notice it's all been completely rewitten just know i am lurking. please help me #the amount of work for one person is. incredibly overwhelming. but im trying my best hdjsbjd #not having active mods for 12 years will do that to a wiki! #not the first long dead wiki ive resurrected but the bones of the sunny wiki are. frankly. absolute shit #ada speaks #tfw you go to edit a page and fandom spam filter pops up informing you that there is a racial slur on the page #and you cant publish your edit until it's been deleted. #the fact that these pages were written and HAVE NOT BEEN TOUCHED since before they implemented a spam filter 💕💕💕 #anyway i started in on mac's page. its been reformatted. the actual content is still hot garbage but #structurally it matches dennis and charlie's now #which means... eventually #when i am not Dying. #i can rewrite it #add a proper fucking recap #charlie's page was worse than mac's but dennis' was just. good god. #well. nothing was worse than dennis' fucking subpages #dennis' mental illness subpage you will not be missed #absolute garbage fire of a page. nothing even CLOSE to what a wiki page should look like #speculation has no place on a fcking wiki

[sunny12th]

finally finished The Wire. top 5 best shows ever written. the ending was perfect - it made me wanna cry and rip my hair out but I was still left with a feeling of satisfaction and closure.

#season 5 was insane. the fcking made up serial killer?? wtf #every episode i was like ok McNulty will stop this now bc it's literally insane. and every ep he just made it worse #classic McNulty really #the wire hbo #mine

[dailyeca]

eca 🤝 ace can't sit on a chair right

#eca orichird #daily eca #ace is WORSE because he loves being tall so he'll sit on the top of the chair. like the back. or more often on a table or countertop lmao #eca's a little bit better because he doesnt like being off the ground more than he has to be but hes still fcking stupid hjkdjd <33 #i mean no offense though i sit like this all the time this is just me projecting