#HDJDHD LIKE

[coffincoitus]

there's going to be a big change in my routine at the end of next month that, among other things, will mean I'll have to spend at least half of every week living away from my sister and, aside from the usual unhappiness at knowing I'll be away from someone I love, I'm being once again!! plagued by that age-old intrinsic fear that if I stay too long without my sister it'll create a space that can facilitate other people's approach into my life. and Other People are the life killer. They Will Kill Me

#im nervous about the change in routine itself but this particular anxiety is so crippling hdjdhd #it doesnt help that she's nervous about her own things too so we're like in a loop of crippling psychic damage #but anyway. these changes will both mean good things for our careers on the long run #which in turn means we can get our own place sooner rather than later #<- me pretending i have the ability to prioritize the bigger picture

[benidudys]

Asmo but he got cursed to turn into a bunny heh _(:3」z)_

#obey me #obey me asmodeus #obey me mc #benistuff #pencil sketches #these are terrible hdjdhd but idk I still like these #I like the little animation tho hehe I wanted a excuse to animate cute ears >w> #I miss animating…. I want to try something like this for Christmas quick and simple #anyway these are a bit old as well not sure if I’ll post more of older stuff 🤔 #animation

[archaictold]

( OOC. ) when i say zhilan collects the most silly academically punny t-shirts to wear around the apartment, this is in essence what i mean. he's insufferable ( affectionate )

#the shirt and sweatpants are like 3 sizes too big for him they swallow him hdjdhd #he Also pins back his hair out of his face and lets his braid loose but i couldn't find ref pics and would have to draw it #aaaand my tablet pen is dead bc ofc it is LOL #ooc tbt. #tbd ?

[kumomist]

GENDER LOCKED POWERS AND HAVING TO ACCEPT THAT YOU HAVE A POWER DUE TO THE SEX YOU WERE BORN AS BUT IDENTIFYING AS A GENDER OPPOSING THAT

#txt #oscar from the witch and the beast and lucas from bokura no kiseki #the way both of them have value in their blood due to their bloodlines dhjdbdjd #witch blood being yummy to vampires or something. princess blood being valuable for a nuclear bomb spell. hrghdhjdbd #ok i was kindof literal with the witchs blood hdjdhd but basically theyre desired to betaken advantage of/objectified? #and also as a political tool #amel is actually kindof the opposite… being born with a power that is dysphoric with your gender and being forced to present as not that #… would that be kindof an intersex metaphor actually #AMEL IS LIKE THAT FERTILE MALE CALICO FHKDBDJD #oh saiki too? i read somewhere that the reason his powers are unstable is cause psychic is more suitable to females #so the reason he needs the attenae clips is cause he transitioned and his power isnt compatible with his body #..alternate spin in why saiki dislikes his powers (dysphoria) #...regeneration isnt genderlocked but togata also hated his power (prevented him from transitioning) #ALTERNATIVELY YJK BEING ABLE TO USE BREAK THE SKY ARTS WHATEVER HDJDND

[h4ise]

god i should rlly ramble some more here i have so much gothic lit headcanons to tell i can't tell whether i would like to gush about it here or nah

#haise rambles #gothic literature #jekyll and hyde #frankenstein #honestly i think i haven't been opening a lot about my interest here besides ig #like IM WILD IN MY IG STORY COMPARED TO HERE HDJDHD #i had like doodles i could post to my art blog but i keep forgetting #goshdamn!!

[joshuaalbert]

me every time there’s a court case episode of star trek

#okay minus the two part tos one but that’s mostly bc I’d already seen the original pilot #but like I love them #I’m on the dax one and i LOVE that we’re tackling this #posts that make you say ‘this person had to take too much philosophy and thought about law school before getting bored’ #idk what to tag this but I’m currently watching #ds9 #so I’ll tag it like that for my own filing hdjdhd but also generally #star trek

[xoshepard]

ugh my refusal to dust came back to bite me when i was packing yesterday bc my sinuses got fuckin obliterated lmao i couldnt even sleep until i took a zyrtec 😔 i may have to wear a mask the rest of the time im packing 😔😔😔

#anyway i woke up on the wrong side of the bed and im this close to being overstimulated despite gettkng to work 5 minites ago #if you try to talk to me and i dont respond until like this afternoon. you understand hdjdhd #tirah talks

[strawbebyjam]

thinking abt how agar tum saath ho was my oh-god-i-hope-i-never-feel-like-that song and now it’s the oh-shit-that’s-where-things-are-and-will-stay song

#i love it here! #i know i can’t change anything but like #idk wish i’d never heard these sobgs in the first place #cause now they just randomly loop in my brain til i cry even though i’m actively avoiding listening to them??? help #like mitski hadestown and sad desi music are literally. earworming to no end as if i am not already wrecked enough HDJDHDDH #it’s been like. barely a month i thh #i think or two months i’m not sure but it feels like i’ve been stuck in this. gross heartbroken version of myself for a year. like time #feels so criminally warped HDJDHD it sucks? i feel so pathetic like #on the one hand i don’t wanna discount that the person that ends things can also feel a lot of pain and i know things aren’t sunshine on #either side but on the other hand i do feel like i’m the one who’s more. like. i’m not hurting more there’s not really a gauge for that but #i feel like i’m definitely more pathetic HDNDHDHD #like they must see me and think. holy shit. how did i ever love that mess. yknow. like #idk feeling gross! feeling. extremely. just repulsive? and unable to imagine any world where i have any appeal n the like. thought that mayb #maybe that’s what they see too when they look back has been. stuck in mu head on top of all else and it makes everything so mych worse #i wanna be good avout all this so bafly and i keep failing and i dont know what yo do with muself #everytime i try to do something thats supposed yo be good or healthy it feels so. horrible #ive didappointed so many people i jnkw that and i dont beed like. msuic and shit to remind me i already feel like im at rock bottom #neg #mano.mindtalk #tonight is. very not great GDJDHDHD

[drakey-wakey]

being autistic is so frustrating bc i want to not give a shit or a fuck about things like rules and not caring about lying but i tell the smallest lie in the world and i am fucking. hyperfixated on it for hours and i will never stop thinking about what if i face Major Consequences for my Inconsequential Lie

#i took last break at work even tho i realized after i wasnt supposed to hdjdhd #and now my brain js like shame! shame! shame! #and I'm like bro... its 5 minutes who cares #me i care .... its the integrity of it ok #let draco say fuck

[l3viat8an]

I’m pushing my secretly impulsive and slightly dumb Lucifer propaganda rn-

So there are these birds that when they’re trying to attract a mate the jump from branches and hit there wings behind their back making a loud snapping sound.

And I can help but feel like if Lucifer saw this, at one point when he’s bored and alone he’d try to do it.

Next thing you know he’s practically in a ball on the floor because it hurt so badly-

Oml- I love the idea of Lucifer randomly trying bird like things just because he’s bored kdhsjsjhs

Like after he’s trying to get up and basically ‘walk the pain away’ go hide in his bedroom with pain pills only for one of the brothers to find him and ask what’s wrong and why he looks like he’s in pain??-

Now Lucifer can’t tell anybody the truth so he simply says he’s not and stands up straighter, wincing and claiming to be fine, before half limping off-

What’s even better is all the dumb and frankly unbelievable excuses Lucifer has to start coming up with for exactly how he got hurt- from blaming a backfiring curse to simply tripping (as if either would make sense hdjdhd)

#moot mail! #he’s a goofball just like the rest of ‘em! #it’s just that nobody sees that side of him hdjshsh #obey me!

[jazzfordshire]

SO EXCITING FOR YOU and no bc like that anon earlier I too have been reading your fics since I was a freshman in high school. and now I’m 20?? The titanic AU??? changed my life I think about scenes from it at minimum once a week. growing up reading your fic and now getting to see you publish OC small town AU (a personal fav ofc) is Super Cool!!

Thank you!!!! It feels super cool, extremely nerve wracking lmao but I'm really glad people seem excited for it!

Also the words GROWING UP READING MY FIC are still so strange hdjdhd, makes me feel almost as old as when someone on Twitter said graduating high school in 2010 made me a milf (positive)

[comfymoth]

mall project vampires... I can only imagine how long Ravi's coat gets

HDJDHD he is living his best dramatic life!!

in the vampire + werewolf au bugsy and i tossed around in dms, we decided that a lot of goth fashion is seen by vampires as like. a dramatic impersonation humans do of them. they basically think it’s like drag. so they do not get why ravi engages with it At All, he comes from this old money family and yet here he is, showing up to all these fancy events dressed like the vamp equivalent of trixie mattel. his parents are so done

#my ocs #mall project

[wrongcaitlyn]

i am SO glad i started reading talk ur talk when i did bc i would NOT be able to read it now bc long fics intimidate me like i cant comment bc i feel like im intruding on a delicate ecosystem but now im a cool kid in the talk ur talk club. i subscribed at chapter six and ive been looking forward to each chapter since

HDJDHD AH OMG “a cool kid in the talk ur talk club” makes me so honored it’s truly lovely to see the repeating commenters every chapter 😭😭 and i remember you from way back in the beginning ohmygoddd that was so long ago but you made those drawings of the album covers!!!

but honestly, i feel the same way - even though i know, as an author, it’s one of the best feelings to see a comment that’s like “i binge read this whole thing and ___” and then seeing them continue to return every chapter after that!! so i would 100% encourage you to don’t feel afraid to comment that on longer wip’s and give them a shot!!

i’ve personally been trying to leave more comments too and i get how stressful it issjfjsj im the worst at articulating how much i love a fic but it does really make the author’s day!

however, i’m very honored to have you in the talk ur talk clubHSKD <33

#wrongcaitlyn #talk ur talk asks

[eproctoforthebackoftheroom]

Good girl~ Love it if you'd just lay down right under me, feel the vibration of my gas while I rub myself against you. Reward as promised. 💗 😊Hope you like it.

dhsjjdhdjd god these are all sooo good hdjdhd 🥴 wish I could feel them all,, thank you :>

#eproctophilia #eprocto #asks