#I EANT TO CRY

[fangirlofallthefandoms]

I really do think that look on Trent Crimms face at the end is just a mislead. Idk even if he went as an anonymous source to a press buddy he should know someone could still figure out who did it. And why would he want the team mad at him when he's writing a book about them. To me that look was you two have to be more careful.

#ted lasso #i am really bad at social cues tho 😣 #ted lasso spoilers #colin hughes #trent crimm #i also love the gay headcanons about trent #and trust that after he lost his reporter job hes looking for more fulfillment #like why would he jepordize another job #ALSO GAYY COLINNNN EVERYONE #I EANT TO CRY #AND TACKLING BEING MORE MASCULINE TO TRY AND HIDE IT 😭😭 #ted lasso season 3 #trent dont be a dick

[archangel444]

the thing i hate about being w woman is. no one will be there to care for you and hug you when you are oldr

#i eant to cry

[fauna-and-floraa]

CHANGBIN "樂-STAR" TEASER IMAGES.

#sorry i just really like his and eanted to edit them <3 #love how he kinda looks like hes crying in the second one #seo changbin #changbin #stray kids #bystay #skz #skzedit #changbin edit #樂 star

[the-meme-monarch]

well that's the worst nightmare I've had in a while

#we were at the grocery store and a shooter came in. my sibling and i were separated at the time. #they died. and i was theone to find their body afterward. so. that fucking sucked. #woke up and strted to cry bc i thought it was real for a second #dream journal #edit bc i dont eant to reblog it to say this but ive had time to process it now #i was the only fucking person who cared that xe died. the dream cut to after the shooter was arrested and we were preparing for xer funeral #i think the dream implied that yhe shooter was an ex employee at the store and my dad and i were trying to like. talk to the owners about Y #Your Ex Employee Killed My Fucking Sibling #and the manager or boss or ehoever just. didnt care. didnt have any sympathy #my dad was there. but he didnt speak. i had to beg the managet to feel anything for the child who was shot and killed in his store. #to pay for xer funeral? i dont know. #we were there getting a blind bag toy xe had talked aout going to get irl since it was a short walk there really #i was looking for those pink chocolate chips. #to make cookies fro my friends #thats why i eoke up thinking it was real i think #most of my set-in-reality nightmares hinge on something that Cant happen anymore. this one was based on Recent Events and Planned Events #i had woken up just before six. when xe gets up for school. so i stared crying bc Oh My God Xe's Dead Xe's Never Going To Go To School Again #i dont think ive looked them in the face at all today.

[evansdoodles]

Random hcs that popped in my head just now

Oz would either eat the rawest meat possible or straight up go eat sushi everyday.

He also cant resist without eating spicy foods on a regular basis, and he used to beg his mother for goulash almost everyday when he was younger.

Now on the contrary,ed despises “soft”/squishy and spicy food.

It had gotten to a point where he would only buy cans of noodles and pasta because he was too tired after work to cook a decent meal and that’s all his body would accept to eat.

The man has sensory issues, give him a break.

So he and oz either stay home and get take out from McDonalds (oz replaces the meat in the burger with an almost-raw one) or the spend the entire evening fighting on were to go eat

#i ate a kfc chicken thingy #i didnt know it was spicy #i eanted to cry istg #but at least i made this post #edward nygma #oswald cobblepot

[pendragora]

Might a girl live without any body horrors for just one fucking night

#le sigh #sometimes i really. really. REALLY want to shake my mother up. look her in the eyes and yell on top of my lungs #why? because she is the source of this... pesky and disgusting thought that i only ever am beautiful if i am tiny light and petite #which i am not. 1) i am 5'9 which doesnt sound like a lot but usually i am the tallest person in the room #2) i have been obsessively working out most of my life out of fear of growing big and this? this gave me a trained muscle #i feel big. i feel heavy. i cant change my diet because i am autistic. because there is barely anything to change after all that time. #i just want to. i just want to feel okay about the way i am. may i please for the love of gods at least see myself as normal. feel neutral #i am tired of weighting myself and having to talk myself out of the feeling of disgust when the digits get to 74 #i am tired of stressing over a single sentimeter above my usual 100-70-100-ish figure #i am so so SO tired of seeing myself as ugly or fat the moment i put on something comfy and big. the moment my clothes are not a second skin #for the love of gods. please. how long is this going to take? how much longer can i possibly work for body neutrality? #i dont even ask to ever be positive about the way i look. i just. i just want to not eant to cut parts of myself off in delusional hopes #how many more nights will i spend crying because of this #how long. HOW LONG #this is too much #lena exposed

[weenhands]

i'll never change my icon again

#IM AORRY im very fixated on my blog lateoy like im changing my desktop theme and.. :“( *starts breaking down crying* #i just eant this one bc its rlly funny and cute and bc its jester hello kitty...like me. like if a cat were a jester

[grimmthorne]

rlly wish I wasn't so needy and clingy 👍mentally ill shit in the tags lol

#i just feel stupid for needing so much reassurance i hate it #i genuinely hate it #i cant stand that fact about myself sometimes. anxious attatchment or smth i guess #just. fucking. can i get a moment where im not freaking out. #please. #and like i never shut the fuck up im like incapable of not talking about everything on my mind and it stresses me out #bc i feel like im dumping everything out of my brain and that someone is eventually going to go jesus christ youre so annoying #jesus christ youre so needy and clingy and desperate for attention and its pitiful .. i hate it! truly hate it! #bc when i eant to bring it up it feels so stupid. ppl have lives idiot they cant pay attention to you all the time #im just. idk. ill go cry about it and be fine or whatever im just so overdramatic all the fucking time

[depressionarcadez]

I kinda hate the server now.

#i dont even care about rhe model thing but i didn't need them getting ass pissy witme over it #and i hate that it made me cry and i hate myself for getting so hurt and emotional over this stupid fucking shit #i hate that im still crying over this #i hate that the server just feels like a 'us vs them' sort of thing now instead of a comfy little server where #3 of my best friends and i could write and talk \ #i hate that two of them have ths stupid fucking petty hate with oru other friend over a thing i dont even #fucking csre about anymore #hate that it feels like my friendships are falling apart. #i just eant shit to go back to norma #i''ll delete this later. they dont follow this blog but idc.

[batqueers]

mmgnngdfnm

#sudden feelings of being Bad and Terrible and horrid and unloveable at 9pm on a tuesday #m heart is beating sofast i need to hide away ive been hiding for the last half hour #im sick im sick im sick im horrible i cant keep a promise im not a good person im not even a person #i want to hold myself and cry but i cant even cry and its so hot im so sweaty and uncomfortable and i wanna cry even more #im sorry im sorry i dont even need to be sharing this #i dont want to die but i dont eant to Be Here and hotlines do shit my therapist appreciate him but he cant do shit if i dont make the effor #t to help myself and i dont becuase im lazy just like my parents always tell me i am and my room is a mess and i havent finished things i #sai d i woulf and i stink because of fucking the weather and testosterone and im immeture and #i cant seem to Grow Up and im fucking dangerous fuck fuck fuck #sorry. sorry sorry sorry #-🦇 #obscurus.txt

[regardingjenmish]

Idk what i did to deserve a shit ton of chronic pain and health problems but i would like to unsubscribe from this membership.

#i was so excited bc yesterday and today is a holiday here for me #and I've literally spent the wholr 4 days in pain #fuck this shit #part of me is angry as fuck and the other part just eants to cry #but anywaaaaaay

[ghostdog1999]

help heml help gelpp made it home from campus ok but. crying baby in lobby many people in front of elevator. Sensory overload very bad I want to cry I have to hold it to gether for like 4 more minutes I am very overstimulated everything hurts & is scary and I'm scared

#had a major autism not maskinf rn moment in front of a newish friend an hour ago feel very embarrassed #i am sweating so much im so uncomfortable #one elevator is out of order i eant to cry very baf

[senseiwu]

BRO I FREAKING FORGOT TODAY WAS THE 30TH

I THOUGHT I HAD A FEW MORE DAYS TIL THE REST OF CRYSTALISED DROPPED BUT NO

ITS TOMORROW

#good thing i didnt realise this when my phone started playing the weekend whip earlier- #i was emotional enough about the show ending without realising ots ending TOMORROW #dont cry about legos at work dont cry about legos at work dont cry about legos at work- #thank god its happening on the long weekend dhsjjsjs i will have time to Recover #ignore me #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i actually eant to scream irl but. cant do that

[kittyhazelnut]

Nursing school is fucking bullshit I haven't even had my first fucking class and I've still spent five fucking hours today doing homework and I'm not even a quarter of the way done with it and it's due fucking Wednesday morning and we didn't even get it until Saturday like this is not enough time to solve this many math problems holy shit I've been doing it so long I've started getting every single one wrong because it's so fucking many parts and every single question is different than the one before and you have to use a slightly different formula for each one and if they didn't fucking front load 75 questions that took two and a half hours to read and save even though I could do them in my sleep maybe I'd be able to learn these new types of problems but nope these dumbasses have decided that repetition is going to HeLp Us LeArN NO DUMBASS IT'S GOING TO MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE TO FUCKING FOCUS

#I've been crying for the last 45 minutes and i finally decided i needed to take a break because im getting the easiest shit wrong because i #cant fucking read every problem five time to make sure i got every part and did them all righr #because all i eant is to be dont with it but im still only on the second of nine parts in this module snd it's been five hourz #im gonna have to stay up for fucking 36 hours straight to finish it before class i stg #i finally decided i had to take a break so im gonna take a very long shower and then at least i caj hopefully finish this part of thr modul #but I've already gotten so many wrong on this stupid test that I'll probably have to take it over again #which is going to take at least an hour which is so fucking stupid

[abysslll]

the Hurty fic is making me cry. go figures 

#GIORNO'S CRYING I CANT TAKE THIS :((((( #HE JUST EANTED BUCICAT I BACK I CAN TD OTHIS

[binch-i-might-be]

so the day was okay but of course two of the supervisors talked to me about me going into the back and checking my phone too often. like I go into the back about once an hour because I need to drink water, I'm running around the whole time and it's really warm right now. I wasn't aware that was considered a lot??

of course they started the conversation by going "is working here not fun for you anymore" girls I need you to understand that at no point working here has been fun for me and I contemplate the Big Sleep almost every time I have to come here

and apparently other people told them about this?? I'm just very confused why anyone would care. why do you take note of when I'm in the back. girl what were YOU doing at the devil's sacrament

anyway they finished by hinting at the boss maybe not wanting to renew my contract when it runs out so. thanks. I also want him to not renew it unfortunately I do need food and shelter to live tho

yeah so now I'm feeling first of all. fucking useless because apparently having to take a two minute break once every hour is not a universal experience and I'm just chicken shit. and also feeling really great about continuing to work here knowing I'm not allowed to drink something when I'm thirsty and or lightheaded because some forty year old might snitch on me. not trusting anyone who works there and dreading going there even more now!

#i want to quit so bad #i'm probably in the wrong is the worst thing #like they're probably right and i do go into the back too often #sometimes i get dizzy tho or need to use the bathroom or like. cry #i hate working here so much #they kept saying they like me and eant me to stay so that's why they're saying something but i honestly don't believe anyone there likes me #i feel useless #it's not even that i go every time i WANT to go. i make myself wait and get really thirsty before i go #i'm just a little bitch i guess #vent