#I LITERALLY AM REREADING THIS MESSAGE AND I'M LIKE OH MY GOD
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I am going to CRY I am MINDBLOWN 😭😭😭😭😭
I discovered your svt blog today (through a reblog on someone else’s blog) and I started reading your other fics after the Mingyu 26k oneshot (it is AMAZING btw, I love everything about it) and I’ve been loving your works they are actually so fun !!!! And then I came across your tags on the jihoon fic and I laughed a bit about it because I always go “ahhh the good old days” when I come across any version of ‘I used to write gay character x character fics and now I write reader inserts’ because !!! So did I! I haven’t written in a while now, and haven’t posted in an even longer while but my trajectory does go like gay chara x chara for western media (? am I wording that correctly) ---> gay chara x chara anime ---> anime reader inserts ---> kpop reader inserts.
Then I casually scrolled up your blog and realised it’s a sideblog because there was a main blog linked to it? ANd I was like. “WELL SHIT. CAPTAIN-BRIE… ISN’T THAT… THE PERSON I USED TO KNOW BACK IN MY SPN DAYS… AHAHA… no maybe that’s just a character from some show and it’s a common name for people to use………” but then I couldn’t resist because I got antsy and I searched up ao3 dot org slash users slash captainbrietoast, then captainbriestoast, and when I didn’t find anything I was like “yea ok mistake on my part”
the reason why i do know them is because they once wrote a fic based on a fic i wrote and we talked for a bit ahjgfhjghjgjad (that fic is probably gone now because i removed a lot of my old works)
AND THEN. THEN I WAS AWAY AND SUDDENLY I WAS LIKE “wait weren’t they uhhh captainbrieontoast.”
AND I SHIT YOU NOT THE WAY I ALMOST YELLED WHEN I SAW “SEVENTEEN (20)” ON HOW MANY WORKS YOU HAVE AND I WAS LIKE AJGHHJA NOOOO BYEEE and then um I went to the blog that you linked on your ao3 and it linked me back to this blog and uhhhhh anyway I guess we used to know each other years back and im LITERALLY SO SORRY IF THIS MAKES YOU FEEL TERRIBLE I GENUINELY DID NOT MEAN FOR YOU TO FEEL STRESSED OR TERRIBLE OR ANYTHING
BOTTOM LINE IS IVE BEEN LOVING YOUR SVT WORKS AND I GUESS THIS IS A HAPPY COINCIDENCE AHJDHGJAHJGAHJGA BYEEEE I HOPE YOU’RE DOING REALLY WELL IN LIFE ??? YOU DESERVE IT !!!
2/2: P.S. now im embarrassed because this is like coming across the works written by someone you knew in school or something ajfhhjghjagea am i STILL allowed to read your svt works… i was really enjoying them </3
First off, I'm sorry for not responding to this sooner, these days I haven't been noticing when anons come through on my phone alerts even though I pretty thoroughly scan my notifications on my phone so I don't really see the messages into my inbox until I happen to hop on my computer :/
BUT EXCUSE ME YOU CAN'T JUST COME DROP THIS IN MY INBOX AND NOT TELL ME WHO YOU ARE??????!!!!!!!! MY JAW IS LITERALLY ON THE FLOOR RIGHT NOW- NOT US MEETING AGAIN AFTER HOW MANY YEARS???
I don't remember what fics you are talking about !!! Did we talk on ao3? I AM LITERALLY DESPERATELY SEARCHING MY MEMORY AND I LITTLE AM SO BAD AT REMEMBERING THINGS PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE UNLOCK THIS MEMORY FOR ME OH MY GOD
HI???????!!!!!!!! HELLOOOOO????????? OF COURSE YOU'RE STILL ALLOWED TO READ MY WORKS????
Realllyyyyy funny how we both made the transition from gay fanfics to reader inserts like bro what are the odds that we would end up here, because if you had told me then I would be here I wouldn't believe it for a second
but yo seriously. slide into my dms. SLIDE INTO MY DMS LETS RECONNECT OMG WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF THE UNIVERSE BRINGING US BACK TOGETHER??????
FATE.
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At least I got you in my head (prologue)
Summary: Abby is straight. And then you move in with her.
Tags: modern au, fem!reader, straight!abby (she is doing some comphet bullshit), pining, idiot in love and it's abby, reader is gay and tired.
A/N: The title is from Sleepover by Hayley Kiyoko, because my motto is if I had to suffer Abby has to suffer too. I also have literally no idea where this is going, but the idea got stuck and I needed to write something. 🙃
Jessica here is Jessica from Jessica Jones. (actually all characters here are fictional women I have a crush on, no name is random)
"Listen, I have a friend, she is looking for a roommate right now." Nora said as she drank her sweet coffee you really wanted to steal after she listened to your complaining. "It's super close to the campus."
"I've seen a porn starting exactly like this."
"I wouldn't call Sherlock Holmes porn." Nora shot back and you rolled your eyes. "Do you want her number or not?"
"Is she, you know?.."
"Painfully straight. Don't worry, you won't end up looking for a place because you decided to date your roommate."
"Okay, yeah, give me her number."
Okay, Jessica wasn't.. that bad. It was cute in the beginning, you two hit it off immediately, her sarcasm bounced off your wittiness perfectly. You liked how cool and un-fucking-bothered she was, she liked you because you were a little shit. You two had so much tension it was bound to explode one day, and it did: you got drunk at home, played some have i never and then fucked for two days straight. Jess was cool, and Jess really didn't like to give any kind of clarity on where you stood even when you asked her to her face. She'd just say she liked you and that was it, and even though it really pissed you off, you didn't press further - Jess was cool, but she wasn't sweet enough to fall in love with. It was getting annoying as she grew more territorial about you, always putting her arms around you in public, which was cute until she started asking about Nora and getting angry when you were with her.
That was when you decided to tap out and move out - the red flag was fucking screaming in your face. You quickly informed Jessica about it, to which she just flipped you, and you left, not dealing with her shit. And now you were homeless, and the term was starting and you really didn't want any drama.
So a painfully straight girl would be fucking perfect for a roommate.
to: potential roommate
Hi! I'm (y/n), Nora gave me your number
She said you're looking for a roommate?
from: potential roommate
Hi! I am
Do you smoke?
to: potential roommate
No
from: potential roommate
That's the address
If you can, come tomorrow after six
to: potential roommate
Ok
The place was actually close to the campus and not "beautiful place to have peaceful study sessions. 20 minutes by public transport". You weren't sure if you'd be able to afford it, but it was worth a try anyway, you were tired of sleeping on your friends' couches. The apartment building was on a quiet street, but you knew that this street had a bunch of bars where students spent their time.
It was another win, and it made you want to afford this place even more. You reread the message and got up to apartment 42.
You rang the bell and waited for the girl to open the door.
And then she did.
And then you died.
Tall, muscular, shoulders and arms so defined you felt your mouth going slack. She had freckles on her face, pretty blue eyes with long lashes, stubborn mouth and a long braid.
Oh no fucking way this absolute lesbian wet dream was straight. Nora set you the fuck up here, you were sure of it.
"Hi, I'm Abby. You're (y/n)?" She said in a nice melodic voice that had just an edge of something dark and warm, and you woke up.
"Yeah." You squealed, still so shocked and so attracted to her it was getting painful.
She was painfully straight? Well, you were painfully gay for her right now.
"Cool, come in."
Oh god.
Oh god.
She had the ass. Oh what a good day to be a lesbian, you thought, but you politely looked away, feeling like a creep for staring at her.
It gave you time to look around: the place wasn't too big, but it was cosy and clean, clearly looked after. That was a good sign - Jess was tidy, but she smoked and the whole place just stank of it, her cigarette buds were everywhere. Abby seemed sporty, probably obsessed with her food, but you didn't mind.
"Do you play sports?"
"MMA."
Oh for fuck's sake, you groaned inside. How could she be so stereotypically gay and be straight? Well, of course she could, looks and hobbies weren't indicators of someone's sexuality, but it was pretty fucking ironic to you.
The kitchen was small and tidy, everything in its place and a cute towel hanging from the oven handle. It gave you a 1950s housewife vibe, but it was cute. The living room was more chaotic, pillows and blankets everywhere: on the couch, on the floor, behind the couch (???), big tv and playstation next to the wall with a bunch of games next to them. Likes games, you noted, really feeling like a Sherlock Holmes and laughing at yourself for comparing your basic observation to the fictional genius.
"Sorry, I didn't have time to figure out this mess." Abby said and rubbed her neck and you had to clench your fists to stop feeling so attracted to her.
"It's cosy, not a mess." You chuckled. "My previous roommate left bottles instead of pillows."
"God." Abby scrunched her nose in disgust. "Okay, so there's two bedrooms, one is mine and the other one can be yours and if you promise to pay rent on time and not leave your laundry in the washing machine."
"Yeah, that won't be a problem.” You hesitated before speaking up, but you needed her to know you weren’t straight. “I'm a lesbian, by the way. Just in case you have a problem with it."
"Oh, I don't, it's totally cool." Abby smiled and you smiled back, relieved. Sometimes straight girls got wrong ideas and you wanted to get it out of the way now. You could deal with how attractive Abby was, but could she deal with you finding her attractive - that was a different question.
You talked about the price for the place, which wasn't too high, but you might want to find more students to tutor if you wanted to not worry about splitting your budget too much.
You left Abby’s place feeling relieved - you got a place to live in a good location and a roommate who, yeah, was super attractive, but she was straight, and that meant no relationship drama.
Fuck you, Jess - you thought as you made your way to Cait’s place - I won’t fall for the girl this time.
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Esteemed artist, I would love to hear your Trigun thoughts. What specifically? Well, up to you. I saw you have a lot to say in the tags of your art and would love to hear it without the worry of a shadowban
OH..! thank you so much for your curiosity!!!
god, there is SO much to talk about in trigun, i don't even know where to start honestly.
*adding this note after i've finished typing: this is just a whole lot of rambling with unspecified direction. mainly vashwood, mainly trimax
i think the easiest is to open up with vashwood, but if i start with vashwood, not even one post will be enough to encapsulate the layers of love, tragedy, the what-ifs that could've bloomed in-between their travels, their effects on each other, etc etc… and then it also depends on which version of vashwood because the beauty of vashwood is that if you intake all 4 versions (trimax, 98 anime, stampede, badlands rumble), then you get 4 kinds of vashwood that varies in slightly different ways, and i've been incredibly plagued by the brainrot enough to think about them All.
trimax, if not obvious, is my favorite vashwood… though tristamp vashwood is constantly making me lose my mind too -- the original writing and creation of both vash and wolfwood's characters are just so dear to me, even though my gateway into this series started with stampede.
i think the significant portion of my love into vashwood is just how much i love the individual characters themselves; i mean. ok wolfwood started as my favorite character and frankly, i could be argued with that he is my favorite character, but vash is the moooost lovable man ever and a week ago, i was Constantly tearing up thinking about the solitude he faces on the daily; how pre-trimax, he was well and aware of how moment-to-moment his life was and how he can't slow down because he needed to get to knives and thus, he knew any friendships and meaningful connections wouldn't last either… and then beginning of trimax, he got peace for a bit before being forcibly dragged out of it in knowing that knives is out on the move again, but now he has this semi-permanent companion alongside him, someone who follows him and is Really good at sticking by him, so even if vash tried to run, just as he tried to shrug off the insurance girls before, it's not possible against wolfwood.
and this could go into a whole thing about how initially, vash viewed wolfwood as someone that was just following him, trailing alongside him, unwantingly by vash because it really just brings more risk to wolfwood and that's not something vash wants. he reluctantly starts to accept wolfwood's companionship after vol 3 because it was the first time he did literally try to abandon wolfwood (and failed), and as they gradually continued on this journey and learnt more about each other and fought side by side, vash developed a trust that wolfwood would be there no matter what.
though by vol 6-7, vash suffered the most immense loneliness of his life and not even his trust in wolfwood could really shake that loneliness, esp during that chapter where he had asked wolfwood if he was a guide, and hearing wolfwood's affirmative yes, imo, disheartened him, because he might've been hoping to hear something more… like a friend…! but wolfwood is PACKED with guilt and as much as he loved vash at that point and time, he knew that at the end of the day, he was still leading him to knives, as originally intended. how could he call vash as something more, something so personal and dear when that was a mission he hasn't abandoned? they just make me so ill, BUT ANYWAY… inevitably, i ramble about vashwood.
though, i do want to say also… it's funny to receive a question like this since you mention just trigun in general..! i was rereading pre-trimax and end of trimax just yesterday. i honestly don't think i'm good at grasping the overarching messages of stories, so my wording here may butcher the beautiful ending that trimax gives; but i am so floored constantly by stories that dive deep into giving the feeling of hope through the efforts of a collective and highlights connections and love between individuals… i think i remember reading nightow describing trigun as a story that shows all kinds of love and i really enjoy that. from familial love to platonic to romantic… i am blinded by shipping bias but frankly, nightow left SO many clues about the implied romance between vashwood all these years ago, So. taking their romance as canon with Pride.
i talk about vashwood a lot, but the bonds shared between vash and meryl, wolfwood and milly are also so important to me -- by extension, vash & milly, wolfwood & meryl too; this little group dubbed peace & love gang because all 4 of them fight for and believe in a future of peace & love so vehemently. the way they care for people and the kindness they embody… and the support they give each other…!!! it's unfortunate that trimax didn't give as much highlight to these 4 as a group, but nightow always leaves enough crumbs for me to snatch up and just start building my own headcanons about them… i want to elaborate on them more, but i'm hoping i can draw it out first one day!! i really like them!
but ok, i think i rambled enough DFMGKSMHKS i'm sorry i didn't really dive into specifics. if there are any specifics you or anyone would like my insights on, feel free to ask and i'll do my best to answer..! i don't think i'm much of an elaborate analyzer or anything, i just Love to ramble about my favorite things. i've considered making a side blog just to dedicate to my ramblings, but it is a really brave thing to do, so i'm not sure yet!
but thank you again for this ask and i really appreciate knowing others read my silly tags!!
#asks#if i had a forever i would spend it talking about trigun#i love this series soooooo much godddddd#thank you for the ask again !!!
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GHOOOOOST OH MY GOD
the last chapter of maroon 😭😭😭😭😭 i am sending you my therapy bill!!!!!
but in all seriousness, it was truly pure perfection in every sense of the word. pure poetry. you have such an incredible talent. it was sooooo well-written. you describe complex emotions in such a beautiful way. i hope you’re proud of yourself and your work 🥹
ALSO, i know the title of the chapter is loml, but i can’t help but think about ttpd (the track, not the album!) while i was reading it, especially this part! this might just be my brainrot talking because i literally haven’t listened to anything aside from ttpd since it came out 😭
But you're in self-abotage mode
Throwing spikes down on the road
But l've seen this episode
And still love the show
Who else decodes you?
And who's gonna hold you like me?
And who's gonna know you, if not me?
i love love LOVE this series with all my heart, truly. that chapter was worth the wait and i am fucking SEATED for all the next ones. ILY ❤️
PLEASE ILY!!!!
some days it definitely is hard to be proud of my work (and self) but it's hard not to be when you guys are out here being so goddamn nice. i'm giving you all hugs and i hope you all know i reread messages/comments like this on the days where it's harder 😭
and honestly the entirety of ttpd works so well for them so that song definitely describes them!!! they're both watching one another sort of self destruct in their own ways and paces and i think once they kind of figure that out, they'll get their shit together haha. that song fits them beautifully. taylor, get out of my walls and get out of my google docs.
i love love LOVE YOU!! with all my heart, and i will happily foot that therapy bill <3
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Hi, I sent you an ask a while ago about Ken taking care of your wound. I hope I didn't overshare in the first part of the message. I just wanted you to know you're not alone in your feelings.
Hi sweetheart!!! No please don't worry!! I meant to respond to you (not as a posted ask ofc, but rather making a separate text post without any details/info attached for your privacy) but my depression hit me super hard the last few days and I wasn't able to get back to anyone in a timely manner the way that I planned. I got over 30 asks this week that I was hoping to answer but,,, my brain has turned into a burnt out baked potato since I've picked up so many extra shifts fjhgjfdgh
You didn't overshare, don't worry about that. I thought about you a few times this week and hoped you were doing okay, or well, as okay as you can be given the circumstances. Thank you for empathizing with my situation, and I'm very sorry for what you have to put up with. Literally as I was reading your message I was thinking "dude are we literally the same person or something??" I have gone through almost all of those scenarios, of course not EXACTLY but my god it seems pretty close. and uh. it sucks. It hurts and it sucks..... ughh. We deserve better. It will get better. It's completely normal to have periods in your life where you feel so unbearably lonely and sad -- granted, our lonely period has been. like. forever lmao but like -- we WILL be surrounded by love and acceptance and one day we will forget how it felt to be in our current situation we're in rn. It's gonna get better. It feels super impossible and really hard everyday but dude it WILL get better bc that's how the universe functions, everything is temporary, eventually something will shift and new opportunities will come, or new people who bring you joy.
In the meantime, I am mentally holding your hand through any bad day you have. Thank you again for empathizing with me, bc honestly I hear sooo many stories about how people have... great experiences with the subject you wrote about, and it just makes me feel so bitter and resentful bc like... I'll never have that. And of course I am SO sorry that you go through the same feelings as me and the same, uh what's the word [squints] situations? events?? I don't know how to phrase it. but your message brought me a little bit of comfort to know I wasn't the only person who has to deal with that. I am surrounded by so many ppl who are so, so close with their families and watching that kind of thing makes me feel so bitter sometimes, and it just makes me wanna walk directly into the ocean dfshlfhslfksdsfd
I also want to say thank you SO MUCH for telling me Ken would patch up my wounds 😭😭 that was nice of you to take the time to do that for me ;-; I always beat myself up so much after I hurt myself, bc as you are aware of uh. [gestures to our unnamed topic] I've had bad experiences where i've hurt myself and have just gotten yelled at or ignored altogether, so. I just assume my F/Os would hate me for it. I get extra sad with Ken especially bc he's a doll and he's never seen human blood before, so my thoughts are always "oh he'd be scared of me and grossed out and hate me sooo much" but you were the first and only person who said "hey actually he'd be concerned!!!" and I just. wept. in a good way ofc!! but dude I just bawled after reading that, it was something I needed to hear so badly. Especially the lines "Ken loves you, Keri" "You know he doesn't half-ass things when it comes to you" and my favorite "He would draw you a little horse on the bandage, if you asked him to (he hopes you ask him.)" Ofc I will ask him I will PLEAD with this man to draw a very sparkle horsey in a pink glittery pen :] anyway I hope you don't mind I saved that particular paragraph so I could go back and reread it to cheer myself. I read it again today while I was at work actually!
Virtually I am giving you a big hug and flowers 💐💕✨ be safe, be well. I am sending you love and stars across the internet 🌟
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I deeply apologize for the amount of spam I've just given you. While I'm here I have thoughts:
1. One of my literal writing inspirations doesn't think they're good at writing??????? What type of dark twist of faith is this????????? I literally think about your writing all the time it's so good. I reread it religiously and gain new knowledge. I recent reread the latest chapter of an honest lie and had my eyes opened further to the greatness that was that chapter. I am OFFENDED on your behalf.
Literally you're writing reminded me of my favorite book series of all time, the folk of air, and I was so delighted when I found out you've read it too. (Cardan and pieces!Astarion would think they are the same and shake hands, and then Cardan would be like "anyway so that's why I became a better person" and Astarion would start hissing. Also Jude would break Astarion in half. I'm sorry ik he's like Ascended or whatever but Jude would destroy his ass.)
I say it reminded me of it because you too have such a great upstanding of character, dialogue, and misdirection. Which doesn't mean you lie to the reader, but more that characters make assumptions with the facts given to them, and we as readers have to sort of take ourselves out of their head and view the facts objectively. If you listen blindly to Rose, you will be more blindsided and confused than of you think critically. Like, the idea that beta Astarion actually likes her is Very obvious even from the first chapter but it takes her a good while to really click that in her head because well from her pov it makes more sense that he hates her. GAHH ITS JUST???? UGH. UGH!!!!! ITS SO GOOD
2. I totally plan on book binding Pieces when it's finished. Probably party favors too. Like all of your writing is so good but pieces is so ambitious and it is so rewarding. Stories like this often struggle to reinvent themselves after revelations and the climax (or toward the end of the rising action), but Pieces has managed to keep its identity and change at the same time. While the story is not the same as it was when it started, I'm reading it for the same reasons. And this is doubly hard with dark romance. Dark romance is hard to write because a dynamic like that HAS to have a resolution, whether it be one party giving in or one party acting out. And often dark romances struggle to reach this esolution gracefully, but the direction pieces is going is so good. It's so intentional. I'm insane. YOURE INSANE.
3. I am LIVING for the ACU (astartion cinematic universe) like each story on it's own? Amazing. Lovely. The stories together??? Wretched. Painful. Delicious.
4. I'm happy things went well with your surgery!! Wishing you a speedy recovery.
5. Obligatory take your time with updates, there's no rush. The strong among us shall survive the winter and flourish in the springtime.
Oh God, this got long. Oops! Have a nice day!
hello lovely! thank you for the message, and the extensive tumblr blog peer review 😌😌😌😌 no one is ever going to complain about activity on their blog, we live under the Sway of Statistics :')
unfortunately, either I'm a cesspit of self esteem, or (equally likely) if you were to do a survey of all your favourite fic authors, around 8 out of 10 would express concerns/dissatisfaction with certain parts of their writing. we spend the longest time with our work so that even the things we're proud of become a little taken for gratned, we see all the things we executed different than we planned, and even if we're happy with the final draft the first draft Haunts Our Dreams. I am very happy with a lot of my fic and at this point in this unexpected "oh shit, people like me now" boom I can't exactly pretend it's not successful, but I can and will always see my areas for improvement! I always really love the moment after a project is done where I can go back to the fic and read it again with fresh eyes, and actually appreciate it for what it is! right now, I'm in the trenches lmao.
Though I think the final book fumbled it's execution (I was happy with the 'make each other worse' energy of books 1 and 2, trying to pretend Cardan wasn't a bully wasn't it for me, especially because by that time Jude was on his level), The Cruel Prince is one of my favourite series, so thank you for the comparison!
Book binding is and will always be fine with me, I am very jealous of those with The Skill and still reeling over the idea that anyone wants to do that work with my writing :)
Thank you for the compliment about the development of Pieces and the pacing! I don't read much Dark Romance, but I have noticed some issues in the manga/webtoons I read that seems similar to what you're describing. For me, I'm a big fan of the kind of heroine/villain pairing where everyone's thirsty but no one's moral compasses are budging even an inch, so the people involved have to just glare at each other with lust and hatred, and then go to the privacy of their own home for a morally correct, guilt-free wank lmao. That's the kind of dynamic the story has been serving the whole time, and what it means is that if you ever want them to finally get together, something seismic has to shift - hence the end of Act 2. Luckily for me, I feel like there's room for the kind of interpretation in the Ascendency ending that can give me the artistic license to make that change! It's my genuine hope that people feel sympathy for both Astarion's soul AND the Vampire Ascendent by the end... we'll see soon whether I hit those beats or not lmao.
Idk if I'll do the plot behind Pieces justice yet (I say, hyperventilating in my gdocs) but what I have is an outline I've kept since the beginning, and occasionally elaborated on (I realised a new plot point last night, very exciting times for me) but otherwise stuck to religiously. Some commenters and some wider canon revelations (e.g. the epilogue being released) have not changed it, I've deliberated over doing that in the past but ultimately decided I'd rather have an ending I've planned for from the beginning than swerve and change course halfway through and undermine the delivery! I am hoping, like you say, this will make the conclusion rewarding, because it's foreshadowed from about Chapter 2? It might not be the most perfect or even most original story as a result, but I'm hoping it feels like the groundwork has been laid, and that there's an equal mix of surprises and things people can see coming from the very beginning. It is, indeed, intentional, so that's a nice word to use to describe it, thank you! :)
The curse of concurrent WIPs is a joke I've played on myself. The fact that I had to write a Pieces scene that foreshadows but doesn't ruin the Act 3 conflicts of my canon-playthrough fic is so stupid, I have clowned myself specifically :'))))))
Thank you for the well wishes! Recovery is going well. Idk when updates will happen or with what speed I'll finish the fic, but the good news for readers is I'm autistic, hyperfixated, and an introvert 😌😌 as such, I tend to update things pretty regularly lmao
#asks#lovely words from lovely people#wip: pieces still stuck in your teeth#i guess there's some mild spoilers in here for Chapter 17 so spoilers!
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HIIII!!! Another ask bc I read Cadaverous, and omg I have many thoughts! This is gonna be a long one strap in my friend
I said in a comment I truly wonder about her father, like I swear *he's* the reason she isn't human, but I'm probably wrong! As well, I wonder if her mother knew when she was born. I have a lot of feelings Abt her mom and none of them are good lmao
But ! I'm quite intrigued, because you put Toriel In your story! A lot of HorrorTale fics don't use her, they say Frisk killed her! I was happily surprised!! (Also I don't read many HorrorTale readers bc... They always do noncon and that's an ick for me but anyway)
I also find it rlly funny how Sans is *also* not gonna talk Abt the whole soulmate thing. I rlly wonder what Papyrus would say... And also I am gonna cry, bc in DEISY papyrus called MC sister, and I can rlly see that *hurting* mc here real bad, I wonder how , if at all, that's gonna work. Especially since MC has more of a protective streak with siblings. (Mood)
I'm really excited to see how you do Grillby's, and other monsters! And I'm still just very excited to see how MC reacts more to genuinely kind people. Because I think, no matter what, Papyrus is kind and especially to someone important to his brother! And like it or not, Mc is important to them. I wonder if she's gonna still destroy humanity and start another war that destroyed the world already. Or if, without their food, theyrw still gonna send people down the hole. Instead, they may just eat them. Really, don't know what they thought would happen by hurting their literal food source . Should have just tried to keep MC happy, really. Kiss her ass! Or yk. They coulda not been absolute shitlords and instead been kind human beings- but then it wouldn't be a story!
I'll probably message more as I gain more thoughts and reread, but GOD every story you write always makes me want to know more! You have a great way of making us question what really went on in their backstory. I always wanna know more!
Thank you as always for writing, it's a pleasure to read it every time! Thank you!
Aaaaaaaaa >////< Thank you so much!! Honestly, I means so much to me when people like my writing, I'm so happy 😊♥��♥️♥️
And on to the questions! Or thoughts 🤣
Hmmm.....all I can say is it's very interesting that you suspect y/n's father may be the cause of all of this 😌 And as for her mother - yup, she's she's horrible person, completely irredeemable 😂😅 But y/n was born naturally, and before her sister, making her the elder sister! Nothing weird there.
Oh really??? I didn't know that! Every Horrortale fic I've read does have Toriel there - even if she's o lying mentioned briefly. Basically, I have more plans for her in the story, ehehehe. >:3
Sans and y/n already have something in common, yaaay! 😂 Sans is....well, a lot more complicated as a character than he first appears (and yes, he's already a complicated dude 🤣) - but we'll unravel more of that later on.
Ahhhhh, my poor Papyrus 😭 He's been through a lot (well, they all have), so he's got a lot of hurdles to jump. The sibling thing may or may not feature 😉
Aaaaaa, I'm so excited about introducing Grillby and everyone else! Let's just say that they're going to be, we'll....pretty damn important lore wise, at least in terms to why y/n is the way she is.... >:3
Nah, you're good, the people on the surface really are shitlords 😂 Well, not all of them, but that's another story 😉 But yes, they made a massive error....or, at least, Michael did. But then, he's also a completely unhinged dude, so he wasn't really thinking about anyone but himself. Things will be changing up there....that's all I can say. 🙃
But again, thank you so much - and thank you so much for reading! 🥺♥️♥️♥️ And thank you for the asks - I really love receiving them, ehehehhe 😊
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hii! it's me again! i've read the chapter from the vault and decided to do a list (while I was reading) of everytime I internally screamed. Here's the verdict:
"It is a selfie. Of Louis. Louis his boyfriend. Louis his shirtless boyfriend. His shirtless boyfriend is smiling."
At any rate, though, the rumors aren’t entirely untrue. Harry is very much ready to “settle down.” (like we knew they were it for eachother BUT LIKE. now we know know. they are so endearing)
I MISSED ESTE :(
THOSE QUESTIONS RICOCHET
"he closes his eyes and he’s alone, in his seat, and no one is speaking, but he can still feel the press of strange bodies against his, the feeling of his shirt tearing, the fucking questions" i love harry sm he deserves to be happy fr 24/7 god, fame angst always gets me for some reason
"What if it’s too much? How can he ask this of Louis?"
"i know that that’s what best for you, but. i am never letting you go once you’re home." i'm literally NOT OK OH MY GOD I NEED TO REREAD WRITE THIS DOWN I MISS LOUISSSSSS
“Can we stay here forever?” screaming crying throwing up
“And I’ve been thinking…” // “That’s always dangerous.” (screaming because I LOVE THEM)
“I think… I think we need to break up.” not screaming but I am very 👁️👄👁️, cause I don't think so, no
“Yeah… no.” have I said I love Louis???
A too-big pink crewneck hides his curve. Right above the heart, Harry is stitched into the fabric. (the other day I saw a tweet of louis merch right next to a crewneck like this and the colors matched and it was so cute that it made me crave a fic that made reference to it so this was just perfect)
whispers of “are you sure?” (THE!SUBTLE!REFERENCES!)
He means to say thank you, but what comes out is, “I’m gonna marry you one day.”
tbh i spent the whole chapter screaming but these parts WERE SO GOOD! i miss them (i literally read the whole fanfic a month ago 😀 anywayssss)
thank you so much for this!!!! it was great :) hope you have a great day!!
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII AGAIN HAHAHAHAHAHA THIS LIST IS???? SO ICONIC?????? IM CRYING????????????
all of these moments that you mentioned also made ME scream and cry and just - 😭😭😭 after the HELLLL i put these poor babies through in write this down, i'm so excited to use these vault chapters as a way to give them the happiness they deserve. they are BOYFRIENDS! AND READY TO SETTLE DOWN! AND SO SO SO SO IN LOVE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! i have so much planned for them and :'))))
my personal favorite part of the vault chapters was a tie between harry trying to break up with him and louis just being like "yeah.... no" and the "i'm gonna marry you one day" :-))) i just LOVE THEM!!!
THANK Y OU SO MUCH FOR READING!! and for this message!!! and for loving write this down the way i do! i hope you have a lovely day as well!!!
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I literally rush to Ao3 to see what was the name of the college AU where drunk kissing happens so I could ask if that's the one. Low and behold you've already made the TOHT series page to stop us from guessing.
i thought it might be obvious what i was working on with the tagline after the series title, but i also knew it was super random to be returning to a fic from two years ago.
the anniversary of toht starting is on the 29th, so I'm probably going to post the first chapter of 'silenced words & daydreams' then. i think its going to be like 3-4 chapters (since im already on chapter 3 and haven't hit everything yet, but im also not that far in).
toht is probably my fic i've returned to the second most, after ditm (and, incidentally, those are the ones ive done edits of, though the toht edit was a lot more minor than the ditm one, not adding anything and preserving the phrasing & styling that i now wouldn't use because its confusing at times but... thats part of the fic, and that fic is seared in my brain, so i don't want to change it). i did a reread while i was sick last month and it got me thinking about all the Thots i had for the verse that i never wrote so... here we are.
i've been working on novels lately (wrote one, revised an old one, and started a third one in the last three months) but i've been working on catradora fic a little here and there. i had the OotW fics i posted recently, i have three au addition fic wips, and ive... ahem... 'gathered research' for another (not to mention i still have like 4 new au ideas and a whole list of OotW ones). don't know when any of these wips will be done/ready (one dates back to last summer.....), but catradora definitely never left my mind, i've just had other projects on the forefront.
oh god please no XD for the past few months, ive been turning anon on for like, the week i post a fic and then turning it off to not get random ones. i also just turn it off whenever i'm fatigued because it greatly reduces the number of messages i get (not that i mind messages, they just take energy and i dont always answer). though i am fatigued right now, i turned it on to give people options to guess because i wanted to see how long it would take :P
i will say, one thing that has changed is i haven't really had interest in writing smut in... a long time. so its not likely to show up much for the time being. that's been seen in a lot of my fics this year, though. ive had more interest in writing stuff that is rated T or M rather than outright E, so the hornies are just gonna have to wait more. sometimes its part of a plot so it still shows up, but i just haven't been interested. that's also why i haven't returned to the Do It For Me series despite having a whole list of ideas for it, because most of them would definitely be rated e.
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HI ITS THE ANON THAT POINTED OUT TUBBO BEING IMMUNE TO MIMICS!! IM BACK AND IM SO INSANE!!!! IM LITERALLY SHAKING YOU IN A SNOW GLOBE RN. Everything about this new chapter is so AAAAA I LOVE IT SM!! also also ive decided to reread the whole series so i could take notes on everything- ive been having a wonderful time <3Something horrible ive realized with the fact that Mimics can read anything’s mind is that they can change into the Warden (if the wardens are actually alive still). (1/4)
HELLO ANON GOOD ON YOU FOR FIGURING THAT OUT!! <3 What kind of snow globe? Is it one of those cool ones you get from a zoo? :D
Thank yoouuuu <3<3 JFJSKJKSK that is a long read :o I wish you luck jgfddkgkfd please ignore any plot holes I may have forgotten to fill in along the way <3
:) Hehehehe now that's an idea isn't it... so this just in I quickly pulled up minecraft to make sure Wardens don't aggro on each other (since they aggro on literally everything else) so :) I'm just sayin, if there's a Warden or even something that looks like a Warden.... (of course, there's no telling if the Mimics can fool a Warden, since the Warden uses scent :) ) But gods, yeah, they would be pretty fucked if a Mimic mimicked a Warden- something intelligent and able to make choices and not run off instinct alone? Rip-
Half Fae is Fae enough but yes, if he was full Fae the backlash would probably have been much worse/outright killed him since full Fae are 100% made of Fae magic and Scar actually has a flesh and blood body alongside his magic so <3 That isn't to say his body isn't made of magic at all though... mm :)
hahahaha oh yeah, the water.... :) the Void-fog was foreshadowed by the "heavy" shadows Mumbo kept losing his own shadows in so <3 The smell of mold and water and Sculk........ That was honestly more to emphasize how long this place has been here, and was a very subtle hint (that won't be understood the first read through) that they're approaching an Ancient City.
So the fun thing there isn't that Mumbo really doubts Scar loves him. Mumbo's real doubt is that he deserves to be loved by Scar, which the Mimic kind of twisted and then Mumbo started thinking about it, but he's stronger than that and has Tubbo there to reaffirm it <3
Lmao Scar would tell Tubbo little things that added up to Tubbo <3 Tis why Tubbo so easily trusted Mumbo the very first time he met him- because Scar holds Mumbo in high regard, he MUST be trustworthy!! :D lmao-
It's alright, I am no stranger to posting/messaging at 3 AM <3
I LIVE FOR MIDNIGHT!SCAR AND TUBBO'S RELATIONSHIP it is just so hjfsdjkhgfdjk I adore them <3
The funny thing is that line has actually already been revealed on my tumblr haha I won't reveal it now tho :) I don't feel like it's MAJORLY impactful tbh, it doesn't feel plot-essential to me, but. Ya know. It's fine <3
fhjsdfhjkgksd thank you so much!!! I'm so glad you're enjoying it!! <3 Hhhjjhgh <3
So the word count thing! If you're following me and you see me pop up on your dash (on desktop, idk about phone), you can actually hit my icon on your dash. It'll bring up a pop-up of my blog and if you hit ask on that pop-up blog, rather than going directly to my blog, it'll remove the character limit! It's how I have anons who send me essays <3
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Maya. I just read You Make My Dreams Come True and I -
I can't even-
I'm literally just
...only I cried harder than this. I swear I started sobbing at the end of the first chapter and then cried my way through the next three. You should see my face right now because I am a M-E-S-S. It's a good thing that I'm alone right now because this was like full on ugly crying. I think I might start crying again now actually
UGH, I know this isn't a very good 'Hey I loved your fic!!' message and I'm sorry and I swear I'll leave a more coherent comment under the fic itself once I've composed myself but !!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL. IT'S SO FULL OF HEART AND PINING AND LOVELY DUMB BOYS IN LOVE AND SENTIMENTALITY AND SAPPINESS AND IT'S THE FREAKIN BEST.
I hope that everyone who loves Evanstan reads this fic because it's a MUST read. It's rendered me a crying, blotchy mess and it's absolutely amazing, as are you, Maya. I know generally speaking crying on your birthday isn't considered a good thing, but in this case it absolutely is.
GOD. I love this so much? I can't believe you took my silly prompt and turned it into this incredible thing?????? It's instantly one of my Evanstan faves and I'll be rereading it until eternity. I love our boys so damn much, and I love you. 💘
Minnie, my love 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖
I don’t even know where to begin, really. I sent you that DM because really, you’ve rendered me a little speechless, definitely NOT because you didn’t manage to get across how you felt about it 😭😭 And because it means SO SO SO damn much to me that you feel this way about this fic, so I’ll do my best to express it, even if that feels impossible right now🥺🥺💕
This literally everything I could ask or hope for. I had no idea your prompt would take me into this story either. To be honest, I was a little lost. Bless @forsureitslove 💛 for saying something about Seb leaving his jacket behind at Chris’s, and him being a sap about it - because as soon as she said that, I don’t think I could stop. The fact that it’s your prompt, from one of my favorite people, makes it even better that this whole story (and possibly universe) became what it did. I really should thank you for that 💛💛
I’m definitely proud of this one, but reading your wonderful comments makes it even more rewarding. And I get it, oh I get it honey. I made myself cry with this one a little bit, so the fact that it touched you so much it led to ugly crying… well, let’s say I agree that crying on your birthday isn’t normally a good thing, but this I’ll take with all the gratitude in the world 🥺🥺🥺
And I guess I write mostly for me, what I hope for and what I’d like to see. But it wasn’t just your prompt that got me to write it. I think half of the reasons I love them so much are because of you. And since I poured all my love for them into this fic, it’s kinda yours too. 💖💖💖
It’s really all I want for them, those beautiful idiot boys. They deserve everything, all the sappiness and sentimentality and romantic gestures, and I loved giving them some of that in this story 💖💖 And to share my love for them with you is the best thing to happen to me in a long long time. I love you to the moon and back, I really really do 💕💕💕
I really just hope I’ve managed to convey even a fraction of what this means to me, because I’m not always sure I know how to express it, and I probably forgot to tell you some of the things I want to say. But just in case, a gif of me right now:
(Also bless @justconfettiandsomeddew for this gif it’s everything)
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HELLO SO THAT FIC U POSTED???? CHANGED ME FOREVER. I relate to that other anon deeply my brain chemistry will never be the same. it frankly hasn't been the same since the fic was just snippets you posted abt once in a while and now it's posted and it's A 25K DELIGHT AND I JUST---- *SCREAMS**SQUEALS**CRIES*
I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH HOW PRESENT IT'S BEEN IN MY MIND SINCE FOREVER KQMCLWKFS I'm dying. reader is great her thing with Wilbur is great I am screaming and crying and Oh My God thank u for sharing it w us I am. /SCREAMING./
no but genuinely I've been grinning and letting out like. fickin SQUEALS for over an hour kqmflsjxkalck like I'm so glad and happy I got to read it istg. u have SUCH a way with words?????? and characterisation??????? and like. developing relationships hello????????? I am in shambles. every once in a while I return to ur writing bc it's just So Good and now I got to do it thru this fic I've been excited for for the last????? TWO YEARS I THINK. idk how long it's been but it's been A WHILE so thank u thank u thank u thank u not only did it live up to my expectations it also absolutely went over them. thank u genuinely you've made my past two years pretty much. for the last however long there hasn't been a week in which I haven't thought abt reader and Q's interaction (the snippet of ‘this is how it started the last time’) for at least an hour straight genuinely like. and haVING CONTEXT??????
anyway basically this is like a huge thing for me and I just thought I'd tell u that😭💕 like I hope u know your writing has been v important to me for a while, from what you love you devour to like. everything kinda but wylyd just struck a chord w me if that makes sense lmao and like. I would've totally gotten it if you'd lost interest but I'm glad u didn't and decided to share that absolutely amazing fic💕💕
(*25K*!!!! oh my god!!!!! I wasn't before either, but now I will literally never stop thinking abt it)
((THE GHOSTBUR STUFF WAS SO SWEET)) ((and heartbreaking in the most PERFECT manner)) ((and don't get me STARTED on Dream. and Q. and WILBUR OH MY GOD WILBUR WILBUR WILBUR WILBUR-------))))))(and reader oh my god reader I will never shut up about reader)
I'm gonna rotate your message in my head like a microwave dish for the rest of my life I love you so much 💖💖💖 I've been meaning to answer this for days but I wanted to take the time to properly answer it because I'm going to ramble about this fuckin fic I hope you know!!
this fic means so so much to me and I'm so glad that I finally got it published, but also that I ended up publishing it like this, like I definitely could have added more but I think it would have ended up kind of bloated, and it's already such a huge fic 😅😅 the vignette style makes me feel like I'm getting snapshots of the important moments while still getting the sense of the reader having a life between scenes, and the rest of the dsmp plot still going on around them
I mean this so genuinely, WIPS are always In Progress, I never forget a fic, I still reread what I have of my Mafia!Corpse AU from 2019 and wonder what I should add next, same with the other like, 20 drafts I have. 😅😅 I hope they all get published eventually, but I feel very lucky to have come back to this and recognise that it's good enough to put out there ☺️☺️
but OKAY I WANNA TALK ABOUT THE READER'S RELATIONSHIPS WITH ALL THESE FUCKING CHARACTERS BECAUSE THEY MAKE ME YELL !! im making this into it's own post because i literally wrote so much just talking about the reader and dream and i have so much to say about them and Q and WILBUR and i'll tag u xx i LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE THIS FIC IT STILL MAKES ME FERAL
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Hi I completely made a Tumblr just to post this. Okay so I fell in love with winteriron because of your fic Time Falls Away. Like obsessed, made a decal for my car, start reading through everything in the tag, set cute fan art as my phone wallpaper obsessed.
That fic, and the follow ups, broke me in the best way. I was laying in bed for days nursing a fic depression like none other when I got to the end because I just wasn't ready to leave the 'verse.
Couple weeks later and I'm working my way through the WI tag and I stumble across Lost and Found. My heart breaking the whole time because it's just so good and the angst is perfect and not over done and tropey and imagine my surprise when on like chapter 15 I see an author's note about "if you've read my fic Time Falls Away" and it all made sense.
For the past week I've been reading through your stuff and turns out, if there's a fic I've held with me for a few days, you wrote it. So this long message is totally just to say thank you. Thank you for writing realistic relationship dynamics and plots that not only hook a reader but leaves then feeling a bit different than when they started reading. Your work has let me escape a little bit from a really awful situation and I just wanted to say thank you. You've earned a dedicated reader.
Hi! Welcome to the blog!
Oh man, the Time Falls Away series. That thing owns so much of my soul. Can you believe the original idea for the trilogy was meant to be like, fifteen chapters? I plotted out the whole character arc from Tony popping through the wormhole to finding Bucky again in modern day to be fifteen chapters.
I don't know what I was thinking. That story turned into one of the best things I've EVER written and I still re read it at least once a year because it's one of my absolute favorite things EVER.
And LOST AND FOUND. Whew. That was a commission for another writer on here and I'll admit, I was super nervous to write for another well known writer cos *pressure* and all that but Lost and Found really turned out amazing. Easily one of the angstiest fics I've written? The way James is so so lost the entire time and how it parallels Tony dying but trying to hide it. Their dance together. The Monaco scene. When Tony tracks down Steve and reunites Bucky and Steve and then tries to quietly disappear and die all by himself. How Bucky finds him with the numbers at 91% and is just crying, shaking trying to inject Tony with enough pain killers to keep him comfortable for a few minutes.... And oh god. The moment Bucky gets down on his knees and wraps his arms around Tony's too thin frame and tells him "you found me, you found me and you were just going to leave me without saying goodbye?" IT'S TOO MUCH. I cry every time I reread that story.
I am so glad (honored??) to hear my fics are helping you through a difficult time! I put a lot of work into relationship dynamics, healthy coping skills, healing and working through trauma and those admittedly sometimes cheesy happily ever afters and I'm literally thrilled they make you happy.
Cheers for the comment and seriously, good vibes hoping your situation gets better.
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I know with all my heart that Ken 1000% loves you dearly. Like, he has never been so fully committed about anything since he came out of his box in 1961; I know he feels like his existence was leading up to when he first met you. He is the total definition of a goofy, loyal golden retriever boyfriend. As a toy, he barely understands the concept of violence, + certainly never EVER thinks of violence as being something that should be anywhere near you. Violence goes against his very nature. (1/2)
(2/2) What IS in his nature is love. He loves looking at you, being around you, doing anything with you, making you laugh. I think time in Barbie Land is sort of malleable + odd, days can get repetitive. So he loves you even more for shaking things up + giving him more meaning. I think u help him find who he is + he adores you for it. He makes up little songs for u + dances with u while singing. Also I have an image of u taking him horse riding in the RealWorld + he cries of overwhelming love 🐢
TURTLE ANON. MY BELOVED. THANK YOU. FOR SAYING ALL OF THIS 😭😭😭😭💙💙💙💙💙 FOR SAYING SUCH!!!!! NICE THINGS TO ME!!!!!! [ken voice] WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my god. o hmhhhh y god. oh my god. oh my god 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 OGHHOGOGOHGGHHHHHHHH MY GODDDDDD
My response got a bit lengthy so I'll put it under a readmore sdflkjsddf
"He has never been so fully committed about anything since he came out of his box in 1961" made me laugh so hard haha I LOVE how you phrased that. This is so touching. His existence leading up to ME?? is so heartwarming to me since he was made literally For Barbie. to find yourself and forge your own path after you were created to love someone who does not love you back, and on your journey of self discovery you end up choosing to love somebody else who isn't even from the world you were made to be in, and maybe you're afraid that it'll be another scenario like you had with the doll you were Made To Be With -- that maybe this person you're choosing to love... isn't gonna love you back. but they do!!! that person gives you that love back so unconditionally and wholeheartedly!!! I always hope I could make Ken so happy, it's all I want for him.
I've believed from the very beginning since July 21st that the Barbie movie came out at the perfect time and was crafted in such a perfect way, released on the perfect date, not too soon and not too late, for it to reach me when I needed it the most. For both characters to extend their hands and say the line "we came for you!!" I always get so emotional thinking about it. I really love how you're phrasing it like Ken's entire existence leads up to healing me and loving me, even if he isn't made FOR me he is still choosing to devote himself to me all the same ;u; hearing you say it just makes it feel all the more validating/real to me. Thank you so much.
God you're right. This hit me so hard. He is a doll. He is made with love, made to be loved, made to love. His whole entire purpose is infused with Love, Love, Love. I know it's silly for me to "fear" my F/Os, especially the kindhearted ones, ever since last year happened, I've been struggling so badly with trying to see my F/Os as safe when I was so unfamiliar with the feeling of safety irl every single day so many months. I keep thinking "Ken can be kind to everyone except me, I am the exception, there is something about me specifically that makes people WANT to hurt me, that is the only way I am loveable" bc I was told so often that I was. like... "cute" when hurt, how the ppl who hurt me had the "urge to protect me" when I was hurting, so they'd hurt me on purpose in order to console me afterwards. and I can't help but get scared that Ken, or any F/O at all, would feel the same way. but gosh I'm just... rereading what you've said over and over again... he wouldn't be built for that. The way you phrase it as him not even understanding the very concept of it... god. yeah. yeah. Nodding my head while reading your message over and over again saying to myself in realization under my breath "yeah.... yeah...." sdflkjslfdf. I've never thought about it this way. I have been trying to tell myself "Ken wouldn't hurt Barbie so that means he wouldn't hurt me either, right?" but then my dumb stupid brain is like "noo you're the exception remember? you're only shown love through violence and that's the way it goes <3" but like. you're over here saying "no no no. he literally CAN'T love through violence. he is not BUILT to love through violence. he cannot FATHOM loving through violence." I've been just sitting here letting myself process that for the last... seven minutes or so, damn. he. literally. isn't. built. for violence. holy shit.
I also very much enjoy the little daydream scenarios you put into my head!!! Horseback riding together!!! oogohghgh I don't think I go a single day without imagining Ken's arms around me while we're riding a horse together and he's gotta heave the BIGGEST LOVESICK SIGH because now he's got his sweet girl (me) and his other sweet girl (Sparkle, our horse).
Augh I could ramble about this forever. This means so much to me Turtle Anon I love you SO MUCH!!!!! Giving you such big hugs. Thank you for taking the time to write all of this for me, to send me reassurances. I appreciate you so so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙
#anonymous#asks#keepsake#💌💐#🐢 anon#💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́-#also i received your other ask you sent last week abt Ken 👀#i am writing up a response as soon as i can. I'VE GOT WORDS TO SAY#I LOVE YOUR THEORIES
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Hey! ^^ I just realized that it's Sunday night and super late and I still hadn't sent a message to one of my favorite writers! How are you doing? I hope your weekend went Well! Are you feeling healthy...? ♡
As for the writing request, how about "you... you don't even have to love me back, you know?" with Ryan and Dylan (since I'm really obsessed with these two adorable babies) ♡
definitely more than six sentence sat(or)sunday!!!
“You know, I for one am proud of you! I mean, sure you could’ve said it to his face, and yeah, there are definitely people out there who’d say texting something that important is definitely the chickeniest chickenshit shit this side of ChickensVille, but me? Ohhh, not me! I’m just so proud that you took this first big step into actually acting like an adult instead of – ”
The second he hit send, Dylan all but threw his phone at Kaitlyn, leaving her to scramble to catch it. “I shouldn’t have done that,” he said, his hands immediately moving up to cover his face. “I shouldn’t have done that. Oh my God why did you let me do that?!”
“Throw your phone at my freaking head? Yeah, I don’t know why I let you do that either.” She gave his shoulder a weak smack before holding the phone back out to him. “Please don’t tell me you literally interrupted my ‘I’m so proud of you for being mature, champ’ pep talk to make me the middle man of your emotional upheaval.”
He scrunched himself up into the corner of the couch like a spider that’d been good and doused in bug spray, his arms and legs curling up around his torso in a protective gesture. “Okay. I definitely won’t tell you that. It’s what I did, but like…I won’t say that out loud.”
“You just did, genius.”
“Yeah, see? I’m really firing on all cylinders today.” He kept his hands held over his face, blocking the rest of the world out, but after a few seconds, curiosity got the better of him and he spread his fingers to peek out. “Did he…answer…?”
Kaitlyn groaned at the very top of her lungs, rolling her head on her shoulders. “You cannot be serious,” she sighed, waking Dylan’s phone up to scroll through the conversation. “Are we in middle school or something? Oh-em-gee, let’s just tee-tee-why-ell and ell-oh-ell until we – oh snap, hang on, he’s typing.”
On the other side of the couch, Dylan made a sound not entirely unlike that of a beached whale. “Don’t tell me what he says.”
“Okay.”
“No, wait. You have to tell me what he says.”
“Okay.”
“No, don’t.”
If she rolled her eyes any harder, they were going to pop out of her head. Instead of paying attention to Dylan’s existential spiral, she reread the past couple messages, trying to decide just how sappy this story was going to turn out while Ryan took his sweet time responding.
Dylan: hey
Ryan: hey
Dylan: what’s going on
Ryan: same old same
Ryan: whats up by you
Dylan: oh you know how it goes
Dylan: but hey before i forget
Dylan: i'm pretty sure i'm in literal love with you. like the mushy gross kind where i don’t think i can imagine what my life would be like without you in it anymore. and that’s…a lot i know but i needed to say it so there. i said it.
Dylan: and you don’t have to say it back or anything
Dylan: you don’t even have to feel the same way!!!!! if you don’t i mean. which i'll understand. obvs
Dylan: you def don’t have to love me back
Dylan: but i love you
Dylan: so
Dylan: there’s that
Yeah, no, her eyes were absolutely going to roll out of her head. “You really are a wordsmith, anyone ever tell you that?”
“Oh like you could do better!”
“I could’ve! If you’d given me the phone then instead of now, maybe we’d have a…” Only that’s when Ryan’s response finally came in, unbelievably short, considering how long it’d taken him to write it. “Uhhh…” Kaitlyn narrowed her eyes as she read it, but she didn’t realize she was making a face until Dylan sat up anxiously beside her.
“What?” he asked. “What did he say?”
“I…” She tilted her head to the side as though that would change what she was reading, but…well, it didn’t. Not even a little. “I’m actually…not sure I should say.”
“What?! Oh my God, no, now you have to, how…who says that, Kaitlyn?!”
“I mean, oookay,” she sighed, grimacing as she read Ryan’s message. “‘I could kill you right now.’”
Dylan opened his mouth. Shut it. Scooted over on the couch so they were shoulder-to-shoulder, reading off the screen as she held it out. “The fuck? What kind of rejection is that?”
“Well, I mean, think about who we’re – oh wait, look, he’s typing.” The two of them waited again in silence, and when Ryan’s next few messages came, they came in a panicked flurry that very nearly had Kaitlyn crying from laughter. “‘Asterisk KISS asterisk. Shit. I meant KISS. I could KISS you right now. Goddammit. Ignore that. Kiss. I meant kiss.’” She had no choice, she had to drop Dylan’s phone onto the couch, if only so she could collapse into giggles, sprawling herself across his lap. “I hate you idiots so much, oh my God!”
“I…those are two completely different sides of the keyboard…” Dylan muttered, picking his phone up and frowning down at it. “I mean, don’t get me wrong, super stoked here, but like…also…”
“Oh, this is a story for the grandkids,” Kaitlyn laughed, dramatically wiping her eye before patting Dylan’s cheek like a proud mother. “I’ll let you take it from here, Romeo. Congrats on the sheer levels of cringe you somehow managed to generate with this one – can’t wait to read your wedding vows if this is what you two are bringing to the table now.”
He pretended to shove her away, more to keep her from noticing the way his face was going red more than anything else. “Jealous,” he accused, holding his phone close as he tried to figure out what to say to Ryan next. “All I’m hearing is jealousy. And for the record, green? Not your color.”
“Wow. Know what? I take my whole ‘I’m so proud of you for being a grown-up, sweetie’ talk back.” She snickered, folding her arms over her chest as she made herself more comfortable on the couch, watching as Dylan bit his lip and shimmied his shoulders and answered Ryan. “Life really is just one big middle school slumber party where you two dorks are involved.”
#clarichoupie#six sentence weekend#queenie writes supermassive#radioheads#well hey there!!! ^_^ sorry it took me so long to get to this one omg#but i hope your weekend's been treating you nicely and you're having a happy halloweeeeeeeeeen if you celebrate! heheh
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Hey rid
First of all knowing you are Desi mere man main ladoo phutne lage ( iykwim hope you speak Hindi and I am not embarrassing myself, if not we are diverse as it is) .
I have no idea from where to start but I just recently discovered you via cmi . You are a amazing writer that's for sure but also your character are literal standard . ( I kinda have a crush on cmi oc 🙈 she is a mommy)
Secondly your words really hit the emotional chart which stimulates new feelings ( and 💦🥵🦋) every time I reread . You really have me on choke hold with your narratives.matlab Bollywood wala Prem aur darad apse se aacha kaun likh sakta hai.
Ok that's enough ranting for today hope you had a great day . Also verrry much over excited for cmi-4 💗 love you
Happy janmashtami
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omg yes no worries, i speak hindi hehe i got u !!
BUT AWH THAT'S SO CUTE 😭 u discovered me via cmi? i'm so happy u're enjoying the story and the characters !! a crush on oc, huh? let me tell u – lowkey same 🤣 i really love them both so much :') but i do also simp for eun </3
and wait… reread? u read it again? and bollywood wala prem level HOW DARE UUU OH MY GOD wahh thank u so much, this is a compliment i never ever expected 🥺 this whole message is like a warm hug and i appreciate u so much :C hope u had the most beautiful day, too and enjoy cmi4 – dropping very soon 🥺
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