#I Should Write Something | Musings

[phantomuheist]

Be fabulous!

#Break Time ; Dash Games #I Should Write Something | Musings #i could've went with the heart-shaped glasses but they're kinda ugly #anyway worship him

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

YOU SAID YOU’D COME AND GET ME BUT YOU WERE 25 AND THE SHELF LIFE OF THOSE FANTASIES HAS EXPIRED

#something something giving youth for free #look I know we all debate the muses and whatever and I don’t care at the moment #the way she writes about youth and adulthood on this album is sooooooooooo #uuuuugh #the tortured poets department #Peter #this is just very much the thirtysomething album I’m sorry #I should add that topic to my list of potential post ideas lmao #the way she sings those lines is sooooooooooooooooooooo

[missmugiwara]

Me with my writer pals, seeing they're all slowly falling in love with a certain rubber pirate captain:

#whatever i'm doing is working #or maybe i didn't do anything at all #there's something in the water #drink it #share in my love for luffy #after all i have a phd in luffyology so i can write you a dissertation on why you should love luffy #i'll stop now #but i shan't #mugi muses

[iiryoku]

there are two kinds of people

#mimi speaks. ( ooc. ) #tbd. #IJWFOIJAFWFWA #I thought this was how ppl chewed on their muses- #actually I should go to bed before I do something I might regret #like writing such a drabble

[the-raging-tempest]

Today I’m gesturing vaguely at this document I’m writing instead of the one I told myself I would write… lord help me

#POSSESSED #I’m possessed #truly #I can’t control the rate at which lobsters die #I can’t stop myself #help help help help #should I write Zrise being mean? probably #am I writing something else instead #yes #get that man begging 👏👏👏 #my hamster wheel #Kohei you are terrible and make Zrise terrible that’s all well and good but… #it’s the possession #sometimes you muse calls you somewhere else

[sentofight]

ooc. u know since i started teaching i think my grammar is getting..........tiny..........tiny...weeensyyyyyy eaaannyyyy better. i know how grammar works but then i write my brain: *slides arabic structure here because it can* and then you have arabizi*

#ooc.| faty speaks #[i know i still do it but (verb have) in a past sentence my brain: gotta use the past form of the verb too duh #[modal verb carry the tense so no need to say something like they didn't had it should be have... #[me: its easy. brain: lmao ok i cant apply it because whatever~ whaaaatever~~~~ #[sTOP IT ZA.CK FAIR STOP IT!!!! YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO WWHATEVER ME NOW NOT EVEN IN JP!!! I WARN YOU BRAIN #[never mind me im just little bit emotional. remember when i used to write am instead of I .... yeh. same. #[i give myself pain because i can #[LISTEN. IM TINY BIT PROUD. AT LEAST I MAKE SENSE NOW..........RIGHT?...RIGHT??????????????????? #[we passed the your and you're stage too. luckily i didnt get them mixed up. it is the there and their for me XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #[help me..im suffocating because of past memories waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!! #[let me not open my old multi muse blog and look at my writing sobs #[oooh c r i n g e ~~~~~~~ #[yehaw i wanna bother wars suddenly weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[aparticularbandit]

kyoko realizing that she's in literally the same position in oafc that she was in oaei and proceeding to then compare makoto and junko with the conclusion being "i could always trust makoto to want something good, but i could not trust makoto to actually have a plan i can follow" and "i can always trust junko to have left breadcrumbs for me to follow and have a logical plan in place, but i cannot trust junko to want something good" and then going with "yeah, but you know what, i like junko better, and so i'm not mad at her" is not what i expected, but here we are.

#musings #bandit writes fic #dr1 end rewrite fic #by which i mean kyoko's base plot in oaei is 'makoto thinks we can fix junko so i guess i have to fix junko now' #and got to a point of 'there's no plan here what do i even do' and gets distracted doing something else #while feeling like she's failing on that front (and sometimes hallucinating makoto telling her she's doing fine) #and kyoko's base plot in oafc is 'junko told me to find her when ultimate despair came for her and i didn't know what that meant then #but i guess i do now' and is currently in a spot of 'i KNOW junko has a plan i KNOW she left clues for me #but WHAT ARE THEY JUNKO' and is NOT getting distracted doing something else #but is still sometimes imagining junko nagging her about not picking up on everything like she should #being kyoko is suffering

[disturbnot]

howdy friends. my 31-year-old bf is playing scvi with his also 31-year-old work bestie rn. they're making their characters run in little circles while they show off their newest shinies to each other. and all is well. 🌞

#ooc tag tba . #it's very sweet. it makes me happy seeing him happy. he's gonna be 32 next week. where does the time go? #it's officially my 13th anniversary writing ash at the end of october too. i should pull my finger out and actually draw something for it. #where does the time go where does the time go where does the time go #maybe replies later? we'll see where the muse takes me. gotta go shopping first. hope you are all well dear pals :)

[windthreader]

CHIEF!

#;ooc #ooc #the!!!!! chief!!!! #im gonna go to bed and just vibe there BUT! i have monsieur n.euvillette icons now #those of u guys who were ok with interacting with him; i'll try to write something for u all! #/on a diff note;; me thinkigs that maybe i should use a format similar to this to make the borders of my i.dv muses #i still feel like its missing something tho;; but thats an issue for tomorrow's s.mol

[oculusxcaro]

(Soooo, remember when I wrote a while back about Khare's bad end, where her mutation advances to such a degree that she's no longer recognizable as human, let alone any earthly creature? Stumbled across some GREAT images earlier that provide some juicy inspiration for just how nasty she becomes...)

Specifically that big white chonker on the left? Very rotund, soft and scary as fuck to have coming after you in some dark wet place. She just needs, oh, about a thousand more eyes, even more human teeth sticking out of her flesh amidst a bunch of tumorous masses as well as being more slithery theeeen she'll be closer to what I imagine she'd turn out like.

#🌈 || musings #🌈 || ooc #body horror tw #body horror cw #Okay let me explain because I mentioned before she'd turn out to end up looking like something out of Resident Evil #Hunter Gammas are VERY close to what I'd imagined except Khare has the potential to be a worse and a LOT uglier #Khare would be a lot more devolved looking I'd imagine though #You can barely make out which end is the end and the legs can no longer support her weight so easily on land #Can still come after you because she CRAVES that organic material :'))) #I should probably draw it someday but I have to focus on writing first #Maybe after a quick nap #Been worked like a dog on my days off goddamn ashsgf

[phantomuheist]

Why can't you go home?

You enjoy running too much

It's thrilling, I'll give you that. But eventually you'll get tired. Eventually you'll slow to a halt and realise nothing around you looks familiar. You'll be lost with no hope of ever returning home again. Turn around now, it's not too late. You can go out running again whenever you like.

Tagged by: @sylviareviar

Tagging: you, if you're cold like me rn

#Break Time ; Dash Games #I Should Write Something | Musings #You'll Never See It Coming | Headcanons #considering he ran away from home once... yeah

[slut-for-a-good-latte]

not completion. enhancement. augmentation. a transformative process that leaves both greater than the sum of the parts.

i feel bronze-dipped. gold-dusted.

my head swims. it is dizzying to close my eyes. i am weightless and formless and glitter caught on a breeze. i am vaporous and voyeuristic. floating through the constantly replaying scenes of you, over me, you, on me, you, with me. i fall, sometimes, back into my body, or my body as she existed in that moment. the intensity makes my blood simmer.

not something that needed filling. but something that, now, has discovered the absolute ecstasy of being full. of space between skin being eradicated in its entirety. of watching another lose themselves in you. you. in me.

how wonderful. how hot and sweet and wonderful.

#writing #personal #i should start tagging these with something specific #fox musings #that's fun maybe #your skin is soft and your eyes glitter and you tend to taste like tobacco and i am truly obsessed with it #too much maybe #i'm being a little intense lol #prose

[1nm2]

what's current in the rpc? do people still write in capital letters, are they still cancelling actresses, will i be cancelled if they knew i like jkr's writing

#( ooc ). #i know i should probably at least try to list muses down but the thing is i could write so many people #and idk who/what is supposed to be hot in fandoms now #what is even going on in the movie and series scape? i haven't been watching but if there's something good let me know

[tvrningout-a]

bc i've made an isekai au for chiyo being dropped into dorverold, maybe perhaps like this post if you also enjoy the idea of an isekai plot! i'll approach you about it, and we can figure out the particulars <3

#like if you want your muse falling into dorverold or kny etc or you want my muse falling into your muse's universe #and the why and how ( which can absolutely be vague ) #i might not be chatty tonight bc i might get absorbed into writing out this verse but!! i'll try to at least touch base!! #tbh i just think we all should indulge ourselves more when it comes to fun tropes even if they're cliché #and i will gladly be the first to push the isekai trope :' )) there's something about it that just!! is so very fun to me!! #get ready to ramble | ooc

[worldsentwined]

First Line Patterns

Thanks for the tag @the-lincyclopedia! It has been a hot minute since I published any fics, so it's nice that this doesn't have any kind of timeline on it haha.

Rules: List the first line of your last 10 (posted) fics and see if there's a pattern.

From Hero to Villain(elle) I left my cape behind, my life to gain

From a single grain of sand “So when are you planning to do something about your crush?”

Blackbird Song The Gilded Cage. Three figures stood beneath the neon sign announcing their location.

A Double Shot of Sunshine “Welcome to Cups ‘n Crullers! What can I get you this morning?”

Interrupted Heists, Dentist Visits, and Other Romantic Dates For Your Fake Husband Like everything else about me, my memory is pretty average.

Letters From Luke Luke circled above the tower, letting his shadow fall over Elliot and his dwarf student. 

As long as thou com'st back “I am keeping thee from thy rehearsal. I should go.”

Winter in Roa Winter in the Little Peninsula bore little resemblance to the same season in Ianna-Ir.

Notes, twisted every way “Welcome back. Now fucking help me.”

A Fire Within “Oh fudge this!” No sooner had Jax ended the call than his phone was in flight, hurtling toward the wall faster than a speeding bullet.

Haha so the main pattern I see is that I love to start with a line of dialogue, which is not really a surprise given that dialogue is my favorite thing to write. (Stories about superheroes/villains and opera composers pining over sad priests seem to have a higher likelihood of this, though they also compose a significant chunk of the things on this list).

Anyway I will tag uhhh @minutia-r and @rukkilill and @vefanyar and @baladric and @toushindai, feel free to do this or not, as you like. :)

#tag memes #writing #good lord only 6 of these were posted within the last year #when will my muse return from the war etc etc #I should open the doc of the fic I started for dime in the jukebox #it was becoming...something

[transselkie]

Ok, I'll bite: Hilda/Claude/Lorenz, what's their deal? (I enjoyed FE3H a lot! Played all the routes, though it's been a while, and the only pairings I still have any attachment to are Felix/Annette and Annette/Mercedes...)

Thank you so much for asking, I’m sorry for the wait. My first two attempt at this ended up being five/six page essays. I have been. Trying to whittle it down.

The core fundamental is that I genuinely believe the three of them bring out the best in each other, are capable of challenging each other in ways that are necessary, and ultimately balance each other out. Explanation under the cut.

Politics is incredibly important to both Claude and Lorenz, and the three of them are good for each other politically. And not just because of crests or titles.

Lorenz and Claude challenge each other politically in necessary ways for their own growth and success.

Lorenz holds Claude accountable for the decisions he tries to make behind closed doors.

Claude shows Lorenz that the belief system he’s been raised in is fundamentally flawed and broke.

Hilda’s interpersonal skills make her a good diplomat to balance the boys out.

She shares Claude’s ability to manipulate others through charisma but is less willing to go to nefarious places with it. When Claude gets lost in the gambit she can reel him back in.

She’s genuinely liked and trusted by her peers in all the areas that Lorenz fails struggles with.

They’re basically fluent in different languages. Claude can talk strategy, Lorenz can talk nobility, Hilda can talk people.

Interpersonally, they understand and benefit one another.

Claude hides behind a mask of charisma to feign the illusion of openness yet despite his best attempts Hilda and Lorenz see him holistically.

Hilda/Claude A support - Hilda: “If you understand me so well, maybe it's because you're no different. When you smile or laugh, it's not sincere. I can tell. I've only seen you genuinely smile a handful of times.” 

Lorenz sees him for all his worst qualities first (lying, scheming, deceitful) and yet still ultimately concludes that he’s a good and moral man worthy of his position.

Claude doesn’t want anyone to see behind the mask because the mask is an armour protecting him from a world that wants him dead. But both of them look him directly in the eyes and tell him I see you, I see all of you, even the things that you don’t want seen, and I’m standing by your side anyway.

And again, they keep him grounded.

Hilda hides behind her charisma and lazy persona to keep other peoples expectations of her at bay. Claude and Lorenz both help her thrive past her fear of disappointment.

Claude sees right through her act (see A support)

She’s his second in command. If she dies he says every strategy he had was planned around her survival. He understands where her strengths and interests intersect and utilizes them. And she seems to take genuine pride in that work.

Lorenz doesn’t see through her but he values her and encourages her anyway. She’s literally playing him but his response is just so genuine she starts matching his effort anyway without even intending to. She is used to being treated like a liability, but he never treats her that way.

Left to their own devices the boys will work themselves to an early grave and forget to have a life without politics. Hilda will not let that happen.

Lorenz was raised to be a nationalist and taught to believe that he alone had the skills to, basically, make the Alliance great again. Literally, his father had the only known heir murdered to help him advance to the Dukedom. He has some shit to unlearn and they were here to help him unlearn it.

Canonically, Claude’s mere existence and proximity to him helps Lorenz unlearn and re-evaluate his fathers teachings. And while its not his responsibility to educate there’s no way Mr. I-Want-To-Tear-Down-The-Walls-That-Divide-Us isn’t readily doing so on purpose.

Hilda, on paper, should not make a good noble and yet everyone loves her and hates him. He will question why, and he will realize   that his restrictive worldview caused him to miss both of their best qualities.

Seeing them succeed interpersonally will show him he’s been wrong and encourage him to grow and change. And when he does, they will be there to celebrate him. 

That pathway accomplishes all the things I’ve already spoken about - Lorenz realizes his belief system is flawed, and Claude and Hilda have love and support offered to them through the parts of them they see as most unlovable.

He is the only member of this trio that is actually being open and honest with others. He might be lying to himself but he will tell you exactly what he’s thinking. And he’s going to hold the others to his standards of honesty too.

I genuinely believe they’d all be best friends. 

It’s honestly harder to argue that Claude and Hilda aren’t canonically really good friends. Do I even need to defend their friendship.

Claude and Lorenz love a good debate/game of strategy. They might drive each other insane while at the academy but they’re intentionally meeting up for chess weekly minimum.

Hilda and Lorenz absolutely do tea dates and gossip. She’d find him so funny, and he wouldn’t know what to make of her but she’s fucking Hilda Valentine Goneril. 

❤️💛💜 BONUS! ❤️💛💜 

There’s also just so much humor and fun to be found with this dynamic. To display this, my peak academy dynamic for them is as follows:

Lorenz is convinced he’s living in a spy thriller. Claude is an Almyran spy and he is going to prove it.

Claude is a little intimidated by how close to the truth he is but Lorenz is just so pathetic he basically discredits himself. He’s Threat Lite. He needs to be watched but is mostly just a funny little guy to him. It’s a spy thriller to Lorenz but Loony Toons for Claude.

Claude and Hilda are just besties who are casually sleeping together. They gossip. It’s fun.

She’s also besties with Lorenz. They have tea and gossip and she thinks that whatever is wrong with him is so so fun.

I can not stress enough that this is just high school for her.

Lorenz however is ALSO living in an Austenian drama. He believes Claude and Hilda to be courting, a heart breaking reality as he has found himself falling for Hilda.

Hilda watches the boys play weirdly homoerotically charged games of chess like “omg you want to fuck each other so bad it makes you both look pathetic”

She WILL say as much to both of them who are equally horrified by the accusation. “I think if you fucked you’d fix each other actually.” They staunchly disagree.

They are 100% blaming those embarrassing dreams they keep having on her and absolutely nothing else.

Anyway, I could literally continue talking forever. Their ship song is In the Middle by Dodie. hilclaurenz is everything to me. Thank you for listening  ❤️💛💜

#musing-gears #hilclaurenz #claude von riegan #hilda valentine goneril #lorenz hellman gloucester #fe3h #if anyone is actually interested in reading a fanfic about them let me know because I have. #a novel length story for them up in my head #and the only thing keeping me from actually writing it properly is the amount of work I'd put into something that no one but me cares about #I also have five fan children for them who are my everything and will happily ramble about them #they have their own Awakening style time travel au along with some other fan kids #because I have terminal brain rot disease and have been sucked down the adhd/autism sinkhole of All Three Houses All The Time #and cringe is dead so fan kid fun is back on the table #a n y w a y s #thank you for listening I'm sorry it's still so long you should see the old drafts