#I thought it would be easier but its not really lol

[derp-craft]

I spent far longer than I'd like to admit trying to make this purely aesthetic lil tea bar automated before I gave up and made it only partially automated. Plus some interior shots of the other side. Decorations pending lol

#minecraft #my builds #modded minecraft #I'm building underground for... reasons? #there is no reason #I thought it would be easier but its not really lol #I may or may not have added Vinery simply because the decoration blocks are SO good #I love any mod that adds create compatible fluids #idk why #it just makes me so happy to put liquids in tanks #chocolate and candy lab incoming eventually #been debating adding the cafe extra too but idk for some reason I'm not as interested in that one #not pictured is the giant EXP tank literally right by the bar #this base is an aesthetic nightmare but u know I'm havin fun

[13eyond13]

underrated funny thing about lawlight is they never actually did get to confirm that 100% of the time they were basically thinking exactly what the other person thought they were thinking every single time

#im thinking about this because of the relationship i have with one of my bosses #like hes extremely hard to read and doesnt make small talk but hes also considerate in quiet ways #so im always like guessing what hes thinking and feeling and wondering if hes trying to do the same back #but then im like am i just projecting onto him completely? making this all up in my head #hes giving nothing and im imagining everything. and you really dont want to make assumptions because it would be awkward to be wrong #for example a few times now things that i wondered if he was doing to make my life easier were actually just things he was doing #because he was secretly preparing to close up shop #so i was glad i never voiced my appreciation for his thoughtfulness out loud to him when i found out the truth lol #ANYWAYS unlike in my situation #the entire time whenever one of those two thinks one thing the other one is like 'i bet he's thinking this' and we the readers #look between their thought bubbles and go 'pffft he sure is what are you gonna do now' #its probably a good thing they went to mu because the afterlife couldn't handle all the smug sex theyd be having on every available surface #24/7/365 #lawlight #p

[icewindandboringhorror]

More misc. daily life pictures and such

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that -- #1 & 2 - Very bright pretty looking sky ! #2. HUGE icicle that looked like you could kill someone with it or something.. Pulled from near a gutter on the side of a building #3. & 4 & 5 - various images from a silly party I had where I pretended to be some elf king turning like 204 years old lol (also not like #a REAL party. Only my roommates were there really and we're all in the same household bubble. #just to clarify. I would never dare have a large party anyway given #my hermitous nature but on top of that.. didn't want there to be some implication that I'm having a Party while covid is still ongoing lol. #NEVER.. But I do love dressing up as some fantasy character so much.. The only thing that could ever bring a true hermit wizard #to engage with others socially is the prospect of connecting it somehow to fantasy worlds and costumes lol. One must simply dress up #as a silly 200 year old man from time to time and pretend you've never seen a balloon before in your life. etc. #6. bapy boye... feets #7. The main food that I made for the elderly elf man 'party'. which was a Deconstructed Beef Wellington (kind of as ajoke since I watch s #o many silly cooking competition shows and they always make stuff 'deconstructed' at the last minute when under time limits or whatever.) #I've wanted to make beef wellington a few times but Ithink to do it well I'd need like..an actual kitchen and a lot of time and #an oven that fully works to bake things and etc. etc. So I thought this would be an easier method. A thick steak cut round to kind of mimi #c the round tenderloin or whatever it is in a wellington. instead of the puff pastry being wrapped around - I just did star shaped cut outs #of pastry and baked them and put them on top (to go with the star theme). instead of mushroom duxelles being wrapped around in pastry #its in a little circle under the steak. and instead of mustard being brushed onto the meat I made a mustard gravy sauce type of thing #Then of course asparagus on the side.. my favorite... Though I know some wellington #also has a layer of prosciutto I think. or I saw one person use crepes. I didn't feel it was necessary to incorporate that too lol #8. bapy son helping me do a giant puzzle that took me hours and I had no idea it was actually that large of a puzzle #until I started putting it together and for some reason it made me stressed by the end instead of relaxed lol.. puzzle fatigue #photo diary

[un-local]

oh no. shes making a silly little powerpoint moodboard for her nick valentine fic....

#lol i dont even have one for SWRD #(but then again: SWRD never needed one. it's not so steeped in genre the way a noirish FO4 fic would be) (if that makes sense) #also with all the drastic rewrites of canon im doing for the nickfic i need one too keep the vibes straight lol #like for example: im even changing where dr. virgil is in the glowing sea. hence the bottom photos. #ive changed so much. all so nicks selfhood dilemma can be centered & sole can really feel like shes in the ruins of an old world #anyway #i promise im still making stuff i really am its just a busy time rn #I PROMISE ILL POST REAL ART SOON #its easier to draft plot than it is to actually write and refine swrd but im hoping next week ill have real time (<- probably so so wrong) #harebrained thought #hare posts

[dayasan]

It kinda sucks how the majority of roleplays seem to be focussed on romance (information about which ?x? pairings they write/look for is the first thing people give) and as such 1 on 1 formats, when I've never roleplayed romance and thrive far more in group RPs

Feels like it makes it harder to look for stuff from people that are like... genuinely interested in writing and storytelling as communal artforms as opposed to people who just need to get their fix of ships and ERP

#of course you can write engaging and thoughtful romance based RPs #but 1. there is no dearth of romance in like any medium #2. how many RPers are looking to do that vs just wanting for consumption #i am by no means aromantic but ive never really understood looking for strangers to RP your characters being in love #i dont even do that with my close friends of several years #if i WERE to do that it would have to come about organically #well i guess its easier to filter this stuff if i steer clear of 1on1s anyways LOL #i should add theres nothing wrong with the consumption of romance and ERP. but its not interesting or engaging to me

[scarrypossmscribs]

BLD Crack Fic ~ Max

Content Warnings! tw gaslighting tw manipulation tw (hinted at) death Max belongs to @hotpinkmoon !

You were tired. So tired. You knew what you signed up for when you got into a relationship with Max. The attention. The stares. The parties.

But you had to admit...even you had your limits when it came to all the excitement. I mean come on. It seemed like the entire town was interested in you and Max's life. And also the fact that some of Max's friends would disappear if they got to close to you-

And how you felt like someone was always watching you-

Although to be fair, you did try to see who it was one time. And was promptly embarrassed when it was just another one of Max's fans curious about who he was dating.

Am I just overthinking?

No but... it still didn't explain how Max always managed to find you somehow.

Including that time you specifically hid in a trash bin because you know he doesn't like dirty things.

And somehow he had a reliable excuse for all those 'coincidences' ...including the trash bin thing.

Though he had a pretty convincing confused expression when his friend lifted the trash bin lid to throw something away- and there you were.

Sitting in the trash bin.

Which totally was not at all embarrassing in any way.

Okay... maybe you were overreacting.

But still!

Overreacting or not, you were tired of all the constant attention. The almost complete lack of personal or other-friends time.

"Max...I can't to this anymore. I need my beauty sleep. A fan of yours broke into my apartment one time!" You exasperated, annoyed with this insanity and losing your mind.

Max cocked his eyebrow at you, confusion spreading on his face before a small huff of laughter escaped his pretty lips.

Wait- stop focusing on how pretty he is!

"That, don't worry cutie- was me." Max said, grinning smugly. Pouting a bit when he noticed how you were glaring daggers at him. But his smile quickly returned as he rolled his eyes with a playful smirk, "We're dating, Y/n. It's normal to miss your lover sometimes. I just dropped in to check on you." The words rolled smoothly off his tongue.

Still, relentless, you looked him firmly in the eyes.

"Well we aren't dating anymore." Max paused a bit at this for a moment. Did his mask finally break? Was he going to have a serious conversation for once? "That's a pretty interesting way to propose. But I mean... I'm not complaining~"

The atmosphere was completely shattered by Max's words. "Y.. You.. that's not what... I'm going to throw you!" You fumed loudly, some of the people in the cafe the ones who weren't 'subtly' staring before looking over at you.

Max's grin grew. And you instantly regretted your choice of words.

"Yeah? Well you better be rough then. Oh- but save that for the bedroom, cutie. I like attention... but that's for my eyes only." Max replied quickly, in a bantering tone. "AUGHHHH" Your frustrated scream filled the space between you and Max and those who were peeping in on your conversation

Yet despite all that, still falling on deaf ears.

Whispers on how you and Max were a silly couple followed you out of the coffee shop.

Max smugly waving goodbye with one hand and pointing to his ring finger with the other.

#i really liked writng this lol #I feel like max is a bit easier for me to write #i apologize if its ooc though o-o;; #i wonder if anyone reading this caught onto the unique way i imagine Max would be able to stalk Y/n #please comment / reblog your thoughts #its good feedback for my writing >:) #i swear this was just going to be incorrect quotes in the beginning #yandere crack #yandere x you #yandere x reader #BloodLust Devotion #bloodlustdevotion #possum scribs

[leatherbookmark]

hopping around different blogs is fun.

a post on blog 1: i find it a little weird that -- don't get me wrong, the barbie movie looks great with all the doll-like details, i bet the actors had great fun and i'd like to see it myself, but -- people are getting excited about marketing of this movie. they're acting as though mattel's 3985* deals with 837* different companies are something new, exciting and creative instead of... 3985 deals with 837 companies spanning many different areas! this movie is a commercial for a doll! isn't this kinda weird?

*numbers made up

a post on blog 2: i don't think any sane adult doesn't realize that this is a toy commercial! it's rather obvious.

a post on blog 3: boo hoo 'the barbie movie is capitalist propaganda' i don't give a SHIT marx won't fuck you. did you do this for transformers too? do you think only stupid girls who like pink need the reminder?

like, oooooh! things are happening!

#shrimp thoughts #earlier today i got into a bit of an essay reading spree (as much as my brain allowed me lol) #and it got me thinking about like... associating oneself with products/aesthetics/companies as a way of self-creation #this is me. i love [fashion brand] you won't catch me without my k*nken and here is my room in which you can see posters of [movies] #it's very... human to get excited about things and feel it more the more others get excited because. community building #at the same time i've noticed it myself that it's so much easier to label yourself a [thing] girl than to like... Look Into Yourself #who am i? what defines me? these questions are difficult because how do i know that? with what means do i obtain this knowledge? #should i create myself as i want or should i observe myself with the eyes of others instead? ...let me just say i like plants and overalls #and i feel like when someone says something you perceive as a critique of the identity slash community you associate yourself with #it's... hurtful? but at the same time. hm. i don't know actually #like chances are these posts are talking about completely different things and not vaguing each other or even similar posts #maybe posts that blog 3 vagues really were obnoxiously condescending! who knows! that being said DESPITE being a small-brained #shrimp who would honestly love to win soooo many moneys and just do whatever i want all day instead of being an Independant and Competent #Expert In My Field (this sounds scary and stressing). i still would like to avoid falling into the 'just let me ENJOY things and don't try #to make me hate femininity because it's not working! pink and shopping can be empowering' hole. #idk!! i listen to k/pop and am part magpie. i can't quite pose myself as like anti-capitalist intellectual #but i do want to achieve at least a small brain! someday!! and boy do i hope my brain energy days don't end before the books arrive;; #2am thoughts. wonder if my mother goes to sleep earlier than at 4am today because its getting annoying

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

do you have any culture/traditions/ethnicity hcs for the fab four? (if you couldnt tell, this is my favorite thing to come up with :] )

yeah im gonna be so incredibly honest, culture and ethnicity is probably the most inconsistent thing among my versions of the four and i really only have a few solid ideas abt them. like jet is always black in my brain, a lot of the times afro-latino specifically, and i tend to see ghoul as latino also, but i havent really worked out the specifics there any further than that. party and kobra are the most inconsistent in my mind tho, and their ethnicity changes pretty consistently like. they are liquid in my brain and i havent pinned down any solid ideas for them yet yk? ig it doesnt really help that i have like eight different versions of my own canon going in my brain at all times lol maybe if i end up mapping out the specifics of each universe it will be easier for me to lay out my unfinished ideas for each

as for traditions and cultural stuff and things like that, im sort of in the same boat there. ive got a few broad concepts in my head that i have yet to iron out the details of, and these broader ideas are more abt the specific cultures within the zones/city/underground than relating to any real world stuff. like, in the city for example, i feel like bli basically erases every sense of cultural identity and individuality bc, well, its bli. they hate beauty and they hate the idea of differing wirld views and traditions, and they hate it when people value anything other than working hard and "earning their place in their perfect society!"

and so, in the zones, i definitely feel like theres a sizable movement of joys who combat bli's perspective on pre-war cultures by learning all they can about their heritage and reviving old cultural traditions and basically rebelling through connecting with their roots. but again, thats really where my thoughts on this topic end bc i do not have enough knowledge abt all these individual culture that exist to really say how i think theyd be represented in the zones or how they would mesh with zone culture itself. i do thunk it would absolutely have an impact of zone culture as a whole, but i just dont know the specific effects of that impact would be bc, again, this is not something i have researched heavily yet or begun fully fleshing out

i will say that this is why i admire you and ur work and ur version of this universe so much!!! you have such amazing ideas abt the way real world cultures and zone culture would intersect, and i fucking love hearing you talk abt all the traditions and stuff there are in the desert bc i think it is so so so fucking cool and i wish i had the brain to think of stuff like that lol

#asks #i think its easier for me too to come up with traditions and cultural bits and stuff for all the different areas when theyre based #entirely or majorly in fiction bc its easier for me to think abt what i feel the logical effects of this universe and this society #would have on creating new systems of beleifs and traditions and values and stuff #i am in face working on a little zine type thibg that goes into all my hcs abt zone/city/underground culture btw so idk #maybe working in that will also allow me to flesh this out more but yeah #all my thoughts on the subject pretty much add up to 'its super fucking cool and i have ideas in theory but not yet in practice' lol #sorry if this didnt really answer ur question at all. i kinda went off on a tanget there i think #oops

[redjukebox]

Picture one: Half a Self Portrait

Picture two: Successful Self Portrait

#my art #don’t mind me holding them down with paper clip lmaooo #the first isn’t my best work but I like him #I’m probably gonna delete this later but idk #I don’t really like showing my art but I kinda like these #I’ve been inspired by Blind Dwellers videos recently and it gave me the idea to title these pieces #his videos have reignited my love for art even if it’s not how I thought it would lol #I love just starting a drawing with an end in mind but it never looking like that #genuinely #the drawings become their own and it makes me happy #like the art has its own mind and when my drawing does something that i didn’t have in mind #it’s like the art piece is letting me know what it wants to be #I might be applying emotions that don’t exist on to my unmet expectations but it makes it easier to appreciate my art #I really want to do more art #abstract art #self portrait

[snekdood]

I do kinda think peoples reaction to thinking i prevented my ex from Being Whatever They Want and then trying to exclude me entirely from the things i identify with- like... How is that okay in any capacity? If you did this in regard to my trans identity, would it still be okay? Why is it okay with the rest of the ways i identify too? I never stopped them from being anything anyways, i just didnt want to date someone who was mirroring me so fucking much, goddamn, i was okay with being their friend still, why is that so hard to understand. Sorry i dont wanna fuck someone whos pretending to be my clone, almost in an effort to mock me..?

#some of yall are genuinely bad people. like you do need to digest that fact. #all of this based on a rumor. and again i state like ive stated a million times. what will you do when you find out theyre the abuser? #are you gonna try to apolgozie to me for trying to run me off the internet ostracize and bully me? #or are you gonna come up with a million justifications for why your behavior was fine even though you didnt know? #like maybe. just maybe. in situations where you dont know the truth of the situation. maybe. just dont act on the impulse to hurt #someone because you really really want to believe the other person you like more is telling the truth. idk. just an idea. #because i dont think yall are capable of the self introspection right now to realize how fucking abusive your behavior has been. #JUST because its directed at mem suddenly its totally fine. lets not think about the possibility snake could be telling the truth too. #nawww... the guy who identifies as a snake and looks like a disney villain? im totally not allowing my subconscious biases navigate the #way i treat people in this situation. boy do i love my angel looking boys. #me* not mem lol #surely my culturally christian upbringing isnt playing a part in any of this. #anyways. i never went out of my way to invalidate them but ik believing that would make their narrative crumble for you. #i knew what i wanted. they knew what i wanted. they pretended to be what i wanted. when we got comfortable and i got used to #them being that way theyd start to morph back into who they really are. i dont like who they really are. id try to break up woth them. #theyd beg me to stay. id give them another chance and once again they start acting like the person i wanted to be with. rinse and repeat. #that was the entire relationship. i tried breaking up with them so many times but they were too ig dependant on me #and didnt want me to leave bc ig they thought if i wasnt dating them that id just abandon them and never help them with anything. #i do think its more they knew they could manipulate me easier if we were together and they pretended to be what i wanted. #thats what happened and im sorry you cant accept the truth of who your fave is and what theyre like my dude. #me not liking who they really are has nothing to do with their transness. sure. who they really are is more masc than what i wanted. #but kre than that. who they really were was kinda just a skeevy selfish shitty person who thinks really highly of themselves. #and i just didnt dig that man. not sure what to tell you. #should i have put my foot down and left anyways? yes. and i did. but i knew that when i did break up with them they would turn on me. #like they did. and stabbed me in the back a million times. hoping id hate being alive enough bc of the ostracism to kill myself. #then thered be no one to criticize them for their actions or abusive behavior anymore. #but yeah idc. im not going anywhere. you're gonna tell the truth or put up with my existence. those are your options. #anyways i dont think the progressive solution to you believing i prevented them from being things is to prevent me also from #being things. like how does that help when you just spread the supposed pain.... not to mention it was more of a seed you planted #rather than a plant that was already growing

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

I want a new tattoo and also a piercing but those cost money and are also painful :( Want to pierce my nose tho and I have some type of idea for the tattoo(s) I want.

#one of the biggest problems i have tho is that i get faint when i get tattoos or piercings or anything involving needles tbh #and it makes me feel sick. like throw uppy #whovh is so much more miserable than the needle making holes in me or pushing ink into my skin #i want a shark on my thigh i think #also this may seem weird but i want a tattoo of my old pet fishes. like the two of them next to like. a plant or something #idk why i thought that would seem weird people get pet tattoos all the time #and. most importantly. a black bear. with some other details that im slightly undecided about #but the black bear is important to me #im thinking shark on my thigh. foshes on my side nesr my hip kind of. and bear on my shoulder #and i want to pierce my nose. and maybe get some more ear piercings #why must it be so expensive #its okay. im getting a raise and i have a lot less expenses now so i should be able to save easier #and put aside some money for all of this #my best friend knoes a really great shop that im going to go to #im excited. just need money lol

[milfmaenad]

Sooooo genuinely funny that cia and fbi agents are like. waaaayyyy more clockable than your avg. transgender

#keep thinking abt that thread ms. manning posted with pics of the gov. dudes stalking her #i kno this was like minimum 2 years ago but my girled friend and i were just talking abt it lol #also one of the kids that goes to the craft event i help out with at the library just keeps asking if im a boy or a girl #and its fun! i havent really interacted with a ton of ppl since dressing more butch #so its very novel to have someone not know my agab at first glance #i honestly thought i would never experience that - im really glad i did - the euphoria is like you wouldnt believe #and i wasnt even binding at the time which made me that much more pleased #oh but the point of bringing that up is just like - i have put so much work into looking trans but fbi guys are still easier to clock

[cherry-shipping]

SOMETIMES i get a little sad (only a little) about how my undertale s/i has nothing to do with the events in undertale whatsoever, and just. have no idea nor could never fully understand what frisk and everyone else went through down there. like, sure, they can tell stories and possibly even visit the underground (i assume some monsters wanted to stay down there, too) but like. they have no way of grasping everything that happened to everyone. and im happy with my s/i the way it is so i guess there could POSSIBLY be an au where they fall down WITH frisk and go through the story together, but. well that has a lot of plot holes LOL

#cherry chats #NOT THAT PLOT HOLES MATTER AT ALL LMFAO #i just like to be Concise #so like. its an au that works in theory if i dont think about it too much. #but either way its part of my self inserts universe that they dont fully understand everything that happened #like thats kinda........ a huge part in their relationship with all the others #esp with sans who was to a certain extent aware of resets (i mentioned the growing deja vu in that other post a little while ago) #and a big part in us coming to trust and understand each other better was when he told me about that #(dont ask why i just switched from talkin abt my s/i in third to first person just now btw) #and a really important part of that was the fact that i couldnt ever fully grasp what he meant or how that would feel but still #believing him and comforting him about it. cause he thought he was making no sense at all #and i dont even wanna imagine what would happen if TWO human souls entered the underground at the SAME TIME #ALONG with flowey who i assume would still be able to reset #cause i imagine any human would be able to reset due to having significantly stronger souls while also being trapped behind a magic barrier #thereby making their access to their soul along with its powers much much easier #while most humans dont even know they HAVE a soul. so utilizing the powers in this new world MADE of magic would take like 0 effort #i assume this is also why flowey can reset cause in a way he still holds charas soul (kinda) #UMM THIS ISNT WHAT I WAS GONNA TALK ABOUT AND ITS 7:30AM LOL. UMMM. I BET IM RUNNING OUT OF TAGS TOO #OK WELL IM DONE NOW I REALIZED I HAVE WAY TOO RICH A FICTION IN THE SCIENTIFIC EXPLANATION OF SOULS AND MAGIC IM SURE I COULD GO ONFOR AGES #IF TUMBLR CUTS OFF HALF MY TAGS AND I END UP MAKING NO SENSE BTW. WELL THATS JUST HOW THE COOKIE CRUMBLES I GUESS #LMFAO BYE

[icewindandboringhorror]

examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk

#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard* #I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details #of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point #but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag #of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there #are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance #but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly #doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. ) #the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead #of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like #you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image #or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i #wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol) #hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe #I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing #that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc #eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that #this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently #wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj #Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU #CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN #MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie* #Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol #I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it #with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits #and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit #out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the #unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh #re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI #art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA

[guinevereslancelot]

why is my friend getting married on a tuesday

#this is the idiot friend w the teenage bf now teenage fiancé #i don't have a job yet but hopefully i will by july and im only applying to regualr mon-fri jobs #so i would need to use a vacation day on their wedding #when im already going to be blowing thru all my vacation time going to doctor appointments to not go blind.....lol #i thought most people got married on saturdays bc its easier for guest to come #maybe they picked a weird day so that less people would come but they wouldn't have to invite less people to keep the catering cheaper #would have been better to do a potluck wedding they're broke af and nobody would mind #anyway ugh #i dont want to be the mean unsupportive friend by skipping the wedding #even tho i am....not very supportive lol #skipping the wedding is a big deal i dont want to do that im not even telling them they're bejng dumb at this point #its too late #im trying to save the friendship so i have to go #but tuesday is really annoying #also there's a very solid chance they'll ask if they can do it at my house bc my yard is really nice #so i really cant skip it 😂 #unless i cry abt going blind and make a big fuss but i dont want to do that either #this has been a shitpost #it probably genuinely didn't occur to them that tuesday would be difficult for anyone bc neither of them has ever had a full time job ever #they're 18 and 21 #they're so unprepared to get married its scary lol #grown up jobs are a foreign concept to them #jk they def did it so that they could keep the wedding small without not inviting people #so now i have to be the bad friend and say i can't take off work or i have to give up a vacation day #and hope i wont run out pf vacation days for medical treatment #i cant wait until one of my nice normal friends gets married or has a baby so i can actually be happy for them

[forestryfae]

anyways i wanna go shopping tomorrow specifically cus im out of soap and im not out of food but id lke to stock up on a couple small things. and i wanna look at pretty stuff at the stores even tho i probably wont buy anything cus i literally have more than enough and i dont really want anything that isnt. a bit big or expensive and isnt really that easy to find or fit int he house rn. but like the thrift store sounds fun. NOT to buy anything, just to look and only buy if i actually find something useful and not just pretty or neat. also for forks and spoons

#and ngl to look at desks cus they tend to have a lot and i want a smaller one that i can easily carry on my own and clean #as opposed to the behemoth i have rn. takes up the ENTIRE space under the windw. horrible to clean under and behind. cant move it without #dismantling it. cant even turn it around properly. tldr too big very impractical and i just dont use it and dont like it #i thought i would but i dont and i really would rather just give it away or sell it. it was 350 so. kind of a loss but whatever #talkies #idk im thinking out loud lol. its easier to put things down than keep EVERYTHING in my head